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So... Who is Saul Goodman?
JKSHDGJK i really LOVE this scene in Sherlock,,
#better call saul#breaking bad#better call saul oc#breaking bad oc#bcs#brba#self shipping#self ship community#self insert#saul goodman#jimmy mcgill#anael martinez#bbc sherlock reference
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itâs missing your bbc sherlock art hours đđ

Dude Iâm actually there with you atmâŚ
#been thinking about them a lot#mmm#my art#ask#john watson#sherlock holmes#Sherlock#bbc sherlock#also yes this is a reference to Sherlock and co
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"i'm so normal about this piece of media" i say, fresh from consuming it for the 5th time this month
#this is specifically about spiderverse#i just watched it for the 6th time in theatres#but honestly knowing me it could be referring to so many things#b99#better call saul#mamma mia#heathers#arcane#supernatural#ride the cyclone#the good place#across the spiderverse#into the spiderverse#bbc sherlock#puppet history#tua#ari articulates
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I got this one up and posted RIGHT before midnight,,, it was a close call
Posted to Instagram October 30 2024
#please tell me you see the BBC Sherlock reference#data#data star trek#lieutenant commander data#geordi laforge#lieutenant commander laforge#daforge#star trek the next generation#star trek tng#the next generation#tng#star trek#star trek fanart#inktober violin#inktober 2024
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Inktober No. 24 - Adventurous (Originally No. 25)
Guess what he is looking at with this expression?
This was supposed to have John in it, but I couldn't get him right. *facepalm*.
So here is just Sherlock looking at off-screen John.
From @bluebellofbakerstreet 's amazing promptlist for Inktober 2024.
I am flattered if you reblog, but do NOT post my art on other sites/social media or use in any other way without my written permission.
#sherlock#sherlock holmes#benedict cumberbatch#inktober#sherlock bbc#inktober 2024#I successfully put him in a shirt although there was a sweater in the reference picture#I successfully put the right hair on his head#and then failed at the most important part: John#m(#frustrated
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Oh, you don't know it yet but baby I've already got your heart
#jim moriarty#moriarty#sherlock#bbc sherlock#sherlock bbc#/lyr#an unhealthy obsession reference#hi i'm not dead just went a little break & remembered i have a personal life going on blerghgghgh cough cough throws up#art#fanart#andrew scott
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Meet me in the Hallway
chapter eleven: Murder pays here.
Pairing: Hwang In-ho x Reader
also available on ao3
word count: 7,7k
You were drowning in him.
You barely had time to catch your breath before his mouth was on your neckâhot, open-mouthed kisses, teeth scraping just enough to make you arch into him. You felt him suck on your sensitive skin. That would surely leave a dark mark on you tomorrow.Â
"Whatâs wrong, sweetheart?" Young-ilâs voice was all taunt and sin, thick with amusement as his lips dragged lower, his breath searing against your skin. Â
"Cat got your tongue? Thatâs new."Â Â
You tried to speakâtried to push out something, anything, but his hands were skimming down your sides, his knee slotting between your legs, pressing right where you needed him most. Â
Your breath hitched, fingers tangling in his hairâfuck, he felt good beneath your hands.  Young-il laughed, low and delighted, like this was fun for him. Â
"Donât get shy on me now."Â Â
His fingers traced slow, deliberate circles, hovering right over the entrance to your core but refusing to give in. Â
"Look at you. Desperate, dripping, fucking ruined for me. And I havenât even touched you properly yet.â Â
Your lips partedâa gasp, a whimper, something that made his smirk curve against your throat. He grips your hips with both hands, his touch firm, deliberate. His tongue traces slow, teasing circles around your navel before he drags his teeth over your skin.
Then, he moves, mouth trailing from one hipbone to the other, taking his time, savouring every inch. The heat in your stomach twisted tighter, unbearable, and when his fingers finally dipped lower, barely brushing overâ Â
âHey, sweetie. Wake up."Â Â
The dream shattered. Your eyes snapped open, lungs burning, pulse still racing from the ghost of his hands, his mouth, his bodyâ Â
Oh, fuck. Â
Reality slammed back into placeâthe dormitory, the bunks, the murmur of other players. Â
Young-il. Â
You were still curled against him, your head resting on his chest, his steady breath ruffling your hair. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Â
The memories rushed inâhow you were so tired, how he let you lay against him, how his warmth pulled you under before you could overthink it. And now? Now, you were half on top of him, legs tangled too intimately, your body still humming from the dream. Â
Slowlyâso painfully slowlyâyou peeled yourself away, forcing yourself upright. Young-il barely reacted. He just blinked at you, his expression normal. Like he didnât know. Â
âYou good?â His voice was rough. Unbothered. Â
You swallowed hard, willing your body to calm the fuck down. âYeah. Fine.â Â
He stretched, rolling his shoulders, completely unfazed. "Gi-hun asked me to wake you up. He wants to talk. Something about a plan for tonight."Â Â
Right. The game. Lights out.
You forced yourself to focus, to ignore the heat still curling low in your stomach, the ghost of his breath against your skin. You moved to stand upâalmost freeâwhenâ Â
âOh, by the way."Â Â
Young-ilâs voice was casual, almost an afterthought. He sat up, rolling his neck. Thenâhe looked at you. Dead in the eye. Â
âYou talk in your sleep. Ever noticed?â Â
Shit. Â
Your throat tightened, heat creeping up your neckâtraitorous and unstoppable. Young-ilâs expression didnât shiftânot at first. He just watched you, face unreadable, like he was waiting to see how youâd react. And then the smirk. Slow. Unhinged. Â
Your pulse spiked. Â
He murmured, voice dripping with amusement, "Didnât wanna wake you up at first. You looked like you were having such a good time."Â Â
Your entire body went stiff. âYou heardâ"Â Â
And then, before you could even finish your sentenceâ
He moaned.
A slow, drawn-out, shamelessly exaggerated moan, pitched just enough to sound eerily similar to what you might have sounded like in your sleep.
You froze. Every nerve in your body misfired at once.
It wasnât just the sound. It was the way he did it. He sighed through it, shifting his weight like he was getting comfortable, like he was recreating the entire moment. His eyelashes fluttered, his lips parted just slightly, andâoh my god, he was actually doing this.
You just stared, horrified, as he let it drag out for a second too long before blinking at you, face completely neutral, as if nothing had happened.
âSound familiar?â he mused.
Oh. He was evil.
âAre you fucking serâ" Your voice broke. You cleared your throat, scrambling for something, anything, that would erase the smugness from his face, but it was impossible.
