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not a fully formed thought but iâve been thinking a lot about the dichotomy of mulder and scullyâs various roles, both professionally and characteristically, in the sense that mulder is a psychologist who interrogates minds and scully is a pathologist who interrogates bodies. but scully is presented as the more cerebral, the âbrainyâ one, the logical one; while mulder feels more visceral and physical and embodied. AND YET he is also more ephemeral, existing in a space of infinite possibility, while scully is much more grounded and of the world, reaching for the material and tangible, which the mind (not the brain but the mind, thought, consciousness, sense of self) is not. and thatâs not even getting into their disparate views on religion.
i just love the tension that exists both in each of them and between them, the contradiction and juxtaposition of body and mind, belief and skepticism, the many ways one can express and exercise faith. they are completely different and yet exactly the same, unquenchably curious and always looking for answers. their approaches are distinct (corporeal vs ethereal, in a way) but the goal is the same. perfect opposites indeed
#this is p surface level but i had to get it down and maybe i can think a little deeper on it when i have time#iâm not one for philosophy so i often feel iâm glancing off of much deeper methods of analysis lol#anyway i love them i love the juxtaposition i love the way they complement and reflect each other#at the end of the day the x files is about navigating what it means to be a human in the world which sounds basic as hell#but we all want to believe in things and we all want to find evidence to validate those beliefs and we all want meaning and purpose and to#feel like weâre doing something#and so we keep going and we keep looking and along the way maybe we learn that the meaning and purpose and the thing weâre meant to do#is love.#itâs all love.#the x files
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Going to put all this in its own post too by popular request: here's how you make your own website with no understanding of HTML code at all, no software, no backend, absolutely nothing but a text file and image files! First get website server space of your own, like at NEOCITIES. The free version has enough room to host a whole fan page, your art, a simple comic series, whatever! The link I've provided goes to a silly comic that will tell you how to save the page as an html file and make it into a page for your own site. The bare minimum of all you need to do with it is JUST THIS:
Change the titles, text, and image url's to whatever you want them to be, upload your image files and the html file together to your free website (or the same subfolder in that website), and now you have a webpage with those pictures on it. That's it!!!!! .....But if you want to change some more super basic things about it, here's additional tips from the same terrible little guy:
That last code by itself is: <meta HTTP-EQUIV="REFRESH" content="0; url=001.html"> Change "001.html" to wherever you want that link to take people. THIS IS THE REASON WHY when you go to bogleech.com/pokemon/ you are taken instantly to the newest Pokemon review, because the /pokemon/ directory of my website has an "index.html" page with this single line of code. Every pokemon review has its own permanent link, but I change that single line in the index file so it points to the newest page whenever I need it to! While I catered these instructions to updating a webcomic, you can use the same template to make blog type posts, articles or just image galleries. Anything you want! You can delete the navigational links entirely, you can make your site's index.html into a simple list of text links OR fun little image links to your different content, whatever! Your website can be nothing but a big ugly deep fried JPEG of goku with a recipe for potato salad on it, no other content ever, who cares! We did that kind of nonsense all the time in the 1990's and thought it was the pinnacle of comedy!! Maybe it still can be?!?! Or maybe you just want a place to put some artwork and thoughts of yours that doesn't come with the same baggage as big social media? Make a webpage this way and it will look the same in any browser, any operating system for years and years to come, because it's the same kind of basic raw code most of the internet depends upon!
#art#website#websites#resource#resources#webcomics#html#html css#css#neocities#webhosting#old internet#as soon as I drew this shitty scribble guy I uncontrollably interpreted him with Weird Al's voice if you wondered
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COCKY.

CHAPTER I
Bangchan x reader. (s,f)
Synopsis: As a researcher developing a specialized condom in extra large sizes, you never expected the companyâs product manager, Chris, to volunteer as a test subjectâlet alone for things to get this complicated. Balancing professionalism with undeniable chemistry, you must navigate a partnership thatâs strictly business⌠or so you keep telling yourself. (23,6k words)
Author's note: One order of extra large Chris is here. Hope you enjoy it and pls share what your thoughts on it after âĄ
Working at a company that specializes in sexual health products isnât exactly dinner table conversation, but itâs your jobâand you take it seriously. As one of the lead researchers in product development, youâve spent months working on a specialized condom for individuals with extra-large sizes. And now, itâs time to pitch it to the board.
You take a deep breath, tugging at the hem of your blazer before stepping into the conference room. A long, intimidating table stretches before you, lined with executives who look way too serious for a meeting about condoms. Behind you, the screen glows with the first slide of your presentation, the product name in bold letters.
"Good morning, everyone," you begin, keeping your voice as steady as possible. "Today, I'll be walking you through my research on a new condom designed specifically for those who find standard sizing... insufficient."
A few executives glance at each other. Some raise their brows, others nod with mild interest. You press on, clicking to the next slide. Graphs, charts, and anatomical studies fill the screen as you explain the glaring gap in the market and why this product is necessary.
"Our research shows a real demand for this," you continue. "Current options on the market are often too restrictive, uncomfortable, or prone to breakage. This design addresses those concerns by enhancing durability while maintaining a natural feel."
You move through the slides with confidence, breaking down the materials, elasticity testing, and the competition. But as you reach the last slide, you sense the shift in the room. Mr. Kim, the head of the board, leans forward, fingers steepled together.
"Your research is solid," he says. "The product has potential. But before we approve production, we need real-world testing."
You pause. "Of course. We're already in the process of recruiting participantsâ"
"Expedite it," another executive interrupts. "We need actual user data before we move forward. Bring us results, then weâll talk."
You nod, maintaining a professional expression, but frustration bubbles beneath the surface. Finding participants for something this specific isnât exactly a quick task. But without those test results, your project is stuck in limbo.
As the meeting wraps up and the executives file out, you exhale, already running through possible recruitment strategies in your head.
What you donât realize is that one of your participants might already be in the roomâwatching you with quiet interest.
-
Back in your lab, you slump into your chair with a sigh, letting your head fall back against the headrest. The sterile, fluorescent lights hum softly above you, a stark contrast to the high-stakes tension of the conference room. You kick off your heels, rolling your chair toward your desk just as the door swings open.
"So? How'd it go?" your friend and co-worker, Jane, saunters in, her lab coat barely hanging onto her shoulders.
"Ugh." You rub your temples. "It went as expected. They love the concept, but they wonât approve production unless I bring them real-world test results. And fast."
Jane lets out a low whistle as she strolls over to the shelves lined with various prototype models and sample products. Without hesitation, she picks up one of the dildosâone of the many you use for testing elasticity and fitâand spins it in her hand like a baton. "So basically, you need to find guys with huge dicks willing to help out?"
You groan, burying your face in your hands. "When you put it like that, it sounds ridiculous. But yes. And I havenât found a single participant yet. Screening takes time, and I donât have much of it."
Jane smirks, tapping the tip of the dildo against her palm. "Maybe you should try a more direct approach. Put up a âNow Hiring: Well-Endowed Menâ sign in the break room."
You shoot her a deadpan look. "Oh sure, thatâll go over great with HR."
She laughs, setting the dildo back with the others. "Iâm just saying, desperate times call for desperate measures. Youâre working against the clock, and if you donât find someone soon, all that research goes to waste."
You exhale, staring at the mess of paperwork and sample prototypes on your desk. You know sheâs right. You need a participantâfast.
Jane heads for the door but pauses before leaving, a mischievous glint in her eye. "Hey, maybe you should start looking for participants here in the office. You never know who might be hiding a big secret."
She winks before disappearing down the hallway, leaving you groaning into your hands.
What you donât know is that the solution to your problem is much closer than you think.
-
Lunch break couldnât have come at a better time. You needed to step away from your desk, from the research, from the stress of finding participants. But Janeâs words from earlier linger in your head, much to your dismay.
Because now, as you sit in the company cafeteria, sipping on your drink, you catch yourself doing something utterly mortifyingâunintentionally observing every single man who walks by. Or, more specifically, their crotches.
You arenât trying to. Really. But Jane had planted the thought, and now, your brain has decided to betray you. Your eyes flicker over a group of IT specialists at the salad bar. Then to the finance associate adjusting his belt. Then to one of the marketing interns stretching in line for coffee. You donât even realize youâre doing it until Jane elbows you with a wicked grin.
"Oh my God, youâre actually doing it," she laughs, nearly choking on her sandwich.
Your face heats instantly. "Iâm not! I meanânot intentionally. I was justâoh, shut up. Letâs go."
Jane, still giggling, follows you out of the cafeteria, coffee cups in hand. She chatters about some office gossip as you make your way back to your lab, but you barely register her words. You just need to get back to work and shake this subconscious habit before you embarrass yourself further. But the moment you step into the lab, all coherent thought screeches to a halt.
Because standing in the middle of your workspace, examining a row of sample products with a curious yet unreadable expression, is Chris.
His fingers hover over one of the prototype models, but when he notices you, he straightens and offers a polite smile. "Good afternoon," he greets. "I came to speak with you."
Jane arches a brow, glances between the two of you, then smirks. "Iâll leave you to it," she says before slipping out, leaving you alone with Chris.
You turn back to him, slightly puzzled. "How can I assist you?"
He hesitates for a moment before nodding toward your desk. "I would like a more detailed explanation regarding your productâits functionality and how far in development are you."
You blink, pleasantly surprised by his interest. "Of course." You proceed to outline the design, materials, and the challenges in securing participants.
Chris listens attentively, though his expression remains unreadable. He appears to be weighing something in his mind but ultimately checks the time and exhales. "I have a meeting to attend, but could you come by my office later? Around four?"
You nod, though curiosity lingers. "Certainly. May I ask what this pertains to?"
He offers a small smile. "Weâll discuss it then."
And with that, he heads out, leaving you wondering what exactly he has in mind.
-
Chris Bang is a name everyone in the company knows. As a product manager, heâs known for his reliability, innovative ideas, and ability to bring projects to life. Heâs respected, well-liked, and a natural leader. A social butterfly who effortlessly navigates through the office, friendly to everyone he meets.
You, on the other hand, have only ever interacted with him in passingâpolite nods, brief greetings when you cross paths in the hallway. So when you receive an invitation to meet him in his office, you canât help but wonder why he suddenly wants to talk to you.
A few minutes before four, you find yourself lingering outside Chrisâs office, nervously shifting on your feet. You check your watch, heart thumping. A little after four, Chris finally appears, offering an apologetic smile.
"My apologies for the delay," he says. "Please, come in."
You follow him inside, settling into the chair across from his desk as he takes his seat. He folds his hands on the desk, studying you for a moment before speaking. "Thank you for coming. I wanted to discuss something regarding your research."
You nod, trying to keep your curiosity at bay. "Of course. How can I assist you?"
Chris watches you carefully, his expression unreadable as he leans forward, resting his forearms on the desk. The slight shift in his posture draws your attentionâjust enough to make you hyper-aware of the space between you.
âWhat specific criteria are you looking for in a participant for your product test?â His voice is even, measured, but thereâs something in the way he asks that makes your breath hitch for just a second.
You clear your throat, straightening in your seat. âThe main requirement is that participants need to have a genital size above average.â
His lips quirk up slightly, though his expression remains composed. âAnd what qualifies as above average?â
Youâre certain he already knows the answer, but you respond anyway, keeping your tone professional. âAnything more than 5.5 inches when fully erect is considered above average.â
A beat of silence stretches between you. Chris doesnât say anything immediately, just sits there, tapping a finger lightly against the desk, his gaze flickering over you in a way that makes the air feel heavier.
Then, finally, he exhales, tilting his head slightly. âI may have a solution to your participant problem,â he says, his voice lower now. âI would like to volunteer.â
Your brain short-circuits for a second. âYou⌠what?â
âI want to be a participant.â
You blink, your mouth opening slightly before snapping shut. Your grip on your pen tightens as you try to process what he just said.
He nods. "I see potential in your product, and I believe in its success. More importantly, I want to contribute to the companyâs innovation."
You stare at him, still trying to wrap your head around it. "How exactly are you going to be a participant?"
Chris leans back slightly. "I ask that my involvement remains anonymous."
Your throat feels dry as you nod. "Alright. But how are we going to conduct the test if you want to remain anonymous?"
He watches you carefully before answering. "We can arrange to do it outside of the office, in secret."
Without another word, Chris pushes himself up from his chair and moves around the desk. He stops right in front of you, leaning against the edge of his desk, arms crossing over his chest as he watches you, waiting. And thatâs when it happens.
For the first time, you really look at himânot just as a well-respected product manager but as a man. The sharp cut of his jaw, the slight crease between his brows, the way his fitted white dress shirt does absolutely nothing to hide the definition underneath. How had you never noticed before?
Your eyes trail lower before you can stop yourself, a fleeting glanceâuntil you realize exactly where youâre looking. The bulge against his dark slacks.
Heat floods your face as you snap your gaze back up, praying he didnât catch that momentary lapse in professionalism.
Chris doesnât comment on it, but thereâs something almost amused in the way he tilts his head. He extends a hand toward you, expectant.
âSo? Do you agree to this arrangement?â he prompts.
âYes,â you regret for answering too quickly, making you sound way too eager. When in fact, you're just glad to finally solve the problem but also, yeah, okay, you canât lie, you're a bit curious about something, about Chris.
Your fingers wrap around his, and as you shake hands, you feel it. The shift. The undercurrent of something you canât quite name just yet.
-
The next day, work starts as usual. You and Jane are in your lab, reviewing reports and planning your next steps. This time, sheâs not interrogating you about Chrisâat least, not yet. Instead, sheâs too busy grumbling about her own research troubles.
âI swear, if I have to go through one more round of reformulations, Iâm going to lose my mind,â she complains, tapping her pen against the table. âAnd to make matters worse, the participant who had the reaction was the best one in the trial. Great responses, perfect for data analysis, and now sheâs out.â She rubs her forehead. âI need to find a replacement ASAP, or the timelineâs screwed.â
Hearing that, you canât help but think about your own situation. At least Jane had a participantâeven if it went south. Meanwhile, you were stuckâuntil yesterday.
Your thoughts drift back to Chris. To the conversation in his office. To the way he leaned against his desk, arms crossed, waiting for you to respond to his offer. To the handshake that sealed the agreement, his grip firm and unwavering.
To the fact that you somehow, in the middle of all that, had managed to glance downâ
Nope. Not going there.
âHey!â Janeâs voice snaps you out of it. You blink at her.
âWhatâs with that face?â she asks, squinting at you suspiciously.
âWhat face?â
âThe one that says you were just thinking about something you donât want to admit.â
Damn it. You shake your head quickly. âNothing. Just work.â
Jane narrows her eyes. Then, suddenly, her gaze flicks past youâto the glass window overlooking the lab.
âOh,â she whispers. âOh.â
Your stomach drops. You donât even have to look to know whatâor rather, whoâsheâs seeing. Still, against your better judgment, you glance up.
There he is. Chris is standing outside, observing another team of researchers working on their project. His hands are in his pockets, head tilted slightly as he listens to someone explaining something.
Jane lets out a low whistle. âWell, hello, product manager Bang.â
You close your eyes briefly. âJane. No.â
Jane ignores you. âYou know, I never really paid attention before, but now that Iâm looking at him properly⌠Damn. Youâve been sitting on gold this whole time, and you didnât even realize it.â
âI am not sitting on anything,â you hiss, horrified.
Jane grins, enjoying this far too much. âNot yet.â
You gape at her. âStop.â
But your attention betrays you because the longer Chris stands there, the harder it is to ignore the way he looks. The rolled-up sleeves. The way his dress shirt fits just right. The way he listens so intently, brows furrowed in concentration.
Jane leans in, voice barely above a whisper. âYou have to wonder, though⌠With a body like that, what else do you think heâs got going on under there?â
You suck in a breath, scandalized. âJane.â
She smirks. âI mean, you would know better than me now, wouldnât you?â
You nearly choke on air. âIâexcuse me?â
Jane just winks. âJust saying. Youâre in charge of a very⌠specific study. And heâs very⌠qualified.â
You donât even get the chance to respond because, at that exact moment, Chris shiftsâand his gaze lands directly on you. Your heart stops. For a second, neither of you moves.
Then, as if sensing the sheer panic flooding your system, Jane casually takes a step back and hums. âWelp, have fun processing that. Iâll let you get back to work.â
And with that, she strolls away, leaving you to deal with the mess she just made in your brain. The worst part? Youâre not sure youâll ever be able to look at Chris the same way again.
Especially when, minutes later, Chris finishes his observation and starts walking past your lab.
Your body tenses as he nears the doorway, but when he glances in and sees you, his expression remains calmâpleasant, even.
âGood morning,â he says, voice as smooth as ever.
âGood morning,â you manage to reply, keeping your tone neutral.
He offers a brief nod before continuing down the hall, leaving you exhaling a breath you hadnât realized you were holding.
But just as you think the encounter is over, your phone buzzes. You glance down, unlocking it. A new message. From Chris.
Meet me tonight. Hotel Mira. 8 PM.
Thereâs no explanation. No context. Just the time. The place. And the undeniable fact that your life is about to get a whole lot more interesting.
-
The sun is beginning to set, casting a dim orange glow through the windows. Most of the other researchers have already packed up and left, giving you just the moment of solitude you need.
With one last glance around, you reach for the shelf where your prototype samples are stored. Your fingers hover for a second before you carefully pick up a small box of the condomsâthe very ones youâre supposed to be testing.
You hesitate only for a moment before swiftly slipping the box into your bag, ensuring it's hidden beneath your notebook and other miscellaneous items. Your pulse quickens. Itâs not like youâre doing something wrong, but if Jane seesâŚ
Yeah. Youâd have a lot of explaining to do. You zip up your bag, moving as casually as possible, just in caseâ
âHey.â
You nearly jump out of your skin. Snapping your head up, you see Jane standing in the doorway, arms crossed, one brow raised.
Your heart pounds as you quickly compose yourself, forcing your shoulders to relax. âJesus, Jane. Donât sneak up on people like that.â
She shrugs, stepping into the lab. âDidnât know I had to make an announcement before entering.â She leans lazily against the doorframe, completely unaware of the miniature panic attack she just induced. âAnyway, my carâs still in the shop. Can you give me a ride to the station?â
You blink, still recovering. âThe station?â
âYeah. You know, where trains exist.â She gives you a look. âItâs in the same direction as your place, isnât it?â
Your fingers tighten around your bag strap. The station. Which just so happens to be on the way to Hotel Mira.
You nod, keeping your voice neutral. âYeah, sure.â
âGreat. Let me grab my stuff, and we can head out.â
Jane disappears for a moment, giving you time to let out a slow breath. That was way too close.
-
The drive to the hotel feels longer than it should, your mind running in circles despite the fact that this is nothing more than a professional meeting. A business matter. An agreement you both shook hands on.
And yet, as you pull into the parking lot and step out of your car, thereâs an uneasy flutter in your stomach that you canât quite suppress.
Inside, the hotel lobby is polished and pristine, dimly lit with a warm, intimate glow. You walk past the front desk without sparing a glance, heading straight toward the restrooms.
Once inside, you take a moment to steady yourself. You set your bag down, gripping the edge of the sink as you look at your reflection. Your face betrays you. You donât look like someone heading into a purely professional meeting. You look⌠nervous. Almost likeâ
No. You shake your head, breaking the thought before it can go any further. With a quick breath, you smooth out the creases in your shirt, adjust your hair, and dab a cool drop of water against the back of your neck. You look fine. Presentable. Professional.
And then, without giving yourself any more time to overthink, you grab your bag and leave the restroom.
The elevator ride is quiet, save for the low hum of the machinery as you ascend. The numbers above the doors blink steadilyâsix, seven, eightâeach one making your pulse tick higher. By the time you reach the tenth floor, your grip on your bag is tight.
Room 1003.
You walk down the hallway, the carpet swallowing the sound of your footsteps. The walls are lined with identical doors, each one leading to a private, undisclosed space. Your destination is at the end of the hall.
You stop in front of it. For a moment, you just stand there. The number on the door gleams under the soft glow of the overhead light. 1003. The right room. The right place.
Then, shifting your bag in front of you, you lift a handâ
And knock. A pause. Silence. Then, the sound of movement from the other side. A slow, deliberate click of the lock and then the door begins to open.
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The door clicks open, and you swear your heart stumbles over itself. Chris stands before you, his usual professional image softened by the undone top buttons of his shirt and the sleeves casually rolled up to his elbows. He looks relaxedâtoo relaxed. And that only makes your nerves spike even more.
âCome in,â he says, stepping aside.
You force yourself to move, slipping past him and into the room. Itâs a standard hotel suite, sleek and modern, but your attention flickers to the small bar cart near the TV. Chris follows your gaze.
âWould you like a drink?â he asks, walking toward it without waiting for an answer.
You shake your head, gripping your bag a little tighter. âIâm good. Iâd rather get started with the test.â
Chris chuckles, glancing at you over his shoulder. âYouâre all business, huh?â He picks up a bottle of whiskey, pouring himself a small amount before holding up another glass. âCome on, just one drink. Weâre going to be working closely together. Shouldnât we at least loosen up a little?â
You hesitate, knowing this isnât what you came here for. But the way heâs looking at youâwarm, patient, but with an undeniable sense of controlâmakes you cave just a little. You sigh, finally moving toward the sofa. âFine. Just one drink.â
Chris smiles, a pleased glint in his eyes as he pours your drink. You watch him quietly, noticing how different he seems outside the office. The polished product manager is still there, but here, in this dimly lit hotel room, he seems more at ease, more himself. He hands you the glass, his fingers grazing yours for the briefest second. You swallow before raising it slightly.
âTo⌠professional courtesy?â you say, trying to keep this neutral.
Chris chuckles again, lifting his own glass. âTo a successful product test.â
You clink glasses and take a sip, the burn of the alcohol trailing down your throat. Youâre not sure if itâs the drink or something else entirely, but suddenly, you feel a little hot.
You set your glass down on the table after a single sip, straightening in your seat as you slip back into work mode. Clearing your throat, you open your bag and take out your notebook. âAlright. Before we begin, I need to outline the process.â
Chris raises an amused brow, swirling the liquid in his glass. âGo on.â
You nod, focusing on your notes. âThe test requires me to take measurementsâboth in a flaccid and an erect state. This includes length, girth, and width to ensure the condomâs fit and elasticity.â
You glance up, expecting him to react professionally. Instead, Chris chuckles under his breath, shaking his head. You frown. âWhat?â
He smirks, taking a slow sip of his drink before meeting your eyes. âYouâre so serious about this.â
Your lips part slightly, caught off guard by the comment. âWell⌠it is a serious matter. This is research.â
Chris hums as if considering your words. Then, with a teasing lilt, he tilts his head. âOr are you just impatient to see me naked?â
Your body locks up. âWhatâ? No! Thatâs notââ
But Chris only chuckles, leaning back against the sofa, clearly enjoying your reaction. âRelax. Iâm just messing with you.â
You exhale sharply, feeling warmth creep up your neck. Without thinking, you grab your glass and take another sip, hoping the drink will calm the sudden fluster in your system.
Chris watches you with a knowing glint in his eyes, then lifts his own glass. âAlright. Once we finish these, weâll start.â
You nod, trying not to overthink how nonchalant he is about all of this while youâre barely holding it together. This is just research. Just a product test. You tell yourself.
A few more sips and the glasses are emptied, the clink of crystal against the table sounding much louder in the quiet room.
Chris exhales, setting his drink down with ease before rising to his feet. Without thinking, you follow suit, standing just as he doesâan instinctive reaction, though youâre not sure why.
The two of you find yourselves facing each other, the space between you charged with something unspoken. His gaze holds yours, steady and unreadable, and you realize youâre gripping the edge of your notebook a little too tightly.
The silence stretches just long enough to make your pulse tick faster. Then, Chris breaks it with a low, amused murmur. âSo⌠should we get started?â
His voice is smooth, casual, but the weight of the moment makes it feel heavier than it should.
You swallow, forcing a nod. âY-Yes. We should.â
But your feet stay rooted in place and Chris notices. The corner of his mouth twitchesâsomething between a smirk and a knowing smile. He tilts his head slightly, eyes never leaving yours.
For a moment, you wonder if heâs waiting for you to make the next move. Or if heâs simply enjoying watching you hesitate. Either way, you need to snap out of it.
Clearing your throat, you tighten your grip on your notes and take a steadying breath. âLetâs begin.â
Chris hums in agreement, but thereâs something unreadable in his gaze as he finally moves. And suddenly, it feels as if the real test is not just the one you came here forâbut something else entirely.
He moves first, unbuttoning the remaining buttons of his shirt with practiced ease. The fabric slips from his shoulders, revealing toned muscles beneathâbroad chest, defined abs, and a confidence that makes the entire act seem effortless.
You keep your expression neutral, or at least you try to. âThis is strictly professional,â you remind yourself silently.
Chris glances at you, catching the way your gaze flickers before you quickly refocus on your notes. âDo you need me to undress completely?â he asks, his tone smooth, almost teasing.
You press your lips together before answering. âFor accurate measurement, I need access to the necessary area. So⌠yes.â
He chuckles, a deep, warm sound. âStraight to the point.â
You donât respond, instead focusing on preparing the measuring tape and recording sheet. Anything to keep yourself occupied while he finishes undressing.
A moment later, you hear the rustle of fabric, the sound of a belt unfastening, the subtle shift of movement. You donât look up until Chris speaks again.
âIâm ready when you are.â
When you finally lift your gaze, your breath catches for a fraction of a second. You do your best to maintain your professionalismâbut the moment you see it, all thoughts momentarily leave your head.
