lonelymikoto

[lonelymikoto]

So, I was visiting the other city for hot springs this week and while we were sitting at the train I drew my sona, Mikoto, in my swimsuit and bonus about how I was blowing up the skirt on the top of my swimsuit on a geyser thing

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Bruh I wanted to try to animate but now I have to make small presents to my brother and his girlfriend as their birthdays are soon and I'd have to send it to them since they're in the other city, so I can't draw now lol

And one of my hard drives died, I have no money for a new one

I got a computer from my brother as a birthday present basically and it came a while ago so I would put everything together and soon I'll be able to draw more I think. I'm going to try animation in a new program so there's going to be something interesting soon

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I've tried to do cross embroidery on the plastic canvas and made a small tottoro spirit just to try it out. It's so tiny 🥺

I put the pin on the behind and covered it with felt.

Gonna put the new computer onto the desk tomorrow and maybe I'd be able to do more art then

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I got a computer from my brother as a birthday present basically and it came a while ago so I would put everything together and soon I'll be able to draw more I think. I'm going to try animation in a new program so there's going to be something interesting soon

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I need to tell you guys what I thought of.

Kakashi wears fingerless gloves, right? But if he folds his fingers a bit his hands look like dog paws 🥺

A doggy boy 🥺🫶✨

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A bunch of happy Kakashi to brighten your dash ☺️❤️

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You can throw tomatoes at me but I personally think that Severus and Lily wouldn't have been good together. Honestly James doesn't match her better in my opinion but I might not know some facts.

The thing is Severus and Lily are both fierce at times. Severus because he was raised in a toxic household and doesn't know better, his love is pretty selfish in my opinion... When he was young he loved for himself, not for her. And Lily won't tolerate control over her. She's a girl who does what she wants to do.

And I have a personal reason for thinking so: they remind me of my mother and father and their zodiac signs even match (Capricorn Severus and Aquarius Lily, dunno if J.K.Rowling made it with an intention and yes, I pay attention to characters' zodiacs). I saw that shit irl. It doesn't match. At all.

So I think they'd end up with relationship similar to the scenario of Eminem's ft. Rihanna song "Love the way you lie" if they'd get together at young age. Though MAYBE they could match in their 30s if Lily'd not die.

I love Severus as a character, but damn I can't deny that he's a sweet poison.

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Kakashi Headcanons for romance

So... I made general headcanons for Kakashi before, but now I want to make some for him in romantic relationship. I won't put any names shipped with him so you'd have a space to ship him with whoever you want so I'm going to use y/n and they/them pronounce instead.

Note: it was written originally in russian and translated by DeepSeek. I did my best to edit it to what it looked like before translation. If it has some grammar mistakes, please, tell me.

TW: Mentioning of intimacy

When the relationship first starts hinting at its existence, Kakashi might not fully understand what he’s feeling. He’ll wonder if he’s actually in love or just enjoys y/n’s company. But the more it progresses, the more he catches himself caring and worrying about them.

Emotional rollercoaster. He swings between extremes: either joking, flirting, and openly showing affection, or blushing like a tomato and trying to hide his embarassment when y/n reciprocates. On one hand, he tries to mimic the romance novel heroes he reads about; on the other, he’s painfully awkward at it. After all, he’s not a book character but just a lonely shinobi.

When he’s not flirting and wants to prove his feelings are genuine, he shows it through actions: practical gifts (like a combat manual to improve y/n’s skills), a first-aid kit (similar to Rin’s), or even asking the Hokage to let him join her missions to protect them. Or he’ll suggest celebrating completed missions in some cafe. His gifts always have meaning or practicality—being loved by him is a privilege.

At some point, he starts imagining y/n and himself in scenes from his erotic novels. It makes him giggling stupidly in his room, hugging a pillow, or even kicking his feet. No one’s watching, so he lets himself be silly.

Might send Pakkun to help y/n out on missions when he’s busy. Sometimes just to watch over them. Pakkun, loyal as ever, won’t spill Kakashi’s secret crush.

Kakashi subconsciously adapts his fighting style to complement y/n’s, creating seamless teamwork.

When Kakashi is not on a mission and if y/n gives him their apartment key, he’ll sneak in to clean while they’re away. No key? No problem. He’ll find a way.

