Content warning for: Death implications, sad story, and well...sadness overall
Idk what made me write this, might take down, might not. I was feeling weird and this came out of me head. JCHSHDHAHS
Hope is not as half bad as I think it is
Close your eyes.
"Fret not, my dear. Haven't I gave you enough? "
Her voice, so calm, sending shivers down my spine, the moment was close, it was slowly taking her away. Taking her away, from me.
Soft movements of her hand surrounding me, placing a palm behind my back like a wall of flesh, losing their warmth by the second.
"It is not you that owes something to me, I fear I might not have given you enough, I feel like I had so much more to offer."
Slowly, she draws a smile on her face, her lips closed as if keeping a secret from me. She knew I always got angry at that expression, that sweet but mocking expression that she used when I was powerless to stop her. And now, I was powerless to stop her from going away forever.
"Please, stop staring. Let me think about a solution, there must be something I haven't tried! Plea-"
Her thumb pressed lightly over my chest, silencing any idea I could come up to.
My vocal cords were not in the best spot, I was shaking, my sentences interrupted with sobs, and tears falling down my cheeks, neverending...
Long have I tried to cure her, to ease her pain, attempted everything I've ever could to hold her close to me. Every medical human science I could wait, every magic I could conjure, forbidden or forgotten to time, deadly to me...or to others. Whatever the price was...
"Shhh...Sweet little fairy of mine. How much time you've lost trying to fix what can't be? How much more of yourself you will sacrifice to torture your eyes with my sorry state? For how long?"
Caressing my head with little force, she brings me closer, and closer to her face, lifting me from the side of her bed, surrounding me in her fist for a second, that chamber of security, of comfort and love. Now it was the last time I would ever feel it.
She placed me carefully on top of her pillow, rolled and rested over her arm, staring at me. And unlike the pathetic crying mess I was, she just leaned closer until my whole field of vision was her face. And she remained still, her gaze just focusing on me. While I try to memorize every detail of her face, like the masterpiece she was.
"I just need more time, I-I just need more..."
I fight back.
"Time has never been kind to us, and you are aware of it, my love."
She replies.
"I have something to ask you, one last thing."
My throat feels like a knot, constricted, and unable to release words. I know what her last wish is, yet I let her continue.
"End the pain, the only way you always could've. Let my last thoughts be filled with your presence, in that cabin on the woods we always used to think about..."
"With the pets you've always wanted to get..."
"Playing in our yard, as we have breakfast..."
"As the sunrise welcomes us for another day..."
She pressed her lips over me, in a kiss forever to be recorded in my memory, my tiny form smushed in her soft flesh, a low "hmm" could resonate from her mouth in joy of the gesture, reverbrating my body, I just let myself go in tears, replying the act for the seconds lasted. Being the only one who opened his eyes once I was separated, and soon feeling the cold taking place on what once was a warm embrace.
A deep purple mist emanated from my being, which fell to knees in the pillow. A loud scream was consumed by the depths of a house that was soon to be left forever. And the last body there remained in that eternal slumber, with a smile on her face. For only one met an ending which rewarded a life full of love. As the other, lost it afterwards.
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You're the Inspiration - Chapter 14
Whatever overwhelmed her only took a bit of bedrest to be rid of it and back on her feet. Much to her dismay, however, the king forbade her from ever returning to the courtyard.
“You’re limiting my places to go,” she remembered telling him.
“If you can prevent yourself from going to the graveyard, fine. But I do not need a repeat of what just happened.”
She remembered the melancholy in his words when he spoke such a thing. Knowing it had to do with Gwenevere, she refrained from fighting him on the matter.
Alone with her thoughts for a minute, a boo phased through the wall of her bedroom to greet her. “Hellooo, human! I am JamBoolaya, here to escort you to the King.” They floated closer to her, smiling in a way to try and ease the tension in the room. “I usually work for Boodles, but the King called on me specifically for this.”
A part of her wanted to say she could have guessed that first part, what would the food name, but she merely gave a halfhearted smile at their greeting. “It is a pleasure. I am—.”
“No need! No need!” they expressed, wiggling their arms in the air. “Everybody here knows who you are.”
Moving her lips inward, she nodded with a raise of her brow. “Mm, yeah. I tend to forget that part.” It was still hard to believe as so many boos were under King Boo’s control.
JamBoolaya excitedly hopped about in the air, heading over towards the door to go right through it, encouraging her to follow behind him. “Sooo how are things going with you two?”
It was such an awkward thing to ask. Miserably was the first word that came to mind, but she paused on offering it. “I don't know, really.”
The boo playfully spun around in mid-air, making a confused whistle of a noise. “Mm? You don't know?”
Chapter 14
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finally cleaned up my bombershrine (and the accompanying gamestation) and added a few of the new bomberstuffs I've acquired in the past several months
there are some small things I put into storage in the black case (pins, tiny figures, paper tags) and some other things I'm thinking of moving elsewhere (I've got Black and Red acrylic standees that I might try to velcro to the dashboard of my car)
and then now looking at this I realize I have two large SBR/SBR2 standees that I forgot to find a home for..............oops
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edit: requests closed, tysm to everyone who sent in an ask!!
Hello!!! I'll be taking art requests for a bit as a way to help me learn how to use Clip Studio Paint! So feel free to send me asks of things you want me to draw!!
it can be OCs, fanart, backgrounds, a mini comic etc.; a whole variety of things would be great so I can really see how CSP works in all contexts haha C:
((ofc as these are requests pls keep in mind there's no guarantee I will draw it!! orz I think most ppl know that but just in case lol; please don't spam the same request a ton or anything! tysm ^^))
commission info || ko-fi (tip jar)
(p.s. all my commission work is still gonna being done in photoshop which I'm very used to working in lol; I'll have photoshop until I graduate in 2025 so no worries there I just really wanna make my transition to CSP as smooth as possible for me C: )
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