He was already grinning, shifting slightly like he was settling in to enjoy the show, completely at ease, like this was the highlight of his night.
âDonât look so flustered,â he drawled, stretching lazily, his spine popping like he was shaking off sleep. "I mean, I know, it was pretty convincing. Not quite as sweet as the real thing, though. Iâd rate it, hmmâŚ"
He tapped his chin in mock thought, dragging it out.
"Eight out of ten?" He tilted his head. "No, seven. Points off for lack of desperation. You sounded way more needy in your sleep."
You wanted to die. Right here. Right now. But you wanted- no, needed him more.
He watched the slow, inevitable breakdown happening behind your eyes, clearly relishing it. And then, as if he hadnât just destroyed your will to live, he clapped his hands together lightly.
"Well, anyway. Gi-hunâs waiting."
You exhaled, desperate to pull yourself together, desperate to move on, desperate to pretend this had never happened. You forced your legs to move, to stand up and step past him and put as much distance between you as possible, but just as you brushed pastâ
A quiet chuckle.
Then, voice low and far too entertained, âYou sounded so pretty. A shame I wasnât actually there to hear it properly.â
Your brain short-circuited. Your entire body ignited in flames.
And Young-il? Young-il just walked away, completely at ease, like he hadnât just ruined your existence.
I hate him. I hate him. God help me, I want him.
He walked ahead without a care, his usual lazy, confident stride eating up the space between you and the others. You should have followed immediately. You should have focused on what matteredâthe plan, the vote, the danger that was coming when the lights went out. Â
But all you could think about was his voice, that teasing lilt still curling in your ears. Â
"You sounded so pretty. A shame I wasnât actually there to hear it properly."Â Â
And he? He had the audacity to act like nothing had happened. Like he hadnât just obliterated your sense of self-preservation with a single line. Â
Your hands clenched. He was insufferable. A menace. A walking disaster in human form. And stillâyou followed. Silently. Â
The dormitory buzzed with hushed murmurs, the weight of tomorrowâs vote settling over the remaining players like a thick fog. Some sat in small groups, whispering among themselves. Others still hunched over their food, eating methodically, as if conserving their energy. No one spared you a second glance as you trailed behind Young-il, weaving through the scattered bunks and empty spaces where people had once slept. Â
It wasnât long before the familiar spot came into viewâa small corner at the base of the staircase, where Gi-hun and the others were gathered. The moment Young-il reached them, he didnât even hesitateâhe just sat down, stretching out like he had all the time in the world. Â
You, on the other hand, hovered at the edge of the group for a fraction too long. Â
Jung-bae noticed first. âYou alright?â Â
You blinked, forcing your body to relax, to shove the lingering embarrassment, heat, and absolute need to strangle Young-il deep, deep down. Â
âIâm fine,â you muttered, moving to sit beside Gi-hun, avoiding Young-ilâs gaze entirely. Â
He noticed. Of course he did. You could feel his eyes flick toward youâjust for a second, just long enough for amusement to spark at the edges of his smirkâbefore he turned his attention elsewhere, as if heâd already forgotten. Â
Bastard. Â
Gi-hun exhaled, rubbing a hand over his face. âAlright, listen up-â
âThe following players have been eliminated. Player 230, 268, 299 331, and 401. End of the list.â
The ceiling rattled. The unmistakable sound of cash spilling into the massive glass piggy bank echoed through the room, loud, final.Â
Five more gone. The number burned itself into your brain. Five more bodies. Five more people who had been breathing, talking, existing just minutes ago.
380,000,000 won per person.
No one moved. No one spoke. Every set of eyes in the dormitory stayed locked on that damn piggy bank.
Waiting for an explanation. What else could lead to eliminations other than the games?Â
Oh. Killing each other. But you wouldâve noticed that. Anyone wouldâve noticed if people were going at each otherâs throats in the dormitory. There wouldâve been noiseâscreaming, struggling, something. Five people donât just disappear without a sound.
Unless it wasnât in the dormitory?
Your fingers twitched against your arm. Oh god.
If they were planning an attack tonight, then now they knew for sureâkilling each other raised the prize money.
Good fucking god.
A cold wave of dread washed over you, settling deep in your stomach. Before, it had just been paranoia, just a theoryâa worst-case scenario lurking in the back of your mind. But now? Now it was fact. Now everyone knew.
Five people dead meant five fewer competitors, five fewer obstacles, five fewer hands reaching for the prize. And with every drop of blood spilled, the piggy bank above swelled.
The people running this place had dangled a knife in front of desperate people and then given them the perfect reason to use it. And tonight, those people were going to be more desperate than ever.
Your breath came a little too fast, your pulse a little too loud.
The O players had been planning to attack anyway. But now? Now they wouldnât hesitate.Â
You dragged your gaze across the dormitory, scanning the faces around you, searching for the same realisation, for the same horror sinking into your bones. Some people looked shocked, disturbed, unsettledâbut others?
Others werenât looking at the money with fear.
They were looking at it with calculation. Like Player 100.
You had to stop the bloodshed before it spiralled into something unstoppable. Because if people gave in to the temptationâif even one person let themselves see murder as a shortcutâthen it wouldnât stop at five bodies.
It wouldnât stop at ten.
It wouldnât stop at all.
You exhaled slowly, forcing the panic down, pressing it into something cold, something sharp, something useful.
Think.
The O players were already planning to strike tonight, and now they had every reason to go through with it. That meant you needed a plan, a defence, a way to keep as many people breathing by morning as possible.
But how?
Your gaze flickered toward Gi-hun. He looked tense but focused, like he was already running through scenarios in his head. Good. At least you werenât the only one thinking.
Then you glanced at Young-il. He wasnât tense. He wasnât even watching the piggy bank. No, he was watching you.
His head tilted slightly, his expression unreadable, but there was something in his eyesâsomething knowing, something assessing. You inhaled slowly. Of course heâd noticed your reaction. Of course heâd picked up on the way your entire body had gone rigid, the way your mind had started sprinting the second the announcement was made. He knew exactly what you were thinking.
