#I almost overdid it tho

[canadian-riddler]

Today I got to dance on the stage at Coco Bongo and one of the people who brought us up there said he liked my vibe

[whelpimnauthuman]

Day two of my body throwing a shit fit and having a seizure because... It felt like it

[ros3ybabe]

Daily Check-in: May 20, 2024 🎀

omg it'd almost the end of May, what the heck? I'm so excited, I leave to Colorado for my 8 weeks of work very soon and I can't wait! it's going to be such a cool experience being in a new place for a while!

Monday was a good day. My dad and my boyfriend both think I overdid it on the physical exertion a bit, and I agree. I took a long walk, outside, in 95 degree heat, with no sunscreen. Which is why they said I overdid it because my chest and shoulders are sooooo sunburnt. But Monday was amazing! Started off strong, ended not as strong but still good!

🩷 What I Accomplished:

~13k+ steps for the day

took an hour and a half long walk outside(it was amazing, I loved it, I stayed hydrated ans soaked up all the sunlight and fresh air)

completed a 30 min beginner pilates workout from Move with Nicole

did my morning journaling and gratitude

wrote down a positive quote of the day and read through my journal where I wrote down some things that I want to read daily

read and "annotated" 14 pages of Atomic Habits

took a 20 minute power nap

worked a ~6.5 hour shift

drank at least ~80oz of water (that's pretty good given I used to drink like 20oz a day and wonder why I never felt good)

took my two medications + vitamin D supplement

took a cool shower and washed my hair at the end of the day

went to sleep early!

💞 Good Things That Happened

my friend and a supervisor im close with complimented my appearance in a way that gave me a confidence/motivational boost

my other friend and I decided we're probably getting our nails done together next week

that same friend ^ and I are going to go shopping next week as well

my work is going to schedule me where I can still go to brunch with my dad on Friday!

my man starts his first day of work on Tuesday (I'm so excited for him! It's gonna suck not being able to text him all day, but I'm so proud of him for getting this job and all the progress he's made)

got complimented on how efficient I was at work by the night shift supervisor

ate goods that made me happy without feeling guilty or anxiety about it

💔 What Could've Gone Better

I over ate a bit at night after work and felt kind of bloated and sick when I went to bed. it's okay tho, things happen, and Tuesday is a new day <3

super sunburnt!!!! my chest and shoulders are bright, bright red! and I'm a naturally pretty tan person, so seeing my skin that red, yep, I'm definitely super burnt! need to wear sunscreen and protective clothes when I take a shorter walk on tuesday

I definitely overdid it on that walk. got too overzealous and pushed myself a lot. my legs were hurting so bad by the end of the day and that's not good. as much as I enjoyed the walk, I need to be so much more kinder to and thoughtful of my body. it does a lot for me, and I need to treat it right <3

💗 Stuff For Tuesday

take a shorter walk outside in the morning

read more of Atomic Habits (and annotate)

begin studying Spanish some more (fell off the habit but I have a lesson next Tuesday the 28th, so I need to be prepared!)

do some gentle morning and night skincare (my face is a little red from yesterday but not too bad since I wore a hat during my walk)

do my morning beginner pilates and gratitude journaling (I've already done these as of right now, but I struggled with the so-called "beginner" pilates video from IsaWelly. practice makes perfect, tho so I've got to keep consistent!)

book nail appointments with my friend for next week (hopefully the nail tech/nail salon I go to has availability for her and I to go together! I also need to pick the design i want!)

budget for this upcoming paycheck and what I need to save vs what I'm going to spend (and need to buy)

work a ~5 hour shift

talk to my man over video call at the end of the day to see how work/training went for him (it's his first day of work, but it's a hands on training kind of day for him as well)

💕 Song of The Day: aespa - Supernova

what an absolutely amazing song omg. aespa literally never misses with their music. I almost put Spicy, but I've been obsessed with Supernove since it dropped. I love it so much <3

That's all for Monday, like I said, it was a beautiful start to the week for me! And here's to Tuesday being a good day as well <3 I hope everyone here has a wonderful beginning of their week!

til next time lovelies 🩷

[chthonicrose]

I massively overdid the number of hibiscus flowers in this tea (and overbrewed it, but it was overstrong almost immediately anyway) and especially warm it uh. kinda tastes like blood. that was not what I was aiming for.

mixed with ginger ale it's pretty good, tho.

