#I LOST INTERNET FOR A WHILE THERE
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"Okay! I fixed our inter-dimensional communications network! We SHOULD be getting through now. Resuming previous monitoring and scanning!"
"Thank you, Nine! I was getting concerned that we were gonna lose connection for longer! Remind me to have Perceus track down some cockatrice for you tonight."
"Alright, I'll set about checking in on the regular worlds we monitor and see if anything else has popped up since we've been gone. I'll send T-Pup as a scout if anything interesting shows."
#I LOST INTERNET FOR A WHILE THERE#I AM SO SORRY EVERYONE#ic dash post#lab foxes: nine & aeolus#unknowing kitsune: tails/aeolus#seven defenses: nine#princess of flame: blaze
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well - webtoons is over, gang
#sci speaks#if everyone would please just read the blog at it's intended home on tumblr#and please stop getting me to waste my energy on all these other sites that i hate then that would be primo wonderful#tapas and webtoons are actual shitholes. convenient to read sure whatever. but i hate the format anyway#and how they treat their creators.#not to mention the way tapas gamifies their interface so you're like on a fucking gambling site?? like if temu were a webcomic service?#what happened to the internet being a free and fun place for anyone to post anything.#noo. copyright laws because we want to make money we can't just host anything out of the spirit of fun and freedom#what about the money??? what if we risk money??#internet used to be a better place. i hate the earth as it is right now. the internet is like a mine that corporations dug into.#and destroyed. right in front of my eyes.#it used to be a beautiful green pasture with wildlife roaming and now it has been flattened and turned into an ugly shopping mall.#the things i do for you guys who really. really wanted me to archive it somewhere else.#i''m not doing it anymore. it is here until tumblr dies or we all enentually die and all our efforts are lost to the sands of time.#nothing matters in a cosmic sense anyway. enjoy it while it's here.
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random thought bc i was making alphyne sims LOL, do you think undyne would ever want to have children? how do you think she’d be as a parent?
While I personally don't quite have a "definite yes" or "definite no" answer for this I personally think that, yeah, possibly! I think it's a question with a lot of layers to it, "is it something the character would want?" "Is it something the character should do?" "How much thought would the character put into it all beforehand?" "How long would the character wait before making that choice?" And first of all I think I should talk about fandom culture's view on kids in general. Why? Because I'm obsessed with validating my opinions like this
It's been said many times by many people now how there are a lot of times where fans end up writing completely out of character for the purpose of placing characters into positions of stereotypical familial structures- ESPECIALLY forcing women into the roles of motherhood where it doesnt fit or make sense for them to the point where I don't think I can really add anything substantial or important to the topic. The pros have very much said what needs to be said.
HOWEVER. I ALSO LIKE TO HAVE FUN WITH FUCKING CHARACTERS. I LIKE TO EXPLORE DIFFERENT TOPICS AND SITUATIONS WITH THEM. I WANT PEOPLE TO BE ABLE TO SHAMELESSLY ENJOY THEIR RIGHT TO INTERPRET CHARACTERS WHERE THEY THINK NESCECARY. WHERE THEY THINK FUCKING FUN!!!
So with that said, while demeaning female characters to singular sad and one dimensionsional traits of "Mother" is very clearly to me Not A Good Thing, people should stop acting like it's a fucking sin to imagine the possibility of a character having a child while still retaining all their accurate attributes, because it is a very possible thing that can be and IS done!!!!!
What are my thoughts on Undyne with all this?

Hehhaahehehaa....... strap in.
Where do I BEGIN. How about the inspirations behind the character of undyne herself.

Ok so see this wonderful lass here. That's a sculpture by Chauncey Ives of the mythical water spirit, Undine. Thinking about it, you all probably know this anyway because I do fairly often reblog Undine themed stuff too. Because I'm just like this. But how about the interesting stuff?