Jung-baeâs voice cut through the tense silence, his brows furrowed. "Whatâs going on?"Â Â
Gi-hun didnât answer. He just looked at him, a brief glance, but it was enoughâhe had no idea either. Then, the doors groaned open. Both sides flooded in. O players from one side, X players from the other. Â
Blood. It was everywhere. Â
Dripping down foreheads, staining clothes, smeared over hands and necks and bruised knuckles. Some of it had dried, darkening the fabric, while fresh streaks still glistened under the dim lights. Â
Was it theirs? Was it someone else's? Â
Then, chaos. Â
A familiar face broke through the crowdâone you recognised instantly. The guy you had fought on the first day. He wasnât walkingâhe was running, shoving past bodies, frantic, his voice cracking as he shouted, "Listen, team O! WeâWeâWhen we were in the bathroom, those fucking X bastards tried to kill all of us! They killed some of us, including my friendâ"Â Â
Before you could react, before you could even process the accusation, a strong arm curled around your waist. Young-il. He had moved without hesitation, standing, pulling you close, his grip firm, steadyâprotective. Your pulse jumped. Â
But you had no time to dwell on it, because the second that accusation left his mouth, the room erupted. Â
"Bullshit," Player 047 spat, stepping forward with his jaw clenched, eyes blazing. "Youâre the ones who started it. Damn it. They threatened one of the people on our side! They attacked us to win the second vote!"Â Â
Another player backed him up immediately. "Thatâs right!"Â Â
Player 192 scoffed, shaking his head, fury dripping from his words. "You killed one of us first. You were trying to win the vote by killing us!"Â Â
"Fuck you," another X player snapped. "You killed some of us too! Did you think we would just let you kill the rest of us?"Â Â
The air was suffocating. Shouting. Accusations. A storm of voices crashing into each other, spitting blame, fuelling the fire. Â
It had happened. The thing you feared the most. The killing had started. The first blood had been drawn, and now, no one was willing to take the fall. Â
Your chest tightened. It didnât matter who threw the first punch. It only mattered who lost more. Who would have an advantage tomorrow during the vote? But that wasnât the only thought that crossed your mind.Â
This was what they wanted. Â
The ones running this game. The ones watching from their hidden screens, their high towers, their comfortable seats. They wanted blood. And now, they had it. Â
The tension snapped like a whip when Player 100âs voice cut through the chaos, his tone sharp, demanding. Â
"So? Which side lost more people?"Â Â
The shouting didnât stop, but it shifted, twisted into something meaner, more desperate. Â
Player 203 joined in, nodding, face tight with anger. "Yeah, thatâs right! Letâs count ourselves! Come on down!"Â Â
A ripple of movement. Player 047 turned, heading toward your side, his expression hard as he started gathering the X players. Dae-hoâs voice boomed across the room, raw with urgency. Â
"We need everyone down here! Come on!"Â Â
Soon, every X player sat down on the stairs. You were next to Young-il, his hand settling on your thigh, the warmth of it grounding you. A steady, quiet reassurance. Â
Player 047 did a quick count. â48.â His voice was sharp, clipped. He exhaled hard before sinking down onto the steps. âTwo people died on our side.â Â
From somewhere behind Player 246, a woman spoke up. âTwo out of five. That means they lost three people.â Â
Player 380, sitting on the far right, perked up. âThen we have a better shot at winning the vote tomorrow.â Â
You wanted to believe that. You really did. Winning the vote. Getting out of here. Making it to tomorrow with your life intact. And maybe seeing Young-il in the outside world. It sounded so easy when she said it like that, like it was a guarantee, like all you had to do was sit tight and wait for the morning. But you knew better. Â
The O players werenât going to just sit back and accept a loss. They werenât going to wake up tomorrow, walk to the voting station, and calmly accept their fate. That wasnât how this worked. That wasnât how desperation worked. Â
They knew that killing increased the prize money. If they were already planning an attack before, what were they going to do now? Now that they had proof, now that they had seen the numbers drop and the money rain from the ceiling, now that they had felt firsthand the way bloodshed made the piggy bank heavier? It didnât matter that the X players had the numbers now. It didnât matter that, on paper, you had the advantage. You had been here long enough to know that logic didnât mean shit in a place like this. Â
The O players didnât need to convince anyone to change their vote. They didnât need to outnumber you in the dormitory. They just needed to kill enough of you before morning. Then, when the second vote came, theyâd win by default. Â
Jung-bae straightened, his posture shifting like something had just clicked in his mind. âHey, itâs 48 against 47. As long as we donât change our minds, weâll win by one vote.â Â
A ripple of murmurs spread through the group, whispers of cautious optimism.Â
âYes, weâll finally get out.â
âWe have the numbers now.â
âJust one more night.â Â
But to your left, Young-il still looked stone-faced, unreadable. And to your right, Gi-hunâs expression remained grim, eyes scanning the room like he was already bracing for something worse. Honestly, you felt the same. Â
It wasnât that simple. The O players were desperate. They had nothing to lose. They would try again. Not in the bathrooms this time. Right here. While you slept. Â
The PA system crackled to life overhead. âAttention, please. Lights out in 30 minutes. All players, return to your beds and prepare for bedtime.â Â
The announcement settled like a weight over the room. Â
Player 047 stood again, his voice firm. âListen. You cannot change your minds.â He swept his gaze over the group, eyes flashing with urgency. âWe have to win the second vote and get out of here tomorrow. All right?â Â
A chorus of nods, murmured agreements. But despite the reassurances, Young-il and Gi-hun still werenât convinced. Neither were you. Â
Jung-bae clapped his hands together lightly, trying to lift the tension. âAll right. Letâs go to sleep now, shall we?â Â
The O players eventually moved, walking toward their bunks, but not before throwing a few lingering glances your way. And not just with frustration or disappointment. No, this was something different.
Their expressions were dark, almost calculating.
Player 100 and Player 044, in particular, had their eyes locked onto you. Not your group. Not Young-il. Not Gi-hun. You.
