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worst part about being sober is that you no longer have an excuse for being fucking anoying 😛✌🔫

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That one friend you brush your teeth extra hard before meeting because you know you'll be l a u g h i n g

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Beans are a gift to the world

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Imagine trying to "fix" a man when you're not his therapist?

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Dreamt of you last night by me

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Leaf by me.

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Shout out to the groups of people you pretend to hate on the internet but lowkey want to raw on a very fancy couch in a 5 star hotel.

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Why do I even bother?

You were with me from the start,

but you're like a beach swallowed by the sea long ago.

I can't stop coming back hoping for what once was to exist again.

The memory of you grips my soul,

It grips me so tight it's knuckles turn white

and I melt.

The years pass but you never change,

your absence has the power to derange.

Yet I'm stlill tending to your bones.

Tending to the corpse if that long lost feeling.

I know I will never have you again,

but I'd rather long to relive you than start healing.

Poem by me - 2020

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Mood.

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I har a dream about this army girl and her lesbian lover who lives in the city and writes letter to her every day.

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me rn since it’s time:

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Why do I even bother?

You where made on the beach,

a beach swallowed by the sea long ago,

but for some reason I can’t let go.

For the years pass but you never change,

your absence has the power to derange.

But I’m still tending to your bones,

the bones of that long lost feeling.

I know I will never have you again,

but I’d rather long to relive you that start healing.

Tending to Your Bones

I write the title, you write the poem, reblog I’ll respond :)

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Need to improve your public speaking skills? Here are 4 crucial things to know!

1. Engage with the crowd!

Make eye contact, move your arms to enhance your point and don’t be afraid to walk around on the stage if you’re standing up to keep everyone's attention. Even someone talking gibberish can hold a crounds attention with enough energy and confidence!

2.  Improvise!

The worst thing to do is stare at a piece of paper and deliver your cold message in a monotone voice. Instead of writing an entire script, try points with keywords or something like: “talk about the subject of the book” for example, the human brain has an amazing capacity to make shit up on the spot! And if you know the subject of the presentation and some basic facts you can let your mouth do the talking.

3. Do. not. sit.

If you’re allowed to stand up while talking, DO SO! It not only brings home and enhances point 1 but it's also a great way to shake off the nervousness! The best thing to do to avoid stuttering and a bounci leg is to incorporate them into your routine. Instead of sitting still and letting the electricity run through you uncontrollably. Try taking out the extra adrenalyn in exaggerated hand movements and a few steps here and there to bring home a point!

4. Don’t care.

Convince yourself that you’re as confident as ever by repeating it to yourself. What's the worst that can happen? This isn’t a movie! People won’t laugh at you, and the people that do don’t deserve your time or respect. You're the one with balls to talk in front of the crowd, from my experience the people that make fun are ussualy the biggest pussies on stage. And if all this doesn't work, just imagine everyone else naked!

Good luck!

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New tat! Handpoked B)

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Got my fourth ever stick and poke tattoo at 15 yrs old! Did her all myself (as you can see). Very cute and good. Does anyone have a name for her???