#Flowers are so passive aggressive idk how to explain it

[aroace-monster]

it’s taken me 6 hours to draw 3 petals and my art homework is due in tomorrowwww. I have so much left to do. What do I do (on my hands and knees calling out to god for an answer, but there is only silence)

[stylistiquements]

Day 9 : Scronch'love.

𐐪𐑂 Pairing : Sapnap x fem!reader {Playlist}

𐐪𐑂 Summary : a lovely afternoon and an ancestral question; when are you going to join the dream smp?

𐐪𐑂 Word count : 1.5k

𐐪𐑂 Warning : swearing

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“Have you been here for a long time?”

“Have you been here for a long time?”

“Have you been here for a long time?”

Time bends and twists into unknowns shapes when well spent. So, you’re so not sure. Long enough for your fairy garden to start looking like at least a proper garden, long enough for your feet to start fidgeting, brushing against the soft fabric of the blanket ever so slightly and softly.

“Can you share your screen?”

“I’m just picking flowers, there’s nothing much to see,” you warn but it never does the proper job.

“That’s fine, I like watching you play.”

“Oh, do you now?”

“Yeah. You’ve been playing for years and you’re still dog water. It's almost soothing,” you hear him grin through the silkiness of his voice.

You smile evasively, palm gripping the mouse and executing on memory. Soon, Sapnap’s satisfied noises hovers and everything is just how it’s supposed to be. You spend a while humming the music of days and nights of the game while building your project. Sap helps from time to time, giving advice when his attention is there and leaving trails of compliments on his way. You don’t think the garden is necessarily that good, you don’t mind either.

“Do you think the tree should go on the left or the right of the pond?” You ask, fingers drumming back and forth between the two options. Right he says. "What about the roses, do I plant some or not?"

“It’s just a detail, don’t hurt your brain too much on that,” he says in a light tone, but you disagree.

“Details are what make things important. Like when you remember I prefer warm pillows so you give me yours, it’s just a detail but it makes me happy.”

“Of course I do; you’re a baby,” he murmurs teasingly.

With an arched eyebrow, you retort, “says you,” and silence follows for a second as you plant the tree on the right of the pond.

“Yeah, Dream already made sure I was aware of that.”

“Not sure why the piss baby thinks he’s qualified to have this conversation, buddy,” you note and Sap chuckles are as vivid as contagious. “Why would he call you a baby anyway? What have you done?”

“I-I’m not telling you.” As soon as the mumbles fades, your phone sends loud vibrations on your desk. You abandon your character to the night and the wildness, picking the phone as you murmur a low oh, okay. Whether it’s to your phone or Sapnap, that, isn’t really clear. Still, Sapnap’s words sound more distant, more of what wonders are made of. On the screen, a twitter notification of a certain Karl Jacobs.

“You’re not even listening to me anymore,” Sapnap whines.

“I don’t listen to whiny babies, sorry.”

“We’re on the verge of divorce, yn and it’s your fault.”

A scoff skitters out through teasing lips, “But you still talk about me all the time, don’t you?” Your voice drags through different lands, unknown and musky.

“So what?” He splutters all awkward like it’s some kind of confidence that shouldn’t have left his thoughts and, somehow, you’re surprised the almighty confidence has left the game. “Who said that?”

“Doesn’t matter. You’re obsessed with me, admit it,” you demand and though you don’t notice it, too tangled with the moment, the atmosphere is tinted with a different nuance like it’s suddenly dawn at the end of a summer party.

“So are you.”

Now, your heart drums a strange yet familiar rhythm. Something made of secrets and uncertainty, something you decided to leave unnamed a long time ago. Sapnap, you reason, can’t be lied to. He knows better than words half meant, half made up and it’s annoying, really, but he just does somehow. If you dare to lie, he would know and then it would be even more annoying.

“Yeah, you’re living in my head rent free but at least I’m not trying to hide it.” No answer. You peek at the game, you’ve been slain by a spider. “Karl said that,” you resign yourself. “He said he was about to join the vc by the way.”

Before the conversation can carry on, the sound of Karl joining the call resonates. Being in this Discord server is like living in a house with 10 siblings, that’s what you understand from the way Sap exhales heavily.

“Oh, I am interrupting something?” Karl says, struck by a peculiar energy.

“Besties time Karl, besties time,” Sapnap mumbles beneath his breath and it chimes a little like disappointment.

“Well, too bad I guess,” Karl exclaims. “It's about time I meet miss Bunnyshow.”

Karl is like that gif of a cat sitting in a tiny box with the caption “if it fits, I sit”.

“Does that mean our passive aggressive subweet arc is over?” You ask, faking the dejection when your smile grows wide.

“Oh god, I hope not. That’s my favorite part of the day.”

"It means a lot to me. Especially coming from my comfort streamer Karl Jacobs," you confess.

Satisfied, your attention gets back on the game; flowers rooting gracefully into the dirt and hives ready to host the beloved honey bugs as Karl and Sap catch up on time being apart. Everything is quiet and peaceful like the end of an afternoon well spent.

“I like your garden,” Karl points out and you hum a thank you beneath your breath.

“So you can take Karl’s compliments but not mine.”

“We’re besties you’re honor. Sapnap you can leave now, thank you,” Karl giggles and you follow along.

“Sorry Karl, there’s only room for one man in my heart and that has to be Sapnap.”

He fakes a cry to keep the theatrics before adding without transitions, “You know if you asked Dream he’d probably let you on the SMP.”

“No thanks,” you grin.

“Sapnap, your girl doesn’t want to play with us.”

“She’s already been whitelisted for months now,” Sapnap informs but fails to comment on the first part of the complaint.

He’s not lying, but you feel like it says more about Dream’s stubbornness than it says about you. As for your best friend, he understands better than anyone that wish for privacy and it’s something made of respect like yours for his career. You’d rather see him shaped by all the light than being touched by a glimpse of it. He does, after all, deserves it all. So, that’s the contract you made with yourself because it made sense; being a supportive shadow. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not that you’ve never considered streaming before. It’s that it’s his world more than yours.

Karl, on the other hand, doesn’t seem to think the same way, “This is unacceptable, I gotta send a few texts.”

“Lost cause, dude, lost cause,” you grin but stubbornness seems to be a pre required trait for those mcyts.

Before you have time to find a suitable comment about the newborn group chat, a new person joins the call and Sapnap's annoyance is even more palpable, "No fucking way dude. We can't even have a second of peace on this server."

"Why would you be in a discord call if you want peace. You're just dumb," Quackity retorts with an energy he and he only can ever own.

Then George joins and Dream follows on his heels and soon your ears are filled with conversations that are as loud as scattered. Your shoulders sink in the back of your chair as soft fingers try to brush the upcoming migraine away. This is why you can't join the SMP; -not really but still- too much energy that has to be processed at all time. And you should know better, being friend with a very chaotic boy for the last 15 years, but you're not somehow.

"No, fuck that," Sapnap mutters. "I'm out."

"You can't leave now we have things to discuss," George exclaims. "Bunny, explain to me how Sapnap's proposition is more appealing than mine."

"Because I know her more than you do," he defends, and he's right. Money isn't of you interest. Love, on the other hand...

"Because she's like scronch'love," Karl giggles mindlessly.

"The fuck does scronch'love mean?" You ask, amused.

"It's very simple," Quackity intervenes. "If I offered you the same thing, would you even consider it?"

"Of course I would. What kind of question is that?"

"Fine. So, if Sapnap keeps his offer, here is mine; you become the president of Las Nevadas in addition to what he said."

"What?" Sapnap takes offense.