The original myth, created by Paracelsus, an alchemist and philosopher born in the 1400s, I believe comes from his work "A Book on Nymphs, Sylphs, Pygmies, and Salamanders, And Kindered Spirits". I think that's what it was called. I'm too tired to talk fully about it specifically and we need to get to the point so have a video of some guy reading it here
youtube
Yay :]
It's pretty much what it says. Paracelsus essentially believed that elemental beings (whom he had adapted and reimagined from ancient or traditional at the time sources) were simply part of the strangeness of God's natural creation and should be studied, as part of appreciation of the Bible etc. And we know ALL ABOUTTTTT utdr and its biblical links/imagery. But back to undine :]
Paracelsus named his takes on the classic concept of elementals: gnomes for earth (YES HE INVENTED THE WORD GNOME!!!!!), sylphs for air (yeah he also invented the word sylph), salamanders for fire (he didn't invent that :[), and of COURSE! UNDINES FOR WATER! He believed undines to be fairly similar to humans, a significant difference being the lack of a soul. Which surely means nothing when talking about Souls Are Important the Video Game. And anyways according to him they were apparently fairly capable of getting a soul through love. Wikipedia also says that Paracelsus says that a child from this love will too have a soul which is nice
Blablabla Wikipedia says undines are like fucking desperate to get a husband or whatever but dudeeeee she can do whatever she fucking wantssssss. I think she can and should be enjoying her life with alphys rather than it being a thing just for a living soul or whatever. They're just happy, no mythology attached
Onto the most iconic interpretation of the myth, 1811s Undine by Friedrich De La Motte Fouque. When you think of the tale of Undine it's almost always that it's this specific story you pull from. Apart from another one I'll briefly touch on later (please hope it's brief). In it, Undine is a woman adopted by a fisherman, who was taken in by the fisherman after his own child died. Hmmmmm wow hmm sort of like how asgore took in undyne after his children died HM BACK ON TOPIC. Personality-wise, Undine is described by Wikipedia (because I don't have the book) as "erratic", and "capricious", which Google dictionary describes as "given to sudden and unaccountable changes of mood or behaviour", which again sounds quite similar to the Undyne we all know and love.
It mentions that when married to Huldbrand (the main guy in the book he's not important tho) she is "kind and gentle" and yeah imo the writing with this IS kinda shit HOWEVER I think if were simply using this as inspiration for undyne I can definitely imagine her *eventually* becoming a calmer and more thoughtful person with A: the presence of someone like alphys to mutually love and understand her for her and B: the absence of having to worry about a war to fight and always sort of being on edge and just being. Like that. And again this would all be a *progressive experience*, rather than in the book where undine literally switches up over night. I do like to consider character and stuff
There's this line from the Wikipedia summary which jumpscared me

I 0% believe this has any significance to deltarune whatsoever however it was so funny out of context I had to add it
Another completely unrelated thing here but there's a fucking guy called "Kuhleborn" and I just. Can homestuck leave me alone. FOR FIVE MINUTES.
Sorry back to cherry picking the story to fit undyne.
Ok so truthfully I don't find anything else from that specific story that I find particularly helpful to undyne, the rest of it's kinda just useless to my point. Re-establishing the fact here that I skipped over a most of the actual significant parts of the story because I specificly want to talk about how I see it parallel to undyne. But that's it really. I just especially wanted to mention this adaptation of the story as it is pretty much the most iconic interpretation of the myth.
