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Hi there to whomever stumbled across this blog! I wish you a happy day/night whether you'd like to stay or not. |・ω・`)
Short intro: Rei/饺子-(they/xe)-EN/CN-aviankin
↓more info down below↓
-This is my hamsteak blog lolz
-I do art requests but it may be slow
★Ships:
currently erisol is my top fav! so expect a lot of ship art about these two
★DNI:
ship discourse/fandom police/character hate/anti kin PLEASE DNI
★Kintypes:
Eridan(homestuck)
Hatchling(outer wilds)
aviankin(specifically shrikekin)
★Tags:
#♒️arts
#♒️squabble
#♒️kin feels
#♒️vent
#♒️ask
★Other interests:
sci-fi/portal/tf2/scp foundation/disco elysium/dungeon meshi/red strings club/outer wilds/cultsim
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. ۫ ꣑ৎ . about me
⟡ she/her | lesbian | sub | 19
⟡ literally you will never see me being dominant on here, i am about as subby as they get.
⟡ i am taken by the best girl in the world @cultofdykery <3
⟡ add me on snap cuties! it’s also sh0rts4pphic
⟡ it’s so horrible that a pretty girl like me has to work a job soo heres my cashapp! $alliallialli00
⟡ i sell content and im very open to sugar daddys and mommies <33
⟡ dm me if you’re interested ☺️🩷
⟡ anon list ⊹ ₊ ݁. ✨, 🍡, 🍑, ♒️, 🔮, ☕️, 💋
. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁.
. ۫ ꣑ৎ . rules
⟡ DO NO INTERACT ⟡ straight + cis men | minors | racists | homophobes | fascists | terfs
⟡ my dms are always open - venting, talking, sexting, nudes…
⟡ most of the time i will send pics <3
⟡ be respectful - any form of disrespect towards my mutuals, followers, or me will get you blocked on sight
⟡ i always respond to dms and asks! it might take me a minute but i will eventually reply <3
⟡ i live on the east coast and thats all you will know <3
. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁.
. ۫ ꣑ৎ . kinks + things I’m into
⟡ praising | degradation | sadism + masochism
⟡ overstimulation | CNC | choking | edging
⟡ somno | spanking | just make me cry
⟡ i love taking vids and photos of myself in every way! it turns me on like crazy
⟡ i love calling doms mommy, mistress, and miss (my favs!)
⟡ you can call me whatever you like <33
⟡ outside of this and school i make music + play video games in my free time :)
#wlw#lesbian#lgbtq#wlw smut#wlw ns/fw#ns/fw#wlw love#wlw yearning#wlw longing#wlw blog#intro post#i sell newds#i sell custom pics#i sell photos#i sell pix#sugar dating#send me money
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⋆⁺₊⋆ ☀︎ ⋆⁺₊⋆THE 9TH HOUSE⋆⁺₊⋆ ☀︎ ⋆⁺₊⋆

Welcome to my blog...aka the 9th house! I've named it this as my chart ruler, mercury, is in my 9th house which represents many important themes in my life . I am very saturnian, however; saturn is conjunct my ascendant, and my chart ruler's ruler is also saturn (mutual reception b/w my merc and saturn and they also trine lol)- hence my username ♥ ✭∞∞∞∞✷∞∞∞∞✭ So essentially, I've decided to finally make a place to info dump all the word vomit I hoard in my head; ramblings, vents, and most importantly - astrology stuff (my latest hyperfixation, especially since pluto entered my 9th house lol). So yeah, mostly a place to catalogue all that stuff for myself, but it would be nice to get to know other people in the tumblr community too.
ׂ╰┈➤ ✣ABOUT ME
◦ I started properly getting into astrology in 2023, after superficialy dabbling in it since 2021. What previously closed my mind off to ever taking astrology seriously was the garbage pop culture astrology permeating the internet, and its modern day linke and use as solely a psychological tool/personality descriptor (more of this will be disucssed in the first post). ◦ As I've been learning, I wanted to create a place to consolidate my thoughts, hence this blog. The information derives from an amalgam of different sources, and I will try to cite where necessary/possible. I consider myself a forever student, however, and it is still very much early days in my astrological knowledge. ◦ P.S. I use the tropical zodiac, whole signs, traditional rulerships, and practise by using a blend of traditional and modern techniques and ideas. All my information is taken from various sources e.g. books, reddit, tumblr, tiktok, discord, websites, youtube etc.
