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#‘It’s about time you faced reality’ OH THATS LOADED
clownsnake · 1 month
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OOOH HES YELLING
(Spoilers for Orv in the tags, bc I’m commentating now I guess)
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novieight · 2 years
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"Blushing faces covered in pink! Rushing bombs, exploding ink!"
"Faces blush, a rush of ink! Bombs explode, no time to think!"
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hi everyone!! im finally making a masterpost or intro post whatever you call it!!! so first im gonna tell about myself i guess lmao im so awkward ANYWAYS-
my name is Novan!!! im a genderfluid transmasc lesbian!!
im a MINOR!!!!!!!!!!
i go by he/they pronouns
i have a splatoon hyperfixation as well as sky: cotl, disney twisted wonderland, toilet bound hanako kun, and kid icarus!!!! talk to me about any of them!!!
im an age regressor and also part of the tk community ^///^
go follow my friend @4low3r!!!!!!! theyre super fuckin cool and their writing is really good!!!
now for some basic dni, triggers, etc.
dni if proship, prolife, anti-anti, etc. basic dni stuff
dni if homophobic, transphobic, racist, etc.
most find this strange but if you openly post about in depth religion PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU DNI!!!!! it triggers my derealization :(
i get triggered by mentions of manipulation, su!c!de, threatening one's life, etc. so please be careful with those topics around me!!
i have trypanophobia so needles and excessive blood (irl, art stuff is fine) really scares me
please dont reality check me as it really upsets me
saying this again please DNI IF YOU ARE A RELIGIOUS ACCOUNT!!!! DO NOT TRY TO "CONVERT" OR "MAKE ME REPENT" I WILL INSTANTLY BLOCK AND REPORT YOU!!!!
ummmmm what else do i put here OH I GUESS A BYF LIST IS GOOD I DONT KNOW IM TRYING TO TAKE UP SPACE HERE
i spam post like A LOT; im the type to reblog LOADS of art and fics and stuff, so if you dont like when users clutter your dash beware of me i guess lol
if you couldnt tell i get really awkward about some subjects so just i dont know just thought i should say that
i DO reblog tk content so if you dont want to see that then you probably shouldnt follow me
i also have these random thoughts and rants and stuff and yeah i can act really different at times sooooo uh yeah
i am an undiagnosed autistic; i still live with my abusers because im not old enough to live on my own BUT as soon as i can get safely tested for autism i will see about a real diagnosis
i do vent on here sometimes so if you dont want to see me talking about potentially triggering topics i would block the tag "novasvents" because i always tag my vent posts with that
i should also mention that i am part of the selfship community!! i self ship with frye and riddle rosehearts as well as a few others!!
now how about a list of the characters that i am!! (bolded = more frequent!!)
callie cuttlefish (splatoon)
hypno!callie (splatoon)
aloha (coroika)
frye (splatoon)
mei shijima (toilet bound hanako kun)
emma 63194 (the promised neverland)
lilia vanrouge (disney twisted wonderland, diasomnia)
basil (omori)
mitsuba sousuke (toilet bound hanako kun)
miko villager (bad end night by hitoshizuku x yama)
viridi (kid icarus: uprising)
ENA (Joel G)
anddddd thats about all i can think of!! stay fresh!!
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pesterloglog · 7 months
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Karkat Vantas, Jade Harley, Dave Strider
Act 5, page 2852
CCG RIGHT NOW opened memo on board FRUITY RUMPUS ASSHOLE FACTORY.
CCG: HEY FUTURE ME, WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THIS EXPLODED JADEBOT BUSINESS?
CCG: MUST BE SOMETHING REALLY MISSION CRITICAL, OR JADE WOULDN'T HAVE BOTHERED GETTING IN TOUCH WITH US, RIGHT?
CCG: SOMETHING IMPERATIVE TO OUR SURVIVAL NO DOUBT?
CCG: HEY DOUCHE BAG, ARE YOU THERE
??? gardenGnostic [?GG] AT ?:?? responded to memo.
?GG: oh jeez, why am i doing this
?GG: this is so stupid!
CCG: PIPE DOWN HARLEY, THIS PRACTICALLY DOESN'T EVEN CONCERN YOU AT THIS POINT
?GG: bluhhh youre so funny!!!!!
CCG: NOTHING TO SAY, FUTURE ME?
CCG: NOT EVEN A FEW PARTING WORDS OF SCORN FOR ME OR THE NARCOLEPTIC IDIOT?
CCG: IT'S BEEN A WHILE SINCE WE'VE SPARRED, HOW I'VE MISSED THE SWEET STING OF YOUR BARBS
?GG: are you enjoying yourself karkat?
CCG: HAHAHA YOU ARE SO DUMB YOU ACTUALLY THINK THIS IS A RUSE.
CCG: YOU'VE COME ALL THIS WAY AND YOU STILL DON'T GET THAT ALL THE SHIT WE'VE BEEN TELLING YOU ABOUT IS REAL.
CCG: WHY THE FUCK WOULD I BE PULLING A STUNT LIKE THIS, WHAT A WASTE OF TIME.
CCG: I REALLY AM TALKING TO FUTURE ME, HE'S JUST BEING AN EVASIVE TOOL.
?GG: well obviously i know some things youve said are true
?GG: its just hard to take everything at face value when youre always so nasty!
CCG: YOU KNOW, IT'S REALLY AMAZING HOW BEHIND THE TIMES YOU ARE.
CCG: IT'S ALMOST AS IF YOU'VE SLEPT THROUGH THIS WHOLE ADVENTURE
CCG: OH WAIT, THAT IS ESSENTIALLY TRUE.
CCG: IT WAS HILARIOUS WATCHING YOU GROW UP.
CCG: YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD ALL THE ANSWERS, FROLICKING ALL OVER YOUR ISLAND BEING INFURIATINGLY CHIPPER, BUILDING ROBO-BUNNIES LIKE A MORON AND ULTIMATELY RUINING EVERYTHING.
CCG: YOU WERE SO SURE YOUR DREAMS TOLD YOU EVERYTHING YOU NEEDED TO KNOW.
CCG: AND NOW LOOK AT YOU
CCG: YOU SUDDENLY UNDERSTAND JACK SHIT.
?GG: ok i understand that you are another group of players and you are in some sort of trouble
?GG: but maybe if you had been nice to me instead of terrorizing me all those years i would have believed you
?GG: and we could have worked together to solve your problems as well as ours
?GG: it just makes me sad to think thats probably impossible now because you are so angry and stubborn!
CCG: DON'T TELL ME WHAT'S IMPOSSIBLE BECAUSE I'M ANGRY AND STUBBORN.
CCG: I FUCKING KNOW WHAT THOSE ASSETS MAKE POSSIBLE.
CCG: THEY MADE YOU POSSIBLE, GOT IT???
?GG: uh huh
CCG: DO YOU EVEN HAVE ANY IDEA HOW LUCKY YOU ARE TO BE GRACED BY MY DIVINE FURY?
CCG: TO HAVE THE PRIVILEGE OF GETTING TO BE STUDIED AND MOCKED BY ME FOR YOUR WHOLE PATHETIC MISERABLE LIFE?
CCG: DO YOU REALIZE I'M YOUR GOD? YES, YOUR LITERAL GOD, THAT'S RIGHT.
?GG: sure karkat, whatever you say!
CCG: AND I HAVE TAKEN TIME OUT OF MY BUSY GODLY SCHEDULE TO SCRUTINIZE YOUR POINTLESS EXISTENCE.
CCG: OUT OF THE COUNTLESS TRILLIONS OF LIFE FORMS I BROUGHT INTO REALITY THROUGH ANGRY GRUBFUCK POWER ALONE, I HAVE SELECTED YOU FOR EXAMINATION AND HARASSMENT.
CCG: PERSONALLY I THINK THAT WARRANTS A LITTLE GRATITUDE, AND JUST MAYBE, A BIT OF DEFERENCE.
CCG: A CURTSY, PERHAPS?
CCG: BUT YEAH GO AHEAD AND KEEP BLOWING ME OFF LIKE THE FLAKEY LITTLE TWERP YOU ARE.
FUTURE carcinoGeneticist [FCG] 3 HOURS FROM NOW responded to memo.
FCG: HEY DON'T TALK TO HER LIKE THAT YOU UNCOUTH PIECE OF SHIT.
FCG: THIS IS REFLECTING POORLY ON BOTH OF US, IT'S GODDAMNED EMBARRASSING.
CCG: OH WOW, ANOTHER MIRACLE.
CCG: IT MUST BE PERIGEES EVE, BECAUSE GET A LOAD OF THIS HUGE BEHEMOTH LEAVING THAT JUST GOT DRAGGED IN.
CCG: JADE, OUR DUTY IS CLEAR. WE MUST DECK THIS TURD TO THE NINES.
FCG: OH MY GOD I CAN'T BELIEVE I ACTUALLY THOUGHT THAT WAS A CLEVER THING TO SAY. WHAT A DIPSHIT.
?GG: aaauugh what the hell!!!
FCG: JADE, I'M SORRY ABOUT PAST ME'S RETARDED BEHAVIOR.
FCG: I'M NOT GOING TO DRAG OUT A HUGE APOLOGY OR ANYTHING BECAUSE I ALREADY APOLOGIZED IN AN EARLIER CONVERSATION, OK. I'M JUST LETTING YOU KNOW.
CCG: GOD DAMMIT, ARE YOU SERIOUS?
CCG: I MEAN, AM I SERIOUS?????
CCG: WILL I BE SERIOUS ABOUT THIS SHIT. WILL I REALLY BACK DOWN LIKE A LIMP FRONDED STOOGE? PLEASE TELL ME YOU'RE JOKING.
FCG: PLEASE, JUST
FCG: SHUT UP
FCG: I CAN'T BELIEVE I EVER THOUGHT FUTURE ME WAS THE STUPID ONE
FCG: PAST ME IS THE DUMBEST BUCKET OF FESTERING DISCHARGE I EVER FELL ASS BACKWARDS INTO.
FCG: COME ON, YOU KNOW THIS TO BE TRUE. REMEMBER ALL THE PAST USSES WE USED TO TALK TO??
FCG: THEY WERE EVEN PASTER THAN YOU, AND THEREFORE DUMBER.
CCG: YEAH, I REMEMBER ALL THOSE DUMBSHIT PAST USSES, BUT THEY DON'T HOLD A FUCKING JACKASS CANDLE TO FUTURE USSES.
CCG: AND YOU'RE THE FUTUREST ME I EVER HAD THE CROTCH BLISTERING MISFORTUNE OF JAWING WITH, SO THE FUCKHEAD TROPHY GOES TO YOU.
CCG: I MEAN, MY GOD, WHY.
CCG: IS PROXIMITY TO THAT NASTY LOOKING SPACETIME RIP ON THE TIMELINE MESSING WITH YOUR HEAD?
CCG: IS THAT WHAT'S CAUSING YOU TO FEEL PITY FOR THIS IMBECILE?
FCG: LOOK, JADE'S NOT THAT BAD OK.
FCG: YOU JUST GOT TOO WORKED UP, AND YOU CAN'T SEE THAT.
FCG: AND NOW ALL THIS FROTHING PANDEMONIUM JUMPING OUT OF YOUR MOUTH IS JUST RIDICULOUS OVERCOMPENSATION FOR YOUR OWN SHORTCOMINGS AND MISTAKES, AND MASKING SOME FEELINGS YOU'RE NOT REALLY IN TOUCH WITH.
FCG: THIS IS ALL SO OBVIOUS, I'M FLUSHING LIKE A MOTHERFUCKER IN EMBARRASSMENT HAVING TO EXPLAIN IT TO YOU, AND EVEN WORSE, REMEMBERING HAVING IT EXPLAINED TO ME BY THE SMART ONE THREE HOURS AGO AND STILL ACTING LIKE A MOIST GLOBE EVEN AFTER BEING SO SOUNDLY SCHOOLFED.
CCG: I DON'T BELIEVE THIS. PLEASE TELL ME THIS IS A JOKE.
FCG: YOU SAID SO YOURSELF, WE DON'T JOKE AROUND. IT'S JUVENILE, REMEMBER.
CCG: I'M GOING TO VOMIT.
CCG: I'M MAKING A MENTAL NOTE TO SLAP MYSELF THREE HOURS FROM NOW, FOR BEING ENOUGH OF A SAP TO START DEVELOPING RED FEELINGS FOR A DUMB ANNOYING HUMAN, IF I'M READING BETWEEN THE LINES CORRECTLY.
FCG: I JUST SLAPPED MYSELF! I REMEMBERED MY LAME NOTE TO MYSELF FROM THREE HOURS AGO, AND THEN SLAPPED MYSELF SPECIFICALLY TO MOCK YOU.
FCG: IT STINGS TOO, YOU'LL FEEL IT IN A WHILE. AND THEN THE GHOST OF PAST ME WILL CRY.
FCG: PAST ME DOESN'T EVEN EXIST ANYMORE. HE'S A STUPID BAWLING WIGGLER PHANTOM. HE'S DEAD, NOT A REAL GUY ANYMORE, LIKE ME.
FCG: I'M THE REAL ONE. YOU'RE FAKE, A SHADOW OF A SAD MEMORY THAT PISSED ITS PANTS WHILE SCREAMING.
FCG: TIME TO DEAL WITH IT.
CCG banned FCG from responding to memo.
FCG unbanned himself from responding to memo.