That is, interpretations that specifically refer to its source by name. Because by far the most well known media to draw influence from the myth of undine is the iconic Hans Christian Andersen fairytale, "The Little Mermaid". I don't have much to say on how the little mermaid does take much inspiration from undine, other than the way andersen himself interpreted the story. Simply, the fact that Hans Christian Andersen, a man who based this story off of his own feelings at the inability for another man to reciprocate feelings of romance for him, and resonated with the story of undine so much that it was a source of inspiration for the little mermaid itself is so crazy to me. Like. Here is a queer man who read the tale of Undine and understood it so much he wrote his own story inspired by it and made it tie in with his own experiences of homosexuality! Like that's so crazy to me! Because it just makes the undertale character of undyne being sapphic so much better to me! It took the sad story of gay tragedy and took it and made it a story of gay joy!!!!!!! We are all so happys forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok ummmm. I got carried away because we are steering very far away from what this post was originally about. Umm. Point is. Original story was of queer sadness but undertale is now of queer joy + the story of queer joy being based on story where being with this person who you really love and being truly and properly bonded in an undeniable and magical way is enough to give you a soul that will live forever. I think that's somewhere near the point I'm trying to make but at the same time it's not quite the point I was trying to make. And this is absolutely just one interpretation of one relationship and this is by no means in any way supposed to be the end all be all of what ANY relationship should be. I really don't think this is what the definition of love is. However for these characters I feel it can be a huge aspect of it for them
NOW FINALLY MOVING ON TO THE ACTUAL CHARACTER FROM UNDERTALE THANK FUCKING GOODNESS!!!!!
Oh undyne. With some of the implications in game that she lost her family, I very much imagine her being cautious with this sort of situation. Would she be able to handle is for example? Would she know what to do. Given its something she might not even have real first hand experience of, is it something she would even want to risk forcing upon another person? I think she struggles so much with responsibility as it is. She wants nothing more than to protect people and cheesus if she had a kid of her own you know she would be doing every single thing in her power to make sure that kid never has to face what she did. Undyne says at one point in game (if you kill her in neutral i believe) she never told alphys the way she felt because if/when she died in battle, she wouldn't want alphys to deal with that. And again, she really would not want to have a kid if she worries that one day that kid would have to worry about someone they truly care about not being with them anymore
So *would* she want them? I don't really think it would be an overwhelming innate desire or anything like that, but really not against it. Sged need a lot of time beforehand first. Some time to live her life to the fullest, time to make sure it's something she can handle without guilt, time to make sure it's something that does bring her joy. And then yeah, 6 or 7 years minimum I can see it happening. And I think it would be nice
"Now let's talk about susie, can we talk about susie? Please stun (and other readers) I've been dying to talk with you about susie all post, okay?" /ref
I don't really have anything to add I just think alphyne should adopt susie. In every timeline. Undertale deltarune I just think ok. Because she doesn't have a good home life to the point where she's like just Not Safe and hm young couple with no children in her area? Undyne would want to help her soooo bad because she understands just what it feels like to be young and alone not really cared for and she would NEED to fix it. That's defo how it is for undertale at LEAST. Idk entirely with dr if it'd be exactly like that cause we don't know what undynes got going down in dr yet.. but even so that's nothing to stop them
Anways yeah I think you mightve been waiting just a wee bit long for the answer to this ask I uhh.....m.....mmmm. yeah man I... yeah. I really do genuinely hope you enjoyed his tho cause uts currently quarter to 2 in the morning and I'm going on a train & to the aquarium tmrw so my ass CANNOT be waking up at 11 am again. Shits fucked. But when I tell you when I'm locked in on an undyne topic I AM LOCKED IN. IT TOOK A WHILE BUT I FINALLY DID IT. MORE THAN HALF OF THIS WAS WRITTEN WITH NO BREAKS OF CHECKS BUT THATS THE BEAUTY!!!!!! FLY MY SCARAB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#been thinking about this driving myself crazy over my answer to this ask for so long#the thing is while I put a lot of thought into it what if everyone else disagrees and ive commited a ''character misinterpretation''™️?#i like the idea of it‚ but I do also want to prove myself as undyne understander no1 and I do not think i would be able to handle myself if#-i lost that#and then theres questions like ''would this be something people want to see?'' ''is there a specific way it should be done?''