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everything in my life is on fire i’m having palpitations
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and the truth is, i’m scared that i hate myself more than i ever could love you
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trying to keep myself from shing and going off the rails and into a ward tonight when my coworker texts me asking for details about tomorrow’s meeting.. i never expected to still be mentally ill and suicidal with a full time job.
frankly i thought i’d be dead by now or grow out of it. i guess not.
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being the youngest person in the periodontist office is so humbling…. trying to distract myself from the tooth panic attack incoming
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reading superbat on the clock as a state geologist; dreams really do come true
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gf is going through a rough time and hasn’t texted me back but posts an insta story, ty for the sign of life 💀
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anxiety is sooo funny bc why am i laying in bed at 7pm with a sinking dread

#anxiety#pmdd#my life is hell past 6pm#nights make me remember why i am on medication#perhaps it’s my 8 to 5#employed#work#fml#actually autistic
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i did it on purpose because i wanted to hurt. maybe not at first, but eventually. eventually the pain was the only thing i could feel and the only thing that made the crying seem worth it. even when the sun was still out, and that’s how i know it’s bad. i dream of the day the sun sets and i can sleep without ever thinking or doing again
#tw sucidal ideation#tw sh related#tw sh ideation#pmdd#pmdd episode so bad i unlocked intrusive thoughts i haven’t heard in years#i can’t keep living like this#no therapy this week so tumblr it is#tw si#tw: sh#sh#personal vent
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i am so sick of being in a sick body. pmdd wreaked havoc in my life these past two weeks and now i’m writhing in bed after work with debilitating cramps. my birthday is in two days and all i can think about is how little i want to deal with living a life like this day in and day out. it has been one year since i finally received diagnosis and i am still not any closer to a real solution. i forget every time just how bad my chronic pain gets around this time and weakens my body to the point that all i can do is lay and cry
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My genderbent interview with the vampire cast, a sort of follow up on this
Louis De Point Du Lac- Taylor Russell


Lestat de lioncourt- hannah dodd


Armand De Nolastname- Charithra Chandron


Daniel Molloy- Susan Sarandon


(and also a bonus 70s Devils minion)


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“Most of the tributes went nuts, but not Wiress.”
Do you think ur funny suzanne? Are you laughing? how dare u.
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love lying in job applications. Like. What the hell, sure. I am suited to fastpaced high pressure environments. No i will not kill anyone if i get even a little stressed out
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i can’t believe we had jack wolfe as wylan van eck and netflix fumbled that. like. JACK WOLFE.
#this is so real#jack wolfe i thought i was familiar with your game!!#but then i watched next to normal#jack wolfe#wylan#six of crows#shadow and bone#netflix flopped#next to normal#jack wolfe the man that you are#making me a lesbian question things
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