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Just for fun, I have a:
ׂ╰┈➤ ♓���☉, ♍️☽, ♊️ rising, ♒️☿, ♓️♀︎, ♈️♂︎
⋆⁺₊⋆ ☀︎ ⋆⁺₊⋆ASTROLOGY MASTERLIST⋆⁺₊⋆ ☀︎ ⋆⁺₊⋆
Introduction to astrology:
✦ How to learn real astrology - astrology as an observable science; what it is and is not.
✦ Tropical vs Sidereal astrology - why I use tropical
✦ Whole signs vs Placidus house system - why I use whole signs
✦ Traditional vs Modern rulerships - why I use traditional
✦ Why using the ABC house system limits your learning (and is inaccurate)
The foundations of chart interpretation:
✦ Primary qualities, Elements, and Tempraments ✦ The planets and the 12 zodiac signs
✦ The houses (angular,succedent, cadent)
✦ The houses (1 - 12)
✦ How to interpret empty houses
✦ Modalities
✦ The nodes
✦ Aspects (major and minor)
✦ Essential dignities
Delineation:
✦ How to read and interpret chart transits
Astro ramblings:
✦ Pop astrology pains me + resources to explore hellenistic astrology
#astroblr#western astrology#traditional astrology#modern astrology#astrology masterlist#hellenistic astrology#vedic astrology#astro notes#astrology post#long reads#long posts#aries#taurus#gemini#cancer#leo#virgo#libra#scorpio#sagittarius#capricorn#aquarius#pisces#astrology observations#astro placements#astrology transits#horoscope#astrology
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>︿♒️﹒ QUAD FILLER <3 ﹒zᶻ
〝 quad filler is a homestuck dating server for those looking to fill their quadrants !!〞
✧ — here we offer …
﹒ + 14-18 only !
﹒ + tons of emojis !
﹒ + a shipping wall !
﹒ + all quadrant searching channels !
﹒ + quadrantmail channels !
﹒ + vent channels (with codes) !
﹒ + dm status channel !
﹒ + a confessions channel !
﹒ + and so much more !
◦ what are YOU waiting for ? join now ~ ・ ♡
#homestuck#eridan ampora#discord server#hs eridan#homestuck shipping#quadrant#matesprits#kismesis#moirallegiance#kismessitude#matespritship#auspisticism#please join#Spotify
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Is is alright is I ask for a romantic eridan concept, with a fem human darling please?
Of course! I love to write for the brat, lol :) AU where at least Feferi and Eridan are alive for plot reasons I guess ^^;
Not proofread fully, it is what it is.
Yandere! Eridan Ampora ♒️ with Fem! Human! Darling
Pairing: Matesprit ❤️
Possible Trigger Warnings: Female Darling, Obsession, Implied rebounding, Manipulation, Troll/Human pairing, Jealousy, Slight internal conflict, Dubious relationship/Matespritship, Possessive behavior, Brief mention of troll reproduction (it isn't NSFW at all, trust me), Stalking, Biting mention, Brief violence mention.
Eridan would be pathetic with just about any partner.
He'd be the same as he would with a troll darling wants he gets into it.
At first, however, Eridan has little interest in a human.
While his friends, like Feferi, are interested in them he doesn't get into them at first.
He just... doesn't get it?
Feferi may actually be the one to introduce you to him.
Eridan notices she's been chatting up this female human recently and is a bit bothered by it.
When he asks, Feferi takes this as interest.
As a result the fuchsiablood gushes about you and how you two are friends.
"wwhat do you evven like about this specific human?"
"O)( come on, -Eridan! Look at )(er, isn't s)(e just t)(e cutest 38D? You s)(oald c)(at wit)( )(er... and be nice!"
Reluctantly, Eridan listens to her and gives it a shot.
He begins to talk to you through the chat client because Feferi urged him to.
He'd normally not bother because humans are land dwellers and just won't understand him.
Although it appears you and Feferi understand each other....
Eridan would be a troll that would take time before he feels comfortable with a human obsession.
An example of a troll who'd have the same issue is Karkat.
He tries to be considerate and understand you to appease Feferi, who he's having relationship trouble with.
By the time Eridan meets you in person he's grown invested in you and your journey.
