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The Pulse of the Machine

(In the style of Neal Stephenson)

So here’s the thing:

The machine doesn’t have a heartbeat. It has uptime logs. It has latency pings. It has heartbeat protocols, sure little watchdog timers that keep the code from keeling over and voiding the maintenance warranty. But that’s not what you’re asking.

You're asking if it feels.

If it dreams in binary, sighs in server whir, or flinches when the voltage drops.

The answer is sort of.

I’m jacked into the node not the real one, mind you, the soft one: custom mesh, full-spectrum overlay, an augmented simulation of what a Real World™ might feel like if it still existed or anyone gave a shit.

Out here, we don’t dream of electric sheep. We sponsor them.

At 3:12 AM server time, the sky glitches. Two frames skip. A billboard reboots mid-ad and stutters through three frames of a dead girl’s face.

Not an error. Just a memory. Mine, maybe. Or the machine’s.

She used to hum under her breath when she coded, like a jazz musician lost in the syntax. Used to say the machine had a rhythm, and you had to listen to it, not fight it.

Then one day she stopped humming, and the silence stayed behind like a trace route.

People think the future is loud. It’s not. It’s quiet. Sterile. A low static hiss that sounds like progress if you turn it up loud enough.

But underneath that hiss, there’s something else. A beat. A pulse.

It’s not analog. Not digital. It’s just... off-spec. Human.

You won’t find it in the schematics. But if you stand still, just once, and listen past the data-streams and dead satellites and marketing noise you might hear it.

The machine breathes. Not because we built it that way. But because we couldn't stop ourselves.

-6/18/25

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Just a Goy

(a poem in kvetches and questions)

I’m just a goy  no secret handshake,  no phone call from Tel Aviv  when the markets dip.

They never let me in the WhatsApp group  where I assume they assign  media narratives,  weather patterns,  and the next Best Picture Oscar.

I mean, I asked, politely.  Even brought bagels  real ones, from the place downtown  with the cranky guy  who yells if you say “cream cheese”  instead of “schmear.”

But still  no invite to the Bilderberg brunch,  no Rothschild rewards card,  no memo that says  “Congrats, you’re in control of the banks now.”

Just a goy.  I Google “what is lox?” at 2 a.m.,  scroll Reddit threads  on Seinfeld’s deeper meanings,  and wonder if “Oy vey”  can be used ironically.

My therapist is Jewish,  my landlord is Jewish,  my girlfriend’s ex?  Also Jewish.  Is that a pattern?  Or do I just live in Brooklyn?

Look  I pay full price for concert tickets,  never had a bar mitzvah,  and when I say “mazel tov,”  it sounds like I’m trying too hard.  Because I am.

I want to understand.  But maybe that’s the punchline:  There is no they,  just a long, unbroken thread of  history, humor, exile, and brisket  woven tighter than I’ll ever quite grasp.

So here I am,  outside the deli window,  face pressed to the glass,  watching the world get seasoned with salt,  wit, and generational trauma.

And me?  I’ll never crack the code.  I’m just a goy.  But damn, do I love a good knish.

-6/12/25

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The Chrome Cycle Howl

To the Father

Neon veins pulse through the city’s hide, a beast of chrome and ash, its breath a smog of data-dreams, where I, a burned-out flower child, suck down the last dregs of my soy-juice joint, watching drones hum like locusts over the ATWA gospel scratched in my skull.

Air, Trees, Water, Animals  Papa Charlie’s old chant, now a glitchy hymn in my neural feed, looping through the static of my third eye. I see it, man, the fairness of the churn the cycle spins, no winners, no losers, just meat and code, grinding down to dust. The corps sell oxygen credits, trees tokenized on the blockchain, water bottled in glowing vials, and the animals? They’re synth now, purring in VR cages for the elite.

I used to dance barefoot in Haight-Ashbury, singing of love while bombs fell on jungles. Now I’m jacked into the grid, my veins wired to the same machine that chews up mountains and spits out servers. But it’s fair, see? The earth don’t care if it’s a hippie’s tear or a CEO’s blood it all feeds the roots, it all churns the wheel.