#''would this be a choice thatd be good FOR the characters to make''#and again. i have put SO much thinking into this. but its in a way where ive thought about it so much that maybe no one would even understa#have i completely thrown away the original character aside in favour of something i think is ''right''?#ive heard it a few times that the concept of fan children arent good because uts just trying to put characters into a#''stereotypical perfect little societally correct family''which ABSOLUTELY makes sense to me#which is why i overthink so much about how i portray it all. so i can get it right#but what if even then im still wrong. or what if im just here thinking way too hard about having fun on the Internet. i wrote a lot here sr#asks#chat you dont want to know how long ive had this ask for........listen i have a lot of thoughts and it takes me a really long time2 share o#the more i like something the more care goes into it. care = time. i think ive had this ask for a year.#can you tell i went off the rails here#unaltered#shot dead#do i even dare main tag#we'll see how the post goes over and when ive given it some thought I'll either tag it or i wont ok goodnight ily all <333333333#!!#undertale#bogos i binted#utdr#undyne#undyne undertale#undyne deltarune#undyne the undying#deltarune#undine
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my silly contribution
#caluuart#genshin impact#genshin#art#arlefuri#focacchino#it's so silly and I just have to draw it. so yeah here we are.#also! today I pulled for alrecchino#it was... one of (if not) the unluckiest summons of all time.#the first sign of this was the fact that my internet went out TWICE while pulling#and yes I lost the 50/50 on pity to c1 mona. I don't hate mona but I'd prefer a standard that I didn't already have. like jean or tighnari.#and yes I did end up going to pity again to get arlecchino. man. 20k primos and 28 fates spent. not the most well spent but it is def spent#I still have more than enough to guarantee LoFI if haitham reruns next patch. so there's that. plus I'll earn it all back after a while anw#back to arlecchino. I stole the good pyro goblet from xiangling and my arlecchino does sm dmg with this. amazing#sorry xiangling. you'll never have that pyro goblet back ever again. you can go ham with an okay atk goblet. have fun pyronado-ing.#aaaanyways!! I'll go make dinner now. cya my dear fellows!!
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I feel like Remus, Virgil, and Logan would really bond over lost media but for different reasons
Remus is in it for all the creepy shit and all the traumatizing memories people have (he also lost his MIND when Ulterior Motives was found)
Virgil because it gives him even more reason to spend absurd amounts of time scouring the internet (he was obsessed with the Clock Man search and is currently violently a part of the JTK search)
Logan because he would be very into the media preservation aspect of it all, like this man is a regular at the Internet Archive (he also proceeded to lose his mind over when The Most Mysterious Song on the Internet was found, like he was inconsolable for at least a day)
#logan sanders#virgil sanders#remus sanders#idk chat im just really into lost media#and i wanted some of my faves to bond over it#honestly i think all three of them were inconsolable when the most mysterious song on the internet was solved#im imagining Logan bursting into the living room like 'GUYS HOLY FUCK'#Him Virgil and Remus proceeding to lose it for the next 3 hours#while the others are just like 'what the fuck-“
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I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my cat of 16 years a few weeks ago. He was a stray that gradually became OK with being a house cat, and he was so loved. I hadn't been able to cry for him (my meds make crying a near impossible thing) until I read your comic. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
(I hope you don't mind a masterpost of replies! I know pet loss is extremely difficult for a lot of people, and I didn't want to fill up people's dashes with each reply, but know that each message means so much to me. We all love in such profound ways and losing our little companions hurts to a degree that is immeasurable.)
For the anons above, thank you for such a heartfelt message! One of the things that helped me through the worst of my grief was seeing other people who talked about their pet loss too. It made me feel so much less alone, especially in thoughts that echoed mine, but it also helped me see things in perspectives I've never considered.
I posted this comic in hopes that someone out there who needed it would feel seen and understood, and that it would maybe help process their loss. So it really means a lot to me to see that my comic has helped, in whatever way it could. I'm so sorry that we all understand this feeling, but I hope you never feel alone in missing the little lives that mean so much to you.
For anon above, I can't imagine how difficult that is. Lyra was a surrender, but it was very obvious from how well-loved, affectionate, and well-looked-after she was that her previous family had loved her.