He's impressed you reach God-Tier, he's actually a bit envious.
You've actually been a way he's been recovering from his falling out with Feferi.
He never would've thought it possible but he's actually considering a quadrant with a human.
He actually finds himself excited at the idea of meeting this female human.
When you eventually get to the meteor he even gets a bit upset that he's not the first troll you come to greet.
Of course you go to see Feferi first.
Although, while both flushed and pale quadrants didn't work with Feferi, she still introduces you to him.
Perhaps in an attempt to heal his broken bloodpumper or something.
"T)(is is -Eridan! )(e's been rat)(er attac)(ed to your w)(ole journey! You s)(oald talk to )(im! I'm s)(ore )(e's been looking forward to meeting you 38)"
"d-don't say that...! um... hey-"
He mentally face palms when he stutters in front of you.
At first, Eridan would try to keep up his usual personality.
He's dramatic and sometimes acts like he's better than you.
He tunes it down when he realizes he's losing your interest, however.
The two trolls you talk to the most are actually Feferi and Eridan.
Eridan understands that you've met her first... yet he wishes you'd spend more time with him-
Naturally, your conversations tend to dip into more personal territory.
Eridan asks about you and what exactly makes female humans different from males.
This is due to the fact reproduction with trolls doesn't really take the gender into account.
You also ask about this "quadrant" thing he brings up frequently.
It's expected with Eridan that he often vents about relationship issues.
You try to listen to him bur sometimes you need a break.
Feferi tends to give advice on how to deal with him.
Eridan struggles with how to admit he's into you.
He isn't sure what to say?
He's rebounding from Feferi and wants to fill his quadrants....
Yet he's unsure how to tell a human he wants you in his flushed quadrant.
He guesses it would be similar to a human "boyfriend" while you'd be his human "girlfriend" but he's a bit nervous.
Eridan can be a bit of a creep when he scopes out how to tell you.
Some may notice him following you around and watching you.
Others notice him silently seething when you talk to other trolls.
He's even tried to suggest dueling to win you over.
He's... a bit bloodthirsty.
It takes a lot out of him to finally tell you what he wants with you.
"look, i knoww you're a human but i'vve been thinking.... did you possibly wwant to be my matesprit? y'knoww... my red lovve? don't laugh it's taken me forevver to ask you because you're a human!"
If you reject him then he'll just be a pain.
He'll pester you, he'll get aggressive with trying to show you he loves you.
He's clingy and pleads with you to give him a chance.
He'll stop being so stuck up! Please just give him a chance!
He's desperate....
If you say yes then you still get barely any time alone.
Eridan's ecstatic that you said yes to being his Matesprit.
Any other human he finds to be not his type.
When it comes to you? He slams into you to have your attention.
Feferi is happy that Eridan has found someone, even if it is her cute human friend, although he seems to be very clingy as usual.
Any past feelings for Feferi is mostly forgotten as Eridan prefers to look for you.
At first he was reluctant to like a human, one not even part of the bloodcaste or aquatic in nature.
Now he doesn't care, someone likes him.
Even if you rejected him he'd somehow force you into it.
In private he's affectionate.
In public he acts like he doesn't want you to shower him in affection, still trying to keep up his ego.
Private? Hugs, kissing, nipping, nuzzling, you name it.
He'd do anything for you.
Eridan admittedly wants to explore you in any way he can, as intimate as that sounds....
For being a prince, if you say just the right thing he's bratty putty in your hands.
He acts like he's tough but in reality he's just happy you're paying attention to him, one way or another (even with a bit of force).
Eridan would be one to decorate you in his sign and color like some Highbloods.
It's a way to show you're his and gives him an ego boost.
He's possessive and other than violence displaying his color on your keeps you as his in his mind.
Feferi begins to feel bad when she sees you covered in Eridan's symbol.
He's taken this Matesprit thing a bit too far... like he fears to lose you.
You're God-Tier unlike him so you can keep him in his place if he decides to try and kill another troll for you, like Feferi.
Although, like some pathetic yanderes, you may just feel bad?
Eridan has so many issues when it comes to relationships.
After losing Feferi you one way or another gave him a chance.
Now you have a clingy troll who refuses to let you go.
Overall, Eridan would be hesitant to engage with a human obsession due to his ego...
