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#🤷 no clue
snekdood · 1 year
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i refuse to let insecure fucks from my home town who are so controlled by their fear of being different make me feel bad or weird existing as i am online. yeah, i did find a place i could express myself freely and people didnt reject me, im sorry you weren’t able to shame me into having 0 friends anywhere, hoping that’d make me become the basic blonde bitch you want me to be
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bob-com69 · 2 months
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I drew Shen Qingqiu/Shen Jiu (sorry his names spelt wrong on the paper) and Luo Binghe with charcoal and crayons.
For a first time attempt I'd say they ain't that bad :D
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sobersonder · 10 months
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I made Home from Welcome Home :DD
(Who was made by the humble @/partycoffin)
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"Creak creak? (Is that Barnaby?)"
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autisticlee · 7 days
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having some sort of chronic pain and tiredness issue and joint problems and whatnot but not knowing exactly what the problem is is really good at leading you feeling like you're faking it or making a big deal out of nothing or making it up. especially if there's a good day where it's not as bad and you can walk straight without limping for the first time in a year. but then you can wake up the next day and can barely walk and wonder why you can't just walk normal. it's hard to not guilt trip yourself into dealing with pain by trying to ignore it and force yourself to walk "normal" all the time
#chronic pain#chronic exhaustion#idk what else to tag#another day of why was lee walking normal and barely pain at work yesterday but then today so much pain and exhausted#wish i knew what was exactly the problem. was diagnosed with “generalized hypermobility” but doesnt do much#not a real diagnosis. basically just a thing to tell me “theres nothing wrong. exercise more” but how???? i keep trying but hurt myself#my job is physical labor and therefore exercise. it hurts. is exhausting. no energy to do more. walking is exhausting#have to focus so much energy on not popping hips out of place and twisting knees and ankles and falling. never hurts less#still think about how failed the heds test by 1 point but had several people with heds or who have close friends/family with it who told me#they think i have it and should go het diagnosed or just ask me if i have it because they recognize the symptoms#and every time i tell them the doctor i saw about my joint issues and stuff denied it they get super confused and tell me to try#another doctor. unfortunately i have to go through my designated health system and they dont have multiple doctors of each specialty#and i in general have no clue how to navigate health stuff or how to advocate for myself and have no help or support system at all so 🤷#anyway. it makes me wonder if i *do* have that or if my floppy bendy joints are just similarly bad and exercise will cure me#and im just bad at it because i have no clue what is right and wrong movement unless someone watches me and corrects me the whole time#and no i wont learn or get better. im so disconnected from this body that i will never learn what feels right and wrong.#still cant even tell when im hungry until i almost pass out!!!!!!! of thirsty!! or even have to pee until its emergency level piss!!!!!!#so no way to tell when hypermobiling joints when exercising or when form is slipping and not correct anymore.#been trying things to get better at that but still hasnt improved at all#what was i talking about......right. dont think ill ever get heds diagnosis since cant pass the test for that. so cant get much support/help#am on my own with youtube tutorials and hoping i dont keep hurting myself wishing exercise will cure me and “good days” become permanent#also why are video tutorials SO HARD TO FOLLOW AND LEARN FROM. im sk bad at it yet everyone tells me its the best and only way to learn but#its SO HARD FOR ME 😭😭😭😭😭 MAKES ME SO FRUSTRATED AND UPSET
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invisiblyvisiblejay · 4 months
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i havent journelled in a couple of weeks and i finally did today and it resulted in uncontrollable crying (not surprising i knew i was repressing feelings) and girl im dating said i could call her and i really want to so maybe i will. betting myself a smosh video or something that she won't pick up
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askthecsau · 3 months
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Come on~ Let's say hi to the newcomers~
I am not, Nikolai, and you cannot make me.
You're no fun, Dostoy~
I am not here to have fun. I have matters to attend to.
Awww, just a tiny bit hi?
sighs Alright. A tiny bit hi. So, hi.
There, happy now?
Yes, yes, of course~
in the background, there was a voice mutters about why he even agreed to this in the first place.
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thecoffeelorian · 3 months
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Just one more thing before I go...since Hunter himself said they would only find Omega, how do I know something doesn't happen to him solely for shock value, and that Omega ends up wearing the armor instead?
Just a question...
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sanstropfremir · 1 year
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know ur not the biggest svt stan but what do you think of booseoksoon? they just released a new song and honestly the mv is sooo well done i love the director
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who the fuck are these guys
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roxannepolice · 1 year
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So is there anyone else who thinks Pink Floyd's Hey You and Wish you were here are the ultimate thoschei songs, or do I have to learn to make edits myself?
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imsosry-sir · 2 years
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[in dramatic radio host voice]
Next up onnn…
Am I Aro/Ace or JUst Traumatized:
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charlescoded · 5 months
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time is ticking down… the title is so ominous, i love it
so i think there's this movie (or series?) that i've never watched that has the concept of people having a specific time left to live, and it's become the/a currency in the world, so the rich are basically immortal.
anyway, the idea is that charles' time is running out, he's only got a few months left, but he doesn't care, bc arthur's time is also running out, and he's more important, so he'll do anything to get his little brother more time... max encounters him, finds him interesting, and offers 5 whole years in exchange for his services. aka, he'll live in max's guest room and cook & clean, but slowly they learn more & more about each other... and they both break each other's walls down!
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just-call-mefr1es · 7 months
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Gudmund is so babygirl
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damiemontclair · 8 months
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Tfw you're making dinmer, just throwing ingredients together with no proper goal in mind and praying to the gods you don't believe in that the end result will at least be edible.
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bjarkboof · 11 months
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wghere is milo
i’ll be real if this is about my what happens next art i only really wanted to post it on twitter
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treecakes · 1 year
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because i’m me. and also insane. i’ve already queued a post for taki/reiko birthday day for next year. in the birthday spirit at treecakes.tumblr.com
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osddid-i-do-that · 1 month
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Things from Before the OSDDID Realization that now make heaps of sense:
Taking personality tests multiple times because even when I answered them completely honest they’d always come out different
Orientation impossible to pin down (simultaneously aroace/pansexual/lesbian/gay trans guy/queer fucking mess)
Same with gender
Conflicting opinions that somehow exist at once (I love weed/I fucking HATE all drugs and don’t want to be anywhere near them)
Frantic desire to run home and change into something totally different out of nowhere because the clothes I loved this morning are suddenly Awful
Keeps changing name every few months
If I do not journal/scrapbook/take photos of EVERY DAILY EXPERIENCE I WILL FORGET and my whole life will be a blank empty space!!!
“That’s not what you said last time I asked …”
Idk sometimes it’s my Favorite Thing and sometimes I couldn’t care less 🤷
I actually handle trauma really well because right after it happens I don’t even remember! 😇
Hate hypothetical questions because I have no clue how I’d react to any given thing until it happens and any answer feels like a lie
There’s def more but y’all should add your own 💖
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