Practices love confessions in the mirror and buys cringe-worthy "How to Woo" guides—but it never goes as rehearsed.

Low-level intimacy: Casual touches or care from y/n make his heart stop and face burn. He’s torn between teenage-level shyness and wanting more, but he’ll force himself to act composed as an adult man he is.

Too shy to initiate touch without permission. That's the reason he doesn't show affection through touch.

The Confession: A disaster. He stammers, blushes, and maybe trembles. If his stomach growls from nerves? (Yeah, some people experience that 😭) He’ll either vanish into the ground or mutter "Gotta go—talk later!" and avoid y/n for three days before trying again. (Typical "cool guy" meltdown. Remember his bratty 12-year-old self? Yeah, same energy.)

Might need Guy to push him and stage a "heroic rescue" plan to confess. (Spoiler: It’ll backfire spectacularly.)

Post-confession: Sunshine mode activated. He’ll stick close, bring small gifts after a mission: field-flower bouquets, heart shaped rock or even point out a heart-shaped bruise like a dork. (Free fanfic trope for you!)

100% packs lunches for y/n’s missions/training so they never go hungry.

Can’t bring himself to spar y/n at full strength. Hurting them is a tragedy for him.

Lights up when y/n appears and always gravitates toward them—unless he’s on duty, to ask "How are you? Want to hang out?"

Hides his grief, but if y/n learns about his losses, even if he'd not see a purpose of it, he’ll open up. He'd honestly tell them about his fears of losing Team 7, friends, and them. Their bond deepens after that because he knows that he can pour his heart out to them. Bonus if y/n starts taking extra care to stay safe for him.

Eventually, they both cry in front of each other if needed. And he didn't even think that it feels so good to be heard and loved. He calms down and melts when y/n strokes his hair during hugs, and might whisper "Keep going..." even after calming down. Just like an affectionate cat.

Plans the perfect first kiss: fireworks at a festival, secluded spot with a great view to take off his mask without anyone watching them nearby, a quiet night at home, or—👀—right before "the first time."

Develops habits: a hand on y/n’s waist when walking. If y/n has a feminine body, tracing their stomach/thighs. If y/n has masculine body he's more into patting their bum/lower belly.

First time: Gentle and cautious (it’s his first, too). Later he might start biting and scratching. He also can last for two or three rounds.

Post-intimacy, he’ll cuddle y/n like a plushie, showering them with forehead kisses and hair strokes—proof it’s not just physical and he genuinely loves them. Intimacy would only make them closer.

Open to exploring y/n’s kinks especially if they’re willing to do the same for him.

That's all 🥰

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I want to discuss something. About Kakashi. I saw clips, not sure if it was Boruto or Shippuden but it was that episode where Kakashi took off his mask and fans went bombarding his face all over the internet (keep doing it, I love it). The thing is... He used eye lenses, right? But at the timing of the episode he still had sharingan in his left eye. S O . . .

Someone explain it to me, was it mentioned somewhere if he can just walk around with deactivated sharingan and just doesn't do it/can't actually see with it when it's deactivated and that's why he covers it with his forehead protector or WHAT happens in that episode and HOW did he walk around with deactivated sharingan at all? Because I can't accept his cosplaying without logic in it.

Is it a plot hole?

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This time I drew adult characters and fuck it, I won't do it again at least not trying to copy Naruto series artstyle...

Yes I was talking to myself on the canvas a lot, don't mind me xD

And I figured out the way to easily draw the leaf village sign which I explained to myself and maybe someone else who'd see it as well at the left bottom corner

In conclusion I hated to draw Kabuto the most, but he turned out fine. Tsunade is dead. Kakashi has squeezed scull (and perfect face shape omg I love him, he's beautiful). Asuma looks like monkey but I like his nose, it's interesting. Jiraya's nose looks good too, but overall he looks kinda wrong.

Am I too hard on myself? Perhaps I am.

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Have anyone had this type of artblock when you couldn't draw like you could before falling into it and you always was punishing yourself mentally for making mistakes even though you were making even more mistakes earlier and felt just fine, you enjoyed the process, not the result. You remember every old art you made and hours you spend drawing it with happiness even if they're ugly af. But for some reason you can't enjoy the process like back then?