Chris stands before you, bare from the waist down, his body relaxed yet radiating a quiet confidence. He doesnât shy away, doesnât fidgetâhe simply waits, watching for your reaction.
You knew he had to be on the larger side to even qualify for the study, but seeing it in person is something else entirely. Bigger than you expected. Definitely bigger than you imagined.
You barely catch yourself before audibly reacting, but your throat betrays you as you swallow air, a reflex you hope he doesnât notice.
Chris, of course, notices everything. A slow smirk tugs at his lips. âSomething wrong?â
You snap out of it, quickly shaking your head as you reach for your measuring tape, trying to ignore the sudden warmth creeping up your neck. âNo, nothing at all. Letâs just get this done.â
Chris chuckles, but thankfully doesnât press further. For now. You quickly move to retrieve a pair of latex gloves from your bag, slipping them on with practiced precision.
Chris raises an amused eyebrow. âYou really came prepared, huh?â
You shoot him a pointed look. âOf course. This is an official product test.â
His lips twitch in amusement as he peeks into your open bag, catching a glimpse of all the testing materials. âWhat else do you have in there? A microscope? A lie detector?â
You ignore his teasing and pull out the measuring tape, standing straighter to compose yourself. âAlright. Letâs begin with the flaccid measurement.â
Chris doesnât move, doesnât make it easier for you. Instead, he watchesâpatient, unreadableâas you kneel slightly, positioning the measuring tape against him.
Your fingers brush against his skin through the latex, and you swear you feel the slightest twitch beneath your touch. You pretend not to notice. But Chris does.
And as the test continues, you realize that maintaining professionalism might be the hardest part of all.
You keep your focus steady, guiding the measuring tape along the length of Chrisâs flaccid state. Your gloved fingers work efficiently, noting the exact numbers as you move on to measure his girth, wrapping the tape around the thickest part before finally noting the width calculation.
Chris watches you work, amusement flickering in his eyes. âHow do you measure width, exactly?â
You donât hesitate as you jot down the numbers. âYou divide the girth by 3.14.â
Chris lets out a short laugh. âHuh. I used to think I wouldnât need math in real life.â
You smirk, a little too focused on your notes when you reply, âWell, hereâs a practical use of Pi for you.â
His chuckle is warm, and you donât notice how his eyes linger on you as you make quick calculations in your notebook.
Once youâre done, you lift your head, meeting his gaze. âAlright, now I need to measureââ You stop mid-sentence as realization sets in. His fully erect size.
The complications of that request hit you all at once. Chris raises an eyebrow, clearly catching your hesitation. And for the first time, youâre at a complete loss for words.
You clear your throat, willing yourself to sound casual. âI need to take your measurements when youâre fully erect.â
Chris tilts his head slightly, studying you with quiet amusement. âAnd do you have any idea how to get me there?â
You keep your expression neutral. âYou can look at pornographic images or watch an adult film. That should help.â
At that, Chris grins, a small chuckle escaping him. He shakes his head, clearly entertained by your clinical suggestion. âThatâs one way,â he muses. âBut I have a better idea.â
You donât like the way his eyes darken ever so slightly, the playful glint in them laced with something else. You try to stay calm, but your fingers tighten around your measuring tape. âAnd⌠whatâs that?â
He stalls, watching you carefully before answering. âYou can help me with it.â
Chris must notice your reaction because he quickly adds, âI wonât touch you unless you give me permission.â His voice is smooth, patient, almost reassuringâbut his gaze stays locked onto yours, watching your every move.
You know heâs waiting for a response but all you can think about is the weight of his words. And the heat in the way heâs looking at you. You take a steadying breath before nodding. âOkay.â
Chrisâs eyes flicker with something unreadable before he speaks again, his voice firm yet gentle. âIf anything makes you uncomfortable, tell me to stop.â
You nod again, not trusting your voice. He takes that as his cue, stepping closer. You hold your ground, determined to remain professional, but the moment he stops in front of youâso close that your bodies are only inches apartâyou feel the heat radiating from him. And then, when you think this is where heâll stop, he takes another step forward.
Your pulse quickens as the space between you disappears. He doesnât touch youânot yetâbut his presence alone is overwhelming. He tilts his head slightly, his mouth hovering near your neck, close enough that you can feel the warmth of his breath against your skin.
Chris stays there, simply breathing you in, dragging out the tension until your mind starts to blur. Then, in a low, hushed voice, he asks, âCan I hold you?â
You look at him, startled by the rawness of his request. His gaze meets yours, unwavering, intense. âI just need to hold you,â he murmurs, his voice barely above a whisper.
Something about the way he says itâlike heâs asking for permission but also making a promiseâmakes you nod before you can second-guess yourself.
Chris doesnât waste time. He closes the remaining distance, his arms slipping around your waist, drawing you fully against him. The contact is intoxicating. His body is warm and solid, firm in all the right places, and you feel every inch of it pressing against you.
His breath is hot against your skin as he buries his head in the crook of your neck. The tip of his nose brushes against you, and then, slowly, his mouth follows, dragging lightly across your skin.
âYou smell good,â he whispers, his voice deep, laced with something that sends shivers down your spine.
You could say the same about him. His cologne, a mix of something woodsy and subtly sweet, blends with his natural scent in a way that makes your head spin.
Heâs not even doing anythingâhis hands remain on the small of your back, respectful, unmovingâyet the moment feels unbearably intimate. Dangerously intimate. And the worst part? It feels good. Too good.
Chris lets out a soft, teasing hum. âYou know, I donât bite.â His voice is low, velvety. âYou can put your hands on me if you want.â
You scoff, rolling your eyes even as you keep your hands hovering near his shoulders. âI donât want to.â
He chuckles, a knowing sound. âMmm. Sure.â
And yet, as if magnetized, your hands eventually land on him. First, just your fingertips brushing against the fabric of his shirt, then your palms pressing gently against his broad shoulders. Heâs solid beneath your touch, his warmth seeping through his shirt and into your skin.
Chris stays buried in your neck, breathing you in, his chest rising and falling against yours. Then, just as your heartbeat starts to slow, he leans in further, pressing his mouth to your ear.
His next words are a whisper. âEven if I did biteâŚâ He pauses, his voice dipping lower, his lips brushing the shell of your ear. âI think youâd like it.â
You keep your head turned away, refusing to acknowledge the way his voice alone sends heat curling through your stomach.
Chris chuckles, the sound deep and rich, vibrating against your skin. Youâre not sure if itâs the heat of his body or your own rising temperature, but you feel warm all over. Your first instinct is to get a space so you can cool down.
Sensing you about to pull away, he tightens his arms around your waist, keeping you close. He lifts his head just slightly, his face now barely an inch from yours. His eyes are dark, lidded, fixed on you. âJust five more minutes,â he murmurs, almost pleading.
Your breath catches. âFive minutes,â you warn.
Chris smirks before dropping his head back against your neck, exhaling deeply as if settling in. This time, he draws you even closer, molding your body against his. His fingers press lightly into your lower back, holding you there as he murmurs, âI like the way you feel against me.â
You donât respond. You canât. Then, his head tilts slightly, his lips grazing the column of your throat as he speaks again. âSo soft,â he whispers. âSo warm.â
You feel his head shift, his mouth now pressing against the curve of your jaw. His voice is barely a breath. âI was right,â he murmurs almost to himself. âYour body fits me just right.â
Your eyes meet his, and for a long second, neither of you moves. His gaze flickers downâto your lips. Your breath hitches, and he looks back into your eyes again. Slowly, deliberately, he leans in.
And without thinking, you close your eyes. Your instincts pulling you deeper into the moment but your body refuses to cooperate. You shift slightly on your feet and thatâs when you feel it. Something firm presses against your thigh. Your eyes snap open.
Reflexively, you break away from his hold, your hands flying up as you step back. Your gaze darts downward before you can stop yourself. And there it is. His erection. Hard, prominent, taunting you with its size.
Your eyes widen, and the moment you realize youâve been staring, you jerk your head away, heat burning up your face.
Chris exhales, his tongue swiping over his lower lip as he watches you, amusement flickering in his gaze.
You clear your throat, voice pitched slightly higher than usual. âItâs time for the measurements.â
For a split second, Chris looks almost⌠disappointed. But then he lets out a soft chuckle, shaking his head as he glances down at himself.
âWell,â he muses, smirking. âGuess Iâm ready.â
You take a steadying breath, willing yourself to focus as you retrieve your measuring tape. Slipping back into professionalism, you kneel slightly to get a better angle, careful not to react to the sheer size of what you're working with.
Chris watches you with a smirk, his arms resting loosely at his sides. As you wrap the tape around him, he hums. âAre you always this serious?â
You glance up at him, momentarily thrown by the question. His eyes are amused, but thereâs something else thereâsomething unreadable.
âIâm working,â you say simply, jotting down the measurement in your notebook.
Chris tilts his head, watching you intently. âStill. You didnât even flinch.â His smirk widens. âIâm kind of impressed.â
You roll your eyes, shifting to take the next measurement. âYouâre not the first participant Iâve worked with.â
He chuckles at that, his voice dropping slightly. âSomehow, that doesnât make me feel any better.â
Chris lets out a deep chuckle, shifting slightly under your touch. âSo, youâre saying you do this often?â His voice is laced with playful curiosity.
You donât look up, keeping your focus on writing down the numbers. âItâs my job.â
He hums. âRight. Your job.â Thereâs a pause, then a teasing edge creeps into his tone. âDo all your test subjects get this kind of personal attention?â
You snap your head up, eyes narrowing at the smirk tugging at his lips. âIâm just being thorough.â
Chris bites back a grin, looking entirely too entertained by your reaction. âThorough, huh? Should I be flattered?â
You scoff, rolling your eyes as you reach for your measuring tape again. âYou should be cooperative.â
âOh, I am,â he says smoothly. âBut I have to admit, itâs kind of nice seeing you flustered.â
You pause for half a secondâjust enough for him to catch itâbefore quickly resuming your work. âIâm not flustered,â you mutter.
Chris chuckles again, low and knowing. âRight.â He shifts his weight slightly, and your fingers brush against his skin, making you tense. âYou sure you donât need to double-check any of those numbers? You know⌠just to be extra thorough?â
You shoot him a glare, but he just grins down at you, completely unbothered. You reach into your bag, pulling out one of the prototype condom packs. You hold it out to him, keeping your expression neutral. âHere. Try it on so I can check the fit.â
Chris takes the pack from your hand but doesnât move to open it. Instead, he watches you with an amused glint in his eyes. âYou knowâŚâ He tears the wrapper slowly, his fingers deliberately smooth over the material. âSince youâre the expert, shouldnât you be the one putting it on?â
Your breath catches, and you quickly shake your head, keeping your voice steady. âI think you can manage.â
Chris lets out a low chuckle, tilting his head slightly. âOh, I can. But wouldnât it be more accurate if you did it? I mean, this is all in the name of research, right?â His tone is teasing, but thereâs a challenge in his gaze, waiting to see how youâll react.
You cross your arms. âAre you serious right now?â
He grins. âCompletely.â
You exhale sharply, ignoring the heat creeping up your neck. âYouâre perfectly capable of doing it yourself.â
Chris sighs dramatically, shaking his head. âFine, fine.â He slides the condom out of the wrapper, still smirking. âBut I have a feeling youâd do a much better job.â
You roll your eyes, refusing to give him the satisfaction of a reaction. âJust put it on, please?â
He chuckles again, finally following your instruction. But the way he keeps looking at youâas if heâs enjoying every second of your flustered stateâtells you this wonât be the last time he teases you like this.
You take a step closer, eyes focused as you observe how the condom fits around him. Your fingers hover near, but you refrain from touching, keeping your professionalism intact.
âHow does it feel?â you ask, glancing up at him.
Chris exhales slowly, rolling his hips slightly as if adjusting to the fit. âHonestly?â He looks down at himself. âItâs a little too tight.â
You immediately jot that down in your notebook. âToo tightâŚâ you murmur, pen scratching against the paper.
âAnd I think itâs too short for my length,â he adds, pulling at the base slightly as if to emphasize his point.
Your eyes widen slightly before you catch yourself. You write it down quickly, nodding. âAlright, noted.â
Chris tilts his head, watching you with interest. âAre you sure you brought the right size?â
You donât even look up as you answer, still focused on your notes. âYes, these prototypes are all specifically made for extra-large sizes.â
Without thinking, you blurt out, âItâs your penis thatâs too big.â
The moment the words leave your mouth, you freeze.
Chris blinks. Then, slowly, a smirk curls on his lips. âOh?â He leans in slightly, his voice dropping into something more amusedâalmost smug. âSo youâre saying Iâm too big?â
You clutch your notebook a little tighter, willing yourself to keep your composure. âScientifically speaking,â you emphasize, clearing your throat, âit exceeds the parameters we accounted for in development.â
Chris chuckles, shaking his head. âSure, letâs call it that.â
You take a step back, regaining your composure as you focus on the real reason you're here. Flipping to a fresh page in your notebook, you clear your throat. "How does the material feel?" you ask, keeping your tone professional.
He glances down at himself, rolling his hips slightly as if assessing the sensation. He hums, thoughtful. "Itâs⌠okay. Smooth, but a little tighter than Iâd like. It doesnât feel uncomfortable, just a bit restrictive."
You jot that down quickly. "Restrictive how? Like itâs compressing too much or just not flexible enough?"
Chris watches you with a smirk. "Look at you, so serious about this."
You shoot him a pointed look. "Just answer the question. Please."
He chuckles, but obliges. "Iâd say both. The stretch is good, but itâs still a little snug, especially at the base. If I were to wear this for a long time, it might get uncomfortable."
You nod, scribbling notes. "Noted. What about sensitivity? Can you still feel everything, or does it dull the sensation?"
Chris leans in slightly, and you catch the glint in his eye before he speaks. "I can definitely still feel things. Though, if you really want an accurate answer, Iâd have toâ"
"Don't even finish that sentence," you interrupt, already knowing where heâs going with it.
Chris bursts out laughing, hands raised in surrender. "Alright, alright. Just saying, full functionality testing might be necessary."
You shake your head, exhaling sharply. "Noted," you say dryly, though you donât actually write that one down.
Chris watches you with amusement before tilting his head. "So, what now?"
You glance at himâmore specifically, at his still-erect situationâand then back at your notes. "Weâll discuss material modifications later." You pause, shifting on your feet. "But first⌠you should take that off."
Chrisâs grin returns, playful and teasing. "You might want to turn around for this."
Rolling your eyes, you turn away just as you hear him peel the condom off while you put everything back into your bag.
A moment later, Chris has already discarded the condom and pulled his slacks back on, though his shirt remains unbuttoned at the top, his sleeves still rolled up. He leans against the desk, arms crossed, watching you with that ever-present smirk.
"So," he says, drawing out the word. "Whatâs the verdict, Doc?"
You ignore his teasing tone and glance down at your notes. "The material needs improvementâmore elasticity without sacrificing durability. The length also needs to be adjusted for better coverage. And the base should have a slightly looser fit to prevent discomfort over time."
Chris nods along, but you can tell heâs only half-listening. "So, in short, you need to make a custom size just for me."
You look up at him, unimpressed. "You're not the only man with this issue."
He grins. "No, but I bet Iâm the first one to have you personally taking notes on it."
Your mouth opens, then closes. Heâs not wrong, but you refuse to let him have the satisfaction of seeing you flustered. "I appreciate your participation in this test. It was helpful."
Chrisâs grin softens into something more genuine. "Iâm glad. I mean it. I know this is important to you."
The sincerity catches you off guard. You hesitate, then nod. "It is."
A beat of silence stretches between you, the air oddly charged. Then Chris claps his hands together. "Well, Iâd say that wraps up our very professional, totally scientific evening."
You huff a small laugh despite yourself. "Sure."
Chris pushes off the desk and steps closer, his voice lowering. "And Iâm assuming this stays between us?"
You meet his gaze. "Obviously."
"Good," he murmurs, his eyes flicking down to your lips for half a second before he steps back.
As you gather your things, Chris watches you with a lazy smirk, his hands casually tucked into his pockets. Just as you reach for the doorknob, he speaks up.
"You sure you donât want another drink before you go?" His voice is smooth, almost coaxing. "I still have some left."
You glance back at him, shaking your head. "No, thanks. I have work tomorrow."
Chris tilts his head, amusement flickering in his eyes. "So do I."
"Exactly my point," you say, giving him a pointed look.
He chuckles, then raises his hands in surrender. "Alright. No more drinks. Just thought Iâd offer."
You nod, gripping the strap of your bag. "I appreciate it."
Chris takes a slow step closer, his smirk softening into something unreadable. "Well then," he murmurs, "I guess Iâll see you at work."
You clear your throat, clutching your bag. "Yeah. See you."
And with that, you turn and walk out of the hotel room, acutely aware of his eyes on you the entire way.
-
The next morning, you arrive at the lab early, hoping to get a head start on your request for adjustments to the condom's materials and dimensions. Youâre deep in thought, typing notes on your computer when Jane suddenly appears beside you, peering at your screen.
Her eyes narrow. "Whatâs this?"
You nearly jump out of your seat. "Jesus, Jane! Stop sneaking up on me like that!"
Jane ignores your reaction, leaning in closer to read. Her eyebrows lift as she scans the document. "Wait a minute... requests for material flexibility? Increased length and width?" She crosses her arms and looks at you, her lips curling into a knowing smirk. "Oh-ho. This is interesting."
You immediately close the document. "Itâs nothing."
"Nothing?" Jane repeats, her smirk growing. "Sounds like the test subject was huge if you need to adjust everything."
You keep your face neutral. "Itâs just data. The prototype wasnât a perfect fit, so I have to make changes."
"Uh-huh," Jane says, tilting her head. "So? Who was it?"
"What?"
"Who was the guy?" She wiggles her eyebrows. "And donât even try lying because I know you had a test subject last night."
You grab a random file from your desk, flipping through it as a distraction. "Confidential."
Jane groans dramatically. "Oh, come on! Throw me a bone here. Was he at least good-looking?"
You sigh, exasperated. "Itâs not about that."
"But it is, isn't it?" Jane leans closer, eyes sparkling with mischief. "You had to see everything, didnât you?"
You press your lips into a thin line, refusing to indulge her.
Jane gasps, then grins. "Oh my God. You totally did."
"I work in research, Jane. Itâs part of my job."
She hums, clearly not buying it. "And yet, you're being all weird about it."
You shake your head, pretending to focus on your paperwork. "Just drop it."
Jane taps her chin, pretending to think. "Fine. I wonât ask any more questions." She pauses, then adds, "For now."
After lunch, the two of you step out onto the balcony before heading back to the lab. Jane lights a cigarette, taking a slow drag, while you sip on your iced coffee, letting the coolness settle in your throat. The sun is high, casting a warm glow over the city skyline, but thereâs a nice breeze that makes it bearable.
âMan, I needed this,â Jane sighs, exhaling a stream of smoke. âI swear, if I have to deal with one more report about allergic reactions, Iâm going to start developing a whole new drugâone for my patience.â
You chuckle, taking another sip of your coffee. âMaybe thatâs the next project you should pitch.â
Jane hums in amusement, but her attention shifts suddenly. Her eyes lock on somethingâor someoneâon the other end of the balcony. You follow her gaze and immediately spot Chris. Heâs leaning against the railing, looking effortlessly put-together as always, engaged in conversation with a woman.
You recognize her instantlyâSuze, the executive manager of another department. Sheâs beautiful, stylish, and carries an air of confidence that makes her stand out in any room. Sheâs also notoriously popular among the higher-ups and has a reputation for being both sharp and charming.
Jane clicks her tongue, watching the two of them. âWell, well. Looks like Miss Perfect is making her move.â
You raise an eyebrow. âWhat?â
Jane gestures subtly toward them with her cigarette. âYou donât know? Suze has been eyeing Chris for a while now. Apparently, sheâs been dropping hints left and right, but heâs been playing it cool.â
You turn your gaze back to the pair. Suze is smiling, leaning in slightly as she speaks. Chris listens, nodding occasionally, but his expression remains unreadable.
Jane lets out a dramatic sigh. âHonestly, theyâd make a ridiculously good-looking couple. Itâs almost unfair.â
You donât respond, just watching the way Suze tucks a strand of hair behind her ear, her manicured fingers brushing the lapel of Chrisâs blazer ever so slightly.
Jane exhales another puff of smoke. âSheâs persistent, Iâll give her that. You think heâs into her?â
You shrug, keeping your voice neutral. âI wouldnât know.â
Jane side-eyes you, smirking. âYou sound like you donât care, but I know you care.â
You scoff, finishing the last of your coffee. âI donât.â
âSure,â she drawls, taking one last drag before stubbing out her cigarette. âAnd I donât need nicotine to survive the workday.â
You roll your eyes. âCome on, we need to get back.â
But as you turn to leave, you canât help but glance one last time at Chris and Suze. And for some reason, the sight of them together lingers in your mind longer than youâd like.
-
In the lab, you and Jane stand over a workstation where another team has been developing edible lubricants. Small sample bottles line the table, each labeled with different flavorsâstrawberry, vanilla, honey, and even some unconventional ones like mojito and buttered popcorn.
Jane picks up a small vial labeled âSalted Caramelâ and gives it an experimental sniff. âHuh. Smells legit,â she muses before wiggling her eyebrows at you. âWanna try some?â
You scoff. âThatâs not what weâre here for.â
Jane ignores your protest and dabs a tiny drop onto her finger before popping it into her mouth. She hums in thought, smacking her lips. âDamn. Thatâs actually good.â
You shake your head, amused. âYou do realize this is meant for other uses, right?â
âObviously.â Jane grins before picking up another sample labeled âPiĂąa Colada.â She dabs some onto her finger and holds it out to you. âCâmon, just one taste. For science.â
You hesitate, narrowing your eyes at her suspiciously. âYouâre just trying to make me look ridiculous.â
She gasps, feigning offense. âHow dare you accuse me of such a thing? I am a woman of integrity.â
You snort, but before you can respond, a voice cuts through the room.
âCan I talk to you?â
You turn, your breath catching slightly when you see Chris standing there. His expression is serious, his posture relaxed but purposeful.
Jane, still sucking on her finger from the piĂąa colada lube, slowly lowers her hand and looks between the two of you. âUh-oh. That sounds important.â
Chris doesnât react to her comment, his gaze fixed on you.
You clear your throat. âRight now?â
He nods. âIf youâre free.â
You glance at Jane, who raises both hands in surrender. âDonât let me stop you. Iâll just be here taste-testing the entire catalog.â
Chris doesnât wait for further responseâhe simply turns and heads toward the door, expecting you to follow.
You exhale sharply, setting down the sample bottle you were holding. Whatever this is about, itâs clearly not a casual chat. You throw Jane a look before heading after Chris, your heart thumping just a little harder than it should.
-
You inhale a long air before you reach Chrisâs office door. After that night, you werenât sure how it would go. Would he act like nothing happened? Would he bring it up? Would things be⌠weird?
Pushing those thoughts aside, you knock.
"Come in."
You step inside, closing the door behind you. Chris is at his desk, reviewing something on his laptop, but when he looks up and sees you, that familiar smirk tugs at his lips.
Chris gestures to the seat across from him. "Have a seat."
You hesitate but eventually do as he says. Your fingers unconsciously tighten around the side of your lab coat.
He leans back in his chair, studying you. "How are you feeling?"
Itâs a loaded question, but you pretend not to notice. "Fine. Why?"
His lips twitch, like he knows exactly what youâre doing. "Just checking." He nods toward your bag. "Did you review our testâs results?"
"Yes," you say, clearing your throat. "The prototype was too tight and short for your size. Iâll have to make some adjustments to the material and dimensions before moving forward with mass production."
Chris hums. "So, youâre saying Iâm too big for the product."
Your fingers twitch, remembering last nightâs slip-up. You keep your tone professional. "Technically, yes. The size I brought was meant for extra-large measurements, but you exceeded expectations."
Chris grins. "Exceeding expectations⌠I like the sound of that."
You shoot him a look. "Excuse me?"
He chuckles. "Back to business." He sits up, his expression turning a little more serious. "Whatâs your next step?"
"I already sent in a request for adjustments to the prototype," you explain. "Itâll take some time, but I can get an updated batch for testing soon."
Chris nods. "And when that happens, will I be your test subject again?"
You hesitate. "That depends. Are you still willing to participate?"
He tilts his head slightly. "What do you think?"
Your stomach flips at the way heâs looking at youâcalm, confident, but with something simmering beneath the surface. You look away, keeping your voice even. "Iâll keep you updated."
Chris watches you for a moment before leaning forward, resting his elbows on the desk. "You know⌠I have to admit, that was more fun than I expected."
You raise a brow. "Testing a condom was fun?"
He chuckles. "No, but watching you try to stay professional while clearly flustered? That was fun."
Your face heats up. "I wasnât flustered."
Chrisâs smirk deepens. "Sure you werenât."
Then, as if the weight of the conversation suddenly lightens, he tilts his head slightly. âYouâll let me know when itâs ready, right?â
His words sound casual, but thereâs an underlying meaning in them that you canât quite decipher. You nod, keeping your voice steady. âOf course.â
Chris holds your gaze for a second longer, then leans forward, resting his forearms on the desk. âGood,â he repeats, and thereâs something in the way he says it that makes your stomach flip.
-
Exactly three days later, the revised prototypes arrives in your lab. You carefully open the box, inspecting the changes you requested. The material feels smoother, the elasticity slightly improved. Satisfied, you make a note in your logâonly to jump slightly when Jane suddenly leans over your shoulder.