The call brims with an agitated confusion as you smile deviously, heels rooted into the floor to make your chair spin lightly and your fingers drum on your desk.

"I don't think you wanna do that," George corrects.

"Yeah, you absolutely don't," you confirm.

"Fine," he retorts. "So Sapnap's offer plus a Las Nevadas citizenship. How does that sound?"

"Like an offer I'll confider," you sigh. "So who's scronch'love now?"

"Still you," Dream answers. "Except you're also a big dummy."

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A/N : helloooo,, how are you??? this part very self indulgent and I think this fic will be in general but I hope you liked it anyway. I love the idea of c!quackity always being too much and always having something to add to be even more over the top. I'm having more trouble than I thought about Bunny's and Sap's friendship because I want them to have a very special friendship but I hope it appears as such. idk. lmk what you think and thank you for reading it it makes me very happy <3 Until next time (ɔˆ ³(ˆ⌣ˆc)

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[liannelara-dracula]

Azusa Mukami's Ideal Type Aesthetic (Human)

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Hi Love,

I hope you like this, sorry this is late. I'm trying to catch up on all these.

-Liannelara

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She was a quiet girl with the most angelic laugh.

Someone who looks good in white and pulls off the lace.

She was one who was probably fascinated by nature as well.

Azusa took interest in the human girl because she was gentle and caring.

He also liked her because she was down to earth and could relate to him on some levels.

In fact, she was probably passive-aggressive and probably got bullied for her interest/looks.

Anyways, let me explain the pictures.

So the first one where they are holding hands is just about how much he likes a girl's soft hands.

The picture of the girl with the ponytail represents that he likes it when girls tie up their hair.

He likes it cause he can admire their features in their casual state and they're not focused on how they look in that moment.

The lace top is to show how he is a fan of lace.

He likes it on girls because it makes them pretty and pure at the same time.

We all know he's a little messed up when it comes to bruises and bandages.

He probably finds them attractive?

although I could see him not liking them on her because he believes she deserves better?

The butterflies/statue with vines is to show that he likes girls who have an interest in nature. Cause idk but I just see that.

He really likes to see you lay down and relax the most, hence the painting of the woman.

The landscape photo shows a village that she could've been from like idk why but I just feel like he'd like a village girl tbh.

And the poem kinda says it all how Azusa wasn't looking for romance when he met her.

I picture he met her in the nurse's office since she would get beat up and bullied by other girls and he met her there.

He probably gave her his bandages and to help her mostly cause he felt bad for her.

And from there on they just kinda started to see each other more often.

I don't know if she would end up liking him back tho.

She may or may not.

I do see that he would bring her flowers tho if she got really hurt or sick.

And in general, even if it's one-sided he really does care for her.

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[marshmallowprotection]

Although mystic messenger isn’t a great portrayal of mental illness, something I am grateful for is that in Ray’s route they didn’t do the whole “this is the good personality and this is satan’s spawn” it was just two personalities that wanted to be seen as their own person and be loved + accepted. Especially the whole concept of Danger Ray I feel only proves that as much as Ray is kind and considerate is still very much capable of cruelty and manipulation just as much as Suit Saeran is capable of kindness. They’re both very sensitive, Ray is just more passive complacent with his fear but Suit is more aggressive and sometimes lash out when overwhelmed (and from what I read from your blog, he’s like a protective personality.)

When I first played I was a bit worried, with Suit’s apology basically insinuating he’ll simply “disappear” and that I’ll be happy only with Ray made me really sad. I honestly cried bc I love both of them so much, I couldn’t possibly have a preference. But I liked that their personalities merged and you can see some hints of both of them in Saeray. As well as his strengths from both personalities as Ray was never weak but neither was Suit (the whole defining what it means to be strong like MC says)

I just think Cheritz did something right with that and I appreciate that with your immense knowledge of DID, you filled in so many pieces that MM did not or failed to consider. It gives me a better understanding of DID and Saeray in general.

I can say the same for SE Saeran too, how in the final photo of the Secret Ending he still seems withdrawn, showing that not all his problems were magically solved with one convo with Saeyoung. And even before that, his extreme bursts of anger and lashing at others yet his thoughts and dreams seemed so simple and pure(?). He just wanted to stare at the sky and be lost in it, and got upset when that was interrupted (even if they wanted to help, being vulnerable was like giving an opportunity for another betrayal). How he felt uneasy and scared that Saeyoung was in the same hospital room but didn’t want to express that to protect his heart, so he pushed him away through anger. Idk I thought that overall showed he has a long process of recovery to go through. I think you do well presenting that in your fic and posts. His constant turmoil and being stuck with his own thoughts and guilt. How giving into apathy, despair and anger for so long now makes him so tired and withdrawn.

You can always clarify and correct me with my thoughts, I value your input bc you seem to be very knowledgeable and have an amazing grasp on his overall character.

It's definitely not a perfect portrayal of mental illness by any means but most media do not have a great standing point with representation. That doesn't mean that we can't build upon what is put in the canon to speak to our own experiences and perspectives. I've spent a lot of time trying to explain to people that there is no good and evil to define Ray and Suit Saeran by.

Neither of them is wholly good or evil. That is not who they are, and it's a little disappointing when people act like Ray is an angel and Suit Saeran is the devil. That is not how you should be reading into their personalities by any means and I very much implore people to ask me or look into my reference posts to better understand what they feel and what they do. Ray is obsessive and in many ways and determined to cling to anything that will keep his fantasy alive. There is a reason why he gets an assistant ending. For such a long time he is in love with the idea of you. He has the tendency to do things without hesitating. He is also known to be self-deprecating, quiet, and broken. He has the capability to do bad things but he also has the ability to do great good. He personally designs your room and make sure that you have fresh flowers everyday.

Suit Saeran is defined by fear. A lot of people tend to think that he's just this angry person that wants to destroy everything for the sake of destroying it. But that's not who he is. The reason why he woke up and had to do something was because Ray almost got destroyed. The only crime that Ray committed was loving someone and he almost got destroyed for it. Love was a vulnerability and you can't have vulnerabilities in a cult that is built to break you. He lashes out to not only keep control of his anger because the only way he knows how to maintain it is to beat you down before he could get beaten down; But because if he is vulnerable for a moment, not only will he be destroyed, Ray will be destroyed, and you will be destroyed. So yes, I see him in a more protective aspect. Just because he's antagonistic does not mean that he is evil and bad. He does things because he's afraid. The same reason that Ray does things. They just handle it in different ways.

Cheritz doesn't confirm If GE Saeran is a fusion or a third alter. They don't confirm if Saeran has DID either. It's been mentioned that he may have BPD. But, again, most of these are up to fan interpretation and how we write the character. I feel like GE is a fusion. That's why I call him Saeray in my tags. I don't need to make this post any longer by explaining what Fusion is because I've already got a post on that. But, Ray and Suit aren't gone. Their memories and experiences do exist in GE Saeran and he is them, he is them and he is himself. You will see things that remind you of both of them, it'll happen now and again. They came together not because they willfully wanted to do it or that they thought it out, it was just that on the 10th day, they realized that they needed to be together to be able to get out, and in the midst of The Elixir induced dreams, a fusion wound up occurring but neither of them realized that that's what it was. You can see this when he comes to rescue you and he's still not quite sure who he is. It's not until you're in the garden he realizes that he is both of them.

