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It’s an extraordinary thing to meet someone who can bear your soul to, who will accept you for what you are. I’ve been waiting for what seems like a very long time to get beyond what I am, and with A, I feel like I can finally begin. So, to the most amazing person I know, my handsome husband, A. No measure of time with you will be long enough, but let’s start with forever.❤️

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Imagine. Allah sent you that woman, as a gift, a test to see how you handle her. The one to heal you, love you, to make you complete, the woman that will take care of you in this corrupted world, who truly cares about your future, not only in this life but the next too, the woman who wants nothing but the best for you, who never gave up on you and in return you broke her. You tear her into pieces, you betrayed those beautiful eyes, you made those eyes that were full of love, cry endlessly. You took advantage of a hand picked rose that was sent to you, so let that fucking sink in.

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I choose to love you in silence,

For in silence I find no rejection.

I choose to love you in loneliness,

For in loneliness no one owns you but me.

I choose to adore you from a distance,

For distance will shield me from pain.

I choose to kiss you in the wind,

For the wind is gentler than my lips.

I choose to hold you in my dreams,

For in my dreams you have no end.

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You were designed to drive me away. I’m not going away. I wait for you. I watch for you. My whole life is you. I can’t breathe because I’m waiting for you. You own me. You control me. I belong to you. You think I don’t wanna be a better woman? You think that I don’t wanna dedicate myself to be with you? I love you. I’m in-love with you. You’re the love of my life. My every feeling is controlled by the look on your face. I can’t breathe without you. I can’t sleep without you. I wait for you. I look after you. I exist for you. If I could escape all of this, I’d run away with you.

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There’s this question that always run around my mind, “What if he falls for someone else?”, The moment you explore things outside, I knew right there and then, situations like that or even more may follow. And if you’d ask me if I’m scared of the thought, no, I was way beyond being scared. But I love you freely and locking you up just for myself is complete selfishness. And I don’t want that. The world has so much to offer and if I let you grab the opportunities, you’ll get what you truly deserve. I know, you’ll do best and I want you to understand that I won’t pull you away from what you want to do with your life. I want to grow independent too. We need to grow apart sometimes. And if letting you grow means walking in temptations, then I’ll take the risk. After all, relationship is about trust. And I trust the love you have for me. I trust that it will always be me over any temptations. If we are meant for each other, destiny will always bring us back together no matter the circumstances may be.

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To the person, I love

You’re the only favorite person in my life

Today, tomorrow, and forever

My heart testifies that you’re in it

My soul testifies that you’re in it

And let my Lord and the world and everything in it testifies that I love you.

لشخص احبه

أنت الوحيد المفضل بحياتي

اليوم، وغداً، وللأبد

فليشهد قلبي إنك فيه

ولتشهد روحي إنك روحي

وليشهد ربي والدنيا وما فيها إني أحبك

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Loving you has exposed me to the world;

My heart is preoccupied, longing for you

When you're absent, none can console me

When you're present, the whole world seems within my grasp.

يا مَن غَدَوتُ بِهِ في الناسِ مُشتَهِراً

قَلبي عَلَيْكَ يُقاسِي الْهَمَّ وَالْفِكَرا

إِن غِبتَ لَم أَلْقَ إِنساناً يُؤَنِّسُني

وَإِن حَضَرتَ فَكُلُّ النَّاسِ قَد حَضَرا

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No one knows the violence it took to become this calm.

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My eyes do not see anything other than your beauty

And nothing else comes to my mind

If I speak, your beauty is in my speech

If I remain silent, it’s you I hold in my thoughts

My love for you is natural without affectation

And the nature in humans does not change

My heart was patient about you and He answered

I will be patient until my eyes catch sight of you.

عيني لغير جمالِكُمْ لا تنظر

وسواكم في خاطري لا يَخْطُرُ

فإذا نطقت ففي حديث جمالكم

وإذا سكَتُ ففيكُمُ أَتَفَكَّرُ

حبي لكمْ طَبْع بغيرِ تَكَلَّف

والطَّبْع في الإنسان لا يَتَغَيَّرُ

صبرت قلبي عنكم فأجابني

لاصَبْرَ لِي حَتَّى يَرَاكُمْ نَاظِرِي

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"Sacrifice involves loss and hardship, but trust provides the foundation for accepting and embracing the outcome. SubhanAllah."

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Oh Allah, I have fallen in love with one of your servants, and I only ask you of one thing…

Ya rabb, forgive all his sins for you are the most merciful.

Guide him closer to you, let him love what you love.

Ya rabb, give him your rizq and barakah.

Give him strength when he needs it most.

Never let the noor on his face nor his smile fade away.

Ya rabb, reunite us in the most beautiful way.

Ya rabb, if he is good for me make him mine. If he is bad for me place good into him and make him mine.

Ya rabb, make this man my naseeb.

Protect him from people who's intentions are not good for him, keep him safe and healthy.

Ya rabb, surround him with righteous people, give him happiness in this dunya and the akhirah.

Ameen🤲🏻🤍

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A Thousand Years 🎹🎼🎶

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"My sorrows are eternal and my nights are sleepless, until Allah takes me to the same home which you are in now."

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My love, you might be far away from my eyes, but you are always present in my heart.

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A without you, I'm alone.

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"Instead of defending those who don’t even protect you, why don’t you fight beside the person who has been fighting for you?"