ashleyevans0227 - Tumblr blog

[ashleyevans0227]

Vapin’ & Vibin’

[ashleyevans0227]

[ashleyevans0227]

I haven't been back here for quite a long time. It's so good to finally be back!

[ashleyevans0227]

Anyone I can talk to?

[ashleyevans0227]

I have never facepalmed so hard. 🤦🏼‍♀️

y’all I CANNOT

[ashleyevans0227]

Holy hands will they make me a sinner... 

[ashleyevans0227]

Different

A world where you need to hide, a world where you need to abide. As your inner self has died, people not knowing the times you cried.

A world where you would need to impress, a world where you would need to suppress. The real you that you want to express, until your mind slowly becomes a mess.

People who expects you to be perfect, someone who doesn't have any defect. That's when they give you respect, when you show them you are not a reject.

Parents disowning their children, just because they were different. You can only come back when you repent, or experience hell's eternal torment.

This is still the world we live in, Can't be comfortable in your own skin. And just by being yourself would be a sin. Whatever you choose you can never win.

[ashleyevans0227]

Look sharp. Stay classy. 😎

[ashleyevans0227]

22765463

I suddenly thought about her smile, which made me stop for a while. Trying to look back into time, when she was almost mine.

I suddenly remembered her laughter, how the sound made my heart flutter. Her presence made my heart beat faster, never meant to have a happily ever after.

Her beautiful face that I can't forget, a lot of choices that made me regret. But not the first time we met, a talk over a lit up cigarette.

The sweetest and most painful love, for she was almost mine to have. As the song goes almost is never enough, Damn! A love that was definitely rough.

A huge part of me died, as I started to run and hide. I swear darling I tried! To finally say goodbye.

Our love is nothing but memories, a part of the past that could be in stories. Kept in a special book shelf for centuries. A story that'd be considered as a masterpiece.

I am definitely still in love with her, but I now know that she is much happier. She already has her happily ever after, Farewell, I am no longer your lover.

[ashleyevans0227]

[ashleyevans0227]

The Warrior

People look up to you as a fighter, someone who would never surrender. Not knowing that you want it to be over, thinking that you can't take it any longer.

They never see you shake in fear, they never see you shed a tear. They wouldn't notice if you disappear, they wouldn't even try to interfere.

They don't know you cry alone at night, once you're away from their line of sight. You also have your own kryptonite, that makes you lose all your might.

A flame inside of you ignites, giving you the sudden urge to fight. Telling you everything would be alright, but maybe not just tonight.

Remember you're a fearless warrior, wearing your shining golden armor. Looking ahead with squared up shoulders, with a promise that you'd be bolder.

Soon your mind will be at ease, soon you'll have inner peace. Life can sometimes be a tease, and stronger than you'll ever be.

[ashleyevans0227]

Plot Twist

I am writing this for every woman out there who survived their own battles and was able to walk freely. 

How can she ever forget? The moment she lost her strength. The moment she survived death. The moment she felt regret. 

It was her own self that destroyed her, day by day she was getting weaker. Silently hoping that she could be stronger, wondering if she could still last longer. 

She swallowed it whole, there’s nothing she could do. She already knows she’s a fool, fully aware she’s stuck in a loop.

Dark shadows overcasts, she better starts to run fast. Paralyzed by the past, a fake smile used as a mask.

Known for surviving death, she must gather her strength. She also must not fret, as she needs to win the bet. 

If she runs, she fails miserably. If she fights, she walks away freely. But who could this girl be? Simple, that girl is me. 

[ashleyevans0227]

Plot Twist

I am writing this for every woman out there who survived their own battles and was able to walk freely. 

How can she ever forget? The moment she lost her strength. The moment she survived death. The moment she felt regret. 

It was her own self that destroyed her, day by day she was getting weaker. Silently hoping that she could be stronger, wondering if she could still last longer. 

She swallowed it whole, there’s nothing she could do. She already knows she’s a fool, fully aware she’s stuck in a loop.

Dark shadows overcasts, she better starts to run fast. Paralyzed by the past, a fake smile used as a mask.

Known for surviving death, she must gather her strength. She also must not fret, as she needs to win the bet. 

If she runs, she fails miserably. If she fights, she walks away freely. But who could this girl be? Simple, that girl is me. 

[ashleyevans0227]

Plot Twist

I am writing this for every woman out there who survived their own battles and was able to walk freely. 

How can she ever forget? The moment she lost her strength. The moment she survived death. The moment she felt regret. 

It was her own self that destroyed her, day by day she was getting weaker. Silently hoping that she could be stronger, wondering if she could still last longer. 

She swallowed it whole, there’s nothing she could do. She already knows she’s a fool, fully aware she’s stuck in a loop.

Dark shadows overcasts, she better starts to run fast. Paralyzed by the past, a fake smile used as a mask.

Known for surviving death, she must gather her strength. She also must not fret, as she needs to win the bet. 

If she runs, she fails miserably. If she fights, she walks away freely. But who could this girl be? Simple, that girl is me. 

[ashleyevans0227]

Plot Twist

I am writing this for every woman out there who survived their own battles and was able to walk freely. 

How can she ever forget? The moment she lost her strength. The moment she survived death. The moment she felt regret. 

It was her own self that destroyed her, day by day she was getting weaker. Silently hoping that she could be stronger, wondering if she could still last longer. 

She swallowed it whole, there's nothing she could do. She already knows she's a fool, fully aware she's stuck in a loop.

Dark shadows overcasts, she better starts to run fast. Paralyzed by the past, a fake smile used as a mask.

Known for surviving death, she must gather her strength. She also must not fret, as she needs to win the bet. 

If she runs, she fails miserably. If she fights, she walks away freely. But who could this girl be? Simple, that girl is me. 

[ashleyevans0227]

Consumed

It was a different kind of pain, it can drive someone insane. As you were left to cry in vain, A painful heartache is all you gain. Shaking because of fright, thinking of a long dreadful night. The sudden disappearance of light, you lost the strength and courage to fight. Falling slowly into the abyss, your mind can't be put to ease. Since it is slippery like grease, you can't get a hold of peace. As you fall deeper and deeper, the hole gets colder and darker. There is a scary huge monster, waiting impatiently as it gets hungrier. Grabbing you with its claws, slowly opening its wide jaws. You suddenly felt it pause, as it begins to slowly withdraw. Consuming all those darkness, you are no longer powerless. But you can feel the numbness, caused by the pain that was endless.

[ashleyevans0227]

Nakoooooooo!!!!! What is this what is this. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

What is this?

I just can’t explain the feeling. I don’t know if it is just admiration, infatuation, or something else. I just feel mesmerized whenever I see your smile. It’s awesome. :)