And, yes, exactly. SE Saeran... has been continually robbed of choice. Can you imagine being put in his position where everybody in his life has controlled everything he's ever done? He hasn't been able to decide what happens to him. His brother left him without consulting him and then he was whisked away into a cult, and after being manipulated in that cult, he was dragged away before he could decide if he wanted to leave willingly or not. That's not even us counting the realization that he had when Rika was just using him like a tool and as his reason for living crumbled around him, he lifts his gun and... he did not intend to fire and he has to live with that. He is tired and hurting but that does not mean that he is completely lost. He has a chance to work on himself but it's hard. He was dragged into that bunker by his brother, and I don't really blame Saeyoung? Either he took his brother out of that hospital or the trouble that his brother was causing was going to make such a stir and that their father found out. Saeyoung took him out knowing that he didn’t need to do that but if he didn't do it then his brother would be killed before he had a chance to make a choice for himself. Knowing all of this makes it really easy to understand how much of a mess it is.

I do my best in what I'm writing because I want to be able to represent them in such a way that people can understand where they're coming from. His character means a lot to me so it's important to be able to explain why he is who he is. If people think that I'm doing a good job at that, it makes me feel really good. I don't know if Saeran would agree with that statement, but I guess I'll never know.

[koreanmadeingreece]

Why, why, why (5)

University student!Yuta x reader

Genre: slight enemies to lovers au, a bit of angst, a lot of fluff, and several mixups

Summary: You just got into uni and decided to move in with your childhood friend!Taeyong at the city where you are going to study. As you’re about to start your new, adult life, you meet his friends, and you realize that not everyone likes you. Nakamoto Yuta in particular almost seems like he hates you.

A/N: In this fic, Jonghyun from NU’EST appears for a while (just to avoid confusion). Also, wow I never thought I’d post this. I hope you guys like it. Also I thought I’d update every Sunday but I couldn’t restrain myself. Welp.

Warnings: n/a

Word count: 2.4K (this was originally two smaller parts but idk I thought they were quite small on their own so now they’re together hahah)

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One, two, three beers later and you were already spilling the tea between you and Yuta, and Jonghyun was more than happy to listen.

“Do you get it? I’m doing everything in my power to make him like me just a little. I don’t want Taeyong to go through all this because of us. He doesn’t deserve anything like this,” you complained.

“I didn’t know Yuta was so passive-aggressive.”

“He’s not. Or, at least I don’t think he is. I just feel like he’s trying to protect his friendship.”

“From you? It doesn’t make sense. I mean, I’ve only known you for a little while but I don’t think you’d want to get in the way of their friendship.” He was right. And he was supportive. And you couldn’t believe you were complaining to him about another guy.

“Okay, enough of this Yuta talk. It’s something that will probably be solved on its own. And we can’t spend all night talking about him, or my problems. Tell me about yourself. Tell me about your friends, your interests, or anything you feel like represents you in any way.” You smiled, hoping he wasn’t already too tired.

“It felt really nice that you talked to me about it. If that’s not getting to know each other, then I don’t know what is.” He paused, took a sip of his drink and continued. “Well, if you’d like so much to know about me, you should know I love biographical movies with elements of fiction, but what I love most is movie soundtracks. Good movie soundtracks, to be exact, but definitely not musicals. They’re not really my thing. In fact, we usually plan movie nights for the entire campus. It’s a nice opportunity to get everyone together, even people from different departments. This Saturday we’re watching The Zodiac Killer.”

“Oh, yeah, I’ve already been informed,” you chuckled. “Maybe we can go together, if you’d like.”

“I’d love to. Text me your address and I’ll pick you up around eight. Is that okay?” he asked.

“Perfect.”

As the night progressed, Jonghyun and you bonded quite a lot. He shared with you his love for cats, as well as a picture of his own cat that he adored. You loved how cute he looked when he talked about her, and even asked him to visit his place one day to meet her. Bold, but you were brave enough to do it.

It was getting late and you thought you had to return home at some point. It was your first date, after all. He obviously offered to walk you home and you were smart enough to accept. For the ten minutes it took you to reach your apartment, you continued talking. When you reached the front door, you stopped.

“This is it,” you said.

“We’re already here? That’s too bad.”

“What, you wanted it to be further?”

“No, it’s not that. I just had a great time and I didn’t really want the night to end.” He looked down as he said that, waiting to hear what you thought.

“I had a great time too,” you answered. “But I’ll see you again on Saturday, and your coffee is excellent, so I’ll definitely come by before class.” You both laughed, probably trying to hide a bit of your enthusiasm that you hit it off.

“See you on Saturday then?”

“Definitely.” You were about to unlock the door when he stopped you.

“Wait,” he said, and you were more than willing to.

“What is it-” he cut you off with a kiss, something you definitely didn’t expect. You were surprised for a second but soon returned the kiss. After a few seconds, you both pulled back. You could see him blushing, and that made you feel good. You knew he was just a shy boy that liked you, maybe a bit too much, but he made you feel good. That was all you wanted then.

You looked at each other and didn’t know what to say. You were the first one to break the silence, even though you were completely flustered yourself. “Goodnight,” you said, barely getting yourself together, before kissing him once more.

“Goodnight.”

You went inside your apartment and saw Taeyong sitting with the others, thankfully in the living room, so they couldn’t have seen you with Jonghyun.  

“A bit late, aren’t we?” Taeyong teased you.

“Shut up… Do I say anything when you’re out on dates?” you laughed. You said hi to the others and went in your room to change. After a while, Taeyong came in.

“You know, Yuta told me you’re coming with us at the movie night this Saturday. Is that true?”

“Yeah, and Jonghyun will be there too. In fact, he’s picking me up.”

“We could have walked together, but at least I’ll get to open the door and see his face. Maybe even intimidate him a little.”

“Taeyong, are you serious? First of all, you’re the softest person I’ve ever met. How is it possible that you’ll ever intimidate anyone?” you chuckled.

“Thank you so much for the support. You’re a true friend. But, seriously, let me open the door and see his face.”

“Fine,” you agreed and saw the excitement on his face. “Anyway, you should tell your friends to come too.”

“Yeah, I’ll tell them tomorrow.” And so, it happened. You went to class the next day and told Chan, BamBam and Yugyeom, who were overjoyed. They were looking for an opportunity to get to know more people, but also see firsthand how things were between Jonghyun and you.

In the following days you didn’t see Jonghyun much, although you did spend a great part of your day texting him. You had a lot of classes and only saw him a bit when you stopped by the coffee shop to get some coffee, which you knew he made perfectly. You texted a lot though, but everything was quiet, at least until the night of the festival, when hell broke loose.

Chan had once more come over to help you pick out your outfit for the big night. The man had taste; you couldn’t deny that. You had decided on a blue dress with small flowers all over, just because the weather was still warm, and you wanted to dress to impress. What kind of date would it be if you didn’t want to mesmerize your date?

So, when the day came, you left Taeyong responsible for opening the door to Jonghyun, exactly like you promised, and went to your room to get ready. You had your wireless earphones on, so you couldn’t hear a thing of what was going on inside, so you took your time putting your makeup on and doing your hair. You had at least an hour before Jonghyun came to pick you up, and you definitely planned on taking some time to talk with Taeyong before your date came. Moral support was very much needed at times like these.

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In the living room, Taeyong was alone, scrolling through his phone. He was starting to get kind of bored when the doorbell rang. It was too early to be Jonghyun, so it could only be one other person.

“Yuta, what are you doing here? Aren’t you supposed to be at uni helping the other students with preparations?” Taeyong’s wide eyes showed how shocked he was to have found him standing in front of his door.

“It wasn’t my turn today, so I thought I’d come and pick you guys up. See, I told Y/N to come with us too,” he said, trying to brush it off as quickly as he could.