FCG banned CCG from responding to memo.
CCG unbanned himself from responding to memo.
?GG: i cant take this anymore!!!!!!!!
?GG: i dont even know what im reading here but its preposterous and ive had it!
?GG: i am just so angry, i cant believe i let you push me around all those years
?GG: you are completely out of your mind, i was too nice by just blocking you and typing frowny faces and stuff
?GG: i should have let you HAVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FCG: YES!!!!!
FCG: LET THIS FUCKER KNOW THE SCORE JADE. THIS IS HOW WE ROLL.
?GG: SHUT UP!!!!!!!
?GG: future karkat, if you really are future karkat......
?GG: where do you get off thinking you can just suddenly act like were pals because you said you apologized????
?GG: if you want to apologize then great i am all ears! but just mentioning it off hand and then yelling at yourself the same way you yell at me all the time as if i need a knight to come save me from yourself is so lame, not to mention completely insane
?GG: i cant even believe the things im typing here! this is so stupid, talking to two of you at once is the worst thing imaginable
?GG: you treat everyone horribly, even yourself, i cant even fathom how awful it is to be you
?GG: past karkat, youre acting like a bigger jerk than he is and i think you know that! why dont you take his advice and grow up
?GG: as if theres even a real difference between you two. three hours is hardly any time at all, you are the same person YOU FUCKING IDIOTS!!!!!!!!!
CCG: OH SHIT
FCG: YES, THAT WAS GREAT. WE BOTH HAD IT COMING, ESPECIALLY HIM. GREAT WORK JADE.
?GG: stop it!!!!
?GG: ugh, i dont know whats worse, jerk karkat or goofy sycophant karkat
?GG: i cant stand it, whether youre trying to be nice or just being a crazy asshole, you are just so weird!!!
?GG: im through humoring you, i dont even care about this stupid exploded robot mission, whatever that was
FCG: OH RIGHT, ABOUT THAT
FCG: YEAH WE NEED TO TALK
FCG: I MEAN WE HAVE ALREADY FROM MY PERSPECTIVE
FCG: BUT YOU'RE GOING TO BE REALLY BUSY SOON, BECAUSE YOU'RE ABOUT TO ENTER YOUR SESSION
FCG: SO DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT UNTIL YOU DO, THEN JUST HIT ME UP, WE'LL TALK ABOUT IT
?GG: hahaha, FAT CHANCE!!!!
FCG: LOOK I KNOW THINGS ARE WEIRD BETWEEN US RIGHT NOW AND YOU HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO BE MAD.
FCG: ESPECIALLY AT THAT LOSER.
FCG: BUT THINGS WILL CHANGE, IN TIME YOU'LL SEE I'M NOT QUITE SO AWFUL, OK?
??? turntechGodhead [?TG] AT ?:?? responded to memo.
?TG: ahahahahah oh god
?TG: dude i cant believe you were just getting on our case about hitting on the troll girls
?TG: and then literally the very next memo you are slobbering all over jade
?TG: thats just perfect hahahaha
CCG banned ?TG: from responding to memo.
FCG rebanned ?TG: from responding to memo.
?GG: dave wait dont go!
?GG: youve got to save me from this insanity :(
FCG: OH I SEE, NOW YOU COULD USE A KNIGHT, HOW VERY INTERESTING, HMMM.
FCG: GOD I CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO BE FUTURE YOU, SLIGHTLY LESS FUTURE YOU IS SUCH A GOD DAMN PILL
?GG: i cant wait for future you to future kiss my ass!
CCG: YEAH! THAT'S WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT.
?GG: i also cant wait for past you to past drop dead and go to hell, PAST TENSE!!!!!!!!
?GG: when are those things going to happen?? or will have already past/future happened?????
?GG: i want to put another reminder on my finger so i know when its time to throw a party!!!!
FCG: HAHAHAHA, YOU HEAR THAT YOU OBSOLETE PILE OF GARBAGE? JADE JUST FLIPPED YOU OFF WITH A COLORFUL FINGER.
CCG: MAN, SHE OBVIOUSLY HATES YOU MORE. SHE CALLED YOU A SYCOPHANT WHICH IS A HUNDRED TIMES MORE DESCRIPTIVELY WORSE THAN JUST BEING A RUN OF THE MILL SCUMBAG LIKE ME.
CCG: SHE IS TOTALLY ON TO YOU AND HOW DESPICABLE YOU'VE BECOME, CAN YOU BLAME HER FOR HATING US?
FCG: NO, I CAN BLAME YOU, YOU'RE THE ONE WITH NO MANNERS WHO'S ALL TWISTED UP INSIDE.
FCG: HOW'S THIS FOR A PACT, EVERYBODY.
FCG: PAST KARKAT ONLY TALKS TO PAST JADE FROM NOW ON, AND THE TWO OF THEM CAN BICKER LIKE SHITTY LITTLE CHILDREN FOR HOURS/YEARS RESPECTIVELY.
FCG: AND FUTURE KARKAT ONLY TALKS TO FUTURE JADE, AN ARRANGEMENT WHEREIN ONLY INTELLIGENT DISCOURSE TAKES PLACE BETWEEN TWO CIVILIZED, MATURE, GROWN ASSED ADULTS.
FCG: IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK??????
?GG: jesus will you just ban me already????
?GG: my head hurts so bad now i think im going to cry
FCG: MAYBE YOU SHOULD JUST BAN HER ALREADY AND END THIS TORMENT SINCE YOU DRAGGED HER INTO THIS.
CCG: FUCK THAT YOU BAN HER. YOU'RE THE ONE WHO SEEMS TO "CARE".
FCG: WILL YOU SHUT YOUR MOUTH, MAN THE FUCK UP, AND BAN THIS POOR GIRL ALREADY?
?GG: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa XO
?GG: i will just ban myself!!!!
?GG: *JADE HARLEY BANNED HERSELF FROM RESPONDING TO THE GRUMPY SHIT HEAD MISERY ZONE, AND IS NEVER COMING BACK*
?GG: pchoooooooooooooooo
[?GG] ceased responding to memo.
FCG: OK, THERE. SHE'S GONE.
FCG: MAYBE NOW YOU GET IT.
FCG: HOW HIDEOUS EVERYONE THINKS YOU ARE, MAYBE YOU'LL FINALLY STOP FUCKING EVERYTHING UP.
CCG: HUH
FCG: WHAT
CCG: I THINK
CCG: I WAS PROBABLY WRONG ABOUT JADE
CG: SHE'S A LITTLE LESS LAME THAN I THOUGHT
FCG: SHHHHSHHSHSHSHSH
FCG: SHE CAN STILL READ THIS YOU STUPID FUCK
FCG: NOW'S NOT THE TIME TO OPEN YOUR VEINS AND WRITE POEMS ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS
CCG: FUCK YOU, I'M JUST VOICING A HARMLESS OBSERVATION OK
CCG: IT'S NOT MY BUSINESS IF SOME LUNK HEAD IN THE FUTURE GETS CARRIED AWAY WITH WHATEVER LITTLE THOUGHTS I MAY OR MAY NOT NOW BE THINKING
FCG: I...
FCG: BUT
FCG: HOW COULD THAT EVEN BE A REAL THING I TYPED THREE HOURS AGO, HOW COULD I BE THIS STUPID.
FCG: WE ARE JUST THE DUMBEST FUCKERS WHO EVER LIVED AREN'T WE.
CCG: SPEAK FOR YOURSELF.
FCG: I DON'T EVEN HAVE THE ENERGY TO BAN US.
FCG: I'M JUST LEAVING.
[FCG] ceased responding to memo.
CCG: YEAH
[CCG] ceased responding to memo.
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you know what i'm interested about the current experience of the social internet bc i cannot be the only one this happens to
how easily a human need for validation gets exploited. like posting on social media can be so affirming from listening to other neurodivergent and lgbt ppl finding common ground. but so easily it turns into getting validation fron the algorithm and getting the most engagement. kinda like turning people into devices, that kinda idea
and then maybe you get rsd from losing that or from giving everything to a social media company that doesn't give a shit about you. and then your like oh this was all bad for me and these two things get approximated. BUT THEY'RE NOT THE SAME THING!!
like social media exploiting our attention for maximum product vs. connecting other people going through the same things as us are too different issues. and where the initial motivation in connecting and validating other people's experiences it's easy to get lost in the depersonalization of competing to get the most likes or engagement or whatever
i have a hunch that's where we get the toxic individualism present in our society. like having the most connected generation being the most lonely. like you feel the dehumanization in face of gigantic algorithm's and it feels like you're the only one
when the reality is there are millions of other people experiencing the same thing. and it's so easy to get caught up in feeling alone but it's just not true
that's where i think allot of us having this problem of needing to be pathologized and its wild cause individualism exceptionalism also goes the other way. like needing our struggle be unique and bad enough to justify the way were feeling but thats just so alienating in the long run
needing like diagnosis or medical problems to validate why we're having a hard time and burns or DURING A FUCKING PANDEMIC. when our rights are being stripped away. and the world and the internet are just exhausting to be a part of right now. WE'RE JUST REACTING PROPORTIONALLY TO THE WORLD IN FRONT OF US
i love the fourth season of the good place bc it talks allot about humanity and what we owe our fellow human beings. like there's this quote
It might be that only salvation we ever find is in one another. Though life and death are scary, we are not in this alone. “What do we owe each other?” Everything.
LIKE YEAH
idk if this is just me but so often i take the blame for not being able to have a healthy relationship with the internet when these are SYSTEMIC issues. when there are really a bunch of other people exhausted, and experiencing the same thing and we're not alone and it's not our fucking fault
like we're not in this alone!
what a load of shit
like it makes me think of hank green talking about how tempting it is to think that if humans weren't so awful this wouldn't have happened. but that's not true either and i love how he zooms out the focus and validates humanity. and like his video on the sad gap like that's great stuff. thank you mr. green we need more people like you on the internet
like the internet is exhausting and it's so easy to feel powerless in the face of huge tech companies exploiting our attention. BUT THAT'S NOT WHAT MAKES THE INTERNET GOOD! At the core of it is people connecting with other people who share their experiences and struggle when the outside world is often hostile and inhospitable
and we lose a lot by scapegoating the internet and putting the blame on being on the internet in general. when the things we are doing on here are good and remarkable. it's just tech companies that have made the experience bad. but that doesn't mean ur alone in this experience or that negates all the good on here
and most social media is designed to outrage people because that's what keeps people on their platforms longer. sidenote: that's why tumblr is so much more enjoyable than other social media (to me)
this is a reminder (mostly to me but if other people relate then boo yeah) that WE ARE NOT IN THIS ALONE
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deleteddewewted · 3 years
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I hope this Isn’t too much, but can you do some bottom Monoma Headcanon’s? Btw love your work!
Awww thank you! And of course, I’d never miss a chance to have some bottom Monoma.
Monoma As a Bottom
Pro Hero! Monoma x Gn! Reader
Minors DNI
NSFW
W: Top Reader, Sub Monoma, Dom Reader, Degradation, Praise, NSFW
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Monoma has a really huge need to get fucked it's not even funny.
Always clinging to you, rubbing his covered sex on your ass.
"So when can our next "study date" be?" Study dates where your guys is cover up for when you wanted to fuck.
He always asked for them and you tried to give him what he wanted.
He would ask every. single. day.
"Monoma, I can't keep fucking you every day. You need a break and so do I." Gets pouty with you but understands that your own sex drive might not be as high as his own.
You both weren't a couple but the two of you would look for each other often after graduating UA and starting college.
You went to UA together but you had nothing going on back then.
He was just another student that you happen to interact with from time to time because you were friends with Kendo.
Monoma was a pro hero now, so he didn't trust just anyone to fuck him.
At most he'd have 3 separate people, you included, that could help him get off and move on with his day.
Honestly, he prefers you out of all of his partners because of how much you understand his wants and needs.
Rough. Be rough with him.
Please choke him while you're fucking. Leave marks and hickeys all over him.
He will wear them like a badge of honor.
"You dirty slut Monoma. Taking all of this so well." Loves being degraded but you also can't forget the praise.
Loves to be tied up.
Loosing control just does it for him. He's an all powerful pro hero yet he wouldn't hesitate to get on his knees for you and become defenseless.
Is a really load moaner.
He moaned like a pornstar the first few times you both fucked.
It was mostly to give off the idea that he wasn't a total virgin and you totally were not his first.
You asked him to stop pretending that you were rearranging his insides. He stopped faking his moans and moaned like he would normally.
Which was still loud but sounded better?
It sounded like he was genuinely enjoying it and he would hiccup even if you weren't doing something to intense.
"Pleaaaase Y/nnnn. Giv- gic mmmmmoree." A beggar but bratty.
If he isn't all that tired he will get bratty with you.
This usually happens after a big mission and the adrenaline is still flowing through him.
He challenges you in bed all the time.
"C-come on! Do more Y/n! Oh, you can't? Thats what- aAAAH!"
He needs to get it all out, so what better way then having you fuck him stupid till he's a shaking gasping mess underneath you.
That was a very pretty sight.
Take pictures of him post or during his orgasm.
He says he doesn't want you to do that because its embarrassing, which it is for him, but he really likes the idea that you have such intimate photos of him.
Makes him hot and bothered.
Likes knowing you look at them when you masturbate.
Monoma little by little brought up the fact that he was giving up on his other partners and you simply believed that he would drop you too.