Their movements were slow, deliberateâlike they wanted you to know they werenât done yet. You met their stare. You didnât flinch. You didnât waver. You just glared. A message, clear and directâI see you, too. Â
The X players didnât give them a second glance and moved towards their beds. But you didnât move. Neither did Gi-hun or Young-il. Â
The three of you stayed put, standing on the stairs, watching as the others shuffled off. The dormitory filled with the quiet rustling of players settling in, shifting blankets, the occasional murmur of hushed conversation. But under it all, the tension remained thick, stretching tight across the room like an invisible wire ready to snap. Â
You swallowed hard, glancing toward Young-il. He was still. Too still. His gaze was locked onto the O players, tracking their every movement, but his expression gave nothing away. You exhaled through your nose, your heartbeat heavy in your ears. Â
The 30-minute countdown continued ticking in the background. You had half an hour to figure out how to make it to morning.Â
Your fingers curled around Young-ilâs hand first, instinct guiding you more than anything else. His grip was solid, warm, immediate, like heâd been waiting for you to do it. He didnât question it. He just squeezed your hand in return, his thumb brushing over your knuckles once before going still. Then, your other hand shot out, grabbing Gi-hunâs upper arm. He barely had time to react before you tugged at him. Â
âCome on,â you muttered, your voice low, urgent. Â
Gi-hun didnât argue. He let you pull him along, falling into step without hesitation, his expression still tight with thought. Â
You moved as one, weaving through the players who were still settling in, stepping around the ones whispering about the vote. The quiet hum of conversation blurred into the background as you honed in on your targetâyour group. Dae-ho, Jun-hee, Jung-bae, Player 246, the mother and son, and a few others who had chosen to side with you in this mess. Â
As you approached, Jun-hee looked up, immediately noticing the way your shoulders were squared, the way you were still gripping Young-il and Gi-hun like you refused to let go. Â
She frowned. âAre we discussing the plan now?â Â
You exhaled sharply, forcing yourself to keep moving. âYes, come on, we donât have much time.â Â
Dae-ho sat up straighter, glancing between you and Young-il, reading the unspoken tension. His brows furrowed. âNow?â Â
âNow.â Â
Jung-bae muttered something under his breath but didnât protest. One by one, your group shuffled toward the spot behind the stairs, moving quickly but cautiously. Every step felt heavier than the last. Your pulse drummed beneath your skin, steady but sharp, like your body was already bracing for something. Â
You sat down, instinctively settling beside Young-il on the cold floor. His presence was a steady weight beside youâ calm, composed. You barely glanced at him, eyes scanning the others as they settled into place. Â
Dae-ho crouched low, peering through the gaps between the bed frames, his expression hardening. His fingers curled into the metal bar, knuckles whitening as he watched the O players across the room. Â
âThose bastards are acting suspicious,â he muttered, voice low but tense. âIt looks like theyâre up to something.â Â
No shit. You didnât need to look to know that. The O players had been radiating bad intentions all night, their glances too sharp, their movements too calculated. Â
You opened your mouth to speak, but Jung-bae cut in first. âWhatever those idiots do, once we win the vote tomorrow, itâll all be over.â Â
You wanted to believe that. You really did. But you knew better. âThatâs what we need to talk about,â you said. Â
Gi-hunâs voice was grim. âOnce the lights go out, people on the other side will kill us.â Â
The sonâs voice was hesitant. âReally?â Â
You exhaled through your nose, jaw tightening. âThey wanted to attack anyway, to force us to change our minds so they can win the vote. We knew that. But now? Now those greedy bastards know murder adds to the jackpot. If they get just two of us, they win the damn vote.â Â
A hush fell over the group. Player 007 shifted uncomfortably, his fingers twitching against his knees. âSo what do we do?â His voice was tight, edged with fear. Â
Then Young-il leaned forward. âLetâs attack them first.â Â
Your breath caught. Not because the words were shocking, but because they were exactly what you had already been thinking. Â
Your gaze flickered toward him, but he wasnât looking at youâhe was watching Gi-hun, his expression unreadable, his posture relaxed despite the weight of his words. He said it so casually, so simply, like he had already made up his mind. Like it was the obvious solution. And maybe it was. Â
Player 100 and Player 044 had wanted you dead for longer than just tonight. That much was clear. And there was no way in hell you were going to sit around and let them take their shot first. Â
But Gi-hunâs glare burned into Young-il like a warning. He didnât say anything, but his jaw was clenched, his eyes sharp with unspoken accusation. Was he seriously suggesting murder? Â
Young-il barely reacted. He only tilted his head slightly, as if considering the weight of Gi-hunâs silence before speaking again. Â
âTheyâre probably thinking weâll just wait for the second vote,â he said evenly. âWe can use it to our advantage. Weâll attack them first once the lights go out.â Â
Player 047 nodded immediately, already agreeing. âThatâs right. Itâd be better to attack them first. We have more women and elderly on our side. If we get attacked, weâll be at a disadvantage. Attacking them first would give us a better chance at winning.â Â
Player 145 exhaled, his jaw set. âI agree.â Â
It was shifting now. The group was leaning toward violence. A preemptive strike. And honestly? You werenât sure if that scared you or relieved you. Â
But Gi-hun didnât hesitate, âWe canât do that.â Â
His voice was steady. Firm. Â
You turned your head slightly, watching the way his fingers curled into fists, the way his shoulders tensed like he was preparing to hold back the entire group if he had to. Â
A fracture was forming in your group, thin but dangerous. And if it cracked? If it broke? The night wasnât just going to be a bloodbath. It was going to be war. Â
"We can. And we have to.â, you keep your voice steady, even as the weight of what you're saying settles over the group. Â
Gi-hun is already shaking his head, lips parting to argue, but you donât let him. Not yet. Â
"You think waiting will save us? You think hoping for the best will keep us alive until morning?" You scoff, glancing around at the others. "They were already planning to attack us, Gi-hun. You think they're gonna stop now?."Â Â
Your fingers tighten around your knees. Â
"We sit back, we do nothing, and we lose. Because they wonât hesitate. They wonât stop at one or two. Theyâll keep going until there are none of us left."Â Â
Gi-hun exhales sharply, his hands curling into fists, but still, he says nothing.
"We have more numbers, more people to protect. More people who can't fight back the way they can." Your voice wavers slightly, but you donât stop. "What do you think will happen if we just wait? If we sit here and let them make the first move? People will die. People who donât deserve it." Â
A few nods. Some hesitant, some firm. Â
Player 047 shifts, glancing at the others before looking back at you, âSheâs right."Â Â
You let out a slow breath, steadying yourself, then turn back to Gi-hun. "We have to hit first, or we wonât get a chance to hit at all."Â Â
Gi-hun doesnât respond right away. His gaze lingers on your face, searching, weighing, like heâs trying to find somethingâhesitation, doubt, a crack in your conviction. But thereâs none. And maybe thatâs what finally makes him exhale, running a hand down his face. Â
âThat still doesnât justify murder, (Y/N),â he mutters, voice low, tired. âThatâs exactly what they want us to do.â Â
Jung-bae leans forward, brows furrowing. âWhoâs âtheyâ?â Â
You donât even need to think about it. You already know. Â
Gi-hun shifts his attention to Jung-bae, his expression unreadable. âThe ones who created this game. The ones watching us play.â He pauses, just for a second, then says it plainly. âIf weâre going to fight someone, it should be them.â Â
Dae-hoâs gaze flicks between you and Gi-hun, something wary settling in his features. âAnd where are they?â Â
Gi-hun doesnât answer. Not right away. He just looks up. Â
The movement is slow, deliberate. One by one, the others follow his gaze, as if expecting to find something, someone, above them. Everyone except Young-il. Not at first, at least. He stays still, unmoved, like he already knows where they are.