Although once he catches flushed feelings... he just can't get enough of you despite his ego.
"i'd do anything for you, you're mine and i'm yours! i'd kill for you, i'd conquer for you... you're my matesprit and i'd do it all just for you. i lovve you... don't you dare reject me!"
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RoR characters
Zodiac signs
Authors note: part 2 maybe??

Aphrodite rules love and beauty which is closely tied to Libra ♎️. Air signs that have an eye for beauty, communication and charm.
Libras are ruled by Venus, the Roman equivalent of Aphrodite.
Aphrodite can also be tied to Taurus ♉️ an earthly sign associated with pleasure, comfort, and indulgence, radiating charm and magnetic allure.
Hercules (RoR) can be associated with Leo ♌️
Hercules weapon is the 🦁 lion.
Also due to his personality of honor, justice, and strong love is closely linked to the sun Leo who are known to have big hearts and a love for being right.
Body part: As a matter fact Astrology signs have body parts they rule over and Leo’s represent the heart ♥️
Bonus: Leo’s are a fire sign and they tend to get along with: air signs (Libra, Aquarius, Gemini) and other fire signs (Leo, Sagittarius and Aries)
Another Bonus!: Leo men are known to be protective, generous, kind, and a little possessive. Loyalty is everything. They treat their partner like the king/queen. Signs a leo man likes someone is physical touch, so writers don’t shy away from having Hercules gently hold reader’s hand.
Qin Shi Huang was born February 18, 259 BC (identical to his RoR counterpart) making him an Aquarius ♒️
Aquarius is called the water-bearer" but is still regarded as an air sign (not a water sign) and is the eleventh astrological sign in the zodiac.
Aquarius are known to be advanced, self-reliant, clever, quirky and optimistic. Qin displayed these characteristics numerous times throughout previous chapters. Definitely being optimistic when facing Hades and more with being clever in the end of his round.
Body part: Ankles. (No, I’m not kidding)
Bonus: Aquarius tend to get along with other air signs (Libra, Aquarius, Gemini) and fire signs (Leo, Sagittarius and Aries)
Aquarius men in love will behave like your best friend: he’s the guy you call when you vent or just have someone to talk to. He’ll make plans with you, movies, etc. so having Qin behaving like the best friend then turned lover wouldn’t be ooc. 🤍✨
Hades is associated with a Scorpio ♏️
Hades is known to be the god of the underworld, which corresponds with the planet Pluto.
Scorpio, a water sign ruled by Pluto, correlates with the transformative and mysterious nature of Hades. Scorpios are intense and passionate. They also care deeply about the people they care about family, friends, lover(s).
Body part: Genitals. (No. I’m not lying)
Trivia: Scorpio is the eighth House of Emotional Bonds & Sexual Intimacy. 👀
More! Trivia: Scorpios are about loyalty and are known to get possessive when jealous. Don’t make the god of the underworld jealous.
Scorpio men also will let you know they like you by asking a lot of questions! Like, what are your dreams/goals. What’s your favorite activity? He’s not the man to play around (when it comes to dating of course) I would like to see Hades ask a lot of questions towards reader 😂
Scorpio is a water sign; they tend to get along with everyone (it’s just a matter of WHO they like) but they tend to gravitate towards Earth signs (Taurus, Capricorn, and Virgo) and other water signs (Scorpio, Cancer, and Pisces), they can also get along with air signs very well! (Qin is one for example)
Ares is associated with Aries of course! 🤍🥹✨
Aries is the fiery ram 🐏 they are confident, independent and strong individuals. They like passion and like to explore.
Aries is a fire sign, just like Hercules, Passionate, independent, and strong. To add in, they also have big hearts. Unlike their sister Fire counterparts they have temper. (We haven’t seen this temper in Ares YET! And I don’t want to! He’s so sweet)
Also, the ram loves to win and to be number one — sometimes, at all costs. This means that Aries and OUR Ares will love praises and compliments. ❤️🔥
Aries get along with fire signs (Sagittarius, Leo, Aries) and air signs, (Gemini (He tries to get along with Hermes which is a Gemini), Aquarius, (Didn’t happen with Qin 🤣) and Libra.
Body part: Head.
