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they don’t make the songs any slower or sadder

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belly of the whale type shit

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No title yet, but I had fun 🤪 think the existential calm of being better but not feeling finished

i actually don’t want to go anywhere or do anything

i’d actually like to spend the next 50-60 years

turning to dust at this desk,

eroded at the lake, consumed by my bed

I actually know nothing at all

I don’t want to die, I just want to be still

watch the time pass and be it’s witness

what better reminder that I am alive

than to sit there and soak up

every milisecond

of it

I’m so intimate

with the movement

of the minute hand

savored like

frozen grapes

on a hot day

now isn’t that,

truly living?

when your

personhood

has been

so discarded

it feels

an honor,

a service

to feel,

wait,

hear,

sense,

each time my heart slows

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two truths and a lie

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this one goes out to all of the other Midwest girlies who feel endlessly inspired by the endless amounts of gray nothing between October and March

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All Wrong

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panopticon

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It’s giving merry Christmas please don’t call

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This is my all too well

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— Chen Chen, from When I Grow Up I Want to Be a List of Further Possibilities; “Elegy” (via lunamonchtuna)

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Anne Michaels, from "Infinite Gradation," originally published in October 2017

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who’s to say

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Pine Box

go on without me

like a highway cemetery

have a field day with my heart

bury my sleeping form

scantily clad in barbed wire

laugh and tell all of your friends

it’s because i don’t talk to my father

i’ll develop adult onset asthma

and stay in the spot you left me in

i’ll wake among the pines

some odd years later

in steel toed fortitude

i swear to god i’m fine

what’s your take?

am i cautionary or an eye sore?

you treated me like you’ve

never lost anything before

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Poem by a girl backed into a corner

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tarot 🤝🏻 poetry

two of my favorite things (let’s chat about the tower)

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I’ll Go pt 2&1

These are incredibly important to me