Then, after a beat too long, he finally lifts his head. Â
How odd.
âOn the upper levels are the rooms they control the games from. The man in the black mask is their leader.â Â
Young-il stiffens beside you. Itâs subtleâso subtle that if you werenât sitting this close, if you didnât know him so well, you might not have even noticed. But you do. You feel the shift in his posture, the slight tension in his muscles.Â
Gi-hunâs eyes flick to Young-il, watching. Calculating. Â
âOnce we capture him, weâll be able to win,â Gi-hun adds. Â
Your gaze doesnât leave Young-il. Not for a second. His reaction is small. Almost nonexistent. But you catch itâthe tiniest twitch in his eye, there and gone in an instant. A split second of something unguarded, something unspoken. Â
And yet, it says everything. Â
Itâs the look of someone whoâs heard this before. The look of someone whoâs already thought about it, already dismissed it, because it was stupid. Like heâs saying, How cute. You and your silly ideas. Â
But then, as quickly as it appeared, itâs gone. His expression smooths out, unreadable, effortlessly slipping back into that familiar calm, that steady confidence that makes it impossible to tell what heâs really thinking. You inhale slowly, keeping your face neutral. Â
Something isnât adding up. Â
He should have at least reacted to the idea that thereâs a big bad man behind all of this, someone controlling the games and watching you, someone you could go after. Â
Instead, he stiffened. Instead, his face twitched. InsteadâŚÂ he already knew. Â
The question isâwhy?Â
You knew he was a previous winner. That much hadn't been a secret to you. But something like this? Something as crucial as who was pulling the strings, where they were hiding? Â
Wouldnât he have told you? Â
A strange thought curls at the edges of your mind, something uneasy, something wrong.
Young-il knew?
Before Gi-hun even said it, before the words had fully settled in the air, he knew. His body reacted before his brain could stop itâthe tension, the stiffness, the way his eye had twitched for just a split second. A tell. A sign. Â
Like he had heard this before. Like he had already thought about it, already dismissed it, already decided it wasnât worth entertaining. Like he knew more than he was letting on.Â
No. Thatâs ridiculous. Â
Young-il wouldnât lie to you. He wouldnât. He had never lied to you. Orâwellâwhen he did, he always told you the truth afterward.
The thought is almost insulting in its absurdity, in its sheer impossibility. Because this is Young-il. The same Young-il who always told you exactly what he thought. The same Young-il who teased you relentlessly, who smirked when you were flustered but never when you were truly upset. The same Young-il who held your hand when you were shaking and tucked you close when you needed warmth.  The same Young-il who kissed you like a starving man.
He was an asshole, yes. A menace, absolutely. But he wasnât a liar. And he wasnât cruel. Not to you. Â
He had protected you. Time and time again, when he could have left you to fend for yourself, when he could have looked out for his own survival first. Instead, he had stayed by your side, had pulled you out of the fire, had chosen you. Â
Would someone like that really hide something from you?Â
No. Of course not. Â
You inhale, steadying yourself. Â
Whatever you sawâwhatever little twitch, whatever hint of somethingâit didnât mean anything. Â
He probably just thought Gi-hunâs plan was stupid. That was all. He wasnât the type to chase after hopeless dreams, wasnât the type to waste energy on fantasies of overthrowing an enemy he had never seen. And that made sense, didnât it? Â
Young-il had won. He had survived. If anyone knew how hopeless it was to fight the people in charge, it was him. Thatâs why he had reacted the way he did. Thatâs all it was. Â
You let the tension ease from your shoulders, pushing the doubt away, locking it deep where it canât reach you. Where it shouldnât reach you. Â
Because there is no universe where Young-il would ever betray you. No universe where he would lie. Young-il didnât lie. Not to you.
He was yours, in a fucked up way. And you trusted him.
Young-ilâs voice cut through your thoughts, grounding you back in reality. âHow are you going to fight them? They have guns.â Â
You blinked.
Not we. You. Gi-hun was alone on this one.Â
The way he said itâyouâfelt like a decision had already been made. Like he was drawing a line between himself and whatever came next. Like he wasnât planning on being a part of it.
Your fingers twitched against your knee.
Gi-hun didnât even hesitate. âWeâll fight them with guns too.â Â
For a second, you thought you misheard him. Because surely, surely he wasnât serious. But then you saw his faceâcalm, steady, like he had just suggested something as simple as taking a walk. Your jaw almost dropped. Â
No?! No way. Â
Jung-bae shifted beside him, his voice quieter, like he was afraid to even acknowledge the insanity of what had just been said. âBut we donât have any.â Â
Gi-hun didnât blink. âWeâll take their guns.â Â
Oh my god. He was actually serious. Â
A disbelieving scoff left your lips before you could stop it. âFrom the soldiers?â You stared at him, incredulous. âAre you stupid?â Â
The words left your mouth before you could stop them, sharp and immediate, but you didnât care. You needed to say it. Because what the hell kind of plan was that? Steal guns from the soldiers? The ones who were trained to kill you? The ones who had been keeping you all in check since day one, watching from the shadows, waiting for an excuse to put a bullet in someoneâs skull? Â
Your lips parted, but you had to take a second, just a second, to process the absolute insanity of what Gi-hun had just said. Â
He was serious. He was actually serious. Â
âOh, my god.â You let out a short, humourless laugh, shaking your head. âAre you listening to yourself right now?â Â
Gi-hunâs jaw tightened, but you werenât finished. Â
â(Y/N), donât you think youâre being a bit harsh?â, Young-ilâs voice was calm, easy, like he was trying to rein you in before you tore Gi-hun apart completely. But you didnât care.
You turned to him, barely sparing him a glance, and immediately held up a hand. âShh. Stay out of this.â
Young-il blinked.Â
You shushed him.Â
He blinked again, momentarily stunned. For the first time since youâd met him, he actually looked caught off guard. His lips parted slightly, like he was debating whether or not to be offended, but you were already turning back to Gi-hun, ignoring the way Young-il let out a soft, amused breath beside you.
âLike I was saying.â You refocused, fixing Gi-hun with a hard stare.Â
âYou think we can justâwhat? Walk up to them? Politely ask them to hand over their weapons? Maybe say please while weâre at it?â You scoffed.