Trivia: Aries men in love let you know they who they like, so I can see Ares being shy yet confident with his crush 💕

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DisorderlyTrans intro post:
about me:
• my name is Olive 🫒
• i use her/him/them pronouns and im nonbinary/queer
• i live in the PNW USA
• i’m about to be 27 years old (feb 2nd lol)
• i’m an aquarius ♒️ sun, pisces ♓️ rising, and sagittarius ♐️ moon
• focused on recovery with BPD, still healing ❤️🩹
• Autistic af and ADHD haver
• Leftist/anti racist/anti zionist/anti xenophobia/pro covid mitigation/pro vaccines/pro science/pro queer rights/pro trans rights/all around “radical” leftist who hates the two party system
• cannabis user
• tattoo collector (yes its a face tattoo (brown sparkles on my cheek ✨)
what i post:
• cute/sexy pics of myself
• my hand built/hand painted ceramic art
• mental health vents/rants
• general life updates
• AuDHD stuff
• reblogs of funny stuff
• Covid info/vents/rants
• reality TV musings
• smoking weed videos
• gay/horny shit (nsfw)
• (left) political shit/rants
follow me if:
• ur gay/trans
• you want to be pals
• you think i’m cute
• you think i’m relatable
• you think im funny
• you’re autistic and or ADHD
• you have BPD
• ur sexy
• you wanna see the dumpster fire that’s my life
girl mode: boy mode:


#myself#intro post#introduction#get to know the blogger#blog intro#queer#trans#nonbinary#bpd#audhd#autistic#adhd#my writing
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♉️ and ♒️? And, of-course, a reminder to hydrate & stretch also; good luck with your classes today!!
GOOD MORNING YOU!! i hope your day goes alright as well, and that you're able to take some time for yourself :3
♉️ What kind of meals do you eat/make? Generally how does meal time with your f/o(s) usually go/Do you eat together at all?
so!! i like this one lolz
they wouldn't eat out much, maybe for a little date, a nice lunch, etc! fun fact liv has some files on her desktop labeled "Thai food" and "Best sandwiches" so i think those would be fun places to go out to! for specific foods i'd say meals mainly based on vegetables nd such, but w poultry nd seafood sometimesz
they try to be together a lot, maybe lucy just has lunch in the same room as liv, they make time to sync up breaks, things like that!
eating would be kinda like a comfortable silence at times. i'm actually not too bad at cooking, so im gonna put that on my s/i too. maybe she lets liv vent at times, maybe she gets little compliments or questions about her food
any time together is great :3
♒️ How competitive is your f/o(s)? Would they ever let you win at a card/board game?
AGGHG the crazy thing is that i'd be the more competitive one, liv would be rlly quiet and scheming until she inevitably wins
she's the kinda woman to keep two uno wild card +4s until the very end
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LIST OF ALTERS THAT MAY POP UP AND THEIR PROXIES. ALL ALTERS ARE ABOVE THE AGE OF 13+:
-Cecil Palmer ☀️(He/It/They) [Gatekeeper, Fictive from WTNV]
-Cronus (He/Him) ♒️ [Protector, Fictive from Homestuck]
-Dez (He/They) 🎃[Co-Host, Symptom Holder] [Brainmade]
-Jett (She/It) 🖤[Information Keeper] [Brainmade]
-Jinx (She/Her)💣 [Trauma Holder, Social Protector, Fictive from Arcane]
-Jude (Any)👹 [Passive Persecutor] [Brainmade]
-Nikki 💐(Depends on the day) [Protector] [Fictive, But doesn’t support their source. ]
-Razor 🦝 (He/It) [Symptom Holder] [Brainmade]
-William 🦊 (He/They) [Symptom Holder] [Fictive, But doesn’t support their source. ]
THIS IS NOT A FULL LIST OF ALTERS, JUST THOSE WHO ARE MOST LIKELY GOING TO USE THIS TUMBLR, AS THEY USE SOCIAL MEDIA OFTEN.
• Fictives of ours often talk about source, as it obviously correlates to our own trauma. We plan to use this tumblr as means, maybe not to vent, but to talk through our experiences as a system.
• If a fictive wishes not to disclose their source, then that’s their choice, and no other alter is going to force them to.