âLength 8.07 inches and width 2.02 inches... Holy shit!â Her voice is filled with pure astonishment as she snatches one of the foil packets and flips it over in her hands. âAre you seeing this? This is huge.â
You try to stay composed, pretending to be preoccupied with the paperwork in front of you. âItâs within the expected range,â you say coolly.
Jane squints at you, then back at the condom in her hand. âExpected range, my ass. Youâve been working on this for weeks, and Iâve never seen a prototype this size before.â She pauses, then gasps dramatically. âWait a second⌠did you finally find a participant?â
Your heart nearly stops. âWhat? No.â You shake your head, scrambling for a convincing excuse. âI just figured⌠why stop at extra-large when we can push the boundaries even further? Thereâs always a demand for more variety in the market.â
Jane eyes you suspiciously, her lips pursed. âHmm.â She leans in closer, lowering her voice. âAre you sure youâre not hiding some secret test subject from me?â
You force a casual laugh. âJane, I would tell you if I had someone lined up. Itâs just research.â
She doesnât seem fully convinced, but she lets out a sigh and puts the condom back. âAlright, fine. But if you do have a participant, I wanna meet him.â
You quickly turn back to your paperwork, hoping she doesnât notice the way your ears are burning. As soon as Jane leaves, you let out a slow breath, your fingers still gripping the pen you had been pretending to write with. You wait a few moments to make sure sheâs really gone before pulling out your phone.
Your thumb hovers over Chrisâs contact for a second, your mind briefly flashing back to the last test, to the way he had looked at you, the way he hadâ
You shake the thought away and type out a quick message.
The revised prototype is ready for testing. Let me know when youâre available.
You hit send, placing your phone face-down on the desk as you try to focus on your notes. But the distraction is already there, the anticipation simmering in the back of your mind.
A few minutes pass before your phone vibrates. You glance at the screen to read a reply from Chris.
Tonight. Same place.
Your breath catches slightly. No hesitation. No pleasantries. Just straight to the point. Your fingers tighten around your phone before you type back.
Understood. See you then.
You lock your screen and exhale, pressing your hands to your warm cheeks. This is fine. Itâs just a professional test. Just like last time.
âŚRight?
-
As the workday winds down, you keep your head low, avoiding unnecessary conversations. You wait until Jane is nowhere in sight before discreetly slipping a box of the new prototype into your bag, carefully tucking it beneath your other belongings. Just as you zip it up, your phone buzzes. You pull it out, and your stomach does an unexpected flip when you see Chris's name.
Canât do the test tonight. Something came up.
You stare at the message, an unfamiliar twinge settling in your chest. Disappointment? No, thatâs ridiculous. This is strictly professional. You quickly type out a response before you overthink it.
Thatâs okay. Let me know when youâre available, and weâll reschedule.
You lock your phone and sigh, shaking off the strange feeling as you hear familiar footsteps approaching.
"Hey," Jane leans against the doorway. "Can you give me a lift again?"
You figured as much. You nod, grabbing your things, and the two of you make your way down to the parking lot.
Just as you unlock your car, Jane grabs your arm, stopping you mid-motion.
"Oh my God," she whispers excitedly, nodding toward a sleek black car a few rows away.
You follow her gaze and instantly regret it. Chris is there. But heâs not alone. Suze is with him, sliding into the passenger seat like sheâs done it a hundred times before. Chris gets in right after her, and within seconds, theyâre driving off together.
Jane whistles low, crossing her arms with a knowing smirk. "Damn. Guess the rumors werenât just rumors."
You don't respond, just gripping your car keys a little tighter.
Jane, of course, doesnât stop there. "I mean, it makes sense. Sheâs his type, isnât she? Gorgeous, high-profile, and letâs be real, sheâs been eyeing him for a while now. Wonder if theyâre dating or justâ"
"Can we go?" you interrupt, climbing into the driver's seat before Jane can read your face.
Jane laughs, sliding into the passenger seat. "Alright, alright. No need to get grumpy."
You roll your eyes, but as you start the car, you can't shake the odd heaviness in your chest. Itâs none of your business. It shouldnât bother you. But somehow⌠it does.
-
The entire company is in high spirits, and it doesnât take long to remember whyâtonight is the launch event for the newest collection of vibrators.
The venue is decked out with neon lights and sleek product displays, and thereâs an open bar keeping everyoneâs spirits high.
You mingle with your co-workers, drink in hand, while Jane, as expected, thrives in the lively atmosphere. Sheâs laughing, flirting, and making jokes that get progressively bolder with each sip of her cocktail.
At one point, she throws an arm around your shoulders. âThis is fun, huh?â she grins.
You force a smile. âYeah. Totally.â
Itâs not that you arenât enjoying yourselfâyou just need a breather.
âIâll get you another drink,â you tell her, using it as an excuse to slip away from the group.
Jane waves you off without a second thought, already too invested in another conversation. You weave through the crowd and make your way to the bar, ordering another drink. As you wait, you take a deep breath, letting yourself relax. But before you can even take a sipâ
âHey, can we talk?â
The familiar deep voice makes you turn, and there stands Chris, looking effortlessly sharp in his suit. His expression is unreadable, but his eyes are locked onto you with intent.
You open your mouth to respond, but before you can, Chris doesnât wait for an answerâhe just reaches for your wrist and leads you away from the crowd.
Your pulse jumps as he guides you through the party, his grip firm yet careful. The noise fades behind you as he takes you into a quiet hallway, away from the music, the laughter, and most importantlyâprying eyes.
Finally, he stops, turning to face you. His gaze is steady, searching.
Your heart beats a little too fast. âWhat is this about?â you ask, your voice steady despite the rush of emotions swirling inside you.
Chris exhales, running a hand through his hair before finally meeting your eyes. âSorry about bailing on you last night,â he says, his voice softer now. âSomething came up.â
You shake your head. âItâs fine. We can do it another time.â
Thereâs a brief silence between you. The muffled sounds of the party filter in from the other end of the hallway, but here, in this secluded space, it feels like the two of you are in your own little world.
Then Chris asks, âDo you have any plans this weekend?â
You blink at him, caught off guard by the sudden shift in conversation.
âIâuhââ You hesitate, quickly running through your mental calendar, but thereâs nothing. âNo, not really.â
Chris grins at that. âGood. Letâs do the product test tomorrow. Saturday night.â
You werenât expecting that. The way he says it so casually, like itâs the most normal thing in the world, throws you off. But before you even fully process it, you find yourself nodding.
âOkay,â you agree, your voice quieter than you intended.
His smile lingers as he pushes off the wall, standing tall in front of you. âIâll text you the details tomorrow.â
You nod again, almost dazed, and Chris watches you for a second longer before he turns to leave. Just as heâs a few steps away, he glances back, his voice dropping slightly. âCanât wait for tomorrow.â
And with that, he walks away, disappearing into the crowd. You let out a breath you didnât realize you were holding. You definitely need another drink. Or at least a moment to breathe.
-
Your phone buzzes early Saturday morning, and when you check the screen, itâs a text from Chris.
Dinner first. 7 PM. La Riviera.
Thatâs it. No unnecessary words, no emojisâjust the time and place. You stare at the message longer than you probably should.
Dinner? This wasnât how the last test went. You were expecting another hotel, another quick, professional meeting. But a restaurant?
You shake your head, telling yourself not to overthink it. Itâs probably just to discuss the test before getting into it. But despite that rationalization, you catch yourself preparing more than you intended to.
Your outfit selection takes longer than it should, your makeup is a little more put together, and even when you tell yourself itâs just because youâre stepping out for the eveningânot because of who youâre meetingâyou know itâs a lie.
You arrive at La Riviera a little before 7 PM, taking a deep breath before stepping inside. The restaurant is elegant but not overwhelmingly fancyâwarm lighting, soft jazz playing in the background, and the faint aroma of wine and freshly baked bread filling the air and then you spot him.
Chris is already seated, dressed in a casual formal ensemble. A dark button-up shirt, sleeves rolled up just enough to tease his forearms, paired with tailored slacks. The contrast between the deep color of his shirt and his pale skin is striking, and for a second, you almost forget why youâre here.
His eyes find yours almost instantly, and he smiles, standing up slightly as you approach. âGlad you made it.â
You sit across from him, suddenly feeling a little nervous because thisâthis doesnât feel like a business meeting at all. The dim lighting, the quiet atmosphere, the way he leans slightly forward as he watches youâit feels like a date.
Dinner starts off casually enough, but then Chris begins asking you questions.
âAre you seeing anyone right now?â
His question catches you off guard, but you answer by shaking your head, then throw it back at him. When you ask if heâs seeing someone, he hums, picking up his wine glass. âI am.â
Your mouth moves before your brain catches up. âIs it Suze?â
Chris freezes mid-sip, then lowers his glass, blinking at you. âSuze?â
You instantly regret your brashness, but itâs too late now. You clear your throat, trying to sound indifferent. âYeah. You two seem close, and the rumor saidââ
âThe rumor.â Chris chuckles, shaking his head. âOf course.â
You watch as he leans back in his seat, amusement dancing in his eyes. âAnd what exactly did the rumor say?â
You shift in your seat, suddenly feeling exposed under his gaze. âJust⌠that Suze and you are close.â
Chris tilts his head slightly, a smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. âAnd do you believe everything the rumor says?â
You purse your lips, looking away. âNot everything.â
He chuckles, the sound deep and amused. âWell, for the record, Suze and I are not a thing. Sheâs a great colleague, but thatâs it.â
You should feel relievedâitâs not like you care who heâs seeingâbut something about his tone makes you wary. You meet his eyes again. âThen whoâs the someone youâre seeing?â
Chris doesnât answer immediately. Instead, he takes a slow sip of his wine, watching you over the rim of his glass. The silence stretches just long enough to make your stomach twist. Then, finally, he sets his glass down and leans in slightly, his voice lower now. âYou.â
Your heart skips a beat and a second later, you blink. âMe?â
Chris grins, clearly enjoying your reaction. âWell, we are having dinner together, arenât we?â
Your lips part, but no words come out. Heâs messing with youâhe has to be. You try to regain your composure, clearing your throat. âThis is a business meeting.â
Chris raises an eyebrow, his fingers casually tapping against the stem of his glass. âIs it?â
You open your mouth to say yes, obviously, but the way heâs looking at youâthe way tonight feelsâmakes you hesitate. The air between you shifts, heavy with something unspoken.
Chris tilts his head. âTell me⌠if I didnât bring up the product test, would you still be here?â
Your stomach twists again. You donât know how to answer that. You feel your pulse quicken, the weight of his question pressing down on you. Instead of answering, you grab your napkin and mutter, âIâI need to use the restroom.â
Chris doesnât stop you. He just leans back in his seat, watching with quiet amusement as you push your chair back and walk away, your heart pounding with every step.
The moment you step into the restroom, you grip the edge of the sink and take a deep breath. What the hell was that?
You turn on the faucet, letting the cool water run over your hands as if itâll help clear your thoughts. This was supposed to be a simple dinner before the product testâso why does it feel like heâs pulling you into something else entirely? And worse, why arenât you stopping him?
You glance at yourself in the mirror, your reflection betraying the nervous energy buzzing under your skin. No matter how much you try to convince yourself that this is just work, that Chris is just teasing, something about the way he looks at you makes it hard to believe that. You take another breath, steadying yourself. Just go back out there and keep it professional.
Easier said than done.
-
The car ride is quiet, but the tension between you is thick. You grip the hem of your dress, feeling the fabric twist between your fingers as you steal glances at Chris. Heâs focused on the road, one hand on the wheel, the other resting casually on the gear shift. His sleeves are rolled up again, exposing the strong lines of his forearms, and it takes everything in you not to stare. Then, you notice something. The hotel he took you to last timeâthe one you were expectingâflashes past the window.
âWait,â you blurt out, turning to him. âYou just passed the hotel.â
Chris doesnât look surprised. In fact, he grins slightly, eyes still on the road. âYeah, I know.â
Your brows furrow. âThen where are we going?â
âI know a nicer hotel,â he says smoothly, tapping his fingers against the steering wheel. Then, as if reading your thoughts, he adds, âItâs not like you have anything to do tomorrow, right?â
No, you donât. But the way he phrases itâlike itâs already decidedâsends a shiver down your spine.
Chris glances at you then, his gaze flickering down to your hands still gripping your dress. His smirk softens, but his voice is just as teasing when he says, âRelax. Itâs just for the test, remember?â
You swallow hard, forcing yourself to loosen your grip. But youâre not sure if itâs his words or the way he says them that make your pulse race even more.
Chris pulls into the hotelâs driveway, the warm glow of the entrance lights reflecting off the sleek surface of his car. You step out, adjusting your dress as you follow him inside, your heart pounding a little too fast.
The lobby is luxurious, far more upscale than the previous hotel. The marble floors gleam under the chandelier lights, and the air is filled with a faint scent of expensive cologne and polished wood. You try not to fidget as Chris approaches the front desk.
âOne suite, please,â he says smoothly.
Your head snaps toward him. âA suite?â
Chris doesnât even glance at you, just slides his card across the counter to the receptionist. âYeah.â Then, finally, he looks at you, an amused glint in his eyes. âProblem?â
You hesitate, glancing between him and the receptionist, who remains professional as she processes the request. You donât know why you expected anything less from Chrisâof course, he wouldnât settle for a standard room. But a suite?
âI just thoughtâŚâ You trail off, pressing your lips together.
Chris leans in slightly, voice low enough that only you can hear. âIf weâre testing a product, shouldnât we have more space to move around?â
Your breath catches at the implication, and he chuckles at your reaction before straightening up, accepting the key card from the receptionist. âLetâs go.â
You follow him into the elevator in silence, gripping the strap of your bag tighter than necessary. The numbers on the display climb higher, the anticipation pressing down on you.
When the doors finally slide open, Chris gestures for you to step out first. You do, walking down the plush carpeted hallway until he stops in front of a door and swipes the key card. The lock clicks open.
He pushes the door wide and turns to you with a smirk. âAfter you.â
You hesitate for just a second before stepping inside, and as the door closes behind you, you realize just how different tonight already feels.
Instead of taking a tour around the room, you hurriedly take a seat on the sofa, your hands clasped together as you watch Chris move around the suite with ease, like he belongs here. The room is larger than you expectedâmodern, sleek, and far too intimate.
Your nerves start creeping in, tightening your shoulders. Itâs not that you havenât done this before, but something about tonight feels⌠different. More deliberate. More dangerous.
Chris, on the other hand, looks completely at ease as he wanders over to the minibar, his eyes lighting up at the sight of the complimentary bottle of champagne. He plucks it from its ice bucket and grins. âPerfect timing.â
You watch as he peels off the foil and works the cork loose. âYou donât have to open thatââ
Pop!
The cork flies off, the sudden noise making you jump. Chris bursts into laughter, eyes crinkling at the corners. âRelax,â he drawls, pouring the golden liquid into two glasses. âYouâre acting like this is your first time in a hotel room with me.â
You press your lips together, refusing to respond to that, and instead accept the glass he offers you. He raises his in a toast, his voice smooth. âTo⌠scientific research.â
You huff a small laugh despite yourself and clink your glass against his before taking a sip. The champagne fizzes pleasantly on your tongue, cool and crisp.
But thenâ
âYou know,â Chris muses, swirling his drink, âif I didnât know any better, Iâd say you were nervous. Maybe even a little flustered. But that canât be right, can it?â
You shoot him a glare. âIâm notââ
And then it happens. Your fingers slip, and in your haste to retort, your glass tips forward, sending a splash of champagne straight down the front of your dress. The cold liquid soaks through the fabric instantly, making you gasp.
Chris freezes for a second, thenâ He bursts out laughing. You groan, setting your glass down as you grab a napkin from the table, dabbing at the wet stain. But itâs useless. The fabric clings to your skin, highlighting every curve.
He leans back against the minibar, arms crossed, watching you with open amusement. âWell,â he says, biting back another chuckle, âif you wanted to take your dress off, you couldâve just asked.â
His laughter still lingers in the air as he moves across the room, casually plucking a plush bathrobe from the hotelâs wardrobe. He turns to you, holding it up like a peace offering, his grin unrepentant.
âHere,â he says. âYou canât just sit around in a wet dress all night.â
You hesitate, gripping the damp fabric clinging to your skin. Itâs uncomfortable, borderline unbearableâbut the idea of slipping into a hotel bathrobe, of making yourself even remotely comfortable here, feels dangerous.
Still, you donât have much choice. With a sigh, you accept the robe and head toward the spacious en-suite bathroom. Just as youâre about to close the door behind you, a shadow appears in the doorway.
Chris. You look up in confusion, but he leans against the doorframe, completely unfazed by your reaction. âWant some help?â
Your eyes widen slightly. âExcuse me?â
He shrugs, completely at ease. âI mean, it only makes sense, doesnât it? You need me ready for the test, and I need a little⌠encouragement. Two birds, one stone.â
You gape at him, caught between indignation and sheer disbelief. âYouââ
Chris lifts both hands in mock surrender, though thereâs a wicked gleam in his eyes. âJust a suggestion.â
Your fingers tighten around the door handle, and for a second, you actually consider slamming the door in his face. But then reality kicks inâthe sooner you finish this test, the sooner you can leave.
With a deep breath, you step back and pull the door open just a little wider. âFine.â
Chris blinks, as if he wasnât expecting you to agree so quickly. Then, a slow smirk curves his lips as he steps inside, the door clicking shut behind him.
-
The bathroom feels smaller with Chris standing behind you, the soft glow of the vanity lights casting both of your reflections in the mirror. You keep your gaze locked on yourself, trying to ignore the warmth radiating from his body as he reaches for the zipper at the back of your dress.
His fingers brush against your skin as he tugs it down, agonizingly slow, and the air shiftsâsuddenly heavier, thicker. The fabric loosens around your shoulders, slipping slightly, exposing more of your back. âYouâre tense,â he murmurs, his voice low.
You grip the edge of the counter, willing yourself to focus on anything but the way his fingers ghost over your spine as he eases the zipper all the way down. âI wonder why,â you say dryly.
Chris chuckles, the sound vibrating so close that you can feel it. He places his hands lightly on your shoulders, his thumbs pressing gently into the bare skin there. âRelax,â he says, voice laced with amusement. âItâs just a dress.â
Just a dress. Just a simple, professional test. You exhale and let the straps slide off your shoulders, the silky fabric pooling at your feet. The cool air kisses your exposed skin, making you shiver slightly. Youâre left in nothing but your underwear, standing there in front of him, vulnerable yet unwilling to let it show.
Chris doesnât move right away. His gaze flickers up to meet yours in the mirror, something unreadable swimming in his dark eyes.
For a moment, neither of you speak. The air between you crackles with unspoken tension. Then, after what feels like an eternity, Chris finally steps back, his lips quirking into that knowing smirk.
âThere,â he says, voice softer now. âThat wasnât so bad, was it?â
He grabs a clean washcloth, dampens it with warm water, and steps closer. You watch him through the mirror as he wrings out the excess water, his sleeves already rolled up, revealing his forearms.
âThis might be a little cold,â he says, but before you can react, he presses the cloth against your bare shoulder, wiping away the sticky remnants of wine.
You inhale sharplyânot because of the temperature, but because of the slow, deliberate way he drags the cloth down your arm, over your collarbone, and lower. His touch is gentle, almost too careful, as if heâs savoring every second of this moment.
âYou have nice skin,â he muses, his voice taking on that teasing lilt. âSoft⌠delicate...â
You grip the edge of the counter a little tighter. âChris.â
âWhat?â He tilts his head, eyes dark with amusement as he crouches slightly, now running the damp cloth along your side. âIâm just making an observation. Itâs not every day I get to admire my researcher up close.â
You shoot him a glare through the mirror. âI donât recall this being part of the test.â
He grins, completely unbothered. âNo, but itâs a nice bonus.â
The cloth moves lower, skimming along the curve of your waist, across your stomach. His knuckles brush against your ribs, and for a split second, you wonder if heâs intentionally slowing down.
âYouâre staring,â you point out, trying to sound unaffected.
Chris doesnât even try to deny it. âCan you blame me?â He leans in just slightly, his breath warm against the back of your neck. âYou look incredible.â
Your pulse jumps. You keep your eyes on the mirror, on the way his hands move with too much ease, too much familiarity. The way his gaze lingers, dark and intense. It feels too intimate. Too much.
You clear your throat, shifting your weight. âAre you done?â
Chris smirks, but he finally straightens up, tossing the cloth into the sink. âYeah,â he says, stepping back. âFor now.â
Before you can even react, Chris's hands grip your waist, and in one swift motion, he lifts you onto the sink. A surprised gasp escapes you as your palms press against the counter for balance. "Chrisâ"
"I'm not done yet," he interrupts smoothly, already crouching in front of you, the wet cloth in hand.
Your heart skips a beat as he starts wiping down your legs, his touch slow, precise, like he's savoring every second. He starts at your ankle, dragging the warm cloth up the length of your calf, then to your knee, and higher still. His fingers brush against your thigh, sending a shiver up your spine.
Your entire body feels like it's on high alert. "You donât have toâ"
"Shh," he hums, amusement flickering in his eyes as he continues. "Let me do this properly."
You press your lips together, watching him through the reflection on the shower glass door. He looks entirely too focused, like this is some kind of ritual for him. And then, just as he finishes, he does something you donât expect. He parts your legs.
Your breath catches as he steps between them, standing so close that his body heat seeps into your skin. His hands rest on the counter beside you, effectively caging you in. He doesnât touch you, doesnât move any closer, just lingers thereâhis chest barely an inch from yours, his face so close that you can see the flicker of something dark in his eyes.
The air between you shifts, thickening with something unspoken. You swallow hard, trying to steady your breathing, but itâs impossible when Chris is looking at you like thatâlike heâs waiting for something. Like heâs daring you to react.
"Chris," you murmur, unsure of what youâre even asking for.
He tilts his head slightly, his gaze flicking down to your lips before meeting your eyes again. His voice is low, teasing. "Nervous?"
You straighten your shoulders, meeting Chrisâs intense gaze with as much composure as you can muster. "No," you say firmly, not wanting to give him the satisfaction.
A slow smirk tugs at the corner of his lips. "No?"
All of a sudden, his hands grip your waist again, and with one sharp tug, he pulls you flush against him. The sudden contact knocks the air from your lungsâhis body is solid, warm, pressing into you in a way that makes it impossible to ignore just how close you are.
"Don't be shy," he murmurs, his voice edged with challenge. "Go ahead and put your hands on me."
You hesitate, feeling the weight of his expectation hanging in the air. Then, awkwardly, you lift your arms, wrapping them around his broad shoulders.
Chris watches you the entire time, his eyes glinting with something unreadable. "Good girl."
Before you can process those words, he moves againâthis time gripping the backs of your thighs and lifting them, guiding your legs to wrap around his waist. The position forces you even closer, your core pressed right against the hardness growing beneath his pants. His arms snake around you, locking you in place as he leans in, his breath ghosting over your ear.
"You feel so damn good," he murmurs, his voice like silk against your skin. "Better than I even imagined."
Your fingers tighten on his shoulders, a shudder running down your spine at his words. And thenâhe moves.
Slowly, deliberately, he rolls his hips against you. The pressure is subtle at first, almost teasing, but the friction sends a wave of heat straight through your core. He does it again, this time with more intent, dragging his clothed length against you in a way that makes your breath hitch.
"You like that?" he whispers, his lips brushing your ear.
Your fingers dig into the fabric of his shirt, your body tensing against his. You donât answer, but Chris doesnât seem to mind. If anything, your silence only encourages him. He grinds against you again, this time slower, more drawn out, savoring the way your body reacts to him. A quiet groan rumbles in his chest as he buries his face into your neck, his breath hot against your skin.
"You feel perfect," he breathes.
You swallow hard, trying to maintain some semblance of control, but it's slipping fast. The way heâs moving, the way heâs talkingâit's intoxicating.
Chris pulls back just enough to look at you, his dark eyes searching yours. "Tell me to stop," he challenges, voice low and husky. "If you want me to."
He watches you, waiting, his lips hovering just a breath away from your skin. His body stays pressed against yours, his hands firm on your waist, and for a fleeting moment, you let yourself sink into the sensation.
The warmth of his breath against your neck, the intoxicating way his body molds against yoursâitâs dangerously easy to forget why you're here. You close your eyes, allowing yourself just one more second of indulgence. One more second of feeling him. But thenâan alarm rings in your head.
Reality crashes down on you like a wave of cold water. Your eyes snap open, and with a quiet breath, you press your hands against his chest, gently pushing him away. Chris hesitates for a fraction of a second before letting you go, his gaze flickering with something unreadable as you quickly slip down from the sink.
The heat of his body is gone instantly, but the lingering effect still pulses through your veins. You swallow hard, forcing yourself to move, to ground yourself back in the real reason youâre here.
You grab the bathrobe and hurriedly wrap it around yourself, securing the belt tighter than necessary. You can feel Chrisâs eyes on you the entire time, silently watching, waiting for you to say something.
You clear your throat. "Itâs time for the test," you say, your voice firmer than you expected.
Chris exhales a quiet chuckle, running a hand through his hair as he takes a step back. "Right," he murmurs, amusement laced in his voice. "The test."
Thereâs something in the way he says itâlike he knows exactly what just happened between the two of you. Like he knows how close you were to completely surrendering but he doesnât push.
Instead, he watches as you gather yourself, a knowing smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. "Alright," he says, taking a step toward the door. "Letâs get started."
-
Despite dressed in a bathrobe, you clear your throat and slip back into professionalism as you grab the pack of condoms from your bag. Without looking at him, you extend your hand, offering one of the revised prototypes.