He doesn't, instead he becomes exclusive with you but doesn't ask you for exclusivity back.
Has no issue with you seeing other people in a non romantic manner.
As long as you keep fucking him, he was no problems.
If you want to be exclusive with him, tell him upfront. He gets confused if you aren't forward with him.
Likes being experimental in the bedroom so he buys a lot of new toys for you both to try out.
Doesn't matter what you do, the new additions in the bedroom are always second rank when you're the one taking care of him.
Remember that part about him rubbing against you?
Humping is a normal occurrence with him.
He humps you, your leg, face (when your giving him a blowjob), your own sex, and your stomach when he's riding.
He's a like a dog at times, so you'll treat him like one.
Run your hand threw his hair.
His scalp is sensitive so its intense and pleasurable for him.
Which also means that pulling on his hair is a bit painful but he loves it.
On the days he just wants something gentle, indulge him.
Still so obedient and pretty under you begging for more.
"Please Y/n. M-make me fe-el good hic." Voice so sweet and soft for you.
In the end, Monoma loves to be held by you. He also loves holding you back.
It was one of his favorite things to do after sex and it was why he asked you for "study dates" all the time.
He wanted to be close to you and he thought that sex was the only way to achieve that.
He gets up the next day and looks at how many new splotches of color he has on his body.
Gets exited when he sees 20, anything below that upsets him and he will ask you to add more till he gets his favorite number.
He acts like you didn't just fuck him into a puddle a few hours before work. So dont be surprised if he shows up at the agency with shaking legs and incapable of sitting down normally.
Has teased you at work before by showing off the buttplug he has on threw his pants. How does he do this? Streching his tight pants out so that it hugs his ass tightly, you can barely see the outline.
Everyone knows that Monoma and you fuck.
Why?
Cause he tells them!
He has no shame and mostly does it so people have it clear that you're his.
He leaves 3 buttons on his shirt open so that the hickeys are out for the world to see and gets all flustered when people ask about them.
Talks way to much about what you two do in the bedroom. At this point Kendo could tell you every position, kink, dynamic, and place you've done it.
Gets really soft when you kiss him. So kiss him.
Want him to stop talking, kiss.
He shuts up and watches you patiently, waiting for more kisses.
Has this gloss in his eyes after the deed.
You fucked him out of reality so he needs time to recover and come back.
Would and will be a power bottom if he's angry. Overall prefers to be taken care of but beware of his mood.
Thats the only warning you're getting.
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imaginewithtearose · 3 years
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ooooh can i request a matchup with twisted wonderland? she/her, i come off as intimidating and serious to other people because of my serious expression but in reality, its only my normal face and im really shy and awkward when interacting with new people. im really loud and bubbly when im with my close friends. im moody and dramatic sometimes. i tend to overthink a lot of things and i really get insecure when it comes to my appearance. im also easily angered. i always laugh at small things. i always listen to my friends when they're having a problem then after that, i give them my advice. i love astronomy. i read books and write stories sometimes. i like to daydream a lot and i stay up late at night when i have a new idea about a new story. i always love watching horror exploration about abandoned places on youtube. i also love cats esp if theyre chubby. i love dark academia and greek mythology. thats all and thank you!! ^^
Of course! You sound like a nice friend!! Who will be your ideal date? Lets see! I hope you like him!!
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Idia Shroud!
Ok, he gets it. Intimidating aura, shy persona. Kinda a moe gap if you ask him.
Loves your bubbly persona when he is around you, specially the fact that you consider him so important that you feel comfortable in his presence. If you see his hair, the tips are pink.
Astronomy? Greek mythology? CHUBBY CATS? YOU TWO WERE MADE FOR EACH OTHER!!! an important thing to have in a relationship with Idia is things in common. And you got most of them.
Loves to hear you ramble for hours about astronomy and all of the novels you are writing. He just will watch you with a lovestruck sight and a cutesy smile. Of course he pays attention ;)
Your number one fan and your beta reader too! 3 am chats and calls with him discussing about your new idea. He gives you tips and helps you think about characters. He actually wants you to write a character similar to him... But will not say it out loud.
Late night dates with you two on a call, he drinking a caffeinated sugary drinks and you drinking tea or coffee while taking note of everything.
So you love watching exploration videos of abandoned places? Fufufu. Idia watches with you too! He jumps very easily so you have a scaredy-cat at your side. Hug him and he will be okay.
Matching dark academia outfits!!! YES!!! You two will look like the best students out there... Only if you two got out actually. Hehehe. You usually hang out in each others room to play games or watch videos.
The only time you two go outside is if you wanna go, and, if you two are in the search of a CUTE CHUBBY CAT. YES. IM LOOKING AT YOU LUCIUS.
Idia insists that cats approach you easily, mostly because he looks so scary compared to you...
Everyone runs aways when watching you together. They think of you two as the new Hades and Persephone. But are two goofballs. I will befriend you both, really :D
Dont scream to Idia when angry, he is sensitive. But if you are angry he will offer to listen or some distressful toys he has for when he loses online.
He gets your dramatic side actually, he sometimes its a little dramatic when losing or rambling in a quiet voice. Even if he doesnt look like it.
He says that you two would definitely be the best anime villains with your phrases and dialogues. Its a form of vent for you two, pretend to be anime villains or rivals. Its kinda cute.
Loves to vent to you, it makes him secure and less lonely. Yeah this happens in rare occasions.
But he is also worry about you, dont you are tired about so many hearing and advicing? He cant advice but can hear and offer a shoulder to cry.
“Y-Y/n, really, if you... Well, if you are tired... We can watch cat videos... And you can tell me about your d-day.... Please, just let m-me know if you are not okay....”
The first time he saw you, he screamed of fear. Really, you two were scared of each other. He approached you after accidentally discover that you were giving treats to Lucius. Another cat lover fella? You sure aren't that bad... Maybe a little normie...
And your friendship rised. Then your relationship with him messily confessing with everything he loved about you. Your hair, your kindness, your angry faces, your way to play with cats... All of you.
Congratulations, Idia will be a great boyfriend.
I hope this result pleases you! Here are some others characters i had considered match up with you: Sebek Zigvolt, Malleus Draconia, Azul Ashengrotto and Rook Hunt!
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levisgirll · 3 years
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can i request one where levi comforts his s/o during a panic/anxiety attack if thats okay? thank you!! <3
“𝙖𝙣𝙙, 𝙮𝙤𝙪’𝙧𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙚.” (𝙇𝙚𝙫𝙞 𝘼𝙘𝙠𝙚𝙧𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙭 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧)
warning: maybe a lil angst!
→Text: hello there!! Of course that would be okay to request this <3 this reminds me 2 months ago when I had a small anxiety attack and my 'friend' did not care for me and left me and that made me feel so awful- smh I just wish I had a levi sometimes in my life cause this man does care for people in a way that is just unique😭 I hope this was alright and you somehow feel some comfort while reading this <3 I made this as headcanons and I hope that is alright? If you want another without headcanons and a fanfic instead let me know c:
note: was listening to "my blood by twenty one pilots" idk why but this song popped in my head with this request and reminds me a lil of Levi with his s/o cause he won't ever leave them <3 also, I swear I think this is my fav fanfic I wrote cause lotsss of levi comfort ♡ (if you want some real love and comfort from levi right now, then read this I swear you won't regret it!)
little mention of anxiety, loads of fluff, aot world, headcanons ♡ —
Levi Ackerman is Y/N's boyfriend, their relationship was rather quite unique and special, in a way that both would understand each other, support one another, and Levi has always loved and cared for you. He really was loyal to you and respectful, like the man he was and despite he had such a big role as being a Captain, there was not a day he never not think of you and he had to always see you everyday.
With lots of expedition that you and Levi went on, it had been a burden on you and caused your anxiety to intensify over time and building up. You have not mentioned it to Levi and decided to push it behind the back of your head, and this has sadden Levi. Sad at the fact that you never shared this with him, you both promised each other to let the other know whatever difficulties you both are going through and he wanted to be the first to know and help out as your boyfriend. After all, you were really special to him.
With the last expedition, it has caused your stress to reach a level that was overwhelming and you sat in your shared bedroom with Levi all alone dealing with the soon attack you felt coming.
For the first time, you couldn't sleep and you stayed up this whole evening trying to go to sleep, but tonight was just not gonna happen.
Then, it hit you suddenly, you started to feel nausea, feeling unsteady and dizzy. With all the deaths of your comrades and once close friends, you were feeling a fear of losing control and afraid to go crazy. It was such a unknown feeling, you started to panic.
You sat down on the edge of your shared bed and put both hands on your face. Not after a while, Levi entered the bedroom and was holding a cup of tea. "Oh you are awake? Then you can have this...Y/N?" He noticed and felt something was off. His s/o's vibe was different, you even started to act different. He was quick to pick things up and was quite sharp, he then saw that you started to tremble.
"Hey....Y/N, can you hear me?" He said in full concern, as he left his tea on the table and threw his jacket on bed. He now bent down on one of his knee so he could get a better look on your face as he looked up while he left one hand on your lap. He noticed your heart beat was beating quickly, and you were panting a lot, difficulty of breathing and even concentrating.
"W-What is going on....I hate this feeling....L-Levi help me" As soon as he heard your words which sounded really sad and shaken and especially when you asked him for help, he did not hesitate and quickly tried his best to give you his full support.
"Okay Y/N, Stay with me alright?" He would say as he started to rub your thighs smoothly, and still kept on looking at you, his eyes never leaving you. "I f-feel as if I'm gonna lose it!" You yelled out and brought both of your hands on the top of your head, you wanted to scream out this feeling out of your head.
Your boyfriend Levi noticed you were losing control of your breathing and he then quickly reacted, "Y/N, listen to me" He said in a calm and serious tone, having his full attention towards you only, he wanted to help you refocus your attention. "Concentrate on your breathing. Just focus on the present." He would say and try to lead you to breathing in and out slowly with him. He would wait for you to take a deep breathe as he would hold your hands softly.
But, Y/N struggled, it was hard and they started to feel a bit nervous. Although, Levi was there for them, reminding them that he was here, and he is here to help them. "Oi you're with me, okay? Now breathe love." With his soft reassurance, you finally took a deep breathe and closed your eyes, now following him as you started to breathe slowly with him, and Levi would count slowly to 10 with you.
Levi would not go in for the “hand on the shoulder” until he gets your permission to do so. So, he wouldn't want to make you feel even more uncomfortable or nervous if he wanted to lean in more to hug you, caress your cheeks or kiss your forehead. So, he would cover you with his jacket to make you feel his warmth, incase you did not want him hugging you. But if you did want him to hold you, you would grab on his wrist softly, signaling him to hug you as he stood up and he would not waste a second to go and hug you as you sobbed and put your face near his abdomen. You could also hear his soft heartbeats and that would calm you down a bit as he caressed your hair and brushing it with his fingers while rubbing and massaging your shoulders. He wanted to make you feel at ease.
After you have calmed down, Levi would take you to the bathroom while patting your back and to help you wash your face gently and you could feel his soft hand caress your face, and you felt his love and care for you. He would grab you a face towel and even do it himself to dry your face.
Then he would hold your cheeks, and say with a small smile "I am proud of you. Good job. Now, tell me what you need?" His words made you feel just back into reality, and you were so grateful to him. His simple gestures, words held a lot of meaning and you really did feel his comfort and love. Levi is patient with his s/o, and he would praise Y/N all their efforts toward recovery, even if they are not meeting all of the goals he still finds that such a big achievement, he admires everything you do anyways cause he loved Y/N and believed in Y/N. He is willing to do anything if you just say the go. "You can get through this." Levi would say in a gentle tone, which would start to warm your heart and your cheeks would even start to get red.
Y/N then finally said in a low tone as he was waiting "Stay with me tonight...?". His heart would melt and feel fuzzy when he hears you say that after he tries his best to comfort you in his own way, he feels like he has won and felt he had helped you which made him actually happy. "Of course, where would I be tonight if it is not with you? I'm here." He would say as he put his forehead on yours and smiled a bit. Happy for him to hear that he would stay with you tonight and not him hearing that you wanted to be left alone because that would make him feel helpless.
You helped Levi a lot with your presence, just being alive, being next to him, sleeping with him. With your presence you especially helped him emotionally and mentally. It was hard for him to go through those nights alone too but while you were by his side and with your kind words to him, he felt really lucky. And now he wants to give that back to you, but x2.
Levi is a very calm guy, so he will sit down next to you, hold your hand, and wait for you to talk it out if you wanted that of course. He would always wait for you. But if you wanted him to talk instead, he would talk to you about his day, and he does that so he can refocus your attention to something else and not focus and bring back to what have triggered you feeling like this.
“I can be pretty talkative…So, why are you giving me that look?” He said with a smirk and he ruffled your hair as you gave him a surprised look and then giggled a bit when he said that to you. Wow, that small giggle really really warmed his heart and you had no idea how much that meant to him hearing that after what happened. He found you strong, even stronger than him and it was inspiring to him actually.
He would be serious, straightforward and I feel like he would now really show you how he is actually always there for you, and always would give you his full wholehearted support. Levi is a very silent and quiet man so if you decided to talk it out with him, he would really take in everything you told him and would keep it as a secret or anything to his heart. I swear he is the only man out there who would actually keep his word and he is really understandable. Just his expressions and actions shows it all.
