#{ c: dorcas meadowes ;; }

[arggghhhsstuff]

Here's your reminder that straight up trashing on lily evans because you prefer james in a mlm relationship is Not Okay and deeply rooted in misogynity. She is a fictional character whose only action was to protect her son with her life. She did nothing wrong; she just saved her son by loving him. That's literally it. That's all we know about her. That and the description made by remus later in the books: a loving and kind woman. Now if you don't like her character, that's fine, I don't care. I don't necessarily agree with you but I won't come at you either. But don't you dare shit on her just bc she's a woman getting 'in the way' or your favorite mlm ship because that's fucked up on so many levels. And don't get mad at people calling out your behavior, because it is misogynistic.

I think many people in the fandom aren't ready for this conversation, but it has to be said: This fandom is deeply, deeply misogynistic. It has a problem with female characters, not matter the era we're talking about. They are ignored, underestimated, left out in favour of male characters. It's not a mistake or an oversight: it's decision, a choice made by writers and artists to not focus on the girls.

Like, do you know how hard it is to find a fanfiction where a woman is the main character? And it's even worse if she's in a wlw relationship. I don't think i've ever read a 'marylily raising harry' fic, when we have dozens of fics where harry is raised by wolfstar or jegulus. No hate against those, they're great, but come on. Don't tell me you don't see a pattern here. It's the same as everywhere else: people just don't care about the girls. It's exhausting. It's fucking exhausting and I'm sick of seeing the same bullshit over and over again. Like. I am a queer teenage girl. I would like, too, to see myself represented by and in a fandom constituted (mostly) of queer individuals, just like me.

But no. It's like the world is not aware of the existence of lesbians. They exist! They are very much a real thing and would like fics where they are represented, for fuck's sake. The worst part is that I'm not even surprised; angry, yes, and disappointed, but bot surprised. It happens every time.

[sleepershell]

Some General Marauders Era Headcanons

NOT canon compliant (I don’t care about jk shitface’s canon lol)

Regulus Black (the main character as far as I’m concerned)

~ French, I mean cmon the Black family motto is toujours pur for gods sake. He absolutely speaks French. Other than that, they can be traced to German (Walburga’s side) and English heritage.

~cis bi boy (sapiosexual?)

~ c-ptsd, depression

~ messy curly medium-length hair, long nimble fingers, one of those people with a few lovely moles in choice locations, slutty waist, angular jaw, kind of set in eyes, not tall but a bit taller than Sirius

~ most dogs freak him out (lol oof)

Sirius Black

~ french (& English, German) ofc.

~ amab queer, omnisexual mlm

~c-ptsd, adhd

~ wavy long black hair, also a slutty waist, not very tall, squinty eyes, latently a little muscular

~ big believer in a leather jacket

James Potter

~ I stan desi Potter. But also love the idea of Euphemia being Greek per her name so Jamie boy is part Greek and part Pakistani on Fleamont’s side. He only speaks English but has some terms and things from both Greek and Hindi.

~ cis bi guy

~adhd

~ needs glasses ofc, I imagine he’s super nearsighted.

~ super messy hair, lean and muscular, medium tall

~ red converse wearer

Remus Lupin

~ Welsh, English, and Portuguese. He speaks only English.

~ amab, queer, demisexual?

~ anxiety

~ chronic pain from wolf injuries

~ scarred all over, light brown hair, tan, he’s the tallest, skinny but not lacking muscle, limps sometimes and often needs to stretch his sore muscles, hairy!!

~ always wearing a sweater

Peter Pettigrew

~ English & German. Speaks English.

~ cis, bi

~ anxiety, definitely does self-soothing movements

~ fat !! no skinny wormtail in this house, wavy blonde hair, the cutest cheeks known to man, callouses on his hands and no one can figure out why

~ asthma

~ loves naps

Pandora Rosier

~ Another family who absolutely must be fluent French speakers. So I think they have some Afro-Caribbean on one side and the other is very much originally French. Speaks English and French.