Chris takes it from you with a small, amused hum. "Letâs see how this one goes, then."
As you make a move to turn around and step out of the room to give him privacy, his voice stops you.
"You can stay," he says, his tone casual but carrying that underlying teasing edge. "Itâs not like you havenât seen me naked before."
You pause mid-step, fingers tightening slightly on your notebook. Thatâs true, but it doesnât make it any less⌠distracting.
Still, you force yourself to act unfazed. You shift back to your previous spot, keeping your eyes locked on your notes as Chris continues undressing. The sound of fabric rustling fills the room, and when you finally glance up, your breath nearly catches.
The first time you saw him naked, heâd still had his shirt on. But this time, heâs taken everything off. Completely bare. Your grip tightens around your pen as you force yourself to maintain a neutral expression. But your eyes⌠they betray you. They keep flickering downward, drawn helplessly to the sheer size of him. Itâs eye-catching, unfairly so, and despite your best efforts, you keep stealing glances.
Chris notices. Of course, he does. He smirks as he tears open the condom wrapper and thenâ "Want to put it on for me this time?"
You snap your head up, shooting him an unimpressed look. Without dignifying his question with a response, you roll your eyes and immediately focus on writing down the preliminary details of the product test.
He chuckles but doesnât push. He sits down at the edge of the bed, takes the condom, and rolls it down his length with practiced ease. Your eyes flicker toward him againâjust for a secondâbut it's enough for him to catch you looking.
You quickly redirect your gaze back to your notes. "How does it feel?" you ask, voice all business.
Chris doesnât answer right away. Instead, he leans back slightly, spreading his legs just a little as he looks down at himself, inspecting the way the condom fits around his length.
You keep your eyes on your notebook, pen poised over the page, but your fingers are tense around it. Your pulse is unsteady.
"It feels better than the last one," Chris finally says, his tone casual, though thereâs a smirk playing on his lips. "Not as tight. And the length is better, too."
You nod, quickly jotting down his feedback, willing yourself to focus on the task and not on the fact that heâs sitting there, completely naked, completely unbothered.
"The material feels smoother," he continues, running a hand along his length, testing the stretch. You donât dare look up. "Not too thick, but sturdy enough."
You scribble his words down, keeping your head low.
Chris hums. "Youâre really not gonna look, huh?"
Your grip on your pen tightens. "I donât need to look. I just need your feedback."
"Right," he drawls, clearly amused. "And what if I had trouble putting it on? You wouldnât have helped me?"
You finally glance up, rolling your eyes. "Youâre a grown man, Chris."
He grins. "I know, but isnât this a part of product testing? Hands-on research?"
You shoot him a glare, but he just chuckles, leaning forward slightly. "Relax," he says, voice low and teasing. "Iâm just messing with you."
You sigh, shaking your head as you jot down the final notes. "If the fit feels good, then we can move on to the next phase of testing."
Chris tilts his head. "The durability test?"
You meet his gaze, keeping your expression neutral. "Yes."
A slow smirk spreads across his face. "Iâm looking forward to it."
You walk back to your bag resting in a chair, you pull out the box of condoms from your bag and hand it to Chris, keeping your expression professional. âFor the durability test, you can conduct it yourself and come back to me with your feedback.â
Chris blinks at you, clearly confused. He glances down at the box in his hands, then back at you. âWait⌠what?â
You arch a brow. âYou donât need me for that part. Just use it and let me know how it holds up.â
Chris leans back slightly, exhaling through his nose. âI thought we agreed to keep this a secret.â
âWe are,â you reply evenly. âYour sexual partner doesnât have to know the condom youâre using.â
His eyes narrow slightly, lips pressing into a thin line. âI thought you and I were doing this together.â
âWe are,â you say, nodding. âJust⌠not that way.â
Chris lets out a low sigh, tilting his head as he studies you. Then, after a pause, he says, âIsnât it better if we do it together?â
Your stomach tightens, but you keep your expression neutral. âChrisââ
He leans in slightly, voice lowering. âThat way, I can give you feedback right away. No outside variables. Just you and me.â His gaze lingers on yours, unreadable yet intense. âAnd this stays between us.â
You exhale sharply, trying to keep your composure. âChris, thatâs not how this works.â
Chris smirks, tilting his head. âWhy not?â He taps the box of condoms against his palm, his eyes glinting with amusement. âYouâre the researcher. Iâm the participant. Wouldnât it be more efficient if we tested it⌠together?â
You roll your eyes and cross your arms. âThatâs not how clinical testing works.â
His smirk widens. âOh? And what exactly is stopping you?â He leans in, his voice dropping just slightly. âAre you scared?â
Your jaw tightens. âIâm not scared.â
âThen why not?â His gaze flicks over you, studying your reaction. âYouâve already seen everything. Touched, even. Whatâs one more step?â
You scoff. âThere are plenty of reasons why.â
Chris hums, pretending to think. âIs it because youâre not attracted to me?â His grin turns playful. âBecause I donât believe that.â
Your lips part, but nothing comes out.
He leans even closer, just enough for you to catch the faintest scent of his cologne. âOrâŚâ he murmurs, âis it because you are?â
That catches you off guard. His smirk deepens at your silence, clearly enjoying the way he has you cornered. You swallow, forcing yourself to maintain eye contact.
âItâs because we work together,â you say, your voice steadier than you feel. âI donât think that would be a good idea.â
Chris lets out a low hum, tilting his head. âSo itâs not because you donât want to?â
You exhale sharply. âThatâs not what Iââ
He takes a slow step forward, closing the small space between you. âBecause if thatâs the only reason stopping you,â he murmurs, âthen itâs not really a reason, is it?â
You scoff, crossing your arms. âChris, workplace relationships are complicated.â
His smirk softens just slightly. âWho said anything about a relationship?â
You blink your eyes at him, nonplussed.
He chuckles at your reaction, eyes twinkling with mischief. âIâm just talking about product testing.â He lifts the box of condoms slightly, as if to emphasize his point. âTwo consenting adults conducting a private experiment.â
You shake your head, trying to fight the heat creeping up your neck. âYouâre relentless.â
Chris grins. âI just donât like wasting good opportunities.â He taps the box against his palm again. âAnd you canât tell me youâre not at least curious.â
Your stomach flips at the way heâs looking at youâlike he already knows the answer.
âLook,â he says, his voice softer now, more coaxing. âThis doesnât have to be anything more than product testing. No strings. No expectations. Just a controlled experiment.â He lifts the box of condoms slightly, as if to emphasize the professionalism of it all.
You let out a slow breath, glancing away. Every rational part of you is screaming that this is a bad idea, that this is crossing a line. But then thereâs the way Chris is looking at you, the way your body still remembers the way he felt pressed against you in the bathroom, the way your curiosity is getting the better of you.
You press your lips together, weighing your options. âJust product testing,â you repeat, as if saying it out loud will make it less dangerous.
Chris nods, his expression unreadable. âJust product testing.â
Another beat of silence. Then, before you can second-guess yourself, you slowly nod. âOkay.â
The corner of Chrisâs mouth tugs upward, a slow, knowing smile. âGood.â He takes a step closer, his voice dropping just slightly. âShall we begin?â
-
It's unclear how long you've been standing there, unsure on how to do this, or even to process that you, a researcher, are about to conduct a durability test on your product with your participant.
Chris watches you for a moment, then leans back on the bed, his legs slightly spread as he gestures toward you. âTake off the bathrobe,â he says, his voice smooth, assured. âThen sit next to me.â
Your fingers tighten around the edges of the fabric, hesitation gripping you, but you remind yourselfâthis is just a test. Just product testing.
Slowly and awkwardly, you untie the robe, letting it slip from your shoulders, revealing your body with your matching underwear covering your private bits. The cool air of the room prickles against your skin as you step toward the bed and lower yourself beside him. Your heart is pounding so loudly that you barely register the way Chris shifts, turning toward you.
A moment later, his hand reaches for your face, his fingertips grazing your cheek. Instinctively, you squeeze your eyes shut.
Chris chuckles, low and warm. âWhy so nervous?â he teases, his thumb brushing over your cheekbone. âYouâve been so composed this whole time⌠but now?â
You donât answer. You canât. Your brain is barely functioning. His touch is gentle as he tucks a loose strand of hair behind your ear, his breath warm as he leans in. Your lips part slightly, bracing for a kissâ
But instead, he presses his lips to your closed eyelid. Your breath stutters, the unexpected tenderness sending a shiver down your spine. Then he moves, kissing the other eyelid, his lips soft and lingering.
A small sound escapes you before you can stop it, a quiet moan slipping from your parted lips and thatâs when Chris takes the opening, tilting his head and capturing your mouth in a deep, heated kiss.
Chris deepens the kiss, his lips moving slowly, deliberately, as if savoring every second. His hand drifts from your face, down the slope of your neck, skimming the curve of your shoulder before sliding further down. His fingers find the strap of your bra, tracing it lightly before slipping it off your shoulder.
Your breath catches as his other hand settles on your waist, warm and firm, grounding you even as your mind spins. He kisses you deeper, his tongue brushing against yours, coaxing you further into the moment.
Then, with practiced ease, he reaches behind you, fingers deftly working the clasp of your bra. The fabric loosens, and he slowly pulls it away, his lips never leaving yours as he discards it to the side.
Chris shifts, guiding you backward onto the bed, his body following as he hovers over you. His hands smooth over your sides, his touch steady but unhurried, as if giving you time to stop him if you wanted to. But you donât.
His fingers trail down to the waistband of your underwear, teasing along the edge before he hooks his fingers under the fabric. He pulls back just slightly, his dark eyes searching yours, silently asking for permission.
And when you give him the smallest nod, he slides them down, the slow drag of fabric sending a shiver up your spine. He discards them just as he did with your bra, then settles back over you, his body warm against yours.
For a moment, he just looks at you, his gaze dark and intense, his lips slightly parted as if taking in the sight of you beneath him. Then he leans down again, pressing a slow, lingering kiss just below your jaw, his lips trailing lower as his hands explore your body, mapping every inch of you. Your lips, your neck, your breasts and the way they fit his hands as if they were made for him. The dip of your waist and the curve of your hips, the ample flesh of your ass cheek. Then, thereâs the miles and miles of soft skin, endlessly enthralling him.
Your body tenses beneath him, your hands instinctively reaching for his shoulders. âChris, I donât think youâll fit,â you whisper, voice barely audible over the pounding of your heartbeat.
He stops, lifting his head to look at you, and for a brief moment, you catch the amusement flickering in his dark eyes. Then he lets out a soft chuckle, his fingers coming up to gently brush your cheek. âYouâre thinking too much,â he murmurs. âJust relax.â
His touch is warm, his thumb stroking slow circles against your skin. Then, with ease, he presses you back against the pillows, his weight hovering over you but not pressing down. He leans in, capturing your lips in another kissâthis time softer, slower, as if coaxing the tension out of you with every gentle movement.
His mouth leaves yours, traveling downward, leaving a heated trail along your jaw, your neck. His lips linger at your collarbone, pressing a kiss there before continuing lower. The warmth of his breath sends a shiver through you as he moves further down, his lips grazing the center of your chest, the valley between your breasts and then a quick lick on each of your hardening nipples.
You try to steady your breathing, but itâs impossible when heâs kissing down your stomach, his hands sliding along your sides, feeling, exploring. Heâs deliberate with every touch, every kiss, giving you time to ease into the moment.
âMmh... Youâre beautiful,â he murmurs against your skin, his voice hushed, almost reverent. Then he continues, his mouth mapping a path further down, his hands parting your thighs as he settles between them.
Chris lingers at the curve of your hip, pressing slow, deliberate kisses against your skin. His hands trail down your thighs, his touch both firm and teasing. You shudder as he parts them further, settling between them with an air of confidence that makes your pulse race.
He looks up at you through hooded eyes, a small smirk playing on his lips. âStill nervous?â he asks, his voice husky.
You donât answerânot because you donât want to, but because the moment his lips press against your inner thigh, all coherent thoughts slip from your mind. His breath is warm against your skin, sending a ripple of anticipation through you.
Chris lands his plush lips on your cunt, his tongue skillfully part your folds so he can drown in your wetness. This time, his mouth moving in lazy, unhurried strokes. Every kiss, every brush of his full lips, sets your skin alight. His hands grip your thighs, keeping you still as he delves deeper, his tongue tracing slow, deliberate patterns that have your fingers digging into the sheets.
A soft gasp escapes your lips as he finds the right spot, his rhythm precise, purposeful. Your body arches instinctively, a rush of warmth flooding through you as the sensation builds. Chris hums against you, the vibrations sending another wave of pleasure rolling through your body.
He doesnât stop, doesnât let up, his tongue moving with a practiced ease that leaves you breathless. Your hand flies to his hair, gripping onto him as the pressure inside you coils tighter and tighter. He knows exactly what heâs doing, and heâs relentless, determined to pull every last bit of pleasure from you.
Your head tilts back against the pillow, your lips parting on a shaky moan as your body gives in, waves of sensation crashing over you in a slow, intoxicating release. Chris doesnât move away immediatelyâhe lingers, pressing one last, lingering kiss against on your clit before finally pulling back, his hands smoothing up your trembling thighs.
He looks up at you, his lips glistening, a satisfied smirk curving them. âSee?â he murmurs, his voice thick with amusement. âTold you to relax.â
Chris hovers over you, his hand smoothing over your thigh as he positions himself at your entrance. His gaze drags over your body, dark and hooded with desire. He exhales a slow breath, his fingers tracing lazy circles into your skin.
âYouâre right. You're so little,â he murmurs, almost to himself, his voice filled with something close to awe. His hands roam over your waist, your hips, as if heâs memorizing the shape of you beneath him.
Chris takes one look at his cock, making sure the condom is still snug around him before he gives it a few pumps as if it's not hard, stiff enough. He takes your legs and puts them over his waist as he positions himself in between.
The anticipation coils tight in your stomach as he slowly pushes forward, just the tip stretching you open, and a sharp gasp escapes your lips. A sudden twinge of discomfort has you clenching around him, your hands gripping onto his arms as you mewl softly in protest.
âChris, Iââ You can't even finish your sentence as the sudden sensation surges through you.
Chris stops immediately, his brows knitting together as he watches you, his fingers stroking soothingly along your thigh. âHey,â he murmurs, voice gentle, âbreathe.â
But even with just that little bit inside you, the feeling is overwhelming. A shiver runs down your spine as you try to adjust, your body tightening involuntarily. Your breaths come in shaky pants, heat blooming from where your bodies connect.
Chris watches you intently, eyes never leaving your face as he shifts slightly, and suddenly, a sharp pleasure shoots through you, unexpected and electric. Your back arches off the bed as a strangled moan escapes your lips, your body quivering around him. The pressure, the stretchâitâs too much, yet somehow, it sends a rush of pleasure so intense that your body trembles beneath him.
Chris stills, his expression flickering with surprise before it melts into amusement. A slow, knowing smile curves his lips as he watches the way you writhe beneath him, helpless against the sensation.
âYou came just from that?â he muses, his thumb brushing over your hip in lazy circles. âThatâs cute.â
Heat rushes to your cheeks, embarrassment and lingering pleasure making your body feel even more sensitive. Chris chuckles softly, leaning down to press a lingering kiss against your parted lips before whispering, âGuess weâll have to take our time, wonât we?â
Chris stays still for a moment, his warmth pressed against your back as he lets you catch your breath. His arms tighten around you slightly, anchoring you to him as he presses a lingering kiss to the back of your shoulder. Youâre still trembling, body sensitive and flushed from your sudden release.
He exhales softly, his lips grazing the shell of your ear. âYou okay?â His voice is low, gentle.
You nod, swallowing past the tightness in your throat. The feeling of him still inside you, filling you completely, makes you shudder.
Chris shifts behind you, adjusting the way heâs holding you. His arm is draped over your waist, fingers spread over your stomach, grounding you. His other hand smooths over your thigh, soothing, patient.
âDo you want me to keep going?â he asks, voice laced with restraint, as if heâs willing to stop if you say no.
To his surprise, you whisper, âYes.â
A deep, quiet groan rumbles from his chest, and you feel his fingers flex against your skin. His lips press into the curve of your neck before he moves again, a slow, deliberate roll of his hips. The stretch burns slightly, but the pleasure laced in it makes your breath hitch.
Chris moves carefully, his thrusts slow and deep, keeping you flush against him as he spoons you. His hand trails from your breasts, to your stomach, splaying over your skin as if he wants to feel every reaction, every tremor that ripples through you.
âYou feel so good,â he murmurs, voice breathless against your ear. His pace remains steady, each push and pull measured, sending waves of heat through your body.
Your hands grip onto his arm, holding onto him as pleasure coils low in your stomach once again. Every movement is intimate, every breath shared in the quiet space between you. Chrisâs lips ghost over your shoulder, his soft grunts vibrating against your skin as he continues to move within you, drawing out every ounce of pleasure he can.
And in that moment, wrapped in his arms, pressed against him so completely, you find yourself lost in the way he makes you feelâlike you were meant to fit together like this.
Chrisâs breath is hot against your ear as he leans in, his voice dropping into a husky whisper. âFeels good,â he murmurs, his lips barely brushing your skin. âFits just right⌠but I think it could be thinner. Let me feel you more.â
His slow, deliberate thrusts send a shiver through you, your body tightening around him in response. He chuckles, the sound deep and breathless. âYou like that, donât you?â He presses a lingering kiss to your jaw, his hand gripping your hip to keep you steady as he rolls into you again, deeper this time.
You donât answer, too lost in the pleasure unfurling inside you. Chris doesnât mind. He continues to move, the tension building between you both. âMaybe I should test a few more,â he muses between ragged breaths, his voice laced with amusement. âMake sure we get it just right.â
His words make you whimper, and he groans in response. âYouâre so cute moaning like that,â he breathes, his pace quickening as he nears his peak. His grip on you tightens, his movements becoming more desperate, more frantic. The coil in your stomach tightens, and before you know it, youâre coming again, your body tensing as waves of pleasure crash over you.
Chris groans against your neck, his hips stuttering as he follows right behind you. His grip on you never loosens, holding you close as he spills into the condom, his breath warm and heavy against your skin.
For a moment, the room is filled with nothing but the sound of your breaths mingling. Chris presses a soft, lingering kiss to your shoulder before shifting, turning you gently onto your back so he can look at you. His dark eyes flick over your face, taking in your dazed expression before he leans down, kissing you deeply.
When he pulls back, a smirk tugs at his lips. Then, he reaches for the duvet at the foot of the bed and carefully pulls it over both of you, tucking it around your bare body. The warmth is instant, but not nearly as comforting as the way he wraps himself around you right after.
His arms tighten around your waist, drawing you flush against his chest. His breath is warm against the back of your neck as he settles in, his lips barely grazing your skin. For a while, neither of you speak. The rise and fall of your breaths eventually sync, the exhaustion from the night settling into your limbs. Just as your eyes begin to flutter shut, his voice breaks the silenceâlow, drowsy, and laced with something softer than usual.
âGoodnight,â he murmurs, the word barely more than a breath against your skin.
For a moment, you hesitate, but then, in the safety of the dimly lit room and the comfort of his arms, you whisper back, âGoodnight.â
Chris hums in contentment, tightening his hold just slightly before finally allowing himself to drift off to sleep.
-
The morning light filters through the curtains, casting a warm glow across the hotel suite. Your eyes flutter open, and for a moment, you're disorientedâuntil the sound of running water brings everything back.
Chris is in the shower.
Your stomach tightens as memories from last night flood in, and instinct kicks in. You need to leave. Carefully, you slip out of bed, scanning the room for your clothes. But just as you reach for your bag, the bathroom door swings open, and there he standsâhis hair damp, beads of water clinging to his toned skin, a white towel hanging dangerously low around his hips. You freeze in place.
Chris notices your reaction and grins. "Unless you want to walk out of the hotel naked, I donât think youâre going anywhere."
Your brows furrow in confusion as he tilts his head toward the chair. "I sent your dress for dry cleaning."
Your lips part in disbelief. "You what?"
Chris walks up to you, holding out a plush bathrobe. âRelax. It'll be back soon.â He doesnât just hand it to youâhe steps closer, draping it over your shoulders and helping you slip your arms through the sleeves, his touch far too gentle for how casual he's acting.
"Go shower," he tells you, his voice softer now.
You hesitate but eventually nod, dragging yourself toward the bathroom. Just as you reach the doorway, he calls after you, "Better hurry. I ordered room service for breakfast."
Your body tenses at his words, but you say nothing. Instead, you step inside and shut the door behind you, leaning against it for a momentâjust processing everything from last night to this very second.
The test, the sex, everything blurs into one and before you recall more memories from last night, you get into the shower in hope to wash it away.
The scent of freshly brewed coffee and warm pastries fills the suite as you step out of the bathroom, now wrapped in the bathrobe Chris gave you. Heâs already seated at the small dining table by the window, scrolling through his phone while absentmindedly sipping from his cup. A full spread of breakfast is laid outâomelets, toast, fruit, and two cups of coffee.
Without a word, you take the seat across from him. He glances up briefly but doesnât say anything, just pushes a plate toward you in a silent invitation to eat.
The quiet stretches between you, thick with unspoken thoughts. You focus on your food, taking small bites, though you barely taste anything. Chris, on the other hand, eats leisurely, like this is just another morning. Then, he finally breaks the silence.
âSo,â he says, setting his fork down. âWhatâs your conclusion on the product test last night?â
You almost choke on your coffee. Your eyes dart to him, but his expression is unreadable, as if heâs genuinely asking for a professional evaluation. You hesitate, gripping your fork a little tighter.
"Well?" he presses, taking another sip of his coffee. "Did it pass?"
You clear your throat, setting your coffee cup down carefully. âI think⌠to be thorough, itâs better to run a few more tests.â
Chris quirks an eyebrow, a slow smirk tugging at the corner of his lips. âA few more tests, huh?â He leans back in his chair, crossing his arms over his chest. âDidnât expect you to be so dedicated to research.â
You roll your eyes, trying to ignore the heat creeping up your neck. âItâs just proper procedure.â
âProper procedure,â he repeats, his smirk widening. âYou sure itâs just that? Because last night, it kinda seemed like you were enjoying yourself.â
Your jaw tightens, and you stab a piece of fruit with your fork. âThatâs not relevant to the study.â
Chris chuckles, clearly entertained. âRight, of course. All in the name of science.â He tilts his head slightly, his gaze locked onto you. âSo, how many more âtestsâ are we talking about? Two? Three? A full trial period?â
You sigh, exasperated. âI havenât decided yet.â
Chris hums, taking another bite of his toast. âWell, just let me know. Iâm happy to help.â His tone is casual, but thereâs a glint in his eyes that makes your stomach flip.
You quickly focus on your breakfast, pretending not to notice the way heâs watching you.
Chris leisurely takes a sip of his coffee, playing it cool as he glances around the suite. âYou know,â he muses, âIâm really liking this hotel. Feels⌠comfortable.â He leans back slightly, stretching his muscular arms before resting them on the table. âI think itâd be a great place to conduct another test.â
You pause mid-bite, eyes flickering up to him. Heâs watching you, but his expression is unreadableâexcept for the slight curve of his lips. Then, he grins. âMaybe next weekend?â
You nearly choke on your food, quickly taking a sip of water to recover. âYouâre already planning the next one?â
Chris shrugs, feigning innocence. âJust being proactive. You said it yourselfâwe need more tests for accuracy.â He lifts his coffee cup again, smirking over the rim. âAnd I wouldnât want to let you down.â
You exhale sharply, placing your utensils down. âI havenât even analyzed the results from last night.â
âTake your time,â he says easily, âbut donât overthink it too much.â He tilts his head, studying you. âUnless⌠youâre backing out?â
You narrow your eyes at him, refusing to give him the satisfaction of knowing how flustered you are. âIâll let you know,â you say, keeping your voice even.
Chris chuckles, clearly enjoying himself. âIâll be waiting.â
-
Monday morning, you walk into work with an unusual lightness in your step. You try not to think too much about that nightâabout Chris, his touch, the way he whispered in your earâbut the memories flash unbidden in your mind, making your face warm. You force yourself to keep your expression neutral, not wanting to attract any suspicion. Especially from Jane.
Speaking of which⌠you realize she hasnât come to bother you like usual. Curious, you make your way to her lab, where you find her hunched over her workstation, deeply focused.
âHey,â you call out, stepping inside. âWhatâs got you so busy?â
Jane barely glances up before turning back to her notes. âI have to finish my reformulation today,â she says quickly. âFinal presentationâs tomorrow, and if I donât get this right, all my workâs going down the drain.â
You nod in understanding. The pressure of finalizing a product before launch is no joke, and seeing Janeâwhoâs usually so carefreeâthis stressed means sheâs really cutting it close.
âYou got this,â you tell her sincerely. âGood luck.â
She lets out a deep breath, finally pausing to give you a smirk. âI better. If I crash and burn, Iâm dragging you down with me.â
You chuckle, shaking your head. âNoted.â
Back in your own lab, you try to push all thoughts of Chris aside and focus on your own work. But as you review your notes and the adjustments youâve made to the product, an uncomfortable realization creeps inâyouâre running out of time.
Janeâs stress reminds you that your own product is also in a critical stage. If sheâs giving her final presentation tomorrow, that means your deadline isnât far behind. You tap your pen against your clipboard, staring at the latest batch of data, and suddenly, the pressure starts to settle heavily on your shoulders.
You sigh and grab your phone, quickly sending an email to the team in charge of screening participants. A few minutes later, you receive a reply:
Final stage of screening participants. Will update once selection is complete.
