#Again.

[jacksmusesdrv3]

I know I've twisted myself into a goddamn pretzel the past five or so years trying not to be 'too much' and backing off when I am

but

A good deal of why I started the #dr literacy tag is precisely because of this- I am beyond tired and fed up, with the kinds of things that people have ignored and left on my back- whether it's to do with Kokichi, or V3 overall. It's easy to deflect and call me 'delusional', and five years later never even consider the implications of having called me that over what I've been trying to grapple with, much less apologise to me sincerely and genuinely try to understand where I'm coming from and why it's so hard to discuss in the first place- not to mention why it's so easy to make mistakes not least because the way Kodaka plays with themes can be decidedly insensitive (and I was clearly out of my depth with that when I started this blog)

This isn't about all of you. A good number of people here have been wonderful about this, even if they don't understand all too well. But frankly such people are the exception rather than the rule, and the rule is that people don't bother to interrogate their own biases about Kokichi, or really grapple with the way him and V3's narrative might be constructed with bias. And this unwillingness to accept ambiguity and nuance results in some genuinely hurtful behaviour towards people who try to point out that, maybe, not everything was even his fault, or that his character and situation is far more layered than it appears on a first run of the game. Or even a second, or third.

So I'm gonna need people in that camp to swear that you'll do better about this going forward. No really. This situation I've been in didn't come out of nowhere, and while I've beaten the proverbial horse to death that I haven't always been fair or reasonable either, that does not mean I should just back myself into a wall and take the status quo that is 'Tsumugi is telling the truth and Kokichi is just a clown' as a 'fact of canon'. Because there's a very good chance that that might not even be true, and that there's even more tangled messes Kodaka left in the text to unpack that you never even thought of, and that really NEED extra care and nuance to fully understand.

I know you're probably sick of hearing this from me by now. But this is an issue that can never be helped until it's faced head on, and the effect of basically being pathologised over it (due to *checks notes* autism), is seriously damaging- the inability of people to address things as serious issues and themes rather than 'just the pet theory that came out of my nutty head', is something I cannot, on principle, force myself to accept. So please just think about the way you're approaching issues in the future. I will try to do the same.

[asavt]

I've got no regrets.

[fuzzysun]

ramon's letters to sunny and tubbo have been scratching the itch in my Brain. just the fact that he, the soon-labelled egg hero, that has forcibly emotionally grown within the shortest timespam and has constructed an emotional barrier (much like his dad's) around and amongst his siblings has gone out of his way to demonstrate candidness and sincerity for the people that he truly cares about makes me so Fucking insane. that he's been able to woven the perfect bond between his dad and his pai and has reconquered the links of a happy, stable relationship he so long yearned for, seeing the harvest of his unconditional efforts to make it bloom AND actively disserting on how he has been affected by tubbo and sunny's actions; how morning crew is still morning crew because the basis of it is Unconditional Love. He lives with the weight of caring, and it's gladly paying off. they're all a family, after all – but now he's been given the chance of pureness; of being a real nenê, not brushing and skimming over the steps of this minute affection. His braveness equals his need of being a kid. of having the chance to be tucked into bed, being told stories, of having no seeming worries. He's carried the burdens of so many eggs and islanders, and now he finally gets the chance of being free.

and, obviously, all in his world pale in comparison with the freedom of a happy child.

[teachmetokill]

gerard talking about drinking piss (again) and frank laughing his ass off at it (again)

[just-french-me-up]

"Oh, you enjoy that thing? That's embarrassing!" youre the one's that embarrassed, not me. Sounds like a you problem, really

[dailydegurechaff]

Today's Daily Degurechaff is... having one of those days

[griffgutsiscanon]

the way femto acts like an ex that is desperately trying to deny their lingering feelings is so fucking funny to me like... yeah, i totally believe in you 💯

[mushroomnoodles]

tw/cw for sfw and non kink mpreg

more forever seal doodles lmao

[enden-agolor]

I received an ask about someone upset with me that I blocked them. Yeah uh, if you ship aidesse, aidkas, romeojesse(or lukas) then uh yeah I am going to block you. I don't want to see it. I don't want to see art, fics, or talk of it. It is my own personal view. If you do not like that, then you are more than welcome to block me.

[kenandeliza]

Small doodles of Freddy And Kit

This was mostly just doodling, i dont really think much of the meaning behind them, looking back at this now, Freddy is more of a jokester from his issues with the marvel family with leroy marks, so it probably doesnt make sense that kit is teasing him.

But meh, my brain wasn’t braining when i was drawing it :p

In another note, i redesigned kit slightly :p

[thiamblogger]

guys.. the scene with the girls in the cave happened right after the deskset scene.

did i block that out or something?

cause it was literally the same fucking night.. no wonder neil wasn't happy.

todd had basically just given all he could to him and now he's all goofy over some random girls?

they still flirted humblelessly, but still..

(the last one's are just kinda there cause..)

[texasbama]

Ryan & Oliver in their own world - Vol. 85

[callmebrutus]

IM SORRY HE CALLED PAC *WHAT*???

AND WE JSUT FUCKINF LET HIM GET AWAY WITH IR????

[maturiin]

wherever you go i go i

[psina-alina]

a ghiss (ghoul kiss)