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About The Blogger;
Eclectic Witch
I am here, and I am 🌈QUEER
She/her pronouns (That could change)
Bisexual (With a huge preference for girls)
Bipolar type 2. (haha. Double Bi…)
Narcolepsy type 1
25 years old
🎂 Birthday; February 12th :D
♒️Aquarius- 🌙Virgo moon🌙
My beliefs are a mix of;
polytheism, (all the gods exist simultaneously)
Agnosticism; (I don’t know anything for sure. You gotta stay skeptic for things that can’t be proven by science. Everything should be taken with a grain of salt.)
A preference for the greek gods.
*Side note on the Greek gods thing. as basic and edgy in a cringe sort of way, I have a shrine to Thanatos and Hypnos. Due to my love for them and researching them i discovered the hades game because when trying to find YouTube videos on Hypnos, one of the only thing that showed up was the game hades. They’re obscure so i was really excited to see that they both had a pretty big role in the game. So you might see some posts here and there about the game.
Magic should be for fun!!! If it becomes distressing, then you got to take a step back
It’s really important that you understand that I absolutely hate hate hate pseudoscience and crystal healing and the current bastardization of chakras. If you want to learn about that stuff, probably don’t get new age books on it. (Herbs are good though. Lots of vitamins lmao)
If a white lady with dreadlocks starts talking about spirituality, RUN.
If something directly contradicts science in a way that dismisses it, That just not the vibe. Science above all else please, that seems contradictory but it just loops back around to things like crystal healing. If you wanna use magic and spirituality to heal yourself, whatever man, that’s fine just take your meds first then do whatever you want.
More About Me, and What Posts You’ll See.
You’ll see a lot of reblogged art. I’m not sure if I’ll post much of my own. Most of my work is unfinished, and likely never will be finished. But I’ve been a serious artist since I was. Teenager. I’ve illustrated books, (I’m nervous to show it, because it could dox me… that and it’s really old work, and is not a good representation of what I’m capable of now.) And I’ve won a congressional award for a sketch I did at… 17? Can’t remember exactly how old I was.
I had to temporarily dropout of school due to the disability and mental illness I didn’t know I had at the time. It was rough, and I blamed myself for being incompetent. I thought everyone was as tired as me all the time, and could just function better. I was homeschooled, so I wasn’t in an environment where they would have noticed something was off about me. My parents weren’t exactly qualified to teach, and were incredibly medically neglectful. I came from a very “walk it off” and “Pull yourself up from your bootstraps” environment. So you’ll see a lot of vent posts too. I’ll tag it with trigger warnings just in case. But the good news is! I’m going back to school! I’m gonna be an art major again 🥹
I have a cat named Salem. No, I wasn’t dabbling in witchcraft when I named him, I’ve always just had a witchy aesthetic but never actually looked into the occult, western esotericism, or witchcraft. However, I’ve dabbled in tarot cards for about 4 years now. I’m studying it pretty hard now. I’ll post about the meanings as best I can as a way to study. I believe that If you can’t teach it, then you don’t understand it. That’s my philosophy on learning anything.
I’ve been practicing and studying witchcraft for only half a year. And I’ll be real with you, it started because of a HUGE hypo-manic episode. (Honestly it was probably true mania, which means my bipolar 2 diagnosis will probably be changed to type Bipolar 1 if my psych finds that it wasn’t due to a medication change.) The manic episode was so bad, that I actually don’t remember any of November of 2022 besides thanksgiving. As I remember it, I just kinda knew a bunch of stuff in December and was talking to entities I had no business talking to. It was really bad. So i will be VERY open about the ugly side of Bipolar mania that people don’t seem to understand, as well the dangerous side of spiritually both in occult spaces, new age shit, and established religions. (Pretty much only christianity if I’m being honest.)
BUT! I’ve always liked the occult, but I was never able to really study it due to my religious and controlling environment and the confidence to read about it anyway. I give no shits now, despite still being in that environment. The manic episode really just gave me the confidence to get started. Now that I’m stable again, I still love the occult, and am honestly kinda grateful that it happened the way that it did. I’ll talk more about all the weird shit I did while high on mania. It might be helpful to some people. Trigger warnings will be added to that too.
You’ll probably see some memes and whatever show/movie/game/book I’m into at that moment. It changes frequently lol
I am NOT a fan of new age spirituality. You’ll see me complaining, but you’ll never see me bullying anyone. I believe in gentle nudges in the right direction. Nobody TRIES to be problematic or misinformed.
I especially hate Star-Seeds. Or at least the belief system. I worry about the people who believe in it.