I hope you don't feel like you failed your girl; there are circumstances that no one can control no matter what. Cats (and most pets in general) have an amazing ability that, despite language barriers, seem to know how much you love them, just as easily as we know how much they love us even if they can't say it. Your girl knows you love her. I don't fully know her circumstances or yours, but I truly hope you find that closure. 🫂
I haven't met a lot of people with cats named Lyra! I hope it didn't bother you too much to read such a painful comic about a cat with the same name, haha. I hope your little Lyra is healthy and happy, and please give her a little kiss for me! 🤍
thank you anons for reading my comic despite the heavy content, for connecting with it the way you did, and for the kind words! 🫂 I truly wasn't sure if anyone would want to read such a painful, raw comic about loss, but these messages really brighten my day. I hope your days are bright as well.
#text post#anon#long post#pet loss#pet death#grief#sorry for the long post! I didn't want to flood everyone with this so I thought one huge post would help#and thank you for all the sweet messages#it has been taking me a little while to answer them because sometimes i get very choked up#our grief is so tangible but so is our love#and who cannot be moved by that?#I only wish that the beautiful photos I see in my inbox are shared too#so that others can see the ones who have been so loved and cherished#it kind of helps to know that Lyra will be on the internet for a while at least#so maybe it'll be the same kind of comfort for everyone?#thank you thank you for reading my lyra comic#may all the animal companion souls we've loved and lost be remembered forever
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Ummm!! So i went on a little trip with my family to some mountains nearby, this June,,, and i took some pictures of the scenery i felt that were very aesthetic ! (Atleast to me, because i LOVE taking pictures of a beautiful sky) So, i felt it would be a waste to NOT share some of my favourites with you guys :D
Heres some of the scenery from Pakistan , brought to you by your very own Mun! :-



(This one is my ABSOLUTE favourite ajsnfikridhj because there was a sudden blackout when i snapped this, which makes it look like this came straight out of a horror movie! Haha)

(Mid-Drive smudge but atleast we captured the sunset!)

(and idk but i felt like having just the moon shining your path at night has a vibe of its own. I like that vibe, it's very nostalgic for me)
(Tumblr is making them look grainier ;_; oh)
#photography#Pakistan#Mountains#Aesthetic#photos#ooc#i was feeling very proud of these that my dad suggested i share these on the internet#therefore i am!#funfact on this trip i nearly lost my thumb#because it got struck by the spinning blades of a drone while i was trying to help land it xD haha#suffice to say some of my blood is splattered onna wooden bridge somewhere in the mountains of Pakistan because my finger was FRCKED#but luckily i pressed on it hard immediately so it recovered eventually#i think by sharing this i share a bit of myself with you guys which kinda feels really nice and i know im not the best photographer out-#-there but yeah its still special to me because i captured them :) and i lived them!#by the way i have received a rather long but SUCH. a. NICE. ask on here that i want to answer immediately but I can't :'(#i want to draw Umer thanking the asker but I can't draw it roght now as I'm busy#but if the sender is reading this please know your words have reached me and i will respond to you soon enough hopefully!! much love to u#bye bye for now~
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Hey Guys! You wouldn’t believe the craziest shit just happened to—
What do you mean I’ve been reported missing for two weeks?
#but seriously HOLY SHIT#Coincidentally this all started with me and a group of friends trying to get in contact with my partner who went missing#(We’ve found them don’t worry)#They had me stressing bad because of the tornado in our area#WHICH THE FUCKING THING MADE ME LOSE POWER AND INTERNET CONNECTION#I went into the woods to look for a mineshaft(?)/bunker structure that I stumbled across a couple of weeks ago#and I nearly lost my life twice because I was being stupid and wasn’t thinking straight#(not including the tornado)#(yes I was singing Blown Away the entire time while out on the deck watching for the tornado)#Another person I was close to ALSO went missing and had me stressing out EVEN MORE for two days until we found out she’s with her husband#Keep in mind that because of the tornado nobody had internet connection and what little connection we found wasn’t enough#The damn thing also damaged my fucking roof#<—— the anger of a man who has to get roofing in this economy#I also live in a very floodable area#guess what happened to my house#NOT HAPPY#There’s more to this#but that’s just the major part of my two weeks of absence#I’m sorry y’all I didn’t expect it to take so long
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chrome was like "aw.... ublock origin doesnt work anymore.... aint that so sad..."