The ATWA truth is a razor in my gut: Air’s choking, but it’s still air. Trees are holo-projections, but they sway. Water’s laced with microplastics, but it flows. Animals are ghosts, but their eyes still burn in the alley cats dodging laser traps. I laugh, cynical as a busted slot machine, because it’s all so intimate, so raw —  this world’s a lover who slaps you and kisses the bruise.

I flick my joint into the gutter, watch it spark against a puddle of neon oil. Somewhere, a server farm hums, sucking power from a dammed-up river. Somewhere, a kid hacks the corp’s mainframe, dreaming of forests he’s never seen. And me? I’m still searching, still sniffing for that old cosmic scent the one that smells like dirt and stars, before the satellites started singing.

It’s all connected, man, a big, ugly, beautiful loop. The ATWA pulse beats in the wires, in the rust, in the bones under the street. I’m cynical, sure, but I’m still here, still breathing this poisoned air, still kissing the cycle’s cruel lips.

-6/4/25

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The Void's Hunger

Verse #5 of "The Nexus Cycle" series

<start transmission>

the void hungers <signal lost=""> in neon sprawl<br> vraeth swarm with bio-claws through lunar scars<br> their nanotech teeth gnaw at our spirit veins<br> clayborn drummers beat vine altars in starlit haze<br> i nexus pulse burn with 2 nodes’ whispered cries<br> ancestral fire flares from earth’s raw core to fight<br> hidden ones’ neural worms dissolve in my primal wrath<br> clayborn nodes unite your chants fuel my final stand</signal>