He would try and take you out for a stroll, to help you break the atmosphere and be in the nature, breathing in the cold breeze as he would hold on your hand tightly. Levi would also bring a bottle of water along the way to help Y/N calm them. He wont ever leave your side at all.
He would offer medicine if Y/N usually takes it during an attack. Levi would memorize what it is and make sure to get that ready for them and even help them take it.
He would not agree to s/o avoid the things or situations that has caused them to feel anxious and have this attack. After all, he wanted only all the best for you and it always sadden him whenever he saw you go through this because you really mattered to him and you did not deserve this. So he would try after a couple of days talk it out with you and he would try and get rid of things or find out what are the things that trigger you and also tell you what to do if he is not there next that. "Just come to me, alright love?" He would say as he brought both of his hands, grabbing your face and caressing your cheeks with his thumb.
"It's not the place that is bothering you, it's the thought. Which these feelings are scary, but aren't dangerous and will pass, and I'm here to make that happen and to help you, alright love?" Levi would say and this would shock you, you were amazed at his words, how mature and wise they were. You knew Levi was smart but it seems like when he is serious and calm, he would say wise words to his s/o and this would comfort them a lot. He would only say his wise words when necessary.
With this all, Levi really helped you reduce the amount of stress you were having and got rid of this unknown feeling which started to make you breathe back normally and calmed down. With all his ways to comfort you, Levi prevented the situation from getting worse and that was his main concern and goal, you were his first priority.
I'm kind of happy how this turned out and I feel like this fits with Levi, he would only be like this only to his s/o and to be honest this also has comforted me and warmed my heart as I wrote this out! So, I really hope its the same with you all and this warmed your heart <3 if it did, please leave a like, a message or a reblog! Love you all and thank you for the support ♡♡♡
I’m Tagging!: @fangirlingbase 💕 (if you want to be tagged let me know 🥺)
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argumentl · 2 years
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The Freedom of Expression Ep 71 - The Freedom of Expression flier, made by Kaoru.
K: Hi, this is Dir en grey's Kaoru, with the week's episode of The Freedom of Expression. Jo, Tasai, Welcome. Uh, last week we talked about the live at Tokyo Garden Theater, but the time before that (or thereabouts), we talked about making a flier, didn't we?
J, T: Yeah, we did.
K: We did the live show pretty soon after we had that conversation, so...I made a flier.
J, T: Ohh!
J: Here it is!
T: Finally Freedom has its own flier.
J: These were handed out at the live, and we got given copies too. I took a photo of it and put it on my Insta, cause a lot of people couldn't actually go to the live itself. Its a great design! Who actually made it?
T: You're right, Joe.
J: Who made it? Did you make it, Kaoru?
K: You are pushing it towards this point..
J: Thats right!
T: Hahaha. Kaoru, this is really good.
K: No no no, it was just cutting and pasting.
T: Well, no, it looks like it was quite detailed work.
J: Right?
T: How many days did it take to make this?
K: It took me about 2 days. After I finished rehearsal...
J: Really??
T: Hearing that makes me so happy!
J: If you look closely, its not only photos on here, but also like memorable catchphrases from the show and stuff. Like the lazy man-food we did recently..
T: Oh, thank you.
J: Yeh, thats on there. Also, that disastrous typo incident..and that time we went to eat in Sendagaya, 'catching all the onions in one spoon'.
T: That famous Kaoru saying.
J: Yes! Thats here too. Eh?! How did you actually capture all these shots?
K: Well, I just took a load of screen shots, printed them out, and cut and pasted them together.
J: Agh, that sounds hard.
T: This is quite detailed though, like in the upper left corner where Kaoru's face gets bigger and bigger.
J: Yeh, yeh.
T: And if you look closely, you can see one laughing face snuck in there amongst them.
J: Yeh.
T: There's like a playful sense to it. And then there's this small picture of Kaoru????? in the top right.
J: Oh, yeh. Also that hand-drawn...giraffe? Haha, was it a giraffe?
T: Yeh, like would it wear a bow tie at the top or the bottom of its neck?
J: Yeh, yeh!
T: I'm pretty happy to see this here!
K: With the giraffe, and a few other bits, the image didn't come out clear enough when I printed it, so for those parts I had to put them over the top of it digitally, just so they would be easier to see.
J: Ehh? Thats hard! Uh, is that curry in the upper right corner?
K: Yeh.
T: Haha
J: Is it the one we made here?
K: No, its at Hosojimaya.
J: Oh, Hosojimaya?! Ahhh, I was even thinking of taking this flier to Hosojimaya.
T: You should put it up in there!
J: I can show them that they're on here, haha.
T: We could put it in bars and stuff.
J: Kaoru, are there any other unusual bits on here that you could tell us about?
K: Well, in the middle, next to the show's logo, that is the pressure cooker.
J: Oh yeah!
K: Its a bit difficult to see at first, right? I thought it could be fun if I used this kind of design where you discover more things the longer you look.
T: Oh, absolutely, yeh.
J: Ah, yeh. But people who didn't go to the live won't have got one of these, will they?
K: Well, yeh, but I've put it up on my blog, so they'll be able to see it there.
J: Ok, so if you sign up to TheTheDay, you can see it.
K: Well, we can show it a bit on this screen too.
J: Oh, right. Good. You know, when I posted this on my Insta, someone asked, "can we copy this and hand it out to people?"
K: Oh, please do that! Copy it, and give to it people.
J: Thats ok? Its allowed! People can ask in their fave stores etc to put it up on the wall.
K: Yes, exactly.
T: Ah, that would be great!
Kami: Uh, Im so glad you've been able to make this into a reality.
T: Yeh.
Kami: Right above the middle, it says, 'Kami-sama'!
T: Haha, Of course you noticed that.
J: Yeah, it does say that.
Kami: I thought that was kind of you.
K: He really is happy about that! Hahaha
J: Well, that may just be the natural kindness of our Leader showing.
Kami: Yeah, I was happy about that. The only thing that bothered me is that I was never there when you went out to eat on location.
T: Ah, of course yeh.
Kami: I have no gripes other than that, though.
K: There isn't much we can do about that, haha.
J: There isn't, no. Like, he is up in the sky, even if he wanted to, he couldn't come. And he is often busy with his part-time job..
Kami: Oh, there's no need to bring my job into it. I'd rather take a day off.
J: Oh right, haha.
Kami: Yes...
J: You really wanna join us on location?
Kami: Yes, I do.
J: Ok, well we'll have to think about that, won't we, Kaoru?
K: Yeh....Ok, so, moving on... This is a bit of a plug, but we have one more flier here.
*They all pick up the other flier*
K: I will be putting on a panel exhibition in August of the two charaters I drew, Krim and Zon.
T: Where will it be?
K: Tokyo and Osaka.
T: Its been a while since your last art exhibition, hasn't it?
K: Uh, its been 2 years.. It was in 2019 last time. Well, that one was Krim&Zon plus one other theme, but this time its only Krim&Zon. So, it may feel a bit smaller, but it will be a treat for the eyes, as well as the ears.
J: The ears too?
K: Yes
T: A panel exhibition that you can listen to...
K: Haha, well, yes.
J: So will more details come out about this soon.
K: Well, at the time of recording this, I'm not sure when the info will be out, but if it is out by the time we broadcast, it might come up on the screen here.
J: I see
T: Im looking forward to this.
J: Right? I'm definitely gonna go.
K: Oh, you don't need to come.
J: Why?! Am I not allowed to come?
K: Well, no, but no need for you to come.
T: Hahaha
J: Eh?! Haha. No, I'm definitely coming!
T: Joe, what are you planning?
J: I don't know, haha.
K: Well, anyway, including making these fliers, I'm busy with various different things at the moment, so everyone can look forward to it all.
T: This is great, Kaoru.
J: Yeah, and to make this after rehearsals too.
T: Yeah, and this Krim&Zon exhibition too. Its great.
J: Yeah, and then after that, a tour in September.
T: Yes
J: Exciting!
K: Well, thanks for watching. 
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hwangsies · 4 years
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[7:58 am] 
bang chan x reader (smut)
warnings: oral (m), fingering, chan is whipped
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Chan awakens in excruciating pain because of his morning wood pressed against your ass.
His eyes spring open when he realised what he’d done in his sleep, as quiet and lightweight as possible, he shifts away from you and lays on his back; closing his eyes and praying that you didn’t notice.
The bed shifts and he looks at you, you had turned over on your back, eyes still closed and soundly asleep.
He mentally thanks all the boner gods but soon gets hit by reality again, when he spots your nipples slighty peeking through the thin fabric of your black spaghetti top.
Your chest is heaving with each breath and his eyes get stuck at the delicate skin above your breast.
Dude, snap out of it, thats your best friend right there, yea you might be in love with her but she doesn’t need know that.
He unintentionally groans when he looks at his phone, seeing that it was barely 8 am, his bedroom only half lit.
“you okay?” he almost jumps at your quiet voice, he turns around and sees you looking up at him with those beautiful eyes of yours.
“ugh, yea, you can go back to sleep”he says when you rub your eyes.
“you sound like you’re in pain chris-oh” you observe tiredly when your gaze falls onto the big bulge, covered by his thin blanket.
Your best friends eyes widen when he realizes that you saw it; burying his face in his hands out of embarrassment .
“god, I’m so sorry y/n shit” he mumbles.
“i-its okay…was it because of me?” you ask, he opens his eyes and peeks at you; shrugging his shoulders.
Fuck, he should just stop being a fucking pussy and tell you how he feels about you.
“you know I could help you with that” it suddenly sounds out of your mouth, he shoots up and looks at you.
“please don’t make fun of me right now” he pleads, you sit up as well.
“I’m not” you say softly and scooch closer to him, he holds his breath as your hand wanders from his soulder and over his pecs to his abs.
You push him back down gently and straddle his waist, what has gotten into you?
“you’re really hot channie, you know that?” you ask quietly, loving how his gaze is fixed on you and how you can practically hear his heartbeat.
“um uh no-i..., you-“ you cut him off.
“can I touch you?” you ask, locking eyes with him.
“c-can I touch you too?” he asks back after a few seconds, you feel yourself get hot at his words, continuing to trace your finger over his hard abs.
“i-if you want to” you stutter a little, he nods, almost instantly.
“I’d love to- I mean- yea …yea” he stutters as well.
You palm his cheeks and slowly lean down, his eyes flickering from your lips to your eyes.
He meets you halfway by leaning up, his lips pressed firmly to yours as he finally moves his hands from his sides and places them on your jaw.
Chan decides to take control and slips his tongue into your mouth, a moan escaping your lips.
He feels like he’s flying, his hands burning with every touch on your skin.
You break the kiss and move downwards, kissing his collarbone and abs before sliding down his sweatpants.
Looking up while grabbing his shaft and running your thumb over his dark pink tip to spread the already leaking pre cum.
“shit” he hisses when you take his tip into your mouth, tongue swirling over it before taking him deeper.
“fuck y/n” you feel his hand in your hair as you swallow around him.
You moan around him when you lock eyes and chan swears he could’ve shot his load right there.
Grabbing the part of his shaft that you can’t reach with your mouth, you bop your head faster.
“y/n I’m gonna- fuck” he warns you, and you understand.
A few more hard sucks later and you are swallowing every drop he gives you.
You look up at him and see his head rolled back as his adams apple bops up and down.
Chuckling to yourself, you wipe the corners of your mouth before he lays his eyes on you again.
“fuck I cant believe this is happening right now” he groans and pulls on top of him again.
“why?” you ask and he blinks at you.
Why? He’s hopelessly in love with you, not to mention just gave him the best suck of his life; and you’re asking why?
“fuck because I’m so into you y/n, for over a year now, shit” he says while squeezing at your hips and thighs.
“really?” you ask back softly, locking eyes with him.
He nods hastily.
“can I see you too?” he looks into your eyes while fiddling with the hem of your top and you’re stunned at the confidence that suddenly lingers in his voice.
You nod silently as you bite your lip. He pulls up your top and throws it somewhere.
Chan groans when he cups your breasts softly and lightly pinches your nipples,
“you’re so beautiful y/n, fuck even better than I imagined” he whispers the last words.
“you imagined this?” you moan.
“fuck so many times y/n, you drive me crazy” he whisperes back.
Pulling you closer to him, he attaches his lips to your neck, making you moan instantly.
“please touch me chris” you whimper and he’s loving it, every a moan or whimper that falls from your lips.
And when he hears his name, sounding like its dripping with honey when it comes from your lips; it’s like he won the lottery.
He moves one hand from your hips, down and into your loose shorts.
One finger ghosts over your clit while he’s kissing you, you moan into his mouth shamelessly.
He smiles after he breaks the kiss.
“try to be quiet babygirl” the new pet name making you blush.
You nod, your face twisting in pleasure when he dips his finger lower into your folds.
“does that feel good?” he asks.
“yes- channie, please I need more” you cling to his shoulders, he kisses you before sliding two fingers slowly into you.
Your head rolls back and he studies your face, your body, your reactions.
“yes fuck that’s it” you moan when he’s sliding his fingers in knuckles deep, so that his palm hits your clit with ever thrust.
“fuck” your mouth gapes open as his lips find the sensitive skin on the base of your throat and start suckling at it.
You feel the knot inside your stomach snap and your orgasm wash over you in electric waves.
Chan was convinced that that was the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen, and he sure as hell didn’t wanna miss out on it anymore.
