jesmalestiel
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jesmalestiel · 9 hours ago
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jesmalestiel · 13 hours ago
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I think people misunderstand "x fell first, y fell harder " trope because it's not about like the one who fell harder loves the other person harder. It's just that the one who fell first falls in a graceful way, one step at the time, maybe gradually over a span of time. The one who fell harder smashes trough the air, there's blood everywhere, everything is fine-
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jesmalestiel · 16 hours ago
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★ group grocery run
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jesmalestiel · 21 hours ago
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No but actually they did her so dirty. I’m 100% going to be including her whenever possible in the fics I’m currently drafting!!
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wow these people are so weird
thank god im the only normal person here!!!
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jesmalestiel · 1 day ago
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I would 100% watch this
1998 Black Widow: Operation Budapest
Starts in the past but cuts to 1998 halfway through.
Everyone speaks in English to the girls so they can perfect their English, but speak Russian (with subtitles) to eachother.
Movie starts with Natasha already partway through her training. It opens on the creepy red room gun kata the same as the MCU Widow movie. Training by various harsh women with harsh methods, Melina Vostakov is the only one that shows kindness.
Girls sleep with one hand handcuffed to the bed (this is to ensure they don't run away, as shown in Agent Carter series).
Red room training
Red Guardian (Alexei) comes in for inspiration (all full of himself) and some fight training for the girls.
Red room training.
Ballet classes.
Red room training.
Handcuff bed time.
Learning American watching American movies, cartoons and TV shows.
Red room training.
Some relationships with other widows. She makes friends with little Yelena (Natasha's ballet class goes in as Yelena's group goes out) and a couple of other girls (Oksana and ?) in secret, even though that is actively discouraged.
Handcuff bed time.
Red room training.
Then that fight to the death game that we saw Dottie Underwood play in flashback in that Agent Carter episode. Tasha's first kill is one of those friends (not Oksana). She's a little shocked at first, but quickly settles. Yelena tries to ask if she's okay but is struck by a teacher.
"Black Widows do not have friends"
She then becomes cold and distant to the other girls.
Red room training.
She becomes Dreykov's star pupil and we see her first mission. No wavering after killing some horrid crime boss and escaping his gang, taking some of them out on the way too.
Young Natasha assassinations montage!
This can be quite a short part of the movie, though it sounds long.
S.H.I.E.L.D. breaks up a Leviathan operation that is full of young widows. They take them to a  S.H.I.E.L.D. hospital facility and are making progress in deprogramming them.
We see Red Guardian disagreeing with Dreykov, saying they should storm the facility and take the girls back. Dreykov says Alexei is too soft and spots Natasha. Sends her to infiltrate the facility, pose as a deprogrammed young black widow and burn it to the ground, no survivors. She wavers at the thought of killing all those girls. He says that S.H.I.E.L.D. are our enemy, using powered people to subjugate countries where they operate, to American control. We will not be controlled by S.H.I.E.L.D! Do it for your country, do it for Leviathan, do it for me or your teachers whatever works for you...
Do it for Yelena.
She pretends to not be interested in her, "Why would I do it for her?"
"She is your friend."
"Black Widows do not have friends."
“Perhaps I shall send her with you, she has never been on a mission before, yes?”
"I didn't say I wouldn't do it"
“We send little Yelena with you?”
"I work better alone."
“Very well.”
She infiltrates the base and is treated very nicely by S.H.I.E.L.D..
We see the other girls playing, they invite her to join them. She declines.
We see her pining for this way of life, and agonising over what is to come.
The signal comes in the dead of night. She hesitates, just momentarily, then follows her instructions, she has covertly gathered combustible material over a number of days, disabling the fire alarm/sprinkler system, setting the fire and sealing all escape routes behind her, wipes away a tear. Night guard sees and goes to raise alarm but she quietly takes him out, sets fire to their paper files and sets explosives on their hard drives. The fire is raging by the time she's finished. Some S.H.I.E.L.D. operatives are woken by the fire and rush to help, but it's too late. She takes some of them out on the way. Explosions!
She is rewarded with the Ohio mission, forming a unit with Melina, Alexei and Yelena. They warned not to get soft while they are away. We see them practice being a family, arriving in their new home. They work on the photo album, a whole year photographed in one day. As they do it they start to relax with each other and goof around. They really enjoy the Christmas pictures.
Cut to black, little visual or audio snippets, "going on an adventure", "Leave that, get in the car", the plane, Melina gets shot, "they have safe houses in Budapest, we have arranged one of our own, memorise the address", Cuba, snippet of Tasha's freakout when they try to take Yelena, "It's going to be okay", sedative, shipping container opening with Leviathan soldiers outside, separated from Yelena, both screaming for each other, snippet of red room training and cut to black.
Still in black, knock on door, cut to 1998 Natasha standing in front of said door. Pretending to be (someone).