~ cis fem, pansexual, demiromantic

~ autistic

~ hair is super light blonde and looooong in dreads, light blue eyes, brown skin, quite tall and thin, all her features are super delicate and lithe, she’s kind of otherworldly tbh but she certainly doesn’t act so she’s got quite the mad scientist competitive streak

~ amazing at charms

Evan Rosier

~ Afro-Caribbean, French, English. Speaks English and French.

~ he/they, omnisexual (and by that I mean he fucks everyone ha-hey)

~ super light blonde hair either cropped or in a protective style, brown skin, light brown eyes, braces, dead average build, but still suave af don’t be mistaken everyone wants this kid, not hairy

Lily Evans

~ English and Scottish, speaks English.

~ cis gal, questioning but likely demisexual

~ fat!!, straight-ish red hair ofc, freckles, green eyes, cute small chubby hands, radiant smile

Barty Crouch Jr.

~ English, speaks English and all curse words in every language he could get people to teach them in.

~ queer amab bisexual

~ I won’t begin to try to dissect the workings of Barry’s brain but depression could be a start

~ eidetic memory

~ needs reading glasses? but like most of the time they’re not on him or they’re broken. so he just like uses his crazy big brain to just remember stuff or else he mostly never reads outside of studying times

~ brown hair but whenever he gets the chance he buzzes or dyes it green for fun, stick and pokes and self done piercings, tall but not Remus tall, lean muscular, hairy ass legs

Dorcas Meadowes

~ Ethiopian and English. Speaks English.

~ cis girl, sapphic

~ dark skin, black hair often in long braids, dark eyes, athletic curvy build, long fingers

~ literally prodigy herbologist, also amazing at potions and divination

Marlene McKinnon

~ Filipino!!!!!!!!!!!! speaks English and Filipino (maybe some of another regional language of the Philippines).

~ cis girl, sapphic

~ adhd, depression

~ lactose intolerant

~ short queen, freckles, dyed blonde but def experiments with color and cut, usually straight or a little wavy, muscular but it doesn’t really show she just seems kinda thin, some stick and pokes, several ear piercings

~ wears red cowboy boots, studded belts, low rise, cut up t shirts, hats

Mary Macdonald

~ Brazilian on one side and South African & English on the other. Speaks English and Portuguese.

~ cis girl, bisexual

~ ehler’s danlos syndrome

~ wears her dark hair natural curly, curvy, average height, belly button pierced, huge gorgeous smile, adorable button nose

lol

Severus Snape

~English and Polish. Speaks English.

~ cis, hetero

~ depression, anxiety

~ straight long black hair, pale, Remus tall, fairly average weight, dark eyes, strong nose

~wears mostly black

~ amazing at potions

[enbysiriusblack]

heathers au!

marlene as veronica, dorcas as j.d, mary as heather c, emmeline as heather d, lily as heather m (but emmeline and lily have had their colours swapped because lily looks better in green but acts more like heather m and vice versa with emmeline)

marlene getting initiated into the popular/mean group when new student, dorcas meadowes, arrives. begin: literally the plot of heathers. but at the end, marlene and dorcas stay together and don't blow up the school, they just run away together and commit crimes on the road that isn't killing/blowing up marlene's best friends. its killing other people and blowing up other things.

tried to give them a very 80s vibe,, since heathers is the 80s

picrew link

[little-mary-marauders]

My thoughts on characters I remembered in math class.