He opened his mouth, but you kept going, voice rising with each word. Â
âHave you seen those guys? Because they donât hesitate. They donât stop to ask questions. They donât even think before pulling the trigger.â Your hands curled into fists at your sides, frustration boiling over. âWe donât even know how many of them there are. How many weapons they have. Where they keep them. And youâre sitting here telling us that our best shot at survival is to take them on head-to-head?â Â
A bitter laugh scraped its way up your throat. âThatâs not a plan, Gi-hun. Thatâs suicide.â Â
A heavy silence followed. Â
Your pulse was still pounding, frustration still curling in your chest, but from the corner of your eye, you caught the faintest twitch of Young-ilâs lips, like he was tryingâfailingâto suppress a smirk.
He was enjoying this. The smug, insufferable bastard.
You shot him a quick glare, but he just gave a slow, barely noticeable shrug, as if to say, What? Youâre the one who shushed me.
Gi-hun didnât look away. He didnât flinch. But he didnât argue, either. He wasnât an idiot. He knew it was a terrible plan. But it was all he had.
Your stomach churned, dread curling deep in your chest. Â
What the hell was Gi-hun thinking? Had the stress finally cracked something in him? Had the endless cycle of fear and death made him believe in something this stupid? Â
Young-il exhaled sharply, his voice steady, firm. âLook, Gi-hun. I know (Y/N) didnât exactly sugarcoat it, but sheâs right. Even if we manage to take a few guns, weâll still be outnumbered.â Â
He wasnât wrong. The guards had the advantageâmore weapons, more bodies, and the goddamn high ground. Even if you pulled off the impossible and got your hands on a few guns, what then? You werenât soldiers. You werenât trained. You were just a group of desperate people trying to survive one more night. Â
Gi-hun's jaw clenched. He looked between the two of you, something dark in his expression, something caught between frustration and exhaustion. Then, he spoke. Â
âThen what?â His voice was sharp, fraying at the edges. âAre you going to kill each other all night and hope you survive? Is that what you want, (Y/N)? Young-il?â Â
You inhaled, but the words caught in your throat. Â
âIs that what you want?â
Want? Like there was a choice. Like there had ever been a choice. Â
Like the second the lights went out, the O players wouldnât be coming for blood. Like they wouldnât use the only advantage they had leftâthe only thing that had worked for them so far. Â
You glanced at Young-il, but his expression remained unreadable. He didnât answer right away. Didnât rush to justify or defend himself. He just looked at Gi-hun, at the frustration brewing beneath his skin. Â
Your grip on your arms tightened. âWant?â Your voice came quieter this time, rougher. âI want to sleep without worrying about waking up with a fork in my throat.â Â
Gi-hunâs gaze snapped back to you. Â
âI want to make it to morning. I want to make it to the bloody vote.â Your fingers curled tighter, your nails digging into your skin. âAnd if they come for us first, you think I should just let it happen?â Â
âAnd if we fight back first? Then what?â His voice was quieter this time, edged with something almost like resignation. âWe kill them. They kill us. We all die anyway.â He exhaled. âYou think thatâs winning?â
That was the difference between you and him.
He still wanted this to be a fight you could win without spilling more blood. Still wanted to believe that strategy, that sheer will, could get you all through the night. But you had already accepted the truth. Â
This place wasnât about being nice. It was about greed and accepting it. And when the lights went out, you werenât going to be the one on the ground.
Young-il exhaled sharply, rubbing a hand over his face before finally speaking. âFine,â he muttered, his tone deliberately even. âWe do it your way. What's your plan?â
You turned to him, startled. He was giving in? Just like that?
Gi-hunâs shoulders loosened, just barely. He nodded once, like he was bracing himself for the night ahead. âOnce the fight begins tonight, weâll have our chance. Once the lights go out, get under the bottom beds quietly. You must not get caught by those planning to attack us tonight. We have to hide until the fight ends. Donât get caught up in the fight.â
Hide like cowards.
You barely stopped yourself from scoffing. Did he even listen to you? Your mouth opened before you could think better of it. âGi-hunââ
But Young-il cut in first.
âCome on.â
His voice was casual, but there was something firm beneath it, something deliberate. He barely spared Gi-hun a glance, his attention locked on you instead. He knew what you were about to say, knew that whatever argument was about to spill from your lips wouldnât end well if it happened here, in front of everyone.
Not now.Â
His fingers brushed your wristâlight, coaxingâbefore he tilted his head slightly, a silent Letâs go.Â
You swallowed, biting down your frustration, but followed anyway. For now. You hesitated, glancing at Gi-hun one last time. His expression was wary but relieved, like he had won something. Like this was over. But it wasnât. Not even close.
You let Young-il guide you away, weaving through the scattered bunks, past the hushed murmurs of other players. He didnât stop until you were at the farthest, most isolated corner of the room, a blind spot where no one could overhear you.
Finally, he turned, expression flat. You crossed your arms.
"You donât actually believe in this bullshit, do you?"
His jaw tensed. "Of course not."
"Then why the hell did you agree with him back there?"
"Gi-hunâs an idiot, but heâs not entirely wrong."
You scoffed. "Oh, really? Which part? The part where we hide under the beds like terrified children while the O players wipe out half our numbers? Or the part where we magically steal guns from trained soldiers and somehow donât get shot in the process?"
Young-il sighed, rubbing the back of his neck, but didnât argue. Because he knew. He knew as well as you did that neither option was a real solution. Still, you werenât done.
"We sit back, we let them make the first move, and we lose. We lose the vote, we lose people, we lose everything. You think I can just sit there and watch that happen?"
His expression darkened slightly. "No. I know you canât."
Your throat tightened at his quiet certainty, but you forced yourself to push past it.
"Then stop trying to make me."
Young-il exhaled sharply, his gaze flickering over your face, studying youâassessing, measuring how far you were willing to push this.
Then, finally, he spoke. "Iâm not trying to make you. Iâm trying to keep you alive."
Your breath hitched. Just slightly.
But before you could speak, before you could throw another argument at him, he stepped closer.
"Listen to me." His voice was quieter now, lower. "If you continue to fight now, youâre going to split the group. And if we break apart before the O players even make their move, then weâre already dead."
You swallowed, his words settling like lead in your stomach.
"So what?" Your voice was quieter now, but not any less firm. "I just sit there and act like Iâm okay with this?"
Young-il tilted his head slightly, gaze unwavering. "Yes."
A muscle in your jaw twitched.
You didnât want to do this. You didnât want to pretend, to act like you were okay with playing along. Every instinct in your body screamed against it. You had fought for too long, clawed your way through too much to just sit back now.
But Young-il wasnât backing down. And worse? You knew he was right.
If you continued to push too hard, if you continue to fight this now, in front of everyone, you wouldnât just be fighting Gi-hunâyouâd be fighting your own people. And that? That was just as dangerous as the O players themselves.
