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#CUS NOW I KNOW IM RIGHT
mighty-poop · 1 year
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someone: this isn’t really a spoiler lol, if you know you know ;)
me, who didn’t know: well that just fucking spoiled me, cus unfortunately, I’m not stupid.
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noxious-fennec · 1 year
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Some wilbur art ft. Him smiling for once
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northern-passage · 1 year
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if the only way you know how to criticize my handling of Lea is to somehow blame Merry and also Trans Women™️ as a whole then i’m going to be honest: your criticisms are not going to be the ones i listen to. it’s very strange to me now that both times i’ve had people specifically bring up Merry when talking about Lea and also follow it up with, and i quote: “people only care about trans women.” this monolithic Trans Women you keep blaming has nothing to do with the decisions i’ve made about Lea, and i’m begging you to think for like 2 seconds and realize what you are saying and how you sound right now. i’m not even trying to change your mind or your feelings regarding Lea, that conversation has been had many times over at this point, but you have got to stop blaming trans women for.... being more oppressed than you ? come on
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dizzybevvie · 8 months
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my grandmas mother in law was straight from england, and she taught her how she made tea. my grandma taught my mom, and my mom taught me so when i was younger i always learned to put an obscene amount of milk in my tea . and then i learned that tea without milk is like 100 times better. i felt so lied to. earl grey and english breakfast need honey and a bit of nutmeg and that’s IT
THE BETRAYAL HELLO??????????????????
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dailybaizhu · 1 year
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161: ....mspaint :)
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nerdie-faerie · 11 months
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Having a big family is too expensive. Where am I supposed to find the money for my brother's 20th, my cousin's 21st and graduation, my twin cousins turning 23, my other cousin turning 26 and having a baby all this month!! 😭
#Demon Spawn#+Extra#theres too much going on! and my mum doesnt tell me everything at once so i think i only have one purchase to worry about#and then she hits me with another one!! did you remember this? did you remember that? no i was still dealing with the last one#im sorry but siblings are prioritised then i gotta sort out my own sht if i can then afford all these other peoples things#when i dont even speak to them! then sure maybe ill get around to it but theyve all got more extravagant preferences which i cant afford 😅#most of them still live at home and dont pay rent let alone tuition i cant afford their expectations and having 4 cousin birthdays#in a month is ridiculous have you seen the price of postage? and you wanna add in graduations and a baby into it???#i probably sound like im btching about nothing to people who have a good relationship with their cousins but i never see them and even#when i do we dont talk its super awkward and we have nothing in common yet i gotta go spend money i dont have all at once on them#and i cant even say sht cus my mum arranged a 21st for me that i didnt want so they did end up getting me stuff#god i sound like such btch i just dont know these people and its stressful trying to get presents as is but so many occasions at once when#i have no clue is stressing me out right now its not that i dont want to celebrate its the sudden expenditure and the fact its not spread#out and that theres so many cus i already got 8 siblings and my mum is one of 5 and my cousins are getting older so theyre going through#milestones that require gifts too at the same time as their birthday
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kingofdandelions · 1 year
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Heavy, beuatiful bracelets
I have always had two bracelets on my wrists They are a bit heavy, and a bit sharp I think that’s how they’re supposed to be
My mom and dad also have bracelets Shiny, colorful, beautiful bracelets just like my own They don’t ever mention the bracelets being too sharp or heavy They seem to like the bracelets a lot
I think I’m supposed to like my bracelets
Even tho their weight makes my arms sore And their shiny edges dig into my wrists  Not all the time though  Probably not enough times to complain about
I tried taking off my bracelets one day I hid my arms in long sleeves and put the bracelets in my pockets Only for a minute tho I liked that minute
I took my bracelets off at when I hung out with my friends I don’t think anyone noticed Nobody asked why I didn’t want the bracelets on It was nice
I took my bracelets off at school  I wore long sleeves that day
Would anybody care? 
It took my bracelets off at school again Nobody cared
Why am I supposed to wear bracelets if I feel more happy without them? Why am I supposed to wear bracelets if I feel safer without them Why do I feel bad for taking them off, when they’ve hurt me so much?