Regulus Black: Aka the better Black. Pandora Lovegood: PLEASE PLEASE MOMMY. Barty Crouch JR: Fruity asf. Evan Rosier: Lowkey manipulative sometimes (I WAS MAD AT HIM BCZ OF A FICT) James Potter: LOML,HUSBAND. Sirius Black: B for leaving reg but aesthetic>>> Remus (moony) Lupin: Moony>>> Entire Marauders/HP Universe. Peter Pettingrew: Young Peter>>> Older Peter Marlene McKinnon: She can do whatever she wants to me. Run me over and I'll apologize for being in the way. Mary Macdonald: Cute asf. Lily Evans: Sometimes my girl needs to calm down. (IDK OKAY SHES THE LOML MATH CLASS FUCKS ME UP) Alice Prewitt: Older sis Frank Longbottom: ILY, Older brother. Dorcas Meadows: Ur hand in marriage darling. Harry Potter: Child of Reg and Jamie, Lily = Surrogate mother. Also fuck head for naming his son that. Ron Weasley: Stfu not everything has to be abt u, ily tho. Hermione Granger: Remus 2.0 Ginny Weasley: BAMF AKA Dorcas Meadows reincarnate. Bellatrix Black/Lestrange: Someone save her from the Rudolph the red nose deer wannabe. Narcissa Black/Malfoy: Deserved love. Andromeda Black/Tonks: Slayed when she ran. W*llb*rga Black (burnt burger): The devil doesn't even like you. Or*on Black: Hell won't accept your sorry ass. L*c*us Malfoy: I hope you rot in hell, if satan lets you in. Avery: Bitch. Mulicber: Mother Fucker. Snivellus: Needs to wash his hair. Draco Malfoy: Needs to stop saying "My father will-" Mathew Riddle: Hot. Blaise Zabini: Eh, nice, depends tho. Crabbe: Idk, stupid and somehow turned black. Goyle: Idiot. Theodore Nott: Cute, Hot, Rich, Daddy issues. Pansy: Dora the explorer wannabe. Albus Severus Potter: Deserves a better father.

[your-favourite-space-girl]

♡Heart Shaped Sun Glasses♡ ♡pt 1♡

♡Book fair♡

Key words: Y/N-you're name L/N-Last name H/C-Hair color H/L-Hair length B/N-Book name

Paring: Damian Wayne x !fem!reader

Summary: Ever since Damian transferred too Gotham Academy there was this girl who always had the same classes as Damian named Y/N L/N

Song Inspired by:

♡Heart Shaped Sun Glasses♡

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Ever since Damian transferred too Gotham Academy there was this girl who always had the same classes as Damian named Y/N L/N, Y/N would always wear these Heart sun glasses on her head, Y/N was always sweet, caring and kind, mostly everyone in their class is friends with her, Damian had confusing feelings for Y/N, he would always get annoyed when she sat next to him but in the same time, he didn't mind it

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It was Saturday, 7:05 A.M, Heavy rain was pouring as Damian, Bruce and Tim ate their breakfast, Damian didn't really like Saturday's because Jason and Dick visits on Saturday, and there isn't any school on Saturday, so Damian wasn't able to see Y/N, Damian ate his cereal while watching the heavy rain pour

"Damian, are you even listening too me?" Bruce asked as Damian snapped back to reality

"I am sorry Father, please repeat" Damian said softly while staring at his cereal as Bruce sighed

"You're school said there will be a book fair next Saturday, they were asking if you would like to join" Bruce said while drinking his coffee as Tim fell asleep on the table

"Hmm, depends on who will join the book fair" Says Damian while taking a bite of his cereal

Bruce sighed "Brooklyn Bay, Maya May, David Yearwood, Lucy Willow,Marcus Baker, Dorcas Meadows-"

Damian huffed while listening to all the names

"-Y/N L/N" Bruce said as Damian stared at Bruce as his cheeks start to heat up as his eyes slightly widen

"That's all the people, so, would you like to join Damian?" Bruce asked while reading his news paper

"Y-yes, Father, I'd like to join, thank you" Damian said softly while staring at his cereal. After Damian finished his cereal he went up to his room as he closed the door and face-timed Jon Kent

"Oh, Hey Damian!" Jon greeted through the phone

"Hello, Jon do you have any experience with girls?" Damian asked

"well, no sorry..... But maybe Jason or Dick could help you with that" Jon stated as Damian softly nodded

