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that scene in lady bird where her mom figures out that lady bird got wait listed to a college she didn't tell her about and her mom is doing the dishes and lady bird is screaming at her to look at her and to talk to her and that she's sorry and she's horrible.

that scene is so heartbreaking man bc the silent treatment from your parent is so harsh.

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y'all ever seen someone and thought, "wow. so this is what they meant when they said, "crafted by the gods."?

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GUYS NY FUCKING CHAPTER IS OUT IM SO DAMN PROUD ALRIGHT SO GO READDDDDD!!!!!

and also i like hella overshot it and it was at 9000 smth words when i hadn't even finished. so i cut it in half and uploaded the first bit and the next part SHOULD be out by by next week!!

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i dont think ill ever not be angry. genuinely. there's so many things that i wish were different, that i wish didn't happen, wish didn't exist - and i cant do anything about it.

im angry for the planet that is literally dying minute by minute and im angry for the women that are constantly oppressed all over the world and im angry for the animals that are losing their homes because of humans and im angry for the people that go home and have to genuinely decide whether their money is gonna go towards buying food or going to the doctor and im angry for the animals that are losing their lives or going extinct because of humans and im angry for the people that have lost their history or their land or their culture or their language or their way of life because of humans and im angry for the children that are dying all over the world because people dont know how to disagree without starting wars and im angry for the people that cant love who they want to love because of where they live and im angry for the people that hate the situation theyre in so much that they feel the only option is to kill themselves.

and thats all on a global scale, theres so much on a personal level that im angry for too.

im angry for my mother for the life she lives and im angry at my father for the way he chooses to live and im angry for my friend that's never been able to trust a boy without getting hurt and im angry for my other friend that feels the need to seek validation from a guy and im angry for my neighbor who's a mom of two kids and their father doesn't have a job and is always drinking and im angry for the kid down the street who is constantly and i mean constantly avoiding being in his house even when its so hot it feels like the earth has moved miles upon miles closer to the sun because his house is always loud and im angry for my friend who had to be in a class with their rapist and the administration did nothing about it.

and im angry for me because i really really dont think this'll ever change, there's so much for me to be angry about, and i dont like feeling angry because it reminds me of my father and im already too much alike him, but i dont think i can do anything about this anger, and im angry that i cant do anything about it.

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hi wtf is up with the biphobia???

its pride month... it is, i fear, PRIDE MONTH???? why are we hating on one another during PRIDE MONTH? isnt the beauty of being apart of the lgbtq community that we all care for eachother and love eachother NO MATTER our sexuality, but because we know the struggles our identities have been through and we're here to support eachother MORE THAN EVER now????

QUICK FUCKING REMINDER

being bisexual DOES NOT MEAN being GAY or being STRAIGHT. it means that we like BOTH men AND women. BOTH. NOT JUST ONE. BOTH. can we have a preference? yes we can. you can like mainly men with a sprinkle of women and still be bisexual. you can like mainly women with a sprinkle of men and still be bisexual. you can have only ever dated men and never a woman OR vice versa AND STILL BE BISEXUAL. IF YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO BOTH MEN AND WOMEN, THEN YOU ARE BISEXUAL.

have we all not been through enough fucking hate over the years?? why are we hating on one another during a month where we're meant to embrace ALL of us??

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oh if im not gonna be able to tell people my insane stupid funny stories when im all old and grandma idk what i would do. cuz best believe i am not dying without living a life. i want to do so much i want to have fun. idgaf if i get in trouble or wvtr i js wanna live and live fun.

live a little y'know?

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man have y'all ever FELT yourself become more confident? like literally FELT it? bc OHHH what an amazing feeling. the other day i wore a tank top and jeans and realized that im wearing a fucking tank top. in public. and i hadnt ONCE thought smth negative. and i js felt so fucking amazing and happy and it was so exhilarating and then another day i wore a cutesy little peplum top and ONCE AGAIN i felt AWESOME and i was js so happy. bc knowing that if you were to show me from not even a year or two ago but me from the beginning of this year a photo of me wearing the tank or the peplum top in public and id freak tf out and i did that shit IN PUBLIC WITHOUT GIVING AF???? OHH THAT FELT GREATT

