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I am a mutant. I am a goddess. And I want to live.

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Uranus and Jupiter extras

1. Rabbigracias Boletepeli

2. Jupiter

3. April 04 - 15, 2022

4. Telescope: Prompt5, Prompt6

5. As you look at the images, it’s the only object on every image. Jupiter isn’t that hard to find in the images ( A little sense of humor there.)

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1. Rabbigracias Boletepeli

2. Uranus

3. February 23, 2022

4. Telescope: AURT

5. You can tell the difference because much bigger than the other objects around it.

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1. Rabbigracias Boletepeli

2. Uranus

3. February 23, 2022

4. Telescope: AURT

5. You can tell the difference because much bigger than the other objects around it.

Uranus Prt. 2

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1. Rabbigracias Boletepeli

2. Uranus

3. February 23, 2022

4. Telescope: AURT

5. You can tell the difference because much bigger than the other objects around it.

Uranus Prt. 1

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1. Rabbigracias Boletepeli

2. Jupiter

3. April 04 - 15, 2022

4. Telescope: Prompt5, Prompt6

5. As you look at the images, it’s the only object on every image. Jupiter isn’t that hard to find in the images ( A little sense of humor there.)

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FEELINGS #4

Am I a bad person to be with and be friends with? I’m a good communicator, I’m a good great listener, but I’m a no one wants to be friends with me or be with me. It’s like, no one wants to be anywhere near me. It lets me know that there’s no one out there for me. No one wants to be friends with me.

I’ve talked to 4 or 5 guys and they all ghosted me out of nowhere. It’s like god, what did I do? All these years, I tried to make long lasting friendships and NONE of them sticked. I don’t have friends to talk to when I want to vent, cry, or congratulate them. I don’t know what a relationship feels like and I don’t how having a friend feels like. It’s like I’ve been alone in world this whole time.

It’s like I’m gonna be alone for the rest of my life as God and the universe intended on manifesting on me. There’s no one for me, even though I try to find the one. I bet there’s no friends for me out there either even though I try to make some.

I’m about to be depressed for the rest of my life. I might do a suicide attempt and survive it huh.

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FEELINGS #3

I feel lonely, I feel like as if I was suppose to be alone for the rest of my life. It’s very clear I’m nobody’s type and that’s fine. I have all this love and friendship to share but no one seems to want it, but it’s ok. I can get use to it.

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Sometimes I wonder.. if I killed myself would my friends care?

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I’m sorry I’m not beautiful, I’m sorry I’m not extroverted like the rest of the world, I’m sorry I’m not worthy, I’m sorry I’m not gorgeous, I’m sorry that I was ever born, and TO MYSELF..... I’m sorry that I have to look at ugly face that nobody wants every f*cking morning. I’m sorry 😁

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FEELINGS #2

Since I saw suicide trending, I remember that I tried to kill myself on the night of my 21st birthday. The reason why is I didn’t care about my life because I felt like it and i was a waste of god’s creation. But prayer and thinking about what to live keeps me going everytime.

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Black Lives Matter

Last week we reacted with feeling. This week we’re channeling that feeling into fuel for action. 

The ongoing protests against police brutality are not just a response to the unnecessary deaths of a few. They are a response to 401 years of racism. The unequal treatment of BIPOC was built into the blueprint of the United States, and we still see the indirect and direct consequences of that fact. 

Tumblr has a moral obligation to our community to use this platform in a socially responsible manner. Staying silent about our solidarity with the police brutality protests last week was not an option. Simply spreading our message of solidarity without actionable follow-up this week was not an option, either. 

What Tumblr is doing

Diversity and inclusion will remain an ongoing open and honest conversation within our company. This week we have come together as an organization to make sure the necessary conversations are being held. Dialogue is great, but action is needed. 