"Okay, thank you, see you soon Jon" Damian said softly while hanging up and went downstairs to find Jason and Dick

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Time Skip: Damian found both Jason and Dick in the living room of the Wayne Manor

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As Damian walked into the living room Dick and Jason stared at him

"oh, hey Dames!" Dick said happily "Do you need something?" Jason asked "I need some advice, Jon said i should ask you guys" Damian said coldly while taking a seat on the couch

"Advice for what?" Dick asked as Damian's face start to heat up from embarrassment not wanting to admit

".... G-Girl Advice" Damian mumbled as Dick's eyes widen and Jason smirked "Uhm, sure, what about?" Dick asked "there's this girl, i like but i don't know how to tell her.... And every time she sits next to me i push her away, but she stills hangs out with me.... And I'm planning to ask her out next Saturday, at the book fair" Damian said softly

"Book fair?, that's a pretty boring place to ask a girl out" Jason said as Damian glared at him

"Y/N likes books, that's why I'm going to the book fair next Saturday, Father said she'll be there" Damian said coldly "speaking of Bruce, does Bruce know you have a crush?" Dick asked "W-well, no... Not yet" Damian mumbled "wait, how old are you again?" Jason asked as Damian sighed "I'm fifteen, Y/N is also fifteen, but I'm five months older then her" Damian said while Dick softly nodded "Okay" "That's a bit specific" said Jason

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Time Skip (because i have no real advice on how to ask someone out) : at the book fair

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As Damian searched for Y/N in the book fair, but failed until... He saw a girl with H/L, H/C wearing heart sun glasses as Damian's face start to lit up and Damian starts to walk up to Y/N

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"H-hey, Y/N" Damian said softly while walking up to Y/N as Y/N softly smiled at him "oh, Hey Damian" Y/N said while getting a book and reading it "w-what are you reading?" Damian asked while staring at the book "I'm reading B/N, it's really good" Y/N said softly "oh, cool..... Can i ask you a question?" Damian asked "uhm, sure, what is it about?" Y/N asked curiously as Damian's face start to heat up "uhm....are you free next Friday?" Damian asked softly while trying to hide the blush on his face "yeah, i think so, why?" Y/N asked confused "well, there's this new cafe that just opened..... I was wondering if you'd like to go to the cafe, with me" Damian mumbled as Y/N slightly blushed "L-like a date?" Y/N asked while blushing "Y-yeah, like a date" Damian mumbled while blushing as Y/N smiled "sure, I'd love to go with you" Y/N said softly while putting the book on a shelf "R-Really?" Damian said softly slightly shocked "sure!.... I'll see you Next Friday?" Y/N softly said "uhm, yeah sure see you next Friday" Damian mumbled as Y/N left......

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Hiiiii, there will be a part two, where Y/N and Damian goes to the cafe but I'm currently working on other of my drafts so it might take long

[multishipperofgaydeadwizards]

Ok so you who needs to become a thing? Dorcas and Mary. And here are my selling points.

[quick question, is it just me who makes an insane amount of correlation between the colour lavendar and Dorcas? Like idk it just makes sense somehow. Ykwim?]

1) Their shipname would be something like:

A. lavendarhaze (cause prev point + Mary canonically has a hazy memory of her past. It makes no sense now that I'm typing this out but I swear it works)

B. or lavendarsea (from the research we did on Mary's name yesternight)

C. or OR ✨️Femmefatale✨️ (cause, hear me out on this, I can't think of a more femme person in our fandom than Mary and plus who can be more fatale than Dorcas "Voldy had to kill me personally" Meadows? Is it obvious that I am extremely sleep deprived rn?

D. Realizing her name has Meadows has now given me the option: SeasMeadows. (Can we please have an assessment of all these options please I need your thoughts.)