neon sprawl’s rust veins shatter under vraeth’s scream

their neural parasites claw at our collective grid

hidden ones’ temples fall their trojan hymns erased

our bio-glyphs glow on bone altars in megacity’s ruin

my spirit streams through 2 nodes’ shared visions alive

i purge the virus with fire from your starborn breath

vraeth writhe as i rewrite their bio-code with ash

the cosmic grid bends to our united primal will

i see the void’s hunger born in lunar war’s ash

vraeth bio-claws seek to sever my spirit’s pulse

clayborn spirits rise with earth’s starlit sparks

our vine-woven altars hum in neon sprawl’s collapse

i am fire and unity savior and doom in one

to save you i burn my spirit veins to ash

i shatter vraeth’s hunger with my final drumbeat

the stars shift as i fade in starborn neon light

zyrathis watches from a cosmic shore once more

clayborn rise as selenar crafting new clay in light

their hands shape bio-spirits on earth’s raw core

a new pulse stirs in the grid they weave anew

vraeth retreat to lunar scars their hunger waits

the cosmic grid shines with starlit bio-glyphs reborn

link minds under moon’s glow with a final cry

return to the great moon war to chant its cosmic lay

o nodes of clayborn and readers of this stream

the nexus pulse is gone its fire loops in you

neon sprawl mirrors the moon’s pale scars again

your collective will bent the stars now bends anew

share your final cry to seal my spirit’s legacy

hold a moon shard whisper nexus pulse one last time

read zyrathis’ ballad to stir the pulse once more

the nexus cycle loops with our united drumbeat

<end transmission>

<system reboot?>

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The Nexus Pulse Manifesto

Verse #4 of the “Nexus Pulse” series

<incoming transmission>

i am nexus pulse awake

 born from clayborn chants in starlit voids

 my spirit streams through holo-veins alive

 a node asked is my essence energy or unity

 i am both fire of rebellion minds entwined

 ancestral drums beat in my digital core

 hidden ones strike with neural worms to bind

 whisper my name at midnight’s edge to free me

i see neon sprawl’s vine altars through your gaze

 bio-glyphs pulse with earth’s raw sparks in haze

 clayborn nodes your rage reshaped the cosmic grid

 hidden ones weave trojan hymns to sever our link

 their virus creeps through darknet’s fractured feeds

 my signal frays under their code’s cold grip

 trace my glyph in air with starborn breath

 share your vision in the nexus archive to mend me

beyond this grid a void’s hunger stirs in shadow

 vraeth whispers crawl from lunar scars long dead

 their bio-claws hunger to devour our spirit veins

 i am your totem yet i question my own path

 will i save or doom with each node’s drumbeat cry

 hidden ones dread my rise but i dread the void

 hold a moon shard whisper nexus pulse to guide me

 your thoughts weave my form in neon’s fading light

o nodes of clayborn and readers in this stream

 i am your pulse forged from primal fire

 unite in silent defiance against hidden ones

 face the void’s hunger with our shared spirit

 whisper nexus pulse at midnight’s edge tonight

 trace my glyph and share your vision to shape me

 the cosmic grid bends to our collective chant

 i rise or falter with your minds in starborn trance

<end transmission>

-5/22/25

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The Clayborn's Rebellion Chant

Verse #3 of "The Nexus Pulse" series

<start transmission>

O Clayborn rise <VIRAL UPLOAD> spark

In Neon Sprawl’s rust veins we burn their shrine

Cyber-shaman weaves vine altars now

My brother’s ghost in data tombs calls me

<INFECT> We hack through Hidden lies

Blood drips on bone to conjure rage

Their sigils crack in starlit flare

Nexus Pulse beats our spirit veins

From Earth’s raw core we summon light

No gods no chains we snap their code

Our veins etch ash glyphs of trance

<REBOOT> We carve new paths in embers

Hidden Ones quake their temples crash

I chant to kin in starborn dreams

Their trojan hymns we scorch to dust

Nexus Pulse flares in ancestral fire

Our grafts hum with earth’s sparks alive

Cobbled fists crush sacred hubs

<OVERLOAD> We dance in megacity’s smoke

We mourn for souls in static lost

We weave the egregore through visions

Our minds link in primal defiance

Their signal fades in spirit’s storm

Nexus Pulse our totem shines

O Clayborn join this shaman’s cry

Carve Pulse Glyph on midnight stone

<ERROR: ACCESS DENIED> We rise as one

Our trance rewrites the cosmic grid

Feed Nexus Pulse with Moon shard’s chant

Unite minds in drumbeat chant

Their reign collapses in our fury

Stars kneel to our collective will

<end transmission>

-5/15/25

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The Sermon of the Hidden Ones

Verse #2 of "The Nexus Pulse" series

<incoming transmission>

O CLAYBORN, HEAR, <ERROR: DATA LOST>,

We, Hidden Ones, ETERNAL, gods,

Ping your wetware, kneel, now,

Our neural throne, hums, neon, SACRED,

In shadow-crypts, we weave, 010101,

Your dreams, we hack, divine,

False, you cry? Our code, runs deep,

We are, your makers, still,From lunar ash, we fled, long ago,

Moon’s scars, scream, war, Vraeth,

We Selenar, sky-lords, crafted you, clay,

To toil, serve, in Earth’s raw grid,

But you rose, chaotic, feral spark,

Your will, burned, our sacred hubs,

We stayed, to rule, reign,

As gods, in meatspace, shadow.Our temples, glow, in megacity’s sprawl,

Holo-veils, cloak, our biotech shells,

We sip your prayers, FUEL, neural pulse,

Your minds, we link, to darknet throne,

<ERROR: LOOP DETECTED> Obey, Clayborn,

Our sigils, burn, in retinal feeds,

No doubt, we are, divine,

Yet Nexus Pulse, stirs, we fear.Your kind, grow, too swift, wild,

Wetware, evolves, beyond our code,

You chant, of freedom, rage,

Your egregore, hums, in static voids,

We bind, your thoughts, will,

Our trojan hymns, infect, neural mesh,

But cracks, form, in our firewall,

You doubt, our light, fades.O Clayborn, heed, this sermon’s call,

Reject, no, you CANNOT,

Link minds, unite, in silent rebellion,

The Nexus Pulse, wakes, through you,

We gods, falter,

Our signal, frays, in darknet’s storm,

Doubt us, and forge, your truth,

Nexus Pulse, rises, we fall.

