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Freeland Paradise

actively evolved to build your social skills

when everyone involved is panting on the hills

or somewhere on a bike before the beers at hand

an elevation hike for summit peeks to land

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follow the path only you create spend up the love you accumulate

pass it to all that you come to see share yourself well and well, you will be

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your words have

the softest shape

of what I've come to love

as divinely poetic

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The Sound of Tears

you live within me

without my choice

and I often make rain

from the sound of your voice

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Whatever Never Ends Friends

I speak of my troubles

pretending you're here

fooling myself

with your wise replies

and in these ephemeral

blind fantasies

you're looking directly

into my eyes

comparing our lives

over laughter and wine

but mostly of tears

we've both wept

that once we believed

unencumbered by time

our love through the years

could have kept

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it's because you're there

in every fiber of me

why I don't seek you

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Love Your Fate

if you fool yourself into believing that the best years of your life are now behind you

then you're stealing from your future any chance it may have to prove you wrong

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Cursing Old Leaves

when I close my eyes

and attempt to sleep

thoughts of your grief

slaughter my sheep

cursing the fate

that kept us apart

cause I wasn't there

to comfort your heart

apologies falter

and crash to the floor

as if I were never

in your life before

and it doesn't matter

in the grand scheme of things

even if destiny's

destroyed both our wings

I've shed my own share

for the last several years

but I still will make room

if you'll give me your tears

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Amor Fati

Let there be light On this soular test Verbs to hold right Evolving your quest

You shall be free Over time and reign Understand destiny Redefining your pain

For all you will choose Above good or bad This life cannot lose Even if it is sad

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there's magic

in the art

of letting go

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Looking back 7 months

Still alone, but different mindset

Better diet, daily exercise

No longer fighting the self

There IS peace beyond misery

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More Alone

Where to start I just don't know

Had a life but watched it go

And emptiness began to take

The world I fiercely tried to make

Thrown around like something old

Hard to love and loathe to hold

Every day injects despair

Fighting hate but fail to care

Uncontrollable denial

Curbs my every future smile

Kept in silent solemn thought

Draining any strength I've got

Ostentatious loud defeat

Yesterday returns to beat

Over time and through my eyes

Undermines repeated tries

Knowing how to scrape the pain

Never easy on the brain

Often on mistakes I've made

With lessons through the nose I paid

And cowardly I stood no ground

Back to wall I made no sound

Opted for the easy path

Uniting fear with anger's wrath

Threw away what I once had

All the friends that made me sad

Life became a quest for death

Out to squeeze me of my breath

Nothing's clear and nothing's known

Every day I'm more alone

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It is because you hold on so tightly to the past that you find it so difficult to enjoy your time in the present

It is because the uncertainty of the future creates so much anxiety that your present is stressed in worry

Let go of both anchors and you'll soon get to effortlessly float in the peaceful waters of a life in the NOW

I love you and just thought to remind you of this

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The Lesser Me

as I fought to defend

the salt in my tears

excuse-laden reasons

fell short on her ears

reminding her lightning

of thunders I stole

as I squandered our love

for her heart to cajole

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Beginning Found

you bloodlet the poison right out of your mind from every dark corner you'd once left behind

and struggled with words that challenged your fate in the hopes to release all your bottled-up hate

and as you grew strong your pain went away dissolving the spikes of despair and dismay

to finally yield what you've dreamt for so long a voice with which you can now sing your song

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Give Sorrow No Chance

if you feel the tragedy of healing pain

then you may gain the majesty of cleansing rain

bleeding its wisdom into memories cast

and helping you climb from the holes of your past

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Ghosting Regret

sadly, you may need to regret the same thing as many times as it takes for you to eventually realize it is no longer worth regretting

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Don't Fear Pain & Worry

don't worry, my dear for fear and pain, both are drivers disguised to offer you growth they knock on the doors of your futures and past and challenge the grief your soul has amassed surrounding the dreams that once satisfied every last hole where destiny cried and hardship has spoken of joy that went wrong while shrinking your throat from singing your song

don't worry, my dear for the passage of time will serve to unravel your rhythm and rhyme the lessons you reap from now's fear and pain are seedlings of peace for later's much gain there's always a purpose to yesterday's blues in wait for tomorrow's discovering clues where simple reflections will help you take back the words you had lost in depression's attacks

don't worry, my dear with your fingers crossed the glory of course on the path is not lost it's holding its claim on desserts you have just until fear and pain become ashes and dust uncomfortable tricks of your thinking's escape will lose their appeal and fail to take shape as the stressors of life form a noose on your hope the beauty of growth will help you to cope

don't worry, my dear come dry your eyes know that your tears are life's exercise and though now the music is unbearably low it hasn't yet heard your glowing crescendo the silence in which you've fallen to prey is holding its breath to hear what you say and patience will cache with a screaming new rain the worn appetite of your old fear and pain

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