You lean back in your chair, exhaling slowly. Final stage. That means any day now, youâll have another participant to help move this process forwardâanother participant who isnât Chris. For some reason, that last thought lingers a little too long in your mind.
-
A few days later, Jane is a walking ball of stress, and unfortunately, itâs rubbing off on you.
She paces back and forth in the break room, arms crossed, her fingers tapping against her upper arm impatiently. âI donât get it. They shouldâve given me an answer by now,â she mutters before turning to you with a sharp look. âWhat if they hated it? What if theyâre just trying to figure out a way to reject it without making me throw a fit?â
You sip your iced coffee, trying to keep your own anxiety in check. âIf they hated it, they wouldâve told you already,â you reason, though you understand her panic completely.
Jane groans and drops her head onto the table. âI canât take this anymore. The waiting is worse than the presentation itself.â
You donât say it out loud, but you completely agree. Because the uncertainty of your own projectâs progress is starting to gnaw at you too. You havenât received any updates on the new participant, and without that, you canât finalize the product. And without a finalized product, you canât meet your deadline.
You exhale and press your fingers against your temples, suddenly feeling the weight of everything piling up. âYour stress is contagious, you know that?â you mumble.
Jane lifts her head just enough to give you a weak smirk. âMisery loves company.â
Later that day, you get a message from Chrisâs secretary, asking you to stop by his office. You hesitate for a moment, wondering if you should prepare yourself for whatever he has in store this time. But you shake off the thought and head over.
When you step inside, Chris is leaning back in his chair, sleeves rolled up, looking effortlessly good as usual. He grins when he sees you. âHey, right on time,â he says, and you do as told, walking over to his desk.
âI wanted to let you know Iâm available this weekend for the test,â he says, watching you closely.
You nod, trying to muster up some enthusiasm. âOkay. That works.â
Chris tilts his head, his grin faltering slightly. âThatâs it? No excitement?â
You blink at him. âI donât know what you want me to say.â
His brow raises. âI donât know⌠maybe something like âGreat! Canât wait!ââ He leans forward, resting his arms on the desk. âWhatâs wrong with you today?â
You sigh and rub your temples. âIâm just stressed about my product. Thereâs still so much to do, and I donât even know if Iâll have another participant before the deadline.â
Chris hums in thought, then leans back again. âWell, youâre doing your best, right?â
âI guess.â
He smirks. âThatâs all that matters. Besides, Iâm the one doing my best for you.â
You roll your eyes, but the corner of your lips twitches at his teasing. âOf course, how could I forget?â
Chris chuckles, pleased with himself. âExactly. So stop stressing. Iâve got you.â
You shift your weight from one foot to the other, still feeling the weight of your stress pressing down on you. âYou know⌠you couldâve just texted me about the test instead of calling me to your office.â
Chris scoffs, shaking his head with a smirk. âYeah, I couldâve.â
You wait for him to continue, but he just looks at you like you should already know the answer. When you donât say anything, he leans forward slightly, voice dropping a little.
âBut I wanted to see you.â
His words catch you completely off guard, and you freeze for a second, unsure how to respond. He watches you closely, amused by your reaction.
Your mouth opens, then closes. You clear your throat, trying to brush off the sudden shift in atmosphere. âWell⌠youâve seen me now,â you mutter, avoiding his gaze.
Chris chuckles. âYeah, I have.â He tilts his head. âAnd?â
âAnd what?â
He grins. âFeel better?â
You scoff. âNo.â
Chris just laughs at your flat response, shaking his head. âLiar.â
He leans back in his chair, still smirking as he watches you squirm under his gaze. âI think you do feel better,â he teases. âYou just donât want to admit it.â
You roll your eyes, crossing your arms. âIf Iâm stressed, Iâm stressed. Seeing you doesnât magically fix that.â
He hums thoughtfully. âMaybe not, but I bet it helps a little.â
You scoff, looking away, refusing to give him the satisfaction of a response. The part you hate the most is because heâs not entirely wrong. Despite everything weighing on you, thereâs something about his presenceâhis confidence, his teasing, the way he acts like heâs got everything under controlâthat makes you feel just a little lighter.
And that annoys you.
-
The hotel lobby is dimly lit, elegant but not overly extravagant. You step through the entrance, scanning the space until your eyes land on Chris, whoâs waiting near the elevators. Heâs dressed casually but polishedâdark slacks, a fitted shirt with the top two buttons undone, looking unfairly good as usual.
Just as you take a step toward him, your phone buzzes in your bag. You fish it out and sigh when you see Janeâs name flashing on the screen. Pressing the phone to your ear, you barely manage a greeting before she starts rambling.
âI swear, if they donât approve this formula, Iâm quitting,â she huffs. âI mean, not really, but you get what I mean. I havenât slept properly in three days, and I think Iâm running on caffeine and pure delusion at this point.â
You let out a small laugh, even though the stress in her voice weighs on you. âItâll be fine, Jane. You worked hard on it.â
âThatâs what people say before something blows up in their face,â she groans. âAnyway, where are you? I need to rant.â
Panic flickers in your chest. You glance around, as if she could somehow see you through the phone. âUh⌠just out,â you say vaguely. âIâll call you later, okay?â
She huffs again. âFine. But if I have a breakdown, itâs on you.â
You chuckle. âDuly noted.â Ending the call, you sigh, but the stress clings to you, the tension knotting in your shoulders refusing to ease.
You take a deep breath and walk toward Chris, who straightens when he sees you. He starts to say something, but before he can get a word out, you grab his face and kiss him.
Chris barely has time to react when you press your lips to his, the kiss sudden and hurried, almost desperate. His hands instinctively settle on your waist, grounding you for the few fleeting seconds before you pull away.
Your lips are still parted as you mutter, âWhy donât we just skip dinner and head upstairs?â
Chris blinks, momentarily surprised by your forwardness. Then, slowly, a smirk tugs at the corner of his lips. âSomeoneâs eager tonight,â he muses, his voice low and teasing.
You huff, looking away. âI justââ You exhale sharply, rubbing your temple. âI'm just a little stressed.â
His expression softens slightly. âAh.â
âItâs work. I'm stressed about work, and I justâI donât know.â You sigh, shaking your head. âItâs like I canât escape it.â
Chris tilts his head, studying you for a moment before his hand finds yours. âThen letâs go.â
You look at him questioningly.
He squeezes your hand. âUpstairs,â he clarifies. âSince thatâs what you want.â
You nod, letting him lead you toward the elevators. As the doors close behind you, sealing you both away from the rest of the world, Chris turns to you, his grip tightening ever so slightly.
âWant me to help you take your mind off work?â he asks, his voice rich with suggestion.
You swallow, anticipation coiling in your stomach. âYes.â
-
The hotel suite door barely shuts behind you before Chris pulls you in, his hands framing your face as his lips crash into yours. The kiss is deep, heated, and rushedâboth of you hungry for each other. Your fingers clutch at his shirt, dragging him closer as you stumble toward the bed.
Chrisâs hands slide down your back, finding the zipper of your dress and pulling it down in one swift motion. The fabric pools at your feet, leaving you in your lingerie as he lifts you effortlessly into his arms. You gasp, arms looping around his neck as he carries you to the bed, laying you down gently against the plush sheets.
He kneels above you, his dark eyes drinking you in before he reaches for the buttons of his shirt. One by one, he undoes them, his toned chest coming into view, and once the shirt is off, he tosses it aside without a second thought. Then, he leans in again, claiming your lips with his own, his body pressing against yours as the heat between you intensifies.
For a moment, the purpose of tonight is forgotten. Thereâs no product test, no work stressâjust the two of you tangled together, lips moving in sync, hands wandering, breaths coming out in soft, desperate gasps.
Then, your fingers trail down his chest, lower and lower, until you feel the growing bulge beneath his pants. Chris groans softly against your lips, his body tensing slightly at your touch. Thatâs when reality crashes back into you.
You break the kiss slightly, your breaths mingling as you whisper, âChris, the condom. In my bag.â
Chris hovers above you for a second, his eyes searching yours. Then, with a slow smirk, he leans in, brushing a teasing kiss against your lips before murmuring, âYes, maâam.â
He gets off the bed, heading toward where you left your bag, and as you watch him, heart racing, you canât help but thinkâmaybe this test is just an excuse now.
You watch as Chris retrieves the condom from your bag, his fingers expertly tearing open the wrapper. He steps out of his remaining clothes, his bare form illuminated by the dim hotel lighting. Your eyes are drawn downward, and despite having seen him before, the sheer size of him still makes your stomach flip. Itâs intimidatingâtaunting, evenâand the nerves creep up on you all over again.
Chris notices the way you tense, the way your thighs press together involuntarily. Rolling the condom over his length with practiced ease, he turns back to you, amusement flickering in his dark eyes.
âYou need to relax,â he murmurs, his voice smooth yet edged with something deeper, something almost reassuring.
He crawls back onto the bed, hovering over you once more, his hands running along your sides as if to coax the tension out of your body. âYouâre overthinking it,â he adds, pressing a soft kiss to your jaw, then another just below your ear.
Your breath hitches when his lips trail lower, down your neck, his touch slow and deliberate. Itâs almost distracting enough to make you forget your nervesâalmost. But when he settles between your legs, his gaze locking onto yours, the anticipation coils tightly in your stomach once more.
Chris smirks, tilting his head. âYou trust me, donât you?â
And the way he asks itâsoft, teasing, but with a glimmer of something genuineâmakes your heart skip.
His hands roam your body with a deliberate slowness, his fingertips tracing the curves of your waist, the dip of your stomach, the softness of your thighs. Each touch is meant to ease the tension out of you, to replace your nerves with something warmer, something deeper.
âYouâre so beautiful,â he murmurs against your skin, his lips pressing gentle kisses along your collarbone. âSo soft⌠so perfect.â
His voice is a lull, smoothing over your anxiety like silk. He drags his mouth lower, his breath fanning across your skin as he continues whispering praisesâhow good you feel, how much he likes touching you, how you have no idea what you do to him.
You shudder beneath him, your body instinctively responding to his words, his touch. The tension in your muscles slowly unravels, and Chris pulls back just enough to take in the sight of you. His gaze sweeps over your bare form, dark and heavy with admiration. He doesnât rush. He just looks.
âGosh,â he breathes out, a slow grin forming on his lips. âI could look at you all night.â
The intensity in his eyes makes your breath catch, heat rising in your cheeks. He leans in again, his hands framing your face as he brushes his lips over yours.
âYou okay now?â he asks, voice low, his forehead resting against yours.
And maybe itâs the way heâs holding you, or the way heâs looking at you like youâre something preciousâbut you find yourself nodding, your nerves fading into something else entirely.
Chrisâs fingers trail down your body with deliberate slowness, his touch igniting warmth everywhere he grazes. His lips brush against your ear as his fingers tease along your inner thigh, his breath sending a shiver down your spine.
âYouâre already trembling,â he murmurs, his voice laced with amusement and something deeperâsomething that makes your stomach tighten. âAre you nervous or just impatient?â
You donât answer, not when his fingers finally slip between your legs, parting you with ease and easily finds your clit as it pulsates with each gentle rub. He does it for a long moment, waiting until you're wet enough for him to slip his two fingers inside you. A soft gasp escapes before you can stop it, and Chris hums in approval, pressing a lingering kiss just below your jaw.
âYou always take me so well,â he whispers, his fingers moving in slow, calculated pumps that make your toes curl. âAnd youâre already clenching around me⌠How do you think youâll handle me when Iâm actually inside you?â
The words alone send heat rushing through you, but itâs the way he says themâlow and coaxing, like heâs savoring every reaction you give him. You turn your face into his shoulder, gripping onto him as if grounding yourself, but Chris only chuckles.
âDonât hide from me,â he coaxes, shifting so he can watch your face. âI want to see everything.â
He curls his fingers inside to get to your sensitive spot, his touch sending waves of pleasure coursing through you, and your breath stutters. Chris smiles against your cheek, his voice softer now, gentler.
âJust relax,â he murmurs. âLet me take care of you.â
Your body tightens around his fingers as the pleasure builds, your breath hitching with every precise movement of his hand. Chris watches you intently, his dark eyes flickering with something both possessive and admiring as he feels you getting closer.
"That's it," he whispers, his lips grazing your temple. "Youâre so good for me."
His thumb circles your clit just right, and the tension in your body unravels all at once. A sharp cry slips from your lips as the pleasure crashes over you, leaving you trembling in his arms. Chris doesnât stop right awayâhe works you through it, dragging out every last wave until you're gasping, your fingers digging into his shoulders for stability.
When you finally go limp against him, he presses a soft kiss to your cheek, his voice warm and full of praise. "So beautiful when you come around my fingers like that," he murmurs, his fingers slipping away only to trail soothingly along your thigh.
You barely have time to catch your breath before he leans in, his lips brushing against yours. "Think youâre ready for me now?" he asks, a teasing grin playing at his lips.
Despite his words, he gives you a moment to climb down your high, touching you, kissing you, keeping you heated just enough for the next one.
When he deems you're ready, he settles himself between your legs and take another moment to warm you up, sliding his cock between your folds, intentionally lubricating it with your essence.
The moment he starts to push his cock into your entrance, you whimper, your fingers gripping the sheets. He stills immediately, his brows furrowing.
âStill hurts?â he murmurs, his voice softer now, tinted with concern.
You shake your head instinctively, but he isnât convinced. His large hands massage your hips soothingly, and for a moment, he just stays there, warm and solid against you. Then, as if making a decision, he leans down, pressing a kiss between your shoulder blades before murmuring against your skin, âThereâs more than one way to do this.â
Before you can ask what he means, he shifts, gently guiding you onto your stomach. His hands coax your legs together, and then you feel itâhis length settling between your thighs, snug and heavy. He lets out a low hum of approval as he starts a slow, deliberate movement, sliding his cock against you, the condom still doing its job.
âThis works just fine for the test,â he says, a smirk evident in his voice. âNo need for penetration.â
The new sensation sends a shiver through you. His body is warm against your back, his arms caging you in as he moves, taking his time. His above average cock allowing him to hit your clit for every time he thrusts forward. Every deliberate stroke of his tip on your clit has you squirming, and when he presses his lips to your ear, his breath hot, he whispers, âYou feel so good like this⌠almost better than the real thing.â
His hands grip your waist, guiding you to match his rhythm, and before you know it, the tension in your body builds again. The sensation overwhelms you, and with one final push of pleasure, you come undone beneath him, trembling as the feeling washes over you. Chris lets out a low groan, his own release following moments after.
A smirk tugs at his lips as he leans down, pressing a lingering kiss to your shoulder. His arms wrap around you, holding you close as your breathing evens out, and for a fleeting moment, the weight of everything else disappears.
Chris lets out a content sigh, his grip on you loosening slightly as he shifts onto his side, still keeping you close. He presses a lazy kiss against the back of your shoulder before murmuring, âWell, I gotta say, the condom held up pretty well.â
You blink in confusion, still trying to come down from your high. âWhat?â
He chuckles, propping himself up on one elbow so he can look at you. âYou know⌠the test? The whole reason weâre here?â His smirk deepens when you donât respond right away. âDonât tell me you forgot.â
Heat rushes to your face as you realize heâs right. You were so caught up in the moment, in him, that you completely forgot this was supposed to be about work. You scowl at his teasing tone, but Chris only grins wider.
âThatâs cute,â he muses, reaching out to tuck a stray strand of hair behind your ear. âYouâre really slacking as a researcher, you know? Getting too distracted by your test subject.â
You groan, pushing at his chest, but he just laughs, rolling onto his back with a smug expression. âDonât worry,â he says, stretching his arms over his head. âWe can always run more tests. Just to be thorough.â
You roll your eyes, but deep down, you know youâre in troubleâbecause a part of you is already considering it.
Chris stretches his arms behind his head, still lounging in the bed with that smug expression. Then, as if itâs the most natural thing in the world, he says, âI donât know about you, but Iâm starving. Should we order some room service?â
You hesitate, still tangled in the sheets, still feeling the lingering heat between you. But the idea of food is tempting, and you nod. âYeah⌠okay.â
Chris grins, reaching for the hotelâs menu on the nightstand. âGood. I was gonna order anyway, but I figured Iâd be polite and ask.â
You scoff but let it slide, watching as he casually flips through the options. He orders for both of you without asking what you want, but somehow, he picks exactly what you would have chosen.
When the food arrives, the two of you settle onto the couch, eating in comfortable silence for a while. The tension from earlier has softened into something almost⌠normal. Like this is just another dinner, another night spent together. Then, as you poke at your plate, you find yourself speaking without really thinking. âThanks, by the way.â
Chris glances up from his food. âFor what?â
You shift slightly, feeling a little awkward. âFor earlier. For not⌠pushing it when I said it hurt.â
Chris leans back, setting his fork down. He studies you for a moment before giving a small shrug. âI told you before, didnât I? I wasnât gonna do anything you werenât ready for.â
You swallow, feeling something tighten in your chest.
Chris smirks, sensing the shift in your expression. âWhat? Surprised Iâm a decent guy?â
You roll your eyes. âA little.â
He chuckles, shaking his head. âYou wound me.â But thereâs something softer in his eyes now, something that makes you look away before he can read too much into your expression.
Chris doesnât push. Instead, he just picks up his fork again, casually adding, âGuess that means weâll just have to try again next time.â
Your stomach flips. âNext time?â
Chris just grins. âUnless youâre saying the test is complete?â
You donât answer, and his smirk widens as he takes another bite of his food.
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The morning sunlight filters through the hotel suiteâs curtains as you fasten the last button of your blouse, trying to ignore the way Chris watches you from across the room. Heâs standing by the dresser, rolling up the sleeves of his black shirt, looking far too put together for someone who spent the night in a hotel bed with you.
"Youâre quiet this morning," he comments, slipping on his watch.
You smooth down the hem of your dress, keeping your eyes on your reflection in the mirror. "Just thinking about work."
He looks relaxedâtoo relaxed, considering the nature of your conversation.
"So," he says, tapping the fork against his thigh, "how are you planning to refine the product?"
You clear your throat, forcing yourself to focus. "I need to get more participant feedback, obviously. Weâve tested the fit, but durability and performance still need more trials."
Chris hums in acknowledgment, but thereâs a knowing glint in his eyes. "And how do I rank as a participant?"
You shoot him a look, trying not to let the memory of the nightâs events creep back into your mind. "You're⌠useful," you answer carefully.
He chuckles at that. "Just useful? After everything?"
You press your lips together, ignoring his teasing tone. "I mean it, Chris. But I need more participants for a thorough evaluation."
At that, his amusement fades slightly. He sits up straighter, turning toward you. "More participants, huh?"
You nod, scribbling something in your notebook to avoid looking at him. "Itâs necessary for better data."
Chris is quiet for a moment, then he leans in, close enough that you can feel his warmth. "I get it," he says, voice softer now. "Just donât forget who was here first."
You finally glance up at him, and the weight of his gaze makes your stomach flip. Thereâs something unreadable in his expressionânot quite jealousy, but not far from it either.
You swallow. "Of course not."
A small smirk tugs at his lips, but he doesnât push further. Instead, he nudges your knee with his. "So, should I clear my schedule for next weekend?"
You exhale, shaking your head. "Iâll let you know."
Chris grins, leaning back onto his elbows. "Canât wait."
You roll your eyes, not indulging him with an answer. Instead, you head toward the door, but just as you reach for the handle, Chris beats you to it, leaning down slightly.
"Leaving without a goodbye?" he teases, voice low.
You glance at him, hesitating for half a second before sighing. "Goodbye, Chris."
As you walk down the quiet hotel corridor, your thoughts swirl between the pressure of finalizing your product and the undeniable truth that you still need more data. More tests.
You tighten your grip on your bag, exhaling sharply. Thatâs what this is aboutâwork. Research. A product that needs to be perfected before it can move forward.
And yet, as you recall the way Chris looked at you before you left, the way he smirked at the idea of "more participants," a different kind of tension settles in your chest.
Finalizing your product soon is the goal. But a small, dangerous part of you wonders if maybe⌠just maybe⌠youâre not quite ready to be done with the testing phase.
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As you're walking through the office hallway, your mind is still clouded with the remnants of the weekendâChrisâs touch, his whispered praises, the way he held you close even after everything was over. Every time you close your eyes, flashes of that night play in your head, making warmth creep up your neck. You shake your head, trying to snap yourself out of it as you step into your lab, determined to focus on work. But the moment you walk in, you freeze.
Thereâs a man already inside, leaning lazily against the counter, his posture relaxed yet confident, like heâs been waiting for you. The overhead lights cast sharp angles on his sharp jawline, his lips curled into a smirk that feels almost too self-assured. He straightens when he sees you, his eyesâdark, playfulâsweeping over you in quiet amusement.
Then, with deliberate slowness, he steps forward. "Finally," he drawls, his voice smooth, almost teasing. "I was starting to think I had the wrong lab."
You blink, caught off guard. He doesnât look like he belongs hereâhis presence too bold, too magnetic for the clinical atmosphere of your workspace. "I'm sorry but who are you?" you ask, wary.
He stops just a breath away, the distance between you charged with something you canât quite place. Then, with a cocky tilt of his head, he offers his hand.
"Han Jisung," he introduces himself, his smirk widening as his fingers brush against yours. "Your new test participant."
Your stomach drops and for a second, all you can do is stare.
"Looks like weâll be working pretty closely together," he adds, voice dripping with amusement. "I hope you're ready for me."
And just like that, your carefully maintained world tilts off its axis.
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Taxes In UAE For Foreigners: Everything You Need To Know

The United Arab Emirates (UAE) is known for its dynamic business environment, luxurious lifestyle, and tax advantages. For foreigners looking to work, invest, or set up businesses in the UAE, understanding the countryâs tax system is crucial. In this guide, we will explore the ins and outs of taxes in the UAE for foreigners.
Basic Overview of the UAE Tax System
The UAE operates on a territorial tax system, which means that taxes are imposed only on activities that occur within the countryâs borders. This tax system has several key components:
No Personal Income Tax:Â Individuals in the UAE, including foreigners, are not subject to personal income tax. This is a significant advantage for expatriates.
No Capital Gains Tax:Â There is no tax on capital gains in the UAE, making it an attractive destination for investors.
No Inheritance Tax:Â The UAE does not impose inheritance tax on the transfer of assets upon a personâs demise.
Income Tax in UAE for Foreigners
As mentioned, there is no personal income tax for individuals in the UAE. This means that foreign workers can enjoy their earnings without the burden of income tax deductions, allowing them to save more of their income.
VAT in UAE
The UAE introduced Value Added Tax (VAT) in 2018. Currently set at 5%, VAT applies to most goods and services, but there are several exceptions, including essential food items, healthcare services, and education. Businesses with an annual turnover exceeding the mandatory threshold must register for VAT.
Other Indirect Taxes Foreigners Should Be Aware Of
In addition to VAT, the UAE imposes excise taxes on specific goods, such as tobacco products and sugary drinks. Understanding these taxes is essential, as they can significantly affect the cost of certain items.
Tax Obligations for Foreign Companies
Foreign companies operating in the UAE should be aware of the following tax obligations:
Corporate Income Tax:Â As of now, the UAE does not impose corporate income tax on businesses, which is advantageous for foreign companies operating in the country.
Withholding Tax:Â The UAE generally does not impose withholding tax on dividends, interest, or royalties, but itâs essential to review the specifics of tax treaties between the UAE and your home country.
Tax-Free Zones for Foreign Businesses
The UAE offers various free zones designed to attract foreign investment. Companies registered in these zones can benefit from 100% foreign ownership, no import or export duties, and no personal income tax for employees. Some of the popular free zones include Dubai Multi Commodities Centre (DMCC), Jebel Ali Free Zone (JAFZA), and Abu Dhabi Global Market (ADGM).
Navigating the UAE Tax Landscape
Navigating the UAE tax landscape can be complex, especially for foreign businesses and investors. Itâs advisable to seek professional guidance from tax advisors and consultants who are well-versed in UAE tax regulations. This will help ensure that you comply with all obligations and take full advantage of the tax benefits the UAE has to offer.
In summary, the UAEâs tax system is highly favorable for foreigners. With no personal income tax, a reasonable VAT rate, and numerous tax-free zones, itâs a prime destination for expatriates, entrepreneurs, and investors looking to make the most of their earnings and business opportunities. However, staying informed about tax regulations and consulting experts is essential to make the most of the UAEâs tax advantages.
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lmao a $42 tutorial to make CC...
ANYHOO:
Requirements You will need: Sims 4 Studio Photoshop (however you choose to acquire it), or an alternative DDS Plugin (unless you choose to save files as PNGs) Blender (any version between 2.76 and 4.3 - I use 3.3) The Basics
Recolours and Textures
The easiest thing to start with is a recolour. If you have some knowledge of photo editing software, this should be fairly straightforward, but if youâre new to it, the following tutorial covers it well: Recolouring Tutorial - Softpine
If youâre feeling confident with your recolours, but want to add a little extra to your textures, itâs worth checking out specular and normal files.
Speculars are my favourite thing for elevating CC (by that I mean covering it in glitter and sequins). This tutorial covers the basics:
Speculars - Teanmoon
Normal maps (bumpmaps) are a little different. They can give a 3d texture to an item without altering the mesh (within reason). Teanmoon also has a tutorial on that:
The Bump Map - Teanmoon
If youâre feeling extra (I know I often do), you can use emission maps to make your item glow and/or flash/twinkle.