“I know. I told her to bring her friends too. It’s a uni event either way, so I figured it would be nice for them to get to know each other more and meet new people.”

“True. They’re first years, you’re right. It’s hard enough that they’re just starting to live alone, let alone find new friends.”

“Exactly. Besides, Y/N will-” the phone rang. “Wait a sec, it’ll be quick.” And, just like that, Yuta was left alone in your living room, taking his regular seat on the couch. Two minutes later, he saw Taeyong trying to sign at him that this would take a little longer than expected, and to make himself comfortable, which he did for the next fifteen minutes. He went to the kitchen and grabbed some water, went back to his regular seat, and waited for both of you to come out of your rooms.

The doorbell rang.

Yuta thought he should answer the door, because you could have told some of your friends to come by your house before the movie. It made perfect sense. He opened the door with a smile, ready to greet your friends, as the one contact he had with Chan didn’t go that well, but he didn’t see what he expected to.

“Oh, Yuta, I didn’t know you’re Y/N’s friend!” Jonghyun said, smiling at him. “Now that I think about it, you know Taeyong, so that makes sense. Can I come in?”

Yuta stood aside for him to get in but couldn’t muster the courage to say one word to him. He would be there? He would take you to the movie night. It sounded about right, since you had just started dating, but something inside of him didn’t feel right. He knew you’d be with your friends, but with him too? That was pure treason. And treason for what? It wasn’t like he was expecting anything from you, was he?

He shook his head and turned to Jonghyun. “Y/N is still in her room and Taeyong had an important phone call, so can I get you anything?” He kept telling himself he had to be nice, normal. He had to be calm and composed.

“No, I’m good, thanks. No worries.” Jonghyun kept smiling at him, and it drove him crazy.

That was when Taeyong came out of the room. “Sorry, Yuta, Y/N’s mom wanted to check something about some bills, and I had to explain everything to her. Apparently, Y/N was too busy to pick up the phone today, if you know what I mean.” He sighed. He looked at Yuta, who didn’t reply to his comment, then he looked at Jonghyun, who was standing in the middle of the living room smiling at him. “Oh, hi! You must be Jonghyun!”

“Hello, Taeyong. It’s nice to finally meet you.”

After a few moments of silence, Taeyong took Jonghyun to the couch and started slowly interrogating him. He didn’t even know what he wanted to ask him, but he always felt protective as far as you were concerned. He was like your big brother. In the meantime, Yuta sat at the edge of the couch and didn’t say a word until you came out of your room.

“Taeyong, I swear to god if my mom calls you again, I’ll kill her.” You shout from down the hall. “She has to talk to me about this kind of stuff, she can’t keep bothering you when I don’t-” oh shit.

~ ☼ ~

It was the first time after an hour that you had taken off your earphones and felt ready enough to come outside and find Taeyong. You were hoping for some cheering up, but you soon realized that it was definitely out of question. As soon as you entered the living room, you knew you were fucked. You saw Taeyong sitting incredibly close to Jonghyun, who was early to pick you up, and standing as far away from them as possible was Yuta, who didn’t seem to be able to stop staring at you. In fact, all three men were unable to stop staring at you. Taeyong, with his puppy eyes, about to say that you had grown into a beautiful woman, until you gave him a death stare, and the other two seemed kind of…stuck.

Jonghyun was the first one to break the silence. “Y/N, hi. You look beautiful.” He smiled. God, you loved his smile. “Are you ready to go?”

You smiled back and nodded. “Yeah, just let me get my jacket.”

He greeted the others and went to wait outside. You grabbed your jacket and looked at Taeyong, who was smiling like an idiot. You knew that this was a good sign, and that he had liked Jonghyun, so you didn’t bother talking to him anymore. You looked at Yuta, who was still not moving. You were about to say hello, but he beat you to it. “Hello, Y/N. You look beautiful.”

“Thanks, Yuta, you don’t look bad yourself,” you said, and you knew you were lying, because he looked like a god to you. He was wearing a t-shirt and a leather jacket, with ripped jeans and various jewelry, which included the earrings that you liked the most on him. You didn’t move your eyes for a few seconds, and neither did he. Those few moments were filled with tension, which Taeyong picked up and broke off, or else there would have been casualties. “Come on, Y/N, your date is waiting for you!” You nodded and left, leaving the two together. You hoped you’d find them both alive when the movie started.

You walked a bit with Jonghyun, and when you were in a big enough distance from your house, you turned to him and kissed him gently. You didn’t know if this was too rushed, as you had only exchanged one kiss the other night and it hadn’t been that long since you met each other, but it felt right to you, and you realized it felt right to him as well, as he couldn’t stop smiling. He was practically looking at you with heart eyes.

“I didn’t want to say too much in your house, because I thought we should be alone when I did, but Y/N, you’re stunning today.”

“Thank you, and yes, I know what you mean. Taeyong can be a handful sometimes. Sorry if he was too annoying.” You laughed.

“No, he was really nice. To be honest, I’d never really talked to him before, and he seemed pretty nice.”

“Then, what?”

“Y/N, you didn’t… Oh, never mind. Let’s go and find our seats, the movie starts in a few minutes.”

[cmyknoise]

Hey dear! I would absolutely love hearing about your mob hybrid AU!!! If you’d like a specific question, what concept/idea are you most proud of?

Aaa! Hi! I have a *ton* of ideas for this au, and idk if I could give it all in one post! I have ideas for individual characters, for the dynamics and rules of hybrids, and various other things.  I think I’m the proudest for the mobs I assigned the SMP members, actually! That and the origin I gave the sleepy bois!

I’ll give some info on the Sleepy Bois Inc. gang first (Asks about other members are welcome uwu) Wilbur is a blaze hybrid, a hostile mob. Technoblade is a piglin hybrid, a neutral mob. Tommy is a moobloom hybrid, a passive mob. Tubbo is a bee hybrid, a neutral mob. Philza is a phantom hybrid, a hostile mob.  Technoblade & Wilbur have known each other the longest out of the bunch. There happened to be a Nether Fortress which was built against a Bastion (within a Crimson Forest), which allowed the two to meet! They became friends very very early on, meeting at around the age of 3. They even share spawn dates (birthdays)! It wasn’t long after they became friends that both the fortress and Bastion had lost to a raid- the two hybrids surviving by hiding within the various nooks within the Bastion.

Phil discovered them by chance. To escape the sunlight, he’d dove into a portal, and soon found his way to the large structures and decided to explore. He’d been to the Nether a few times before, but hadn’t explored much of it! He found a few useful items, but then stumbled upon the wreck of a blaze spawner. With a bit more looking, he’d discovered a crudely put together hut bordering the Bastion and Nether Fortress- inside were two hybrids just about the age of 6. Phil was worried that they were on their own, and offered to take them in, the kids agreed eagerly, trusting the fellow hybrid. They eventually made their way back to the overworld, where Phil took them to his home within a dark oak forest. Phil discovered Tommy & Tubbo as an inseparable pair during another one of his adventures (many years later). It had been a clear night as he was flying over a plains and forest, eventually flying into a flower field. He thought of gathering flowers so that he could give them to Wilbur so he could start a garden (Techno had taken to gardening food like potatoes, but Wilbur liked them during their flowering stage, and a flower garden seemed like something Wilbur would like). He noticed something odd while flying- part of the forest and field was lit in flames, and a look around showed the culprit was a band of Pillagers- what they were after that was worth their time was beyond Phil until he got closer. A moobloom hybrid and a bee hybrid defending a tree and a beehive. He supposed the ‘treasure’ there was the moobloom hybrid- rarer than even the mushroom counterparts of the cows. It took a few screeches and swoops to send the Pillagers running in fear. After a bit of talking (lots of curses from the moobloom hybrid, which surprised Phil due to him being a passive mob), he convinced them both to come home with them. It wasn’t hard to explain to his eldest sons that they had two new brothers.  Some extra facts! Wilbur ‘burns’ when he touches water. He bathes in a lava pool that Phil made him.  He avoids rain, but will go out in it as long as he has a hat or umbrella or something.  Phil gets burnt by sunlight- he combats this with his hat or an umbrella.

