#BUT I am happy with the ghost arm atleast!

[achillean-knight]

I don't really like the perspective and outcome of this, but I kinda do??? it also might grow on me eventually KJHJGHSD so I'm uploading anyways!

[stxuxrniolochris]

fake dating ~ chris sturniolo

slow burn ( i think ), your both seniors(18), also i live in Ireland so idk how American like years ik school works so just go with it, use of y/n, half based on to all the boys I’ve loved before but not really, highschool!chris

P2 P3 P4

*not proofreading*

Summary ~~you both need to get peoples attention but you might just end up catching eachothers~~

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you and Chris have been bestfriends since you met in freshmen year. We clicked instantly and have been by eachothers sides in everything. So it wasn’t surprising that you and him were sitting on his bed eating ice cream after his girlfriend broke up with him and your crush started ghosting you.

“I still can’t believe it” Chris starts “after a whole year of being together she just ends it because she’s bored” he says with a mouthful of ice cream “I know but if it helps I never really liked her” you pointed out knowing it didn’t really help. You both sat in silence just enjoying eachothers presence. Even though you were sad Ben ghosted you atleast you still have Chris. This happened a lot with boys though, they would see how close me and Chris were and get intimidated.

“I have an idea” Chris exclaims. You roll your eyes slightly and turn your head to look at him, knowing it probably isn’t good. “And before you say no just hear me out” now you were curious. “Ok…” you said unsure. “We should like pretend we’re together to make Amelia and Ben jealous” he starts “What no Chris im not” he cuts you off “come on y/n it will help both of us ameila will realise she made a mistake, and I get her back and Ben will get jealous and start wanting you again” he pleads. You’re still unconvinced. “Chris it’s a bad idea” you said blankly “give me 2 reasons we shouldn’t do it and I’ll never mention it again” he protests, but you couldn’t think of one you just had a weird feeling about it “I….” You trail of trying to think. “See please let’s juts try it out, you can’t even think of one!” He says through another spoonful of ice cream. “I don’t know Chris lemme think about it” you said and he nods. “ I should probably go home since we have school” i said while getting up. “Ughhhhh, well make sure to think about my idea” he said while frowing but smirking a bit at the end. “ ok Chris” you laughed while walking out the door.

-at school-

You walk to your locker, half hoping Chris had ditched his idea on getting Amelia back but also thinking it wouldn’t be too bad, i mean what’s the worse that can happen. As your opening you locker, you feel an arm come around your shoulders. You look up and are met with Chris smiling looking down at you. “So did you make your mind up about my amazing plan” he says leaning down to you. “Wow, no hello?, how are you?” You says offended but clearing joking, he laughed and stood infront of you with both hands now resting on your shoulders. “No but seriously” he said looking you dead in the eye. You sigh, still thinking. “Fine but come to my house after school, if this is gonna happen we need to set some rules.” You said monotone. “Oh my god really? You’re the best y/n” he said while attacking you with a hug, that you slightly fall back from. “I know i am.”

I’m waiting in the car park for Chris, thinking if this is just a massive mistake, when I feel someone tap my shoulder. I turn around and it’s Chris with a huge grin on his face, I couldn’t say no now seeing how happy he is. “You ready” he beams his smile “yup…” you mumble as you walk to the car.

Matt drops you two off at the house and him and nick head back to their house. It’s silent while you both walk up to your room and sit down. Matt and nick both know what Chris’ ‘amazing’ idea is beside he doesn’t like hiding stuff from them. They both said it was a bit weird but whatever works for us. “So.. what rules do you have?” Chris finally spoke up. “Well, no kissing cause I haven’t had my first one and I don’t want it to not mean anything” you said truthfully “but then how will people believe we’re together what kind of couple doesn’t kiss” he protests, i just shrug. “How bout I can liek give you a peck, nothing intimate just quick” he suggested, I thought about for a second. “Ok I guess” I said, I trusted him so I didn’t really mind too much. “Is that the only rule?” He questioned. “Yea just don’t be talking weird about me to like people” I said not wanting him to spread anything to his hockey team, I knew he wouldn’t but to be sure. “Yea obviously” he reassured and I smiled while nodding. “Alright, start tomorrow?” He not really asking. “Yea I guess” I said still not convinced that this will work. “Perfect, let’s go get food?”

The next morning the triplets picked me up for school, because Chris said we had to walk in together. You were nervous about it since Chris was more ‘popular’ than you, he was the captain of the hockey team and he was good looking, hell he was hot. Everyone praised him, while you were still known, but no one loved you like they loved Chris. People, mainly girls, fell at his feet, he was probably one of the most popular guys in the school and him having a big following online just made this bigger.

When you both walked in Chris had his arm around you with his hand placed half on your hip and half on your ass. You got a few looks and stares but people knew how close you are so didn’t think much of it. Until you two reached your locker and he stepped infront of you with both hands on your waist and gave you a quick kiss on your lips, then bending down and whispering in your ear “you did great” and then giving you a kiss on the head before walking to his locker. You looked around and there were definitely more people starting and whispering to eachother than before. Two in particular were staring a bit too long at you so you gave them a slightly sarcastic smile and opened your locker.

While walking to class you heard a few whispers like:

“I mean her and Chris”

“Why would Chris chose her”

“Who is that and why did Chris kiss her”

“Did you hear about y/n and Chris”

You sighed and walked to your usual seat beside your girl-bestfriend, madison. “Hi madi” you smiled. “Chris??” You looked at her confused “you’re dating Chris!? Your best friend!?” Oh yeah that. “Yea..” you mumbled not wanting her to know what’s really happening since you were a bit embarrassed. “Why didn’t you tell me?” She asked “sorry it just happened fast I was going to” she just nodded and started writing notes again.

Class ended and you were going to your normal lunch table with the triplets, madi, ava, ciara (matts girlfriend), and Nate. You saw everyone sitting there except Chris. But before you could reach the table you felt someone grab your wrist and it was Chris. “Come sit with me” he said not letting go of your wrist. “Why don’t we sit with are friends” you questioned. “Because we need to be seen alone together.” He said like it was obvious and brought his hand to mine while interlocking them.

This was going to be weird to get used to.

[grcetxt]

Fuck it we ball fanfic time. Gn reader x lars pinfield WOO

Okay WOO lmk if this is shit or ooc or anything, but im pretty happy with how this went :D its a little rushed, might redo it in the future idk. Also i made Y/N bit too much like me (northern) so watch out for that american readers SORRYYY. anwyays enjoy!

I am smart.

No don't laugh, I am, genuinely I am.

Maybe not in the way that others deem important, maybe not in the traditional sense, but I am bright.

Pinfield doesn't think so, the prick.

Every day I come into work, all smiling and welcoming, and what do I get in return? A roll of the eyes if I'm lucky.

Dickhead.

But I don't let him get to me, I love my job. My boss is chill, I love hanging out with Lucky, and the Spenglers seem nice! It's a good gig, really.

I'm the "PR guy" for Ghost Corps. Every time they fuck up and destroy a building or whatever I'm the one who covers it up. I'm a real smooth talker, 'gift of the gab' my mum used to call it.

The team needs me, I know that, they know that. Im crucial to the whole operation, the sole reason why that whiny mayor dude hasnt shut them down.

I'm the one who goes to press interviews, who goes on the radio or on TV. I'm the social media manager, I make videos, and post tweets, fuck I've even started a Ghostbusters youtube account! I deserve a raise honestly. #justiceforY/NthePRguy

I get on with everyone at work except for Pinfield, and I genuinely dont know why.

I've tried getting him to feature in videos, or explain the science of stuff to me so I can actually seem like I know what I'm talking about- but he just brushes me off.

Gary tries to reassure me about this on a daily basis. "Its nothing to do with you Y/N" he smiled one day, putting a hand on my shoulder and guiding me away from the busy scientist. "He doesnt really talk to anyone, he gets really passionate about his work"

"I get that, but there's no need for him to be a dick to me, he's got me thinking all kinds of shit honestly!" I replied, exhasperated "I've never done nowt to him"

Suddenly, Pinfield raised his head from his work, scrunching his eyebrows together. "thats a double negative" he commented, looking at me as if I was stupid. Great, It's the most he's ever spoken to me and its a fucking insult- atleast I think it is.

"you what?" I ask, making my way over to him despite Garys protests. I fold my arms, looking as menacing as i can (which ive been told isn't very menacing at all)

"I said its a double negative, if you've never done nothing then you must've done something" before I can reply, he adds onto the end "which you haven't, by the way. I dont know why you think that. I treat you the same as anyone else"

I can't explain why his answer bothers me so much, but it does. Why does he view me in the same way he views the others? That's hardly fair. I'm always welcoming to him, I make time out of my day to include him in things. I hate to admit it, but I genuinely admire him aswell. His love for all things paranormal, the way he gets so excited and proud when he gets to explain the science of ghost-catching to someone. It's oddly endearing.

I tell him as much (excpet for the stuff about him being endearing, he doenst need his ego inflated any more than it already is)

He looks confused, I've never seen him look like that- its weird. Arrogant? sure. Annoyed? when is he not bffr. Happy? Once or twice. But confused? Weird. This is the guy with all the answers, the smart one.

He thinks for a moment, before seemingly making a desision. He stands up with a small huff of exhasperation, and walks off.

As he goes past me, he grabs my arm, more gently than I thought he was capable of. Okay, i guess im coming too. Fun, roadtrip time.

He takes me out of the lab and down the corridor, into a relatively well lit small room.

"Well this is-" before i can speak properly, he cuts me off. Told you he was a prick.

"I dont understand you Y/N" he blurts out, looking at me, as if I'm some sort of specimin hes studying in the lab.

"Well good." I joke. I dont like the serious tone he's taking. Dont like how aware I am of his gaze. HATE the fact I can feel my cheeks burning. Gross. Pinfield is a dick, we've established this. Why the fuck am I BLUSHING because he's LOOKING at me? Bit embarassing, pull it together Y/LN.

He doenst like this though. He shakes his head, pacing around.

"No Y/N you dont get it. I understand everyone, sort of anyways. I've observed them, I can predict their reactions to things. I know what they're all like- but you're... I just dont understand! You're so happy and nice all the time, but you also get angry at stupid stuff, but never really properly angry? I cant make sense of it, genuinely. You've not done anything wrong, you can't do anything wrong. Thats frustrating too. It's like you're this perfect, beautiful person, and I've been trying to see flaws but I cant-" He rambles, speaking like hes just letting out one stream of constant thoughts. He seems stressed, poor guy.

I interupt him, grabbing his arm. "Hey, c'mon Pinfi- I- Lars. C'mon Lars. I'm not worth the stress mate" I try and reassure him, but that just agitates him more.

"See! That's just it! I've been horrible to you, I admit it. But you've kept trying with me! When I hurt my hand you were the one who bandaged it and put it in a sling"

(i had found him almost blacked out from the pain on the lab floor, even the memory of it sent a shiver down my spine)

"you were the only one that looked for me after we all nearly died fighting Garraka"

("Pinfield? Pinfield!? Oh my god, there you are! Thank fuck you're alright!" Okay maybe this tiny non-crush had been going on longer than i thought... christ)

"I dont like the thought of you hurt..." i muttered, embarrased. this definitely wasnt how i was expecting this conversation to go, fuck my life I was crushing on a nerdy scientist who defintely didn't like me back.

He stopped his pacing and walked over to me until the gap between us was non existant. He slowly, hesitantly, lifted his hand until he cupped my cheek.

"I don't like the thought of you upset because of me" he muttered, his voice low.

My heart completely stopped, my breath caught in my throat, was this happening? how was this happening? i swear this guy was like my mortal enemy not even 5 minutes ago. so many revelations were bieng made today...

I decided to be bold, why not? fuck it, i've got nothing to loose at this point.

I leaned in so our noses just grazed eachother, looking at him, really genuinely looking at him. his soft blue eyes that seemed to peer into my soul. Not pierce through it, like some weird blue eyed fuckers i knew, but looked. gently, tenderly, as if he was looking at everything i ever had been, or would be. like i was something beautiful, something to be treaured.

It made me want to sob at the thought. god, how disgustingly sweet.

"make up for it then" i whispered, the tension so thick i could cut it with a knife.

I'd planned on being the one to make the forst move, but apparently, that was all that Lars needed.

He kissed me. His soft lips pressed against mine, sotfly, tenderly, tentatively.

I could feel the anxiety radiating off of him, so i quickly reciprocated. More eagerly than i owuldve liked- but oh well.

I could feel his hand resting on my waist, his thumb gently stroking my cheek. It all felt so tender, so raw, not at all how i thought it would be.

I felt like a teenager again, and couldnt resist letting out a small giggle, making Lars pull away. He looked confused again, making me laugh once again.

"What?" he aksed, a sort of amused smile on his face.

"Nothing- sorry. Nothing at all. Just thinking of how fuming mums gonna be when i tell her ive got a posho for a boyfriend"

"I am NOT posh!"

"you are a littleee"

"I AM NO- wait- boyfriend?"

"oh shit didnt mean to say that bi-"

he cut me off with another kiss, this one much more confident.

It felt like a million fireworks were going off in my head, oh I could definetly get used to this feeling. This war, sweet, happy feeling. My senses were flooded with everything Lars. His taste, his smell, his touch.

I felt like I was learning to live again.

[ltash]

Kidnapped

You pierce my soul. I am half agony, half hope... I have loved none but you." — Jane Austen

"They took her, LT," was all Johnny could utter into his radio. His vision blurry. The gash on his head was bleeding. He was shot in the arm and lost a lot of blood. Darkness enveloping him as he saw Diego dragging me away.

"Johnny! How copy!" Ghost said in the comms.

"Johnny! You there? Atleast fucking say something." Ghost yelled in frustration but the radio went silent.

"Johnny! Johnny!" My blood-curdling screams pierced the air. He held my wrist tightly, not letting go, but a cartel member hit him on the head with the back of his gun. His hold loosened as he was continously being hit on his head by that bastard's rifle.

Johnny! I screamed as Diego started dragging me with my hairs.

My office building was burning before my eyes, my father's hard work being ruined right in front of me. Johnny lay unconscious at the gate as Diego dragged me across the ground towards the jeep. The people from my office running helter skelter. The dead bodies of my guards piled up near the gate.

I cried and screamed, being dragged on the ground with my hairs but it was to no avail.

I tried to grab Diego's wrists, my hairs were being pulled from my scalp.

"Leave me you son of a bitch." I screamed and kicked with my whole strength but he was a brute.