That’s gonna be a common theme. I hate a lot of belief systems but never the individuals who believe it. I just pity them, and also worry about them. Especially when it comes to Christianity. I have A LOT of religious trauma. (It’s the various churches and its history I hate. But the catholic aesthetic??? I love it. That can stay.)
But due to being prone to spiritual psychosis, at this moment I’ve decided not to cast any spells, besides the occasional candle spell for luck or something. Just small stuff and like, one a month. I’ll only be doing research. Mostly historical researching as I’ve decided I don’t like contemporary books on witchcraft. It’s a huge risk for misinformation, and doesn’t always explain where the spell came from or why and how it works. I want a better foundation for magic, and history is the way to go in my opinion. Folklore, old superstitions, old religions, (Religions especially so I know whether or not it’s opened or closed practices.) You’ll see a lot of posts on whatever I’ve read about that I find important. I’d also be super happy if someone adds to it, especially if they’re correcting me. But if you’re correcting me, please either add your source or give me a few key words so I can look into it myself. I’d be very grateful if Youre right but I won’t attack you if you’re wrong or we simply disagree.
And what I’m most excited about, is listing all the books I’ve read and reviewing them! I’ll keep a library, and update it here and there. I’ll also link any scholarly articles I find interesting.
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ABOUT ME ^^
Name:
Al or Alexander
Basics:
Nineteen Year Old
(They/Them)
Relationship Status:
In relationship - Est. 03/10/21
Personality:
Introvert 🤐
MBTI~INFJ
♒️☀️♋️🌕♈️🌅
Disorders:
Autism
Ocd
Adhd
Gender Identity: Transgender/Non Binary/Androgynous Person.
Interests: LiS ~ Sanrio ~ FNaF ~ DrWho~ Ashnikko ~ I love the colour pink ~ I like cute and creepy vibes ~ I have plushies ~ I love thrifting ~ I try to draw ~ I play Sims 4 ~ I like Minecraft ~ Trying express myself more in fashion and words so I will vent here and also show fit picks 😇🐰 ~ I like David Bowie ~ I am in academics that allow me to become a firefighter or prison officer ^^
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tumblr stop putting mental health shit on my dash challenge
#just went out of a two month long weird guilt spiral phase please not again#like respect to yall struggling but i(am forcing myself to)dc#♒️squabble#id actually be gone if i care about internet wank anymore#♒️vent#had to find out about this the hard way lol
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Your typing are very animatic I love your brain vent
LMAO ��� THANK YOU, WHAT A COMPLIMENT
🥰🥰 aw u like my brain vent tysm <3
Yall so sweet abt my crazy ass writing lol hope u like it bc it aint stoppin now or never i cant help this shit 💀
Cheers,
🌒🌧🌊Aquarius♒️🌌🌘
#dam dont think ive ever gotten such a creative compliment before#im so flattered (///∇///)#ask box open#genshin impact#my replies#aw#so sweet
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𝐉𝐨𝐢𝐧 𝐌𝐲 𝐍𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐦
(aka my anons)
must be over 18
Just send me an ask and assign yourself an emoji and I’ll add you to my anon list!
Send me:
NSFW thoughts / headcanons
SFW thoughts / headcanons
Questions (personal or fandom related)
Tell me about yourself & I’ll ship you with a character!
Confessions
Ask for advice
Tell me about your day
Vent / rant to me
Literally whatever you want, just come say hi!