2) They would both love gossiping and they'll already be besties because of it. And then one day they're sitting together and Mary sees her laugh and in her head she is like oh and abruptly says "I like you." And Dorcas is like thrown back for a second but then she smiles slowly "I like you too." And that's that they now go on dates and they're a couple. Is that too boring? I feel like I'm always going to the oblivious sapphics trope. I mean I love it but... ykwim?

3. Their dates would be like picnics by the Great Lake watching the sunset and cute coffee dates and going on walks and making gift baskets for each other and stuff like that. Wowie is my brain so dry rn

4. They are lipsticks stains and written letters and heart emojies in texts and blue hour and rose bouquets and wine glasses with left over rosé and out of breathe giggles and crossed ankles below the table and origami swans for each other and late night phone calls and goodbyes in sticky notes on the fridge door.

5. I just think they're nice. : )

And I am extremely tired I shall go sleep and be back in an hour or so. Gn<3

Also random af but lemongrass as a shipname for Moontail? No I did not stare at a bottle of lemongrass sticks and think it'll make neat shipname whaddoyoumean

yes!!! dorcas and mary belong together. they would be so amazing together omg

and yes, I also associate purple with dorcas. it just fits her idk

1) all the ship names you picked out are incredible. jaw-droppingly beautiful is what they are.

lavenderhaze is the cutest thing I have heared in a while

lavendersea is cute too

femmefatale? so true. slay

seameadows???? omfg that's so pretty. can't compare to lavenderhaze though

moral of the story? I'm in love with lavenderhaze. I literally love that ship name sm and I have no decided that that's officially their name

2) there is never too much oblivious sapphics. there isn't at all ever. but omggggg the idea os mary just looking at dorcas one day and being like. "oh. that's what this is." is adorable and dorcas just being like: "yeah me too." is so perfect. geodbsob I love them sm

3) yessss. one of their favorite activities is making fun of their friends for being oblivious idiots

4)&-*@;@[@;@[- YESSS THEY SO ARE OMGG

5) they are nice. the nicest actually :)

lemongrass for moontail??? osnsiebo yess please! it's adorable I love it :)

gn <33

[broomsticks]

hp fandom stats: fanon vs canon (reanalysis)

redone version of this post - canon count numbers were incomplete and inaccurate so i got out the ebooks and did my own count

important caveat: these are limited "what are people writing?" stats that just count number of fanworks, and say nothing about a) how long these fanworks are, b) how large a part the character plays in the fanwork, c) how the character is portrayed in the work, or d) anything at all about how popular these fanworks are with readers!

worst performers: Professor Tofty, Bob Ogden, Frank Bryce, Grawp, Gregorovitch, and Ludo Bagman had fewer fanworks on AO3 than times they were mentioned in canon.

otoh, top overperformers: Daphne Greengrass (>7600), Dorcas Meadowes (>9700), Scorpius Malfoy (>11200), Marlene McKinnon (>13200), and Theodore Nott (>16000) had that many fanworks from one single 7-book-canon mention. Euphemia and Fleamont Potter (>3000 works), Pandora Lovegood and Orion Black (>4000), and Astoria Greengrass (>6900) were not mentioned by name in the 7 books at all.

honestly i would say that from a brief glance, it doesn't seem obvious to me that canonically female characters or (canonically, extracanonically, or fanonically) POC characters are more or less commonly written about than their counterparts. with some exceptions, they're not exceptionally popular, but they're not noticeably less popular either.

the two (subjective) observations i would make are:

characters about whom we know more (has canon ship, or especially family) are written about more, whereas characters about whom we know less (unknown Hogwarts house) are written about less -- even accounting for their fewer canon mentions.

Nonhumans [non-exhaustive list: Fawkes, Fang, Hedwig, Crookshanks, Kreacher, Dobby, Winky, Peeves, Griphook, Grawp, Firenze and Bane, the Baron, Nick and Binns, the Fat Lady, also Nagini, Norbert and Aragog] were the one group that stood out to me as being written (or at least tagged) less than average. if anything, HP AO3 fandom has a pro-human bias 😂

a zoom-in of just the top bunch:

and the mid-range:

might do some stats next on how often--and how widely--they're shipped, but that will probably be a while coming because those can't really be done quickly. the ship/watch tool is the best i've found for getting all the top ships for a certain character (but it hasn't been updated since end 2021).

