insysor

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i dont wanna make it a week long bcus i wanna draw NOW but wutever

-michael

[insysor]

systember: day 3

animal

i didnt draw mike this time (unfortunately)

[insysor]

systember: day 2

protective

YES i drew mike again because i LIKE mike cus hes awesome and my best friend

also i totally forgot until the last minute again

we also should probably make ref sheets for ourselves if we are going to be drawing each other this much cus i probably draw mike different than konner draws mike and konner probably draws mike different than mike draws mike

[insysor]

systember: day 1

together

i drew me and mike and its also really rushed cus i realized it was systember day 1 thirty minutes before it became systember day 2

the next one will probably also be rushed

anyways we are both super cool and this guy is responsible for getting me out of more fights than id like to mention

[insysor]

insysor awareness post:

he/him

we are a small system and draw pictures about our experiences! of course, the things we post here should not be taken as medical literature, just a documentation of our experiences or what we see in the system community.

we are always open to making friends, our dms are always open if you want to talk or if you need someone to talk to.

we all have differing opinions on "syscourse", but we all agree it is stupid. have your own opinions but dont bring them on here. we love flirting with that block button. ive tried to get involved in syscourse a couple times, it always goes bad. wed just rather no one brings that on here.

if youre someone whos struggling with systemhood in anyway, we are here to help. again, im no therapist but if having someone to talk to keeps you sane.. i get it.

[insysor]

introjects and their sources

introjects are just like any other alter.

i see a lot of people be fake claimed for being introject heavy (having a lot of introjects). we are not introject heavy but i think its important to say that whether or not an alter is an introject has no effect on their validity.

a lot of our introjects are uncomfortable being publicly known due to the stigma.

[insysor]

"youve had it worse"

i cannot draw i swear

yeah guess who just realized people might be worried about him (me )

stuff like this is ALSO why some people do "trauma olympics" because they feel like their trauma wasnt enough and they have to justify it to people. so just. let them win.

ALSO ALSO wishing you had trauma is a HUGE sign of repressed trauma NOT attention seeking

-konnor

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this is normal right?

im sorry fellas i cant draw

ok ~obviously~ it was a lot more complicated than this and also i cried

its so hard to be in denial and live on syscringe for so long and then to have a therapist say ur right aaaaa

i got a 43 drop ur scores in the towel section down below /j

-cy

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this is a really interesting take to me. afaik its not like you're affected by other people having the app? the only people who would be able to see your stuff would be people you let be your friend, right? its not a plural special place because its not a place. its an app. now, for example, if a group for systems on discord or something was invaded by non systems that would be an invasion of their space.

are you saying youre afraid non-systems will gatekeep the app from you somehow? im sorry if this sounds rude but the way this is phrased makes it seem like theres some big portion of the app im missing out on that would make it a "system space".

–zach

yk what?

normalize non systems using simply plural. its a great app! people with physical/mental illnesses can use it to track their symptoms, you can use it to track sleep, genderfluid people can track if they feel femme/masc/nb, you can ADD FRIENDS and they can SEE this stuff and even get notifications about it

people who make ocs can keep track of their ocs, you can literally do all kinds of stuff

but the most important thing is that it will destigmatize the app

now if someone glances over your shoulder and sees simply plural on ur homescreen they cant just assume ur a system. now people who are scared to download the app because of stuff like that can. it will be so cool

–zach

[insysor]

yk what?

normalize non systems using simply plural. its a great app! people with physical/mental illnesses can use it to track their symptoms, you can use it to track sleep, genderfluid people can track if they feel femme/masc/nb, you can ADD FRIENDS and they can SEE this stuff and even get notifications about it

people who make ocs can keep track of their ocs, you can literally do all kinds of stuff

but the most important thing is that it will destigmatize the app

now if someone glances over your shoulder and sees simply plural on ur homescreen they cant just assume ur a system. now people who are scared to download the app because of stuff like that can. it will be so cool

–zach

[insysor]

yk what?

normalize non systems using simply plural. its a great app! people with physical/mental illnesses can use it to track their symptoms, you can use it to track sleep, genderfluid people can track if they feel femme/masc/nb, you can ADD FRIENDS and they can SEE this stuff and even get notifications about it

people who make ocs can keep track of their ocs, you can literally do all kinds of stuff

but the most important thing is that it will destigmatize the app

now if someone glances over your shoulder and sees simply plural on ur homescreen they cant just assume ur a system. now people who are scared to download the app because of stuff like that can. it will be so cool

–zach

[insysor]

dont say "i think i have osdd" instead, start with your symptoms.

"i think i have problems with dissociation... "

"sometimes my body doesnt feel my own... "

etc etc.

that way they can at least help with symptoms.

I think I may have osdd and am a system… I want to bring it up with my therapist but I have no clue how. Any tips?

[insysor]

you said it'd piss off both anti-endos and pro-endos but tbh it seems to me that it's one of those Things Everyone Can Agree On if not a generally pro-endo message. not disclosing your -genic origins is an epic gamer move

yeah tbh its a huge relief. totally thought people would be mad lol.

[insysor]

this excerpt from the graphic novel of the fourth closet is a really good example of emotional amnesia

incase anyone was wondering

[insysor]

hey guys! its me here to piss off pro AND anti endos!

i dont think this opinion is unpopular per se, i have a system friend who agrees but is afraid to speak up from fear of being harassed for it. this community is a real peice of work.

trauma related syscourse shouldnt exist at all because revealing if you have trauma on the internet is dangerous. that should be common sense.

if youre suffering from dissociation or related symptoms, i will help you. and i dont care WHAT kind of trauma you have or dont have. it doesnt matter how you got here. you are here now.

im not a doctor. but i am suffering too.

asks and anons r on!

-zach

[insysor]

source memz

guess which fnaf introject we have

not gonna tell u but like. i need that exposure