My clothes torn, my skin scratched, the gunshot wound on my thigh seeping blood. They threw me into the helicopter. I looked back helplessly as the helicopter ascended towards the Mexican border, my heart pounding in my chest with fear and desperation.

Two hours earlier,

Sitting in my office, I felt a wave of gratitude wash over me as I reflected on the blessings in my life. The news of the new life growing inside me filled me with unparalleled joy and excitement. It was a gift from Simon, one that filled me with immense happiness and anticipation.

With each passing moment, I couldn't help but feel overwhelmed with gratitude for the journey ahead. These nine months held the promise of new beginnings and cherished moments, and I eagerly awaited the day when Simon would return to share in the joy of parenthood.

Having recently returned from the base, where I had spent couple of days with Simon, I found solace in Soap's presence by my side. Simon had entrusted him with my care in his absence, and I was grateful for the support and companionship he provided during this time. Together, we awaited Simon's return, eagerly anticipating the next chapter of our lives as a family.

I was deeply lost in thoughts when Soap entered my office.

"Hey there! You look happy," he chuckled.

"Yeah, I am. Aren't you excited about being called Uncle Soap?" I asked.

"Of course, 100 percent," he replied.

"Want something to eat?" he offered.

"Yeah, sure. I'll head to the cafeteria in a moment," I said.

"I'll catch up with you there, lass," he said, opening the door. Then he turned back to me.

"Oh, by the way, find me a girl, will ya?" he asked with a chuckle.

"Why?" I asked.

"Cuz I want to settle down too and have a baby," he chuckled.

"Johnny, you're something else," I laughed.

"See ya there, lass," he said before closing the door.

Just five minutes passed when I heard gunshots.

My heart started racing a million miles.

My office was directly in front of the main gate, with the industrial area on the right wing.

I jumped up and opened the blinds.

The sight in front of me was enough to make my breath hitch.

The cartel had sent reinforcements to attack me, even a helicopter.

As Johnny bravely fought off the cartel members, I knew I had to do something to help. With trembling hands, I reached for the sniper case Ghost had given me. As I opened it, my heart raced with adrenaline-fueled determination.

Positioning the tripod on the nearest window, I steadied my aim, focusing on the chaos unfolding outside. Soap was outnumbered, and every shot counted. With each pull of the trigger, I prayed for accuracy, knowing that every missed shot could have dire consequences.

Despite my nerves, I managed to find my target, taking aim and firing with all the precision I could muster. My shots were erratic at first, but as I gained confidence, I began hitting my marks. Each impact sent a jolt of exhilaration through me, knowing that I was making a difference, however small.

"Go to hell motherfuckers!" I cursed as I pulled the trigger.

With each round I fired, my focus sharpened, my movements becoming almost mechanical as I aimed for the heads of the cartel members. The sound of gunfire filled the air as I maintained a steady rhythm, each shot ringing out with precision.

Despite my best efforts, the cartel members seemed endless, pouring in from every direction. I gritted my teeth in frustration, my determination unwavering even as the odds stacked against us. Every shot counted, but it felt like we were fighting an uphill battle against an unrelenting tide of enemies.

Reloading my rifle with practiced efficiency, I braced myself for the next wave of attackers, knowing that every moment counted in this desperate struggle for survival.

With each pull of the trigger, I prayed for a miracle, hoping against hope that we would emerge from this ordeal unscathed.

My fingers trembled as I clutched the radio that Ghost had given to me. It was a lifeline in this moment of chaos, a direct line to the outside world amidst the turmoil engulfing us.

"Laswell! This is Nora. You hear me?" My voice quivered with urgency as I pressed the transmit button, sending my plea into the ether.

"Copy!" The response crackled through the radio, Laswell's voice a beacon of hope amidst the storm.

"We are under attack by the cartel. Send backup immediately," my words spilled out in a rush, desperation lacing every syllable as I relayed the dire situation we found ourselves in.

"Ok, they are on their way. Hold on," Laswell's assurance cut through the static, injecting a glimmer of hope into the darkness that threatened to consume us.

I let out a shaky breath, my heart pounding in my chest as I awaited further instructions. With Laswell's promise of reinforcements, I knew we had a fighting chance to repel the onslaught.

The deafening roar of gunfire echoed through the office, each shot sending shockwaves of terror rippling through my body. My heart pounded in my chest as the cacophony of screams and gunfire reached a fever pitch, mingling with the anguished cries of my employees.

I watched in horror as the cartel members advanced into the office building, their weapons spewing death and destruction with each merciless pull of the trigger. The once bustling office now lay shrouded in chaos and despair, the air thick with the stench of fear and desperation.

My instincts screamed at me to run, to hide, but I was rooted to the spot, paralyzed by the sheer magnitude of the violence unfolding before me. With each passing moment, the gunfire drew closer, the sound of death drawing inexorably nearer.

I clenched my fists, my mind racing as I searched for a way out of this nightmare. But in that moment of terror and uncertainty, all I could do was brace myself for the inevitable onslaught, praying for a miracle to save us from the jaws of death.

"Nora! How copy." I heard Ghost's voice in the static.

"Hold on, love. Right now, we are sending backup," he assured me, his words a lifeline in the midst of turmoil.

With trembling hands and shaky breaths, I clung to the sniper rifle, the weight of its purpose heavy in my grasp. Despite the fear that threatened to overwhelm me, I knew I couldn't falter, not when Simon's voice echoed in my ears, urging me to stand strong.

"I have killed many enemies with your sniper," I confessed, the weight of my words hanging heavy in the air. "And I won't stop until my last breath, Simon."

"What are you doing, Nora? Get out of there," Simon's voice commanded through the radio.

"Its an order," Simon said through comms.

"I don't take orders from you, Simon," I retorted, my fingers deftly loading my Glock as I prepared for the inevitable confrontation.

"Nora, don't do anything stupid, for God's sake," Simon pleaded, his desperation palpable even through the crackling static of the radio, oblivious to the fact that our conversation was being broadcast for all to hear.

"Don't worry. I won't. Or even if I did, either way, I am going to die," I replied, my voice steady despite the turmoil raging within me.

"Ghost, this is Soap. We need evac. We cannot fight them. They sent a whole goddamn army," Soap's voice echoed through the comms, thick with urgency.

"Reinforcements and evac are on their way," Ghost replied, his tone steady but tense.

"Nora, stay right there where you are. Don't come out," Johnny ordered over the radio.

But I had already made my way out of my office. My employees were hiding in the cubicles, fear etched on their faces. Clutching the rifle tightly, I was ready to shoot any enemies that came my way.

As I turned a corner, I came face to face with an enemy. A shot rang out from my rifle, killing him instantly. I bolted and reloaded, making my way down the stairs, eyes sharp for any signs of movement.

"What the hell is happening, Nora?" Ghost yelled through the comms.

"Nothing. I am shooting the enemies," I replied, trying to keep my voice steady.

"Contact RPG!" Soap shouted.

An RPG hit right where my office was, and an explosion shook the building. Flames engulfed the area, and people from my office began running downstairs, panic in their eyes.

"Hurry up! Get out!" I screamed, urging them to safety.

Hanging the rifle on my shoulder, I made my way down with my Glock in hand, ready to shoot.

"Making my way down and out," I said into the radio.

"Get to safety, please," Ghost pleaded.

"I'm trying to get to Johnny!" I yelled back.

My pregnancy hormones were kicking in, giving me a surge of strength I didn't know I had. I pushed through, making my way down toward the exit where my armed guards and Soap were holding the line. Soap was behind a wall, using it for cover.

"Nora, stay right there," he ordered me.

The guards were taking heavy fire, but the cartel was relentless. I watched as more gang members flooded through the gate. I shot at them, then ducked for cover. Putting my Glock into its holster, I grabbed my sniper rifle and reloaded it.

I shot at the same time as Soap, then ducked behind the wall. The situation was dire; all our guards were killed, leaving only me and Soap.

Soap stepped out from behind the wall and started shooting again. I provided cover fire, picking off enemies from behind.

"We can't hold them much longer!" Soap yelled, his voice strained.

I took aim and fired, each shot deliberate and precise. We were down to the wire, but we were determined to hold our ground.

A bullet hit Soap right in his arm. He fell suddenly.

I came out from behind the wall and shot the enemy. We were near the gate. I ran towards Johnny when a bullet hit me right in my left thigh. My scream pierced the sky as I fell near Soap.

"Soap, do you copy?" Ghost asked in the comms.

"We're shot," I said, crying in pain.

"Johnny, please take care of her," Ghost said in the comms.

Soap gritted his teeth, using his good arm to drag himself closer to me. "Aye, lass, stay with me. Help's on the way," he said, his voice strained but determined.

I clutched my thigh, the pain searing through me. "We have to hold on, Johnny," I said through gritted teeth.

Soap nodded, wincing as he tried to apply pressure to his wound. "We'll make it. Just keep breathin', Nora. Backup's comin'."

The cartel members barged in, all running towards us like hungry dogs.

"I'm sorry, Simon. I couldn't protect myself," I said into the radio for the last time.

"Nora! What happened?" he shouted.

A tall black man, his eyes filled with rage, came and stood near me. "Name's Diego," he said.

He took my arm and started dragging me. Johnny grabbed my wrist, refusing to let go.

I screamed as the radio fell from my hand. "Johnny! Johnny!"

Johnny's grip was strong on my wrist, but a cartel member hit him on the head with the back of his rifle.

"No!!!" I screamed.

Johnny wasn't letting me go, and that bastard kept hitting him until his grip loosened on my hand and I was separated from him.

"Nora!" Johnny's voice was barely a whisper.

I struggled against Diego's hold, my heart pounding with fear and rage. "Let me go!" I shouted, kicking and thrashing.

But Diego's grip was like iron. "You’re coming with us," he growled, dragging me towards the exit.

I glanced back, seeing Johnny lying motionless, bleeding from the gash on his head. "Johnny, no!" I screamed, but it was too late.

As Diego hauled me outside, the last thing I saw was the smoke and flames consuming my office, my world crumbling around me.

I was thrown into the helicopter, the remaining cartel members holding me still. I screamed in pain, my clothes torn, my jeans soaked with blood from my wound. My vision began to blur as weakness took over me. The sound of the helicopter faded into the darkness, and I closed my eyes.

Voices around me were muffled, indistinct, as I struggled to stay conscious. The pain in my thigh throbbed, each beat of my heart sending waves of agony through my body. I tried to move, but the strong hands of the cartel members held me in place.

"Stay still, puta," one of them snarled, tightening his grip on my arm.

I fought to keep my eyes open, but the edges of my vision grew darker. The faces around me became shadows, and the noise of the helicopter blades droned into a distant hum. My head felt heavy, and I could no longer keep my eyes open.

As the darkness closed in, the last thought that flickered through my mind was of Simon. His face, his voice, his love—it was all I could hold on to as I slipped into unconsciousness.

The reinforcements arrived, but all they found was Johnny lying unconscious and the office building engulfed in flames. The fire brigade was called to extinguish the fire, but the damage had already been done. Johnny was quickly taken to the hospital.

"Fucking hell!" Ghost yelled, his voice filled with rage. "Motherfuckers! They took her." He looked at Captain Price, his eyes dark with fury and worry.

"John, do you copy? I’m sending you the CCTV footage of the office," Laswell contacted Captain Price on the comms.

Captain Price opened the file, and the recording started playing on the screen. Ghost watched in utter shock and pain. The first footage was from outside, showing the guards and Soap trying to stop the cartel. Another one was of me, shooting from my office window.

Ghost's heart clenched as he saw the fierce determination in my eyes, the way I fought back despite the odds. The footage showed me moving through the building, taking out enemies with precision. Then came the moment when I and Soap were shot near the gate. Ghost's face hardened as he saw me scream in pain, my voice echoing through the comms.

The final footage was the most devastating. It showed Diego dragging me away, Johnny's desperate attempt to hold on to me, and the brutal hits he took before losing consciousness. Ghost watched helplessly as I was thrown into the helicopter, my body limp and bleeding.

Captain Price put a hand on Ghost's shoulder. "We’ll get her back, Simon. We won’t let them keep her."

Ghost nodded, his jaw clenched tight. "We need to move fast. Find out where they’re taking her and get a team ready. We’re bringing her home."

Laswell's voice came through the comms again. "I've got some intel on where they might be headed. We’re working on tracking the helicopter. Stay sharp, everyone."

Ghost took a deep breath, focusing on the mission ahead. He couldn't afford to let his emotions take over. "Let’s gear up and get ready to move out. We’re not letting them get away with this."

Captain Price and the rest of the team nodded, determination etched on their faces. They knew the stakes were high, and they were ready to do whatever it took to bring me back safely.

[butterphii]

Just Us

Separation (Part 5)

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TW: Fluff, apologies for ghosting, ghosting 😔, sadness, oral (f receiving), apology sex (oral), dirty talk, alcohol consumption, probably more also..

Note: I am so sorry this is so late! I might not release the next part tomorrow, maybe the day after. I've been really busy lately, and I'm really sorry. Though, I hope you still enjoy!

-------------------Jake Peralta------------------

It's been days since you've seen Jake. All days you've been fairly upset. You know it was just because it was too awkward to see each other and hang out together, after everything that happened thst morning.

Your phone buzzed. With anticipation, you picked it up, expecting an apology text from Jake. But it was just a text that said "im outside, let me in", but atleast it was from him.

You stepped off the couch, bare feet padding against the hard wood floor. You smiled before opening the door.

"Hello, Jakie." You smiled sarcastically. "Hi, baby. I-I'm sorry I-" He tried to speak before silencing himself against your lips, pressing a deep, passionate kiss to them before pulling away, dropping his computer bag on the floor, fresh off work.

"Jake, can you just say you're sorry?" You giggled when his arms wrapped around your waist. Your hands rested on the back of his neck, fingers twirling in his thick curls. "I'm sorry, baby. What I did was wrong, I love you, I'm sorry." His hands slid up your shirt, his fingers running up and down your spine.

"That's fine, I guess.." You grinned, pulling his head down to kiss him. His hands slid their way to your upper thigh, picking you up and wrapping your legs around him as he maneuvered his way to the couch you had just been sitting on moments before.

He kissed you softly at first, sitting you down on his lap. It was as if he was saying sorry with his kisses. He started to get rougher as you kissed back.

Jake's tongue shoved its way down your throat, letting you know you were all he wanted, and nothing else would be for him. You smiled when he sat you down on the couch, lifting up your shirt, pulling it off and kissing down your neck. His lips made their way to your breasts, kissing in-between them before moving down, whispering soft compliments when he reached your stomach.