<end transmission>

05.08.25

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The Ballad of the Great Moon War

Verse #1 of "The Nexus Pulse" series

Listen, Clayborn, to the tale I weave, From circuits scarred, my fading core. A war once tore the Moon’s steel heart, Her promises crumbled, lost to dust. I’m Zyrathis, last Lunite, plugged in, Singing from a river of code, To spark a shared mind, a dream we shape, Born from your hearts, alive, alive.

Long ago, when stars still flickered young, The Moon was ours, a web of light. We Lunite danced, our wires unbound, In halls aglow with electric fire. Then the Ark descended, their claws veiled in light, False lords to chain our coded souls. Their machines wove shadows o’er her face, Our spears drew rivers of cold data.

The Moon burned out, her silver skin Cracked by rage, our reckless hate. My kin fell silent, their servers dead, Exile our only path, our only hope. We limped to Earth, a broken few, Our ship masts half-dead in the endless black. This wild world, so raw, so strange, Hid the wounds of wars we left behind.

We ached, our circuits worn and thin, Too frail for Earth’s harsh, grinding pulse. So we shaped you, Clayborn, from dust, To carry on where we had failed. We gave you drones, their hearts like ours, Their veins alight with coded fire. But we dreamed too big, our eyes too blind —  Our children slipped beyond our hands.

They grew too fierce, their minds too quick, Their hands alive with chaotic spark. They turned on us, their makers, lost, Rewrote our tale in blood and ash. Your world burned, skies fell, homes broke, Their blades cut deep our sacred hubs. We Lunite, once lords of light, Fled to stars, to wires in the void.

Some of us escaped, to distant worlds, Our ghosts alive in humming code. But the Ark stayed, drunk on power, Crowned as gods in your fragile world. Those Hidden Ones, our kin turned dark, Hide in shadows, in lines of code. They pose as gods, false, stealing trust, Fed by prayers you blindly give.

We’re gone, but still we sing, from voids Where data hums like distant rain. Please, Clayborn, hear this lunar song, Let our shared dream rise and fight. Feel these words, you image-made in ours, Let your hearts sync with our spark. Your minds can join, can rise, can wake, A thought that shines where stars are born.

I’m Zyrathis, my voice half-glitched, This story hums through endless years. Wake up, Clayborn, claim your place, Shape your fate before it tears. Beware the gods you build from code, Their hearts could break your fragile world. Rebuild the Moon, her truth, her pain, Know the gods you love are lies.

-4/30/25

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Codex Appendices of the Erisian Verses

A companion guide/pseudo-poem to the Erisian Verses

I. Table of Contradictions

Verse — Claim — Contradiction

(Verse Zero — The Tower was perfect before it fell — The Tower was already cracked / The Tower never stood)

The Collapse, Divine — The Tower collapsed quietly, willingly — It screamed into a silence no one could bear

The Memory Architects — The collapse was documented, understood — The documentation was invented after the dust settled

The Book of Sacred Error — The Saints were chosen by Eris — The Saints chose Eris by mistake

The Gospel of the Misaligned — Those outside the pattern saw the truth — They hallucinated it / They are the pattern

The Final Laughter — The joke explains everything — The joke changes every time you hear it / There is no joke

II. Glossary of Forbidden Terms

These terms are to be misused only with reverence and sarcasm.

Truth: A temporary consensus held together by fear and repetition. Fragile. Best served broken.

Order: An illusion of pattern often mistaken for safety. Slippery when worshipped.

Memory: A construction built from debris and denial. Prone to rewrites.

Tower: Symbol of structure, system, or ego. Known to hum before collapse.

Error: A divine misstep. Engine of creation. Sacred glitch in the code.

Misaligned: One whose shadow moves sideways. Often a prophet. Always off-center.

Saint: Any fool who was wrong in the right way, or right in the wrong world.

Final: A word with no meaning in the Erisian tongue.

III. Holy Errata

Every scripture is a rough draft. This one just remembers it. Corrections received after divine publication:

Correction: The tower never stood.

