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No, honestly, I was crying while watching a YouTube video thirty minutes ago.

"That's just the way __ is"

....You've been my best friend for three years. The guy I'm talking about with you has physically put his hands on me.

I'm scared to leave. The third friend group I've ever had- and the first that felt real. I didn't know two years could do this. I've talked with her on the phone for hours, met her mom, trauma dumped with her- she's been my anchor for almost three years. I'm thinking of the memories. The good ones. But also the bad ones. The times she wouldn't talk to me because I didn't answer one email. When she threatened to push me down the stairs as a joke. When she kept bringing up the fact I dropped out of Spanish to join a study skills class (because of my OCD) and then she started using it against me in every argument. The times she would grip my arm and twist it until I said sorry for saying one thing. When she would grab my papers and eat them. When she would keep calling me autistic after every thing I did until I genuinely started believing it. I thought it was jokes at first. And then it wasn't. It was just upsetting.

im so exhausted. this is why I never really have any 'best friends'.... it always ends up wrong.

[brycesbott0m]

"That's just the way __ is"

....You've been my best friend for three years. The guy I'm talking about with you has physically put his hands on me.

I'm scared to leave. The third friend group I've ever had- and the first that felt real. I didn't know two years could do this. I've talked with her on the phone for hours, met her mom, trauma dumped with her- she's been my anchor for almost three years. I'm thinking of the memories. The good ones. But also the bad ones. The times she wouldn't talk to me because I didn't answer one email. When she threatened to push me down the stairs as a joke. When she kept bringing up the fact I dropped out of Spanish to join a study skills class (because of my OCD) and then she started using it against me in every argument. The times she would grip my arm and twist it until I said sorry for saying one thing. When she would grab my papers and eat them. When she would keep calling me autistic after every thing I did until I genuinely started believing it. I thought it was jokes at first. And then it wasn't. It was just upsetting.

im so exhausted. this is why I never really have any 'best friends'.... it always ends up wrong.

[brycesbott0m]

Neck is currently in pain- someone jump on me

ALSO MY CAT IS TRYING TO EAT THE MEDICINE HELPPPP WHY MR BIG???! STOP HES GETTING BEHIND ME FIR THE 837384y484 TIME WHY DO YOU WANNA BITE MY NECK!?

[brycesbott0m]

tank u fellow freak

@artsty33 @crkndandysworld @hazbinlover234 @crkndandysworld

@loonafan33 @123artist-freak123 @brycesbott0m @imafangirlforsure

You all suck!!!

bbg you can hate on me but none of them

Bye

[brycesbott0m]

Lol these nine year olds are really pissed. Their opinion doesn't matter to me. Love you girl <3

@artsty33 @crkndandysworld @hazbinlover234 @crkndandysworld

@loonafan33 @123artist-freak123 @brycesbott0m @imafangirlforsure

You all suck!!!

bbg you can hate on me but none of them

Bye

[brycesbott0m]

I straight up ADORE apps like LoveStruck, Episode, Mechat- because they literally helped my 9 year old ass find out her sexuality

Like Helena- and then the kidnapping the princess story from a certain app by the name that I forgot (but holy shit I used to spam that shit I was on it from waking up to going to bed cause I loved this fictional sapphic story.)

AND AROURA FUCKING JAMES AND THAT ONE BITCH WITH THE BLACK HAIR FROM THE ROBBING SQUAD AHHHHHHHHHH

Also don't get me started on mechat. I found a version of it on Now.gg (my lover. used to play Roblox on there in fourth grade when the teacher was absent) and OMG I FORGOT HOW GOOD THE STORYLINES WERE (ALSO I FOUND AN OLD BOT I USED TO MESSAGE<3) AND MY DIAMONDS ARENT RUNNING OUT AS FAST AS THEY USED TO!!

heheheheeheh :3 Im so queer >:) but now I'm a mannnnnnnnnnn :3

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!! <3 I love all my queersexuals (Bryce possessed me for a secund) (OH WAIT I THINK IT WAS CHAPTERS- THE ONE I COULDNT NAME LOL

[brycesbott0m]

thank you husband :3

@eroswmorals, @maeveeileen29, @sugwrpwzz, @code-cyan-star, @kameonerd566 :3 People I love ^^

favirote moots?