im stubborn but i saw the utterly unusable vanilla internet for all of 1 minute before i moved all my bookmarks to firefox and resumed there. go fuck yourself ♥
#jennilargh#im so fucking mad theyre really going down this road haha i am not looking forward to learning new things suddenly#like i noticed i cant chromecast for obvious reasons and to get that working seems to be a whole process i dont understand yet#but liike haha im not gonna watch 2 ads every 3 minutes on youtube hahahahahahaha no <3#love my content creators but youtube is just gonna have to deal bc the way their ads run now is COMPLETELY over the line#my mind cannot be changed. 2 ads every 3 minutes on a 40 min long video on top of sponsored segments..#loud ass ads interrupting calming sleepytime videos... cant watch passively bc you have to be READY to hit the skip buttons..#dont even get me started if u just want to have a video on in the background while you are not physically able to hit skip#lord help you if you get an ad thats several minutes long and your hands are covered in dough or something#or even if youre just enjoying a more information-heavy video and an ad interrupts mid sentence and youre like “wait im lost now”#thats not even touching the malicious ads from every other website on this hell of an internet#we live in the stupid timeline
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Holy fucking shit guys I have not been online in one million years
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I don’t? Really? Like? Saint? I’m starting to think I distain a particular bit of the Saints campaign.
It’s not really anything to do with the slug themself, their physical characteristics and the state of the world. I even like their ending, cause I’m a sucker for philosophy. It’s the fucking ascension shit.
Or, it’s not the ascension shit directly, the gameplay aspects of it, but the story effects. How Saints abilities change the story of Rain World, and how this brings zero actual payoff to anything else in the game universe.
Saints abilities are not explained. I don’t like this. This isn’t a natural mutation or bioengineered freak-ness, this is Actual Magic of a sort not precedented anywhere else in the setting. You don’t get to leave this unelaborated on. This isn’t (and shouldn’t be) covered by things like “Rain World is a land of many mysteries.” Fucking explain yourself you omnicidal rodent.
#and that’s not even getting into how Saints campaign doesn’t even show omnicide#you can ascend with tons and tons of other creatures still trapped ‘trapped’ in the cycle#so it would be deeply weird for Saints objective in life to be mass ascension of all living things#because they DONT FUCKING DO THAT#eough#all this would genuinely vanish is challenge 70 was canon btw#I’m not saying it SHOULD be but it would explain in my eyes why Saint can do this (SoS’s fault) and to what end (ascend iterators)#(oh yeah I’m of the opinion the great problem eventually warped into ‘how can ITERATORS ascend?’)#I think downpour is broadly good I just don’t like how Saints role in the timeline is ‘and then a magic rat showed up and killed everyone’#anyway I didn’t think this post survived lol#i hit post right while my internet exploded and I thought it was lost#guess who I found in the drafts#Rain World#(not tagging this Saint cause I’m not an asshole 👍)
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Destiny 2: At The Base
#destiny 2#d2: the final shape#destiny 2 the final shape#the final shape#the lost city#destiny 2 the lost city#destiny 2 the pale heart#the pale heart#aw yeah AW YEAH#Bulwark-26#titan guardian#soon i hope to have internet back but tbh working through all my screenshots has been nice#very peaceful stuff#i just fill the queue while I'm on lunch break or something#it hasnt been bad to have a little break from the game either especially in light of all of the. excitement#bungie#destiny 2 pc
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pauses game update download hoping that starting it again will help fix the download speed
update goes from 80% complete to 10%
🙃🙃🙃
#it had been downloading all dayyyyy pleaseeeee i just wanna play the new season of rivals 😭😭😭#the download speed is a LITTLE better but not better enough to have lost all that progress#raaaaaahhhhhh i hate small mountain town internet so fucking muuuhuhuuuch#sorry i had to whine bc my brain refuses to focus on anything other than playing this game rn 🥺#ig i'll just sit here n impatiently stress crochet while i wait even longer 🥺🥺🥺#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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THE MOST MYSTERIOUS SONG ON THE INTERNET HAS BEEN IDENTIFIED LET’S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOO
#magiccan speaks#lost media#LITERALLY ONE OF MY BIGGEST LOST MEDIA WHITE WHALES I AM SO HAPPY ABOUT THIS AUGH#I’ve been following this mystery ever since it first gained traction in 2019#the song is called Subways Of Your Mind by FEX#god lost media enthusiasts have been eating good for a while now#the most mysterious song on the internet#lostwave
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i am. fucking tired of this, grandpa.
