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When he get a lil mad but it turn you on

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Discipline is the main ingredient.

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I’m here and I’m not going anywhere.

- Yenny

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Turned To Dust

The fact that you’re gone doesn’t bother me. 

It’s the feelings you left inside of me

The timing was wrong, but love could’ve saved it - but you ain’t like me.

I’m screamin “Why Me?!” as if my life isn’t any less exciting,

Why do these bum niggas always wanna try me?

Although some can mask the lying and dying beneath their grinding

I’m prying the little bit of space that I need for some shining

See i’m a Star in the silver lining, still deciding if you’re worth riding for.

But you like hiding more, than actually rising, so you got me bored.

I’m trying to be (Cordge) but your attitude is worse, now that I dont want you

I dont know whats got you, caught up in the knots too - tied around ya thoughts

Always assuming a plot has crossed your spot of a vision that you lost.

There’s no anger just confusion and closure, 

I was that warmth that slowly turned colder, no shoulder to pull over you cant hold her

Everything you left of her was broken and shattered as if it was in the hands of a boulder

As if you put it away in a secret drawer in a folder

She’s over it, shes over you - all them broken pieces turned to dust - POOF.

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School Bound

           I know I know, I’ve been M.I.A, but with good reason! I literally just got done registering for classes! Yup, your girl is going back to school after 11 years!! Granted 11 years ago I was pregnant with my son and not focused on school or my future at all just his, but I’m actually following in my mothers footsteps as far as going back to school after a decade. I’m determined to becoming an engineer, of what you may ask? Lol.... TBD hahaha.... I’m torn between Music production or Cinematic Production, something along the lines of helping create art whether its in film or music, I really want to be behind the scenes and part of an amazing production! With music at least I can work from home creating in my own zone, or with Cinema I can get a foot in the door with the television world, either way I’m excited! 

        Since I’m a single mother working a full time job, all my classes will be night courses or weekend courses depending but It’s a reasonable time of the day and the classes aren’t hard. I hope lol... Anyway’s classes start August 28 and I am soooooo ready for this new journey! Wish me luck! <3

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Thoughts

Feelin pressed bout the situation

Stressin for complacence 

You need to chill with all that cajun

that temper got you hatin, got me fakin

hesitating how we makin 

all this shit about you?

Its like thats all you wanna do

Did it occur to you that I hurt too?

Mind swerves any man trynna come through

Your time curves lines that I run to

I aint yo mama but you my sun boo

But its taking every thing inside me to love you.

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Carajo lol

Who Will Become a Couple in 2017

Aries: Libra Taurus: Aquarius Gemini: Scorpio Cancer: Pisces Leo: Capricorn Virgo: Sagittarius Libra: Aries Scorpio: Gemini Sagittarius: Virgo Capricorn: Leo Aquarius: Taurus Pisces: Cancer

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How could I

How could I ever

If never was better

Im curious but clever

Cold Like November

Got pull like a lever

On the go and a getter

even though we’re better together

Is my heart ready to tether?

I feel heavy, steady and tender

Do you remember

the feelings that seem longer than letters

we can measure forever like songs

You are where I belong, no matter whats wrong

Your light makes me strong

Our souls bond, and that hardly comes along.

How could I ever move on?

- Yenny

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When Fighting Gets Confusing

      Is there such a thing as disagreeing to agree too much?? Like is there ever a moment where you stop and say, “Ok, we disagree on everything can’t agree on anything, this isn’t healthy.” I feel like I could be at that place right now. He says its normal, “It’s how we learn about eachother”. Ok that’s fine, but when do we say this is enough? Or do we just go on living our lives as if not agreeing on dinner, a strong opinion, a rating on a movie, type of body wash or how we deal with our family doesn’t matter? As long as we hear each other out, accept how each other feels about these things and keep moving forward?

 IDK Im confused AF. Help?

 - Sincerely

   Yenny

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LOL I absolutely love this and would let my daughter put it on repeat LMAO

 NO CEILINGS by Blue Ivy

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Dating in this world 2017

Ughh.... Let me say it again.... UGHHHH!!!!

Dating this day in age is horrendous! 

I’ve tried all the dating apps and hated them, I literally ended up just using them for conversation, scrolling through endless messages of feeble attempts to get my attention. How easy it must be to hit on a woman/man through a message without being rejected to your face. I for one won’t even respond depending on the initial attempt of conversation. It usually starts with, “ Hey sexy” or “Hey beautiful do you like black guys” or the worst “You fine” *GAG*

              What happened to confidence, chivalry and courtship?? Or simply approaching with courtesy!?! People are so scared to do exactly what should and used to be done back in the day! Vibes in person are so important, but now that we’ve resulted to this online dating scenario, all I want to do is weed out the bad, give my number to the potentials, but block the changers ( the ones that put a front on to get your number but change up once they get it because they think they’re in) lol... No sir, not for me, luckily the block feature on my phone has came to be amazingly useful. 

              Maybe i’m too bold, picky or nice even, but honestly I hate being single, but I also hate the process of dating or meeting someone virtually. Am I the only one??? Lawddd Help me!

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Summer ready like..

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Great to know.

6 skills every beginning actor/actress should develop that have nothing to do with acting

So, my every day, non-writing related job is working in talent management.