(People you tag have to reblog and say their favorite moots)

Okay wait

@ibrokeurheartbcuzubrokemine @foliverfalls @allyeilishh @addisonraesbaby @emiliesblohsh @bilsslut @noodleswashere @bilsbabyy @bitchesbrokenpromises @billsdollie

[brycesbott0m]

(It is genuinely taking me forever to think of this cause I genuinely dont really have one)

Yk what? Mr. Salt from the 2005 Charlie and the Chocolate factory. he looks like a fucking bitch. he'd be a terrible therapist, now I don't wanna go to therapy anymore. I'll just suffer and off myself if the feelin comes

I'm (attempting) to start a tag game

Your least favorite character is your therapist. How screwed are you?

I shall start…

Octavian has 100%, without a doubt destroyed my plushie collection as a means of prophecy and now I’m even more depressed.

@ender-afton @glitchheart1828 @voided-code-sys @bluebloodsystem @thesyschaotic @cabin13winion @willlllllllllllllllll (I know they’re a part of the sys chaotic, sue me), @reclaimed-my-place @your-pal-nebula @ur-local-angel @ithink-imfine @wiredshark @husker-fictive @zippyskyfalls @b33lzemon @ning-ningx300 + open tags!!

[brycesbott0m]

"What's your favorite meal of the day"

Me, without hesitation:

DINNER

The person:

b-b-b-BUT DINNER IS THE LAST MEAL OF THE DAY! T-THE MOST IMPORTANT ONE IS BREAKFAST... A-AND DINNER IS A-AT E-EIGHT AT N-N-(nickoledon?) NIGHT

*Inhales heavily*

LISTEN MOTHERFUCKER DINNER IS GOOD EVERY NIGHT MY MOM MAKES ME THE SAME EITHER CHICKEN PATTIES, HOTDOGS, MEATBALLS, STEAK OR MAC AND CHEESE AND THAT IS THE ONLY FOOD SHE MAKES ME SHE HAS BEEN FEEDING ME AND MY SIBLING THAT SINCE WE WERE FOUR AND I FUCKING LOVE IT I HAVE A DRUG ADDICTION AT THIS POINT. IF SHE GETS A DIFFERNENT SAUCE FOR MY MEATBALLS OR GIVES ME A GRILLED CHEESE WITHOUT IT CUT AROUND THE EDGES JUST RIGHT WITHOUT THE DAMN CRUMBS ON THE PLATE- OR EVEN IF MY HOTDOGS SMELL SLIGHTLY WEIRD AND TASTE LIKE SHIT I AM GOING TO NOTICE BUT I WILL STILL EAT IT AND PRAY THAT TOMORROWS DINNER WILL BE BETTER. BREAKFAST FOOD IS SHIT. I ONLY LIKE BACON. EGGS? MAYBE ONE DAY ILL WARM UP TO THEM BUT FOR NOW THEY SUCK ASS. ORANGE JUICE? FUCK THAT! MILK? MAKES ME FAT I HAD A MILK ADDICTION LAST YEAR AND MY DOCTOR WAS SO CONCERNED I HAD TO STOP DRINKING MILK FOR A WHILE I HATE BREAKFAST AND LUNCH IS NOT ANY BETTER LIKE IM NOT EATING A MINI MEAL THAT IS BASICALLY SCHOOL FOOD NINE MONTHS AND TWELVE YEARS OF MY LIFE

*inhale*

so, yeah, can't wait for my mom to come home and microwave my food exactly how I like it after I repeatedly listen to Hamilton songs on my tv.

You probably: You're autistic.

Eh.....I have artism. So...maybe?