Phil is quite old and has seen most of the biomes available in the world- he decided to ‘settle down’ when he first found Techno and Wilbur.  Techno collects things that are gold. Both Techno and Wilbur have trouble in the overworld due to how cold it is, but they’ve slowly gotten used to it and adapted.  Wilbur can hover up to 10 feet off the ground, Phil can fly, and Techno is very fast. Tommy is an infinite source of yellow flowers. It only hurts to be picked if the flowers are very young, but they naturally age and die anyway, so when they’re peak in growth is when it’s best to grab them.  Despite being a passive mob, Tommy is quite aggressive (something Phil hasn’t seen before in passive mobs).  Tubbo loves Tommy’s flowers- and he helps keep them well and alive (often lending him pollen as well as collecting pollen).  Tubbo, like Wilbur, also can’t go in the rain, mainly due to his wings. He has no real place to hide them, even when folded back, and rain could cause a lot of damage. 

Techno and Tommy are the best matched in sparring due to their similar movement patterns, instincts, and attacking traits. 

[yelenaswift]

Falcon and the Winter Solider 1x01 thoughts and questions

IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONE TURN IT UP

is sam getting ready for caps funeral bestie i can’t do this today

Sam falling just reminds me of tony

let’s go redwing

Ok sam kick their asses i see u

This is intense

Redwing is a tiny baddie

I feel like i’m playing a video game while watching this idk how to explain it

omgomgomgomg why is this so intense

the way torres cheered was so cute

Flag smashers from the comics oop

why would anyone think life during the blip was better

STEVE ON A SECRET BASE ON THE MOON LMFAOOO

“moon stuff”

RHODEY

So steve is gone:(

“and he’s gone” NO

“Thank you captain america” i’m actually so upset

Sam don’t give it away

No sam it’s yours now

I wanna walk around the captain america exhibit

BUCKYS ARM THRU THE WALL SCARED THE SHIT OUTTA ME

“Hail hydra” excuse ME

Oh it was just a dream thank god

He’s so hot bye

Bucky don’t lie

“It’s passive aggressive”

The three rules i love this

Bucky is such a smartass i felt that

Ignoring the texts from sam LMFAOO

Bucky got a crush awe

Omg bucky killed Yori’s son didnt he

SAMS NEPHEWS

Uncle Sam HAHAH

I don’t understand all this money talk

HE BROUGHT HER FLOWERS SHUT UP

This is so sad I feel so bad for Bucky

“With these white folks” i love sam

Flag Smashers!

Holy shit he just decked Torres

The way the banker gets so excited abt Sam

every now and then I forget tony is gone and when they mention it i get sad

Wait how do the Avengers get money

i’m sorry who tf

we don’t need a new cap we have sam thanks tho

THE EPISODE DID NOT JUST END

me and disney r gonna fight

no post credit scene either that’s some BULLSHIT

[andypantsx3]

Ah hellooo, hru Andy. How's it going with that whale anon lmaoo 👀 :/

Neways, I love your writing so much and your shipping game got me so exited man, so for that-

I'm pretty quiet around most people, but I go batshit crazy around my friends an people I've known for a really long time. Introvert at heart, I'd rather eat a firecracker than talk to new people yunno, I didn't make my current friends, they sort of just adopted me. I'd like to think that I'm pretty loyal, and work ridiculously hard. I'm the oldest in my immediate and extended family which mean I'm the role model and on top of that my parents were always really strict — I didn't get the freedom most kids did growing up. I was raised to be good at literally everything which makes me really competitive but I tend to not show it so I've just become really passive aggressive. academics is easily one of the most important parts of my life. I've always been pretty good at school and my grades r pretty dope ig but I tend to worry about it a lot anyway because PRESSURE. So that's a lot of expectations to live up to somethimes and it can be a lot. I procrastinate A LOT. the number of wips in my drafts is proof :/ but I also work really well under pressure and in a time crunch which probably isn't healthy but it's helpful. So that's my tragic backstory. It's better than todoroki's, I know 😎.

My favorite subject is science, I'll be majoring in astronomy and other stuff related to that, and my goal is to get a job at NASA eventually. I love space science, just all the mystery in the universe and the planets, nebulas, and STARS. OMFG STARS I FUCKIN LOVE STARS STFU.

I also have a stupid stuuupid sweet tooth. I am a simp for chocolate and smarties, and u can pry my Nutella jars out of my cold. dead. hands. I play the flute and I love it, their such a cool instrument and they sound so pretty. Untill u get past high f sharps, after that their just murder weapons. IM SHORT AF. Idk why Im mentioning this but I feel like it could be relevant, I'm literally not even 5' man it's not fun.

My favorite flowers are wisteria, my favorite animals are tigers, my fav color is red, my fav fruit is mangos, I like to draw and paint, and I wear way too many rings. I love rainy days.

I really want a fucking burger king whopper rn

Aaaaaaaaaand

Cats>>>Dogs

Lmao don't remind me about the whale 💀 Where do whales fall on your cat vs dog scale, hmm?

Funny you mention Todoroki because he's your match! I think you'd work really well with conspire Shouto! You both were raised with supremely high expectations and you'd be able to understand and connect with each other on that level. He's also literally fic-canonically in love with a scientist reader, so you would be PERFECT. He'd love just listening to you explain all the things you love about the stars, and he'd ask really smart, pertinent questions in his deep, even tone. He's also prone to bringing small snacks and drinks as gifts, which would work perfect for your sweet tooth--you'll be inundated with little chocolates up to your eyeballs lol.

[nostalgia-tblr]