[centuriesrpg]

PERSONAJES CANON

Actualización personajes canon:

A

Avery, Richard

B

Longbottom, Alice

Black, Arcturus

Black, Alphard

Black, Andrómeda

Black, Bellatrix

Black, Cassiopea

Black, Cygnus

Black, Druella

Black, Marius

Black, Narcissa

Black, Orion

Black, Pollux

Black, Regulus

Black, Sirius

Black, Walburga

Bones, Amelia

Bones, Edgar

Burke, Caractacus

C

Carrow, Amycus

Crouch, Caspar

Crouch, Charis

Crouch, Bartemius

D

Diggory, Amos

Digle, Dedalus

Doge, Elphias

Dolohov, Antonin

Dumbledore, Albus

Dumbledore, Aberforth

E

Evans, Lily

Evans, Petunia

F

Fenwick, Benji

Figg, Arabella

Fletcher, Mundungus

Flitwick, Filius

G

Greengrass, Gareth

Greengrass, Keith

H

Hagrid, Rubeus

Hooch, Rolanda

K

Karkarov, Igor

L

Lestrange, Rabastan

Lestrange, Rodolphus

Lupin, Remus

Longbottom, Frank

Lovegood, Pandora

Lovegood Xenophilius

M

Malfoy, Lucius

McDonald, Mary

McGonagall, Minerva

McKinnon, Marlene

Meadowes, Dorcas

Minchum, Harold

Moody, Alastor

O

Ollivander, Garrick

P

Pettigrew, Peter

Prewett, Fabian

Prewett, Gideon

Prewett, Lancelot

Prewett, Mafalda

Prewett, Muriel

Podmore, Sturgis

Pomfrey, Poppy

Potter, James

Q

Quirrell, Quirinus

R

Riddle, Tom

Rosier, Evan

S

Shacklebolt, Kingsley

Sinistra, Aurora

Slughorn, Horace

Snape, Severus

Sprout, Pomona

T

Trelawney, Sybill

V

Vance, Emmeline

Vector, Septima

W

Weasley, Arthur

Weasley, Molly

Y

Yaxley, Corban

[evadwrites]

wishing on broken stars

c h a p t e r 1 | | c h a p t e r 2

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❝ And maybe, if Narcissa was brave like Andromeda or fearless like Bella, something would have happened sooner; maybe, Dorcas would have made her burn brighter in all the years before instead of burning her out on their last night. The world was full of maybes, and Dorcas Meadowes was Narcissa’s biggest one. ❞

—

written as a late bday present for @siriusly-sapphic &lt;3

[purple-ishere]

Moodboard: muses + other characters

Dorcas and Augustus as Allison and Scott ― You’re my anchor

[affects]

i’m begging for footnotes in the sidenotes of your life.

tolerate it, taylor swift

[futuristiclover-x]

lulu’s birthday edit ; our pairings + LdR songs (part 7.)

don’t make me sad, don’t make me cry, sometimes love is not enough, and the road gets tough i don’t know why.

[jemcarstzirs]

‘i thought you were dead, but you’re not and i can’t believe it’ sex (blawes)

nsfw starters; fifty reasons to have sex.

O sufoco fazia com que a respiração de Dorcas, geralmente comedida, se tornar ruidosa. A urgência, a dor era capaz de machucá-la de uma forma que, geralmente, jamais deixaria mostrar: forte, geralmente resiliente e muito, muito fria em questões de tristeza, o rosto bonito da latina mostrava desespero. Mas desespero real, porque era Regulus ali, parado. Seu Regulus. Com os fios escuros, os olhos tão azulíneos, as roupas molhadas, o rosto desolado. O medo aparente. Ele sempre foi tão corajoso, tão destemido, que ver aquela expressão adornar as delicadas feições de seu rapaz robusto era de fazê-la tremular. “Corazón…” Seu chamamento foi baixinho, soprado, correndo até ele porque, por agora, nada importava.