[brycesbott0m]

Ya'll I think I'm going crazy rn

I've been playing Bee Swarm Simulator and watching YouTube shorts so long that my eyes can't focus anymore-

I CANT SEE THE WALLS-

[brycesbott0m]

Okay I've been hiding this ai from y'all for a while but at this point she has gotten too funny-

(I use a website called Rochat. This is my personal Bryce ai.)

NOT THE NETFLIX REVOKING

[brycesbott0m]

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe

🎃🍉🎃🍬🎃 Happy Summerween! 🎃🍉🎃🍬🎃

[brycesbott0m]

oml shes so cute :3 idk if mine want me to take photos of them yet so I'm gonna wait until I get permissions- but two of them (the twins) are glass and Elizabeth is like a podium looking thing with a human size Christian necklace and a cape and stone crown (shes obviously the heaviest one) and Rose is porcelain and has a stand up thing ^^ she has a red dress so that's why I named her rose (also rose from Titanic she looks like her)

Ghost Reveal!

Madeline, fucking pervert

James, straight ass ho

Teagan, idk they chill

Andy, depressed ho

Edwin, little baby my baby now

Elena, haunted doll :3

^ that is Elena

I might make art of them

@brycesbott0m

[brycesbott0m]

bet I have the urge to write shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttttt

Yo does anyone want me to start making Brcu fanfiction- (i'll post it anywhere including a03 if I can fucking get in to the sign up thing-)

@tankthrust-bored @kage-meows-around @worstvillian @eroswmorals @brycetankthrust @fandomsfan1 @maeveeileen29 @sugwrpwzz

i love all u motherfuckers up there btw ^^ (and anyone else whose user I forget: my only son with Kage :3, Izzy, and a BUNCH of other people)

like give me some feedback on ships you don't see or shit u wanna read or sexy bryc- (I didn't say shit. I'm not a simp. I'm not a simp.)

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Meeeeeeeeeeeeet my haunted dolls :33

Well, fuck, Idk if they be haunted. I'm still figuring that out. but I'm liek.....92 percent suar. (zorry Im beiying pozesed by blitz[ø] rn.) Thzeirye naymes ore:

Rose (leik tha toye? hhehe >?:#)

Elizabeth (de aftoon kiad or te thiourdya cuz de secound no lawnger keicking iyt)

y da twinzsz (ore dey fuckingg-)

Lola (u stolye kekeekelsi davies dool-l nayme)

Logan (hhe sonuds bree3able)

[brycesbott0m]

Yo does anyone want me to start making Brcu fanfiction- (i'll post it anywhere including a03 if I can fucking get in to the sign up thing-)

@tankthrust-bored @kage-meows-around @worstvillian @eroswmorals @brycetankthrust @fandomsfan1 @maeveeileen29 @sugwrpwzz

i love all u motherfuckers up there btw ^^ (and anyone else whose user I forget: my only son with Kage :3, Izzy, and a BUNCH of other people)

like give me some feedback on ships you don't see or shit u wanna read or sexy bryc- (I didn't say shit. I'm not a simp. I'm not a simp.)

[brycesbott0m]

Why I was not posting as much as I usually do

Towards the end of my school year, I honestly gave up on everything. I was too burnt out and stressed from the constant work flow and friendship issues. My mental health was a rollercoaster and I had another suicidal attempt early June. Now that it is Summer, I will be posting on here as I did in May. Also, my friends have just been kinda silent on here lately (mostly because of me being inactive via posting I believe) so I quickly grow bored and go on to play some other games on my computer. Now I am a lot less anxiety filled and I have a lot more free time, so yes I will be posting more.

But I will say this: If I randomly go offline, it is not forever. I just need a break sometimes. I am sure you can all understand that. Especially when my plate is piled up- that is when I am more likely to harm myself or try to check out early. Plus, not all people on this app are nice and friendly. I already dealt with enough of that at school, so those things can (not make me feel sad about myself) but overwhelmed by the energy that person is projecting. I can feel things through screens sometimes (especially violent ones) because I am highly sensitive to emotions and I always know whenever someone is upset. Sometimes I just need an escape.

Thank you for reading, love ya followers! ^^

-Ur father named Akaria :3