5d ~ Connection
Are you connected or not?
As I was doing reading since I recorded just wrote what I was sayong so some parts are weird. The reading turn out to be rather to be a yes or no type of reading.
Pile one -The beginning
Magican and Queen of swords ( Reverse)
You have a lot to prepare for and an important relationship with yourself. Becoming more self-aware and knowing what you want to create Manifesting your purpose and being the source itself You could be comparing yourself to others right now, but you need to feel that spark. You will have a lot of thoughts about creating new projects and finishing old ones. With Queen of Swords energy, overanyaliziny, and look deep into You need to get into that masculine energy to put out the energy of that project.
It reminds me of a scene from Abbott Elementary where the older gentleman tells the young teacher that even a dream can be distracting and that sometimes focusing on one path may miss other opportunities. It's okay to not be perfect when you do random hobbies just for fun doing magic around just hexing and focusing heavily on the negative side of things. I say that not to shame anyone, just saying that there will always be people talking behind your back, wishing bad things on you, because misery loves company.
Bring back the focus to yourself, and this person will be your friend. You won't know who this person is because of your connection to them. There are a lot of dreams where you don't remember what happened because you need to focus on your world instead of the one outside yourself.
The queen of pentacles is here for the future, as she is connected to her own spirituality. She is grounded, and that means she is calm and centered. She is ignoring any BS that comes her way and is just in that meditative state. In the future, be more confident and just know that this is the person you are meant to be with.
Messages: "Connected with Spirit" more. You compare science to spirituality. to tune into your higher self. acknowledge the spirit. "I know that love is a creative force." Someone has suffered a lot in a romantic relationship. Through connecting with someone, you are hoping that they will change for the better. For falling for that potential and that love, it's just more the maternal instinct that kicks in. Not shaming those that are in that relationship of being in need. (feeling of drain)
You can be with someone well-known and others will try to drag the connection that day. as you don't always look for validation from others but look toward yourself. Remember, love is the creative force and the highest virtue. Love will set you free.
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Person A
naturally connected spirit, innocent side, their own inner child, and look younger than their age; also, someone that has so much wisdom. On another note, have you ever noticed how some kids are more naturally drawn to older music and have so much knowledge? These kids can come from such a loving place and be old souls just from that higher realm. So that being said, some can have a spirit child around them. So if you're all feeling more playful all of a sudden, the message is for those that want family. Dreaming or having an astral experience, it is possible that this can be your future. The last message is related to going back and doing things you did as a child.
Person B
They always treat everyone around them with respect, and they especially treat elders well. Going back to the queen of pentacles, she represents warmth, the feeling of "home sweet home," mother earth, and wealth. You wouldn't know it by looking at her, but everything flows to her.
One person will feel the other first, and they will both be focused on the spiritual, but for now both are focused on material wealth. They will meet in the middle of the spiritual. It can occur that you meet the person and having a kid will open you up to the divine, and you will be happy. Some of you may already be in a union with someone and be having a hard time having a baby. The message here is that a child should come and be a gift from the heavens.
May peace be with you all
Pile two - Happy Ever After
The highest priest—someone who is aware of connection—and both of your higher selves have met. Will they remember that it happened? No, but the higher priest will, so the person will be like, "Why does this person feel so familiar?" Some of you have been serving other people for a while and may be a bit tired.You haven't given birth to it manifesting in reality just yet. You rush to help others even when they don't ask for it. You can be overgiving to yourself, have you drink water, have you shower, and have you breathe in a quiet room. You guys are also natural healers, tarot readers, astral travelers, and engage in some type of spiritual practice; of you guys, I heard Rekiki. The meeting place happens while at work, as they will see you in service and applaud you.
Some of you had been broken up with, and the relationship just went completely opposite of where you thought it would be. It just flipped flopped as you were in the talking stage, being all romantic, and then that person just randomly said, "No, we were never a thing" (couple).
In the next card, the woman is supposed to be working, but she is daydreaming while looking out the window. She is looking at the big city outside of work, and the message here is not to worry about material wealth.
The message here is that things aren't always good just because someone seems to have it all. Most of them care so much about their social appearance that they don't live for themselves.
For some, a meeting with someone who will be their partner is necessary because, as you know, as above and below. Don't worry about how the meeting will take place, as that is in the spirit, which means you will be where you need to be. As you will find yourself knowing the truth about previous relationships, you can then let go. They each have wealth from a hidden source and have strong attraction to each other.
So go from being a high priestess as the meeting in your mind and now the future of temperance that comes in to have that masculine and feminine in balance that perfect alchemical marriage. There can also be a past-life relationship with your partner in which you worked closely together.
As of right now, the person is ready for the connection, but I do feel that will come later.
The lesson for you or your partner will be to set boundaries as it comes through the 5th chakra in the throat, to say no and walk away from negative people. In the father archetype of the nore shadow side aspect, and as they are used to having the most responsibilities as being the breadwinner, They need to know that they can rely on others for help. That it will also help them to be in their creative energy. They can have a lot of ancient knowledge and be good at science. The other energy is warrior spirit, and the energy here is sacral charkha. They can be feeling sexual, but can also put that energy into being creative. (Third Charkha) As they are in the enigma energy and the high priestess moment. The number nine can be symbolic of rebuilding yourself, as can the lyrics to the song, "Better than I Thought."