Some time has passed. She has killed many in that time.
She has been sent solo to kill an elderly Dottie Underwood, they fight. Dottie manages to retreat upstairs to the bedroom, Mexican standoff. But Natasha recognises the handcuff marks on the bedpost, she wavers, Dottie begins to talk (Dottie says something like they finally found me... I made one mistake 50 years ago... They don't care about you... You're only as good as your last mission... What was your last mission... Sao Paulo? Ah yes, the ambassador's residence, the ambassador, his family, 3 staffers, 2 guests, 4 security operatives and a catering company...My dear, how many lives have you taken? For whom? Mother Russia? Leviathan? Are you loyal? Or did they threaten you? No? Someone else then... A little friend of yours perhaps? Yes, I know, I know, Black Widows don't have any friends... They sent you to kill me because of what I know, the location of their red room, where they take poor little girls to brainwash them into killing machines... Take me to S.H.I.E.L.D. instead and defect, have a life that doesn't leave so much red in one's ledger... Everything I remember about the red room, all that I have learned about Leviathan since is on this microfilm... It could take them down... No Leviathan, no red room, no red room, no widows... Your friend will be free). Dottie calls Peggy Carter, phone tapped. They are attacked by Widows on the way in. Dottie saves Tasha's life at the cost of her own (a little less red in my ledger...) and gives her the microfilm (old school!) with lots of Leviathan secrets and the location of the red room.
She attempts to defect, meets Peggy but keeps the microfilm hidden. Gives Peggy Dreykov's name ("General Dreykov? Special envoy for Russia, advising the US administration towards the end of the cold war. Track him down..."). Regrets it, panics.
She is left with Agent Clint Barton as her handler, but freaks out at night in the cell with no cuffs on the bedpost and escapes, calling in to Melina. Melina listens, says she can't help her, apologises (secretly giving her a coded safe house location “Do you remember what I said to you in the plane? Do you? It is so important…that you should do as you are told…Turn yourself in Tasha”) and hangs up, flashes back to actual plane conversation and safe house comment. Hunted by Leviathan, Widows, Hawkeye and S.H.I.E.L.D., she flees to the safe house in Budapest.
It's actually Hawkeye that tracks her down, he is supposed to retrieve the microfilm at all costs so they can shut Leviathan down for good. Peggy warns him not to underestimate Natasha even though she's only 14, she's seen widows younger than Natasha kill without compunction. Fury adds that he may well have to kill a 14 year old girl in order to retrieve the microfilm, and he must retrieve the microfilm so Fury never has to say those words again.
His presence alerts Leviathan. Dreykov comes to deal with his former star pupil. All hell breaks loose with Leviathan, S.H.I.E.L.D, Widows and local authorities trying to get to her and the microfilm.
Realising she can't go back she covertly stalks a covert Hawkeye, convinces him that she does want to defect, she just freaked out and they flee, hotly pursued (lots of chasing with various vehicles, maybe a fight on a boat?).
However, they can't evade everyone. Clint calls in to S.H.I.E.L.D. and convinces them of Natasha's story, but they have no extraction as there are too many factions in play. S.H.I.E.L.D. suggests taking out Dreykov, which would leave Leviathan and the widows in disarray. Natasha doesn't want to do it, "just get me out of here". Mitchell Carson says "these are the terms for your defection, otherwise we can't help you. Effectively all you've done so far is give us one name and confess to all your own crimes. We can't take down Leviathan without that microfilm and you won't give it to Barton because it's your only leverage. Both of you have been seen, so you can't mail it.".
They discover Dreykov's official residence is in Budapest, but he isn't staying there.
His wife is not at home. His daughter goes to an international school there.
They courier Natasha a uniform, she poses as a new student, befriends Antonia, invites her out to play knowing she will have to ask her father. Antonia walks her to the building and goes in, Natasha gets a visual on Dreykov. Barton radios and asks her if they should carry out the attack. She says wait, Antonia isn't coming back out. Natasha has been reported as a possible sighting by local authorities, S.H.I.E.L.D calms the situation down (they have permission from the government for an airstrike). But this has alerted Leviathan...widows and the Hungarian police and military are on the way. Antonia still hasn't come out. Dreykov is saying, who is this new friend, what did I tell you, trust no one, where is she now. Cut back to Natasha
"Natasha, do you have a visual?"
She hesitates, "Natasha?"
Dreykov looks out of the window, sees her
She sees him see her, sees Antonia looking at her
"We're good to go"
And walks away
Explosions!
Leviathan operatives and Widows are converging on her position, but Barton finds her first, "this way!".
They manage to fight their way out or evade Leviathan but then run into a big group of widows. Everyone draws their guns, they are outnumbered, but the widows don't shoot. "Is it true? Is Dreykov dead?", "Yes. The rocket hit right where he was standing." says Romanov, hopefully.