Now I only wear the bracelets at home At home where everyone has bracelets At home where I realize how much my hands hurt  At home where I wish the bracelets never existed in the first place  At home where I’m supposed to feel home
I threw my bracelets in the trash today Now I can see two red scars that I never noticed before
I think they’ll heal
#OHHH BOI#im poetrying my best#i might have made myself cry while writing this or i was crying and then started writing this#either way crying#anyways have a poem based on religious trauma#or maybe not trauma#cus i don't think the stuff i've gone through is that serios#maybe im wrong tho and im just too used to it to know#who knows#i guess you could aply the poem to other things than religious trauma too so thats nice#this is my uhhhhhh 5th attempt on poetry i think#and i think it turned out well#yeah i think its a neat piece of writitng#im allowed to compliment myself and so are you :D#wrote this and then started rereading hfwu cus i wanted to angst a bit about transphobic family and religius stuff#rereading hfwu was basically like “yup yup yup there be some religious stuff”#“oh fuck that dysphoric moment punched me in the gut by being a liiiiiiitle bit too real”#*slight envy cus benji had a supporting dad*-*immediate guilt for my jealosy cus his dad fucking died*#*immediate guilt for my jealosy cus his dad fucking died*#go read or reread hfwu right now it fukings ownnssss#what was this about again?#oh yeah poetry#yeah so poetry is fun#like you can be crying at 02:40 am cus your not really passing so dysphoria has been higher than it has been for a lot of months#and your dad doesn't accept you as trans but also still loves you and just wants you to have a nice life without “destroying your body”#so you can't even hate him cus he is a funny and nice dad who loves you but also he just said#“trans people are people with problems who change things about them to stop the problems but changing your body doesnt remove the problems-#“so they keep their problems but hey at least they have a beard now!”#and your mom suggested an all girls mormon camp#and instead of just crying you can actually take your suffering put in into a google doc and get ego boosted by it actually being kinda goo
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okay theoretically .. if you were to look at the word count for a chapter.. how many words do you think would make you say "this is too fucking long"
#extremely unsure as to weather i should chop this up yet again cus . i maybe sort of really rushed the planning near the end#when i was drafting everything out at the beginning of november#because i REALLY wanted to start writing but now i am paying for it by having to wrestle with these last few chapters#i think if i did break it up#i have an idea of where i would do so. but then i think i would end up with like a long chapter and then a shorter chapter and then a long#chapter again?#i want to give everything the space to have the attention it deserves and its looking like i might have to split this and make it 12 chapte#chapters if i want that tumblr can you please stop putting error messages over my tags while im trying to type. you bitch#anyways#all that is just to say i'm curious what everyone's opinion would be on what would constitute too long of a chapter#cus right now im thinking if it breaks 10k i'll find a place to break it up#but i'm interested to hear other opinions#i could have said that a lot more concisely instead of having an essay in the tags but u kno#btw NONE OF THIS MEANS ANYTHING IS READY SOON. just incase. i dont want to get anyone's hopes up on accident i think this chapter might tak#take a hot second here to write like i have chunks of it done and i know what i want to happen but i'm going to have to beat at it a lot to#make it happen smoothly#soooooooo be patient with me#for the sake of having a good chapter to read <3 instead of a rushed one <3 thankies <3#not an update
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#mom says that the reason she didnt comfort me while i was having one of the biggest meltdowns of my life was cus i wouldnt tell her what was#wrong and i clearly was capable#like i hate to tell you but just because im technically capable doesnt mean i can communicate easily#im too upset to be able to communicate my thoughts to you about why im upset#she literally told me that its annoying when i cry and scream without telling her whats wrong#she said and i quote I could ask anyone in the world and all of them would be annoyed by this#she said if i just said Sorry i cant calm down i cant talk right now that would be fine like hello? is that not fucking obvious?#i said wouldnt this (being a more concerning thing) make you more sympathetic and she said no it just makes me more annoyed and this is the#normal response#she said even when normal people are throwing up and retching they can communicate whats wrong#that im just pretending to not be able to talk to her to manipulate her and that im being disrespectful by intentionally getting louder and#more disruptive#my parents are convinced i do things on purpose to guilt trip them all the time and i dont understand it because theyve known me for#my whole life and thats the most out of character thing i could ever possibly do but they wont even consider that im not doing that#i asked her why she didnt believe me when i said i wasnt manipulating her and she said I do believe you! when did i ever say i didnt#i dont understand. shes convinced that every normal person behaves like her#and the worst of it is i know shes trying her best and yet still refuses to acknowledge the fact that#I DONT FUCKING MAKE MYSELF MORE MISERABLE ON PURPOSE!#she doesnt seem to understand that overreaction can be conscious and still unavoidable#like yes its not like if i tried i absolutely couldnt calm down and talk to you#but thats not helpful! i dont WANT to try because i am screaming so hard that mythroat will be sore for an entire day!#because i am upset!#i am too upset to care that i can tecxhnically stop#i just dont understand why its so hard to believe im not manipulating her when im genuinely upset#i dont understand why she looks at me like a loose screw. something annoying but not something worth fixing#its always bad enough to warrant anger and never bad enough to warrant a solution#because im crazy but im fine and im not disabled at all