[yeetus-feetus]

almost broke my fucking fingers in a freak skating accident. Still not completely sure they're actually okay but I can move them at least, hurts like fuck to tho. Also they're all shredded up and bleeding from the road.

My little brother patched me up though, overdid it really, which is really funny because normally he doesn't talk to me unless we're having an argument or he's threatening my life over something stupid.

But now I'm covered in in bandaids an and my fingers are in a makeshift splint made of paddlepop sticks. And he went and got the cat for me to keep me company while I rest up.

[idolish7imagines]

RE:Purpose (Re:vale x Reader)

Chapter 5 :: Momo(NSFW)

summary: You're an assistant for idols and producers in the music industry, but getting a job with the famous Re:Vale takes a strange turn..

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A/N: minors dni pls im begging you; writing this chapter was fun tho, next is yuki’s chapter; hope you enjoy!

After a night of drinking, you and Momo stumble inside your home (aka just the shared apartment with Re:vale, but they made it feel like a home) carrying each other's weight over the other's shoulder.

Momo lets you down onto the couch, but the two of you were so entangled you swiftly brought him with you. A waft of alcohol smell quickly seeps into the air. 

The sound of his drunken laughter ringed in your ears, even though you were looking more towards the ceiling, drunk out of your mind. 

Yuki was presumably asleep by the time the two of you got there. He needed to be somewhere early in the morning.

"Ehehe..you look sooo pretty right now.." Momo drawls. It took a lot for him to get drunk so it was evident he was really hammering the drinks down tonight.

You did nothing but smile at him, not even able to form cohesive sentences right now.

"I have.." he hiccups. "I have an idea."

You raise an eyebrow.

"We should go in my room..You've hardly ever been in thereee." He drawls, sounding like a kid that desperately wants to show their parents something.

"Because..you're an idol. It'd be rude. You need..privacy." you mutter, still having enough soberness to at least remember that.

“Who cares about privacyyyy..I want..you to.”

A moment a silence passes, and is only broken by you heaving out a sigh.

“Alright..” You start to get up, pushing him off of you a bit. “But no funny business okayy..?” He nods and gets off of the couch. You two had forgotten about the couch pillows you knocked off somewhere (Yuki would be annoyed at that later).

.::.

You wake up in Momo's bed. Something already felt horribly off (aside from your splitting headache) and you finally realize once you pull the covers up. 

You were nude.

Before you could screech at the top of your lungs, you hear your lover throwing up in the toilet of the hallway bathroom.

“Ughh..” He wretches. “I can’t believe I overdid it like that..” His shorts were just loosely hanging under his butt as if he put them on in a hurry without actually bothering to pull them up.

Your chest starts heaving up and down as you hyperventilate.

There was no way you just slept with THE Momo.

The time was already dangerously close to a photoshoot appointment for him, leaving you two no time to discuss before he put on his clothes and rushed out the door. Even the car ride there was silent.

You take care of some duties that, honestly, their manager should be handling, but its not too rough on you. There’s been worse days so far. Yuki was in the dressing room, he had gotten there at an earlier time (shockingly, considering Momo is the one who usually has to wake him). The mere thought of Momo talking about last night to him made a pit in your stomach turn.

In the dressing room, the idol in question was changing into his outfit for the shoot, taking his shirt off and putting the one made for him on.

Something interesting catches Yuki’s eye, catching a glimpse of his partner’s back before he puts the costume on.

Momo smooths it out a little, before gingerly turning to his partner, showing off the costume shirt.

“How do I look?”

Yuki only stares, making Momo frown at the lack of response.

“What? Did I put it own backwards?” He tries to find which side of the collar the tag is on.

The older idol only lets out a sigh.

“Momo, you have so many scratches on your back, I almost blushed.”

Momo blinks. “Wait…what?” He takes off his shirt again, looking at his back in the mirror.