Hate speech is not allowed on Tumblr. That sort of hateful rhetoric leads to violence. White supremacists, Nazis, and other purveyors of hate can fully fuck off. They are not welcome here. As we promised last month, hate speech will not go unchecked. If you see hate speech, report it to our Trust & Safety team. They will remove all content against our Community Guidelines.  

Tumblr is a platform. The small team of <200 employees behind Tumblr are people. People who are scared, hopeful, angry, sad, and impassioned. People who care. As individuals, many of us are marching, protesting, and donating. We wanted to share some of the places we’ve donated to over the last two weeks in the hopes that you’ll check them out yourselves:

Color of Change demands justice and equality for Black people in the United States.

Black Girls Smile is dedicated to providing young Black women with mental health resources.

Equal Justice Initiative works to end mass incarceration, excessive punishment, and racial inequality. 

Homeless Black Trans Woman Fund provides Black trans women in Atlanta with housing, food, and necessities.  

Our social advocacy team is seeking more activists to do Issue Times on issues that affect the Black community. So often, the best suggestions come from all of you. Let us know who you want to hear from. As always, we will read the reblogs from this post.

Our official Tumblr for all things social advocacy, @action​, will continue to reblog posts from the community on more ways to help support the protests. 

Ways we can all help

Over the years, the Tumblr community has solidified itself as being passionate advocates for social justice. Through your posts, group chats, and messages, you educate yourself and others. If you’re not Black, commit to being a better ally. Listen to the Black community. 

Last week @theblackoutofficial​ collected a nice list of resources here on Tumblr. You can stay further informed by following the Black Lives Matter, BLM, and protests tag.

There is a place for everyone in the Black Lives Matter movement. You may be unable to march or attend rallies, but that doesn’t mean you have to sit on the sidelines. You can pass out water, masks, and hand sanitizer if you can’t march. You can donate to a charity you believe in or give money to your local mutual aid organization. 

Contact your officials to encourage our communities to invest in areas we know can prevent crime before it even happens: youth services, education, adequate housing, trauma services, counseling, and restorative justice programs. You can use these easy pre-filled form emails for a number of cities.

Just yesterday, U.S. House and Senate leaders introduced the Justice in Policing Act of 2020. This legislation may work to hold police accountable for their actions. We’re watching the developments of this closely, and suggest you do, too. Call your senators and call your representatives to support this legislation. 

Are you an artist of any kind? Or do you just like art? There are tons of artists on Tumblr who are doing commission fundraisers for charities that have an impact on Black communities. Considering buying something or starting one yourself. 

Lastly: Vote!  

Vote! Vote! Register to vote! Even if you missed the deadline for upcoming elections, register to vote now so you can participate in the next one. You deserve to have a say in what happens within your community.

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Feelings #1

I remember when I was younger I one of my “relatives” told me to never to wish to die. But here I am wishing everything could end for me. No one needs me, it wouldn‘t make a difference if I wouldn‘t be here in fact I wouldn‘t bother people with my existence. It’s like I keep having these thoughts about “No one likes you”, “You’ll die alone in the future”, “Why are you even born?”, or “You should’ve died in your mother Rabbi”.

Everyday I put a smile on my face like everything is “ok” or whatever. But at the same time, no one knows me here. I have no friends AT ALL. The only person that I talk is my sister, but that’s all I get. I try everyday to keep my spirits up, but it doesn’t work. I even pray to god for some positivity over my life and hoping I have a good day each day, but sometimes I feel the same. Sometimes I feel like he doesn’t answer my prayers.

It’s like why wake up in morning if you don’t want to be alive. What’s the point of waking up if you have no one to talk to. What’s the point of waking up and no one wants to be near you. Life is pointless realizing that the world is better without me. But at the same time, I hope these feelings change for me.😢

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July 29, 2019

I tried to kill myself when I was 16 due to bullying.

I failed.

Today is my 39th birthday.

I’m a bullying survivor.

I want you to be a survivor, too.

Please hold on.

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QUEEN MIX- Nicki Minaj

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