Nem ninguém. Nem os planos. Nem os vilões, ou mocinhos, o que fosse. Nada importava senão Regulus.

Sua primeira reação foi simplesmente colar as bocas, os corpos, umedecendo o tecido amassado de seu vestido com a água que o esfriava. Naturalmente aquecida da cabeça aos pés, seus braços envolveram os ombros largos, as mãos elegantes e os dedos longilíneos, os cabelos escuros, enroscando-se ali. E mesmo alta, Meadowes estava na ponta dos pés, tentando encostar cada pedacinho de si no caçula. “Corazón, corazón…” Repetia de novo e de novo, movendo sua boca na dele e redescobrindo o gosto gélido que inundava seus sentidos com vontade, com um desejo que vinha mascarado pelo medo.

Não queria se desprender, é claro, mas precisava, porque aquelas roupas a incomodavam e a sufocava, mas não era essa sua preocupação. “Déjame quitarme esto, baby-” As frases na língua materna vinham em entremeio de respirações altas, do farfalhar das roupas que deixavam os corpos, do retirar incessante de blusas, casacos e, por fim, da calça colada ao corpo dele, que Dorcas tremia para retirar. O nervosismo era tanto que ela até estava vestida, mexendo somente nele, sem conseguir ouvir se tinha hesitações ou qualquer coisa vinda de Regulus. Quando levantou os olhos, porém, depois de desabotoar e abaixar o zíper dele, foi de encontro com aquelas orbes tão azuis.

E parou.

Seu coração apertado não conseguiu aguentar a visão dele ali. Vivo. Machucado, assustado, mas vivo, em seus braços. Um soluço rasgou sua garganta e a cabeça da Meadowes girava. “You’re alive…” O som de seu sussurro era cortante. Triste, mas aliviado, com tons de choro que geralmente não atingiam sequer uma frase do vocabulário da latina. “You’re alive, alive, here with me, alive-” O mantra era tão baixinho que suas mãos voltaram para o rosto dele, adornando o maxilar marcado, acariciando aquela porção dele pele alva. 

Pela primeira vez, não precisou mandar. Sequer queria, ou conseguia mandar, ordenar o que fosse, porque o Black entendeu. A necessidade, o desespero. Foi por isso que sequer piscou quando sentiu a roupa íntima deixar seu corpo, a calcinha melada pelos beijos correspondidos de antes que, mesmo assim, conseguiam incendiar seu corpo. Era uma reação que só ele conseguia arrancar, ninguém mais, e o medo de nunca mais sentir o frio na barriga e a sensação adolescente de amar era aterrorizante para a Meadowes. “Please.” Aquela palavrinha era tão, mas tão rara, que mostrava o quão vulnerável a auror estava. 

Quando menos percebeu, suas pernas longas envolviam a cintura desnuda do mais novo, que segurava com força suas coxas torneadas para apoio. Em momento algum, nem mesmo quando sentiu o deslizar característico que a fez arfar, deixou de olhá-lo. Tinha lágrimas em seus olhos, ardendo aquelas orbes castanhas que há dias tinha perdido seu brilho. Entretanto, sua boca estava descolada, porque queria que ele a ouvisse, que percebesse que estava ali também. “My heart, mi corazón-” Agarrou os fios escuros, trazendo-o mais perto ao colar as testas, seu corpo arrepiava com as estocadas que não eram fortes; eram rítmicas, lentas, compassadas. Com saudade.

Com reafirmação.