I don't understand what happened to me, it's like my hands are not belonging to me, like they refuse to draw like they did before. It's like my brain itself refuses to enjoy it...

Perhaps it's because of a trauma from burning out after college that I had (literally we were supposed to draw at least one big format picture every month at every art subject we had and also animate some shit). I don't know, but the depression and artblock came from the same direction. Perhaps my brain can't enjoy it because it didn't enjoy it before and it lead to consequences. But even though I may understand it rationally, I can't reroute my brain so easily so it suddenly thinks "our art is perfect as it is".

Please, if someone had similar experience, could you share it and how did you came out of this state? I really don't know what to do, but I'm trying many things.

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Severus Snape headcanons

I call him Seve for short c:

Note: I didn't read HP books yet, but I am reading a fan book about Severus bit by bit now and read some facts from wiki fandom, please, consider it before reading, thanks! I was trying to keep him in character as much as possible.

The headcanons are mine but were translated with DeepSeek AI help to english, you'll see why I didn't want to hand-translate it later. There might be some mistakes, please, let me know if you notice some.

When he first became a professor, he was around 20-21 years old. Most of the professors had taught him, and now they became his colleagues, so it was a bit difficult for him to fit in and figure out how to teach those little idiots. Though he wasn’t as popular as Lockhart later became, I think there might have been a few rare girls who had a crush on him despite his appearance and insufferable temper—especially those closer to his age at the time, who could realistically have been potential girlfriends for the young professor.

Seve sometimes works more than the Headmaster and his deputy because he literally has to maintain Hogwarts' entire potion ecosystem—restocking, storing, rotating, and disposing of expired potions. On top of that, he’s a Head of House and works directly for Dumbledore. I think he occasionally has to leave the castle to gather ingredients in the mountains, the Forbidden Forest, and the lake.

Professor Sprout, Madam Pomfrey, and Snape constantly collaborate. Sprout grows plants in the greenhouse and passes them to Snape and/or Pomfrey for medicinal and other potions. Given that both women literally watched Seva grow up, they can’t break the habit of calling him by his first name and interacting less formally than with other colleagues. Pomfrey even sarcastically jokes at his expense, and he can’t do anything about it—she’s both older and a woman.

Speaking of women: Severus is less critical and more restrained around them, largely because he was raised by a single mother. This applies to both adult women and younger ones. He would never use brute force against them, let alone dangerous spells unless there’s a real threat.

Severus tries not to skip meals since he's sensitive to hunger — it gives him headaches. This stems from growing up poor with a tyrannical father, when being in the kitchen when he was around was dangerous, forcing him to hide. However, he can lose track of time and accidentally miss dinner if he’s too absorbed in work.

You wouldn’t guess it, but he wishes he had someone to love and be loved by. But his lingering feelings for Lily, even after her death, make it hard for him to move on.

I like to think that on the night Severus found James and Lily dead in their home, he couldn’t just walk away and leave one-year-old Harry. Maybe he was the one who picked him up, soothed him, and then carried him to Dumbledore and McGonagall for further action.

Sometimes at night, when he can’t sleep, he goes out to the school grounds, sits on a bench, and just stares at the stars and moon while no one’s watching.

Seve is so relentless about catching misbehaving students for several reasons: the noise annoys him; he hates the idea of accidents leading to injuries or deaths (he worries); he wants to be the best at everything among the professors (too much pride in this man); and it’s a way to deduct as many points as possible from other houses, sabotaging their shot at the House Cup.

He has zero interest in Quidditch. The only time he cares is when Slytherin plays, and it could earn house points.

He hates flying on brooms. He’s not very maneuverable on them, which is why he mastered broomless flight.

Hot man, literally a hot man. He doesn’t get too cold in winter, so he skips the hat and just wears a scarf and fingerless gloves.

His weak spot is his neck. That’s why he wears high-collared clothes and a scarf in winter. A sore throat can easily turn into a full-blown cold. (This is me, by the way—I always wear scarves too.)