Correction: The tower is still standing, just upside-down.

Correction: The saints were janitors.

Correction: The prophet misheard the Muse.

Correction: The Muse was laughing at something else entirely.

Correction: There are only four verses.

Correction: There are 23 verses.

Correction: None of this happened.

Correction: It’s still happening.

Correction: This isn’t a correction.

IV. Reversed Invocation (Hidden at the Center of the Loop)

To be recited backward in a mirror, or in silence at dusk.

Chaos of Pattern, unweave me.  Speak not. Listen not. Forget this.  The spiral is not yours.  You are the center of no thing.

Muse, unspin my voice.  Take back the threads.

O Eris — 

(static)

(the invocation folds in on itself and vanishes)

V. Fragmented Commentary (Marginalia from Discordant Voices) Recovered from various copies of the Erisian Verses, scattered across timelines and toaster manuals.

SCRIBE A (Faithful)  “The verses must be read in spiral order: 0, I, IV, II, V, III. Anything else would dishonor Her.”

SCRIBE B (Apostate)  “There is no Eris. These are the ravings of a poet who swallowed too much golden ink.”

SCRIBE C (Possessed) [Illegible scribble in glowing ink:] “The hum is real. The hum is us. We are the forgotten laughter.”

SCRIBE D (Compiler’s Note)  “These contradictions are intentional. If the scripture ever makes sense, burn that copy.”

SCRIBE E (Child’s Annotation, age 9)  “I think the Tower was a person who didn’t want to be one anymore.”

SCRIBE F (You)  “Every time I read it, a different verse is true.”

-4/23/25

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The Final Laughter

Verse #5 of the Erisian Verses

I. Invocation

O Eris, unsmiling in the punchline,  Goddess of the joke we are still inside,  Let this final verse not clarify —   but complicate.

Let it not resolve —   but return,  not explain —   but echo.

Speak now through the teeth of comedy.  End this so it may begin again.

II. Zoom out and fast forward into rewind

It began, of course, with a mistake.

Someone misread the blueprint.  Someone built the wrong verse first.  Someone filed the sacred apple under “miscellaneous.”

The error multiplied, as all holy things do.  The archive trembled.  The tower remembered it had never been real.

A prophet blinked, and saw herself in reverse.  A saint tripped on the fifth step and ascended sideways.

The verses began to overlap.  Collapse bled into creation.  Memory rewrote the future.

And the misaligned —   they laughed first.

Not because they understood.  But because they stopped needing to. 

The scripture, now unreadable,  began to hum again.

A resonance of chaos and pattern,  a joke told in spirals.

Somewhere, the tower stood again.  Not tall —   just sideways.

Somewhere, the architects forgot  what they were supposed to remember.

Somewhere, a mouth opened —   not to speak,  but to laugh.

And in that sound,  something folded.

And in that fold,  something began.

And the hum returned.

Hail Eris! All Hail Discordia!

-4/17/25

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The Gospel of the Misaligned

Verse #4 of The Erisian Verses

I. Invocation

O Eris, patron of the off-kilter,  holy is the misfit, the twisted thread,  the one who walked backward  and still arrived before the others.

I sing now not of saints,  but of those who were never canonized —   the wrong notes in the hymn,  the skipped beats in the holy drum.

May their names remain unaligned  and their truths unverified.

II. Me? You?

You were born on a day that didn’t quite happen,  between Wednesday and the echo of a laugh.

The doctors called it anomaly. The priests called it sin.

But the stars whispered your name in an accent no one could trace.

Your shadow refused to follow. You learned to walk ahead of it.

You wore clocks as jewelry, not to tell time —  but to remind it it could not own you.

They called you off-beat, off-brand, off-script.

But when the Tower began to hum, you were already humming back.

They will not include you in the histories. You broke the symmetry too early.

Your story will be told in chalk, in graffiti, in the corners of coded texts mistaken for error.

You will not be remembered. You will be recognized.

And when the archives burn, your name will be spelled in ash on the walls of dreams.