Pelas paredes da sala, de onde sequer deixaram desde quando Regulus apareceu, o som de um dócil gemido reverberou pelas ondas de prazer, sem conseguir segurá-lo. Suas costas estavam presas contra uma parede gélida, mas Meadowes tentava ao máximo colar os troncos, mesmo o seu vestido, para que pudesse senti-lo. “Regulus…” Seu último suspiro antes de sentir o corpo tremular de prazer veio com um lento cerrar de seus olhos, porque tinha medo de fechá-los completamente e senti-lo ir embora. Mas não. Ele continuava ali, vivo, em seus braços que o enlaçava, e Dorcas não deixaria ele ir embora nunca mais.

[psycomars]

cool for the summer :: flashback

A batida da música correspondia aos movimentos da morena na pista de dança. Era uma das primeiras festas da faculdade e Ivy não tinha nenhuma reserva se não aproveitar o momento. Muito melhor não pensar do que viria no dia seguinte, mas naquele momento não existia arrependimentos ou até mesmo limites para ela. Mars era um espírito livre afinal, e somente quando as obrigações começassem a pesar ela mudaria de postura. A Ivy de agora? Parecia um tanto inconsequente com os atos dela para algumas pessoas. Para ela? Alguns copos de bebida não machucam desde que ela conhecesse o próprio limite.

Naquele momento os olhos azuis ficaram fixados em outra coisa, melhor dizendo, em alguém. Conhecia a loira, ao menos sabia que também era da ZBZ e que o nome era Dorcas, pois tinha ouvido alguém falando o nome dela. Mas essa não era a informação mais importante sobre a loira em questão, nem mesmo o que tinha chamado atenção de Mars. E sim os movimentos dela com a música conhecida. Isso e o sorriso estampado no rosto da mesma enquanto dançava tão envolvente. O que fez a morena involuntariamente sorrir de volta quando a loira olhou para a direção de Ivy.

[omg-dorcasmeadowes]

of tidbits and of information

Location: Owl Post Availability: CLOSED solo para

There was a chance that Dorcas went into the Order to have a purpose, however strong of a chance that was correct it remained that Doe knew that certainly wasn’t the reason why she had stayed. Sorting through mail, her eyes skimming the handwriting of many and looking for a few names that were more familiar than almost anyone else in her life? Well, this certainly was her life now days. The pub was different, more lively and full of people that wanted to just forget for a few long hours, but the owl post was almost calm. It had been months since anything of consequence had come across her desk, although apparently Malfoy’s dog had puppies and Narcissa’s mother had claimed one as her own despite the disagreement it caused. 

Still, Dorcas was needing something more and either she was missing the code or the Death Eaters had gone about as under ground as the Order seemingly had. Well, this branch of the Order, apparently. Glenda’s message was still resonating in her mind; short, fragmented clips on an almost constant repeat as she struggled to focus in front of her more than once before one of the other clerks bumped her to jolt her to the present, handing her another bag of letters before sauntering off.

It almost, barely, didn’t register to Dorcas when she’d stumbled across Rodolphus Lestrange’s name scribbled on the front, waving her want out of habit to unseal before her breath was caught in her throat. Order members... in Ottery St. Catchpole? Dorcas didn’t know where everyone was sent, but she hadn’t heard that name be tossed around Godric’s Hollow and her heart raced for a few moments, scribbling out the details on a spare bit of parchment before resealing the wax and handing the original off to one of the owls, pausing to pet it’s feathers for a few moments.

Merlin... this at least might be a little something that would have some movement forward instead of a standstill. She just needed to meet with Arabella -- this certainly did not need to be transported by owl this time.

[padfoothearts]

He was going to kill her. It was what he had thought a few days ago when he had found himself with a huge fever. He had known immediately who had done this to him, and exactly how, and it was exactly why he went to see Dorcas at this moment. “You won this battle, Meadowes.” He stated as he got closer to her face at this moment. “But my revenge will be terrible. You’ve just put a stop to the whole child play now. How did you even get your hand on fever fudge here?”

@heartcndsoul​ (Dorcas Meadowes)