When he’s sick, he complains about every symptom but refuses to drink Pepperup Potion to warm up and reduce his fever because he hates the side effect of smoking ears. Pomfrey has to force it down his throat while he’s asleep—wrestling a 180+ cm (~6 ft) tall man isn’t ideal for a sweet old lady. Of course, he wakes up and throws a fit, but it’s worth it because he’s back to full health in a couple of days and stops annoying Pomfrey in the hospital wing.

Surprisingly, he treats his top students the same as the rest, even though excelling in his class is an achievement in itself. He’s genuinely proud of them but never shows it, never lets them slack off, and keeps piling on harder material.

Food-wise, he likes baked (not necessarily pastry) and boiled dishes—he’s not picky. He enjoys delicate, not-too-sweet desserts, especially dirigible plum-based ones (inspiration: the Christmas quest in Hogwarts Mystery), so puddings, pumpkin pies, milk-based desserts, jelly—all of that should be on his plate. Butterbeer only with cinnamon 👌 (Meanwhile, I hate cinnamon.)

Like any self-respecting alchemist, he sees magical creatures as ingredient sources, so he sometimes clashes with Hagrid when trying to gather materials—or worse, when Hagrid starts stomping toward him menacingly, even if Seve’s just giving one of his creatures a volunteer trim.

Following from the above, Seve occasionally gets wrecked by Hagrid’s pets because he’s terrible with creatures and doesn’t always notice danger until he’s been kicked, scratched, or worse. Then he has to patch himself up with Hagrid while enduring lectures on what not to do.

Seve is the type who, in stressful situations, acts like he’s in control but is actually panicking like a little kid and thinking slower—especially when there’s no one around to protect (e.g., students).

He long ago learned not to laugh when something’s funny in front of others. At most, he’ll snort. He’s too ashamed to show emotions, so no laughter, tears, or nervousness—ever. But alone, he’ll cackle like a hyena at a joke in his head.

He hates thunderstorms and any sudden loud noises. They remind him of attacks—a stress response from his father’s abuse and later his fear of Voldemort’s return. It sometimes ruins his sleep.

He’s actually great at ballroom dancing because he once wanted to ask Lily to a dance and practiced relentlessly—but James beat him to it.

He has potential as a cook (kitchen ingredients work similarly to potion ingredients, just aiming for taste over effect), but he rarely bothers to cook.

His house is a total mess, with books piled everywhere, simply because he’s rarely home.

He has a box at home where he’s stored important things he needs to stop dwelling on—items tied to his mother, academic successes, his friendship with Lily, and an old diary full of memories.

He actually loves silly spells like the Head-Expanding Charm or Densaugeo (growing front teeth) because it’d be hilarious to use them on people who annoy him.

Lost count of how many times he’s accidentally shattered ingredient jars in class or the storeroom, or how often his foot’s slipped on a step in the storeroom, sending him scrambling for potions he hadn’t planned to need—just to avoid the hospital wing.

His robes are enchanted to be indestructible and to slip out from under anyone’s feet (including his own) to avoid strangulation. (Remember Alan Rickman yelling at someone for stepping on his robes during filming?)

His eyes are eagle-sharp—no cheating with Auto-Answer Quills in his class.

He’s an excellent sensor. He can detect even a ghost if someone’s hiding nearby.

He also finds it funny when students prank Filch, but he hides it. After all, that old geezer made his life hell back when he was a student too.

That’s all :)

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No more lasso for me anymore, I didn't enjoy that, but at least I tried it.

I got this challenge from pinterest, dunno who's the autor and damn it's also a screenshot from TikTok bruh

If someone knows the creator, please, tell me

And these are my 5 favorites ☺️

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I have some sketches. I was trying to learn Naruto style (tbh it doesn't look too different from my own style) and sketched characters from the anime screenshots I made while also getting comfortable with Infinity paint and it's brushes. I also tried to sketch a little something of what my OC would've look like in Naruto universe.

Personally I think the best two are Naruto and Shikamaru. Shikamaru is just mwah 🤌✨ Nice boy

P.s. I am rewatching Naruto now since I forgot a lot of things, it's not the first time I watch it, I love it.

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I had some headcanons for Kakashi Hatake a while ago. Was scared of the amount I had to translate from russian to english to post here, but thank goodness I tried an AI yesterday and it helped me a lot. Thanks, DeepSeek 🫶🐋

Well then, let's go. I think I'll start now and really get into it... Apologies in advance...