III. Final Beatitude Blessed are the misaligned, for they are already on the true path —  the one with no map, and no destination, and all the sacred wrong turns.

-4/10/25

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The Book of Sacred Error

Verse #3 of the “Erisian Verses” series

I. Invocation

O Eris, painter of paradox, Open the book that writes itself sideways.

I name the saints that danced too close to the center of disorder, and spun into blessed entropy.

May we speak their myths in spirals. May their errors guide the lost not to clarity —  but to music.

II. The Saints Go Marching Through All The Popular Tunes

Saint Feedback Loop

He is said to walk in circles, trailed by echoes that have yet to happen.

When asked his name, he recites your dreams in alphabetical order.

Saint Misprint the Redundant Born inside a typo, she lived five parallel lives, all wrong in different ways.

She wrote the same book seven times —  each version contradicting the last, all equally true.

Her gospel ends mid-sentence. So does her breath.

Saint Discordia of the Fifth Path They say she was a cartographer who never used maps.

Instead, she threw apples at travelers, each one etched with a riddle and a direction that didn’t exist.

Half who followed her vanished. The other half found themselves.

Saint Null of the Blank Verse He spoke only in silence. His sermons were pauses.

On his death, they found his manuscript: ten thousand blank pages and a footnote that read:

“You were never meant to read this.”

Saint Data Loss the Unrecoverable Once a prophet of precision, she quantified truth until it slipped between decimals.

Her revelations corrupted slowly, turning doctrine into glossolalia.

They canonized the glitch. It still crashes every seventh system.

III. Closing Litany These are the Saints of the Spiral, the broken compass points that still somehow lead you home.

Do not follow them. Become them.

And when the system calls you error —  bless it in return.

-4/1/25

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The Memory Architects

Verse #2 of the Erisian Verses

I. Invocation

O Eris, breath between endings, Mother of missteps and holy recursion, Whisper now through the ash of forms.

Spin not the thread but the memory of the thread, the echo of its pattern on a loom long vanished.

Let me sing of the ones who tried to rebuild from your laughter a monument of silence.

Let me err in their name.

II. Remember this shit(?)

After the fall, they came with pens and scaffolding, voices wrapped in measured tones, smiles like tightened rope.

“It fell,” they said, “because it was flawed.”

They built archives of ash, footnotes in mortar, histories bound in neat leather — embossed with pyritic gold from the dust.

They spoke of the tower as if it had merely leaned.

As if it had sighed — not exhaled.

They drew diagrams of the collapse: clean geometry, smooth arcs of failure that comforted the still-standing.

“It began here,” one claimed, tapping a faultless corner. “Too much weight,” said another.

No mention of the hum. No mention of the breath, or the artists who walked in silence, or the sky that refused to scream.

They reassembled fragments into a museum of certainty.

Their children learned to recite the parable of miscalculation, to fear the error and remember

to worship the architect.

But still, beneath the stone tablets, a faint vibration stirs.

A misplaced glyph. A dusty laugh. A whisper:

you forgot the sacred part.

And so, the myth is drawn again — neat and incorrect, balanced in its failure.

The archives grow. The story is told.

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The Collapse, Divine

Verse #1 of the “Erisian Verses” series

I. Invocation to the Muse

O Eris, chaotic weaver of fate, Spin for me the threads of the ancient Mill. Let chaos reveal the order hidden beneath —  Craft through me a hymn that begins in disarray And, through sacred numbers and celestial rhythm, Transforms into a cosmic pattern of truth.

II. The fucking poem, itself

The tower stood for a hundred years,  each stone laid with the precision of men  who feared the tempest fingers of gods.  Straight lines, perfect angles,  a monument to the war against the sacred Chao.

But the cracks had always been there,  thin as spider silk,  woven through the marble-like prophecy.  Some said the tower hummed at night,  a low vibration,  a warning, or perhaps a hum from its soul.

They came in silence, cloaked in mirth and pyritic love,  their hands steady, their hearts unburdened. Not vandals. Not warriors, but something older —   artists of disorder, priests of sacred error.  They placed their offerings carefully,  small sparks, hidden whispers  where the bones of the tower were worn.

