skinnynerddd

[skinnynerddd]

How long have you been pvrg1ng? How often?

How was your first time pvrg1ng? Do you remember it?What triggered you to do so?

Who else knows about it?

My experience with purging:

Did it for the first time after overeating on rice cakes lol and it took foreverrr

Just gradually got quicker with it, but after I became seriously bulimic my reflex was gone so had to quit for a few months to let it heal

I think I began 1.5 years ago and messed it up about 7 months ago

Now I try to just use it for emergencies

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yearly relapse cycle is still going

recovered summer to bad relapse autumn pipeline

repost if you want to be my moot <3

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i feel like a skinny girly and like a fat whale in the span of 10 minutes🤪

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I have food in my stomach, kill me plz

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i’m still sad, but at least my ribs are visible

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body dysmorphia is through the roof atm

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introduction post <3

age: 19

height: 174 cm

have been actively disordered for 1,5 years except for a few recovery months, but had disordered thoughts off and on already for a few years

a little more mia than ana lately 🥲

thank you guys so much for the notes on my posts 💗

stats below (in kg) 🕯️

hw: 69

cw: 60

lw: 54

gw1: 56

gw2: 52

gw3: 48

ugw: 45

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binging: 😄😁

my thighs are touching again: 🤬🤯😳😣

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no one is going to save you, you have to do it for yourself

(little reminder 4 myself)

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i’m starting to think the seasonal depression isn’t just seasonal

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food guilt got the best of me lol

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breakfast of champions

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breakfast: protein mousse and energy drink

dinner: salad and fries (prgd)

snacks: mints

total: 852

burned: 704

net: 148

wasnt the best eating today but a lot of movement

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i gave myself this disorder but i seem to suck at it

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done with excuses and need to start getting it together

want to start posting wieads and weight updates to keep myself accountable

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relapsing, lol

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recovered body <<