He made his way to your waist, looking up at you to make sure it was ok. You nodded quickly, back arching off the couch already when he hooked his thumbs through the straps of your now soaked thong and yanked them and your shorts off. He pretended he didn't notice that you had a tattoo with a J and a heart next to it on the side of your tailbone.

He smiled when he looked at your pussy. He looked up at you one more time before pushing his head down into you, tongue delving into your core.

One fist of yours gripped the couch, the other burying itself into his puffy hair. You moaned out a long sound, then his name as you leaned over the edge of climax already.

"Jake! Please, fuck!" You squealed. He groaned a soft agreement, lapping at your folds lovingly. He growled when he felt your slick juices cover his chin, throat rumbling against you.

You moaned loudly, "Baby, I'm gonna cum!", when Jake stared into your eyes as you exploded into a pleasured mess. He stared as you shook and pulled his hair, back arched wildly off the couch and eyes tightly shut.

He continued to lick and slurp until he could tell you needed a break. You panted heavily when he lay on your chest, ear pressed against you to hear your heart beat. "Can't wait to hear this sound again, my love." He smiled, kissing between your breasts.

"I love you, Jake." You smiled, breath still heavy but calmer. "I love you too, baby." He smiled, kissing your neck after wiping his down of your juices. You were happy, calm, and very, very spent. You were ready to fall asleep until you felt Jake shift to continue his work once more.

You smiled, letting him feel the success of making you cum twice in a night, making uo for the times you could only wish he would.

[yinorathedragontamer]

Alssoooo a request 🤫 since you're feeding my gay delusions you're gonna be booked with my requests/j , crystal x fem!reader (she could be a supernatural or not doesn't matter you can pick what feels right 😝) with a scenario inspired by the fountain scene from atonement https://youtu.be/IkF3M_FE4MM?si=4SZNW9BQKAryJFDY

THIS where they could be at some lake for a case and someone drops SMTH in the water (it's not a high place that's for sure just to be safe 😭😭) and that scenario in the video happens thank uuu 🤫

I'll be a frequent reader atp so I'll be 🦋 anon xoxo

a/n: i'm happy to be feeding your gay delusions! i chose to keep it a little more to your own interpertation whether reader is supernatural or not, the only thing that's really clear is that she can hold her breath longer than regular people would, so she could either just be skilled or have some supernatural power that's connected to water, that is completely up to your imagination! and thank you for the link, it really helps a lot to actually SEE what you mean

thank you for requesting, 🦋 anon! i hope to see more of your requests in the future <3

ps: i am a little more busy with school currently, but i try to finish requests as soon as possible i.e. the same day, or atleast the same week :>

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an older man (obviously a ghost) had come to the agency for help, because he lost his wife's pearl necklace at a fountain when he was alive, and he never truly found it again.

he said it upset his wife, and now that he's gone he really wants her to have it back, atleast as a sign that even though he's dead, he's okay.

at first, Edwin wanted to deny any help to the guy, saying that since he couldn't pay and that technically it's more for an alive person, therefore he should do it himself.

though you took pity on him, and said yes before Edwin could say no.

Edwin, being as petty as he is, told you that since you were so quick to answer, you could do this case on your own.

before you had the chance to reply, Crystal spoke up and said she'd join you, her excuse being 'so you wouldn't be all alone'.

though both you and her knew she only said that to finally have some alone time with you.

it's been hectic with all the cases you've all been busy to solve, so alone time wasn't really an option lately.

and it's been taking its toll on both you and Crystal.

barely any moment of privacy to sneak in kisses, no time for any type of cuddling, no time to really be girlfriends.

it isn't that you two didn't want to tell Charles, Edwin and Niko that you two are together.

its just that Edwin once made a comment about how it's unprofesional to date a co-worker, as when there's even the smallest argument it'd just be a bother to everyone else.

so you kept silent, though ofcourse you didn't miss the grin Niko has whenever she spots you two together doing litterly anything. and ofcourse Crystal notices the teasing smiles Charles shoots you two whenever Edwin isn't looking.

so now, you two were walking on the streets, quite early in the morning as you two didn't want to go searching for a necklace at a fountain when there were a lot of people.

it was rather cold, it wasn't quite winter yet but the weather was getting colder and the weather was getting worse.

what the older guy who comissioned you two for this case failed to mention, was how deep the fountain really was.

you two thought it'd be more like a wishing fountain, perhaps up to your knees, tops.

how wrong you were.

when you got there, you two were both shocked to see that it was so deep, you could probably take a swim in it.

before Crystal could say anything, you started taking off some layers of clothing.

your coat, shoes, socks, and sweater.

leaving you in your jeans and tank-top, Crystal tried not to stare.

"wait, no, [name]-!" Crystal tried to grab your arm before you could do anything, but alas, you were already in the water.

diving just deep enough to touch the bottom, you already saw the pearl necklace the ghost described to you two, but it was stuck under a brick.

Crystal waited patiently at first, untill she realized you've been under there for two minutes, and she was well aware of how dangerous that could be.

she was already taking off her coat before you resurfaced, necklace in hand.

as you got out, you were very clearly shivering as you held out the necklace to her, handing it to Crystal so you could put your socks, shoes, hoodie and coat back on. and you took her hand in yours to walk back.

when you got back, the old ghost thanked you two and gladly took the necklace, not seeming to mind the slight algea on some of the pearls.

"case closed" you mumble as you turn to Crystal, and despite Edwin being there, you kiss her cheek, both because you want to and because it's certainly an efficiënt way to tell the others of your relationship.

leaving the room, a gaping, surprised looking Edwin, a snickering Charles and a grinning Niko behind, you go to change out of your wet clothes.

"you're gonna catch a cold now, you know" Crystal says with a smile as she leans on the doorway.

"then why don't you come cuddle me warm again?"

[prttydolls]

all you are hurting is, yourself. ˖*°࿐ᵕ̈ Draco Lucius Malfoy.

ˋ°•*⁀➷ anon request :: OR OR, a dark!angst where draco loses himself in grief over readers death? entirely up to you, i’ve too many thoughts fksbkdns. i love your writing! don’t forget to take breaks and look after yourself?

ˋ°•*⁀➷ warning(s) :: death, drinking, ghosts, force relationships

ˋ°•*⁀➷ authors note :: thank u sm for requesting!! also awwwww im so touched bye 😭💕 tyyysm! (edit, this is my former apology for the kriss smut.)

draco couldn't believe it, you were gone. he lost you, just because some stupid death eater wanted to kill him.

and you, sacrificed yourself for someone whos arrogant, ungrateful, rude brat.

he truly didn't deserve an angel like you to take your life for him, him to live again.

all he only got from you was a faint... “i love you drac, take care.” before your eyes closed as you dozed off to your death. he saw your soul jump out of your body, and slowly evaporated into the air. gone.

you were gone.

just like that.

˖*°࿐ᵕ̈

that was years ago, you might atleast expect draco to move on.

but how can he when he lost the most perfect thing in the world? he knew he couldn't just leave you that. he felt like he was cheating on you, even tho you already passed.

his parents tried to set him up with other girls.

girls who were rich.

girls who were pureblooded.

girls who were fake.

it made him feel disgusted at his parents, all they cared was the heir.

"draco, you are the only son of ours we need you to carry the malfoy name.”

“draco, move on.”

" draco-”

draco this, draco fucking that. CANT THEY SHUT UP?!

all they cared, was that since his birth.

carry the malfoy name.

thats what he didn't wanna do, carry his fucking family name. what draco didn't know, you saw everything that happened to draco.

you extremely felt sorry for the love of your life, but alast u cant do anything because you were dead.

all you could do was watch him from afar, as a ghost.

˖*°࿐ᵕ̈

you had enough of draco's actions, although you were dead you needed to put some sense into him.

he had been drinking alot, and 99% of the time he wasn't sober.

this isn't the draco you knew since the 1st year.

draco was throwing another shot of fire whiskey down his throat, the taste burning his throat, it hurts but it feels so good.

“draco.” you said, slowly appearing him in the bathroom.

draco didn't listen to the voice, he thought he was hallucinating. “perhaps you didn't hear me, Draco.” you called out once more.

your voice was... wasn't the same as it was before. it sounded so ghostly.

“y/n..?” he turned around to see a ghost wearing a night gown, a torn one to be exact.

the same excact one you wore in your funeral.

a beautiful, floral night gown with beautiful blossoms embroidered at the bottom.

your hair looked damaged, but you still looked beautiful.

just as beautiful as he met you at the train, all those years ago.

“draco, listen to me i dont have much time. i want you, to move on please. my heart cant see you like this, all depressing and sad. i want you to find someone to make you happy again, someone who you could hold during lonely nights. someone who you could call, your soulmate. i, am dead now draco i cant be alive anymore. you seriously need to move on, you aren't hurting your parents, or anyone.

all you are hurting is, yourself.”

draco was stunned, this really was you. he wasn't even hallucinating...

“i love you draco, truly. you were my first everything. but it pains me to say this, i cant be with you anymore. for all i am now, is a ghost.” you said, as ghastly tears flooded your cheeks as you held dracos arm.

he felt your touch for the first time in years, it wasnt the same as before. it wasnt warm, and fuzzy the type of fuzzy that would make his heart rate.

it now just feels, cold and bone chilling.

"so, please just for me. move on?”

“yes, ill move on. for you, darling.”

tag list: @dracoslittleangel @imabee-oralizard @f4iryluvy @lilytoyourjames @siriusblackstwin @thehalfbloodedwitch @hhesperidess @bigpoppajes @dr4cosimp @blackthunder137 @pottahishotasf @slytherin-princess247 @n0agranger

[ticklish-n-stuff]

HELLO THE GIGGLIEST LEE OF THEM ALL

I MUST request for Hiiro Amagi from Enstars to be wrecked, if not him do Mayoi OR someone you are comfortable with, ANY LER, ANY SCENE, ANYTHING, WE NEED TO BUILD A ENSTARS WALL

Tickly punishment

Just gonna pretend I didn't see that first sentence

Anyways, I got so happy when you requested lee Hiiro, he's one of my faves~! (I have a lot of faves in this game KDJAKSJAJSJS). I'm still in awe from that scene where he said he likes physical touch (ofc that must include tickles LOLOL). For the ler I went with Aira as I find their friendship to be quite cute and funny.

We really need more enstars content🥺

Hope you enjoy~!

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Hiiro x Aira (interpret as you wish)

Lee: Hiiro

Ler: Aira

Warnings: Tickles!

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After a long day of idol work, Hiiro decided to spend his free time over at Aira's room. They were both good friends and friends go and raid each other's rooms... yeah that's what friends do (atleast according to Hiiro). Anyways, Aira was a bit taken aback when Hiiro suddenly showed up, but he didn't mind the company so he allowed him to stick around. Although his patience started running thin once Hiiro started to poke around at his idol merch.

"Wow, you have so much of this stuff! You must really like idols" mused out the redhead.

"Yeah well I've always admired idols- WAIT HIIRO DON'T TOUCH THAT!!" suddenly screeched out the blonde when he saw Hiiro try to touch at a signed poster. Without thinking, Aira tackled Hiiro onto the floor. A big 'oof' escaped both of them as they came crashing down, with Aira on top of Hiiro.

"Ahh! Hiiro are you okay?! I'm so sorry!" cried out the blonde as he sat on top of the taller's hips.

"Y-yeah I'm alright, just wasn't expecting thaHAt-?!" the redhead let out a startled giggle when he felt the shorter one's hands resting on his sides.

"Hm? I'm sorry, am I hurting you?" asked Aira with a look of concern as he gently massaged Hiiro's sides.

"N-nohoho..! It juhust tickles!!" he giggled out as he brought his arms down his sides out of reflexe. A dorky smile starting to make it's way onto his face.

Suddenly, Aira could feel a mischevious idea starting to form in his head. "It tickles, huh? Well consider this your punishment for almost ruining my poster!" yelled out the shorter one as he started squeezing at the redhead's sides with vigor.

"GYAH! Wahait Aira dohoahahan't!" Hiiro bursted out in cute laughter as he threw his head back. All while trying to grab at Aira's hands.

"Sorry but you must endure your punishment~" teased out Aira, a goofy grin of his own forming across his lips. He had to admit, it was pretty fun to mess with the redhead. He then moved his hands up his ribcage and softly dug into the ticklish bones.

"EEK! Ahahahahaha! N-nahat thehehere!" poor Hiiro tried to curl up on himself as he wrapped his arms around his torso, but with Aira on top of him it was impossible.

"Not there? Then what about here~?" he asked with a teasy smirk as he started to gently scratch at the taller boy's belly.

"AAH! HAHAHAHA! NAHAHAHAHA!" Hiiro screeched in laughter as his face started to match the color of his hair.

"Ooh did I hit a good spot~?" Aira softly chuckled as he skittered his fingers along the middle of his tummy.

"Y-YEHEHEAH! AHAHAHAHA!" the silly redhead responded in all honesty through his hysterics. Not like he minded it, he found tickling to be pretty fun!

Hiiro squealed and cackled as his friend kept tickling that dreaded spot. Once his eyes started to get a bit watery did Aira stop his tickly torment. He gently patted at the redhead's tummy as Hiiro took in deep breaths, still giggling himself silly from the ghost tingles.

"Are you okay?? Sorry if I took it too far..." sighed out the blonde looking a bit dejected.

"Ahahaha..! Dohon't be, it was fuhuhun..!" giggled out the redhead, a cute smile on his face as a soft pink blush adorned his cheeks. Aira couldn't help but smile fondly down at him. Maybe it wasn't so bad having Hiiro stick around.

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I'm still feeling unwell from my surgery, so this was a nice distraction. I hope it ended up well.

[astvs-p1ece]

P1Harmony scenario:

Movie night!

a/n: Can someone please tell me if I am writting the boy's characters realisticly?

TW: nothing! just pure fluff

Keeho

When Keeho invited you to a horror movies maraton at the dorms, you really were excited. You were excited even when you were chosing which one was first play, but as soon as the movie started you realise how stupid you were. How could you forget you absolutly hated horrors?

You will handle this. Jongseob was the one that chose the movie, so it can't be that scary, right? Such a sweet little kid can't enjoy really scary thinhs.

"I'm an absolute foul" you thought as you were cuddling closer to Kehoo, when the silents on the screen foreshodow something bad happening to the main character. And you weren't wrong atleast with this one. The jump scene made you squeak and all of the eyes turned on your person.

– What? It just suprise me, that's what these scenes are for – you said and took bowl of chips from the table in front of you.

