#//I had took a break from tumblr

[monstermonger]

Aaa... it's been a while since I talked about The Messenger.... this funny little comic I was working on...

For those curious, I'll have something written up tomorrow about what's up and my finalized plans for it :") I hope you'll like the direction I take.

[secretsimpleness]

Sometimes I want to bring Morrigan but then I remember I play as a face-tanking rogue and I bring Wynne. Warden Cousland, Morrigan, Wynne / Dragon Age Origins (c) Bioware

[hiding-under-the-willow]

Early Markiplier TV staff photo

[marshmallowgoop]

Repostober Day 29 | 29 Years

Detective Conan began its serialization in Shonen Sunday 29 years ago, and it's still going strong!

I think this is the first Cone I ever drew, in December 2012. At the time, I had no idea that several years in the future, this series would become so dear to me—and would introduce me to so many wonderful people!

[rottenappleinthebox]

I once again got infected with fem Jamil thoughts

[kitteqq]

would dopegirl like hatsune miku this has been on my mind for a while

yes. the answer is definitely yes thank u anon. shes on the computer all day im sure she can successfully get those miku concert tickets (that i can never get in time)

[love-kurdt]

well, friends… it’s out.

this is me trying (audiobook): 3

[pallotdip]

self-reflection.

[ljubimaya]

Maybe if I go to sleep now I could have enough energy to write and do other productive stuff tomorrow

[runninguplenorahills]

Lenora you’re back!!!!!💕💞💕💞

How have you been?

Heyyyy✨🌞

I’ve been doing pretty great honestly. I got through my finals and I actually did quite well :)). I didn’t take the biology exam though because holy fuck I can’t even do simple math and we were supposed to do crazy equations, no calculators allowed💀. So yeah, didn’t study at all and woke up in a cold sweat like three days before the exam and quickly set myself on inactive because I would’ve definitely fucking flunked it. But English went great, got one of the best grades out of the entire course for my presentation I was sweating buckets over beforehand, linguistics went well as well and the rest was just pass or fail and fortunately I passed but I’m still waiting on a feedback for my pedagogy portfolio. Speaking of waiting, I spent weeks in February working on my art portfolio and applied for art school and I’m waiting for a response to that, too.

I also finally read “The song of Achilles” but it sadly didn’t earn its place next to my favorites, like, it was actually only three stars for me if I’m really honest. Currently I’m reading “Persuasion” (I’m about half way through) and that books actually pretty great but the first like 80 pages are just like, set up lmao. But after that it quickly gets better!!! I haven’t continued reading in a couple of days though which I should absolutely do soon because the new semester starts in two weeks and then idk how much time I’ll have to read. I’m actually taking British and American literature classes in the new semester which I’m pretty excited about!!!!

Oh boy, I also finally watched s5 of Miraculous and the alternate universe Paris special and the movie and bro, s5 was an absolute dumpster fire…. Actually fucking insane. But the Paris special was kinda entertaining lol, and I can’t lie…. the movie was pretty good. Like… it was honestly great hahahah. I also watched Cars btw! I have watched the first part before but never the rest and then my sister wanted to watch Cars so we did and yeah, Cars is amazing ofc. I also finally watched But I’m a Cheerleader which was all over the okays but it was funny and I loved the ending. I’m trying to remember what else I watched but I don’t remember anything else… hmmm… Oh!! Omg, I watched Christopher Robin and I didn’t not except that movie to be as good as it was. I was in genuine tears over fucking everything and yeah, very enjoyable. I also watched The Sixth Sense which was good, did not see the plot twist coming though, Like, spoiler! I literally remember thinking “oh.. so he survived I guess” when it says “next fall” like a fucking idiot 😭. I don’t think I watched any other movies though.

Wait, I also read the entirety of Jackson’s diary on webtoon and it was a fucking roller coaster.

Other than that I’ve been hanging a lot with my friends, especially those who moved to another city for university. There’s this café we always and in the past two weeks we’ve gone three times and you can borough games to play and we usually play scrabble which is always sm fun!

Oh and holy shit, I turned fucking 20!?!?! Absolutely batshit insane, I cannot believe it.

Also, I just kinda left tumblr very like, impulsively because I had finals coming up and thought it’d be distracting, but also, tumblr tends to suck the life out of me sometimes so I thought taking a break would be worth it either way. After finals where over I then had to work on my art portfolio and I have a huge procrastination problem so I stayed off tumblr because I knew it would make it worse and so I just left and didn’t reply to anyone, which, I’m sorry, I missed you and the other mutuals so much but I also don’t think that many people even noticed that I took a break in the first place. Anyway,I’ll probably dip when Uni starts again as well but I thought it’d be nice to catch up with y’all before that happens.

How have you been doing :))💓💗💓💗💓

[stemms]

I’m having a c!Tommy kin moment and let me just say, I really really miss Dream. I miss everyone but mainly him. Side note, I accidentally referred to my best friend as Tubbo but he knows about my kin stuff so he wasn’t weirded out or anything. Main point is I really miss Dream, he was the best big bro.

I’m sorry to hear you miss your Dream so much, I know exactly how it feels :’) Hopefully, it gets at least a little easier soon! But I’m sure that your big brother misses you too, and he’s definitely looking for you. And besides, you may be separated physically, but not emotionally because your souls are eternally connected, and no force could ever separate you.

Referring to your best friend as Tubbo is valid, and I’m relieved he was understanding about it! Honestly, I did the same thing a few months ago, so you’re not alone,,,

Perhaps, rewatching some exile vods, looking at c!Prime content depicting similar scenarios to your tl, creating your own content or listening to DSMP ambience videos would help? It works for me, so hopefully, it helps you too :)

[ssstars-in-blue]

Hat man~

[hillerska-official]

Okay. Here we are. Lia’s first analysis. This is gonna be kind of all over, ramble-y, part review, part s1 comparison of just like. My thoughts about the season as a whole entity.