"And S.H.I.E.L.D. have the microfilm, we can move on Leviathan in the next few days." lies Barton
"You're free" says Romanov.
As they're leaving she remembers Yelena, "If you see Yelena, will you tell her? Yelena? Yelena Belova? Will you tell-" but the widows are getting the hell out of Dodge 
Clint urges them to do the same. They sneak into that hidey hole that Nat and Yelena use in the MCU Black Widow movie and have a big heart to heart. Natasha figures Yelena is freer without her now that she's tied to S.H.I.E.L.D.
They talk about the hit.
"No child should ever be put in that position"
"I've done worse. I've got a lot of red in my ledger."
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"Who is Yelena? Friend of yours?"
"Black Widows don't have friends."
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"Do you ever have second thoughts about killing someone? Regrets?"
"Every time. But that's just part of being a S.H.I.E.L.D. agent, being a soldier"
"Yes. That's true."
"But you don't have to be a soldier any more."
They also talk about the farm. Only Fury knows about it as per Age of Ultron.
They fall asleep. Coulson and May retrieve them in the morning.
S.H.I.E.L.D. systematically shuts down the Leviathan operations, ending with the red room and deprogramming widows.
Post credits:- As Natasha is only 14 she goes to live with Hawkeye and Laura. No more violence...for a while.
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jesmalestiel · 5 days ago
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Unreliable narrators are one hell of an idea. You can just write whatever, and if a reader points out "hey the way this scene happened should not be physically possible if it's done the way this character described it", you can just be like "yeah I don't trust that fucker either."
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jesmalestiel · 5 days ago
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Anyone else wish we saw this like 5 minutes earlier. So we can assume that the bomb Bucky used didn't harm any of them because there is no additional bruises. Bucky must of tied them up one by one. Did ANY of them struggle. Johns just sitting there like 'no yeah - I get it, go ahead' It's hilarious.
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Then it's not just rope but metal. He tied up John twice.
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jesmalestiel · 6 days ago
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a lot of media assumes robots would be immortal but i think its a lot more interesting to explore robots dealing with their parts wearing down and battery life shortening and all the horrible little failings that come with being a complicated machine. sure they can replace parts but you'd assume you cant completely ship of theseus them, or it'd have pretty big rammifications on their sense of identity. idk. give me robots with distinct, unique signs of aging. as a treat.
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jesmalestiel · 6 days ago
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i know the idea of 'hear me out' type posts is weird non-conventional attraction but i also have a fascination for the people whos 'hear me outs' are conventionally attractive characters from the most OBSURE media. like if you were asked to name a sexy character and your first thought is the girl from a mostly forgotten 1980s canadian animated scifi musical im gonna be way more intrigued by whats going on in your brain than if you had said like. the dragon from shrek yknow.
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jesmalestiel · 6 days ago
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From a state hearing in Texas
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jesmalestiel · 7 days ago
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scooby doo ass gang
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jesmalestiel · 7 days ago
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The West Chesapeake Valley Thunderbolts!! ⚡️💛 i finally finished these silly guys for charms 🫶
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jesmalestiel · 7 days ago
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the insane experience of missing a fictional character . like you can always go back and reread the book , replay the game , rewatch the show or movie , you can always go back & see them , but you can never experience them & their story for the first time again . its absurd to miss them because they'll always be there , but you'll miss when there were still new things for them to say .
for a small time they were real & growing and changing and you hung onto every new word, but now all they can do is repeat the same story forever&ever & they're not real anymore because you know everything they're going to do. & you miss them. its fucked man...
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jesmalestiel · 7 days ago
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Meeting genuine adults that think legal = good, illegal = bad is so bizarre, like bro not even the law itself agrees that that is a good ethical framework
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jesmalestiel · 8 days ago
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What if Cucumber (because we all agree that's the name of Yelena's guinea pig right?) also got some of the serum?
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He has Sentry and Void forms too, alternating between a blonde Peruvian and a jet black short haired guinea pig.
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Sometimes Yelena let's him out to free roam in the Watchtower and the team discover that he has powers when he just stays in the air one day while popcorning.
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jesmalestiel · 9 days ago
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When bob turns void it’s cause he LITERATELY DIES (both times, medical study and kill switch)
Bob turns sentry after outside forces coax him into that mindset and those actions- AND last he remembers he was just shot several (probably hundred) times.
Bob will not randomly sentry/void. The team does not walk on eggshells around him. He does not threaten sentry/void, they do not cater to the possibility of sentry/void. He is hella resilient and does not void out at a break up or argument (we literately see him be normal in the vault)
They care about him. They love him. They don’t treat him poorly. But he’s not a time bomb, nor a weapon, or a naive child, and certainly is not intentionally evil one wrong word away
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jesmalestiel · 10 days ago
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🎵 There’s a place beyond the wormhole… 🎶
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