Get to know emission the map - S4S
Meshing
Meshing is a little more complicated (or perhaps not, depending on what your strengths are. I recommend starting with the Blender Donut Tutorial (pick the one that matches your Blender version) to familiarise yourself with Blender. I didnât do this. I went in raw from using Milkshape for over a decade (donât start me on Milkshape lol) I would have learned faster if I didâŚ
Once youâve navigated the majestic plate of donuts, you might be ready for a touch of frankenmeshing! This tutorial covers the basics really well, as well as a touch of texturing:
How to Make CC Clothing for The Sims 4 - Powluna
@joliebean also has some great tutorials covering some of the more technical details.
Going forward:
So youâre feeling confident and want to mesh from scratch! There are 3980193890381 CC creators and a limited pool of meshes to frankenmesh, so you may want to create something new. Trust me, start with earrings and work your way down from there.
For the alpha girlies:
Start to Finish Marvelous Designer Tutorial by owlplumbob
I'm also happy to answer any questions people might have as they're starting out. I don't know everything, nor am I one of the top-tier CC creating girlies by a long shot, but I'll do what I can and try to sign post if I don't know.
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TOP GUN #2
âŚis part of The Bookshelf.
⨠This is a collection of my favorite fanfics/oneshots on Tumblr I love to re-read once in a while. None of those works belong to me! Feel free to use it as well.
⨠My own works are here

Jake "Hangman" Seresin
Left at the Altar Summary: When you get left at the altar, a familiar face swoops in to save the day.
Can't Let You Go Summary: When you and Jake broke up, it hurt both of you more than you could handle. Now, after three months of barely seeing or speaking to one another, Jake walks in on the surprise of seeing you in a wedding dress, and it brings past memories and ruined dreams to the surface.
Wanting It All Summary: Hangman ends up in the hospital from a very similar Phoenix/Bob/birds situation, and you suddenly regret keeping a big secret from him. Â
Drunken Words, Sober Thoughts Summary: You and Jake had a history of flirting and occasionally kissing if too much time was spent at the bar, but it never went any further than that. One night, after showing up at your house and passing out on your couch, Jake wakes up the next morning only to learn he had drunkenly confessed his feelings for you.
Less Misery, More Company Summary: Jake has feelings for you but you donât believe it, so you play a little trick to get back at him for all of his flirtatious teasing. But that little trick fails miserably, and as the weight of your mistake settles in, you realize you owe him an explanation, one that requires you to admit some things youâve long denied.
Scrapes and Bruises Summary: Basically, Rooster is not thrilled about your relationship with Hangman, and their issues with one another bring up some fears of your own.
Good in Bed Summary: Jake has made it crystal clear to you that you're only friends with benefits, so why did he go and delete your dating apps?
Cross Summary: The four times you captured Jake Seresinâs attention and the one time he did something about it.
There's a Honey Summary: 3 times your aunt penny sees herself and maverick in your relationship with jake and 1 time she doesnât.
So Funny Story (I'm Fucking Your Daughter) Summary: You've had a thing with Jake for a while now. The thing is, your dad doesn't know and your brother is desperate for you to tell him.
All You Had To Do Was Stay Summary: Six years ago Jake hit your life like a hurricane. In and out in a matter of weeks. You thought after you get over the disappointment of him leaving without saying a word youâd never think of him again. But then two pink lines change your life forever. Now heâs back and still has no idea that the little girl by your side is his daughter.
Revelation

Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw
Three Generations Summary: Rooster is married. Maverick found out when the paperwork got filed with the Navy, but he doesnât have a chance to ask Rooster about it until after the mission
Endings and Beginnings Part 1, Part 2 Summary: It's Maverick's retirement party but Rooster's far more concerned about you, his pregnant wife, than anything else.
Wrong Number Summary:Â Bradley was planning on a quiet night at home with a beer and a basketball game on TV. When he receives a text from a wrong number, he's left looking at a beautiful photo of you. Now he just needs to persuade you to ditch the guy you meant to text and focus on him instead.

Robert "Bob" Floyd
Only Love Can Hurt Like This Summary: Bob lost his fiancĂŠ in a dog fight and goes through the grieving process. Eventually he learns to move on but then everything he thought he knew was a lie, including the fact that Y/N had died on that mission.
All Fun & Games Summary: Returning to San Diego was just another assignment for you. Another step in the career path, full steam ahead, until you come to an obstacle in the road. Usually, youâd navigate around it, keep on going, but this is no normal obstacle. It might be enough to reroute you completely.

Tom "Iceman" Kazansky
Part of Three Summary: Reader is Maverick's sister, dating Iceman, and finds out she's pregnant.
Scared Summary: A fight between you and your fiancĂŠ spirals out of control.
Get Your Girl
Tom Is Finer
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USEFUL SOFTWARE FOR THE SIMS 2
This is a list of programs that will make your life easier if you're an avid Sims 2 player. Click on program titles to get download links.
SimPE The most known software for The Sims 2 that lets you edit package files. You can do basic stuff like rename a Sim, change family name, edit Sims' genetics as well as edit/create mods. Don't use if you have no idea what you're doing, watch a tutorial first or back up your neighborhood beforehand in case you mess something up! The newest version also has a terrain editor.
Sims2Pack Clean Installer The best program for installing downloaded lots and Sims. Those don't just go into Downloads, you need to install them!
Hood Checker This program checks neighborhood references and can clean out ones that are broken. Also useful for bringing back lost graves (it's still good to have NoUnlinkOnDelete).
HCDU Plus The Hack Conflict Detector Utility lets you scan your Downloads folder to check if you have any mods that edit the same aspect of the game, so can potentially be in conflict. Also useful to navigate which mods load first (load order is important for some mods to work).
What Caused This When you have 'testingcheats' on, the game gives you error messages if there's something going on. Not all of them mean there's a serious problem, but What Caused This can help you navigate what the source is. Upload the log file (Documents/EA/TS2/Logs) in the program, give it your Downloads folder and it will scan it to look for the culprit. Might give you straighforward information on which mod conflict caused the issue or that you lack Smarter EP Check for a mod that requires it.
The Compressorizer You can compress your Downloads to take up less space.
Delphy's Download Organiser You can filter your files to a certain category, scan for orphans (files that don't fully work if other files are missing, such as meshes), duplicates, and clean up your Downloads folder in an easier way than trying to track it inside the folder manually.
Outfit Organiser You downloaded CC clothes that the creator marked as outerwear but you think they don't fit in that category? With this program you can quickly change that! It's also doable in SimPE, but Outfit Organiser is a lot easier to use.
CPack Editor If you want to make plastic surgery genetic, there's no need to do it manually in SimPE, especially if it's more than one Sim. In CPack Editor, you just choose your neighborhood's folder, run the program, and it changes ALL surgery faces in that neighborhood to genetic!
Lot Adjuster This program lets you edit already existing lots. If you want a smaller or bigger lot than possible in-game, you can do it here! Also great for creating pavilions or row houses that are all separate lots, as you can get rid of the 2-tile border separating buildings by making the lots smaller and copying them.
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Giving your Rook a custom name for the subtitles in 5 minutes - A modding tutorial
The tutorial is also available on Nexusmods as a PDF-file, and as a Google Doc.
Hidden under the read more for length, but it's actually super easy! Anyone can do it following instructions, I promise!
The guide assumes youâve already installed Frosty Mod Editor, so I wonât be covering its basic set-up. If itâs your first time using the Editor, please refer to this guide by Gabbet. Gabbet's guide may look somewhat intimidating, but to prepare for my tutorial, youâll only need its âFrosty Editor Download & Installationâ section.
Open the Mod Editor and navigate to View >> Localized String Editor
2. Once you open the Localized String Editor, click on the leftmost column inside it, input the following string ID: "0002F709" (without the "") and press Enter. It should display one search result that says âRookâ.Â
3. Click on the line in the search results to make it appear in the column to the right. There, erase âRookâ and type in your custom name using your keyboard. In this tutorial, Iâm using âGhilasaraâ as an example.Â
4. Once you finish typing your custom name, click âUpdateâ to save the result.
That will refresh the lineâs contents in the search results.
Youâve made all the necessary edits, and your mod is now ready to be exported :)Â
5. In the Editorâs main window, click on File > Export to Mod
Feel free to fill in the contents of the pop-up window as you see fit. Note that the first line, âTitleâ will be the name under which your mod displays in the Mod Manager. I named mine âRook to Ghilsaraâ to make it easy to find in case I need to remove it or turn it off.Â
And, thatâs that! All you have left to do is to import your mod into the Mod Manager.Â
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đď¸ SLYTHERIN!JIMIN HEADCANNONS
warnings: hogwarts/harry potter AU. golden trio era. heâs basically draco malfoy if he had a little decorum.
lulu speaks: anon thank you SO FUCKING MUCH for this idea. i was planning on doing smth like this but thought no one would match my freak. ily.
⌠slytherin!jimin who strides through the halls with his robes perfectly ironed and tailored, but his tie slightly loose because rules are for everyone else.
⌠slytherin!jimin who is both a prefect and head boy of slytherinâand mentions it every waking moment of the day.
⌠slytherin!jimin who is the slytherin quidditch team captain, and possibly the best catcher in hogwarts. he takes that title seriously.
⌠slytherin!jimin who is unnecessarily aware of school drama. call him gretchen weiners because he knows everything about everyone. he doesnât feed into it or spread the rumors; he just files it for strategic use (aka blackmail)
⌠slytherin!jimin who is a pure blood heir, coming from a long line of dedicated and wealthy wizardsâbut his mother is a half-blood. no one knows that but him. heâd never tell a soul. which is also part of the reason why he has a secret soft spot for non-pureblooded students.
⌠slytherin!jimin who rolls his eyes and calls people either âinsufferableâ or âpatheticâ like he were getting paid.
⌠slytherin!jimin who is SO annoyed at himself when he starts crushing at you. basically disgusted. heâs like, âthis is ridiculousâ and then proceeds to think about you for the next 4 hours.
⌠slytherin!jimin who will scoff when he walks past you, but secretly wards your bed with silent protection charms. just because.
⌠slytherin!jimin who hexes any boy who talks to you for too long. but, likeâŚelegantly. swishes his wand around and smirks when he sees the consequences of his actions unfold.
⌠slytherin!jimin who angrily scribbles on his parchment about how much he hates you. the inkâs all blotted and his eyebrows are knotted togetherâthe sentences are short and cold, signed with a ââ Jâ at the end.
lulu speaks pt2: again yâall, iâm sorry this is so short but i never got this out and u guys deserve it âšď¸ i hope i did this ask justice bc i genuinely love this idea
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Hi!! I hope youâre doing well đĽ°
I had an idea for the Marvel Multiverse Reality Show AU with Tony x F!Personal Assistant Reader (if youâre willing to write it?).
Maybe after just announcing heâs Iron Man, heâs agreed to have a reality show about himself called âThe Stark Realityâ (because we know this man LOVES attention and itâs a good play on words đ¤). He welcomes the crew in and it shows the world about his daily life, his iron man life, maybe his playboy life etc etc. Throughout filming his reality show, he has many interactions with his personal assistant on screen. Fans watching begin speculating on their relationship together, which after a while leads to an awkward yet sweet realization between the two. His PA definitely has feeling for her boss, but much to her surprise heâs had those same feelings too. Itâs sweet when they come to the realization together, but itâs incredibly awkward when they realize the cameras had been secretly filming their sweet moment entire time đľâđŤ
I hope it makes sense lol. Thanks for taking the time to even read this! đŤśđť
THE STARK REALITY (SHOW)
⤡ ANTHONY âTONYâ E. STARK



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Pairing: Anthony âTonyâ E. Stark x fem!reader
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Genre: fluff, romance
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Word count: 5.7k
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Summary: what the ask said
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TW(s): lack of privacy because they are in a reality show
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part 2
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Love is in the air - Valentine's Day special game
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My Masterlist
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MARVEL Holiday Special
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MARVEL Multiverse - choose an AU, pair it with your favorite character and make a request!
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Songs & Superheroes tales - The Game (to make a request, follow the rules on the link!)
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MARVEL Bingo
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English isnât my first language
The camera crew files into the mansion, wide-eyed and slightly overwhelmed, their equipment catching the gleam of expensive decor and cutting-edge technology. The grand entrance of the Stark estate is exactly as the world imaginesâopulent, excessive, and bathed in the golden glow of wealth. The moment the director calls for the first shot, Tony Stark is already in the center of it all, perfectly at ease in the limelight.
âWelcome to The Stark Reality!â he announces, arms thrown wide, that signature smirk plastered across his face. âA reality show about a billionaire, genius, ex-weapons manufacturer, and recently announced superhero. Also known as me.â He winks directly at the camera. âYouâre welcome, world.â
The camera crew shifts to follow him as he walks deeper into the house, narrating as he goes. He gestures to the extravagant living space, to the sleek glass walls revealing a sprawling Malibu view, to the open bar already stocked with expensive bottles. Itâs all part of the spectacle, but then again, so is he.
And then thereâs you.
You linger just outside the frame, tablet in hand, lips pressed together in a straight line. Youâve been Tonyâs assistant for years now, navigating his unpredictable whims, his extravagant lifestyle, and now, apparently, his newfound interest in reality television. You shouldâve seen this coming. The man loves an audience.
He turns suddenly, catching you off guard. âAnd this,â he says, beckoning you over, âis my lovely, brilliant, long-suffering personal assistant.â
The camera swings toward you, and you resist the urge to sigh. Instead, you school your features into something passably professional, giving the crew a tight smile.
âHi,â you say simply.
Tony raises a brow, clearly unimpressed with your lack of enthusiasm. âCome on, give âem something. These people are here for entertainment.â
You donât miss the way he leans in slightly, mischief dancing in his eyes. He loves doing thisâpulling you into his orbit, pushing at your composure just to see if youâll break.
You tilt your head, tapping your tablet. âWould you like me to list your meetings for the day or just summarize the number of ways this reality show is going to be a logistical nightmare?â
He grins. âSee? Sheâs got personality. And she keeps me on schedule, which is an almost impossible task, so sheâs basically a superhero in her own right.â
âI donât have time to save the world,â you say dryly. âIâm too busy saving you from yourself.â
The crew chuckles, and Tony places a hand over his heart in mock offense. âOuch. And yet, true.â
The filming continues as Tony moves through his morning routineâor rather, what he claims is his routine but is obviously exaggerated for the cameras. He lounges dramatically on his couch, sipping a green smoothie he wouldnât drink on a normal day. He shows off the in-house gym he rarely uses because, as he puts it, âWhy sweat when you have a suit of armor that does all the heavy lifting?â
Still, heâs in his element. The camera loves him, and he loves it right back.
Throughout the day, the crew captures glimpses of what itâs like to work for Tony Starkâorganized chaos at best. Youâre constantly in motion, fielding calls, managing his schedule, and dodging his playful antics.
At one point, youâre briefing him about an upcoming meeting when he suddenly cuts you off.
âHold that thought,â he says, turning toward the camera with an exaggerated look of excitement. âThis is the part where I ignore my assistantâs very important words and do something reckless.â
You let out a slow breath, eyes closing for a brief second. âPlease donât.â
Too late. Heâs already bolting toward his workshop, the crew scrambling to keep up.
The rest of the day follows suit, a whirlwind of Tony being Tonyâcharming, infuriating, and completely impossible. The world wanted a peek into his life, and now theyâre getting it. But beneath all the theatrics, the cameras capture something else tooâthose little moments where he looks at you just a beat too long, the way he teases you not just for the show, but because he enjoys it.
And maybe you enjoy it too.
The days of filming blur together in a chaotic, camera-filled whirlwind. Tony adapts quickly, thriving under the constant attention, but for you, itâs an adjustment. Youâre used to managing him behind the scenes, not under the watchful eyes of millions who will dissect every interaction, every glance, every word exchanged between you.
And dissect they do.
At first, the comments from fans are lighthearted.
"Wow, Tonyâs assistant is a saint. How does she put up with him?"
"The way he looks at her though?? Iâd die for a man to look at me like that."
"Thereâs no way they havenât at least kissed before. The chemistry is insane."
You ignore it. Itâs just the internet being the internet. But as the show airs more episodes, the speculation doesnât just continueâit grows. Entire compilations pop up online, showing moments between you and Tony that seem insignificant alone but, when stitched together, tell a different story.
One of those moments happens late one night when the cameras are supposed to be off.
Itâs past midnight, and most of the crew has packed up for the day, but youâre still in the workshop, scrolling through Tonyâs calendar on your tablet. Heâs at his workbench, eyes locked on whatever latest modification heâs making to the suit. Itâs quiet, comfortable. Just the two of you.
âYou should go to bed,â he murmurs without looking up.
âYou should take your own advice,â you counter.
A smirk tugs at his lips, and he finally lifts his gaze to meet yours. âI will if you will.â
You shake your head, suppressing a smile. âI have too much to do.â
âSo do I.â He gestures vaguely at the half-finished repulsor in front of him. âBut unlike you, I am my own boss and can ignore my responsibilities.â
You huff out a laugh, shifting your weight onto your other foot. âYou ignore them whether youâre your own boss or not.â
His smirk widens. âExactly. Now sit.â
You raise an eyebrow. âSit?â
âYeah.â He pats the empty stool beside him. âYouâre making me nervous, standing there all tense. Come on, take a load off.â
After a moment of hesitation, you give in, sliding onto the stool next to him. Heâs still looking at you, and now that youâre closer, you notice the exhaustion tugging at the edges of his expression. Itâs rare to see him without the armor of his usual bravado.
âLong day?â you ask softly.
He hums, rolling his shoulders. âSomething like that.â
Without thinking, you reach out and press your fingers against a knot in his shoulder, kneading gently. He freezes for a fraction of a second, then exhales, melting slightly under your touch.
âOh,â he murmurs, voice lower now. âThatâs dangerous.â
Your fingers still. âWhat is?â
He turns his head slightly, eyes flickering to yours. âLetting you know that feels good. You might start using it as leverage.â
You roll your eyes but keep massaging the tension from his shoulder. âPlease. Like I donât already have enough leverage on you.â
His lips quirk up in amusement, and for a while, neither of you say anything. The quiet hum of the workshop fills the space, the warmth of his skin beneath your fingertips grounding you. Itâs easy to forget the world outside of moments like this.
What neither of you realize is that one of the smaller cameras in the corner of the workshopâthe one meant to capture footage of his tech for the showâwas never turned off.
When the footage airs, the internet explodes.
"GUYS, I AM LITERALLY GONNA SCREAM. Did you see the way he just let her touch him like that? He was SOFT for her. I canât do this."
"No but the way she just casually massages him like itâs normal⌠THEYâRE IN LOVE."
"I donât even care if they say theyâre not together, the EYE CONTACT says otherwise."
Tony, of course, loves the reactions.
âPeople are calling me soft,â he says one morning, shoving his phone in your face. âFor you.â
You glance up from your tablet, unimpressed. âI mean, theyâre not wrong.â
His grin widens. âOh? You admit I have a soft spot for you?â
âI admit you think you do,â you reply smoothly, swiping to the next appointment on his schedule.
âOuch. Brutal,â he says, pressing a hand to his chest. âYou wound me.â
You shake your head, suppressing a smile, but then he does something unexpected. He reaches out and tucks a loose strand of hair behind your ear.
Itâs a small thing, a fleeting touch, but it sends your heart skipping a beat.
And of course, the cameras catch it.
The moment goes viral within hours.
"Tony tucking her hair behind her ear?? Sir, I am UNWELL."
"Iâm convinced they forget theyâre being filmed sometimes because this is NOT platonic behavior."
"The way she paused for a second after he touched her⌠yeah, she felt that."
The more moments like this pile up, the harder it gets to brush off the speculation. The crew catches everythingâthe way Tony always seems to find excuses to be near you, the way his gaze lingers just a second too long when youâre not looking, the way you press a coffee into his hand before he even asks for it.
One day, after a particularly chaotic filming session involving a very unnecessary stunt with the Iron Man suit (which you had explicitly told him not to do), the two of you find yourselves alone in the kitchen.
Youâre filling a glass of water when Tony steps beside you, leaning casually against the counter.
âYouâre mad,â he observes.
You take a sip of your own water. âIâm not mad.â
He tilts his head, studying you. âAnnoyed, then.â
You set your glass down with a sigh. âYou couldâve gotten hurt.â
His expression softens slightly. âBut I didnât.â
âThatâs not the point,â you mutter, running a hand through your hair.
For once, he doesnât immediately deflect with a joke. Instead, he reaches out, gently tugging at your wrist until you look at him.
âIâm fine,â he says, quieter now.
You exhale, shaking your head. âI know. I justââ You stop yourself, not sure how to put it into words.
Tony doesnât push. He just holds your gaze, something unreadable flickering in his expression. The air between you shifts, heavier than before.
Neither of you realize the camera in the corner of the kitchen is still rolling.
"Nah, because that moment in the kitchen was INTIMATE. The way he reached for her wrist so gently??? PLEASE."
"Okay but the way she was genuinely worried about him? And the way he actually let himself be serious for once?? Theyâre in LOVE."
"I donât even need confirmation at this point. This is a slow-burn romance happening in real-time."
You tell yourself itâs just the cameras.
Thatâs why everything feels heightened, why your heart stumbles in your chest every time Tony leans just a little too close, why your stomach flips when his gaze lingers a second too long.
Itâs the show. The attention. The fact that millions of people are dissecting every interaction between you, making you hyperaware of the way Tony touches you so casually, the way he teases you so effortlessly, the way he just exists in your space like he belongs there.
Because thatâs all it is.
Right?
You try to ignore it. Try to act normal. Try to pretend your pulse doesnât quicken when he throws an arm around your shoulders in front of the cameras, pulling you into his orbit like itâs the most natural thing in the world.
You donât let yourself think too much about the way his touch lingers, the way his hand sometimes settles at the small of your back when he guides you through a crowd, the way he always seems to know exactly what to say to get under your skinâjust enough to fluster you, just enough to make your breath catch in your throat.
Youâve worked for Tony long enough to know that heâs always been like this. Heâs charming, magnetic, impossible to ignore. He flirts with everyone, makes people feel like theyâre the only person in the room when he talks to them.
Itâs just who he is.
But then there are moments that donât feel like a performance.
Like the time youâre both in the workshop late at night again, and he offers you a screwdriver without looking, like he somehow knows exactly what you need before you ask. Or the time he catches you yawning after a long day and, without a word, pushes his cup of coffee toward you.
Or the time you stumble half-asleep into the kitchen one morning, still in your pajamas, and find him already there, making two cups of coffeeâone exactly how you like it.
âYouâre up early,â you mumble, rubbing at your eyes.
He smirks, handing you the coffee. âYouâre just up late.â
You take the cup from him, wrapping your fingers around the warmth. âThanks.â
He watches you as you take your first sip, his expression softer than usual. âYou should sleep more.â
You arch a brow at him. âYouâre one to talk.â
He chuckles, shaking his head, but he doesnât argue. And then he does something that makes your brain short-circuitâhe reaches out and brushes his thumb over the corner of your mouth.
You freeze.
âThere was coffee there,â he says, voice low, almost teasing, but thereâs something else in his eyes. Something that makes your heart stutter.
The moment stretches, thick with something unspoken. And thenâ
âMorning, boss! Morning, Y/N!â
You both jolt back as one of the camera crew members strolls in, oblivious. You step away quickly, lifting your coffee to your lips to hide the fact that your face is burning.
Tony just exhales through his nose, muttering something under his breath that sounds suspiciously like cockblocked by my own reality show.
The cameras werenât even rolling that morning, but somehow, the clip of him wiping coffee off your lip still ends up online.
"HELLO?? HIS THUMB ON HER LIP?? WHAT KIND OF ROMANCE NOVEL BULLSHIT IS THIS??"
"He looked so focused on her mouth I am losing my mind."
"I swear they forget the cameras exist sometimes. That was INTIMATE."
The internet is eating this up. Fans are analyzing every look, every touch, every moment between you and Tony with the kind of dedication usually reserved for crime scene investigations.
You try to ignore it.
You fail.
Because suddenly, you start noticing things youâve ignored before.
Like the way Tony always saves the last slice of pizza for you. The way he keeps an extra pair of your favorite sunglasses in his car because he knows you always forget yours. The way he always seems to position himself between you and any potential threatâeven if the "threat" is just a pushy journalist or an overenthusiastic fan.
And then there are the looks.
The ones that last just a little too long. The ones where he watches you when he thinks youâre not looking. The ones that feel different.
The realization creeps up on you slowly, like a shadow stretching in the late afternoon sun.
You like him.
Noâyouâve liked him. Probably for a while now. You were just too stubborn, too careful, too scared to admit it.
And Tonyâoh, Tony has known for a long time.
Itâs in the way he looks at you, like heâs just waiting for you to catch up. Like heâs been patient, so damn patient, but heâs not going to wait forever.
But you donât know how to cross that line. Not when the whole world is watching. Not when your job, your life, everything is so tangled up with him.
So you try to act normal.
The cameras catch every single slip-up.
Like the time youâre standing beside him at a press event, and someone asks a question about his playboy lifestyle.
He laughs, playing it up for the cameras. âYou know me, Iâm a man of many talents.â
You roll your eyes, crossing your arms. âMost of which involve ignoring my carefully planned schedule.â
He turns to you, smirking. âSee? This is why I keep her around. She keeps me humble.â
The reporter grins. âY/N, whatâs the secret to handling Tony Stark?â
You glance at him, and for a split second, you forget about the cameras. Forget about the audience.
âHeâs not as much of a handful as people think,â you say, voice quieter, more honest than you mean it to be.
Tony blinks, and for the first time in a long time, he actually looks surprised.
The internet notices.