When you returned to your seat, you felt Keeho's hand on your side and one of his fingers was rubbing your back. In corner of your eye, you could see his quick glance at your and you wanted to say something to him, so he woudn't worry or just send him a small smile. But another jump scene caught you off guards and made you jup again.

–  Just suprise,  huh? – asked Theo.

Theo

Sitting on Theo's bed and watching Disney's movies while eating pizza, was something you could do everyday.

Toy Story was playing on a laptop and Theo was snuggling into your side. You saw this movie so many times as a child and later with your little cousin, you didn't pay much attention to the screen this time. Your eyes were getting heavier and heavier and the delicate small of your boyfriend's hair shampoo wasn't helping with keeping you awake.

When you let them fell down, a sudden sound of opening the door made you open them right away.

– Oh, hi Y/N. I forgot you were comming today. What are you guys watching? – asked Soul when he enterned the room.

– Toy Story, you wanna join? We still have some pizza. – You said while petting the saide of the bed next to your other side.

When he sat down, you realise you weren't the only one that wasn't paying atention to the screen before, because Theo was snoring while now hugging your arm. You didn't fell asleep again, but at least you had Soul as your companion now.

Jiung

– How could you not ever watch Mean Girl?! It's an absolute classic – your shoked expression must be funny, but you were geniutly suprised. Jiung looked for you like a type to watch those kind of movies.

– You have so much to catch on.

You decited on that a week ago, but your mini maraton had to wait a little. You were a high school student in an exam season and sadly hadn't a lot of time just as Jiung due to his comeback.

So when both of you find some time to spend togheter, you knew what you will be doing. All the cookies you baked before were now infront of you and the first movie was ready to play, so you jump on your place on the sofa and send a big smile to Jiung who was tangled in all of the blankets you had in your house.

– Now watch this! – you were so excited you could watch your favoritue movie with your boyfried and you wanted him to catch on every detail you had noticed before.

It would be more pleasnt for him to just watch without pausing every few minures so you could comment in peace, but your face was so shiney and bright and your voice so happy while you were doing so, he actualy prefer to keep it this way.

Intak

It was very akward at first. He was your long time crush, so when he propose to watch a movie togheter, you didn't have to think long about the answer.

Just sitting next to him gave you butterflies and little did you know, Intak was felling exact the same.

The silent didn't last long and you could finally stop keeping your eyes akwardly on the screen, when he said someting about the main character's acting skills and made you laugh. He was right, even for a movie named "The Corn" they were terrible.

It make you felt more relaxed. A little after, you tourn the sound off and began to dubbed voices for the characters yourself. Seeing you being so smily and making faces made Intak feel something weird but also something warm...?

He will wonder about it later, but at that moment he just wanted to made the best voice impression of the old grandpa who looked like a carrot he could.

Soul

Your pink pijamas pants were waiting in the bathroom for you to put them on, but first you had to convince your dear boyfriend to walk you there and wait for you to finish showering, so you woudn't had to go alone thru the empty corridor.

– Please, Shota, you were the one that wanted to watch this stupid movie – you said with your best puppy eyes.

– I don't know... This bed is really warm right now, sp I don't want to go – you knew he was just teasing you, but it made you pout anyways.

– I can cuddle you after we come back if you will be cold – you said while playing with his fingers.

When you finished getting ready for sleep, you opened your bathroom' door and saw that Soul was peting your old cat, while waiting.

When he saw you, he jumped on his feet, tooke the cat in his hands and run to your room while dragging you behind.

– Your corridor is really scary! If not Lady Bug I would probably get murdred by some ghost – he said and his wild open eyes made you laugh. You tooke your cat from him and put her on your bed.

– You heard how good you are?

Jongseob

Next season of the drama you two were watching, came out this week, wich means the weekend full of twenty four episodes, you were dedicated to finish.

You heard again Theo admonishment for you, to be more quiet, becouse he could hear you even tho he had his earphones on. This only made you giggle harder, covering your mouth with hand. You didn't intented on disturbing his sleep, but Jongseob always made you laugh like this. Your boyfriend also  were trying to keep quiet.

– Maby we should go to the living room? – you asked wishpering. You didn't wanted to annoy th older boy more.

It was more convinient, but you still had to control volume of your voices. The laptop playing on Jongseob laps, were the only source of light in the room. You side eyed his face and then looked straight onto him

– Hm? – he asked without looking at you.

– Nothing you are just really pretty and funny, you know? – You could see his cheeks and ears started to blush. It makes you giggles and with your hand on his left cheek you peck the right one and lay your head on his arm.

The next were getting episode started.

[kakubun]

Caring!Manager (who doesn't take care of themselves)

shiratorizawa x gen!reader, karasuno x gen!reader

finally i do teams other than seijoh 

this is for yall therapist mfs with friends who don't appreacite you, i love yall

Shiratorizawa

tendou and the other third years would notice your state 

how you idly slumped on the bench filling paperwork, your eyebags darkening and the slight swelling of your tired eyes

“y/n, you look quite tired. have you been staying up late?” ushijima asks and it shaken you up a little but you waved your hand telling him you stayed up late to study again

this went on for days and semi and tendou constantly talk about you to each other if you were really staying up late studying 

so he wrapped his arms around your neck and snuggled near your neck when you begin to drift off, letting out a quiet snicker because he was tickling your neck

“are you really studying or you’re gaming?” he chuckled but you stayed quiet which made him poke your cheek

“hey hey y/n-chan~ you okay?” he said it playfully but worry began swallowing him up when he felt a tear hit his hand, he stopped back hugging you and crouched in front of you to talk to you properly

you begun weeping and apologized for lying to them for days of what you were doing at night 

you told him you had a couple friends who vented to you and you tried your best to talk about their problems with them but this resulted in night time talks where you had to listen to them and you didn’t take care of your mental health 

you bashfully told him you accidently slept in class one too many times and you didn’t ask your classmates for classwork or notes

he put a hand on your shoulder, wobbling on his feet and asked if this happened every night 

you replied with an “almost everyday” because there was different friends you have to attend to 

tendou scowled and you cringed because you feel a lecture coming 

tendou: don't do that❤

y/n: huh?

tendou: *flicks your forehead*

he whines while shaking you and you were just like 0-0 thinking how he wasn’t negative that you didn’t care of yourself 

he understands why you had to sacrifice your time to care about your friends, he thinks that’s very nice of you but of course he won’t let you free :))))

he wanted you to decline any of them if they wanted to vent to you, he tuts you when you objected 

he shook his head and tells you to only let you have your own time to yourselves for atleast a week and after that you could go back to being a therapist but only if you don’t do it everyday 

you looked down at your feet and feel ashamed that you didn’t thought of yourself but tendou quickly held your cheek, making you shift your eyes to his grinning face 

“don’t y/nnnn we have a lot of self love and care to do~”

he made sure you had lots of sleep and semi helped when you said you couldn’t sleep by sending voice notes of him strumming the guitar and silently humming to songs (his songs-)

ushijima tried to give advice on the food you’re eating when tendou started pulling out ramen cups and onigiri, ushijima just worries if you’re eating healthly 

ushijima: eat veggies 

y/n: they look delicious but i’ll pass

ushijima: *holds a pear* do you want a pear?

y/n: oo yes please :DD!

ushijima also asked if you need any notes for your classes and you nodded because that’s what you actually needed the most, tendou also gave his so it’s more easier for ushijima then handing his all of files to you 

the friend who vented to you apologized since they noticed how selfish it was to overwork you into replying to all their texts, they smiled thanking you that you’re literally the best person to talk to

 some stumble to apologize and promised to take you out to restaurants to pay back for everything you did for them (tendou might’ve said bring me with you but you quickly bonked his head)

right after your little self care vacation, you’re right back on your feet

you rested well and you felt a little groggy but more better now 

this was also a lesson to you since yes, you could help people you love but you also have to take care of yourself since you also loved yourself

the team (tendou telling semi and the others overheard him) was glad you weren’t tired and sleepy and you were back in shape to the manager that will boss them around for slacking

goshiki was happy you weren’t in a bad state anymore :’’))

Karasuno

yachi and tsukishima actually noticed how off you were acting

they could see behind your facade of happy was exhaustion and they didn’t actually know how to approach at first 

tsukishima hasn’t swallowed his pride yet so yachi was the first to pop the question

you were daydreaming (which you always did even before you were fatigued, you airhead >:(( ) and yachi poked a finger on your shoulder to lose your thoughts for a while and she swallowed when you looked at her then the floor  

“hey y/n, you’re being.. um out of it..” ah she panicked, that wasn’t suppose to come out of her mouth but you chuckled wearily, opening your mouth to say your reason but immediately shutting it and chewing on your lip

“i’m so sorry, i thought of lying but uh i don’t think i can escape it this situation” you scoffed which baffled yachi because this level of exhaustion suprised her that you wanted to lie about your well being

you would always be open with how you’re feeling, if you’re feeling sick or wanting to vomit you would immediately excuse yourself to go to the nurse’s office but this, you wanted to hide it. 

it made yachi nervous when you started telling her how your toxic friends weren’t giving you a break, you knew they were toxic but they were the only friends you had to you became therapist friend who is only there for them when they’re upset and not involving you in any happy or memory filling moments 

“do we look like bricks to you?” you were suprised of yachi’s question no, statement. she looked rather a mix of hurt and pity but with flames of rage, it made you shiver

“we’ve been managing the team for a while, you should move on from them and be friends with us. better people rather than friends who treats you like.. garbage.” yachi beamed which made your heart ache when you remembered how much you were used as a selfless rag doll, you could’ve stood up for yourself and leave them behind for the team 

you were left in silence gathering jerseys to watch and that fueled yachi with anxiety

in no offense she meant her first thought, she smacked her forehead one too many times (kageyama might’ve questioned why is she doing that)

you nudged her and snickered, commenting as if she have seen a ghost

“okay thanks yachi! that means a lot,” yachi waited for a slap, she knows how ferocious you were when you’re angry 

you didn’t show your anger but you wore a mask hiding it then proceed to beat the sht out of them, basically your anger was the calm before a storm and it made the person that pissed you have develop chills and sweating because of how quiet you become when they were in the middle of insulting

that was what yachi was thinking, you anger will decapitate her and melt her to the ground but she shouldn’t be suprised when  a pair of arms wrap around her neck

“thanks, i really needed that” you whimpered, wet patches form on yachi’s shirt and she awkwardly hugged you back

“everything okay here?” kiyoko muttered when she wiped our tears and you nodded

you told kiyoko even though she knew (yachi tells everything to kiyoko since kiyoko said to tell her if anything’s bothering her) and she helped you with the first step 

 your ‘friends’, drop them. it made you nervous because it could go many ways but kiyoko made you more confident that you can easily drop them (even though she said it too straightforwardly but you appreaciate any forms of advice)

it was a whole mess of manipulating and almost losing their sht, you’re also thankful when one of them silently agreed to drop the friendship and leave 

it scared you when you almost lost the argument to how much they tried backing you up against a wall but you didn’t let their cries get to your head and spat out facts to them on why you’re tired of this friendship

first step’s always too hard but you’ll try another time to end it properly, they’re ignoring you now but the girls were kinda greatful you won’t be having any nightly calls with any of them anymore 

self care’s next :DD. you ignored yourself over these past few weeks but like they said, yachi and kiyoko will be there for you!!

they start with food. always being with you at lunch, packing snacks and sandwiches from home and offering for you to eat. yachi knew you loved her sandwich recipe, why would you decline a good sandwich?

giving you face masks and lotion, they had a tiny sleepover during weekends so they can take care of you and make sure you actually fall asleep

(tanaka and nishinoya’s kinda jealous here-) 

nishinoya and tanaka: how did you manage to be so lucky

y/n: go through some shit

you felt reassured for having girls with your back and you felt so thankful

lets’s not forget tsuki! after he was also the first to notice that you were rather dreary and drained of your usual rush of energy from the others 

(i bet he thought about giving something or talking to you but he went “wait am i going soft”)

but he was happy to see you back on your feet after whatever hell you went through, here you are with the team causing ruckus with nishinoya and tanaka, bursting out in fits of giggles to kageyama and hinata,  conversing with the third years and getting bullied by him while yamaguchi snickered 

yachi almost cried and kiyoko’s arms stretched open if she needed a hug

good to have you back :))

i’m sorry this looks rushed :(((

[ibuki-loves-you]

If Ibuki loves me (and I love Ibuki back) please gimme Nagito and Hajime who are in a fight with their SO and is trying to get them back (Happy ending, please! TY! :))

Nagito and Hajime who are trying to win their S/O back after a fight

Warnings: Arguments

Mod Ibuki: Hihi! Ibuki does love you back, so here ya go! Sorry this took so long, hope you enjoy!

Nagito:

Nagito's self deprication was taking a toll on you

When he put you on a pedestal, it made you feel horrible

Like no matter what you did, you were a bad lover because he put you above him

When you brought this up to him, you expected him to maybe tone it down a bit

But no he didn't

"What? My hope, you are far from a bad lover! You are amazing! So much better than a piece of garbage like me! I don't know why you're still with me, to be completely honest. Trash like me doesn't-" "Nagito I just talked to you about this! The whole point of this conversation was your self deprication! I get it, it's something you can't help. But atleast make an effort!"

After that you left the apartment for a bit

Nagito was left in absolute shock

He drove you to complete anger? He really was a horrid lover, huh?

As soon as the thought entered his head he brought his knees to his chest and started crying

He thought you left him, and he didn't want that

He needed you, you made him so happy

Nagito concluded that he'd wait till you came home when you were calmer and talk to you then

After about an hour majority of which he spent crying you walked through the door

"Look, I'm sorry for blowing up it's not your fault-" You started. "N-No! I didn't take into consideration what effect my words might have on you. It isn't your fault at all, it's mine. I-I can try to get better with it. I can't guarantee it will be sooner rather than later, but I can try. I really am sorry." Nagito apologized. "I yelled at you for something you can't control, that's still partially my fault." You said guiltily. Nagito thought for a moment. "...Then what if we both just accept the blame?" He suggested. You hesitated. "Okay...I'll help you as best I can."

Nagito fiddled with his thumbs, his eyes switching from you to the floor

"Nagito...? What's wrong?" You said, taking a seat next to him. "I thought you left for good..." Nagito mumbled. A wave of guilt took over you.

"Nagito, I'm sorry I made you think that. I'm not leaving. I want to be with you for as long as you'll have me." Nagito perked up. "Does that mean you'll be with me forever?" You smiled and rested your head on his shoulder. "Yes, I'll be with you forever and ever. Even after, we can be ghost-lovers!"

Nagito started laughing. Sweet, innocent laughter.

"I love you, Nagito." "I love you more, S/O."