Attention! These headcanons are created for contemplation and entertainment purposes and do not claim to represent the true state of affairs in the canonical work.

(Also, there's a lot of text, be prepared)

1. I think my very first headcanon about him is that when Kakashi eats, he doesn't have enough time to chew while keeping his mask on. He needs to seize any moment when no one's looking to stuff his cheeks and sit there chewing like a hamster, so seeing him with full cheeks is quite a common sight.

2. Since he had to live without parents from a young age while already being a genin, if not a chunin, he learned many survival and household skills. For example: fishing, hunting, cooking, repairs, and cleaning. Though in adulthood he might not do these things himself anymore, it's better to save money and do it yourself if you know how.

3. When it comes to alcohol, he prefers sake. For some reason I associate him with sake.

4. Doesn't have a habit of drinking alone. Usually drinks with someone familiar, but even then doesn't cross the line in terms of quantity.

5. Finds every female body attractive in its own way, whether it's a slim model-type, a modest plump girl, or a muscular strong woman. Any type could turn him on.

6. Reads Jiraiya's books as a defense mechanism against depression. He realizes these kinds of books can stimulate dopamine production for obvious reasons and uses this to avoid completely giving up on life like his father did.

7. Initially felt angry at his father after his death and didn't understand why he did it, but with time came to realize many things and forgave him, understanding how he must have felt.

8. If he ever shows his face to someone and they tell him he's actually handsome, he'd blush so hard he'd put the mask back on. It's too sensitive a topic for him since almost no one has seen his face.

9. Sometimes when embarrassed he might cover his face with his hands, despite only one eye (or two in the postwar period) being visible.

10. Prefers salty over sweet or spicy flavors.

11. While cooking alone at home, sometimes dances to music in his head.

12. Occasionally too lazy to shower after training and goes straight to bed, only to realize he now needs to wash the sheets too.

13. His scent: a mix of metallic smell, rain, and green tea.

14. Actually very observant of people and knows when to joke and when to offer support, making him always pleasant to be friends with.

15. In dangerous situations, always thinks first about how to protect his comrades, which can also become his weakness in battle if he's not careful enough.

16. Sometimes summons Pakkun just to cuddle.

17. Though he appears closed off, he actually really wants to find someone he could hug and lie in the grass with whenever convenient.

18. Has a fast metabolism because he eats too quickly. This allows him to eat much more than necessary when he wants to, but he rarely abuses this as he's not particularly attached to food.

19. Weak spots - his calves. That's why he wraps them. His calves are slightly more sensitive, so a hit to the shin might temporarily stun him, but when wrapped it's much more bearable.

20. Meanwhile, his erogenous zones: his ears and sides.

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I have some headcanons already written on my telegram but they're on russian so I'd be translating and posting them bit by bit here soon

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Hello, friend 👋 You can call me Mikoto 🐺

I don't want to call myself an artist or an animator, but that's what I'm planning to do in this blog 👉👈 And also, maybe, I'm going to post some text content such as headcanons, brainstorms and, if I'm not going to be too shy, then some small fics too (⁠ꏿ⁠﹏⁠ꏿ⁠;⁠) At the moment this post is written, I'm only starting to get out of my artblock so it's going to be hard for me to return to the same level of skill that I had before artblock hit me, but I'm going to do my best 💪 I need to warn you beforehand that in my blog I won't tolerate name-calling towards me or anyone else, unwanted criticism to my works (please, ask me if I want to get it before criticizing me), NSFW content in the comments (more about pXXn content than about erotic), flood, spam and negativity (Pessimism with the goal to get attention and pity. Not about mention of the negative experience), hate and agression towards me or anyone else and also exessive swearing. Please, feel free to correct my english as it's my second language. Let's be friendly to each other 🤝 Fandoms and topics that I'm interested in and know about at the moment: Genshin Impact, Obey me, Naruto, Harry Potter, chat-bots, Sky: children of the light, League of legends. And I also have my own characters and my own world with story. ❓Asks are open 🎨Requests for art are closed 📝Requests for text are open

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Last update of the post: 17th of may 2025