"DID YOU SEE HIS FACE WHEN SHE SAID THAT?? Bro was not expecting her to be SWEET."
"âHeâs not as much of a handful as people thinkâ MAâAM. MAâAM. ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH HIM??"
"I swear to god Tony is just waiting for her to admit it at this point."
The dress is too much. Thatâs your first thought as you stare at yourself in the full-length mirror, smoothing your hands down the fabric. Itâs expensiveâof course, it is. Tony sent it over himself, and youâd bet good money that it cost more than your rent.
Itâs stunning, undeniably so, hugging in all the right places, the deep color making your skin glow under the soft lighting of your bedroom. Your makeup is flawless, your hair styled perfectly, and for once, you donât look like Tony Starkâs overworked assistant.
You look like a woman on the arm of a billionaire.
Which, technically, you are.
Just for tonight.
Itâs not that unusual for Tony to bring you to events, but tonight is different. Thereâs no work agenda, no schedule to maintain. For this one night, youâre not his assistantâyouâre his date.
The word lingers in your mind, foreign but not unwelcome.
Thereâs a knock at your door.
âYou decent?â Tonyâs voice is light, teasing, but when you open the door, he just stops.
His mouth parts slightly as his gaze sweeps over you, lingering at your exposed collarbone, the way the dress clings to your curves. For once, heâs silent, and you think that might be the most shocking part.
You raise an eyebrow. âWell?â
Tony blinks, then clears his throat, smoothing a hand down the front of his sleek, tailored suit. âYep. Nope. I was prepared for this. I am handling this just fine.â
You fight back a smile. âYou sure?â
âOh, absolutely,â he says, stepping back so you can follow him. âJust casually rethinking all my life choices and trying to figure out how I got lucky enough to have you on my arm tonight.â
Your heart does something stupid in your chest, but you roll your eyes. âFlattery will get you nowhere, Stark.â
He smirks. âWorth a shot.â
The drive to the event is smooth, the car sleek and comfortable, but your nerves kick in the second you see the flashing lights ahead, the crowd of reporters, the sea of cameras waiting.
Tony notices.
âRelax,â he murmurs, his voice warm and steady beside you. âYou look incredible. Youâre gonna knock âem dead.â
You exhale, forcing yourself to nod. âRight. Just another night.â
âExactly,â he says. âExcept this time, when they ask me who Iâm with, I get to say you.â
Before you can overthink it, the door opens, and suddenly, youâre stepping onto the red carpet with Tony Starkâs hand resting at the small of your back. The flashes are blinding, the noise overwhelming, but Tony guides you through it with practiced ease, nodding and smirking at the cameras like he was born for this.
Reporters immediately start shouting questions.
âTony! Whoâs your date tonight?â
âY/N, how does it feel to be on Starkâs arm instead of his payroll?â
âWhy her, Tony? Out of all the women in the world, why did you choose your assistant?â
Tony grins, pulling you just a little closer. âWouldnât you like to know?â he says, his tone dripping with amusement. âSome secrets are just for me.â
Your face burns, and youâre grateful when youâre ushered forward, past the press and into the venue. The inside is just as extravagant as expectedâglittering chandeliers, champagne flowing, a sea of celebrities dressed to impress.
And, of course, thatâs when it happens.
The actor is objectively handsomeâtall, broad-shouldered, a charming smile that probably makes half the world swoon. You recognize him immediately, a famous action star, one of the many guests mingling at the event.
And for some reason, heâs interested in you.
âYou look absolutely stunning,â he says, his gaze sweeping over you in obvious appreciation. âI donât think weâve met before. I would have remembered.â
You offer a polite smile, feeling Tony shift beside you. âY/N,â you say, extending a hand. âItâs nice to meet you.â
âY/N,â he repeats, his own smile widening as he takes your hand. âBeautiful name for a beautiful woman.â
Tonyâs grip on his champagne flute tightens.
You catch the slight tick in his jaw, the way his entire posture stiffens. Oh. Oh, this is interesting.
The actor keeps talking, asking about your work, throwing in more compliments than necessary, and you can feel Tony practically vibrating beside you.
And thenâjust to push it a littleâyou laugh at something the actor says, placing a hand on his arm.
Itâs nothing. Completely innocent.
But Tony clears his throat sharply. âHey, buddy,â he says, voice light but just a little too loud. âYou mind if I borrow my date for a second?â
The emphasis is unmistakable.
The actor, blissfully unaware of the silent tantrum Tony is throwing, just grins and nods. âOf course. It was a pleasure, Y/N.â
Tony is already pulling you away before you can respond.
He doesnât stop until youâre outside, away from the crowd, in a quiet balcony area overlooking the city lights.
You turn to him, crossing your arms. âAre you jealous, Stark?â
He scoffs. âMe? Jealous? Please.â
You step closer, tilting your head. âYou sure?â
He huffs, running a hand through his hair. âOkay, fine. Maybe I didnât love watching that guy drool all over you.â
You raise an eyebrow. âBecause?â
He meets your gaze, and suddenly, all the teasing, all the bravadoâeverythingâfalls away.
âBecause youâre mine,â he says simply. âOr at least, I want you to be.â
Your breath catches.
Tony exhales, running a hand down his face. âI know I joke around a lot, and I know Iâm a lot to deal with, but I need you to know that thisâusâitâs not a game to me. It never has been.â
Your heart is pounding.
He takes a step closer, his voice softer now. âIâve been in love with you for a while, Y/N. And I know it took you a little longer to get there, butâŚâ His lips twitch up. âYouâre here now. Right?â
You donât hesitate. âYeah,â you whisper. âIâm here.â
And then his hands are on your waist, pulling you against him, and your arms are wrapping around his neck, and thenâ
He kisses you.
Itâs slow at first, careful, like heâs savoring it, but then you make a small noise against his lips, and suddenly, the restraint snaps. His hands tighten, his lips moving against yours with something deeper, more desperate, more real than anything youâve ever known.
When you finally break apart, your forehead rests against his, your breath mingling.
âWow,â you murmur.
Tony chuckles, his fingers brushing against your jaw. âYeah. Wow.â
And thenâ
âOh. Oh.â
You freeze.
Tony groans, turning to find one of the cameramen standing there, eyes wide.
âAre you serious?â Tony grits out.
The guy winces. âIâI swear, I wasnât trying to film thatâI justâokay, yeah, the cameras got everything.â
Tony sighs heavily, rubbing his temples. âOf course they did.â
You stare at him for a moment, thenâ
You start laughing.
Tony blinks at you. âAre youâare you seriously laughing right now?â
You nod, still giggling. âItâs justâof course this happens to us.â
Tony shakes his head, but a smirk tugs at his lips. âGuess the secretâs out, huh?â
You grin, reaching for his hand. âGuess so.â
And honestly?
You donât mind one bit.
The internet explodes.
The second the episode drops, social media ignites like someone threw gasoline on an open flame. The clip of you and Tony kissingâyour whispered words, his confession, the way he pulls you in like youâre the only thing thatâs ever matteredâspreads like wildfire.
"IâM SCREAMING. I CANâT BELIEVE THIS IS REAL."
"The way Tony looked at her BEFORE the kiss? Heâs been GONE for her. Absolutely down bad."
"We all knew it. We KNEW it. But seeing it happen is just chefâs kiss perfection."
"'Youâre mine. Or at least, I want you to be.' Thatâs it. Thatâs the most romantic thing Iâve ever heard. I need a Tony Stark in my life."
"I canât believe the cameras caught this. The way they got lost in each other? They werenât even thinking about the cameras. Thatâs REAL."
"How do I file a lawsuit for emotional damage? I was NOT prepared."
Memes flood the timeline. Screenshots of Tonyâs jealous expression when the actor flirted with you. Edits of your kiss set to dramatic music. Slow-motion compilations of every single time Tony had looked at you that way throughout the show.
The fans had always speculated, always hoped, but this? This is confirmation. And they are obsessed.
Of course, there are reactions from the media too. News outlets pick up the story immediately.
âBillionaire Tony Stark Off the MarketâConfirms Romance with Longtime Assistantâ
âThe Stark Realityâs Latest Episode Features a Moment No One ExpectedâBut Everyone Wantedâ
âFrom Work Partners to Life PartnersâThe Love Story of Tony Stark and Y/Nâ
And through it all, Tony is thriving.
Because of course, he is.
At first, you donât know what to expect from him. If heâs going to act differently now that the world knows. If heâs going to keep things professional in front of the cameras or tone down the way he touches you, the way he teases.
Nope.
If anything, he gets worse.
The next time the cameras are on, Tony makes absolutely no attempt to be subtle about the fact that youâre his now.
Like the moment in the kitchen when youâre making coffee, and he walks in, shirtless, hair still messy from sleep.
âMorning, sweetheart,â he murmurs, stepping behind you and wrapping his arms around your waist.
You tense for half a second, eyes flicking to the camera set up on the counter. âTonyââ
âWhat?â he hums, pressing a kiss to your shoulder. âI canât say good morning to my girlfriend?â
Your face heats. âYouâre ridiculous.â
âAnd you love it.â
The internet LOSES IT.
"TONY CASUALLY SHOWING UP SHIRTLESS TO CUDDLE HER?? IâM IN SHAMBLES."
"Theyâre acting like a real couple now. This is NOT a drill."
"Petition to make sure Tony is shirtless in every episode from now on."
Or the time youâre sitting on the couch, working on your tablet, and Tony just flops down, draping himself across your lap.
âTony,â you sigh, adjusting your grip on the tablet. âIâm working.â
He looks up at you with that damn smirk. âIâm cuddling. Way more important.â
âYouâre impossible.â
âAnd yet, you still love me.â
Your lips twitch, but you refuse to indulge him. âDebatable.â
His eyes narrow. âOh, you wound me.â
The cameras catch it allâthe way you absentmindedly run your fingers through his hair despite your protests, the way he practically purrs under your touch, the way you smile just a little when you think no one is looking.
They eat it up.
"HIM LAYING IN HER LAP. THIS IS PEAK ROMANCE."
"Youâre telling me Tony Stark went from billionaire playboy to a man who begs for cuddles? I LOVE CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT."
"The way she plays it cool but is clearly obsessed with him? Relatable."
Itâs not just the cuddling. Itâs the stolen kisses, the lingering touches, the casual intimacy of a couple that has been circling each other for years and is finally allowed to have each other.
And Tony? Tony is having the time of his life.
He lives to fluster you on camera.
Like when youâre organizing his schedule in the office, completely focused, and he suddenly leans in, whispering in your ear, âYou looked really good in my bed this morning.â
You choke on absolutely nothing. âTonyââ
âWhat?â Heâs grinning, utterly unrepentant. âJust making an observation.â
You shove a folder at him. âSign this before I kill you.â
His laughter follows you down the hall.
"THE WAY SHE CHOKED. HE KNOWS WHAT HEâS DOING."
"Did he just CONFIRM they sleep together? Sir, have mercy."
"Tony Stark is officially the clingiest boyfriend in existence, and I respect that."
Despite the teasing, despite the relentless public scrutiny, itâs good.
Better than you expected.
The realization hits you on a slow morning, when the sun is barely up and your body is still heavy with sleep.
You donât even think as you roll out of bed, stretching lazily before heading toward the kitchen for coffee. The floor is cool against your bare feet, the oversized shirt youâre wearingâTonyâs, of courseâfalling mid-thigh. Your hair is a mess, your eyes half-closed, and you let out a soft yawn as you step into the kitchen.
And thenâ
âOh. Oh.â
Itâs the cameraman again. The same poor guy who accidentally caught your first kiss with Tony.
You blink at him. He blinks at you.
Thereâs a beat of silence before it clicks in your sleepy brain.
âShit.â
You spin on your heel, all but sprinting back to the bedroom.
Tony is still sprawled across the bed, barely awake, his hair sticking up in every direction. He cracks one eye open as you dive under the covers, groaning.
âUh⌠good morning?â he murmurs, voice thick with sleep.
You grab a pillow and shove your face into it. âI forgot about the cameras.â
Thereâs a pause. Then, a rustling of sheets as Tony shifts closer, draping an arm over your back. âOkay⌠and?â
You groan. âI walked out there wearing just your shirt.â
Silence. Thenâ
Tony cackles.
You lift your head just enough to glare at him. âThis is not funny.â
âThis is hilarious,â he corrects, eyes twinkling with amusement. âDamn. I wish Iâd seen it.â
You smack his chest. âFocus, Tony! That footage is out there.â
âRelax, sweetheart,â he soothes, pressing a kiss to your shoulder. âWeâll make sure it doesnât air.â
But the incident sticks with you.
Because the truth is, you and Tony donât have much privacy anymore.
The show has been funâchaotic, ridiculous, but fun. And yet, itâs always there. The cameras catch everythingâthe teasing, the bickering, the moments when Tony pulls you into his lap just because he can now, the late nights spent tangled up in each other, and even the mornings when you wake up to find him watching you with something terrifyingly soft in his eyes.
Some moments are meant to be just for you.
And thatâs when you know.
Itâs time to end The Stark Reality.
Tony doesnât even hesitate when you bring it up.
âDone,â he says easily, lacing his fingers with yours. âLetâs wrap it up.â
Thereâs a finality to it that makes your chest ache. The show has been his, in a wayâone of his crazy ideas, something he threw himself into because he loves the attention, the spotlight. But heâs willing to let it go.
For you.
The last episode airs a week later.
And of course, Tony makes sure it goes out with a bang.
The final scene is classic Tony. Heâs sitting on the couch, arms draped over the back, a knowing smirk playing on his lips.
âSo,â he begins, looking straight into the camera. âThis is it. The end of The Stark Reality.â
He pauses, like heâs waiting for dramatic effect.
âOr is it?â
You, sitting beside him, roll your eyes. âTony.â
âWhat?â He gestures vaguely. âIâm just saying. Maybe the next time you see us, itâll be in the documentary about our wedding.â
Your soul leaves your body.
The internet erupts.
"WEDDING?? HELLO?? THEYâVE BEEN DATING FOR TWO MONTHS??"
"TONY STARK, YOU CANNOT JUST DROP THAT AND LEAVE."
"Blink twice if you need help, Y/N."
And it doesnât stop there.
âOr,â Tony continues, completely unfazed by your scandalized expression, âmaybe another season of The Stark Reality⌠with our kids.â
You choke on air. âTony.â
âHey,â he says, throwing his hands up. âPeople love a good family reality show. Gotta give the fans what they want.â
The show ends with you smacking him with a pillow as he cackles.
"TONY, STOP PLAYING WITH MY EMOTIONS."
"IS SHE PREGNANT?? IS THIS A HINT?? I NEED ANSWERS."
"Manifesting a Stark wedding and mini Starks immediately."
The reaction is insane.
Theories explode overnight. People analyze everythingâthe way Tony said our wedding, the way he casually mentioned kids, the way you covered your face in embarrassment but didnât deny anything.
Some are convinced youâre already engaged. Others think youâre secretly pregnant. A few believe Tony is just being Tonyâchaotic, dramatic, and completely unserious.
But you know better.
Because when the cameras stop rolling, when itâs just you and him curled up in bed that night, he leans in, brushing his lips against your temple.
âYâknow,â he murmurs, âI was kinda serious.â
You shift, tilting your head to look at him. âAbout what?â
He smirks. âMarrying you. The kids. The whole thing.â
Your breath catches. âTonyââ
âI know, I know,â he says, waving a hand. âItâs only been two months. But letâs be real, sweetheart. This thing between us?â His fingers trace absent circles on your back. âItâs been happening for years.â
You bite your lip, your heart pounding.
âJust⌠something to think about,â he says, voice softer now. âNo pressure.â
And you realizeâhe means it.
Tony Stark, the man who once ran from commitment like it was a ticking bomb, is ready for this.
For you.
You press a kiss to his jaw, your chest warm with something terrifyingly close to forever.
And for the first time, the cameras arenât there to capture it.
Just the way it should be.
part 2 anyone ?
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Alliance Normandy SR2 redesign: Deck 3
The crew deck sits in the middle of the ship, where the hull is widest. This is where design for a larger crew really comes into play.
Sleeping and other bodily functions
The main bathrooms are roughly the same shape and location as in-game, but people walking by no longer have a great view of the showers every time the doors open.
Enlisted racks
24 enlisted racks line the corridor to the main battery, housing the bulk of the rank-and-file. Bunks are stacked two high, with uniform lockers to one side and coffin-lockers under the mattress.Footholds in between sets of bunks let you can reach the top without stepping on the one below.
Junior officers' quarters
I assume a spaceship needs more technical expertise and less grunt work, so the crew is weighted towards officers and highly-trained technical specialists. These specialists fill non-command roles and bunk with the junior officers. Joker (flight lieutenant) and Traynor (comms specialist) berth here. So does Kaidan, because at the point he came aboard the guest stateroom was occupied by Khalisah Al-Jilani, and bunking with marines would muddy command waters because he seriously outranks Vega.
Bunks are two-high with coffin lockers just like the enlisted racks, but officers rate four inches more elbow room and two inches more to stretch out their toesies. They also get a bit more privacy, a little more storage, and access to the lounge overlooking the eezo core*.
*I gave them a lounge because in ME3 you occasionally find officers chatting at a table in the middle of the bunk room, and if anyone did that while I was trying to sleep three feet away I'd commit murder.
Senior officers' country
Miranda's old quarters, which Liara claims in ME3, are large enough to house the entire senior staff in staterooms, with one extra for guests and a shared head. Each room has one permanent bunk (two inches wider and four longer than junior officers; swank) and one fold-out upper-bunk in case of extra passengers.
In Sunset and Evening Star the first thing Shepard does on the Citadel is sign on a first officer**, old navy hand Lieutenant Commander Nguyen. The first thing Nguyen does is fill the missing weapons and ops roles (she heads the navigation department herself, since it's a small ship).
With Shepard in the admiral's quarters on deck 1, First Officer Nguyen gets what would have been the captain's cabin on the crew deck (except while Primarch Victus and his aide were aboard; when she gave up her quarters to the turians). Mukerjee, the head of ops, gets the slightly-larger-than-standard cabin intended for the XO.
Garrus has the 'extra' stateroom, as their liaison with the turians. He keeps the desk folded for space and sleeps crouched in one corner; the bunk is useless to him.
**Shepard delegated something! It's a Mass Effect miracle!
Vital ship functions
Main battery
The main battery looks exactly the same, except Garrus isn't sleeping in the corner or constantly fiddling with the guns. In fact, he's never fiddling with the guns. He and Silva were spending hours re-calibrating the thanix cannon to their own preferences whenever the other person's back was turned, and Nguyen stepped in and banned Garrus from the armory before it moved from passive aggression to murderous-interspecies-diplomatic-catastrophe.
AI core
Access to the AI core is from the battery corridor, not through the medical bay.
Medical bay
The medbay is divided into a front office, the main med bay, and an area for major surgery or isolation. There's also a small private cabin for the two members of the medic corps who assist Chakwas.
Life support
The life support corridor has another four enlisted racks, bringing the total enlisted berths on the crew deck to thirty. Life support itself is basically unchanged, except for some added Important Keep People Alive machines. Like engineering, life support systems are also spread throughout the ship.
Food & leisure
Mess & galley
The mess seats 32. It's also all-watch meetings are held, and occasionally movie screenings. Crew can grab shelf-stable snacks, cereal, or recent leftovers from self-serve areas outside the galley, or collect the meal currently on offer at the counter.
The galley feeds three shifts three times a day each, and one watch's breakfast comes immediately before the previous watch's dinner. About a week out, stores of fresh produce are gone, so a lot of food is frozen, freeze dried, or reconstituted. There's always something to eat; one of the two big pots is almost always full of soup, if not both Bread is made from scratch (flour keeps indefinitely, bread doesn't), and there's a flat-top as well as a six-burner range. The food storage in the galley and nearby walk-in are only what the cooks expect to need for the next two days or so; food actually makes up most of the Normandy's cargo, stored on deck 4.
Observation lounges
The observation lounges, important for crew morale and sanity on longer missions, are differentiated by volume. Starboard is generally used for quieter conversation, reading, solo gaming, or study. The Port lounge is for parties and games. (There is no free wet bar, this is a military ship).
Normandy redesign posts
Intro
Loft
Command
Crew
Engineering
Hangar
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â°â⤠Get Me Out of Here
Sam Winchester x sister!reader
Dean Winchester x sister!reader
Summary: You have pretty bad claustrophobia which doesn't mix well with ghouls. Thankfully your brothers are there to help. I was thinking you're in your 20's in this but you can imagine yourself at any age.
Warning: Panic attack and mentions of death
Yes, all monsters are bad. Yes, you'd make them all go extinct with the snap of your fingers if you could. However, ghouls are the ones that you hate the most. The fact that they dig holes to eat the dead from the coffins always makes your stomach to turn. They basically live under ground or at least that's where you've seen them.
You, Sam, and Dean were in Wallace, Idaho looking into a case Sam found in the newspaper. Dean was excited to go and eat potatoes from the place where they're known for, while Sam was excited for the history of the town.
You, however, were not excited to be here. At least not after you read the case report you managed to grab from the local sheriff's office. With a disgusted look on your face, you stomped over to the diner across the street where your brothers were at. The bell on the door handle rang as you stepped in. Thankfully, Dean and Sam are very easy to spot, sparing you the awkwardness of scanning the crowded room like a lost tourist.
You walked over to them and slid into the booth next to Sam.
"Ghouls," you announced, your tone being flat. You should've sounded happier, considering you didn't have to do any research for this case. Dean raised an eyebrow at your tone of voice, so you smacked the brown file on the table which he quickly picked up.
"Hey, I wanted to look first," Sam complained which caused a small eye roll from you.
Dean smirked. "Too bad. Be faster," he shot back but the smirk faded away when his attention was pulled back to the papers in his hand. You assumed that he was looking at the pictures of the 'body' or at least what used to be one.
"Basically, the cemetery groundskeeper was dragged eight feet under ground by something. Some officers are saying he fell into the hole and the rocks are what scratched him up,' you explained, reaching over Sam a little bit to grab his water cup. "Others are saying an animal got to him and tried burying the victim."
"But ghouls eat on dead corpses. Why would one start attacking on a living person?" Sam grabbed the file from Deans hands and sharply inhaled when he saw the pictures. You shrugged and sipped some of the water.
"Don't know, don't care. It killed someone so we kill it. Easy peasy." Dean smirked when one of the waitresses went by, earning a synchronized head shake from you and Sam.
â彥
It was not as easy peasy like Dean said it would be.
"Okay, machetes!" Dean excitedly handed out two for you and Sam to take. Plan was simple: go in the hole the guy was dragged down into and follow it then kill the ghoul.
Let's rephrase that.
The plan was simple for Dean and Sam not for you. Walking through tunnels underground with barely any oxygen and the chance of it collapsing on top of you made your skin crawl.
"Y/N? You okay?" Sam looked over at you from the graveyard entrance with concern in his eyes.
"Yeah sorry just thinking." You forced a tight smile, but Sam wasn't convinced. Still, he let it slide for now.
You followed Sam as he navigated through the graves to find the hole. Dean was behind you keeping an eye out for anything that moves. Now you just have to look for the hole. Since you guys didn't come out during the day, this will be a pain in the ass.
It has been about 15 minutes of looking when you guys got to the back of the graveyard which was cut off by a mountain. Using your flashlights, you looked around to catch a cave going into the grassy hill. You walked over to it, followed by your brothers.
"A crypt?" Sam asked shining down light in the tunnel. There were stone stairs that led creepily underground.
"An old one at that. And look." Dean pointed at the yellow police tape blocking it off. "How much you wanna bet that the guys body was found down there?"
"But I thought he was buried eight feet?" you asked trying to give an excuse to check somewhere else. There was a nauseous feeling in you when you looked down at those stairs.
"The ghouls could be down there. We've checked everywhere up here so I say we check down there too." Dean said taking the lead and going under the yellow tape. Sam gave you a nervous smile then followed Dean but not before rubbing your shoulder to give you some reassurance.
You took a shaky breath and tightened your grip on the machete in your hands, fingers trembling slightly despite your effort to steady them. You bit your bottom lip and proceeded on the path down into the crypt.
It wasn't a long walk down the stone stairs but you felt like it took hours. The walls seemed like they kept getting closer and closer to you the more you go down. The feeling made you start breathing just a bit more heavier than normal and of course Sam noticed.
âHey,â he whispered, voice low enough not to alert any nearby ghouls. âYou okay?â
You nodded, swallowing hard. âYeah. Fine.â
Another lie. You could feel the familiar vice tightening around your chest. The gnawing, creeping sensation in the back of your throat that always came with tight spaces. You hadn't told them about your fear, not wanting to be the weak link, but the farther you walked into the tunnel, the more your lungs strained for air that wasnât there.
The stairs stopped into this long hallway. At the end of it, you saw a room that had some coffins in it. There were tunnels branching off of this hallway that had little rooms with more memorials of people. What surprised you were the ceilings. They were low enough where Sam could touch it with the top of his head if he just went on his tippy toes.
Dean looked back at you guys with a stern face. "Stick together," he said quietly then began to walk down more. You tried holding onto his voice as an anchor so you wouldn't go into a panic attack. You were safe with your brothers, always. You could push through this.
It was quiet. Maybe too quiet as you followed the boys down the hallway. You turned to flash your light down into one of the tunnels that branched out and you gasped.
The light shined brightly at the ghoul which was already running at you.
"Y/N!" Sam shoved you, causing you to fall back on the ground so he could take the hit from the ghoul. You fell hard against the stone wall, the jagged rock scraping your palms. Sam hit the ground with a grunt, wrestling with the ghoul just yards away from you.