DS9: In The Hands of the Prophets

This starts out as a Keiko episode, but then she isn't in the second half like at all and it becomes a Sisko episode. That's Keiko's narrative importance all over, alas, but again I wonder if she was meant to be a more prominent character than she ended up being? Someone said they had planned to do more with the kids on the station? Miles is in it a lot, including a stunning bit of heteronormativity where he assumes that a younger woman who calls him "nicer than the others" must fancy him. Which to be fair maybe that was her cover story, idk. Neela is clearly going to be Important, she has way too many lines for a background character. And she's in almost every shot that she could reasonably be in, which is neon light that says "IS THE KILLER!!" but it does tell us it's her about 2/3 of the way through which is late enough to avoid her being stopped easily but early enough that it doesn't feel like a Shocking Reveal That Isn't. Anyway for the first act this is a story about teaching Creationism in Kansas, which apparently The Sisko is all for because depending how you look at it evolution is exactly as legit as an alien making the world in a week. Yeah not too sure about that one. I get that it's going for religious toleration but other than the obvious answer that the kids deserve some religious education (you put a school next to Bajor and don't bother teaching the kids anything about comparative religion what?) the issue is not actually resolved by the end we all just pretend it has somehow gone away. But then it wasn't a real argument, it was all staged by Vedek Winn so she can kill Bareil and become the next Kai. I am very here for people using the Federation as a tool in their own politics, because they do it enough to other people. Cough clearly a space empire cough. Also Winn is amazeballs, she's so passive-aggressive that you want to slap her as soon as she opens her mouth. But she's also openly evil and I have to respect that. Yeah okay I too am fascinated by morally-suspect or indeed evil women of a certain age. It's not a kink, it's an ambition. ANYWAY sometimes I wondered if the writers just forgot about the Occupation, because apparently all Bareil wanted to do was grow flowers, and Bajor looks like a garden centre already. Damn that planet recovered fast. I know this is because all Trek planets look the same but for reals it seems like an oversight. Winn hates Sisko because she doesn't know what a Godless Heathen Human would be the Emissary. Luckily this will all be explained in Season 7. Sort of. But for now it begs a few questions. Firstly the Bajoran religion is very ethnocentric so why would she even expect a non-Bajoran to believe a word of it? It's blatantly Space Judaism, not Space Christianity and the former is not a prosletysing religion and as far as I'm aware they generally don't care what anyone else believes as long as you leave them alone while you're doing it. And Creationism is very much a Protestant thing, as a general rule Jews aren't literalists about their scriptures, are they? And it's Christians who go on and on about blasphemy and heresy, because the way to get three religions in one room is to invite two Christians and ask them a question about Jesus. But then Judaism has never been my religion so I could be wrong on that lot, it's just observations from the outside. Now I wonder if there was fear of the Bible Belt the making of this episode, since it tries to go with "your insane bullshit from an old book is every bit as valid as the overwhelming evidence collected by thousands of scientists over centuries of work, yes." This way they can say they approached the issue and came to a nice conclusion where everyone was happy. But I assume Keiko went right back to teaching facts, especially since nobody likes Vedek/Kai Winn. But I digress. Does Winn want to be the Emissary? I seem to recall later she says the Prophets never spoke to her? So she's bitter that Unassailable Proof has been visited upon an unbeliever/alien and she's tried her very best and never felt her gods guiding her? I like that, it's realistical. I thought she was going to try to kill Sisko but I suppose the literal fear of god would stop her trying that. And Ben Sisko means well or he'd have told her "actually the wormhole aliens had no idea there was a planet there and don't care if you worship them or not" but maybe he saw the future retconning there? I'll give this a 4/5 because it was glaringly obvious who the baddy was, but I like that it started out as one story and ended as another. Also it has Kai Winn in, she is an unspeakable bitch and I love her.

[rosyredlipstick]

Ooh any headcanons about the big three kids?

Thalia - oh my goooood. I have a bigger crush on her then on Piper fucking McLean which is Saying Something. Homegirl is an expert at leading your local moon girls gang. Secretly the mom friend (courtesy of Jason age 1-3, and later due to finding a dirty Annabeth hiding in a moldy cardboard box) but is incredibly aggressive about. She finds out you haven’t eaten yet today? Will slam down a plate and glare at you until it’s basically licked clean. Has threatened her fellow Artemis girls into pulling out their winter boots weeks early. Has a crayon drawing down by the renowned artist Jason Grace. age 2 somewhere around the Zeus cabin (under one of the floorboards - it wasn’t a great reminder when she briefly lived there alone)

Jason - Such. a. goddamn. nerd. how the fuck did this loser score piper “babe” mclean?? science is still discussing. checks in on di Angelo once a week, has meetings with Solace about Nico’s slowly improving health. President of the di Angelo protection squad. Will sneak out of camp to get his girl a vegan-whatever-the-hell smoothie from the local jumba juice (around an two hour walk from camp, half hour fly) just because she’s craving it. breaks his glasses 2x a month, they have duplicates automatically shipped to camp now. Once saw an Ares kid bullying one of the new campers and Saw. Red. When he came to, he had bruised knuckles, Nico was laughing hysterically, and Will was checking the guys vitals. Dude was fine, but Nico retold the story for weeks and dude never messed with anyone again while Jason was around. 

Percy - oh my GOD. Percy fucking Jackson. Leans against walls to look cool but completely misses them. Tries to pick flowers for Annabeth and accidentally causes a passive-aggressive turf war with the local nymphs (and has to send Grover in with a peace present of soil enhancer packets Sally found for him) 10000% cried the first time he met his little sister. When she’s old enough, she’ll trace the many, many scars that adorn our boy and ask about them and he won’t hesitate to pull out the most elaborate, most creative heroic tales on how he got them (which….happen to be completely false. not because our boy isn’t a hero, hell no, but because sometimes you can’t explain some things to a child, much less to a child who looks at you with stars in her eyes when you hold up water bubbles during bath time. but dont worry - when she’s older, Annabeth will not hesitate to inform Percy’s family on how much of a hero our boy is) 

Nico - my bb. my son. getting better but still has his angst days where someone will whisk him off into the sunset. usually works but hey, sometimes you just need to sit in the dark for awhile, and he doesn’t even fight it anymore when Will will join him and nap or Jason will play on his DS or Hazel draws quietly in the corner or even Percy occasionally will just sit with him in the dark (because….yeah. after tartarus, sometimes you just need…..quiet. you need to hold you hands over your eyes and breath and listen to the sounds of a summer camp outside and just keep reminding yourself that you’re here, not there, and the coolness on your skin is from darkness and air conditioning and not from death). it’s…nice. knowing he’s not alone. knowing that Jason cursing over the bright screen of his game, or Hazel smiling softly as her pencil slides over paper, or Will’s soft snores and heavy breathing at his side, or just Percy’s quiet presence at his side, that this, that them isn’t something that’s going to disappear when he wakes up in a cold sweat tomorrow morning. 

Hazel - Jason may be the president of the di Angelo protection squad but Hazel’s the goddamn founder. Spends any & all free time in the stables, either just grooming or sometimes drawing the animals. Drags Percy in there to talk to them for her, because yeah, that’s still so cool. Frank brings her PBJs whenever she misses lunch in order to finish a drawing and she honestly thinks it’s the sweetest thing ever even if she doesn’t even like peanut butter that much, she beams while she eats the entire thing. Cries when it’s time to return to New Rome, makes Nico promise on bi-weekly messages (and Nico swears to teach her how to Iris-message even? though? it’s? literally? just? a? rainbow?) I have this weird thought that she really enjoys mood-changing colored nail polish idk

[todokori-kun]

The fix was quicker than I expected! Dad’s bringing it (the computer) home today :D

someone needs to photoshop smiling cherubs and flowers around them

OH whoops, sorry about the misunderstanding ^^;; Idk what I even want to happen to the Touken baby, I just don’t want it to die in the womb.

Uta/Touka child might also be pretty attractive, now that I think about it ;)

(Uta/Rize or Uta/Itori child would look even better though)

I was in a nice, fluffy mood when I wrote that. Unfortunately, as I’m going to get my computer back and will be able to start working on the Heathers AU again tonight, this will probably be the last you’ll see of Cinnamon Roll Evans for a while :) 

YES I read the new Kuro chapter! Honestly I disliked the 2CT for various reasons  but now that it’s actually become canon I think I feel a little better about it (also, is it just me or does ‘real’ Ciel look a bit different from 'our’ Ciel on the last page? His face looks too…perfect, if that makes sense). I’m excited to see what this means for Lizzy’s relationship with both Ciels and Undertaker’s connection to the Phantomhives!