After regaining control over your body, you lock eyes with him again, embarrassment washing over you when you realize that your best friends eyes were still fixed on you.
“you’re so perfect y/n” he notices your change in demeanour, leaning in to kiss at your jaw, making your eyes shut again.
“best friends don’t normally do this, right?” you question quietly.
He pulls back “yea…but what if we wanted to be more than that?” he pauses.
“I mean I would, you know that now…um” he blushes “I- yea I like you a lot”
You chew on the inside of your cheek “would you like…take me on dates?” you ask playfully.
A grin etching across chans face before flipping the both of you over abruptly, which tears a squeal from your throat.
He hovers above you before kissing your lips followed by your cheeks and your forehead.
“on all the dates you can think of”
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wqk-k · 3 years
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Obey Me Brother react to an idol!MC
 hi this is my first set of headcanons for the brothers  👉👈 i apologize if the brothers are ooc in this, though i tried my best jksajdufhj. i hope you enjoy!
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Warning(s): Cursing
Reader Pronouns: They/Them (4A)
Background: MC is a very popular idol in their world, best known for their impressive singing skills, music and the amount of rewards they have recieved because of their talents. Surprisingly, they aren’t only popular in their world, but in the Devildom and Celestial Realm as well.
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Lucifer
since lucifer didnt actually read who you were on the paper that had blown to his feet, he had no idea you were an idol at first
but after couple days at RAD, he noticed that random demons kept coming up to you in between classes and didnt leave until the next class started
most of them had come up to you with a pen and some paper asking for your autograph
he was just like ??? 
after a while of this happening luci decided to just ask you straight up why they were coming up to you like that and you had told him you were an idol back in the human realm
that explains it
he honestly doesnt mind
if people start hating on you in public, he’ll honestly just shoot them a death glare and it works
so damn well
he got too much pride to deal with those underlings
if you start working on music/mv projects that you left off on in the human realm (like shooting mv or singing) he will absolutely rent you a recording booth or fuck, even a whole ass theatre if you needed it
sometimes he likes to sit in the recording booth and listen to you sing for a bit before returning to his stacks of mammon’s bills 
v proud of you dont get him wrong
but he will make sure you’ve done all your homework first LMAO 🛌
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Mammon
when mammon first found out you were an idol he started digging through boxes that had been in his closet
after what seemed like hours he finally found the box he was looking for and he started to dig through it
he pulled out an old camera that levi gave him a couple hundred years ago bc he said he didnt need it
mammon had the best idea ever, he could sell pictures of you to your fans for at least 10,000 grimm each.
surprisingly it worked
like really well
so well that you found out
you confronted him about it, saying that you find hella uncomfy with him snapping pictures of you at random times. not only that but it was an invasion of your privacy
despite him earning so much grimm, he agrees to stop but keeps some of the pictures to himself to look at when he misses you 
if you get hate in public he’ll turn into his demon form and scare the person away, maybe scaring you in the procees but apologizes right away if he does
if you start working on music/mv projects he’ll offer to help you shoot mvs or record you singing if you need the help
just make sure he gets some credit for helping you
but he genuinely thinks you look amazing in anything, like anything
you could be wearing a big bird cosplay and he’ll think you look breathtaking
gets you to model w him sometimes
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Leviathan
wait you look really familiar
really really familiar
you almost look and sound like that one really popular human idol that hes simped for time and time again
wait
oh shit
v embarrassed when he finds out it is actually you and gets really nervous when hes talking to you
is the demon asking for your autograph
but you have no idea how much power you have over this man
you could tell him to come out of his room and he’d come out with ease, no protesting, no nothing
may ask you to record a ringtone for him for when he wakes up
even after months of you two knowing each other, he still gets flustered when you start talking to him with your stupid cute ass eyes and your perfect hair and your perfect voice and your perfect-
yeah you get the point AKJSDKLASFBG
if you get hate in public he will deadass growl at the person before escorting you to your favorite ice cream place
if you start working on music/mv projects he will be by your side 24/7
he wants to see the god/ess themselves at work
hes like your personal butler for the time youre working on the projects and its adorable
hes bby
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Satan
when he finds out youre an idol he will 100% voulenteer to help you write lyrics for your next song
but besides that, like luci, he really doesnt mind
he hears some other demons talking shit about you after art class and he’ll be angy as usual, but after stomping off and accidentally bumping into you he just
turned into puddy??
idk what it was but it was something abt they way your hair was a lil messed up and looking at him like that wish a small embarrassed look
just wow
every ounce of anger just evaporated while you apologized over and over again because the face he was making made him look like he was angry for some reason 
when he snaps back into reality he says its cool but then asks if youd like to go to the library w him because honestly youre his safe haven now
sometimes he asks you to hum a tune for him when hes reading
if the demons start hating again, you may need to hold him back KJASNDJFG 
if you start working on music/mv projects, again, will voulenteer for helping with lyrics
if you already have the lyrics down he’ll review them and give constructive critisisim if needed
or he’ll just write every lyric himself and you can judge it after hes done
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Asmodeus
is not surprised at all
hes actually heard some of your songs and damn id he doesnt have them on his “on repeat” playlist on devilfy
he thinks you have an outstanding voice, not only that but youre a gorgeous lookin thing
asmo likes to hit on you a lot because he likes to see that flustered look on your face but he would never over your boundaries
he wouldnt want to be over the internet bc he made one of the most praised artists in devildom (thats not even a demon) angry
asmo doesnt want to be cancelled yet JKSJKDGFUA
but seriously, he thinks youre amazing
like really amazing
there like no lust involved in his admiration for you he just geniunely thinks youre cool
but he does think you look amazing 24/7
will ask you to model things for him for devilgram
if you get hate in public, he’ll hold your hands and shower you with compliments and tells you to ignore them
if you start working on music/mv project he will insist on doing backup vocals or being a backup dancer
or like the head backup dancer or whatever theyre called
is like your personal stylist wherever you go as well
along with that he can also help you come up with a beat for your song if you need one, he is more than happy to help someone like you
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Beelzebub
he honestly thinks youre really cool
asmo showed him one of your songs before and thought it sounded really catchy
not only that, you sounded beautiful, almost like you were actually from the celestial realm, consider him a fan
so when you showed up for the new exchange program he was surprised but got really giddy
was one of the demons who asked for your autograph
you gave him a sweet smile after he asked and he just- melted
man down man down
will want to spend lost of time with you and take you to ristorante six on fridays as his treat
you usually end up paying though which he feels really guilty about but you tell him its fine
youre an idol who is loaded to the chest, youve got nothing to lose KLSKADJHF
if you get hate in public he’s also the type to death glare but people dont really hate on you in public when youre w him bc he has a naturally scary aura
lowkey thought you wouldnt like him at first :(
if you start working on mv/music projects he’ll start cooking you meal and making sure you get enough water
will absolutely cook your favorite meal- or any meal in fact- if you request it
if you dont request anything he’ll just wing it and make something he think you’ll like kjskdhsf
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Belphegor
couldnt care less  🧍
he thinks your voice is pretty nice tho
hears beel listening to your music once and agrees w him on you having a really nice voice
lowkey sing him to sleep
like its super cute
plus he thinks youre gorgeous?? like wow you rlly pretty
once tried rubbing your face bc he thought you were wearing makeup but when nothing came up on his thumb he muttered a small “wow” and hugged you
it was the cutest thing ever ohmy god KJSJDSIF
ever since that day hes obtained a habit of rubbing your face when he finds you stunning or at random moments
if you get hate in public he will literally murder the person?? but in like an alleyway or something
he’ll say something like “wait here” and walks toward a dark area to do his thang
when he comes back he’s covered in this red shit and you worry for him but he just glosses over it and takes you into a pillow shop LMAO
he is v protective over you
if you start working on mv/music projects he’ll occasionally help out but most of the time he’s sleeping so he doesnt really care 
sometimes he’ll give beat/lyric suggestions or help flim the mv but thats it  🧍  
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obeythebutler · 3 years
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"Hello, lucifer, me." The time traveller said, voice smooth and controlled.
"Wh- wait." Lucifer sputtered, "two mcs? What is the meaning of this?"
The time traveller spun back around, their brown, long jackey fluttering behind them as they put their hands in their pockets.
"Oh yknow, the usual chaos, maybe a bit different now." They said, turning back around to face them. "I guess i was bored and decided to come back for the while! So weird seeing my past self," they leaned over closer to MC. "like seeing some embarrassing drawing when you were younger."
Mc took a step back. "Wait- you mean you're me? From the future?"
The time traveller nodded their head, skipping around the place happily. "Ohh man! I haven't been in this place in a while. Gets boring when you're stuck in a tower with with belphegor."
Lucifer seemed baffled, confused. "What-? But i never-" he began but quickly got interrupted.
"Yeah yeah, i know, not you. A different lucifer from a different reality." They said, looking at some antique things on the drawers in the hall. "Mean lucifer is what im gonna call him,"
"I accidentally inherited a tad of barbatos's powers by mistake, apparently i caused too much trouble, then he got maad and threw a tantrum, and locked me in the tower." They continued. "Oh wow, this is shiny," they picked up some random glass figurine of a historical figure and shoved it into their pocket.
"Oh i almost forgot!" They perked up, hopping over to MC. "You're about to get a load of siblings. Prepare for that, yeah? Lots of stuff is gonna happen from now on."
Lucifer stood speechless while mc asked, "why?"
"Why?" The time traveller laughed, "oh simple. Past me, you get bored very easily. I still do too. So i decided, why dont i get every sibling i can get and negotiate out of every reality where our mother was different, and put them in the same place?"
Lucifer butted in, "isn't that dangerous? For multiple people from past and future to meet?"
The time traveller frowned. "Thats time. Not reality." They shrugged, "i cant give you a lesson on how time travel works just yet! Though hope you dont mind me moving in for the while." They grinned.
What was happening?
(Should i do more? I do not know, brain smooth story crimg)
Listen, this is utter chaos and I'm living for it.
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secretsniper3 · 3 years
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Part 7: High Tech Tortures
I wake on my side, sore and extremy horny, desperate to cum as the 7 eggs in my pussy continue tohum without end, juice flowing out of my pussy freely, passing around the shield blocking the eggs from getting out, kept maddeningly on the very edge of orgasm with no way down. How much I wish these eggs would let me back down from the edge or stop completly, but with my urethra plug holding the shield theres no way to remove it and my hands are useless and I only serve to push the shield further on my skin and coating my latex paws in layers of precum. Moaning and a hum coming from the bed my sister slave is clearly under similar circumstances, though she can cum unlike me. Laying next to my Master she is likely bound till shes let out, hearing movement my Master gets out of bed nude, his cock swinging unrestrained and unrestricted as he walks to the bathroom to go through his morning routine I can only watch from my small cage at the foor of his bed.
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I wake in the familiar darkness and smell of my latex hood, my mouth plugged tight with my legs spread to the corners of the bed, my clit is humming softly, Im on the edge of a powerful orgasm needing only a touch to tip me into that pool as I feel my Master return to his bed and I recieve my orgasm as he slips his cock inside my soaking pussy, orgasming instantly I try and say “Sorry Master” but can only manage a pathetic mewl as my body shakes as my Master fucks me with his morning wood, my own comfort of no concern to him he thrusts away inside and dumps his morning load inside my waiting pussy. Feeling it stiring around inside me as he continues my pounding till a second load enters me, withdrawing and sealing my pussy closed he moves off and gets dressed. Feeling my leash reattach to my collar Im unbound from the bed and moved out the room and back downstairs, led around in the dark till my mouth finds a dildo and my tongue seizes it and I begin pumping and sucking away, recieving my morning meal from the giving cock as another cock pushes in my ass as my master uses me as he sees fit, thrusting me into the dildo with every push till I feel a pump push my masters tasty cum up my ass, flowing deep inside me. Having had my fill I remove the dildo from my mouth and take a step back, “Im done Master” my leash is pulled as I teeter on my toes locked in my ballet heels.
Pulled to the ground my collar is locked to a chain on the floor holding my neck a mere foot off the ground, my arms still bound behind my back Im forced to lay flat on my bountiful latex coated breasts, my covered nipples feel the cold against the latex I shiver at the sudden hardening of my nipples as my Master replaces my gag and turns, I hear footsteps walking away, leaving my bare ass and pussy on full view as my legs open slowly, feeling my Masters cum start to run out my ass and pussy, a few drops landing on the floor as I imagine my Master pumping more hot cum inside me, my imagination distracting me from the slow stepping behind me, its when I notice the muffled buzzing that my imagination comes back to reality and I wave my hips teasingly, trying to get my intention across as I feel a welcome hand on my back. “Eat” I hear as a tongue pushes into my tight ass and probes around, sucking on my petite hole I feel the cum flowing past my sister slaves prying tongue and into the mouth beyond, feeling another orgasm cresting the cliff I moan out in ecstasy as my pussy pulses “Dont cum” I hear, my Masters words ring and echo through my mind as my brain focuses on holding back the release instantly though with difficulty as the mouth continues to empty my ass.
