#cptsd problems

[futureless]

i be in my own head fighting for my life

[billybob-99]

I feel so disgusting and uncomfortable in my own skin I don’t wanna be here

[nothing0fnothing]

being like this and living with someone who doesn't understand is so hard.

[4spooniesupport]

[theinsomniacindian]

"My child is fine-"

Your child is so lonely and emotionally numb that they cope by living in a dream world to the point where they are terrified of living in reality itself

[spacefaringamoeba]

I hate that I'm considered "high functioning". I barely qualify for any "level" of disability in my country and I will never get a disability income. Yes. I'm able to go to work. But I will not be able to hold it for more than a few months before getting burned out and having daily meltdowns. No, having 10 minutes extra work break won't help me. Neither will wearing headphones or carrying fidgets. I'm literally not able to work 40h a week without severe negative consequences... How do i fucking exist in this society!

[shrimpleastha]

Fantasizing about extremely traumatic scenarios bc it doesn't feel like my trauma is enough

[sufferingtosurvive]

It’s not fair!

[mycptsdstory]

To add; "They left out that children aren’t your purpose in life. They shouldn’t give your life meaning. That’s something you should have already had."

Tweets and this comment found on Reddit.

[sage-hazeline]

how do you reconnect to life after being disconnected for so long

[futureless]

i don’t know if i’m fighting demons or if i am the demon at this point

[billybob-99]

Life’s a endless agonizing loop the same awful feelings over and over and over I can’t handle this bullshit I’m done 

[nothing0fnothing]

Family, teachers, friends of my parents, parents of my friends, doctors. ..

I was not secretive about any of what I was going through. I'd been told that if anyone ever hurt me to tell an adult and I did that every single time. I would find an adult I thought could be safe, I'd tell them my experience and I'd wait for it to get better. It never did.

[4spooniesupport]

[enchantingducktheorist]

Used to think that hiding whenever I ate anything and hiding food was normal, turns out it's not normal it's really not normal 😅

[processingabuse]

Sometimes when the overwhelming weight of the abuse is hitting me, I get this thought over and over "why did that have to happen to me, I'm a good person I didn't deserve it" but thats wrong. I try to be a good and kind person, but it really doesn't matter if I'm a good person now or not in this context. I didn't deserve it because I was a child. It doesn't matter what kind of person I grew up to be. I was a kid so I shouldn't have been treated like that, full stop, end of story. It really is that simple.