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honestly gilmore girls is pissing me off rn like hello??? logan is a dumbass and cheated on rory and didn't even say sorry to her and let her walk out of the room, lorelai can't use her mouth and talk about what's bothering her with luke, ZACH JUST FUCKING ASKED LANE TO MARRY HIM LIKE WHAT???

i js wanna go back and watch the seasons of chilton rory and (fuckass bitchass pussy) dean and (the loml amazing wonderful misunderstood) jess and friday night dinners and luke and lorelai slow burn and not suffer 😔

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guys i cant stop watching jess mariano edits my fyp has been taken over plz help

actually no wait leave me tf alone

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tfw your fyp turns into stranger things edits and compilations and bloopers again and you realize that this is the last time it'll happen.

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idk if it's bc im growing up or what but recently ive been noticing all that my mom does, so much more. and the way that she's treated by my father. now im not my father's biggest fan, but recently it's more of a definitely not my father's biggest fan. and idk if this is js what goes on in a marriage or what but it irks me the wrong way, so badly.

first off: my dad had to get up early one day, and he told my mom (on a day she didn't have to go to work) to set an alarm on her phone so that she could wake him up. and she, regularly, gets up early on those days just to wake my dad up and make him breakfast and coffee.

then: she asked him if he had a doctor's appointment that day, he said "why would i know? you check." and shes the one that's always setting up his appointments and she goes with him for doctors appointments and shit. like he's a baby and not in his fucking fifties.

next: me and him went to the store today, and we came home. i got myself my lunch and he told my mom, "get me something for lunch. you don't need to make it-" when she offered to make a sandwhich- "just anything." and this was AFTER she said that she has to call somebody for work. and i asked her like don't you need to get on a call and she said yeah. then i said, "then why doesn't he make his own lunch?" and she repeated it to him, laughing. as if that wasn't an option or smth

there's definitely more, and don't get me wrong, she does like him (somehow) but it's js annoying to see that happen. especially in a society like ours to notice that my mom is being treated like all those other women out there, it's an odd feeling.

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SO THE ONLY REAL PROBLEM WIH OUR GENERATION IS FINDING A GOOD WAY TO SPEND ITTTTT

when school ends and it starts to sound like there’s a hundred and four days of summer vacation and school comes along just to end it

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WOULD YOU????

sure you can match my freak but would you write me a letter about our friendship before you died? would you remember the first time we met? would you know that you would follow me anywhere from the first time the i did something stupid in front of you? and would you? along with our entire dwindling group of friends? if you could do it all over again, would you? even if it meant you went insane and i killed you? would you not even change a thing???? would you know i would find a way to do what’s right because in your eyes i always have? would you tell me to take care of everyone else when your gone? to take care of myself? would you tell me i deserved to be happy, and thank me for being your friend??? and have a nickname for me?

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"maybe in another life."

shut the fuck up. shut the FUCK up. 'maybe in another life', motherfucker WHAT OTHER LIFE???? THIS IS ALL WE GET.

we have this life, THIS LIFE, and that's it. so if there's something that you want to say or feel or whatever the fuck, then do it. fight for it. and fight hard and passionately and make sure that your fight is known.

we get once chance. bitch.

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OH MY GODDD PLEASEE

please god let conan gray’s new album make me feel the same way i felt listening to superache for the first time

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YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOUUU AND I HAVE A FEELING THAT YOU LOVE ME BACKK <3

WE'RE SAT IN MY BEDROOOOMMM AND I HEAR YOUR HEART LIKE A TRAIN ON YHE TRACKS <3

YOURE EYES ARE LIKE HEAVEN YOUR VOICE IS LIKE RAIN <3

ELEVEN ELEVENS THEY ALL HEAR YOUR NAME <3

IM TOO SHY TO TELL YOU THE WORDS ON MY MIND <3

I HOPE YOU CAN SEE IF YOU READ THROUGH THESE LINES <3

THAT I WROTE THIS SONG ABOUT YOUUUU <3

SOMETHING I WISH YOU KNEWWWW <3

SOMETHING IVE TRIEDDD TOOOO SAYYYYY <3

BUT NOW ILL SAYYY IT STRAIGHTTTT <3

I WROTE THIS SONG ABOUT YOUUUUU <3