Basically, I work with actors (mostly mid-level at my current job) to get them auditions or self tapes.  And then, if/when they book, I help my boss with their contract points. 

And there are some skills that I wish actors would develop, to make my life and their jobs easier.  Now these aren’t necessarily skills needed in the physical act of acting, but man, they can make getting those acting jobs easier.

1.  Learn some form of video editing.  Now, it’s not necessarily fun, and video programs can get prohibitively expensive, but I’m not talking final cut pro here, guys.  I’m talking something as simple as imovie. 

The reason is, everything runs on reels these days.  Every single time I pitch a client to a casting director, I include a reel.  Every single time.  And I pitch actors to casting directors about…9 hours a day. 

And good reels really rise above the chaff.  And good demo reels get EXPENSIVE.  I’m talking $100 an hour for guys to pull clips from your materials, and edit them down into a nice, clean, 2 minute clip of just you.  So if you learn how to pull your materials from a dvd or file and just…cut the scenes down, it can save you hundreds of dollars.  And many people want to update their reel every few months, so this is HUGE. 

And I get it.  It’s frustrating.  Learn it anyways, you’ll save yourself so much money.

2.  Learn how to frame a shot. One thing that’s becoming more and more common is casting directors asking for self tapes of the sides instead of coming into the room for the first round of casting.  Some people hate it, some love it, but deal.  It’s here to stay cause it makes casting directors lives soooooo much easier.  

So it’s a really good idea to learn how to set up a tripod with a camera (even your iphone is fine!) and get everything set up so you look good on the camera.  I can’t tell you how many times actors have sent me self tapes that’s just their chin to forehead. 

They didn’t get those jobs.

3. Learn basic hair and make up.  Now, girls, this is one we have a smidgen of an advantage on.  But really, guys, it’s good to know some of the basics and girls, its good to know how to do make up that looks minimal. 

Don’t go all out in auditions, unless the roll calls for it.  Even then, they want to see your face, not your make up.  When filming actors and actresses for self tapes, I like to say that their dress and make up should suggest a role, not be the role. 

4. Learn how to schedule your time.  Also called, read your goddamn email. Auditions and audition prep can take a long time, and you need to carve that out of your day. 

So does driving and parking for auditions.  The amount of missed auditions because actors and actresses didn’t look at the time and realize it was during rush hour is mind boggling.  ALWAYS give yourself extra time, even if you just end up milling around the area for 30-40 minutes.  It’s better than missing the audition.

5.  Learn how to work with people you don’t like.  You don’t always get to pick who you’re working with, especially as a beginner actor.  Learn how to be in the same room and act professionally around those you don’t like.  Unless your safety is compromised, it’s best to get through the shoot without anyone noticing that you hate that one guy.

6.  Learn how to make friends recklessly.  This goes with the one above it.  Learn how to find the one point in commonality you have with each person, and then try to get to know them.

This seems like basic extrovert 101, but really, having someone you can talk to about something on every film set is just invaluable.  You’ll get lonely if you don’t.  You won’t be the person who they think of next time when they want to cast a part. 

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Adventures of the EX GF/BM!!

Dunn Dunn DUNNNNNNN !!!!!

LOL.

So, I’m sure plenty of ya’ll have experienced and EX that is obviously NOT OVER your Beau, but being that I’ve actually experienced this first hand on BOTH sides, I feel like I can opinion-ate on this topic easily.  

    Me and my BD were together for 8 years ( long ass time I know ) and when he cheated and we ended things it took me at least 3 years to let him COMPLETELY go, I’m talking NO SEX, NO SEXTING, NO FLIRTING etc. But how you ask? Well that’s easy, I fell in love with someone else! Just knowing that all the things that were missing from my previous relationship was found in the new one.

   Don’t get me wrong it comes with straddling at first, like putting your tippy toe in the water before jumping in, contemplating if its worth it, but just like the first big jump in, you’ve got to just DO IT! Sometimes the doubt alone can diminish any possibility of progessing and letting go. But if you find someone that stirs any doubt then thats on you to decide if its worth sticking around to find out. I’m just here to say it’s totally doable! GO FOR IT! 

   I can say that once you’ve moved on and feel nothing for your ex anymore it makes it easier to continue to grow. My mom always said once you thow those shoes out, you don’t bring em back in to wear, you just know you’ve got to let them go, throw them away! As for the ex that is still in love or into your new beau, thats a test, for both of ya’ll. If your new beau makes you feel like there’s still a possibility with their ex then you’re obviously in a wrong place at the wrong time. You don’t want to be the rebound EVER. I get that, and you have to protect you, but sometimes the games these ex’s play are easily won by showing the new beau that you can do without him/her easily and you’ll never involve yourself with someone who makes you feel like you’re in a competition or being compared. Thats a MAJOR NO NO! 

   All I’m saying is, get out there and let the past be the past, don’t fall for the bullshit, but don’t let the bullshit fall for you either. Some people can play the role of the victim when in reality they’re the instigator themselves. Be careful with your heart people. But love is still possible, If your new situation feels right but an ex makes you insecure, speak on it, if it doesn’t change, let it go. There’s plenty of fish in the sea <3

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(Adrey) feat. Nelly Vendrell

We literally worked on this song for 5 minutes and made magic <3

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