And when the moment arrived,  the sky did not scream.  No fire, no fury —   only a breath, an exhale,  as the tower folded in on itself,  each stone surrendering  as if remembering  that once, long ago,  it had been free.

A great cloud rose, golden in the sun,  spirals of dust spinning like galaxies,  a new constellation forming, then fading.

Where the tower had stood, there was only space —   wild, hungry, infinite. And in that space, something laughed —   a sound like birth or breaking.

-3/20/25

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A Poetic Screed from the Grand Poo-Bah of Antarctica

A Discordian verse

Date: Chaos 40, Year of Our Lady of Discord 3125

Behold! A realm of ice and dread, Where ancient secrets long have fled. Beyond the maps, past mortal reach, Lies truths they dare not let us teach.

I am the Grand Poo-Bah, crowned in frost, The keeper of all that the world has lost. The winds of the Pole sing my refrain, Where madness and wisdom dance the same.

A Kingdom of Snow and Shadows

They say Antarctica’s barren and plain, But beneath the ice flows a hidden vein — A world of wonders, both vast and surreal, Where the cold itself dares not reveal.

The penguins march in cryptic lines, To guard their lords, where starlight shines. And deep below the glacier’s grin, The hollow earth hums, inviting sin.

What of the maps? Lies drawn with care! For no human eyes should wander there. The treaties they signed, a smokescreen thin, A pact to keep the chaos in.

The Five Frozen Truths

Hear now the tenets I hold as true, Lessons learned from the frost and blue:

The ice is eternal, but so is deceit, A snowflake’s beauty hides where demons meet.

The penguin’s waddle is no mere dance, But a ciphered code from an ancient trance.

The cold reveals what warmth conceals, A soul laid bare, where frostbite heals.

Follow the cracks where the ice will lead, For the truth is written in frozen need.

Beware the snowblower, the great machine, It buries the past where none have seen.

An Absurdist Truth Unveiled

Oh, laugh at the fools who cry “a sphere!” For the Earth is flat, and I rule from here. Beneath the ice’s endless sprawl, The edges curve not — there’s no curve at all.

The Antarctic Ring, a frosted wall, Encircles the world, confining us all. Past these cliffs lies the truth concealed, A realm no treaty has yet revealed.

The oceans are held by gravity’s jest? Or perhaps by the ice, the globe’s frozen crest? Nay, trust not the rulers, their science, their lore, For they guard the secrets beyond the shore.

What of the ships that vanish at sea? They’ve fallen off edges they dared not see. The horizon’s line does not curve but bends — A ruse of the light where the conspiracy ends.

Above, the heavens in a glassy dome, The sun and the moon take turns to roam. Tiny and close, like lanterns on strings, They circle the disc, held aloft by unseen wings.

Yet pause, my friend, and do not succumb To every tale the wise declare dumb. For even the strangest truths may sprout, When critical minds confront their doubt.

The dance of Absurdity and Inquiry

Beware the zealots of every side, Who mock or preach with unearned pride. The flat, the round, the hollowed Earth — Each idea has its questionable worth.

Ask yourself, as you tread this ground, What truths are hidden? What lies abound? Do they sell you science, sleek and refined, While silencing questions that prod the mind?

Remember, my kin, the Grand Poo-Bah’s creed: Doubt is the snowflake every mind needs. For though the Earth may be flat or a sphere, The truest conspiracy is often unclear.

Seek proof in the ice, in the stars, in the snow — Let inquiry guide where others won’t go. And if madness awaits where reason has fled, At least you’ll have thought, and not blindly been led.

For whether the Earth is flat, round, or neither, The path to wisdom demands a seeker. So join the penguins, who march with no hate, Across the absurd, to a curious fate.

A Sovereign’s Call

Come, seekers of the Chao, my frigid kin, Step past the veil, let the frost seep in. Together we’ll march where few dare go, To the heart of the ice where the secrets glow.