He lets out a scream that thankfully no one was outside the room to hear.

“Y-yuki, I-i promise I don’t remember how they got there!” He stutters, genuinely being confused and worried what Yuki is thinking of him right now.

“Well you and (y/n)-chan were getting along pretty well, aren’t you?” Yuki crosses his legs, giving an unimpressed stare.

“..You knew?” 

The silver haired idol lets out a small chuckle. “You’re pretty easy to read Momo. It’s been nearly 2 months now.”

Momo’s arms fall to his sides and he hunches over in defeat.

“I’m happy for you, really. If I weren’t I would’ve said something earlier.”

Momo stands back upright. Yeah, he had a point. Yuki surely would’ve made his opinion known if he weren’t happy with it. Especially considering a relationship could cause trouble for them if it were to stir a scandal.

"Just, please. If you're going to be intimate, at least do it either after I'm asleep or go to a hotel." He says just as precaution so he doesn't have to be scarred.

"I..I didn't mean to though. I was just wasted last night, and so were they."

"You got that drunk? Are you stressed out?" Yuki's eyes widen. He couldn't remember the last time Momo was completely drunk.

"N-no! I don't know what came over me, I guess I was having a little too much fun.." He sheepishly rubs the back of his neck, barely being able to recount what happened at the bar, let alone after that.

"Well, anyway, the point is I don't mind you two dating. Okarin might have a stroke though." Yuki imagines how much medicine the poor man will have to take.

"I'll deal with that when we get to it, haha..thanks though, I really like (y/n)-chan.." Momo looks genuinely bashful for once, gaze averting Yuki's as his face flushes and his lips curl into a smile even thinking about you.

“I’m glad.” Yuki smiles back. “Here I was thinking you’d be single forever because of me.” He couldn’t help but tease.

“wH-” Before Momo can voice his response, a knock was heard at the door.

You crack the door open. “Yuki, you’re on now.” You notify him.

He nods, getting up and leaving, but not before whispering to Momo. “You should use this chance to talk.” He pats his partner’s shoulder before walking off to the set.

Your eyes meet Momo’s fuchsia ones, and near hastily shut the door back. The idol rushes forward, sticking his foot in the door.

“Wait--AGH!” He winces in pain. “Maybe I should’ve thought that one through..”

You’d snicker if you weren’t so anxious right now.

“What is it Momo-san?” You ask in a flat, business-like tone.

“Don’t ‘Momo-san’, me, no one’s around!” He pouts. “We need to talk.” He says, sounding more stern.

“Please, j-just, after work..” Another attempt to close the door was made, before he flat out holds it open with his hand.

“No, now.” He says. 

You purse your lips, before deciding that staying outside and making Momo repetitively beg you wouldn’t be a great idea, so you finally oblige and walk in.

“I’m assuming this is about…last night.” You try your best to hide your flushed face even thinking about it.

“Yeah…I’m sorry.” The black-white haired man looks to the ground, repentant.

You whip your head up to him. “What? There’s nothing to apologize for, we were both drunk.”

“But, you regret it right? That’s why you didn’t want to talk about it..”

“I don’t regret it Momo…if anything I wish I at least remembered.” You state maybe a little too early.

That makes Momo’s face become as red as a tomato, hands covering his mouth, and you both were internally screaming right now.

“Do you…wanna do it again?”

Your eye sockets could nearly fall out right now, how could he make such a proposition in a dressing room?

“M-Momo!” You stutter, face flustered again and you could barely form any words like your brain is still trying to process all this.

“I won’t force you to, obviously it’s a risky idea! But…I’d really like to redo that experience with you..while sober of course.” His eyes seemed shy but had a subtle sultry glint at the same time.

You purse your lips, opening the door to see if anyone was in the hallway.

Nope. All clear.

The door is swiftly locked and before either of you know it, you’ve thrown yourself onto him.

He has half a mind to tear your clothes off, but knows that’ll come back to bite him later, so he quickly shoves them off onto the floor.

Your lips intertwine and you start to think of this as a bad idea less and less.

Momo puts a nipple in his mouth, minding that he has fangs so he sucks instead of biting (he’d save that for another time if you’d allow it) and you throw your head back in bliss.