Collecting the cum from my ass the tongue moves lower and I moan again as she enters my drooling pussy “Ahhh fuck!” I moan, hearing a laugh from my Master who seems to know my orgasm will come, wether I resist or not. Probing deeper and deeper inside me while the mouth sucks my clit and slurps the cum out, my mouth is too busy voicing my difficulty “Ohh fuck no! No no nonono! It-its too muhhhhHHHH” My voice breaking at the end as my pussy cums harder than I wanted as my cum sprays into the waiting mouth as the tongue redoubles and speeds up its thrusting, intent on making me dissobey again I do my best to hold back but having my willpower shattered too hard from that last orgasm, I can only manage “AHHHH OHGODNOO-ooooohh my gooOOODNOOO PLEASE!!” I scream, my arms jerking in my armbinder as I shift on my breasts, no way to stop the orgasms I have no permission to have! “Thats 2 orgasms, did you get permission to have those Slave?” My Master asks, “Im so sorry sir, I couldnt help it” I gasp out while the mouth sucks the remaining cum from my pussy and releases my still pulsing lips, “Thank you Master” I hear as the woman is led away and the sound of sucking fills the room.
Unlocking my chain from the floor Im put back on my toes and led to a chair where my master sits and bends me forward at the hips, Masters cock waits and I comply and thrust my head down and take him deep in my mouth, recieving my bonus meal Im stood up straight, “You wait here and keep sucking-” clearly talking to my sister slave, “I'll get this greedy slut ready for her punishment.” Making me shudder knowing Im getting punished for something I couldnt stop in my wildest dreams, Im led forward and taken to the dungeon in the basement, my legs forced open as I beg pathetically “She made me cum Master” being my favourite line to use. Special toys are inserted into my pussy and ass, 1 placed against my clit as a chastity belt lined with thick padded latex to seal completely, no way to get anything under my belt, not a finger or a feather, only my juices are able to slowly squeeze out from the shield. “These are very expensive, very special toys inside you now, dont want the deniers falling out and breaking now do we?” my Master asks with a laugh. What did my Master mean by “Deniers”? Im about to find out as he switches them all on, my head jerks as my lower body violently shakes as my ass and pussy quake with sensations and my poor clit becoming best friends with its stimulator. “If you manage to cum from those then its deserved, but good luck with that, Slut! Your punishment is keeping those in you for the day!” My Master says as I reach the edge of a massive orgasm and just as I crest the edge they all slow down, denying me the orgasm and holding me on the edge “Oh god im going to cum!” I moan as I try to cum, as the toys stop then start over again my orgasm rolls away then they vibrate continuously till Im once again on the edge, only to cut in and out in a painful denial. “It detects your heartbeat and stops just as your about to cum. Enjoy” My Master says as I scream aloud!
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Still sucking, not sure when Master will return I dont want to be caught with the dildo out of my mouth, a light tug on my leash informs me to release the toy as I look up to my Master, I barely heard a scream earlier and my sister slave is still in the dungeon. My Master leads me slowly down to the dungeon, the second the door opens I hear loud buzzing and gasping and moans from the tormented slave, my eyes widen as I see her, still with arms sealed behind her, eyeless latex hood over her face with a tight corset and ballet boots locked to her body, but its what was new that caught my eyes, a shiny chastity belt that sits very tightly against her sex. Another tug on the leash I follow my Master to a chair and as he sits he reveals his hard cock, and I hop up to take it in my mouth as clearly commanded, my eyes look over to my sister slave as she cries and screams while I suck on my Masters hard cock till a hand meets the back of my head and holds my head low. Swallowing his cum I continue to suck away at the cock in my mouth. Moans and screams fill my ears as Masters cock pushes in and your of my mouth while my eyes look to a thrashing woman, “Shes enjoying a new toy i accuired this morning in the mail, designed to deny its user every orgasm, it wont stop vibrating till i turn it off.” Master explains while holding a remote in his other hand and placing it on a nearby shelf, far out of my paws reach.
Pushing me back off his hard cock Im told to sit, and I watch the display infront of me, “She will get to cum again, unlike you though” my Master says as he looks down on my bitchsuit covered body as my eyes start to tear up as my pussy continues to hum pathetically, having been turned down to emit a arousing presence. Seemingly knowing my arousal could use a pick-me-up my own inserts max out as I jump up and I spin to look at my Master, my sex dripping with need concealed by the latex suit while my sister slave is experiencing, however limited, a taste of my desires, Im told to sit once again and I shakily drop onto my covered pussy and ass as my own fluids flow onto the floor with a rekindled heat behind it as I look to the woman thrashing in her bonds knowing her hell is a temporary one while my hell will continue long after today.
My eyes look to the clock on the wall and time seems to take its course, an hour passes and the moaning has been nonstop from both of us as the pool between the womans bound wide legs growing steadily,with my own small puddle beneath my own thighs, my Master saying “You must be thirsty by now Slave, go have a drink” pointing to the pool of juices before me, I slowly walk over and drop my head in the fluid and drink deep, my red hair falling into the pool I slurp up more and more of my sister slaves pussy juices, thinking it would be more tasty coming from its source directly. Having my fill I back up to my Master and once again take his cock in my mouth and begin sucking away, the nearby drain collecting what pussy juices I didnt slurp up, my face covered with her own fluids as the cock pushes in my mouth as another 2 hours pass. Standing up my Master walks to the tormented woman as she moans and begs for forgivness incoherently as my Master reaches above her and grabs a dildo on a tube and puts it to her mouth, pushing it past her lips and teeth he locks straps around her head and pushes a button, the transparent tube fills with a white liquid and the slaves head shakes from side to side till her breasts are slapped hard “Drink up Slave!” My Master barks out loud. Complying instantly the slave gulps down many mouthfulls till shes clearly full and the button is pressed and the fluids flow stops, drinking up the rest the dildo is removes from her mouth and she spurts out some white fluid which lands on her large latex covered breasts.
Bringing the dildo over to me Im forced to suck on the thick toy as its locked on my face, pressing the button Im helpless to avoid the fluid as I watch as it rushes down the tube and bursts into my mouth, its horrible! Tastes worse than the cum flavored fluid from upstaris Im forced to swallow multiple loads worth and the button is pressed and I finish up and the toy is unlocked and removed. Placing back up near the roof it drips more white liquid onto the floor in slow drips, I watch on as my pussy burns with more need and I gasp out as the vibrators stimulation seem to double as I was obviously drugged with something, still unable to cum I grind my metal plate on the ground in a useless bid to achieve what I know I cant have. Moaning as I push down my motions matching the woman bound before me as we both hump forward, both pussies locked behind metal plates as the wearers thrust and grind best they can.
Watching this, my Master laughs and takes me back upstairs, leaving my sister slave bound and struggling desperatly as Im led away, entering the loungeroom I sit on a latex cushion placed infront of a metal device, locking my collar to the floor Im forced on my back, presenting my horny plate covered pussy for inspection, the device it placed over my head, covering my entire head and a dildo pushing into my mouth which is locked in place, the device now secure to my head my darkness is lit up with a screen everywhere I look. Im going to watch whatever my master wants me to watch, my eyes are illuminated with scenes of women in restrictive bondage and cumming constantly, cutting from scene to scene. My ears flood with the sounds of orgasms, cocks and sex. Unable to look away or block it out, even closing my eyes does nothing as I can see almost clear images on my eyelids as the dildo pulses in my mouth and my tongue coddles it lovingly as I feel my urethral tube deflate as my master takes care of my bodies needs, and I feel my eggs removed from my shuddering pussy, as its replaced with a throbbing hard cock as hands grab my breasts as my Master thrusts inside me, dumping 2 loads inside me, clearly going to require my sister to fish the cum out as I did for her this morning, at least I cant cum like she could. My Master leaves me to my porn to tend to the cum hungry slave below.
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I cant cum, the toys wont let me! My hips thrusting against the belt with no release in sight I scream and moan between my blind begging to anyone there who could hear me! My breast being seized by a strong hand I cry out with desperation as I beg once again “Please make it stop Master!” being answered with a hand slapping my face “How would this be a punishment if you get out when you want out?” My Master says calmly as he unlocks my legs as I stand up straight as Im led back out of the dungeon, my pussy, ass and clit still alight with the vibrators. Led blindly through the house I hear moans over the humming between my thighs as Im forced to my knees and my face pushed into a pussy, its hers! Sucking deeply as my tongue shoots inside I taste cum packed deep and I begin fishing it out, it doesnt take long for me to get it all out and Im pulled off my dinner as Im taken over and pushed onto a seat, blind and unaware my Master decides to watch a normal movie while Im forced to sit, on the edge of a intense orgasm that I wont have till later hopefully as my tongue slips out of my open mouth while my mind goes numb with pure need.
Finishing his movie my Master jerks my mind back to reality with a cock slipping into my open mouth, the movie must be over, how long has it been? for me its been dark for 2 days straight so my grasp on the passage of time is completly useless, knowing when its night only when Im put to bed, I recieve a delicious load in my mouth from my Master, which I swallow instantly and are brought to my feet and led around the house aimlessly, turning around sharply multiple times threatening to topple my delicate balance as I teeter on my sore toes trapped in my ballet boots. I begin walking in a long straight line, puzzled I realize Im on a treadmill once again, as I writhe in my denial haze Im forced to walk endlessly as my Master clearly leaves me to my torment, my legs burn for relief that Im not going to get. My moans begin anew with that realization.
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My mind is flooding with porn, the images of orgasms making my denial that much harder to deal with. The screen turns black and the dildo my tongue was coddeling is removed, my eyes see light and my Masters face as the helmet is taken away, my needy pussy right beneath him and the sounds of moaning and denial coming from around the corner, I know the treadmill is in that room and whats happening to her, Im pulled to my “feet” as my leash leads me to the treadmill room and I see her, bound tight in a inescapable walk of arousal and shame, “This because you made her cum twice, are you happy?” My Master says with a chuckle. Drinking in her bondage I accept that this is all on me, I could have eased up and denied her rather than taste her sweet cum… on my.. tongue. I know I did this, and I know that given the opporunity, I would do it again, her juices taste too great. If I cant cum then why should she? I decide that each time I clean her out I'll make her orgasm and sentence her to another day of denial hell. I smile at that decision and my Master laughs at my expression, “You enjoy her torture, dont you.”, I nod at his question “Yes Master, very much so..”
Leading me back up to the bedroom my cage is opened and I crawl inside and lay on my latex pillow and relax as best I can as my cage is locked shut and my Master leaves, likely to get my sister slave. Returning a few minutes later I yawn as he enters, Im exhausted, watching the blind slave led to the bed I hear flesh on latex and she falls back on the bed. Hearing a moan and a groan and a sudden cry I hear gagging as I learn my Master is taking her mouth tonight, she will remain denied tonight and I couldnt be happier. The lights turn off and I hear my Master call “Good night my Denial Whores!”
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h0neyjaehyun · 4 years
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☁︎ 𝐊𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬 ☁︎
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Summary // Jeno finds out Tali's favorite skinship, and later on so do the boys.
Characters // Talia Flores + Jeno Lee (ft.Nct Dream mention. Chan, parents)
Era / Year // July 2017
Word Count //
⚠️Warning⚠️ // Mention of Alchohol abuse
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So members like to give out kisses once in awhile and Tali is no different. Even tho she doesn't really do skinship, she doesn't mind giving kisses here and there mostly because thats how the people around her gave her affection when she was in her pre-teens. Lots of head kisses mostly, from adoring her to comforing her.
Something about Tali makes you want to smother her in affection. But the boys don't want to over step her boundaries so they never did, and hoping that one day Tali will give the signal that it was okay.
And the moment had come.
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Its was 2017, Tali felt quite sad. Not that the boys did anything wrong its just sometimes she misses the times she can be carefree and drink. The adrenaline that she got when she was younger but she knew that she wasn't able to go back to it.
She knows drinking is bad,especially at her age which wasn't llegal drinking age, she hasn't drinked alcohol since Chan convinced her not to, and saying it was bad for her. She knew that when she was younger too but she missed the thrill, and her friends. They all kept in contact, visiting them when she is off. She just misses the affectionate that they usually gave her, but can't since it might get her in a scandal. Mostly the head kisses, and when she kisses them on the cheek, that made her feel the most loved and thats how she preferred to show her love.
Her parents never really gave her affection, it was usually her friends, and she felt comfort in those moments and safe. The boys didn't really hug her, only Haechan or Jaemin, what they usually do is just pinch her cheeks. Even tho she doesn't like the cheek pinching, she wanted kisses, but it felt weird asking that.
So she finally had the courage to just kiss one of the members cheek one day....all hell broke loose when they found out the habit.
"Jeno~" she said sleeply, tired of the comeback, she went and sat beside him. "You look tired." "Wow, thats what every girl wants to hear." Tali said sarcastically. "Sorry" Jeno laughed with his eye smile. Tali looked at him and smiled back loving his smile. She put her head on his shoulder while they were waiting for the rest of dream to get ready for bed.
She heard yelling outside knowing it was the 2 boys that have been practically fighting all summer and not getting along for only god knows what. (Or whatever figure you believe in). She tried her best to ignore it, but also wanting to get out of the dorm that she wasn't very comfortable in at the moment.
"Hey Jeno?"
"Hm?"
"Wanna go for ice cream?"
"Right now? Its the middle of the night."
Tali looked at him then looked back at the door from where all the yelling is coming from.
"Either you wanna stay here and keep hearing them scream their heads off at each other or you wanna go get ice cream and go on the roof so we can look at the stars. Either way im going."
Jeno thought about it, he didn't want to stay here, nor did he want Tali to go out alone knowing she was too stubborn to back down from not leaving.
"....Sure why not...Renjun can always handle them"
Tali nodded, not caring if she was tired she just wanted out. They left quietly without anyone noticing, and headed to the the Open 24 hours store, to grab some ice cream and snacks.
