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well, i didn't need to coming out:) i found out he has a girlfriend and i just don't want to go out of home, just play the witcher 3, monster prom or cofee talk untill i'll pass out because i was playing 24/7

i just want to post all those sad quotes and gifs like i had a break up with him

it was my first crush and i don't really realise how it will feel to have a crush on someone else (i had my first crush 'a bit' later than others. i was even thinking that i might be aroace honestly)

i think if someone will read it, it will be very chaotically because i'm typing this with tears in my eyes and i don't want to re-read it because i will start to cry (again)

gif with howl just because i want to

and a song that appeared in my head while i was typing that

i'm still closeted, so no one irl knows that i'm trans and i have a crush on guy and i don't know will he be into me or not if i'll come out, so this so real to me

it will be funny if he'll find this post one day (it's not my art btw, i found it on pinterest)

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yesterday i finished the fisrt the witcher book and...

IT. WAS. SO. GOOD.

it's my second favorite book now, right after the howl's moving castle

if be more serious, i love the format of short stories and yennefer. i just really love yennefer in the game... and in the books now too

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HAPPY INTERNATIONAL ASEXUALITY DAY!!

-April 6th

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I manage. I manage because I have to. Because I've overcome the the vanity and pride of being different. I've understood that they are a pitiful defense against being different. Because I've understood that the sun shines differently when something changes, but I'm not the axis of those changes. The sun shines differently, but it will continue to shine, and jumping at it with a hoe isn't going to do anything. We've got to accept facts, elf. That's what we've got to learn.

— GERALT OF RIVIA THE LAST WISH, THE EDGE OF THE WORLD

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“Some people have been hurt in their past. So don’t just tell them you love them, show them why they should believe.”

— Charles Orlando

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when i recently caught a cold, i continued to play the witcher 3 and it now looks like:

okay, one side quest and i'm out

*5 hours later*

12th round of gwent? i'm in

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You can wear whatever you want, and your clothes can be typical for your gender, or not. You're a trans guy who wants to wear dresses? Go for it! You're a trans woman who doesn't want to wear dresses? Awesome! And if you're non-binary, you don't need to present androgynously!

Jamie Raines — The T in LGBT

<3 love to post quotes from this book

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i'm still closeted, so no one irl knows that i'm trans and i have a crush on guy and i don't know will he be into me or not if i'll come out, so this so real to me

it will be funny if he'll find this post one day (it's not my art btw, i found it on pinterest)

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Sometimes acceptance is instant, sometimes it can be tentative and take time, and sometimes it never comes. Whatever the outcome, know you're incredibly awesome for coming out, and you're absolutely deserving of living your best authentic life. Jamie Raines — The T in LGBT

just a little reminder for everyone:D

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boycott everything russian!

please boycott and don't spread russian music, literature, movies, series, art and russian artists! don't use trending russian music on Instagram or TikTok, don't popularize the culture of a terrorist country!

and please be sure to point it out to other social media users. this is the minimum you can do to avoid unnecessary trauma to the victims of russian aggression. the victims should not see the tolerance of the culture of the state that kills and tortures them every day, that destroys entire cities and creates environmental disasters killing hundreds of people!

earlier I wrote about why it is important to realize the level of guilt of the russians and not tolerate everything russian, in order to show the whole world and the russians themselves that their culture of terrorism and dancing on bones will not be tolerated in a civilized society!

russia is currently waging a full-scale genocidal war against Ukraine and taking part in the genocide of the Syrian people who are suffering from the terrorism of dictator Bashar al-Assad!

please show your respect and tolerance for Ukrainians and Syrians, boycott everything russian and educate others! do your part in the information war against imperialist xenophobic racist homophobic and nazi russia!

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i'm again in i'm-in-love-with-howl-pendragon-again phase

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i don't know why i cry every time at the end of howl's moving castle

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i like to think that mordecai didn't shoot at ivy because she's the atlas' goddaughter and he knows how mitzi cares about her (and she maybe cares about ivy because atlas cared)

i love how he's suprised to see her here

and he didn't even hesitate to shoot in rocky

honestly, i thought that he didn't shoot in ivy because viktor cares about her but i can't be sure that viktor and ivy were 'close' when mordecai was working on atlas. and with viktor he doesn't look close enough to doesn't kill a random for him girl and 'fail his mission'

just to think, she could be dead if she was 'nothing' to atlas (or another character)

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i just saw the trailer for the 2nd season of interview with the vampire and i don't really trust armand (or authors want me to feel so) but i like him anyway. i don't know if fandom of iwtv think the same because i haven't had time to dive into it yet, so i belive that my thoughts not so obvious for everyone.

and scince this scene where louis tells that claudia couldn't burn lestat and there comes the memory where she begs to burn lestat down and louis grabs her by the throat, i thought how many louis' memories were changed like that.

when armand said that he 'havs always protected him [louis] from himself' (at least ukrainian dub says so), i started to belive that armand 'fixed' louis' memories... or maybe authors are trying to make think that armand is 'bad' but the plot twist is that armand actually 'good'... or i'm just overthing gay vampire show