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Its all in your head

If your having a bad day, please read this :)

They say it like a comfort. “It’s all in your head.” As if that makes it less sharp, less hungry. As if a cage made of bone is any less of a prison.

But they don’t hear the static. They don’t feel the rot. They don’t wake up buried beneath thoughts that gnaw like teeth in the walls of your skull.

A battlefield that never goes quiet— landmines where memories should be, and shadows that wear my face. Some days, I am a crime scene with no suspect. Some days, I am both the wound and the weapon.

I laugh in places I shouldn’t. I cry when nothing is wrong. Or maybe— everything is. But it’s invisible, and that makes it worse.

So no, it’s not just in my head. It’s in every choice I don’t make, every breath I have to convince myself to take, every mirror I avoid because I don’t trust what’s staring back.

Don’t call it imaginary. Call it what it is- a quiet apocalypse wearing a calm face.

You are loved, trust and believe, be yourself. Its not all in your head

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Maybe consider doing this poll ^^

Repost, share, I'd love to here all your opinions!

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Describing an emotion when writing a story is either a short 3 word description of, she was happy. Or even stretching to the use of a simile. She was as happy as a little girl on her birthday! Or... a whole paragraph of internal dialogue filled with every emotion you could think of with no direct correlation back to the main idea.

Which type of writer are you?

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Have you ever considered? That every single person remembers you slightly different then the next. From your different interactions with them. No one truly knows you - maybe not even yourself?

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If everyone just sat down in one room, close together, listening, talking, debating, and then discussing their separate issues. What would happen? Chaos, Peace, War, Ceasefire?

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Page one - Chapter one, of my story <3 It's called "Play Dead" because sometimes, pretending is the only way to survive.

I'll let you read the actual story, and if it does well, who knows, maybe I'll post more ... and give context ><

(at 20 notes/likes i'll post the second page <3 if you want to be tagged/pinged when I do post just comment!)

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