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wyrmswears · 2 years
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hello demonata fandom (/nonexistant)
(CLICK FOR QUALITY)
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you know that one scene from blood beast / demon apocalypse where grubbs is protecting bill-e from juni? yeah ok that, but grubbs is fully wolfed out because it looks better in art^_^
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pocket-stars · 1 year
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i miss his shoes by the back door, his toothbrush on the sink, his masks on the shelf, his camera on the dresser, his suitcase in the corner and his chargers plugged in next to the bed. i miss his switch controllers sitting on the mantel and the cup of water he forgot in the kitchen. im laying in the bed he slept in like i did for the past few days and it feels like he’s down the hallway in the shower again but i don’t hear the water running. at least the airplane can’t take away his shampoo
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senruthmartinsbob · 10 months
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This is so dumb but as someone whos kind of a loser and doesnt have many people and nobody shows any romantic interest in me ever this boy passed me by in the street and was smiling at me n’ all and i was like 🫠🫣🫡
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jrueships · 2 years
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IHATE men REAL
#random vent but SPECIFICALLY Those kind of very Traditional christian men who think all the opinions they say ever#are automically Right and therefore Virtuous because one word in the bible fit into that self-important narrative#like they spot a Random Woman and be like 'ah yes. my time to mansplain what her place and actions should be according to Da Bible#written in. the oonga boonga where slaves were hashtag awesome if u were just hashtag awesome 2 them#yes surely there is no context omitted or need to be taken into account here when i apply Past Marginalized to The Modern Marginalized#like CAN U JUST BE NORMAL!!!! FOR FIVE FUCKING SECONDS!!!!#mfer it is. 7pm. in a cafe with Sticky Tables#ANYWAYS i know the pick me girl hate is understandable but can we also talk abt the factors that play into itt like!!#'Good Christian Men Good Husband Good Future' men LOVE to talk about Their 'Appreciation' of a 'Modest Woman'#bring out random bible verse number 1million and make it play into their argument now abt nowtimes#that the Good woman the 'humble' woman shouldnt wear makeup or whatever IDK?????#BUT THEN THE SAME FUCKIN GUY THE SAME FUCKIN DAY INSULTED A GIRL FOR NOT WEARING ANY MAKEUP SAYING#'she looks like she doesnt take care of herself' mfer is she still BREATHING???? MIND UR FUCKIN BUSINESS!!!#mind ur BUSINESS with the MAKEUP mind ur BUSINESS with the WOMEN just mind ur FUCKIN business SHUT THE SHITUP!!!!#and they expect me to agree like i know im asexual but that doesnt mean i always wanna converse with someone who gets none#leave me. alone 😑#AND LEAVE THOSE FUCKIN WOMEN ALONE!!!!!! not cus im a 'woman protector' oo let me hold ur drink maam#it's literally just. the act of. being a Normal Person going about your Normal Day minding your NORMAL FUCKIN BUSINESS!!!#anyways back to my rehab session (mental)
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dyslexic-mess · 1 year
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Living with other nerodiverget ppl is awesome until the nerodivergancy happens to get spicy for everyone ON THE SAME DAY, and suddenly, the house is in chaos
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nerdie-faerie · 1 year
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I really have the two most useless love languages for long distance friendships. What the fuck am I meant to do with acts of service and physical affection?
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i want to be a contained anomaly:
i don’t think there’s much more to say outside of that.
with each passing day i find my half-life cut shorter: there is something
toxic in the waste expelled from my mouth. it’s radiating out from me; vector at my
ribcage—something harsh and melancholy and
a fraction too heavy for my skin. i exist in cycles. i exist
in gelatinous half-form. when i cry now i feel the surface tension
threaten to, but never truly break—do you think my mother knew? when she
found me in the guest room? crying into marinara sauce? do you think she
knew i would come to this?
i don’t think that i am built for the kind of vulnerability needed to
be something that exists in another sphere of reason. i don’t know if
it’s possible to be typical in the ways that i
need to be to exist. i’ll always be
eight feet off the ground. i’ll always be
hiding in a room that isn’t mine. i’ll always be existing in that warm dark morning: the irradiated glow of
the night.
threatening to—
never breaking.
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