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Need someone to decide if I relapse or not bc I CAN NOT keep having the same war in my head every day💯💯
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Clean for 2 months and 14 days. Long sleeve season is starting and I miss the scabs chafing against my jeans.
Btw if anyone wants to be moots pls hmu I rly need some friends I can chat with abt this stuff :3
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This is the worst thing I’ve ever made, enjoy
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I need tips on making my cvts bleed more :(
Does anyone have any? I usually just get blood beading but it never rly runs down, even though I do get to styro
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TW SH VENT‼️
Yknow normally he's there for me when I relapse but this time I did it because he was mad at me, so he wasn't there and I have no oneee to care for me.
He is angry at me because my ex texted me (he was rly a dick to me) and I texted back, but like it was way back when we were 13 and both very troubled and the text was just like "hey how are you and how is school" and I replied "hi im fine, school is bad but yknow how it is"
Like... THATS IT😭 MY BF HAS NEVER EVEN MET THE GUY.
I'm also just reaaally drunk rn and my thihs are open and vleeding but like I just wish someone would bandage me.
Anyways I love u tumblr🩷
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Just learned how to make myself throw up😍 beginning of a new era fr
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Anyone else up staying clean for a man rn?
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You know ur a people pleaser when you worried if the suicide prevention worker thought you were being rude.
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I need to cut the fat off of my body I can't take it anymore.
I just wanna take a blade to my skin and slice away until I'm 7 kg lighter.
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I love him so much, i wanna cut more so he can worry about me. I want someone to worry about me. Anyone.
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BINGOOOO!!!!!
I love doing these sm :3
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Long sleeve season again,
You know what that means..
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He told me he likes that I'm so small
I need to be smaller.
Thinner.
Sicker.
Better.
I want to be fragile for him.
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I think I'm not even going to try staying clean anymore.
Doesn't seem to bother him.
He doesn't care.
Nobody does
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69 days clean and I'm gonna ruin it all right now😍😍😍😍😍😍
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Reblog if it's okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.
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I'm two months clean. What the fuck
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