You exhaled, pressing your fingers against your temples, your body thrumming with frustration.
"This is bullshit," you muttered.
Young-ilâs lips twitched, but he didnât argue. Instead, he reached outâjust barelyâfingertips brushing over your wrist.
"I know."
Silence settled between you. Tense. Unyielding.
Your eyes locked onto his.
"Iâm fighting."
Young-il held your gaze for a long moment. Then, finally, he sighed��long and slowâlike he had expected nothing less.
"I figured."
Your fingers curled into fists. "Then why even bother convincing me?"
His smirk was faint, but it was there. "Because if you pretend, it buys us time."
Time. Thatâs what this was really about. If you acted like you were on board, if you played the game just a little longer, then you wouldnât just keep the group together. Youâd control the moment the fight started. You let that thought settle, let the strategy of it sink into your bones.
Then, without thinking, without planning, without stopping yourself,
âKiss me.â
Young-il blinked. Once. Twice. Then, slowlyâtoo slowlyâhis lips curled into something unreadable.
âExcuse me?â
You rolled your eyes. âDid I stutter?â
His smirk twitched. âOh, I heard you. Just didnât expect you to say it out loud for once.â
You crossed your arms. âAnd whyâs that?â
Young-il let out a soft chuckle, low and dangerous. âSweetheart, I always hear âkiss meâ when youâre talking.â His head tilted slightly. âItâs just always subtext.â
Your brain short-circuited. Oh, fuck him. Â
The arrogance. The audacity. The sheer, unrelenting smugness of this man. He was toying with you, playing with you like a cat batting at a mouse that wasnât quite dead yet. You could feel the heat rising to your face, not from embarrassment, but from sheer, seething frustration. Â
You opened your mouthâready to snap, ready to rip that self-satisfied grin off his face and tell him exactly what you thought of him and his unbearable, endlessly infuriatingâ Â
He shushed you. Justâfucking shushed you. Â
One finger against his lips, a lazy, patronising little motion, like you were a child throwing a tantrum.Â
You froze. Was this revenge? No, because revenge would have required him to take something seriously, and Young-il? Young-il was looking at you like he was having the time of his goddamn life. His lips quirked higher, eyes practically glowing with amusement. "See? Annoying, isnât it?"Â Â
Your pulse spiked. You couldnât even speak. Not because you had nothing to sayâoh, you had plentyâbut because if you did, youâd be acknowledging that he got to you, that he was winning, that he had completely derailed your entire train of thought with nothing more than a single, simple gesture. Your jaw tightened. You were going to kill him.
His hand dropped, smug as ever. Satisfied. Â
And then, before you could respond, he yanked you in and kissed you like he had been waiting for this exact moment.
It wasnât soft. It wasnât careful. It was sharp and intentional, a statement, a release of everything you hadnât said out loud.
His fingers curled against your waist, pulling you closer to him. You pulled back first, heart hammering, breath unsteady.
"Iâll follow the plan," you whispered, your lips barely leaving his. âBut the second youâre in danger? Iâm doing it my way.â
Young-ilâs gaze flickered over your face, something unreadable lurking in his expression. Then, softly, he murmuredâ
"Deal."
He stepped back. His hand lingered at your waist for a fraction too long before dropping to his side.
"Come on," he said, voice quieter now. "Letâs get back. Before Jun-hee and Dae-ho make another bet.â
You stifled a laugh, nodded, and followed.Â
When you returned to the group, Gi-hun looked up immediately, his brows drawn in quiet suspicion. You met his gaze, then inhaled slowly.
"I donât agree with it," you said honestly. "But I trust you. Very much. So Iâll stick to the plan."
Gi-hunâs shoulders loosened. "Thatâs all I ask."
You nodded.
#hwang inho x reader#squid game#squid game fanfiction#ao3#hwang inho#lee byung hun#ao3 fanfic#fluff#gi hun squid game#hwang in ho#smut#lights out#jun hee#kang dae ho#jung bae#player 456#squid game season 2#gi hun#in ho#bbc sherlock#sherlock reference
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finally getting around to watching sherlock and half an hour into the first episode i kinda love sherlock and i think john does too
#i keep accidentally referring to watson as bilbo for uhh. no particular reason#bbc sherlock#sherlock holmes#john watson#johnlock
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Sherlock about Mycroft in "The adventure of Bruce-Partington plans":
"Well, his position is unique. He has made it for himself. There has never been anything like it before, nor will there be again. He has the tidiest and most orderly brain, with the greatest capacity for storing facts, of any man living. The same great powers, which I had turned to the detection of crime he has used for this particular business. The conclusions of every department are passed to him, and he is the central exchange, the clearing-house, which makes out the balance. All other men are specialists, his specialism is omniscience. We will suppose that a minister needs information as to a point which involves the Navy, India, Canada and the bimetallic question; he could get his separate advices from various departments upon each, but only Mycroft can focus them all, and say offhand how each factor would affect the other. They began by using him as a short-cut, a convenience; now he has made himself an essential. In that great brain of his everything is pigeon-holed and can be handed out in an instant."
#also don't mind the holmes brothers just inventing their own jobs because fuck it they are too smart for any job that already exists#mycroft holmes#bbc mycroft holmes#mycroft bbc#sherlock and mycroft#bbc sherlock#sherlock bbc#sherlock fandom#sherlock#sherlock holmes#acd holmes#acd mycroft#acd sherlock#acd canon#arthur conan doyle#sir arthur conan doyle#mark gatiss#steven moffat#this is how I can tell that bbc sherlock is a fanfiction by massive Sherlock holmes nerds#even that little sentence exchange is basically a reference#i love them for it
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My Hero Academia AU: Bad Day
A short comic for the Ambush Simulation AU.




I have a confession: I donât like really Sherlock. I mean, I don't hate it...but there are other Holmes adaptations that I like better. The cigarette scene does make me laugh though, so I wanted to do a parody.
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Touya throwing Fuyumi under the bus and destroying the evidence. Bitch.
As far as the Ambush Simulation AU is concerned, I do try to write everyone in character as best I can, but I do want to note that Touya and Fuyumi's individual influences on each other does tweak their canon personalities a bit. In Fuyumi's mind, Touya's going to do what he's going to do, she can't stop him, so her compromise is making sure he knows home is still a safe place and laying down the boundaries he is not allowed to cross. As a result of keeping Touya somewhat grounded, she is less passive than she is canon. In Touya's case, Fuyumi is the only family member he actually listens to without antagonizing every second of the day. His 'fuck around and find out' attitude often comes to a screeching halt with his sister.
