#bpd and cptsd

[xvelvetcoffinx]

backshots this, backshots that, i would like to be taken out back and shot

[chronicsymptomsyndrome]

*displays textbook symptomatic behavior of my own disorder that I am well educated on* what’s my deal why am I like this

[borderlineangel222]

and suddenly, again, I feel really tired, as if the world is draining me of everything i ever had

[whiteringaway]

I just want to be soft

Why am I so angry, so harsh, so violent, so destroying.

It’s unfair

[doomedfromthewombfr]

I’m so tired of holding myself together when all I really want is to fall apart

[chronicallymistreated]

People only have so much patience for those of us with chronic illnesses, chronic pain, and or mental health difficulties.

At the beginning there is so much support (or at least more support) but when they realise you're not recovering as quickly as they'd like... you get avoided, isolated, told you're exaggerating, etc. They seldom think about how those of us with chronic issues feel. How overwhelming it is to deal with everything day in and day out. There is so much anxiety, depression, grief, etc when dealing with chronic issues regardless of what they are.

If you're even more isolated because people refuse to see how much you're struggling or you're not recovering "fast enough" for the people around you just know you're not alone! There are so many of us in the same boat too

[traumabody]

all i wanted in life was love and now i am terrified of it

[pplatonic]

fight flight freeze fawn and faggot

[xvelvetcoffinx]

[rainywhispersblog]

[pr1soners-d1lemma]

I don't even remember who I used to be.

[borderlineangel222]

should i over explain myself or remain misunderstood

[forsakendevil]

Mood swings are so fucking dramatic. It is exhausting. One minute it’ll be like, life is so good I’m gonna live forever and I can do anything. Then it’ll just change to life is just endless work that isn’t worth doing and I should just end it now.

[ladycatashtrophe]

"Wow, you're so self-aware! It takes most people years of therapy and dedication to get to that point." Thanks, I constantly feel completely disconnected from my physical being and the material sensation of my body, brain, and spirit/soul is so overwhelming that I often have to see myself as an objective third-party instead of an integrated entity. Father son holy spirit and all that.

[diaryofanenchantedprincess]

[to0needy]

i don’t know who i am anymore, there’s too many versions of “me”