Oh, actually I agree with you there? What I meant by 'op’ is more of a really strong character, not an overpowered one ^^;; sorry, I’ll try to explain myself better:

Super strong characters like Levi, Mikasa, the Titan Trio, Kaneki, Eto, Arima, Sebastian…they are all technically 'op’ (especially Sebastian, dude has literally no weaknesses so far). However, they work because they also have traits that interest us beyond just their strength. Kaneki is a lonely child, a selfish person with a fear of being left behind, drifting and unable to find a reason to live. Levi is an orphan who was raised by a serial killer- he clawed his way up to where he is now. Annie is a sixteen-year-old trained into a killing machine from childhood, she went through life believing that the only person she could trust was her father, and she was desperate to return to him.

(It’s also difficult because everyone seems to have a different definition of 'op’; I personally just use it to jokingly refer to powerful characters or when I talk about strong characters whose power levels are inconsistent with canon to the point where it gets ridiculous (example: we know titan shifters take some time to heal, so if a titan shifter came along who could be behaded then have their head instantly stick back onto their neck like some sort of AoT version of Noro, I’d consider them OP).)

I guess what I was trying to say was that it’s fine to have strong characters, just make sure that they have an actual personality (readers need a reason to care about the characters, after all!) and that their powers make sense? ^^;;

(Also, I think I might have sounded a bit passive-aggressive or rude during this convo about op characters, I'm really sorry if I did OTL I didn’t mean to, but when I reread my comments I realized they could come off that way)

I agree with you about the AoT OCs though. Unfortunately there aren’t a lot of good ones…actually, most OCs I see for popular fandoms aren’t very interesting. Other than the powers or character designs the thing that bothers me is the lack of proper personality (why do so many people think 'happy’ is a personality trait???).

And definitely agree 100% on the angsty backstory. Like, that’s just overkill. There’s a difference between tragedy and being edgy. (It also sort of depends on how good the writer is at conveying emotion and handling the angst, but for the most part stuff like that is

That’s a great way to do things! :D I’m really, really disorganized when it comes to making characters…usually a concept pops into my head and I run with it, adding in details along the way. Tatsuo was created when I wanted to make a male TG OC and suddenly this image of a smug-looking guy with a long black ponytail popped into my head, Naomi started from the idea of making a character with the themes of 'self-discovery’ 'identity’ and 'lies’ woven into their arc. Louisa was literally born from an outfit- I randomly thought of an outfit that looked really pretty and traditionally feminine, yet was actually very practical when you looked closer. Then I tried to imagine what kind of person would wear these clothes and that was Louisa…

idk, I’m bad at explaining stuff haha

(also: Tatsuo was also inspired by various vampire characters I saw in anime/manga, books and TV shows. He’d be so offended if he knew LOL in fact, he just might serve me for dinner at the restaurant or something ;-;)

TYSM! I’m really glad you’ve liked all three of my OCs so far, thank you for listening to me ramble about my babies (actually only Naomi is my baby, Tatsuo and I disowned each other and Louisa moved out) <33333

As for Lou, I’ll send you some more info about her after I develop her a bit more if you like? :) For now, a few random things:

-rarely shows emotions like anger or sorrow

-not because she’s bottling them up, but because she’s learned how to handle them in a healthy way

-always smells like mint for some reason

-maybe because she’s addicted to mint tea

-her bodyguard suspects she doesn’t drink water at all and lives on the stuff

-she also likes strong flavors

-has the kind of bright, pretty smile that makes you want to trust her

-so you do

-and you (probably) get killed

-had a girlfriend named Iris once, a nice, sensible girl who managed to keep her from getting too buried in her work and various plans for her family and took care of her in ways that her bodyguard couldn’t (AKA somehow got her to realize that mint tea does not equal a proper meal)

-unfortunately Iris did not know that Lou can be a bit terrible

-she walked in on Lou casually wiping the blood off of her knife with the dead body of a certain businessman on the floor in front of her

-“Oh, Iris. What are you doing here, darling? I thought I asked the servants to keep you upstairs, my private meetings can be a bit messy… Iris? Love, are you quite alright? You look a little pale…”

-Well, that was the end of that relationship

XD the titan designs are one of the best things about AoT, in my opinion. You could make a gallery out of all the pictures of them that that have appeared in the anime and the manga so far lol

Oh, really? Hope you enjoy/ed the list then :D was it ok??? (Part 2 was intended to smash feels)

Sweet! That wasn’t so long ^^

I know you meant Voldy and Draco by the flower statement but...

I’m this close to finding a physical copy of the manga and throwing it in the fire while yelling ‘Lighten the fuck up’.

Gimme the Uta/Itori love child now, pretty please. Damn, that would be one attractive baby. 

And now I fear for my life. Great. Well, more for my hear than for my life, but whatever.

Well, I never really had a formed opinion on the 2CT theory, but I did read a few things about it. I didn’t expect it to be true, though. Welp, now we can assume it is true, and I am SHOOK Here’s an accurate description of me during the chapter.

I think that might be since he’s a tiny bit more similar to Vincent, while Our Ciel is more similar to Rachel. I mean, we know that there are physical differences between the two (if we assume that Real Ciel is the one who was previously Lizzy’s fiancé), because Real Ciel is taller than Our Ciel.

Yep, I definitely can’t wait to see where it’ll go from now. I remember seeing a post that said ‘This is the biggest shock to the fandom since we found out Undertaker was fuckable’

Also: Our!Ciel: three years ago I lost my dear twin brother to some cultists and a demon. Real!Ciel: Quit telling everyone I'm dead! Our!Ciel: Sometimes I can still hear his voice...

Oh, I see! I always think of OP as OverPowered, that’s why I got a bit defensive ^^;;;;;

Well, like you said, everyone has their own definition of OP.  Sometimes, I’ll even think of OCs who have trait that’s already specific to another character as OP, like Titan-Shifter OCs, or OCs with a plot basically the same to a canon character (not OP but very irritating) And don’t get me started on Demon-Contracted OCs in the Kuro fandom. Those make me want to defenestrate myself.

Yup, I have no problems with strong characters as long as they’re not ridiculously strong and aren’t there purely because of that power, but they also have personality.

Don’t worry, I reread my original statement about OP characters and was like ‘man this sounds so bitchy and high and might hnnnngh’ but couldn’t find a way to rephrase it properly ^^;; So, no worries, I know how you feel ^^

Well, for some reason, it seems that the people who make believable OCs are either lazy or scared to post theirs. Or they simply don’t care. The ones with Mary Sues like to holler at people with ‘LOOK AT MY BAE CHARACTER AREN’T THEY PERFECT???’

There’s this blog I follow (it’s gone inactive, unfortunately) that takes Mary Sues and breaks them down (well, the correct term would be make fun of, but they do offer some advice on how to improve them), and you wouldn’t believe the shit I found there.  Here’s the link if you want.

For some reason, people seem to think that the edgier the backstory, the ‘more original’ the character, which (of course) isn’t true, because that means everyone will have a super tragic backstory that no longer makes sense.  Another thing I’ve noticed is that they sometimes avoid some pretty important details like ‘Character was born into a healthy, happy family. One thing led to another and the family was killed, while character was molested (a very common backstory theme) and taken in by a cult’ and I’m like ???

My character usually start out like this: *luna is watching a show*  OK BUT WHAT IF THERE WAS A CHARACTER WHO-

And so a new character is born. 

But your ways of starting a character are also quite interesting ^^ Especially by looking at an outfit!  I ALWAYS WANNA LISTEN TO YOU RAMBLE ABOUT CHARACTERS! 

Titans make me laugh, honestly. Like, these are supposed to be the main bad creatures? Steampunk zombies (kabaneri) look scarier than that.

It was the hulk smash of feels :-))))

[huhnerhexen]

All!

macaroni and cheese: what makes you think of your childhood?