As we can clearly see here. Sometimes the bond between siblings is about being supportive, and sometimes it's about giving your brother the butt-kicking he deserves.
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I have seen so many fanarts of Dabi smoking that during the time I fell out of the fandom, I legitimately forgot that he doesn't canonically smoke. For the record, neither of the siblings do in this particular AU. I like to imagine this all started with Fuyumi stomping her way into the house and telling Touya that she needed a cigarette. Doesn't even say hello.
And he just looks at her and says, "Okay, you look pissed, so I'm not even going to pretend I don't have any."
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I also want to make note of this: When you draw one person in a heavy winter coat/scarf, everyone else in the same environment should be dressed accordingly. But between the fire and the ice resistance, I'm not sure Touya's even capable of feeling cold, hence the lighter jacket. And with the scarring/skin grafts, he probably doesn't regulate body temperature particularly well.
Also, Fuyumi is wearing their mom's scarf.
#my hero academia#touya todoroki#fuyumi todoroki#dabi#parody#comic#ambush simulation#alternate universe#humor#sherlock reference#boku no hero academia#bnha#mha#fanart#my hero academia fanart#boku no hero academia fanart#endeavor#enji todoroki#todoroki family#bbc sherlock#reference
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you canât knowingly fuck a criminal and then turn around and get mad at them for doing something unethical, dubiously moral or illegal that directly involves you. what about this man made you think he follows the laws, is ethical or even moral? you knew damn well that he killed people for a living. how are you going to date someone whose probably on the FBIâs most wanted list (top 10) and then turn around and be surprised that he invaded your privacy? make it make sense. you can be mad at him all you want but shawty the man has proven time and time again who he is as a person. if this mother fucker is out here willingly killing bitches and has probably broken the geneva convention on multiple occasions what makes you think youâll be exempt đ? donât be shy share with the class?
#op zosan#bungou stray dogs#soukoku#youâre entitled to your feelings and such but bffr đ#interpol is chasing this mf and u have the audacity to be suprised that his lack of ethics affects you?#bsd#one piece sanji#one piece zoro#chuuya x dazai#bsd chuuya#dazaibsd#dazai x chuuya#this could probably apply to vigilantes#red hood#nightwing#sladedick#slade wilson#deathstroke#scaramouche#tartali#yes the chili tag refers to zhongli as the criminal đ#zhongli#childe tartaglia ajax#yes ik the geneva convention only applies to war time#mycroft holmes#mystrade#inspector lestrade#bbc sherlock#also donât fuck ur best friends crush#or call yourself a good dom if u donât how to manage time well enough to give ur sub the aftercare they need
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im watching sherlock for the first time and they are just gay?? idc john has a wife or whatever they are gay. its a fact. at least i strongly believe sherlock believes they are in a relationship no matter how much john denies that he is gay. anywaysâŚ
#sherlockbbc#bbc sherlock#sherlock holmes#johnlock#sherlock x john#sherlock fandom#idk what other tags to put#they are gay what can i say#too many references to them being gay for be to believe they are not
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"See here, sir! See what my wife found in its crop!" He held out his hand and displayed upon the centre of the palm a brilliantly scintillating blue stone...of such purity and radiance that it twinkled like an electric point in the dark hollow of his hand.
This print is inspired by the Sherlock Holmes story "The Blue Carbuncle": 'tis the season for wild goose chases, and of course, larceny (if you can bring it off).
#proud of this goose not gonna lie#couldn't have done it without my reference: dead goose and peacock by dutch still life artist jan weenix#sherlock holmes#holmes illustration#the blue carbuncle#BLUE#fanart#linocut#relief print#blockprinting#printmaking#1. Peterson Put Down Your Goose#and 2. might listen to the bbc radio adaptation and cry later idk idk đ¤Ş
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Sam: Punch me in the face.
Adam: ...Punch you?
Sam: Yes, punch me, didnât you hear me?
Adam: I always hear âpunch me in the faceâ while youâre speaking but itâs usually just subtext.
#jet lag#jet lag the game#jltg#adam chase#sam denby#wendover#wendover productions#source: bbc sherlock#this specifically refers to the layover australia episode 2#the layover#also the most recent off season episode where adam absolutely Lost His Chill at both of them
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When I watch supernatural I'll be so insufferable... Like, most of my Pinterest feed is Tumblr screenshots. Superwholock screenshots of, like, 2015 posts. That's why I have Tumblr. So I can reblog posts from 10 years ago.
And I can't help but think that's the whole story of my life over and over again. When I was a child I used to read a lot. I read classic literature, when everyone else read Harry Potter. I liked classical music when people on the radio were playing old raggaeton and hip-hop rap. And now I listen to Hamilton and think "this is so cool" and it's 10 years old, people don't play that music anymore, and I watch Sherlock and it's 15 years old, and I think what the fuck I was doing back then and it's read Sherlock Holmes novels. I used to think a lot about adolescence and think I was going to listen rock rebel music and dress cool but I'm still old-fashioned and my music taste sucks sm I feel ashamed when I say "someone play music" bc no one wants to hear music half a century old. Nor one full century old.
And the thing is, I'm always too late. For everything. I used to think I was going to work as an artist and draw illustrations and all of that, but I'm not so sure anymore, bc in the last few years all the technology changed a lot and I know I won't be replaced by ai, but do I even know that? Is hope even an option anymore? I'd like to be an actor but I've never been a theatre child, it wasn't even an option to me, and the industry is dying. If we can't even save a wonderful show like dbda and make all these people keep their jobs now, what the hell would it be in 5 years? If people at Netflix already don't care anymore about Art but viewership numbers and money, what would happen in 5 years? I know the world won't end tomorrow. It never does. But sometimes I think the world ended a lot ago and I didn't noticed, I was too late.
I want to do something worthy with my life. I don't want to see Art die. But I don't know what to do, there isn't a clear path anymore. I was prepared for a future in a world that died 5 years ago, and I don't know what to do anymore. I want to be in the room where it happens. But I think that room disappeared 5 years ago. And I'll always be too late.
#Bro this is depressing#save dead boy detectives#save dbda#dead boy detectives#dbda#my post#hamilton#bbc sherlock#sherlock fandom#dr who#dw#doctor who#supernatural#superwholock#(all of this bc I lost myself in Pinterest when I was supposed to look drawing references)
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MY MORIARTY THEMED GRAD CAP!!!
#bbc sherlock reference in 2024 tf#tell me this isn't a red flag#i love andrew scott#bbc sherlock#jim moriarty
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