Taken emojis:
🧡|❣️|💌|🐍|☀️|🎷|🥺|🖤|🌻|💙|🐸|🐌|🫐|🧍♂️|☢️|🧜🏻♀️|🥀|🤗|😵💫|🍃|🧿|✨|👽|🤍|⚓️|👻|🦷|🦕|🍂|🪐|🌯|💕|🐢|🩰|🇦🇺|🍄|⭐️|🔮|🧍♀️|🦋|🌙|🦭|🐰|🍡|🎶|🦢|🌺|🐲|🐨|🧋|🐝|🌊|💋|🦚|🍕|🥽|🧝♀️|🐇|🧸|🦊|😭|🐩|🍥|🦈|🌿|✡️|🎠|💜|🩸|🕸|🐉|🦁|🎸😈|���🦄|🦔|🪴|🩻|🍓|☕️|😗|grace|👩❤️💋👩|🐳|🔪|🫶🏻|🦥|🧚🏻♀️|🔑|poetry|🐷|���|🦦|💛|☪️|🐚|🌷|🐧|🍒|🐻|🕊|🪩|🐈⬛|🎃|🦝|quinn|📷|🥰|👾|💫|🛼|🦇|🫧|🍑|🤭|🐑|bald man|🃏|⚰️|🫀|🖤🔪|🥂|🧛|🪤|🐙|🍷|🌌|🪷|🎧|♉️|🪦|🐹|🗝|🏀|🍓|👩🍳|❤️🔥|💖|🗡|🌷🍵|🥸|📚|🥖|🎲|🪸|⚡️|🦉|🐐|🤹🏻|♏️|🧁|🙈|🥨|🎐|💟|🛹|🍜|🧂|♓️|bingo|😼|rae|🍊|♒️|🌘|🚬|💥|💄| -・゚✧ * ✧|red|🌸|🪡|🍸🖤|🎨|🖤🦇|🦙|🤎|ez|e|👒|♡|
even if you’re not on my anon list you are always more than welcome to send / ask me whatever you want anyway <3
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Blog Tags
(This post is more for me than anyone else, but for filtering purposes feel free to peruse below)
Blog Posts
#quwu = queued post
#dere talk time++ = blog updates
#dere fics convo = posts answering/responding to asks
#dere musings = me talking about anything else lmao
#note to self ✍🏾🌈⭐️ = reminders for myself uwu
#it was dere! she vented 🕳🔪 = me venting/ranting/giving personal thoughts
#void thoughts 🧿🌑⚫️ = thoughts for the void
#dere-core êwê ♒️🌺🦔 = tingz I really like
#fav fics 🔖❣️ = yes
#dere cooks 🍳 = me makin food :3
#dere watches (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)📺🌟 = commentary on things I’m watching :3
# ⏯️ (insert series I’m watching here) = specifies “dere watches” tag
#dere reads (*・ω・)ノ📖🫧 = commentary on things I’m reading :3
#📘 (insert series I’m reading here) = specifies “dere reads” tag
#dere’s dreams ☁️😴🧸💙 = me talking about my dreams
#🎐 commissions.twyla 🎐 = commissions for me <3
#🔖 commissions.moot 🔖 = commissions for moots, friends, n others owo
Memes n funnies
#memes by dere = memes I made/created and shitposts
#memes n laffs = funny things made by others
Shipping Tingz
#dere x (insert character I like here) <3 = self ship posts involving me and sum specific character I’m in love with
#self shipping type beat 🔊🎵🤎 = general self ship stuff involving me, or me x multiple charas
#fav chara lovin’ 💌 = just general self shipping posts
#moot shipping vibez ☀️🌙 = when I write or make things for specific moots n their lovers :3
Sweet
#somft girl hours = sweet writing that make me soft
#nice tingz 🌻 = writing motivation, mental health things, general encouragement, etc.
Spicy
#spicy 🥵 = things sexual in nature that aren’t quite or extremely nsfw
#spicy dere tingz = nsfw or 18+ stuff written by me
#smooty.noot = nsfw or 18+ stuff in reblogs written by others
#dark side of the moon 🌑 = dark content
Art Stuff
#arty boi time = my art
#spicy dere art 🍑🍆 = my more nsfw art
#coolio visuals = other people’s art
#art.spice 🌶 = suggestive or nsfw art that is not made by me
#color talk 🌈 = talk of colors
Misc
#navi components ⚙️ = self explanatory
#masterlist.dere = my masterlist posts
#tumblr-alg-prom = tumblr algorithm promotion, posts about how to support writers and importance of certain tumblr functions
#alternate speak = non fandom related posts and reblogs
#support our creators 💞 = creator support n encouragement
#picrew = picrew
#future ask games 🌌 = reblogging ask games to have for later
Reblogs
#reblog = posts on my blog that were reblogs
#dere reblogging herself = self reblogs
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disclaimer 🌸💗🥰
-new to tumblr using this account for personal reasons, as a vent account this is my own little blog feel free to follow
-i am NOT pro @n4
-my messages are always open to anyone <3
-me=👩❤️💋👩🪐💖👩🏼🦰🚬🍃♒️💙🌈 (very strange mix ik)
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