They left and Jeno almost went to the dorm forgetting that they were supposed to go to the roof but Tali pulled him to the roof. Jeno was amazed on how Tali knew about going up here, the view was so pretty, like she can read his thoughts she said. "This is my safe place these past months, the amount of fighting those two have is...terrible I just wanted to leave the bad aura and come here with you." She said looking at him with sparkles in her eyes.
Jeno looked mesmerized by her speech and her eyes, he always liked looking at them. He pulled her to the ground and they sat there in silence with only bags being moved around being the only noise.
Tali looked at him and she found comfort, he looked back at her and gave her his famous eye smile, she was so happy to see it she couldn't help but just climb on his lap and just stay there in his arms. Jeno was surprised but took the rare opportunity to hold her.
Then Tali out of habit gave him a kiss on the cheek. Jeno froze, Tali could feel the stiffness in his body. Then it clicked on what she just did. "Oh my- IM SORRY I DID THAT OUT OF HABIT, IM SORRY I MADE YOU UNCOMFORTABLE." Tali said panicked.
While Jeno still loading, Tali was about to get off his lap but thats when reality came in he held her in the same position they were before. "No no its okay, its okay as long as you don't do that to people outside the group your okay" Jeno laughed at her panicked state.
There was silence
"Wait....what do you mean out of habit?" Jeno said out of curiosity.
Tali blushed not expecting that question she laughed and said "Well when I was like 11 I developed a love for kisses, like not lip to lip more like head kisses of comfort, then the way I respond to that comfort is by giving that person a kiss on the cheek if I really really trust them.." she said while she was hiding in her red hair, she couldn't help but feel embarrassed at that confession, she didnt really like saying those cheesy things if makes her cringe or flustered.
Jeno laughed at her embarrassment. Feeling good that she trusts him, and that he is getting closer to her. "You trust me?" Jeno said cutely. Tali now flustered "Of course I trust you" she said with giggle. "Then why didn't you kiss my cheek before huh?" He said teasingly with a pout. Tali smiles at his cuteness "Because I didn't know if your were comfortable with it" she said with a smile, head tilted cutely. Jeno gushed at her.
"How about this" Jeno proposed
"How about me and you only do this hm?" Tali thought about it, she doesn't know if the members are comfortable with it and honestly doesn't wanna embarrass herself so one member is better then none.
She looked at him the a smile and said "of course!"
Jeno was happy that he got closer with Tali also that they get to have their own little thing. But he knew it wasn't gonna last long since they were probably gonna accidentally do it infront of the boys out of habit, but he is gonna take the time that he has with it.
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Dream were in the waiting room. Bored out of their mind waiting for their turn to perform. So Jeno and Tali were just napping together, Jaemin visited them and he saw them together and started taking pictures.
Then Tali started waking up and looked up and saw Jaemin."Jaeminnnn" she said cutely still sleepily doing graby hands at him like a baby while Jeno was still asleep beside her, hands around her waist, his face in her hair. Jaemin couldn't resist the invitation so he layed on top of her and snuggled his face in her chest.
She wasn't expecting the face in chest but she thought eh he is injured i don't to hurt him by pushing him off and its been awhile I'll let it slide. Then Jeno woke up from all the movement
"Jaemin."
"Hm?" The boy still buried in her chest too comfortable to move.
"One why are you here and two why are you in Tali's chest?" Concerned for the girl under him since she is a small human being.
"One to visit since its been awhile, and two...its comfortable and she did the grabby hands so I couldn't resist." He said still in her chest. Jeno looked at Tali and Tali looked back at Jeno. She blinked a few times.
"Hello"
Jeno just smiled at her cute hello.
Tali looked at Jaemin who seemed to be asleep.
"Jaemin....Jaemin....JAEMIN!" Mark yelled waking up the boy. "WHAT." The boy said upset that his sleep got disturbed. "Get off of her she need to fix her clothes to perform." Mark said, Jaemin just glared at Mark "You're just jealous that Im in this position and you're not." Jaemin said getting up and started to bicker with Mark.
Tali just crawled onto Jeno's lap and both of them sat there looking at the boys just bickering with each other while the others started joining in. In the moment Tali felt at home, Jeno reminded Tali of her brother when he would hold her when something bad came up or just in general.
Jeno looked down and saw Tali seem comfortable which made him happy and out of habit he kissed her head, and in that exact moment the boys turned to Tali to ask her who gives the best cuddles and they see Tali in Jeno's lap and him giving her a head kiss.
Everything was quiet
"WHY DOES HE GET TO KISS YOU AND NOT ME!" Haechan whined while he collapsed on Tali's legs.
Tali blinked trying to figure out whats happening then she realized...he kissed my head....oh no.
Then their manager came "Its time to perform LETS GO PEOPLE." Tali and Jeno took this opportunity to book it so they looked at each other and RAN.
"COME BACK HERE WE ARE NOT FINSIHED DISCUSSING THIS!" Jaemin yelled.
All the boys laughed and then after they performed they saw Jaemin still there waiting for an explanation. Jeno and Tali looked at each other trying to figure out how to explain.
"Well?"
"Um...well you see its just...it became a habit~?" Tali said trying hard to explain without confessing the truth cause if she does, they won't stop kissing her.
"Tali." Jisung said.
"Hm?" Tali turned to Jisung
"Are you and Jeno hyung dating" Chenle said
Tali and Jeno looked at each other and they burst out laughing.
"YOu ThInk WE ArE DAtiNg!?" Jeno said laughing his ass off.
Everyone was confused not knowing what to think.
"Listen, I find comfort with head kisses when being hugged and I usually repay the person with a kiss on the cheek or a hug nothing more, its just Jeno found out by accident when we hanged out and I was sleepy, we agreed to be our thing till we slip up and do it front of you guys nothing more." Tali said giggling.
They all were in awe at the little cute confession and started to coo at her and petting her hair.
Jaemin just looked at her after the cooing and said with a betrayed face.
"YOU GAVE JENO A KISS BEFORE ME"
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dracoismypatronus · 3 years
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Magic Inside PT 2
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Summary: where the reader, has spent all her life living in the muggle world going from foster home to foster home since she’s never met her parents, but she’s aware of her magic abilities she knows that she’s special and that she can do unusual things. She will eventually be discovered and be sent to Hogwarts and find love.
(knowing my hoe ass self its probably going to be Draco x YN, but I’ll make it interesting don't worry, leave your comments and send messages)
PART 1
On my way back home, the idea of being inside Pascal’s mind wouldn’t leave my head, how was that possible? It wasn’t the first time I ever did this, but it had never happened like this, so loud, and with a full sentence, normally it was just a few random words that I can’t quite put together.
I.. I don’t know what’s going on, but every time it happens I can’t help but to think about my past, my parents, my origins, does it have something to do with them? Is there something more to me than a child roaming the system trying to find a functional loving family? I knew that my parents were long gone, they for sure left me or were some dead junkies on the street, I don’t blame them, the world sucks, I too would do anything to numb the pain and to escape reality.. So if you’re out there mom and dad, I guess I forgive you, for dumping me. But anyways, I arrive at the Oswald’s home and the first thing that im greeted is with Mr. Oswald’s resentful stare as if just by seeing me his day just got ruined, he rolls his eyes. He rolls his eyes as I enter the kitchen.
-What took you so long? - I hear Mrs. Oswald’s sharp voice coming from the living room and she made her way to join us in the kitchen - the kids are starving, come on hurry up, make the breakfast, we don’t got all day - she said with her sharp Italian accent, while fixing up her fried blonde curls that get fixed one every two weeks at the salon, since she works there she gets a discount.
-I’m late for work- says Mr. Oswald as he puts down his coffee mug thats what he had for breakfast everyday.
-work? On a weekend? You never work on weekends specially Sunday’s - says Mrs. Oswald
-A new …
-Oh it doesn’t matter you’re such a hard worker, you go my love- she says giving him a kiss of goodbye.
*Don’t you dare read his mind, thats his private business, stay away!*
I finish making breakfast and call my little brothers and sister for breakfast, I end up not eating so they can have more food and just end up making some tea for myself and head up to my room.
The rain has intensified now, I see from the window of my room Mr. Oswald getting in his company car and heading into work… or maybe seeing his lover… quiet, he would never, right?! Anyways, as I take a few sips of my tea, I receive a text from my best friend Rena:
-Witch HandNow. See u in 10 x <3
Rena and I had been best friends since I was 10, I had been lucky to know her because she was put alo for adoption but luckily she was adopted by a rich couple, but thankfully they kept her in the same school as I did, so we have been inseparable ever since. Rena had dirty blonde hair, hazel eyes. Now, witch hand, was our spot, where we would sneak out to smoke and drink and to listen to music, and to give each other tattoos, we called it Witch Hand because it was inside a fores near a park for children, beside a tree, where the tree branches look like giant creepy hands.
As I go downstairs, and bid my goodbye
-And where do you think you’re going? -Says Mrs. Oswald
-I’m going to see Rena
-The rich girl, the one who got adopted?
-yes
-And who do you think will stay with the kids? I have friends over this evening
-can’t you get a nanny? Here I’ll give you the money - I say as I take a 50 Dollar Bill and hand it to her
-Since when do you have this amount of money? Actually since when do you have money?
-I sold some of my drawing at school
-who would buy that
-well they did
Mrs.Oswald took the bill from my hand and put it on her wallet, im not paying anyone to look after the kids when I have you
Before I could start a fight about my now stolen money, my phone starts ringing.
-Hello?
-Hii! Its raining loads, want me to pick you up? Actually don’t answer that, I’m already getting my car.
-Rena I have to take care of my brothers and sisters…
-Oh… I’ll finesse Miss Lucia Oswald don’t worry.
*hangs up*
ok I’ll stay with them
I go back to my room and wait for Rena.
10 minutes go by and the front door rings, I hear Mrs.Oswald Opening the door, and just wait for Rena by the stairs.
-Hi Miss Lucia
-Oh Hi Rena, so Nice to see you, I didnt know you were coming, I love what you’re wearing, what’s that? Prada?
-yes! And I’ve brought a gift just for you, this bracelet, I saw it, and I just had to get it, its just your face, and it was sooooo expensive, just for an expensive lady - Rena laughs in the most fake way possible and I try my best not to laugh.
-Oh but thank you so much!
-So I was wondering Miss Lucia if Y/N and I could go out just for a minute or two it won’t be long she will be back just in time to help with her brothers and sisters.
-oh but of course - she said, I could feel her gushing over the bracelet, and the thoughts of showing her friends the bracelet later, and how she bought it herself and how she is better than them now.
-Thank you so much!
-Y/N RENA IS HERE- Mrs. Oswald screamed happily.
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Ok so its 2:30 am and im going feral over syndicate au
After they “officially” (or as official as they can be at least) hire jekyll as their chemist things are somewhat awkward between henry and jacob for a bit. With the other people henry can be professional and friendly towards but jacob was literally the one introducing him to all of this. Via a one-night-stand
Except that attraction between them is obviously there?? Like they (probably) wouldnt have done the wahoo with eachother if it wasnt there, so all theres left is for them to get to know eachother. And they do slowly get to know eachother through meetings, and business exchanges where jacob tries to flirt and henry is flustered but not too flustered to laugh, and then they start talking outside work and then before they know it theyre back to making out except this time theyre SOBER and they decide it means something. And then BOOM, boyfriends
And then jacob thinks hes funny, and the kidnappings start happening
Also i would to know how jacob would react to the big reveal that jekyll = hyde. Personally im a big fan of “oh wow my beloved youre genuinely an insane person :) thats cool tho. Love you lots xoxo”
Hey dude. You know what I was... Is it called daydreaming if I did it to go to sleep? Either way you know what I was imagining over and over and over when trying to go to sleep?
Exactly this.
I can imagine Henry being so incredibly awkward around the other assassins and especially Jacob at first. After all, Jacob was a one-night-stand and all other assassins wanted him dead (he assumes) but he quickly befriends Evie and Greenie because he is as social as a puppy and is just as likable as one. But he keeps a distance from Jacob because he finds the entire situation incredibly uncomfortable and especially after what happened with Robert. He doesn't want to get hurt like that again and even if his heart slowly, slowly is letting go of Robert and willingly opens itself up again, he desperately tries to lock it away and make sure he isn't too close to Jacob. Jacob, who probably is a person to fall head-over-heels with persons he just met and especially if they have even shagged (he literally fell in love with two of his enemies after 1-2 meetings, canonically, one being a gal and one being a lad) is probably quite hurt by Jekyll taking a distance but he still tries. Hence the flirting, hence still trying to get to know Henry.