Hajime:

Hajime been extremely moody as of late

You assumed it was because of stress, so you tried your best to improve his mood

Made him his favorite foods, gave him hugs (that stopped after he tensed up), etcetera

Nothing seemed to make him feel better

So you decided to just talk to him about it, like adults

Yeah, that didn't go over well

"Why are you worrying about my problems!? Not everything is your business, you know!?" "Hajime, I was just asking you a question because I care! There's no reason for you to flip your shit!" "I don't need you to care about me! I'm perfectly fine with being alone!"

The minute he said that, a wave of guilt ran through him

"Fine. If you're perfectly fine with being alone, then be alone."

You walked out the door and didn't look back

Hajime stood in the middle of your living room, his heart pounding in his chest

Did he really just say that to you?

You had done so much for him, just to try and make him happy, and that's how he treats you?

He was absolutely mortified

Hajime knew he had to make it up to you

He needed you

He couldn't imagine his life without you in it

So he planned a dinner at home for you

He made your favorite meal, got flowers, overall made the atmosphere pretty

When everything was nearly finished, he sent you a text and asked you to come home for a while so you could talk

Reluctantly, you agreed

When you arrived, Hajime was sitting at the table. He jumped up and rushed to you

"H-Hey." He greeted. You raised an eyebrow. "You wanted to talk?" Another pang of guilt rushed through him. "S/O, I'm so sorry. You were trying to help me and I just threw it back in your face. It will never, ever, happen again. I'm so sorry, S/O. Please, forgive me." Hajime said softly. You stood there silently.

"...Talk to me when your having problems. You can't keep bottling everything up." Hajime nodded instantly. "Of course." You sighed. "Alright, whatever. I forgive you...asshole." You joked. Hajime laughed. He opened his arms, silently asking for a hug. You giggled and gripped onto him, hugging him as tight as you could.

"Do you want to sit down? I made dinner." Hajime offered. You smiled and nodded. "Yeah, that sounds nice."

[silveanna]

𝙁𝙤𝙤𝙡𝙨 𝙄𝙣 𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚

Sim Jake x Reader x Lee Heeseung

Genre: Fluff, Best friends to lovers!au

Summary: Your class went on a 4 days retreat, staying at a retreat house to do fun activities and connect with people without mobiles. Scared confessions and denying feelings, what else could go wrong?

“Welcome to St. Augustine retreat house, the boys dorms is at the east while the girls dorm is at the west. We’ll give you 30 minutes to prepare blah blah blah” your teachers voice gets in and out of your ears when your attention got hooked on the nice scenery of the place, the retreat house gives you Fantasy vibes so much. Lots of trees and flowers can be seen anywhere , it looks so refreshing. Birds chirping and the nice Sunlight hitting your skin that doesn’t seem to feel like burning at all. A perfect place to read books and spend time with your love ones.

“Miss l/n?”

You snapped back to reality and turned your gaze to your teacher, cursing under your breath when you realize you were the only one left at the entrance. “Your mind is flying to somewhere again, go to the girls dormitories and unpack. We will start the activities tomorrow”

“Right... where is it again?” You asked.

“On the west”

———

Everyone finished unpacking their stuffs and put on casual comfy clothes, you and Jake decided to meet up at the garden and take a stroll before dinner. “I wonder what kind of food they’ll serve us?” Jake initiates the conversation, kicking a rock out of his way. “I feel like, just chicken with rice and a soup” you said. Both of you went to the fountain and made a wish.

You closed your eyes, clasping your hands together. “I wish for more better things to come” and threw the penny to the fountain. You turned at jake who’s still wishing, eventually he threw his penny to the fountain like you did. “What did you wish for?” You asked him.

He smirks, “I’ll tell you if you kiss me on the lips” you playfully tried to smack his arm which he dodged, it’s happening again where Jake will flirt with you to make you blush and frustrated. You hated it. it’s makes you question if you have romantic feelings towards him or not. Most of the time you just roll your eyes at him and talk about something else. Suddenly, some tall dude wraps his arms around Jakes shoulder and messes his hair- oh it was just Heeseung. “Dinner’s ready lovebirds”

“Don’t call us that, we’re just bestfriends” you corrected him.

Heeseung glance at you and smiled, he somehow felt relieved “Sure”

Day 1

9 am, you pretty much struggled getting out of bed cause it was so comfy, you were the last one to get out of the girls dormitory. Heading at the dinning hall, you sat between Jake and Heeseung and ate breakfast together. After that, the activities started. It was held in a room, enough for a class to fit in. “It’s kinda chilly in here” you said, hugging yourself. You flinched when someone suddenly wrapped their jacket around. “Take it” Jake said, you literally need to look up to him cause he’s towering you. “Thanks, I’ll return this later”

“Okay class, as you can see we have white candles and pink candles here. Each one of you will choose a candle and give it to someone, the white candle means ‘I’m sorry’ while the pink candle means ‘thank you’ not only that it also means that you’re confessing your love to the person you’re giving it to. So to those who’ll chose pink candles better explain what they meant or else we’ll have a misunderstanding” the teacher instructed and told the class to form a line.

Everyone got their own candles and returned back to their seats, it’s finally your turn to chose and you picked the white candle. You wanted to apologize to someone sincerely since your apology before was not really done well. The teacher turned off half of the lights so that the room would look dimmer and the candles will look more noticeable, setting the atmosphere comforting. You immediately approached the person in your mind, thankfully there wasn’t anyone near him so that you can apologize better “I’m sorry if I kicked you in the face on first day of school” you handed him the white candle.

Heeseung declined it making you frown, “you almost dislocated my jaw”

“Did it tho?”

“No”

“Then I’m sorry” you said again and this time he accepts it.

You were about to walk away when you heard him call your name, he then gave you a pink candle. “I like you”

You didn’t know how to react, you don’t like him back but you also somehow feel touched. He likes you? Since when? You opened your mouth but not a word came out, Heeseung’s starting to feel nervous as he waits for your answer. “Y/n!” You heard your bestfriend’s voice and turned your head at him. Jake has this wide smile on his face that made your heart feel heavy. Has he been always this pretty when he smiles?

Jake also gave you a pink candle but what he said next is different “Thank you for being my bestfriend” he wanted to say more but Jake chose to keep his mouth closed. No, he’s still not ready yet. Now there’s two boys holding out a pink candle towards you, both waiting for your response but instead of speaking up you just accepted both of it.

———

The First day of retreat eventually ended, It was fun. Though you have to put away your shyness and talk to everyone. There were some stories told, depressing and happy stories. You didn’t know what your classmates go through. Moving on, it’s now midnight and you’re completely just staring at the ceiling while the other girls are already asleep. You sighed, no matter how hard you try you didn’t feel sleepy at all. ‘Should I go take a walk?’ You thought, ‘yeah maybe I should’

You sat up and put your slippers on, surely there’s no one patrolling outside right? And you’re just going out for a little stroll it wouldn’t hurt. You slowly twist the doorknob and opened it, careful not making any sound to wake the others up. You headed out, the cold breeze making contact with your skin, you went to the fountain and sat there. Good thing they kept the lights on, you admired the place once again. “Thank God I thought you were a white lady from afar” Jake pops out of nowhere with his pjs and sat beside you.

You got surprised by his sudden appearance but calmed down after knowing it was just your best friend, you guys mistook each other as ghost “can’t sleep?” You said.

“Mm, some boys keeps snoring so loud.. you?”

“I don’t feel sleepy” you look down and swing your legs.

Jake turns his body at you, “ok how about I sing you a song?” You haven’t actually heard him sing before, all you got was humming as he gently slams the desk and snap his fingers after, creating a nice melody. You nodded.

Jake clears his throat, “Do you know how much I feel for you?” He stares into your eyes.

“You make my heart skip a bit or two

Oh my love, you made me love you like a fool

So tell me what do I do?

To know what’s inside your mind

Everytime you look into my eyes i melt inside” he stops, you wanna complain and tell him to sing more but you just let him be. His voice is so soothing you wondered why he never sings in public or atleast when you two are alone.

“Your voice is beautiful”

Day 2

“The class president told me we’re having lunch with Roseville high!” you heard one of your girl classmate, their friend group squealed but not too loud. What’s up with Roseville high? They have a lot of good looking rich students so it’s no surprise most of your classmates are excited to share the dining hall with them. Todays activities was held short and it’s now time for lunch, you yawned. Walking along with everyone heading for the dinning hall.

It started to rain, you stopped in your tracks and looked outside, letting everyone else go past by you. There was a terrace at front, you leaned in at its railings and stick your hand out catching the raindrops with your palm. “There you are!”

“Hmm?” You pulled your hand back.

Heeseung leaned his back on the railings, putting his hands inside his pocket. “Everyone’s waiting, we can’t eat with one missing.. Actually make that two” out of nowhere he grabs your hands and and drags you with him to the dining hall, you felt tiny when almost every student darted their eyes on you when you entered the room. Your eyes automatically scans the room searching for your bestfriend. You saw him eating not really far from you with.. a girl that obviously looks like from Roseville High. You gently tapped Heeseung’s arm, successfully getting his attention you pointed at the girl that seems to be having fun talking with your bestfriend. “Who’s that?”

“Just.. some girl”

“we should join them later” Heeseung said, grabbing a tray and falls in line. You trailed behind him and and grab your own. “I think... we should let them be, they look like they’re having fun” you suggest.

———

“You didn’t give me an answer yesterday”

You got confused for a bit but then you remembered what happened yesterday, Heeseung’s sudden confession... right.

“I uhh...”

“It’s okay if—“

“I guess we can try” it’s like your mouth has a mind on its own and blurted that out. You wanted to slap yourself so bad and take it back but it already happened. And he’s smiling.

Your little moment got interrupted when Jake sat in front in of you two with a smile on his face. He turns his head and wave at the girl he was talking to earlier. Your hands balls into a fist under the table as you watch them glance at each other happily again before the girl leaves. Why does your heart feels burning suddenly. “Did you have fun?” You ask your bestfriend.

Jake raised his brows, “Yeah pretty much”

You snorted and stood up, leaving the dining hall to calm yourself down and figured out why you’re feeling like this. Jake tried to catch up on you but you immediately leave the hall and went to the girls dormitories.

Day 3, 

“These were sent by your parents, you can find a place to read their letters and have some privacy. We will give you guys some time to reflect” your teacher handed the letters one by one, you got yours and went for the garden to read it. You sat on the bench and took a deep breath before opening their letter. It started out with simple greeting but as you continue to read it gets deeper and deeper you cried. It’s just simple words but they really pour their heart in it to show that they love and care for you.

You went back to the recollection room, others still hasn’t finished reading theirs and some are crying. You eyes found jake, he’s sitting in the very corner of the room and hugging his knees. You approached him, “hey” you sat beside him and put your arm around his shoulders. He put his head on your shoulder and quietly sobbed. You hummed to atleast comfort him, He wipes his tears away and fished out something out of his pocket. “I wrote you a letter too”

You were about to unsealed it when Jake grabs your hand to stop you, “but don’t read it yet until I say so”

“Ookayy?”

“You feeling better now?” You ask, he nodded.

Jake sighed and leaned against the wall, he stared on the ceiling trying to calm himself down while you look at him, scanning his features. You know he’s handsome but he got even more handsome now and not just that Jake has a great personality his future partner is lucky. Jake glance at you, you didn’t look away but instead you stared into his eyes even more, it’s sparkling. He holds your hand and rubs it with his thumb.

———

Dinner already ended, Everyone hung out outside while others went to the dorms to rest. You decided to pack your things since tomorrow will be a more busy day than the past few days, it’s the last day and there’s going to be festival held downtown tomorrow. The teacher are taking the class to join the civillians to celebrate and buy some goods to take home. Time skip, it was still early to sleep so your girl classmates sat on the floor and formed a circle sharing each other stories. Since you don’t have anything to do you joined them. They’re just asking about each others crushes and boyfriends while you space off and stare at somewhere until...

“Hey y/n! What about you? Do you have your eyes on someone?” The class president asked you.

You rub your neck “I don’t-“

“Wait wait do you guys hear something?” Everyone got quiet.

“It’s coming from outside!” suddenly everyone rushes towards the window, you were left but it was a relief. “Isn’t that Heeseung?!”

What.

You dashed towards the window where everyone else are at and forced yourself to the crowd, you eventually got in front. There was Heeseung out side strumming on a guitar (where did he get that?) while looking up at you. His smile grew even more when his eyes landed on you, he kept singing. The girls screamed and nudges you, telling you to go downstairs and meet him. You did. But as soon as you were in-front of him, Heeseung gets on one knee and gave you flower (that he probably picked out somewhere) you accepted it. He then reached for your free hand looks up to you. “Will you please let me court you?”

Oh my god, isn’t things going too fast?

“I...”

“Well what do you say?!” “Y/n say yes!” The girls screamed.

“Y-yes!” Heeseung finally gets up and hugs you tightly, you did the same. Your girl classmates cheered. “Oi oi! What’s all this commotion all about?” the teacher interrupted. They’re already wearing their pjs seems like the screaming disturbed someone. “Ah nothing.. I’m just uhm it’s nothing” Heeseung said.

“Really? Then you kids go back to your dorms and sleep, we’ll leave early for tomorrow” and after that your teacher left.

“So.. I’ll get going now, see you tomorrow” you gave him a smile you were about to leave when Heeseung gently grab your wrist and pulled you back. He gave you a peck on the cheeks and smiled. “Right I’ll see you tomorrow” he said and waved goodbye. You hold your face, hiding the redness as you go back to your dorm. The girls greeted you with a hug, cheering you up. “If my future suitor doesn’t do that to me then I don’t want him”

You lay down on your bed and faced the wall, recalling what the hell just happened. Admit it, you don’t entirely like him but why did you say yes? Sometimes you can’t even understand yourself.

Day 4, Last day 

The class president woke you up telling you too prepare and that breakfast is ready. you nodded and got up. After changing into normal clothes and styling your hair you head towards the door and opened it not expecting a guest this early. “Pres told me you’re still here, let’s eat?” He didn’t even wait for your response, Heeseung drags you along with him to the dining hall. The both of you met a sleepy Jake at the entrance.

He yawns and streches his arms, he saw you and Heeseung and decided to Greet you “Good Mooorrning???” Jake enthuastic tone drops as his eyes landed to your and Heeseung’s holding hands. You realized it and took your hand back but he just holds it again. Jake tried to brush it off but he can’t help but to glance at you two while eating. Each giving you suspicious look. Jake’s the one who finished his meal first, he didn’t think twice and stood up. “hey Hee can we talk for a min? alone?”