As that person, your clinging self or your partner, will let go of that and be in a better place mentally, that things overall will be better than you thought.
Pile 3 the preclude
You've been putting in so much effort and just working your asses off. Life has put you on the strongest warrior list this year. The message of the Knight of Cups is that everything will be okay and that life is preparing you for the next phase.
Your person will normally be on your mind all the time. They will be a poem of some sort, and your connection will be through some rhyme. property, music, or art you see as a message from their higher self. That person can also be very young and defend themselves against online attacks.
The relationship was very emotional and confusing. There is someone that will be heading toward you. The only thing with the 7 wands is guarded, and the stories where you read about someone who feels that person is too good to be true. The main character just wants to run away, which is why your partner will feel the energy of your resistance. They will not give up easily in love, as they have already been through the ringer, meaning that they have expended all of their energy fighting for their lives.
For some, you dealt with a more of a feeling of being raised in place with a lack of physical touch regarding getting hugs and pats on the back. instead of receiving the punishment of being hit for being punished. The person could come into a wealthy family and you wont really known it of course jusr for few.
The person is just trying to leave behind their family, as religion is taken seriously and used in harmful ways. Or they come from being raised by parents who keep track of their every move.
You can be coming into wealth soon, or some type of authority figure will be helping you out more with wealth. Bringing you closer to creating your purpose in life, and in the readings, a lot of endings will take place. More focus on being with others and going out more often.
Person A is the villain and is destroying everything around you. A lot of people know and recognize each other, but I don't think the person will. I now feel the connection more strongly.
While person B is the trickster, it is giving Bonnie and Clyde. Enimies to lovers. Romeo and Juliet trick everyone with their deaths.
Person B has the ability to transform any problem and find solutions. The energy here is everyone thinking that person B is this type of person with a one-dimensional type of thinking, but they are able to grow beyond that type of person.
Person A is more in their shadow aspect but is also learning that it's okay to be the bad guy sometimes.
Sometimes you have to set boundaries and show others you're not one to mess with. Building a strong foundation (1st charkha) and creative mindset (2nd charkha)
You can be a very attractive couple, and that can bring in that jealousy. Once you get into your own power, you just want to, for example, wear whatever you want. Being in your creative. energy and show the world. I will have more dreams and receive more messages and signals. cards : 8 of hearts , 8 of spades 8 of clubs , king of diamonds and 2 of diamonds . Can be high sexual tension to.
They are still learning to be able to grow, and a mentor can be brought in. This can be you if you have a mentor coming in. So after that happens, more focus is placed on the spiritual side of things.
Pile four The climax
The star is a yes for sure that you have met your person in that 5d . In the in-between, as you can see in the card, she is attuned to herself. The star energy is hope, and your person spends a lot of time in solitude, so that explains why their connection is greater than the others that I have read so far. They can do temple stays, visit holy places, and explore travel.
In the past, you dealt with love that was just for convenience. This person will love you while you're sick, even if you have nothing, and that is unconditional love. You may meet the person on vacation because I told you something about currency exchange. When you meet this person, your ex or their ex will try to wreck the relationship. They do have success for them, but that's why they love convenience. If you do decide to go after that person, some couples will separate but still stay away from that person who is trying to wreck the relationship. A year apart, and the song is dancing in September, so you may meet again in the fall or winter.
You will know that your partner is the one because they want a family and will show you lots of affection. You ask them why they like you or why you fall for me. Who will have that honest, good answer?
In the future, they will feel enlightenment. Both of you are the same page fourth chakra on fourth pile twice. Both will be working in your heart, so you will feel that you can tell this person anything and that they won't judge. So it can be a time where you help the person out and they can be sending you healing energy at random times. The detective energy sends you signs and hints as they are trying to manifest you in the soulmate letters.
Person A is friendly and in a state of energy to let go of grunge. settling their conflict and learning about their homeland, their ancestors, and themselves.
Person B can be a new love whom you met in the spiritual but haven't met in the spiritual. Have a child here or want a child? As I am doing my reading, I think of that issue that I mention eailer as I hear a woman outside yell at their child, thinking back to that intense childhood. Ace of Wands, that energy can be sexual chemistry.
Marriage of convenience pops up twice... don't settle for less, as the spirit will bring you the person that you need and seek.
The song "Timeless" by TigerJk ft. RM
We are all one, and we are all connected. Life is cyle recarnated , we are here , we recanarted.
Eye of the storm: in between states
has to deal with rebirth, and that your life will change when you meet the person.
In the past, you dealt with love that was just for convenience. This person will love you while you're sick, even if you have nothing, and that is unconditional love. You may meet the person on vacation because I hear something about currency exchange. When you meet this person, your ex or their ex will try to wreck the relationship. They do have success for them, but that's why they love convenience. If you do decide to go after that person, some couples will separate but still stay away from that person who is trying to wreck the relationship. A year apart, and the song is dancing in September, so you may meet again in the fall or winter.
