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«me daydreaming about an acting career» aesthetic

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a little reminder to each of us:

someday there will come a day when you will be able to love yourself, find your home or your vocation, find your soulmate. i promise, life will get better and you can finally breathe deeply! ꒰ ♡ ◜◡◝꒱

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i am afraid that i will create an image of a cool actress for myself here and people following me will have corresponding expectations, and i will fail at the decisive moment and achieve nothing. therefore, please, better perceive me as a naive dreamer or delulu girl, who is just about to change her career and try to get a theater degree, it takes away an extra burden of responsibility from me

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my grandmother recently said that it's obvious that I have a strong craving for art, which no one else can ignore and I need to do something about it... well, like what? to dedicate my whole soul and heart to this? totally agree, it sounds like a great idea!

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I finally put myself together and took up acting courses!

[it wasn't a paradise, but it was home]

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after attending a psychology lecture yesterday, i realized one thing: most linguists in their second year of uni catch the existential crisis and have no idea who they want to become when they «grow up» and why the hell they went to study linguistics. like, anyway, they obviously won't work in this area. because it's not their cup of tea. because it's nonsense. because it's already fucked up.

a canonical event. i got it.

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the feminine urge to become fluent in every language on earth so I can read literature in poetry in their native tongues to get the full effect

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she was like a shot of espresso. she's like being bathed in sunlight. she's incredibly energetic and enthusiastic, and she had this sense of play and fun which was extremely exciting.

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my recent life be like

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I've spent all these years of my life trying to be okay with the fact that humans fade in and out of each other's lives. No matter how I think about it, I can't make it sound romantic or poetic. To those who have already passed through my life and to those who eventually will: I love you, I miss you. The back door will always be unlocked if you ever feel like coming home.

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i wish i could write in english as brilliant and expressive as in russian. i want to share my thoughts and feelings with people, i long to create my own universes and characters and immerse readers in them so that they can fully understand it

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messy russian girl aesthetic looks like:

books by Bulgakov and Dostoevsky, journaling, attending theatres weekly, spending nights in jazz pubs with friends and going to chinese lectures at uni the next morning, sipping cappuccino with caramel syrup while reading poetry, hugging your friends, groupmates and colleagues when you meet

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p.s. i still regret that i was scared and never decided to go to study to be an actress. maybe i'll have another chance?

people, remember! without the theater, we will all die!!!*

*we'll all die even with the theater, but not so dramatically

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people, remember! without the theater, we will all die!!!*

*we'll all die even with the theater, but not so dramatically

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𝐹𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒸𝓉𝑜𝓇

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after finishing reading «Emma», I have a new obsession

Jane Austen is just my queen🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

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Be weird. Be random. Be who you are. Because you never know who would love the person you hide.

— C.S. Lewis