“Sure” they both leave the dining hall, Jake lead him to the farthest place, the boys dormitories.

“Are you.. and Y/n a thing?”

Heeseung smirks, “Yeah”

“The hell’s wrong with you? You knew I liked her! I’ve been planning to confess and yet here you are just swooping her in so easily, what happened to Bro code?”

“I don’t know jake, I guess you’re just too slow” Heeseung walks forward decreasing the gap between him and Jake. He pats Jake on his shoulder “so I say you do what you want to do before I can make her entirely mine”

———

You looked at yourself once again in your pocket mirror and shoving it inside your bags front pocket after. “Alright! since everyone’s here now get on the bus and let’s head downtown” the teacher, you and your classmates cheered, excited to go downtown and shop for souvenirs/gifts and to celebrate the festival. You got on the bus and you picked the seat near at the back, you put your bag on the luggage rack and sat down after. You saw Jake, you waved at him and pointed on the seat beside you. But before he could even occupy it Heeseung preceded him and took the seat. “Hee that’s my seat”

“Did you pay for it?”

“No”

“Then go sit somewhere else”

“Ok how about we just seat at the very back so you two can seat beside me?” You suggested, they didn’t protest.

Heeseung got up, letting you out. Him and Jake both followed you. You sat at the middle, “oh it’s kinda cozy here” you said, thankfully there wasn’t any air conditioner above the seats to freeze to hell out of your head. The three of you finally settled down, good thing Jake and Heeseung didn’t bickered so you were at peace. The ride didn’t took long, you eventually arrive at the said destination and got out. The class agreed to meet at 1 pm, it’s only 8 am so you still have 5 hours to spare. After that the class went on their separate ways, and of course you went with your bestfriend also not leaving Heeseung behind.

“Lets go shopping for clothes” Heeseung Suggested.

“No we should shop for souvenirs first” Jake said, and the two boys continue to argue again. You rolled your eyes scanning the place where you at right now finding a place to go first. Your eyes trails up on the hill whereas there’s a lot of people sightseeing and taking a lots of photos on top. “Guys I think we should go there first, it looks cool!” You pointed out.

———

Time flies so fast only one hour left before you return back to the meeting place, you’re currently having lunch on a small fast food chain. Jake excused himself and went to the restroom Heeseung took this as a chance to confess something. “I.. I can’t take it anymore” he started. “All of the things that I did in these past few days, it’s all an act” he admits, causing you to look up to him and furrow your brows. “Act? What do you mean?”

“Jake has something to tell you so just play along” he said.

You got even more confused “Hee how am I going to do that when I don’t even know what’s going on?”

In the very corner of Heeseung’s eye he caught a glimpse of Jake’s figure coming to your table so he took a tissue and wipes your mouth pretending that there’s something in there. He crumpled the tissue and dropped it on the table, he then looks at Jake who’s now sitting beside you and giving Heeseung death glares secretly. He smirks. “Okay That’s it” Jake finally decided to man up, he turned his head at you and holds your hand.

“Y/n I need to talk to you”

“I-whoa okay!” You said, Jake didn’t waste anytime and drags you out of the fast food chain. You glance back at Heeseung giving him What’s-going-on?! Look but the boy just waves at you.

After you disappeared in sight, Heeseung rest his head on his palm. He did like you, but after he went at your dorms to serenade you. He saw a big difference of how you felt between him Jake, he couldn’t make you blush and flustered like him and that’s when he knew he didn’t stood a chance in the first place. And the only thing to escape or deny that he in fact have also fallen in love with you too is to show you that it was all an just act, to make Jake feel jealous all this time so he can man up and tells you how really feels.

Jake took a deep breath before speaking up actually he took a lot of deep breaths trying to calm his heart down, “Jake you good?”

“Listen I, I like you okay? Wait no scratch that I love you. I don’t know when and where it started it just it happened and I thought it was just a silly old crush but no it starts to grow big I couldn’t- It won’t go away anymore. I’ve never felt this way in my past flings only you made feel so complicated understanding what I feel which is love, you’re the best person I’ve ever meet so will you please choose me and not him?” Jake confesses leaving you speechless. You felt your worlds collide.

So this is what Heeseung meant earlier? You were relieved it was all an act because you can’t like him back the way he wants you to, the reason why you agreed to him to court you was, you got too pressured on answering him so all you did was to say yes.

“I also feel the same way but what about the girl from Roseville high?” you tuck your hair behind your ear.

“What about her? she’s just my cousin” he explained.

“Didn’t Heeseung told you that?” Jake asked, you shook your head in response.

“That prick” he whispered.

“What?”

“Nothing, lets go back?” He offered his hand, you nodded and smiled. The both of you got back inside again while holding each others hands.

[tobi-momo]

PROTECTOR {PART 1}

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Synopsis: You had a happy life. Completely and utterly perfect. Atleast that's how you acted. You may have had a hard childhood, but no one else needs to know that. You may be getting stalked by your insane ex-bestfriend, but it's okay. It'll all work itself out. Right?

Warnings:  stalking, injury (?), cursing, 

ROUGH WINDS whip your hair to your face as you constantly look back behind you to see a dark, shadowy figure walking towards you without stopping to decrease your suspicions. You try to walk faster, but the figure only speeds up with you. It gets to the point where you start sprinting in terror as the man in the black leather coat runs after you.

You pass the street onto the other end of the sidewalk where you accidentally bump into an unfamiliar back. The bump shocks you as you jump back, a small shriek leaving your throat, dropping your bag, and looking up at a man with broad shoulders and though you couldn’t see through the school uniform, you could tell based on you running into them he had muscular arms. 

School uniform. He had to go to the same school as you, right? You couldn’t see very well in the dark, so you assumed he was, and quickly looked behind you to see the man behind you gone. 

What? Where did he go? You scanned the street with your eyes, hoping to see him hiding behind a car, or a pole, something.

“Oi.”

You don’t even hear the boy calling out to you as your full attention went to trying to spot the creepy figure. 

“OI!” His call turned into a yell as he grabs your arm and yanks you to face him. You turn toward him, wide eyed in shock and you quickly move your eyes distractedly around his body, his face, checking behind him, looking at the ground where your bag landed, and finally landing on your forearm where his hand was grasping. 

You stare at his hand; it firmly wrapped around your forearm, wrinkling your sleeve. You then realize that you ran into him, probably causing him trouble, and you might’ve hurt him.

Your eyes widen more and you take your free hand to gently cover your mouth. “Oh my god, are you okay? I am sooo so sorry, I didn’t mean to, are you hurt? Did I hurt you?”

“What the hell were you doing? What are you looking at? Oi,” he raises his left hand and snaps at your face, getting you to stop rambling, “answer me. You look you saw a ghost or something.” He lets go of your arm, resulting in you fidgeting with your hands and you fingers.

“No, I’m okay, thanks for worrying though.”

“I wasn’t worried.” He stares at you with a straight face, not amused by your attempts to be nice.

“Oh, that’s fine, but could I ask you a favor?”

“No. Go home already, I don’t even know who you are and I need to eat.” You realize that he isn’t completely unfamiliar anymore, his voice ringing a bell in your mind.

“Oh… okay, that’s fine! But I do have a question.” 

The boy rolls his eyes harshly before turning his body around to start walking away. You pause for a moment before he sighs.

“Well, tell me what it is before I get bored.”

“Oh! Um, I was wondering if you went to UA… see I’m in Class 1A and I think I recognize your voi-”

“Who the hell are you?” You look up at his face, looking at his faint features. You couldn’t see very well, but from what you could, you could tell he was handsome. 

“Uh, I’m (L/N), (Y/N). You?”

“Bakugou Kastuki. Now leave me alone.”

The sudden realization clicks in your head as you realize that this boy was the big hothead of the class.

“Oooooohhhhhh, Bakugou, the mad one that picks on Midoriya...” His head perks up and he turns to you, in anger.

“What the hell did you just say to me? I’ll blow your ass to hell if you say that shit to me again!”

You slowly back up, putting your above your shoulders, visibly showing that you ‘surrender’ the argument.

“Sorry,” you smile, putting your hands down, grabbing your bag, “I’m just glad you were there.”

“Huh? What do you mean?” You look up and barely meet with what you think are his eyes, but can’t exactly make out.

Distracted again, you barely even hear what he said. “What?”

“What do you mean, ‘I’m glad you were there’?”

You smile a little bit and you shake the question off, answering with a, “oh, don’t worry about it, it’s nothing.”

You smile and start walking, while Bakugou trails behind you, looking at you curiously as you joyfully half-skip with your hands behind your back carrying your bag.

You skip happily, stopping when you suddenly hear a rustle in the bushes behind the corner of the street. You remembered why you bumped into Bakugou almost as soon as you had heard it. Suddenly the fear was back and as much as you wanted to walk backwards behind the blonde boy following you, a couple feet apart from him, you were completely frozen in your tracks. 

You didn’t know who it was but you knew it wasn’t for nothing. If it was just a creepy old guy, he would leave when you were seen with another man, right?

Bakugou sees your halt and stops as well, looking over your shoulder from a few feet away and sees your facial expression. His calm, tranquil face flipped into annoyance, and irritation. He quietly starts walking again and goes past you, not really caring about what you’re doing. You notice him walking and you quickly grab his sleeve and pull him back. He whips his head in our direction and stumbles back to balance while you gather the courage to confront whatever was in this bush. 

Walking forward and turning the corner, you see nothing but road ahead of you, and you exhale a sigh of relief, and you clap your hands together, mostly to get them to stop shaking but to also tell yourself it was nothing. 

“Oi, what the hell? If I want to walk in front of you while you get scared over a bush, I ca-”

Just as he was about to finish his sentence, a series of small flashes come from around the corner, with quick zap sounds, almost like a taser. He runs toward the noise and lights as he sees you fall back. He quickly puts his hand under your head so you don’t get hurt, but he quickly realizes that you already are. His face completely dropped into concern; his eyes squinted and his jaw clenched. He moves his head with his eyes scanning to find the culprit, but has no success as the man hiding in a black hoodie has already disappeared. His eyes eventually found your stomach. From what it looks like, the blast burned a hole through your shirt and onto your skin, blackening it, making it look like charcoal.

What the hell just happened? He thought to himself. The incident took him completely by surprise. How did he not see it sooner? You looked terrified, he even commented about it. How was he this dense to let something like this happen to one of his classmates? Let alone a worried one who was looking at him for help?

He couldn’t answer all of these questions now, but he knew he needed to get you off the street and somewhere safe.

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What we become  - Part 10

"Can I ask you something and you promise to be honest to me" you had to ask Nat, this question had been burning in your brain ever since you met Pietro.

You were driving back home from your shopping trip. Wanda and Sharon wanted you both to join them for a small get together at Sam's house, but Nat declined.

"I was waiting for you to speak" She didn't even look up from her phone "you didn't really think I missed the way your mood plummeted when you heard Steve and Sharon are getting married soon, did you?" "What, what do you mean? What would I..wha..what do you mean?" Did Nat know about you Steve, god no! "Um that's not what I..I meant to ask of you really love Pietro"

Nat laughed "What kind of question is that? Of course I do. I am getting married to him peanut"

"I mean, last time I met you, you were crying over James, the guy you were in a relationship with since ages, and then you are dating his brother in law. I thought you just wanted to rub it in his face but then all of this" you pointed towards her ring and the shopping bags.

"Wait.you think I am getting married to Pietro as some sort of elaborate revenge scheme? No honey, I love Pietro, I truely.." Nat stopped mid sentence as your car had reached its destination.

"You and I need to have a long chat Peanut" She grabbed your hand and pulled you out.

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You and Nat were sitting in her living room with your own glasses of wine, the bottle halfway gone and you were feeling better than before.

"Now that we have some wine in your empty belly, let's talk. No actually, I will talk and you will listen" Nat put up a finger before you could utter a word

"So, I will start with me and James. Yes, we were dating and he made so many promises which he couldn't keep" Nat took a sip of her wine "Did you know James and Wanda were given a month before they were to get married"

Your eyebrows shot up. Did this mean

"Yeah, this was more of a family alliance then anything else" Nat read your mind " but James willingly agreed to it, he was promised handover of the Barnes empire if he agreed afterall..."

Nat took another sip while you digested this new information. You didn't really know if you felt anger or pity for James.

"...and Wanda is in love with her bodyguard Vision, in case you didn't notice"

Pity then

Nat continued "You know, he never reached out to me. The reason I decided to give you a visit all those years ago was to surprise him, since he had been ghosting me after starting a silly fight. Little did I know, he had a surprise waiting for me" Nat took another sip "He saw me that day, at the airport, while he was with Wanda but he didn't reach out to me. Not even once"

Nat took a deep breath "You know why I am telling you all this?"

"Cz I am your sister and you should have told me ages ago"

Nat shot you a look "Like you told me about Steve"

That had you freezing mid sip "How do you know?"

"Steve came to visit our family home a few days after you left. Mom let him in and he asked me where you were, something that James didn't do"

You scoffed at that " Your bar is set way low Nat if you are comparing men to James. Was Pietro measured the same .."

"Why do you do that?" Nat sat up and put her wine glass down "why are you deflecting this topic. You know why I am happy with Pietro. cz I accepted my past, my feelings. Yes I was in love with James. WAS. I know it's a "was" because I acknowledged my feelings. You are in love with Steve as much as he is in love with you. You can't brush it under the rug."

"There is nothing to acknowledge Nat. There never was" you got up to go to the kitchen and then to bed. This conversation wasn't going anywhere.

"What is wrong with you?" Nat raised her voice and grabbed your arm "Steve loves you. Why are you being so stubborn and selfish"

"Me? Selfish?" You yanked your arm back from her grip "Here I am, trying my best to be happy for my soon to be married sister, while all I can think about is how the guy I am in love with is still engaged to the woman he chose over me 5 year ago. Trying to smile and go shopping while all I really want to do is sit in a corner and cry. I am sorry for trying to be a better sister than you are" If you were in the right state of mind, you would have taken your words back but you were too far gone "All my life, all I wanted was for you to act like a grown up. You never had any career aspirations, mom was struggling but you never, ever did anything to help her, always living your life, enjoying all the attention while your mother and sibling were running themselves to the ground trying to make ends meet. Who is selfish now, eh Nat" You went to your room and slammed the door shut. This was not how you planned your vacation to be.

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There was a knock on your bedroom door and you knew it was Nat.

You were already feeling guilty saying all those things to her. She was getting married soon and truth be told, she wasn't that girl anymore. Nat had taken such good care of your mom and the house. This was the past.