So one of the first things I noticed when I opened Tumblr after finishing the season was people saying how different this season felt from the first (so much so that some people didn’t like it). So I’ve been thinking on that a bit and here’s what I think it is: the ending of season 1 set this season up to be significantly more focused - there’s one distinct set of problems, characters, and relationships that we as returning viewers already know about, with an emphasis on problems. So especially with Wille and Simon, we end up with a lot less fluff and more action. In short (and of course not totally, but overall), season 1 was about finding out what you want, and season 2 was about going after that thing. There was less cute and more angst because, whereas most of what happened in season 1 was new, season 2 starts off most of the characters, especially Wille and Simon, in a very bad place, and over the course of the season they work their way out of that, while in season 1 they were working themselves into it.

Overall I think the season was a lot more emotionally heavy than the first, not because it was necessarily ‘darker’ than season 1 in any specific aspect, but because the angst was so much more drawn out. Even a lot of the fluff we got carried a touch of angst because Wille and Simon had not yet sorted themselves out. Basically I think like. The first watch was hard to get through, not because I didn’t like it, I did, but because there was so little reprieve from the sad parts. The stuff with Marcus is hard to get through on first watch because you don’t know how the season ends yet, and there’s a little fear building up inside your chest the whole time. It’s just like 4-ish hours of constant angst and that is really draining when you don’t have a happy ending tag at the top of a fic.

All in all I did really like season 2, I thought it was beautifully done, the actors all killed it (are we surprised) and I liked where they took the story, even when I had to pause it to lie down and do deep breathing (which is a real thing I did several times throughout the 7-ish hours total it took me from start to finish). The hints and metaphors and lighting and self-reflection throughout was awesome, and I’m super excited for the chance to rewatch it and do some more analysis now that I feel I’ve emotionally recovered from experiencing that a first time.

[willowfey]

a year and one day ago, one of my favourite people in the world, my kindred spirit, my uncle chris, died of a heart attack. he was a kind sensitive gay man who loved to read and travel and make people laugh and wake you up in the middle of the night to go out for ice cream if he was lonely. he had a peculiar interest in clowns and circuses and trains. he loved dogs more than people and people more than anything else in the world. i never got the chance to talk to him about being autistic but i’m almost 99% sure he was.

i couldn’t say anything about him on the day because i was absolutely inconsolable. i sat on the shower floor until it went cold and sobbed for hours so hard i threw up and then didn’t speak the rest of the day. and then, late at night, i went out for ice cream and was served by an old queen covered in pride pins who was around his age, and he reminded me of him, and it helped a microscopic amount. my mom told him we lost our uncle and he looked at me and i wanted to tell him “you remind me of him” because i know he would’ve understood, but i couldn’t make any words come out, so we just looked at each other a moment. i don’t remember anything else about that night. except that it rained really hard for a long time. i still go there for ice cream occasionally and he serves us every single time and he talks as if we’re good friends, even though i never do much of the talking.

anyway. i went back to look at his obituary today and it feels like it just happened. or like it didn’t happen at all. idk. but the thing that’s getting me the most is i’m looking through his photo gallery and there’s pictures of him in his teens and 20s and like….. we would’ve been friends. i just know we would have. despite how quiet i was in school, despite how quiet HE was in school, he would’ve seen me one day and said smth to make me smile like he always did and we would’ve been best friends from then on. but i was born 30 years too late and instead of befriending me first he befriended my grandmother and mother, and instead of going to school with him every day he called me nearly every day to do animal impressions. mr. cow says hello. mr. sheep says good morning. mr. horse is passing the phone to silly chris now. we grew up calling him silly chris. that was just his name. one word. sillychris.

idk where i’m going with this post but i just wanted the world to know that i miss him, and that when my nephew is finally big enough to use the phone he’ll have to speak to my secretary mrs. horse

[longroadstonowhere]

proserpine-in-phases hat auf deinen Eintrag geantwortet

Holy shit el goonish shive is still going?

hell yeah it is - the story even makes sense still!

(possibly for given values of sense? i can follow it pretty easily but i have been reading it for a solid fifteen years or so and periodically do a reread, so, you know, it’s conceivable that the story is not as easy to follow as i think of it)

[voidwaren]

you are truly one of the best writers I have known on ao3. The way you write is so special and descriptive to the point that I can imagine everything up in my head. Your writing is truly amazing. I’ve got trouble reading sometimes cause the words get all mumble jumbly to me and I lose interest very quickly (I have such a low attention span 🥲) but god your fanfics always keep me hooked on so fukin much. I am so so excited to see where Champagne Problems goes and even if it does take a while to update each time I will still wait with so much love towards the next chapter.

I am so excited where this will go and I know for a fact it’ll be as amazing as Warren is Strange and Whale song were. 🤘❤️

damn anon, I almost want to keep this in my inbox longer so I can just keep pulling it up and inflating my ego to insufferable proportions. being able to keep someone's attention when they have reading troubles is, like, BIG BIG compliment to me bc I also have trouble and my bar for good writing is "does it keep my attention?"

thank you so much for coming by and dropping an ask to let me know all this, I know I'm a broken record but I seriously do appreciate it when you guys come talk to me.

and thank you for the support, too! and for the faith, that's huge! (especially since CP is literally a filthy mess of scenes and confusion right now. but also so was Whale Song and we got there in the end, SO.)

ilu anon ❤️