You heard Deans grunts in another room and growls of the ghoul he was fighting. How many of them are there? You quickly grabbed the machete next to you and scrambled to your feet. You were running over to help Sam but a handâcold and unnaturally strongâclamped around your ankle. With a violent yank, it dragged you backward into a narrow tunnel you hadnât even noticed. Your scream barely had time to leave your throat before the soil and stone fell which separated the main hallway from you.
The hand that grabbed you pulled you down into a hole. It was the one that the other guy died in and it was pretty evident from the smell. You hit the dirt hard, pain jolting through your ribs.
Your chest heaved as you stood up, your fingers clawing at loose soil and crumbled stone. The space was suffocating, no larger than a coffin. Your breath came in short, panicked bursts, and you felt like you were dying. You tried to yell for Sam and Dean but you couldn't get the air in to speak.
Your knees buckled and you brought them up to your chest since there was no room to stretch them out. You sobbed as you breathed, slightly chocking on air that would be caught in your breath. You wanted out now.
â彥 With Sam and Dean
"Y/N!" Dean heard Sam call your name from the other room but before he could turn back, a ghoul tackled him against some coffins from the side. The machete he had in his hand landed a few feet beside him. Quickly, Dean processed what was happening and punched the ghouls right into his cheek. The ghoul stepped back from the force and growled at Dean but it was enough time for Dean to grab the machete.
Dean stood up and took a swing for the ghouls neck. Thankfully the ghoul was pretty dumb to duck in time and its head came clean off.
He raced outside of the room he was in to Sam, not even try to take a moment to breathe. Right when Dean spotted him. Sam was pressing his machete down on the ghouls neck like he was cutting an apple with an apple cutter.
"Where's Y/N?!" Dean shouted at Sam looking around for you. By then you were clawing to get out of the hole you were in.
Sam's eyes went wide. He turned toward the tunnel which was now seal with dirt. "Shit!" Sam was getting more angry by the second. Angry and scared for your safety.
The boys dropped their weapons and started digging at the wall with their hands. Blood coated their fingers but they didn't stop.
15 minutes.
15 long, excruciating minutes.
They finally break through.
"Y/N?!"
Nothing.
"Y/N?!"
Then they heard the broken crying. Sam and Dean ran over getting closer and closer until he found the hole you were in. A sigh of relief came from the both of them, but you weren't out yet.
Sam dropped to his knees, looking down into the hole. "Y/N? Sweetheart?" Sam called down to you but you didn't answer. His voice shook a little but he tried to keep it steady.
You were trapped in your own cries and the ringing in your ears.
"Dean, something is wrong. She's not responding at all. Not even looking up at me." Sam looked up at Dean who was running his fingers through his hair.
Dean came closer and crouched next to Sam. "We got to get her out of there now." He demanded. The sounds of you crying and coughing on air was killing him. It was killing Sam too.
"Neither of us can fit down there. It's too small."
"Okay then we improvise. Hold my legs while I get her."
Sam widened his eyes, "Are you dumb? It'll be a bitch trying to get her up!"
"Do you see a better solution here?! I don't!" Dean raised his voice which shut up Sam fast. Sam couldn't argue with him since he was right.
"Okay come on." Sam got behind Dean and held onto him while Dean leaned over into the hole to get to you.
"Y/N? Honey? I need your help to get you out of here." Dean spoke softly, he reached out one of his hands and touched the top of your head. Just by flinching at the touch you hit the dirt wall behind you.
"Y/N/N, come on. Please." He begged as he brushed his fingers against your cheek.
You sniffled as you looked up to Dean. "D-Dean?" You sobbed when you said his name.
"Yeah, baby. I need you to stand up so I can help you out." He moved his hands to yours which you quickly took hold of. The blood on your palms from when you scraped them on the wall were getting on his. You wobbly stood up feeling dizzy and ready to throw up but you don't. "Sammy, pull me up." He said in a calm tone so he didn't startle you.
Sam did what he was told and Dean held onto you while you tried to help him pull you but your legs were too weak to try anything. You were like dead weight.
Finally you were out of that hole. Dean sat on the ground with you in his arms as you gripped his shirt for dear life and shut your eyes. Tears were flowing down your cheeks onto it but he didn't care.
"We gotta get her some fresh air, Dean. She's not breathing right." Sam got up from the dirt ground and picked you up into his arms so Dean could get up. You didn't protest and leaned into Sam's chest.
Sam rubbed your shoulder with his thumb, "Sweetie, you got to calm down for me. You're not breathing right." Dean led the way up the stairs with your guy's weapons in his hands, looking back at your state a couple of times. You tried your best to slow your breathing down but every time you opened your eyes, you could see the walls closing in on you.
You guys got up the stairs and Sam sat on the ground against the brick wall which separated the graveyard from the rest of the mountain. Dean took a sit right beside you guys.
âBreathe with me, okay? Just breathe,â Sam murmured. His voice was soft but firm. Dean ran his fingers through your hair with had some knots in it but he tried his best to avoid those.
You choked in a desperate breath, lungs shuddering. Sam exhaled slowly. âLike me, Y/N. In⌠and out.â He grabbed one of your hands with his and softly started to rub your palm. He drew lines and circles but dodged the cuts you have on it.
You opened your eyes as you followed the breathing. His hands were warm, holding you firm against the swirling terror.
Then Deanâs voice came through, sharp but trembling with barely concealed fear. âYou with us, angel?â When you looked up at him, his eyes were wide with concern, but his lips quirked into a familiar smirk, trying to ease you.
âGeez, next time you want to disappear underground, at least give us a little warning, huh?â
You gave a wet, broken chuckle, still gasping for air. It was ridiculous and stupid, but you were so relieved by the sound of his voice that you almost sobbed.
Dean squeezed your shoulder once, reassuring and solid. âWeâve got you, Y/N. Youâre safe.â
You squeezed Sam's hand and leaned into Deans touch a little more. âNext time,â you croaked hoarsely, âIâm staying in the car.â
Dean huffed out a short laugh, his eyes crinkling. âYeah, if we come up on any more ghouls, I might just let you.â
Sam squeezed your hand lightly, a small smile touching his lips. âWeâll stick together. No matter what.â
And you believed him. Because when you were with them, they would always be there to get you out of the tightest spaces.
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How to request a document reproduction on the French National Archives website (without paying anything)?
Setting the scene: I'd like to obtain a digital version of this file, because online, only a brief unhelpful description is shown and the visual is not available.
If you don't know how to navigate through the website to get to the archive you want, I've explained in this post how to search for a specific item in the French National Archives' virtual reading room. You really should read it before this post, because there are many details I won't go into again.
You're ready? Okay, let's get into it.
Once again, you don't go to the official website, but to the virtual reading room. This is systematically the place to go to search for documents and leaf through inventories. You can access it here.

In real life, if you go to the Paris or Saint-Denis sites and ask to consult the archives, you'll be required to register by filling in a form with your information (not much personal details, they often just want to know if you're here for personal stuff like genealogy, or if you're studying documents for university-related works), and you'll be given a card.
Here, online, it's basically the same thing. You'll need to create an account. Don't worry, it's completely free. Be careful to go to the Espace personnel" (personal account) and not the "Accès sÊcurisÊ" (secured access).
Once you have clicked, the website will inform you that creating an account will give you access to the following options:
Order or reserve a document
Request document reproductions
Request search assistance
Save your search results
So really, I insist, this is a step you shouldn't neglect. And of course, this also works if you live in a different country!
Okay now, let's get back to our document.
I'm not going to explain a second time what a class mark is and how to find it, once again I refer you to my other post which explains everything in detail. Just know that the item that interests me has F/7/6712 as its class mark.
There's a lot of information. Just know that the first thing to do is to set aside your document in what we call the âpanierâ (the cart). Yep, the shopping cart, just as if you were buying clothes on a website. There is also an option to âreserveâ the document, but this implies that the archivists will put aside the physical version of the document and wait for you to come and consult it directly in Paris or Saint-Denis. Yeah, no. Let's save ourselves a shit ton of money, all of us are way too poor for this.
This is what the cart looks like (image below â). This is where you will store all the class marks that interest you, but which you can't or don't want to have reproduced immediately, so you can easily find them later. As you can see, I've already put aside a few. You need to look at the access conditions right away to check whether you can make your request or not. If you look carefully, you'll see that some of the Carnot family archives I wanted to obtain are blocked because they're in such poor condition that the archivists don't want to risk damaging them further by scanning or even opening them.
However, for the document I want to get today (the last one on the list), there's nothing written in this section, which means that everything is fine and I can proceed.
So we click on "Demander une reproduction" (ask for a reproduction) :
In this space, you need to be as specific as possible about what you want. For example, if the class mark is linked to a file with... let's say 600 items (and this often happens), you specify that you only need the documents associated with the numbers 4, 96 and 546, so that the archivist doesn't have to scan 600 documents one by one for nothing and cry all day.
Then here, you specify why you want this document and what you're going to use it for (for me, this will be personal and private use because this specific research of mine isn't related to work or university, but you can see the âprofessional useâ option also exists).
And this is where you need to listen to me very carefully, because in the price list for document reproductions, there's only one free option, and that's the jpeg or pdf scan. Trust me, I systematically ask for this option, and the scans are always of excellent quality. Currently I got +1000 FouchĂŠ-related documents without paying anything and without needing to move from my couch.
Of course, the prices aren't exponential, in fact they're quite reasonable (for example, if you want a paper photocopy sent by regular mail, it'll cost you between 15 and 30 eurocents. That's fine for a single sheet, but if, like me, you need files with more than 300 pages, it quickly becomes a problem).
And finally, you submit your request and you wait for 3 to 6 months.
They will most likely send you an email with a password-protected link they'll give you, to a site where you can send very large files (they often use WeTransfer), and you'll have a limited time to open it so be careful to use an email adress you check regularly when you create your account.
And you have your document. Good job <3
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hi edith! i love your writing so much 𫶠especially the dynamic scholar!reader with rafe. can you make more please đĽşđЎ but with mean!rafe or fratboy!rafe
ahhh thank you for your request and your kind words anon đŤśI hope you like reading this :) I went with frat!rafe because to be honest mean!rafe isnât much of my thing đ
let me know your views on this if you feel like <3
late night sessions
PAIRING: frat!soft!rafe cameron x gn!scholar!reader
SUMMARY: rafe helps you back in bed after you accidentally fall asleep while studying.
WARNINGS: reader is a stem student (or basically anything except business because that is rafeâs major);Â established relationship; minimal usage of nicknames like babe; minimal swearing; rafe is soft for reader; fluff
EDITH SPEAKS: love love love scholar!reader with my whole heart 𼰠Iâm so glad Iâm getting to write them again. (manifesting major scholar!reader vibes for myself for my upcoming college year đ) read my original scholar!reader blurb here <3
please reblog if you liked reading this! feedback is always appreciated đ޸
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Itâs like you are completely cut off from the outside world; your books, notes, flashcards, and your laptop surround you on your desk as you find yourself knee deep in this semesterâs syllabus, your mind already working on an overdrive for midterms â even when you still have a whole week before the dreaded exams approach.
But your boyfriend? Heâs totally opposite.Â
Exams donât even begin mattering to him until one night before the actual exam day when he practically rawdogs some borrowed notes, not knowing what half of the content means but heâs cramming and gulping down information as if his life depends on it. And then guess what? He always gets a minimum of 50% of the total marks on each of his exams, making him the cockiest bastard to ever exist.Â
 âSee babe? This shitâs easy as fuck. Passed with all flying colors ân shit,â He grins, practically shoving his grade sheet in your face. You always have to swallow down the urge to smack that irritatingly perfect face of his, blowing off that smirk right off his face.Â
âShut it, your business shitâs easy to pass alright?â You grumble under your breath. You very well know business isnât easy, but the fact that Rafe is passing it with pretty decent scores by studying only one night before makes you think differently.
Your current focus on your notes is broken when you hear a knock at your dorm door. Begrudgingly, you yell out a âcome inâ, not moving your attention from your notes for even a split second. You hear the door open and close from the front of the room, and when you feel a figure approach you from the back and wrap their arms around you, you know who it is.Â
âHey babe,â Rafe mumbles in your ear, pressing a soft kiss to your cheek as he rests his chin on your shoulder, looking at all your books and notes surrounding you.Â
âHey,â You mumble back, your focus not withering at all.Â
âMissed you tons today,â He mumbles, gently caressing your neck with his fingertips before nuzzling against the soft skin, his lips beginning to press slow, languid kisses.
âYeah same,â You mutter, dragging your laptop closer as you open the file you want to access, your entire body, mind and soul completely unphased by Rafe.Â
Rafe sighs as he presses one last kiss to the side of your neck before lifting his head up. âAlready studying for your midterms?â He says, reluctantly stepping back from you to flop down on your bed, his gaze never leaving you. He already knows the answer to his question: you wouldnât be the person heâs so deeply infatuated with if you arenât giving a head start to your head start for your exam preparations.
âUh huh,â Comes out your quiet voice as he watches you, your brows furrowed as you scroll through something on your laptop. He trains his gaze over to the small digital clock sitting on the corner of your desk, flashing the numbers 11:17 in a bright white.Â
âBabe itâs getting late, come sleep with me,â He says, beginning to scoot over to make space for you, but your next words make him stop.Â
âItâs okay Rafe you sleep, Iâll be there in a few,âÂ
Few. It can mean anything in your dictionary. It can mean 40 seconds, or 28 minutes, or 3 hours, or the entire night.
Rafe lets out a quiet sigh as he thinks of coaxing you to get in bed with him again, but he knows itâs not going to work.Â
âYou better not âaccidentallyâ pull an all-nighter again you hear me?â He says, a tinge of sternness in his voice as he fluffs the pillows once before dropping his head on them.Â
You donât say anything, just make a quick move to turn off the main light of the room and turn on your desk lamp instead. The room plunges into darkness except for the soft glow of your desk light, illuminating your desk and you sitting in front of it.
Rafe turns over on his side to look at you, his hand under his head. He watches you study quietly, your facial features glowing under the desk light and the light from your laptop screen. He tried to keep his eyes open for as long as he can, but the occasional typing of the keyboard, pen scratching against the paper as you write, and your barely audible whispering begin to lull him into a sleep which he finds harder and harder to pull himself from.Â
âśŕłâ§Ë. â ⡠ËË-
Rafe shifts in his position, letting out a soft grunt under his breath as he turns over on his side after being on his back. He squints his eyes as he feels a certain light hit his heavy, closed eyelids. He forces them to open, his vision blurry for the first few seconds. As his vision sets and his mind begins to gain consciousness, he realizes your desk light is still on.Â
You are crouched over in the chair, your head resting on the table in your arms. Your notes are scattered around and your laptop is open but now under sleep mode. Rafe darts his attention over to the clock, and the numbers 2:32 flash back at him.Â
âJesus,â He mutters under his breath, helping his sleep-ridden body up from the bed. He walks over to your hunched position and gently shakes your shoulder.Â
âBabe, babe come sleep in the bed,â His raspy voice comes out. For a moment, you donât move, but after a few gentle shakes you do, slowly lifting your head up from your arms.Â
âWhatâŚâ You mumble sleepily, your eyes barely open. You are just as sleepy as Rafe, if not more.Â
Rafe shuts your laptop close and switches off the desk light, the only light now coming through the small window of your dorm. His hand finds your arm and he gently pulls you up from the chair.Â
âCome sleep in bed,â He repeats, his voice still groggy as he helps you up from the desk chair. Your extremely tired body doesnât put up a fight even once and you let him lead you over to the bed.��
Rafe helps you lie down and he lays next to you, his arms wrapping around your frame in an instant. You succumb to his embrace the very next second and snuggle closer to him, resting your head on his chest.Â
Both of you fall asleep after your shared moment of momentary awakeness, your sleepy body tucked snugly against his for the rest of the night.Â
âśŕłâ§Ë. â ⡠ËË-
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Kageyama my man the love of my life (just don't tell Atsumu you know?)
He's so emotionally constipated my poor baby, and even if he navigates through his feelings a bit better when he's older it's⌠Still difficult, nevertheless he finds ways to share how he's head over heels for you. We know he's not the best at words when he hasn't had the time to think about it (if you give him a day or two he comes with some non intentional poetic stuff)âŚ.So I feel his way to express affection is through actions
He's your personal nail saloon artist, he's a bit wonky with the edges on that painting department but he uses the nail file with precision. It's also like he has magic hands or something cuz your nails never break after he starts taking care of them
What else? I feel he talks on his sleep, or at least mumbles. Not canon in what we see on the whole series but he has so many thoughts going on his head he HAS to let something out while he sleeps
Also, big hands, his hands are ridiculously large and calloused like you can't imagineâŚ.but they are incredibly gentle when they hold your face or when you feel him caressing your cheeks at night. Totally related I feel he's the type to wait for you to fall asleep so he can stare at you
Won't cry at your wedding, but you feel his gaze on you the whole celebration and it makes the butterflies in your stomach go crazy
Tone deaf, I'm sorry but I feel he just sings with the same intonation he speaks (still joins you on karaoke and enjoys screaming when there's rock or something like that)
Knows shit ton of hair and skin care productsâŚ. Courtesy of Miwa
And I have more but like, I have my headcanons and fantasies all over the place I might come back to share them later đĽ˛
I. Want to eat him alive. This is so cute.
Kageyama is so emotionally constrained that if you do something nice for him, or even simply say âI love youâ heâll just pull you in for a kiss on the cheek or a small, shy smile. But sure enough, when your head is on his shoulder, eyes focused on the tv, itâs so much easier for him to whisper a soft âI love youâ while he copies your stare at the television.
His nail techniques go so hard itâs crazy. Heâs got all the oils to make them strong, he files them to the perfect length and style (even though heâs best at squared filing) to make them easy to use in every day life. He typically denies your requests for him to paint your nails, but sometimes, he gives in to those sweet puppy eyes and gives you a few coat of paint. Just please donât tease him about flooding your cuticles, because heâs trying his best to learn for you.
HE SO DOES TALK IN HIS SLEEP, rambling about nonsense sometimes, then forming coherent conversations in others. One time, he grabbed by the shirt collar and yanked you close, whispering in your ear a fully verbalized âIâm pretty sure Sailor Mercury is in our basement. Or someone else. I donât know.â You were awake all night hoping, begging, praying, that it was sailor Mercury and he didnât see someone downstairs- and when you ask him about his dream, he shrugs and said he didnât have one. LIKE BROTHER HUH??
BIG HANDS BIG HANDS BIG HANDS MAKE BRAIN GO BRRRRRRRR BECause imagine like when youâre just laying on your sides, looking at each other in the most love youâve ever felt, and all he can do is bring a big hand to gently cup your cheek, thumb softly stroking the delicate skin of your under eyes. Your lids just barely flutter at the tickly feeling, and you nuzzle into the warmth of his palm, pressing a kiss to the calloused heel of his hand. He doesnât say or do anything, barely even smile, as his blue eyes glaze over your face adoringly. Even until your own eyes grow heavy, you feel his on you, grounding you and keeping you safe.
AND TOBIO IS NOT A BIG CRIER BUT he feels things so deeply, you basically see his brain buffer, cogs turning as his eyes glimmer and shine as he gazes at you. You know his mind is flooded with you, your future, your life together, and he feels so excited to spend every moment he can with you. He canât wait to marry you đĽşđЎ
KAGEYAMA TOBIO HAS NO SENSE OF SOUND, WE LOVE HIM SO MUCH. He cant whisper, he cant sing, heâs only able to do so when he doesnât think about it, he just has one solid tone as he tries to sing with you in the car. But he will belt out songs with you regardless, he wants to make you happy, even if he canât sing to save your life.
GRRRRRRR I LOVE HIM SO MUCJ TOBIO MY SWEETHEART đĽşđЎ
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How do I plot a romance story?
Most advice and plot structures I have found seem to be focused on quest-type stories. Do you have any advice or templates that are mpre easily applicable to romance stories? Do I need to include another major plotline?
Basic Romance Structure
Like most stories, there are different theories and methods about structure, and you can find these by Googling "romance story structure." However, let me walk you through a basic romance structure to show you the differences and similarities with the kind of structure you'd use for something like a quest story or an adventure story.
Introduction/Normal World - Like most stories, romance stories usually open with a peek at the protagonist's "normal world" as a means of introducing who they are and what their life is like. And, as with other stories, this also introduces us to the both characters' internal conflicts. In romance, rather than resolving the internal conflict with growth in relation to the story events, the internal conflict will be resolved via change/growth in relation to the romance. [Example: Sandi is a florist with a four-year-old daughter, navigating single parenthood after her husband filed for divorce and ran away to chase a dream.]
The "Meet Cute" - This is essentially the inciting incident... the moment the two characters meet for the first time, or the first time in a long time. All in one moment, we see how undeniably right they are for each other, but due to their individual internal internal conflicts, they're butting heads big time.
[Example: Sandi meets Brent, the new flower supplier who is adorable, sweet to Sandi's daughter, but infuriatingly inept at doing things the way she likes them.]
Forced Proximity - After the "meet cute," something will inevitably force them to spend time together. They get partnered together on the same job, stuck together in the same place, keep coincidentally bumping into each other... whatever. All that matters is that they're forced to get to know each other despite their head butting.
[Example: they get roped into working together on the town's rose festival.]
Resistance/Rejection - Now that they're forced to interact for whatever reason, they're going to spend a lot of time resisting their mutual interest/desire for one another due to whatever obstacles exist, like being from warring factions or one being in the middle of a divorce. But despite this resistance, we can see the sparks flying between them, even if they can't or don't want to admit it.
[Example: Sandi wants to focus on running her business and raising her daughter; Brent just got out of a long relationship and isn't ready for romance.]
Waning Resistance/Giving Love a Chance - Eventually there's a breakthrough... the obstacle gives way... they have a really fun time hanging out at the Christmas market and almost kiss... they move past the misunderstanding between them... or maybe they just slowly get over their issues and start to fall in love. Either way, they decide to give the relationship a go.
[Example: as they get to know each other and bond through working on the rose festival, they can't deny how compatible they are and an unexpected first kiss gives Brent the courage to ask Sandi out on a date, to which she agrees.]
Three Steps Forward, Two Steps Back - This is essentially the first date, then another one, then another one... though it doesn't have to be actual dates. It just needs to be some interactive scenes when they're in relationship mode. Each of these interactions will deepen their feelings for one another while at the same time raising new obstacles or re-raising the old ones.
[Example: the first date goes well except that Sandi is preoccupied with the fact that her daughter is staying with a new sitter. The second date goes okay, except Brent is in a bad mood after his ex came to town to pick up the last of her things. Then they pull an all-nighter to make some final preparations for the upcoming rose festival, which leads to a philosophical conversation about the future, wherein Sandi says she sees herself getting remarried one day and having another kid or two, and Brent says he can't ever see himself getting married or being a father.]
This Isn't Going to Work - This is the midpoint crisis... the "all is lost" moment where one or both put on brakes and say, "I can't do this," citing whatever obstacle/s that now stand in the way of their happiness. Sometimes this follows their biggest act of intimacy yet, whether that's simply their first kiss or going all the way. It could even be the first declaration of love, being introduced to family, or some other important early relationship milestone. But then it all falls apart... maybe because one or more of the obstacles become too much, a fear-based retreat, or some other external force
[Example: the rose festival has arrived... Sandi is there with her daughter and parents, Brent is there with his mom and sister. Everyone meets, Brent continues to be great with Sandi's daughter... it's obvious Brent and Sandi belong together. But then Sandi's wayward not-yet-officially-ex-husband shows up and wants to get back together. Although she's ambivalent, seeing him interact with their daughter and her parents makes her realize giving him another chance is what's best for their daughter. Meanwhile, Brent witnesses this from far away, thinks, "I'm not good enough for a family like that," and he and Sandi go their separate ways.]
On Second Thought... - This is the moment when something happens that makes one or both characters realize they belong together... that the obstacles aren't real or don't matter... [Example: Brent finds a drawing Sandi's daughter made of the three of them together that makes him realize he really is worthy of their love. And Sandi sees that her husband hasn't changed, that he's still focused on chasing dreams that aren't what's best for their daughter... or herself, for that matter. ]
The Moment of Declaration - This is where the one character finds the other, or they find each other, and one or both declare their love and commitment to the other, despite whatever obstacles there may be. This is the run through the airport to catch the other before they fly away to a new life. It's the objection at the wedding before the other can go forward with the less-than-ideal marriage. It's the boombox on the shoulders, the kiss in the rain, the "I love, I love, I love you. I never wish to be parted from you from this day on" declaration in a foggy field at sunrise. [Example: Brent hears from a friend that Sandi's husband left again. He goes to the last night of the rose festival, finds Sandi, and tells her he wants all of it... her, the daughter, her quirky parents, the flower shop, marriage, more kids... he is ready to take on the world with her, and she couldn't be happier.]
The Happily Ever After or "HEA" - This is the story's denouement, where we flash forward a few days, weeks, or more and see the happy ending. This is the jump ahead a few months to see the happy couple living their lives together, the one year leap ahead to the wedding, or a leap ahead to a moment even further down the road when the couple is firmly established in their HEA.
[Example: two years later, Sandi and Brent have been married almost a year, and are at the rose festival with the now six-year-old and their newborn twins, Sandi's parents, and Brent's mom and sister, one big happy family.]
Now... like I said, there are a variety of different structure templates for romance as there are for other genre stories. Don't feel like you have to pick one, and if you do, don't feel like you have to stick to it exactly. Story structure is just a guideline to help make sure you hit the important points to help the story unfold.
Happy writing!
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