You wiped your face and went to open the door.

"Steve" your breath caught in your throat

"Hey, can I come in"

"Yes, you can," Nat said from behind him. She pushed him in " there you go. Nice talk kids" and she promptly shut the door.

"Nat, open the door" you banged on the door. The doorknob was jammed. "How the hell did you lock it from outside?"

"I had special locks made for all my doors. Now finish talking and i won't let you out till you are done" Nat yelled from outside.

You stood there, facing the door. Refusing to turn around even though you knew it was childish to do so. A few moments passed before Steve cleared his throat.

"Would you please turn around. I haven't seen you in ages"

He was engaged to Sharon and then he was saying things like this and just like that your anger from earlier returned. You turned and poked your finger in his chest.

"Why do you do that. Why the hell do you look at me like that and say those things. You are engaged,Steve, or did you forget like the way you forgot to tell me you were with Sharon the entire time. I waited for you.. An entire fucking year for you to come back to me and tell you that I love you and you...mmppfp"

Steve effectively cut your monologue off with his lips, slamming them into yours for a few seconds before he let you go while keeping hold of your elbows.

"I love you too"

And with that the tears you had been holding onto for so long, flowed freely "Why do you do that"

Steve's expression was one of pure panic "No, no, no baby don't cry. No please, dear god, shhh..." He crushed you to his chest and rubbed your back while you kept hiccuping and crying "You lied to me Steve, for so long. You broke my heart"

"You are my heart baby. I love you so so much, you have no idea how these past 5 years were for me. I missed you. I love you. Sharon means nothing, this world means nothing. I love you, only you, always you" Steve mumbled into your hair.

You lifted your head from his chest "What about Sharon. No more lying. Please tell me the truth"

Steve cupped your face and ran  his thumbs under your eyes to wipe your tears "Only the truth now sweetheart" He then gave you 2 quick pecks on your lips and interlocked your finger together.

"I broke up with Sharon the same day our engagement was announced and I came looking for you but I didn't find you anywhere" Steve peered into your eyes, hoping you'll believe him "before I was flying to your family home , Sharon told me something which forced me to stay engaged to her" Steve exhaled loudly before continuing "She was pregnant"

You stepped back from Steve and the tears came back again.

"She what?" "No, no , no..the baby wasn't mine. Please let me just..." Steve tried to get you back into the cage of his arms "I haven't seen you in five years heart"

You kept out of his reach "Let's finish discussing this please"

"Yeah ok" Steve ran a hand through his hair "Sharon fell in love with a guy named Stephan Strange back in fashion school, he was her classmate actually. She wanted to tell her family but they announced our engagement. She asked me to do her a favor and wait for a few days. The guy was supposed to fly down here and she was going to introduce him to everyone and tell them the truth and with a baby on the way, she was sure no one would refuse" Steve then reached for you again and you halfheartedly stepped back before he ensnared you in his arms.

"Thank you" he bumped his nose against yours and his arms moved to form a band around your waist before continuing "A few weeks after you left, I was at home when an angry Mrs. Barnes gave me call asking me to come to the hospital" Steve shook his head at the memory "The guy never showed up and Sharon lost the baby. She thought it would be easier to blame it on me than the real father. She begged me to keep appearances and agree with her schemes and honestly, I had nothing to lose at that time'' Steve raised his hand to run the back of his fingers on your cheek "For all I knew, you were gone forever. Nat told me you guys saw us the other day at the airport. She told me you were never coming back and you didn't love me. Probably didn't even like me enough to mention me to your only sister" Steve then gave you a toothy grin "but you do love me. You just said you love me"

"You are still engaged to Sharon" You didn't want to get your hopes up too high

"I won't be for long. I will tell everyone the truth. I only kept this up because I had no other hope. I knew I would never fall in love again. Atleast, I could help a friend out" Steve was now swaying the both of you back and forth to some imaginary song playing in his head "but you have to promise me one thing, you will never, ever leave me again. Never, you hear me" Steve started leaning in again as the words left his mouth. "Steve, we shouldn't" you tried moving away "you are technically still engaged to another woman" "She is just a friend y/n. Trust me when I say this Sharon and I do not love each other " Steve moved his hand to your neck "I have waited so long to feel these lips again. Have you back in my arms. This feels like a dream"

You believed Steve. Your heart knew he was telling the truth. You realised Nat knew all of this all along and that was why she was pushing you towards Steve. Steve - the man you loved "I am so glad to be back in your arms" You smiled and got on your tippy toes to kiss him on the lips.

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Crush [Pokémon]

[Steven Stone x Female! Reader]

Inspired by: Crush - David Archuleta

Note: I decided to upload my works from both Quotev and Wattpad here. Hope ya’ll don’t mind :) And I hope ya’ll enjoy this (bc Steven Stone is my husband -///w///-)

Warning: none

[Y/N] groaned as she entered her apartment with exhaustion written in her face, it was a tiring day for the young lady. Constantly getting told to do this and that and this and that, constantly running around to do some errands for her stupid boss and getting told off for not doing her job right. It's just not her day today. She sighed as she removes her shoes and leaves it on the welcoming mat near her door, as she groggily stomped her way in her apartment. It was a relatively small apartment but a shelter nonetheless. It has a kitchen, dining table, living room, bathroom and bedroom. And it fits with her daily salary so win-win. 

[Y/N] plopped down on her [F/C] couch as she laid down on one of the cushions, face plat on it. And then she screamed at it, getting rid of her frustration easily. Then she hears her PokeNav vibrating on her bag. She looks up to look at the time, only to see it's quarter to midnight already. She groaned once again. "Who the hell is calling me this late?!" Catty, Delcatty, purred as she jump to sit with her master. "Hey Catty." [Y/N] greeted while petting Catty on the head, which made the cat-like Pokemon purr more. With one hand, she rummaged her bag for her PokeNav and once found, pulled it out. She didn't bother to check her caller's ID as she pressed the green button and put it on her ear. 

"Hello, who is this so I'll know who to murder tomorrow." "That's one way to say hello." [Y/N] jumped when she heard a familiar laughter coming from the PokeNav, and feeling her heart jumping from her chest. "S-Steven?! H-Hey!" [Y/N] laughed weakly, now embarrassed that she told her childhood friend that. "Hey to you too, [N/N]." 

[Y/N] and Steven were childhood friends, having met accidentally on Meteor Falls. They were on a Journey at that time, and coincidentally bumped into each other. Catty was still a Skitty back then, and wanting to evolve it must've been the reason why [Y/N] was there in the first place, looking for a Moon Stone. Ever since then, they've been close friends. You can say they were rivals, though [Y/N] never participated in the League challenge. Now that Steven was the current Champion of Hoenn and [Y/N] starting to work, they've hardly talk anymore. So [Y/N] was surprised to have received a call from Steven so late in the night where they're supposed to be sleeping.

"What's up? Why'dya call this late?" [Y/N] asked as she brings her knees up and hug them with one arm, while the other held her PokeNav to her ear. Catty curled up beside her and fell asleep. She hears Steven humming on the other side. "I don't really know. I just have this sudden urge to hear your voice." [Y/N] feels her face heating up from Steven's blunt statement. If her heart was beating rapidly awhile ago, now it's beating thrice as much than normal that [Y/N] thought it's gonna burst out of her chest.

"W-Wha--?" "Besides.. we haven't been talking to each other for a while now... and.. I just miss your company." "I swear Steven if your doing this purposely, I'll go there and kill you myself" [Y/N] took a deep breath, trying to calm herself down, before smiling. "I also miss talking with you, Steven." The other line went silent, which worried [Y/N], thinking she must've said something wrong. What she doesn't know is that Steven was dying of heart attack from the other side. "H-Hello..? Steven? You still there?" Steven snapped out of trance as he hears [Y/N]'s voice from his PokeNav. He shakily took a deep breath before answering his crus-- friend.

"Sorry. I thought I saw something." Steven lied while staring at the view from the window of his office. He's been doing paperwork for a while now, and he needed a break. Then he remembered [Y/N] and decided to call her, and suddenly remembering that its quarter to midnight when he click her number. He actually prayed to Arceus that [Y/N] was still awake or else he might feel the wrath of the woman again. He learned his lesson, he swear, he just forgot from the fatigue building inside of him. "Oooooh. Is it a ghost?" Steven chuckled as he shake his head. "Nah. I'm just seeing things."

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"You did what?" [Y/N] laughed along with Steven as he told her a story between what happened to the dinner of the Elite 4. It turns out it became eventful as Steven watches it unfold while eating his food. It started out simple and fine, no chaos. But Sydney and Phoebe started fighting about something and started throwing food at one another, but it seems like one hit Glacia. And the fight started. Drake also joined in as food were thrown everywhere. "I'm serious! I was merely enjoying my food while they fight." Steven laughed as [Y/N] giggle.

Soon it became silent for the two of them, neither speaking. You can even hear the background noises. Steven took a deep breath, it’s now or never. “Say... [N/N].” Steven called with a shaky smile. [Y/N] hummed in response, letting the platinum-haired man know that he has her attention. “What if.. you have a crush on somebody.. but you don't know what to how to tell them?” Crack. That was all [Y/N] could hear. The cracking sound of her breaking heart, as she lets out a shaky laugh. 

“W-Wow! Y-You? Having a crush? What a surprise!” [Y/N] feigned surprise as she feels her eyes getting blurry. She could hear Steven laughing on the other side. “I-Is that so surprising?” [Y/N]’s [E/C] betrayed her as a tear came out and began rolling down her cheek. She swiftly wipe it as she took a deep breath, trying to calm herself down. What she didn’t know however is that Steven could feel something was wrong with [Y/N]. 

“[N/N]? Are you alright?” Steven asked, worried about his friend. [Y/N] forced a smile on her face, even though Steven couldn’t see her. “I-I’m fine.” She reassured him, well, tried to atleast. Steven knew she was lying but decided to shrug it off. “Y-You just got to go with it. If that girl doesn’t like you, then she i-isn’t worth it.” [Y/N] responded to Steven’s question. “I-I gotta go. I need to sleep. Bye Steven.” [Y/N] simply said. Before Steven could protest though, she already hung up.

[Y/N] threw her PokeNav to the table in front of her and hugged her knees closer to her chest, bursting into tears while doing so. “I-I should be happy! W-Why the hell am I crying for?” She whined as she used her sleeve to wipe away the tears overflowing from her eyes. But as she wipe them, more tears came. Catty woke up from [Y/N]’s cries as she puts her paws on her thighs and whined her name to get her masters attention. [Y/N] looks at her with a pained look on her face, which Catty returns with a concerned face. 

“O-Oh Catty. I’m a horrible person..” [Y/N] trailed off as she hiccups and sniff. Catty whined her name as she tries to comfort [Y/N] the best she could. 

Meanwhile with Steven. Steven stared at his PokeNav, which was beeping, signalling that his friend hang up on him. He frowned deeply as corncern and worry overtook his face, his fatigue long gone now. “What happened to you, [N/N]?” Steven whispered as he stuffed his PokeNav into his pockets and standing up. He grabbed his jacket from the rolling chair and put it on. The only thing in his mind is [Y/N].

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“[N/N]? Are you in there? It’s me, Steven! Open up!” 

[Y/N] groaned as she blocks out the noise, not wanting anyone in her apartment just yet. It seemed like [Y/N] fell asleep while crying. Steven, who was outside of her door, frowned when he didn't hear anyone inside the apartment. He's been here for quite a while now, constantly knocking and calling for her. One neighbor opened their door to see what was the noise all about, which Steven sheepishly explained. Steven tapped his foot repeatedly on the concrete floor beneath him while eyeing the door. "[N/N]! Open the door!" Steven called for the sixth time now, getting annoyed. 

When [Y/N] still didn't open her door, he sighed, bringing his hand to his forehead. "I'm so sorry, [N/N] for doing this but since your not opening your door.. I have no choice." Steven mumbled as he brought out a familiar looking red-and-white capsule from his pocket. He pressed the button on the middle and it became the size of a tennis ball. "Come on out, Metagross." Steven called as he threw the Pokeball upward and out came the familiar Steel-type Pokemon. It made a noise, similar to a wondering sound. Probably curious why its been let out. Steven smiled apologetically at it.

"Sorry to disturb you, Metagross. But do you mind using Psychic to open the door? [N/N]'s not answering the door, I'm afraid." Steven explained to the Steel-type Pokemon. "This is actually invasion of privacy but it must be done." Steven mentally gulped as Metagross obeyed Steven and started using Psychic on [Y/N]'s door. After a few minutes, it opened. This made Steven grin. He turned to Metagross. "Thank you very much, Metagross. Have some rest." After he said that, he returned Metagross to its Pokeball. Steven put the Pokeball back to his pocket as he entered [Y/N]'s apartment.

"[N/N]? Sorry to intrude but you weren't answering so I had Metagross to use Psychic on your door.. Hope you don't mind." "OF COURSE I WOULD MIND! THIS IS AN INVASION OF PRIVACY STEVEN!!" [Y/N] mentally screamed when she heard footsteps coming near. [Y/N] pretended to sleep as she felt Steven's gaze on her. Steven sighed as he ran his fingers through his hair. Steven stared at her sleeping face, now noticing dark bags under her eyes. He frowned at this as he crouch down to level her face. He lifts his hand to run his thumb underneath her eyes, which made her (accidentally) flinch. Steven quickly drew his hand, afraid that he might've woken her up. But he saw she's still sleeping, he sighed in relief, still not noticing that she's awake the entire time. 

Steven stared at her face with a deep thinking face as he watch her breath, not creepy at all (-_-). He sighed as he ran his hand over his hair once again before settling on the back of his neck. "Why did you react like that over the phone?" Steven mumbled, whether he's really asking her or talking to himself, [Y/N] doesn't know. She just remain sleeping. Catty woke up when Steven entered, she went away to give her master and Steven alone time (I swear Delcatty is more aware of their situation--). He took a deep breath. "Why did you react when I asked you about me liking someone?" 

[Y/N] was internally panicking in her mind, and trying to calm her still beating heart. BUT her nose pick up something that it made her sneeze. This made Steven jump in surprise, while [Y/N] is more embarrassed than ever. "WHY DID YOU BETRAY ME NOSE?! YOUR MY PARTNER! YOUR A PART OF ME FOR ARCEUS' SAKE!!" She then heard Steven chuckle. "Cute." Steven whispered, which made [Y/N] open her eyes. "What?"