#yes i am well fucking aware#that is it just#too damn bad#but in all honesty i don't. care anymore??#IM LOSING MY MIND WHY IS LIFE SO#HGDLKSJGSLKDGBSDGH:LJKS?DGBFSDKG:JSBDG#somebody crack me into a hot skillet and scramble me around please#it'll be good for me#promise#add a little salt while you're at it#dusting of pepper#I think I have officially fucking lost it y'all#everyone applaud while I take my award and fall through a hole in the stage#i. i think i probably need to stop using the internet for a while#that may be good for me#much like the skillet#holes movie#i'm tired of this grandpa#i am. very tired#i genuinely do not think I've gotten more than like.#five hours of sleep a night in#months??#maybe a few sprinklings of like 10-12 hour rests#which are also.#probably not entirely healthy#god help me#nvm honestly he cant do much for me#fuck it we ball#shitpost#maybe???
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Hihi this is so random but I saw your tag on the green blue hetrochromia thing for Richtofen and I wanted to say that's actually a really old fandom trope! Back on DeviantArt I recall a lot of artists drawing Ed w/ green eyes but I believe at some point it was made cannon that his eyes were blue so people began doing hetrochromia...Though honestly I could be misremembering, all I know is that ppl have been drawing him with one blue and one green eye since at least 2011! :-3
WHAAAT OH MY GOD THATS SO COOL I was wondering bc I started seeing it around more often lately, but I had no idea where it came from :0 the closest thing that I cld even think of was that in Origins (I think it was Origins anyways??? i cld be completely misremembering) they accidentally made Richtofen's eyes green for a bit (or maybe it was on purpose who knows what was happening with Origins, Samantha was American for like five minutes bc of how little they knew what they were doing dfhgjdfgjks) and then immediately went back to blue :sob: It grabbed my attention bc a very similar thing happened with the Ace Attorney fandom regarding Phoenix Wright's eyes :> in official art his eyes seem to swap between blue and brown a lot, so most artists (myself included teehee) adopted heterochromia as a headcanon for him!! I'm a VERY long time cod zombies fan going on like?? 13 years now I think if my xbox's achievement tracker is to be trusted???? but im only recently starting to interact with the wider fandom for it and i am VERY quickly learning that ive got a lot of catching up to do :(( once my laptop is fixed though i am drawing SO MUCH OF THESE FREAKS AUGHH
#it made me so happy opening my inbox to this btw#sorry to get kind of ranty in the tags but i went a very long period of my life not realizing there WAS a fandom for cod zombies and it-#-felt very isolating for a while :< turns out i was simply not looking in the right corners of the internet it seems bc while the community#-is not particularly large there IS a dedicated fanbase that i jsut somehow managed to miss for the last (checks notes) at least a decade#i hope to make cod zombies friends someday........ i very recently got my brother and his partner to play after begging for years and i am-#-SO SO SO SO SO happy that they like it :> their enjoyment of one of my longest running interests has brought me so much joy and made an-#-otherwise rough start to the year be very very very joyful for me :3#oh ym god sorry wow i got very off topic in these tags. uhhhmmm#thank u for reaching out it means so much to me :3 i love cod zombies so much and being able to talk abt it with other people so much-#-lately has felt like making up for lost time :> very joyous and whimsical#ask#cod zombies
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