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We should bring this back

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nobody believes me. nobody sees my pain. well guess what? i can be even worse. i want to be worse.

maybe they’ll see then.

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went down a rabbit hole and followed like 8 different people on shblr lol

too bad i follow from a different blog so most of them will probably never find this one

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TW: the small text is very paranoia based, pease dont read if you struggle with that

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they whisper in the hallway she’s a bad bad girl

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Trauma survivours: *going thrue literal hell*

True crime girls: "So, what they did exactly?... Wow🤩it's awfull😍I feel so🥰 sorry😘 for you"

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I died and no one noticed. I walk around, rotting. You murdered me. I died so many times and no one noticed. Drag myself around, a corpse. You tell me I look pale, that my voice lacks inflection, my face lacks expression, but what do you expect from a walking corpse.

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I don’t think I want to feel better anymore. I just want to skip to the dying part.

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i know we’re both just messing around pretending to be whole but look at me. if the train was coming would you move. if the ground was falling from under your feet would you even notice or would it just be another tuesday for you. if somebody stabbed you could it hurt worse than you already do. what i’m saying is that i love you but i think we both drive over the speed limit when it’s raining. what i’m saying is that i want to hold your hand and i understand about how you sometimes have to sit down in the shower. what i’m saying is that i’m here for you and if the train comes please move.

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i used to hate being by myself

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but will i ever see them?

There are kind people in the world

There are people who would care for you

There are people who would love you without expecting you to suffer for it

There are people who would be your friend. Good friends, who don't want you to hurt

There is more to the world than the cruelty you were force-fed

I promise you

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being like this and living with someone who doesn't understand is so hard.

I always ask her if everything is OK if one of her triggers comes on while we watch something. The other day I had to beg her to turn the TV off and put something else on, to get it off the screen please just put something else on you didn't even want to watch this 5 minutes ago, before she would do it.

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a collection of vent arts.