Nikolai will sleep with Fyodor's arm, clinging onto the limp piece of his lover. The blood will be dried out and the bandages ripping apart, but he won't let go. HAVE YOU SEEN HOW TENSED HE LOOKED WHEN DAZAI GAVE HIM THE ARM???? He'll treasure it until he learns Fyodor is alive (delulu), each night he'll lie in his messy bed, unable to process his emotions, his hands desperately clinging onto Fyodor's arm. As if that was the last thing ever connecting him to his love. It used to be Fyodor himself. He found so much comfort in Fyodor's company, and only after his death did Nikolai realise how much he wanted to stay at Fyodor's side actually.
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why is Fyodor looking more and more like Dazai? 💀
Asagiri? Harukawa? What does this mean ???
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To make matters even worse since nobody can kill Fyodor lest he use his ability that means Akutagawa and Atsushi have to keep this entity like thing alive until Dazai and Chuuya get back for Dazai to kill it or they figure out another way to get rid of him without Fyodor dying.
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OH NO, YOU KNOW IT'S OVER WHEN THE BACKSTORY APPEARS
Nahhh is Asagiri getting influenced by Gege? :(
There's no way she's actually dead, right? I mean this IS BSD. No one really ever dies unless... they're Oda, or the Flags or maybe a bunch of orphans. Surely she'll come back...right? (not coping at all)
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You cannot save people, you can only love them.
Language of flowers and Alternate Universe (Day 2 and 5)
{I chose yellow chrysanthemums because it symbolises strong bonds, and also neglected love ^^✨}
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