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Heheh, nice

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Ew, gender dysphoria

Dammit

Random ass triggers too, so it's not like we can try and avoid it

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Saw a couple of odd (?, maybe more "unexpected") posts about "reblog if it's okay to xyz" and thought I should explicitly say, in case it isn't clear:

Y'all can send us (non-malicious) asks. You don't have to follow us or be mutuals, you can just ask us shit. About our likes/hobbies, our systemhood, ect, we don't care.

You're allowed to reblog our posts, add tags and comment on our stuff. (Just don't repost, ya know? There's a difference...)

You're allowed to follow us without first interacting. We don't have to be friends; if you like our random rambles, go ahead and add them to your feed.

You're allowed to tag us in games, send us ask games, ect.

You can spam likes, we think it's cute/sweet.

Like, we have a DNI (in carrd) and all, but other than that?? Please interact, you're not being annoying or crossing boundaries; we'll let you know if we're uncomfortable with something.

And if you don't like our content/blog, block us, that's okay too.

Same goes for our other/side/alter blogs (in pinned post).

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Love (/sarcasm) the "kind of in distress" Need to Clean that makes the voice not work right and feelings and body not work right but at least it's not a panic attack (again...) -Ace

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Gone gone gone they're gone!! Cheering cheering! They're gone house is empty PROPERLY now!!

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They broke a stem off my baby... 🥲

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It's raining outside as they're moving things so they're tracking mud everywhere...

"Uhg, I hate people with hyperfixations-" ??? "Wait no, not like you, I mean people with the WEIRD ones..."

😭 pls

Am screaming inside

Obsessive-compulsive HAVE TO CLEAN HAVE TO CLEAN plus shitty conversation?

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(Tries to take the cleaning supplies)

Ace (makes sound of protest)

"Oh, yeah, you can keep xyz... oh might as well keep xyz... you can have everything, you'll be living here and stuff"

Bitch?? We bought those supplies, we're the only ones who've been using them, you can bet your ass we're keeping them!

"I'll just tell my mom there wasn't any supplies-"

Common supplies, my ass, she never bought cleaning shit because she never cleaned!

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The door opened the door opened the door opened

Roommate back?? Roommate back??

Disappeared for a week is back unexpected unexpected unfamiliar voice unfamiliar voice

Confused dislike

Was going to message to ask if return for rest of stuff came back unexpected house not clean again she's back gotta clean again she is messy makes house dirty gotta clean again

Take food from fridge? Take dirty dishes? Take rest of things??

Take our things??? Don't know don't know

Need to supervise unfamiliar people in our space to to supervise need to supervise make sure they only take her shit don't want to leave bedroom anxious don't like don't like

Why why

Loud noise loud noise sudden loud noise startled scared

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Yes!! Cuddles and affection can be platonic! It's only romantic if you make it romantic/do it under a romantic context!!

cuddling doesn't have to be romantic

cuddling can be platonic.

cuddle your friends

cuddle your friends

cuddle your friends

cuddle your friends

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Not aspd or npd, but relate to experience

Low to no empathy and sympathy, but people think otherwise

Can be nice, can sometimes care, but often times don't

Just good at listening and letting people talk

People think we're closer than we are, even mother is under false pretense

Not lying, they just can't conceptualize that the "sweet" "friendly" person cannot give a shit...

Being someone with extremely low empathy but viewed as the opposite because I'm a good listener is wild - like genuinely people will form this intense sense of connection and attachment to me and labor under the assumption that I'm extremely empathetic just because I'm easy to talk to I guess?? I'm also AFAB, tiny and conventionally attractive so probably that helps but it's so bizarre to me at times like people will just plop down next to me and spill their guts lol

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Oh! We just had a bad episode of this today! Made Ace not okay for while; yes we relate a lot!

Does anyone just like, not trust their memory? And like not in the way of, oh I'm not gonna remember to do the thing, or oh I forgot to do the thing again. I mean in the like yes I remember this thing, I know I remember this thing, but did it actually happen? Did I make it up? Did I actually say that? Like I can very clearly remember that thing that happened but I'm too scared to bring it up because I'm convinced that I'm remembering it wrong like I don't know why my head works like this but it's so fucking frustrating.

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Am so annoyed at body

Can't ever tell if we're hungry or not

Keeping track of meals unreliable

It is almost 12 am

Are we hungry? Had one meal today with snacks

Do I not eat until tomorrow, do I eat a snack, do I make a meal?

What does the body need?? It never tells us clearly...

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Egg : Yolkless / Egg Whites Only, Any Form Steak : Medium-Rare Milk : Almond Alcohol : Whiskey or Rum (Neat) Warm Drink : Tea Latte -Ace

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Productive! 71 More to go!! -Ace??

It is so so tedious redoing the SimplyPlural (yeay 85 members...), but it'll be so so worth it when we're done :''') -Ace

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Heheh being unable to tell if the itch is psychosomatic or we just touched/brushed against a skin irritant... -Ace

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Lowkey freaking the fuck out???

The memories are either missing or not right and I know I should be used to this I should be used to this but it's still jarring as fuck and I'm scrambling and doubting my perception of reality and the truths of our existence and just AAHHH

It's not even a distressing memory, at least those I know the others purposely keep from me, I can accept that, but something simple and mundane and what is real on a day-to-day level??? Is it real? What is the truth? Why are my memories off?? -Ace