- the Halston Z-14 cologne, the sound of lawn mowers, Sesame Street, salt and vinegar chips, bonfires

spring green: how do you relax when you're feeling stressed?

- I take a bath and watch Moominvalley, sometimes I'll smoke a joint before hand

asparagus: already answered!

bittersweet: already answered!

eggplant: explain your URL and avatar

- huhnerhexen is german for chicken witch, I used to dog sit for my roommate and her dog knew me as "the chicken lady" but I also practice witchcraft and speak a little german so here we are. My avatar is the cover of Frog And Toad Are Friends, I grew up on Frog and Toad and I love them very much.

outer space: do you ever feel like you're an outcast from others?

- frequently

cotton candy: what is your favourite dessert?

- sex in a pan

freckle: do you have marks on your skin? how do you feel about them?

- I have moles, scars, rosacea, and tattoos. I'm fine with all of them, they make me unique

shocking pink: is there a trait that you have that others don't expect from you?

- depending on how we meet, a lot of the holiday hires at work are surprised that I'm as goofy as I am bc I'm very much a "let's get down to business" kind of guy; new friends are sometimes surprised by the amount of passive aggression I can hold inside my tiny body

robin's egg blue: if you were an animal, which one do you think you would be?

- in an ideal world I'd be a housecat, but I think I'd be a dog because I'm so loyal

granny smith apple: what is something everyone else likes that you don't?

- cake

dandelion: already answered!

atomic tangerine: what gets you motivated to do a difficult task?

- a banging playlist and a cup of coffee

wisteria: what's your favourite thing about yourself?

- my style and my moral compass

candy apple: how do you think others view you?

- I honestly don't care how others view me, so I don't pay attention to it.

plum: already answered!

sky blue: already answered!

tickle me pink: how do you try to cheer up others when they're sad?

- I ask them what I can do to help, that way they get their needs met, guaranteed

wild strawberry: do you care what others think of you?

- not even a little bit (okay maybe a little bit)

glossy grape: recommend something to your followers

- Schitt's Creek, it's a Canadian sitcom surrounding the lives of a jewish family working to rebuild their lives. If you were ever a fan of Corner Gas, this has much the same vibe.

world wide web yellow: what's the last thing you looked up?

- rcmp headingley

shadow blue: do you have a darker side to you that most people are unaware of?

- maybe? I definitely have a darker side that I hide from people, but I don't know if people are unaware of it?

electric lime: what genre of music do you listen to?

- literally all except rap/hip hop and edm, I have a soft spot for 80s classic rock, and old school acoustic country

night owl: describe a very interesting dream you have had?

- all my dreams lately have been nightmares, forgive me but I don't feel like reopening that can of worms...

cornflower: what do you think about the most?

- my recovery process and snacks

grasshopper green: describe the area that you live in

- imagine a bunch of queer, millennial, hipsters could afford to buy a house and all congregated in the same neighborhood. It looks like that, except no one living in this area is a millennial or hipster... Lots of colourful houses, lots of flowers, lots of dogs!

misty moss: already answered!

tiny toad brown: do you find beauty in something other people consider to be ugly or undesirable?

- I hope to find beauty in everything, that said some things are just plain gross

sunnyside up: do you like waking up in the mornings or would you rather sleep in?

- I like the romanticism of having coffee and reading a book in the early morning while the sun is rising and getting a headstart on my day, but getting me out of bed to actually do that is a whole other thing

kitten gray: do you have any pets? if so, describe them.

- I have a cat named Mama Cat, she's 10 years old. I got her from my aunt who couldn't take care of her anymore. She's the smallest little lady! Her favourite things to do are sit in my lap while I do schoolwork, lay in front of the heat vent in our bathroom, and sit on the windowsill in the sunroom to watch the neighbor's dog, Phoebe, in the backyard.

I have a rat named Mr. Carlos, he'll be two in February! He's a zippy little guy who really likes baby food and napping. The man snores like a garbage truck and sleeps like the dead, if he's napping you literally cannot wake him up. He really likes head rubs and to play with people's hair.

I also have a snake named Slinky, she's 5 (so still a baby), and if she has a personality I have yet to see it. She sleeps and eats, and is generally grouchy.

rose dust: describe your aesthetic in 5 words or less

- classy, trinket-hoarding, grandma

timber wolf: do you give second chances when somebody has wronged you?

- I give second, third, fourth, fifth, etc. chances. I'm working on building healthy personal boundaries

freshly squeezed: what excites you?

- new music, family get togethers, cranberries

firefly red: what gives you purpose?

- my own personal growth, my studies, my work, my family

tiny teapot tan: do you consider yourself cute/attractive?

- I am THE cutest, idk why y'all can't see it...

raindrop blue: describe the weather outside.

- the sky is grey, the snow has covered the ground, except for the places its been shoveled, it's chilly but not cold. You could wear a big sweater outside and not need a jacket.

sweet pea green: do you have/want children?

- I think I'd like one kid, but I'm not having children until the climate crisis is resolved, I think it's irresponsible to bring a kid into the world that doesn't have a chance of living past 10

pussywillow: do you like being around others or do you like being alone?

- I prefer to be alone

jack 'o' lantern orange: what's your biggest fear and why?

- I'm dead afraid of spiders, something that bony, hairy, and with that many legs makes my skin crawl

baby bunny pink: do you look young for your age or do you look older than you are?

- I look like a 12 year old boy, but I'm actually 21...

mystic maroon: what confuses you and why?

- I don't understand millionaires or billionaires. If you have more money than you could ever spend in your lifetime, why are you hoarding it like a dragon instead of using to help people around you?

cosmic cobalt: what's your zodiac sign? do you think it's accurate?

- I'm a Gemini, Libra moon, Libra rising, and Gemini sun; it's 100% accurate

petal pink: describe your fashion sense as well as what you're wearing right now.

- my style goes from chaotic gay twink to little old man to punk rock teenager and everywhere in between, there is no sense to what I wear, really. I'm presently sporting mom jeans with a big belt, a low cut black button up short sleeve, and a knit sweater with a LOUD pattern.

mountain meadow: do you like taking care of others or do you prefer being cared for?

- I like to take care of others, helping people makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside.

fuzzy duckling yellow: is there something from childhood that you haven't outgrown?

- the muppets, they're a timeless treasure and I won't ever "grow out" of them

brussel sproutlet: do you have any unhealthy habits?

- several... I have a nasty nicotine addiction, I give too much of myself and have no personal boundaries, and I lose myself in other people. I'm working on it...

razzle dazzle rose: describe an ideal date

- if it's winter, going to a small coffee shop to drink and chat, or going to see the Christmas lights. If it's summer, going for a walk through a park or the forest, and holding hands the whole time!

periwinkle: what's something ordinary that has special meaning to you?

- I have a little brown teapot that is my prized possession; my grandpa gave it to me because he had a matching one, so that no matter who's house we were at we could have tea together after dinner. It's the teapot that started my collection.

mauvelous: do you think you deserve a better life than what you have right now?

- I have a really good life, I have dreams of what my future looks like, but I think it's important to do the work to build that future for myself. I don't think I deserve a better life, but that's not to say I don't deserve nice things, it's just that I already have nice things and people to share it with!

blueberry blue: do you get sad easily?

- I feed off of others' emotions very easily, so I do feel other people's sadness, but I'd say for the most part I'm usually quite happy.

purple mountains majesty: how does someone earn your respect?

- people have my respect right off the hop tbh, just because we're not pals doesn't mean you're undeserving of my respect. Earning my trust is a completely different thing, if you want that you've got to be honest and authentic with me, and respect me as well. A lot of give and take.