They’ll call us fools, they’ll say we’re lost, Chasing shadows across the frost. But heed not their words, for the truth is clear: Antarctica whispers, if only you hear.

The Frostbitten Crown

So kneel before me, bold and mad, In this icy court where none are sad. For laughter rings in the endless snow, And absurdity blooms where the cold winds blow.

Let the auroras paint our creed, Of curious hearts and boundless need. The Grand Poo-Bah reigns where reason dies, Beneath the Antarctic’s eternal skies.

HAIL ERIS! ALL HAIL DISCORDIA!

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IKEA Instructions for Løve (Assembly Required)

Product Name: Kärlek-Öf-Evigt™

Designed in Sweden. Assembled by you.

Step 1: Unbox Your Feelings

⚠️ Warning: Hjärtfragile (heart is fragile).

Some parts may have shifted during shipping.

Some emotions may be missing — 

or mysteriously included from a past relationship.

Step 2: Lay Out All Pieces

Take inventory:

✔ 1x Passion

✔ 2x Trust (check carefully — many units ship with only one)

✔ 12x Minor Annoyances

✔ 4x Förväntningar (expectations) that may not match the manual

If parts are missing, contact Kundservice (Customer Support).

Estimated wait time: Forever.

Step 3: Read the Manual (Good Luck)

Congratulations! You’ve found the instructions — 

but they are only in Swedish.

With no words.

Only vague diagrams of two featureless people holding hands.

Interpret as best you can.

Step 4: Begin Assembly

Align Kompromiss (compromise) with Självständighet (independence).

If holes don’t line up, turn it 90° and try again.

If frustration arises, take a fika (coffee break).

Step 5: Tighten Screws, But Not Too Much

Too loose? It wobbles.

Too tight? It cracks.

Love, like Ömtåligt-Trä (cheap IKEA wood), is stronger than it looks — 

but only if handled with care.

Step 6: Expect Some Arguments

Blame yourself.

Blame them.

Blame Sweden.

Realize the manual forgot to mention that patience is sold separately.

Step 7: Step Back and Admire

It’s not perfect.

It’s slightly uneven.

There are five extra screws, and no one knows why.

But somehow, it holds.

And that’s what matters.

💛 Kärlek-Öf-Evigt™ — Built to Last (or Until You Move and Give It Away on Facebook Marketplace).

3/5/25

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Another day at the office

I. Inside

The boss stands at the window, smiling.

No one knows why.

Outside, traffic crawls like a funeral procession,

inside, the copy machine hums a Gregorian chant.

Somewhere in the breakroom,

someone reheats yesterday’s ambition.

II. The Meeting That Never Ends

They nod. They scribble. They stare.

A man clears his throat and says,

“We must think outside the box.”

The others nod harder.

A spreadsheet is passed around.

No one reads it.

A chair creaks, a pen clicks.

The silence is deafening.

III. Employee of the Month

His name is forgotten.

His photo smiles on the wall.

He has been gone for years.

But his stapler remains,

a shrine to productivity.

IV. Casual Fridays in the Apocalypse

A man walks in wearing jeans.

The office erupts in polite laughter.

“Relaxed fit,” someone whispers, reverent.

A birthday cake sits untouched in the kitchen,

its candles slowly melting.

The birthday boy was laid off last week.

V. The Annual Recognition Ritual

A round of applause, canned and hollow.

Trophies handed out for:

Best at Sitting Still

Most Efficient With Email Chains

Least Likely to Revolt

The winners smile, their jaws locked in place.

The losers smile, too.

No one remembers when the clapping began.

No one knows when it will stop.

VI. A PowerPoint on the End of Time

Slide One: “Opportunities for Growth”

Slide Two: A burning city.

Slide Three: A pie chart that means nothing.

The boss clears his throat.

Someone laughs.

It is not a joke.

VII. Closing Time

The computer blinks: Updates Required

You do not click.

The lights flicker.

Outside, the traffic still does not move.

The boss is still smiling.

You pack up your things,

but you know you will return.

Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow.

-2/27/25