A few months pass, maybe. Henry gets used to working for the assassins, he spends most of his free time on the train because he can escape both Lodgers and friends alike and just... Relax. Even if he spends most of his time there, and even if he tries to get away from Jacob to not end up more hurt, he just can't. He keeps getting pulled into those handsome eyes and those flirty jokes and he just can't deny that he is feeling something for Jacob, and Jacob notices. Suddenly Greenie and Evie are gone on an emergency mission and Jacob and Henry are alone on the train. Perhaps Jacob would offer Henry some whiskey, perhaps they would just sit around and talk on one of the couches. Perhaps Jacob would slowly inch his way closer and Henry would pretend not to notice. Suddenly Jacob's hand is on his thigh and Henry's breath hitches, his face shots up to meet Jacob's gaze and their noses brush together. They are alone, Jacob takes his chance, and so softly he presses their lips together. Nowhere near as hungrily as their first meeting and nowhere near as possessively as during their shag. It's soft, it's adoring, and Henry can't help but melt into it. He doesn't want to but something in him feels safe with Jacob, much safer than he had ever felt with Robert, much more loved than he had ever felt by Robert, yet he quickly falls back to reality when Jacob's hand moves-- maybe not even up his thigh, maybe he just accidentally nudged it-- and Henry places his hands on Jacob's chest and breaks off. So many thoughts and feelings swirling around in his head, yet all he can feel is how his heart clenches so violently and everything in him is screaming stop, stop, go back, you are ruining it, all while it's also screaming run, run, don't look back, don't let yourself get hurt again.
Henry stands up, Jacob follows as Henry begins to panic so slightly. He is apologizing profusely, he is saying that Jacob please shouldn't take this personally, it's just... He can't handle this right now, he's sorry, Jacob did nothing wrong but Henry just isn't ready for it. Right as Henry is about to leave the train, Jacob stops him. He asks what he did wrong, or what's making Henry panic so. Henry stops, for a moment, takes a deep breath, and tells him that he just... Does not know what Jacob wants from him, and he has been hurt by pretend-relationships enough that he doesn't want to experience that again. Jacob tells him that he actually likes him, he would like to have an actual relationship with him sometime, if that would be something Henry would want and would be comfortable with. Henry pauses, another deep breath, and finally, he just says that... He needs to think about it. Please give him some space, he will give him a letter once he has gotten to think things through, he is sorry for being difficult but it's just... So, so much for him and after what he has been through. It's nothing personal, he assures Jacob, yet both of them just feel so, so hurt as Henry waits for the nearest train station and leaves. It's in the middle of the night, yet he is trudging his way back to the Society alone. Jacob debates following him, just to make sure he gets home safely, but doesn't.
Maybe it takes a few days, maybe some weeks, maybe even months, but soon, when Jacob enters the train after a particularly foul mission, Evie has a letter for him. "Jekyll came by and told me to give it to you", she says. Jacob could not grab it any faster, hastily tells her some weak excuse before excusing himself to his personal train compartment. He sits on his bed, he takes a deep breath, and he opens the wax seal of the letter-- so formal and official, he thinks. He wonders what Jekyll has told him, what news he is about to get. He can't deny that he likes him and that he likes him a lot. More than he liked Pearl. More than he ever liked Maxwell. What he feels for Henry feels good and real and he just feels miserable at the thought that Henry might not feel the same.
He opens the letter; the actual text and paper are just as "official" and formal as the actual wax seal and letter fold.
And then he reads it.
And the first thing Henry does, no surprise, is apologizing, and Jacob feels his blood run cold. But then he continues to read, and Henry is explaining why he was so scared. He has been hurt before, his last boyfriend treated him like a side piece that he just threw away and they had known each other for two years and it has affected Henry a lot. He apologized for being difficult, but he is willing to try out a relationship if Jacob is still up for it, and if he is just willing to take it slow and be patient with Henry.
And Jacob, of course, is willing to be patient. He is willing to wait for Henry because he likes him.
At the end of the letter, Henry asks Jacob to meet him in his office somewhere during the evening; he will keep the window open.
And Jacob does come.
And they get to talk it all out, they get to set some boundaries and actually talk about what they want out of all of this. Obviously ends with Jacob embracing Henry in a way only lovers can, and loads and loads of kisses.
Look, I'm just... So soft for this ship, ok? And now I have an excuse to ramble on about it bc more people actually ship them through this au and I love it.
ALso realized I completely forgot the last part heeh <3
So far, I have imagined the assassin crew (Jacob, Evie, Greenie) needing Henry for something but they see this... This blond gremlin breaking into his office. They immediately think of cornering him and questioning him about why he is breaking into Henry's office, except they enter at exactly the wrong time and manages to catch the transformation as Hyde turns back into Jekyll. They all stare in horror and yet Jacob doesn't hesitate to immediately run forward and cradle Henry; spitting and trying to keep himself from vomiting as all that slime and goop comes out of his mouth and eyes. Henry coughs, he manages to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is the assassins and Jacob's face. He coughs again, he presses out a panicked smile, and the only thing he says is "oh fuck."
Jacob, without even thinking about it, immediately helps Henry to gather himself and clean himself off of the slime, Evie and Greenie are just standing on the sidelines unsure of what to do. Finally, Henry is rested against a cabinet and his breathing is calmer, and he manages to explain everything. Yeah, he was really depressed a few years ago and he thought there were things that were horribly wrong with him so he wanted to get rid of that. Except he accidentally personified all of that "bad" stuff and now that person is Edward Hyde. Jacob would definitely be... Slightly concerned, but would very much be like "oh so you are slightly insane and also halfly schizophrenic? Ahaha is no big deal I still love u darling xoxo"
...Y'all think Jacob would start flirting with Hyde too after that?
Honestly! I very much like all kinds of confessions when it comes to the Jekyll/Hyde reveal, so? Gimme all your thoughts, I crave them all. I just love the angsty routes <3
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The Freedom of Expression Episode 29 - The fashion brand that doesn't sell a single item of clothing.
K: Hi, this is Dir en grey's Kaoru starting this week's episode of The Freedom of Expression. Joe san, Tasai san, welcome again...Well well well...
J: Hanshin?
K: You know it aready! haha
J: I knew the moment you said 'Well well well'
T: You took a really deep breath.
K: Haha
J: Whenever you lament in that way, its probably Hanshin. Whats going on with them?
K: Well, its kinda like 'Hmm'
J: Haha
K: They are winning some and losing some.
T: Yeah.
K: I talked about this before, but after they got 20 points...
T: Ah! Yes
K: They started getting worse.
T: Yeh, yeh, its true.
J: Did they use everything they had all at once?
K: Well, I mean..But! They just can't win against the Giants.
T: Yeah.
J: Why is that?
T: They can win against other teams.
K: Yeh, its only the Giants. They get destroyed by them.
J: Haha
K: I can't say anything else.
J: Weren't they beaten three times in a row recently or something?
T: Yeah, moreover they didn't get a single point.
K: They were totally crushed three times in a row.
J: Ehh?
T: Its incredible.
J: There's nothing good to come out of this? Why did it happen?
K: They're trying too hard..whatever they do, they try too hard. They never get it right.
J: Oh, really?..Dare I ask you? Honestly? Is there any posibility for Hanshin to win again?
K: There is!
J: There is? Oh good!
K: Yeah, there is....but the Giants are pretty strong.
J: Kami, can't you do something for Hanshin?
Kami: That would be quite difficult. Three losses in a row is quite bad isn't it?
T: Yeah.
J: Its impossible for you to help? Can't you use some of your power?
Kami:......... No, I don't have any power.
J: Haha
Kami: The higher up gods do, but not the lower ones.
J: Can't you ask one of the higher up gods? You could be their mouthpiece.
Kami:.........No, the conditions are strict.
K: Ok, Joe, today's topic please.
J: Yep...Its the news about the mystery of the northern European fashion brand that doesn't sell a single item of clothing. The website 'Carlings' catering to mainly northern Europe, has launched the fashion brand 'Neo-ex'. But it seems as if you can't actually buy clothes on the site. As for how it works, users can choose fashion they like from the 'Neo-Ex' collection, then they upload a photo of themselves. After that a team of exclusive 3D designers will created realistic images of you wearing the clothes. Then the user can buy the images. For example, they could use 'Neo-Ex' in order to look cool on social media. As for the price, you don't buy the clothes, only the image, but it costs between ¥1,300 and ¥3,900. It may appear as profiteering to some, but their aim is to cast the first stone in reducing the huge amount of waste that the fashion industry produces. What do you think about this Kaoru?
K: I mean...I don't really know.
J: You don't know? haha
K: I don't know, but at the same time Im kinda like, 'Ah, I see'.
T: Well, this method was first created at the beginning of 2019. Its still a bit strange, even now, but for sure, I think its good to use with social media.
J: Mmm, I see. Isetan did something similar to this after corona started. When it got really bad with corona, no-one could go to department stores, no one went to shops, so Isetan made avatars, like in a video, and in that the avatars could go shopping, and try on clothes. They charged a fee for it. I read an interview about it,  and what I found interesting was that rather than aiming this at stressed out people who love clothes, but can't go shopping, by letting people make avatars, they were trying to open up an entirely different market. Well, thats what people are saying. This project might be a bit different from that though...Well, its not about buying clothes in reality...well, their aim may be to bring attention to the waste the fashion industry produces, but it also kinda changes the way we see fashion. It doesn't matter how much you pick with this, right? You don't buy them.
T: Yeah.
K: Well, yeh.
T: If you never leave your house, and start living though an avatar, its like your life is over. I have a feeling we'll start hearing stories like that.
K: But there are loads of peope on social media who model clothes that they've bought, aren't there?
J: Yeah..So as for who this fits, its one way to express yourself on social media, right?
K: In that sense, its ok isn't it? And its cheaper than buying the actual clothes. Ah, but does the design team choose for you? Ah, you choose yourself?
J: Yeah, then they create an image of you wearing the clothes. You don't actually buy the clothes, so there is no kind of waste produced, but if you want to just show everyone how the clothes look, you can pay from ¥1,300  to about ¥4000.
T: Its expensive!
K: This would be interesting if various brands were included.
T: Well, yeh.
J: Yeh.
K: And people like us (Dir en grey) could join it, and people could wear our clothes. It might be interesting.
J: Like not actually wearing, but just creating an image?
T: Fans could try on the same outfit as Kaoru and stuff..
K: Yeah. Or you could dress up as historical figures, do cosplay. Or you could choose stuff that you've seen models or tv stars wearing. I think this is a brand at the moment, but if they made that kind of website..
J:Ah, it could be interesting, right?
K: Yeh.
J: I mean, its also good that it doesn't create any waste products.
K: There's a lot isn't there?
J: Well, yeh, if clothes don't sell...in the end, if they are part of a collection, they don't sell them off cheaply, they just cut them up and throw them away.
T: Ah, really?
J: Yeh, and there is a lot of stuff made out of cotton, so thats kinda also related to environmental damage. The economy only works if you keep making stuff and selling stuff, but if you don't sell, it becomes waste, and the earth's environment has to take on that burden. But with this website, its purely the design aspect, so there is no burden on the earth.
K: I wonder if they can do this on any type of photo..
J: What do you mean?
K: Like do you have to be standing straight, facing the camera like this, or could you be sitting down, or..?
J: Ah, your pose?
K: Yeh yeh. Its not that cool to post a photo of yourself just standing up straight. This might actually be quite difficult.
J: Yeah.
K: Was Kami going to say something just then?
Kami: Um, I can't choose clothes at all.
K: You just wear half dried out Tshirts? haha.
J: Haha, yeah. There were quite a lot of people who wanted those.
K: Really? Hahaha
J: It's weird! People saying, 'I want one of Kami's half dried out t-shirts'.
Kami: I only buy cheap clothes. Cheap clothes which won't show the dirt. But even so, my shoes are expensive. 
J: Ah, shoes, yeah.
T: What type of shoes do you buy, Kami?
Kami: I buy quite nice shoes. Yes, I do. I mean, I don't really know, though, something around ¥6000.
J: Im not sure if thats cheap or expensive, haha.
K: Yeh, its kinda hard to tell.
J: Yeh, its that ambiguous zone. If it was ¥500 you could say, 'wow, thats cheap!'. But ¥6000 is like, well...'oh, ok..', kinda.
Kami: I pay ¥500 for tshirts.
T: Thats cheap.
J: Kami, do you wanna try this? Making a fashion image like this?
Kami: No way.
J: So icy...haha.
K: Don't you post photos on socia media, Kami?
T: Oh right, yeh.
Kami: Not at all. But I think doing this type of thing is a really good thing. It's like casting the first stone, it said. I like stuff like that.
J: Ahh.
Kami: I think its a good thing, but I wouldn't do it myself.
J: I kinda wanna try checking out this website. To see what its actually like.
K: Yeah, if it looks interesting...
J: Kaoru, you should try it!
K: Me?
J: Yeh.
K: This? Should I do it?
Kami: Ah, thats a good idea.
K: I could try it, and then we could talk about it on here.
J: Yeh, yeh. And I want you to post your images on Instagram to show what its like.
K: Ahh, ok, ok.
Kami: Let me pick something!
K: Eh?
T: Let Kami select the clothes.
K: Kami? Kami selecting? Im scared, haha.
J: I wonder what a guy who only wears smelly tshirts will choose?...Ok, so would it be styling by Kami?
K: Yeh, yeh, yeh.
J: I do want to see that too.
K: Well, it would be interesting.
J: So, you could wear stuff that us three choose for you.
T: It would show our personalities.
J: Let's try it. We could see which one everyone likes best, get peope to like them on Instagram. An Instagram plan.
T: Thats a good idea. But its also scary. What if they press thumbs down a lot.
J: Like, Booo?
T: Yeh.
K: Well, it doesn't matter which, we could aim for booing.
J: Well, yeh. We could even aim for that.
K: Kami will probably be aiming for that.
J: I thinks so, yeh.
Kami: I'll just follow the crowd.
J: Well, we could try it once, and show the results on here.
K: Yep. Well, lets end here for this week. Please subscribe. Thank you very much.
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