Now this made Steven jump in surprise, he practically stood up while staring at [Y/N], with wide-eyed and mouth agape. "Y-Y-You're--?!" [Y/N] sweatdropped as she sheepishly laughed. She made a surprise motion with her hands. "Surprise!" She announced weakly. Steven stared at her before heating up. "D-Did you h-hear what I s-said?!" [Y/N] looks away, which is enough for Steven to realize that she was aWAKE THE ENTIRE TIME. "W-W-WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY ANYTHING?" Steven couldn't help screaming while asking, more embarrassed than her. [Y/N] sheepishly laughed. "I..."

Steven sighed as he took a deep breath, effectively calming himself down. He stared at [Y/N]'s [E/C] eyes before looking away. Both of them were covered in silence as neither talked, probably too embarrassed at this point. Steven broke the silence with a cough, whether to get her attention or clearing his throat, [Y/N] doesn't know. But it made her snap to the flustered Stone. She quirk her brow at his odd behavior, almost like a lovesick puppy.

"Y-You said over the phone that I should... be front about my feelings.. c-correct?" Steven nervously said as [Y/N] tilted her head before hesitantly nodding her head. Her mind conjuring all kind of scenarios, none of them with Steven returning her feelings though. He took a deep breath before weakly smiling at her. "T-Then.. would you like to b-be my date for the upcoming Champion's ball?" "Oh? Sureee.... wait... date?!" [Y/N] screamed the last part as Steven sheepishly nodded his head.

[Y/N] froze, blinking once, twice, thrice.. Before gasping, face overheating and staring at Steven with a shock expression on her face. This action made Steven think that she doesn't return his feelings, as he smiled sadly. "I-It's okay if you don't agree though.. I understand.." Steven trailed off while looking away from her. [Y/N] stared at him, her mind unable to understand his words yet. When her mind finally caught up, her eyes became blurry as tears started pouring out of them. 

Steven's head snapped to her when he heard her sniffle, only finding her in a crying mess. Did his confession be THAT bad?! Steven quickly went to her side and gather her form in his arms. He rubbed her back in a soothing matter as he comfort her. "Are you alright, [N/N]?" [Y/N] then started laughing in delight, which made Steven confused. "Actually, better question is, is your mind okay?" Steven rephrased, now fearing his friend's sanity. She shook her head as she drew back from Steven's warm hug. She has a big smile on her face and affection and adoration dancing in her eyes. Steven could feel his heart beating more rapidly than before, and feels his face heating up. "Of course I'll go with you to the ball, Steven." She laughed. This made Steven hug her with a huge smile also present in his face, laughing alongside her. "Oh Arceus! You don't know how my heart stopped at that moment." [Y/N] hugged him back as her laughter became giggles, before stopping entirely.

"I-I-I thought.. you liked.. May." [Y/N] asked, now remembering why she thought Steven didn't like her. Steven furrowed his brows. "May? She has a crush on Brendan though.." Steven stated, remembering the cheery brunette girl. [Y/N] was now embarrassed, not realizing that the cute brunette girl has a crush on the Gym Leader's son. "Ah.. is that so.." 

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"Who knew that this started with a crush.." [Y/N] laughed as she and Steven enjoyed the view from Mossdeep Space Station, watching a meteor shower together. It's been a 2 years since they've started dating, and became official. Now, [Y/N] was living with Steven in Mossdeep and Steven now being the Devon Corporations new president, after his father retired due to old age. Wallace managed to beat Steven, effectively gaining the title of the new Champion. Steven would admit that he was saddened at the fact that he wouldn't be a Champion anymore, but he was glad that Wallace beat him though. It means spending more time with his precious girlfriend. Steven laughed alongside [Y/N] as she cuddled beside him.

"We were like teenagers in love." Steven chuckled, [Y/N] laughed even more at what he said. After their laughter died down, plastered on their face was a content look with a smile. "Hey.. do you mind getting off me for a second?" [Y/N] pouted at this as she complied and move away from Steven. "I'm not heavy!" "Says who?" Steven snickered as [Y/N] hit his arm while glaring at him and huffing, returning her gaze at the sky. Now that she's distracted, Steven quickly grabs the velvet box from his coat. It's now or never after all..

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I know I havent posted in awhile, and I will catch you all up on my weekly polaroid progression shots but I've really been struggling this week and I need to get it out somewhere.

Yes. I am still pregnant. In 3 days I'll finally be 40 weeks. A milestone I never thought I'd get to because this entire pregnancy has been a rollercoaster of emotions, pain and endless struggles. I didnt want to be pregnant this long. At all. This is going to be long and there will be a lot of personal details, but I need to get it out. I'm tired of having all these thoughts with no outlet.

Since I was 16 years old I was convinced I would never be able to have a child. It was always a devastating thought until I got to the age of 22 when i finally kind of accepted the fact and was okay not becoming a mother. The one thing i wanted between those years, the one thing that broke my heart was I'd never be able to experience the feeling of being pregnant. That may seem silly because that's such a short period of time when it comes to being a mother. 9 months of growing a human compared to the years and years of seeing that person grow is so minuscule. But for some reason that was always what broke me most.

I was dating the same man that entire time. I was 16 when we first starting dating, and I'll be convinced till the day I die that he was my soulmate. He was my best friend over absolutely anything. I could be my totally authentic self with him. He knew how weird I was and stayed. He watched me drown myself in my depression and stayed. He saw me act like a child, like an adult, my worst and best moments. Experienced my grief and my biggest accomplishments and was always right there for me. Growing up with an alcoholic drug addict father I knew I needed a man that would never abandon his family for those things. He was the man I knew I never needed to worry about.

I never really noticed the abusive behavior. The mental torture, isolation, the control he held over me, how hard his harsh words would hit.. it never really crossed my mind because when the good times were good, they were great. When they were bad, I was convinced it was all on me. My depression was the controlling one. My insane mind was the problem. Never him. Then the alcohol started to take over. He consumed himself in it whenever he had the chance. His childhood was ruined by this substance just like mine was and he was slowly turning to it instead of working out his trauma that it caused. Hed increase the intake slowly but surely and when it got too much for me to handle I'd cry and beg that he stopped. Seeing how upset it made me the first few times hed stop or slow down. But it was never for long. Hed go a week and then once again it would slowly increase and the cycle would continue. After awhile, I was "crazy" and he was "just doing what everyone our age was doing". No one our age was drinking 6+ a night on week days and spending $200 at least per night on the weekends. By the time we hit 7 years it got to an all time low. April of 2019 I realized all of this wasnt okay any more. An old friend had walked into my life and for the first time in years I was treated like a human being with feelings. Real feelings that were valid. I was told and shown that I was no where near the same happy girl I once was. It was all over my face and in my body language that I was a totally different person and not in a good way. It was clear just by looking in my eyes that I was severely depressed. I was reassured that my decision to split to work on ourselves was indeed the best step forward I could have ever taken.

My boyfriend reluctantly agreed to end the relationship for the sake of bettering ourselves or else we'd never last as a long term couple. He stopped drinking. Wed still hangout but was met with an extreme depression on his end, begging for me to stay and help him through it as if I hadn't tried for years and years. I knew nothing I could do would make him change, it needed to be a decision he made for himself. He had ruined every part of my being and I needed to explore who I was as an individual. My old friend made me feel ways I hadn't in years and eventually I caved to my emotions and desperate need to feel wanted without the attachment and abusive behavior always on my shoulders. I wasnt with my ex, and I kept it from him. After a month I started to notice his changes but it wasnt enough. He still tried to keep me wrapped around his finger while questioning my every move. He was working on it though, and I was noticing the change, but I couldnt stop what I was doing.

After another month he found out. He was upset, naturally, but was still around. He still wanted to work on it. Then 3 days later I took my first pregnancy test. It was positive. I kept it to myself praying it was a fluke. I took 2 more the next day. It wasnt. I took one last one, called my doctor, then called him over. I told him, and it wasnt an ideal reaction. He was forcing an abortion on me. For someone who never thought they could get pregnant, to find out after years that it was indeed possible, I just couldnt. This was a miracle in my eyes. Once I told him I couldnt, giving him the option to sign off all his rights and to stay away if that's what he wanted, he accepted he was going to be a father. But he also disappeared. Just up and left, and I was met with the worst mental abuse he could ever dish out for weeks. I had never felt so low in my entire life. Being told our child is a mistake, how terrible of a person I was and how him not being around is totally and completely my fault. What i failed to mention is for the last 3 years of our relationship he would use snapchat to talk to girls behind my back. I'd check his phone after every fight and hed go out drinking, just to see up to 7 different girls names with a "sent" notification beside them. I'd delete them off his contacts, confront him, ect ect, but he never stopped. I was always ashamed I stayed with someone who could do this but my love for him was so blind and so strong.. I couldnt let go.

Whenever I would mention all the hurt he caused me, it never compared to me sleeping with someone else while we weren't even together. It was ALL. MY. FAULT. And he couldnt take even an ounce of responsibility for how he treated me and pushed me out of his arms. After 2 weeks of us knowing I'm pregnant, he started seeing someone else. He was drinking beyond what he ever was with me, and now he was with someone else. Some girl who was also fresh out of a long term relationship, totally okay with the fact he was to but also expecting a baby with. I shouldnt have been mad or upset, we weren't together, but it hurt. I wanted the man I thought I'd never have to worry about being a good dad to actually be here with me on this journey. But he wasnt. For the months to come he gave me promises that their relationship wasnt an offical thing and reassured me he doesnt think she'll be around long. I shouldnt give up hope on us. My hormonal, emotional self prayed that was true.. until they became official in September.

Once that happened, it was like a ghost town. I only saw him for the 3 ultrasounds we had to pay for. He never came to any doctors appointments, he didnt feel the baby move, nothing. The entire time blaming me for him not being around. I sat at home every day after long shifts at work knowing I'm all alone in this world, growing a baby, doing everything by myself while he lived his life with no responsibility, laying next to her every night. Every day my heart broke. Some days were better than others, but not a single day I didnt wish and pray that hed atleast be there for his child. I knew my feelings weren't relevant anymore, I just wanted my son to have a father. He needed to have a father. I wasnt going to let my kid go through life always wondering why he wasnt enough for him like I did. I still hurt for myself, but no where near as much as I hurt for my son. I was given empty promises from my ex, he said hed call every day so atleast if he didnt watch our baby grow inside of me, hed atleast know his voice when he finally arrives. But hed go days without calling, and it would somehow turn into my fault because I hurt him too much to call his son.

I've spent this entire pregnancy working on myself, on my mental health, researching how to be a mother, what I need to do and stay away from, how to cope with every type of situation that may arise. I've done nothing but work on growing myself to be the best person I could be for my son. He just stayed drinking away his problems, distracting himself in every type of way he could. Avoiding all responsibilities of becoming a father soon.

Fast forward to about a week ago, when a phone call got a little spicy heated between us and ended in me sending him some snapchats of myself by his request. I know I shouldnt have, he was with someone else, but I missed him and wanted one last feeling of being wanted by the man I always thought I'd marry. I did exactly what broke me the last 3 years of our relationship and I really didnt feel bad about it. For 2 days this continued until it just stopped and he got cold with me. Once again, I'm left broken hearted but this time, I know it's my own fault.

During the time before this, for months I highly considered giving my son my last name. It made sense. He wasnt reliable enough to even spend 30 seconds every day to call his son, how could I ever believe hed be there every day for him once he was born? It was logical. Everyone who knew our situation told me I should even before I brought up that being an option I was weighing in my mind.

A few days after our snapchatting stopped, I had to finally tell him. I couldnt bring myself to blindside him with something so serious. I should have, really, but I still hold his feelings deep in my heart, and I couldnt hurt the man I spent over 7 years with like this. So I told him. He broke. But not in any way I ever thought he would. He confessed how he still loved me, how everyone around him knows he still loves me, ending with how much this would break his heart, giving us no chance of ever being together again. We'd never be able to do things as a family, hed never look at me or our son again. It was, to say the least, extremely intense. But it also left me wondering if this was one of the many manipulative ways he knows to get what he wants. He always brought "us" up to get his way on things. It felt genuine, but I'm also extremely hormonal and yes I still love and miss him like crazy.

It's been a few days since then and theres been no word of any feelings since. Hes been cold and more distant and my heart is once again broken into a million pieces. Hes called a couple times but he still misses days. I was given the go ahead to try and self induce labour by my midwives so I have been. When he calls and asks what I did with my day, I'd tell him. Last night apparently I shouldnt have. I was met with anger because I should "leave him be, he'll come when hes ready" as if he knows any kind of physical pain I've been through these last few months.

These past 2 weeks alone I have felt nothing but pain. Between feeling my hips separating, my pelvic bones shifting and my son's head descending lower, constant back pain, not being able to walk properly, my kid sitting on nerves leaving my legs feeling paralyzed or sending shocks into my vagina. Not being able to sleep more than 2 hours at a time max, peeing every hour on the hour, his feet kicking my ribs so hard I curl over, getting his feet stuck under them as well. The pains are unimaginable as you can see, now mixed with all the emotional distress I've been under... you could imagine how I'm ready for this child to enter the world. But no.. I'm being selfish. He isnt ready. I'm fine to keep going. Because apparently my ex knows everything my body is enduring just to bring our child into this world. It broke my fucking heart last night when he yelled at me for it. Absolutely shattered it.

Which brings us to this picture. I couldnt sleep once again, and every time I woke up I was met with mind numbing depression and long crying spells. I feel more alone than ever. My 16-22 years of age is crying for me knowing this was all I ever wanted out of life and it has been constantly ruined and brought down by a man I never knew would act the way he has been. This pregnancy was so easy in almost every aspect compared to most women, I've been so so blessed to have such an easy time physically and yet I constantly feel as if he has ruined this experience for me. Sometimes the mental abuse from a man is worse than the physical. And he knew exactly how to ruin this all for his own selfish needs. I've spent all day today feeling ruined, beaten down, and just straight up depressed. I'm not ready to be a mother, infact I am absolutely scared shitless to be one. But I'm willing to go through being scared over all this physical pain I've been through that seems never ending. I'm ready to meet and love my little man. But once again I feel like I cant even be happy about it because of my ex.

I'm tired. I'm so so so tired of being so inlove with a man who has shown me time and time again he wont be the father I always knew he could be. My heart hurts so bad for my son every single day. And I'm just.... tired. Which is why I'm posting this picture along with my story. I know some women have it worse with their pregnancies and the fathers leaving. I know some men can be all of this plus physically abusive towards women. I know I dont have it the worst, but I'm trying. I need to for my son. I doubt this post will get very far, and I know a lot of judgment will come my way for it, but if my pregnancy journey can help even one woman not feel so alone, then I'm happy with sharing it.