You will know that your partner is the one because they want a family and will show you lots of affection. You ask them why they like you or why you fall for me. Who will have that honest, good answer?
In the future, they will feel enlightenment. Both of you are the same page fourth chakra on fourth pile twice. Both will be working in your heart, so you will feel that you can tell this person anything and that they won't judge. So it can be a time where you help the person out and they can be sending you healing energy at random times. The detective energy sends you signs and hints as they are trying to manifest you in the soulmate letters.
Person A is friendly and in a state of energy to let go of grunge. settling their conflict and learning about their homeland, their ancestors, and themselves.
Person B can be a new love whom you met in the spiritual but haven't met in the spiritual. Have a child here or want a child? As I am doing my reading, I think of resentment as I hear a woman outside yell at their child, thinking back to that intense childhood. Ace of Wands, that energy can be sexual chemistry.
Marriage of convenience pops up twice... don't settle for less, as the spirit will bring you the person that you need and seek.
The song "Timeless" by TigerJk ft. RM
"My soul's like a burning pheonix
Drunken Tiger over Loptimist's rhythm
The wind splits the foggy sea in half, time travel
When our eyes close in the end, our journey's destination is the same
Our bodies are merely borrowed vessels returned to earth when we pass, time table
Mid-dreaming in the eye of the storm and still suffering
Roaming with no destination but my aim is sure-fire" Matches well with the ace of wands
We are all one, and we are all connected. Life is cyle recarnated , we are here , we recanarted.
Eye of the storm: in between states
has to deal with rebirth, and that your life will change when you meet the person.
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Putting Myself FIRST
Before My Spiritual Awakening, I was just living like everyone else, I suppose, I like to joke around NOW, and refer to THAT way of living as “living on autopilot”. My mind was always full of self doubt, worry, fear of the unknown, unsure of who I was or why I was even here, even though I felt like I was missing something, but could never quite place my finger on it. I put up with a lot of people’s bad behavior, I allowed disrespect and simply put, I let everyone walk all over me, doing my absolute best to avoid conflict and would keep the peace at ANY cost, until I realized the cost was actually MY peace.
Oh, the lengths, we as empaths, will go to make sure everyone ELSE is happy and everyone else’s needs are met, thinking we’re actually one step ahead and at peace, not even realizing the resentment building deep inside our soul from not receiving to the same in return from the ones we try so hard to put before our own needs and wants. Over giving, taking on more responsibility than I could handle, and accepting behavior that I would NEVER again in my life imagine of allowing left me in a constant state of feelings defeated, not feeling good enough, unappreciated, taken advantage of, depressed, full of anxiety always worrying about failing or falling short..just plain, flat out unhappy and lacking what I know cherish most, my peace. Living that way my whole adult life eventually caught up with, as it ultimately will with everyone, and I suffered a huge emotional breakdown my last day at work back, which is also the day I quit. The workplace I was employed at affected me so greatly, and even after being advised from family, friends and even former co-workers to just leave, I stayed. I stayed because I felt comfortable, I knew what to expect every single day, including the disrespectful and sny remarks from co workers. I stayed because it fit my schedule as a single mother, having certain times I could work and in the field I was in at the time, the hours I HAD were unheard of and not many people were lucky Enough to receive such a flexible work schedule. So I traded my dignity, worth and emotional/mental health and overall well being for those hours, looking back.
Work wasn’t my only dilemma, of course. I had also personal problems, dealing with a very unhappy family (not my own children): Siblings and as great as my parents have been and ARE, them as well. My parents unintentionally treated me that way of course. I had also recently left a very abusive relationship where I dealt with not only physical abuse, but also verbal, emotional, financial and spiritual abuse and Was trying my best to move on as quickly as possible. Dealing with drinking, trying to numb out some of the pain, I was dealing with just a massive amount responsibility as a single mom taking care of her kids, living in fear of my life bc of my ex, taking on the emotional responsibility of my mother and sister, etc. On top of dealing with my own health issues and mental health. Depression , Anxiety, OCD to name a few. It wasn’t until one day (Yes, one VERY random day) I said : Enough is enough. It hasn’t occured to me, as silly as it sounds, until then, my mid 30’s, that you know what? THIS is not any way for anyone to live. I was like, “What about ME?” I MATTER too! I need love and support TOO! I need a break TOO! I need someone to listen to me as I cry TOO! I deserve to have my needs and wants met TOO! I deserve respect TOO! I deserve to be put first TOO! I remember the day and it was like a tsunami of emotions flooding the gate, it was overwhelming and all consuming. I remember, as well, having random flashbacks from my very blurry childhood that I didn’t realize at the time, were so far suppressed within me. I was angry. Appalled. I was FURIOUS and I felt like my life was a lie. And how could I have not even known? That’s crazy right? No. I know now that it was my body’s way of protecting myself. I had a lot of unresolved issues that NEEDED to be brought to light. Easy right? No. I had no idea I’d spend the next yr or so In isolation, due partly to depression, but also due to my anger and resentment I had developed after all the years towards very special people in my life.
THIS IS WHERE things got even more chaotic. This is where my whole entire way of thinking and view in life changed. I knew LIFE had to be more…
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