Body shivering from him inserting a finger inside you earlier than expected, you give him a needy look that you’d deem as nearly pathetic if you weren’t intoxicated by him already.

He moves his mouth from your nipple to your lips, drowning out every moan you spill. His fingers enter you even faster to prep you for what comes next.

You shake, feeling like you’re on fire, but in a good way strangely.

Momo’s erection through his pants was clearly evident, and you assisted him in pulling his pants down. Honestly, it was pretty impressive for his stature. Precum leaked from it as his excitement was growing.

His fingers slip out of you and he looks into your eyes with hungry desperation. “Are you ready?”

A hard question to answer, as you were still a bit anxious if you could take it. You nod at him with a whimper.

Your eyes widen and a gasp is let out as he bends you over the dressing room table, right in front of the mirror.

There was a bit of roughness to him entering you, but eventually you didn’t mind as pain quickly turned into pleasure the more he rammed into you.

He turns your body around with ease and goes with a more missionary position. The fact he works out and used to be an athlete as the cause for his strength didn’t dawn on you until now.

Your hands find their way clinging to his back, intending to claw and make even more scratch marks, you didn’t care anymore if anyone saw them. If you had to, you’d cover them with makeup yourself after.

“(y/n)!” He finally calls your name without the ‘-chan’ addition, something he hadn’t done much before.

“Momo!” Your hand comes up to his hair as you made absolutely sinful noises.

“Shit! I…I won’t last long!” He says, still sliding in and out of you to reach his climax.

After a few more thrusts, he’d end up being right, pulling out and coming on your stomach.

The two of you basked in the afterglow for a moment, in each other’s (now sweaty) embrace. Eventually his eyes widen and trail back down to your stomach to see what he’d done.

“Aah!” He yelps. “(Y/n) I’m so sorry! I’m gonna go get a tissue!”

You couldn’t help but laugh a little.

.::.

On the ride home, Okarin was driving while Yuki was in the passenger seat, leaving you two leaning on each other in the backseats. Momo’s thumb lovingly brushes over your hand while you were holding hands.

“I love you..” He whispers, low enough so only you would hear.

“I love you too.” You reply, causing his expression to brighten.

“I’m glad you’re not afraid of saying it anymore~” He teases, but was pretty serious about it.

You huff. “I was NOT afraid of saying it-” “Was too, I was there when you hesitated saying it, remember?”

The two of you laugh. Okarin looks at both of you in the car mirror, catching on a little now. Yuki would snicker when he finally figures it out, it being painfully obvious to him how happy you two are.

[yellowcry]

Broken, healed

Luisa desided to have a work out in her day off. She overdid it and accidentally pulled a muscle in her shoulder

Good thing is that her family would be here to make sure she let herself healing.

Autor's note:

So, just to clarify it, I never had a sprain, so I don't really know how it feels or supposed to be healed.

ao3 link:

Rebuilding Casita actually was fun. Even tho they didn't have a house almost for a week now, Luisa felt like she was at home more then ever before. Of course, she missed her power, she missed being worthly.

No. It wasn't the right type of thinking. She wasn't a good person because of gift. Maribel don't had any powers, and she was great. Dad and tío Felix are normal people and they were wonderful.

"I'm good enough. With or without gift." Luisa whispered to herself. It's not like she actually believed in that, but people were saying that if you said something a hundred times, you would start believing it too.

Becides, Luisa still was stronger than most of the people. Even if it was very weak compared to her normal condition. Because even small stones were heavier than a whole churche when Luisa was still strong.

Luisa looked at the bulding far away. Then suddenly giggled as she thought of how lucky she was that she didn't lose her gift at the moment of carrying the whole building

Wait. Right. Luisa knew herself that the more heavy things you carrying, the easier it would be to carry them. Which means... If she would try a bit harder, she could return her power. Then everybody would stop thinking that she weak and...

She took a deep breath to get distracted from cycle of bad thoughts. She got enough breakdowns for the last week, she totally didn't need one more. But it only determined Luisa the way stronger. Lifting things always was the way she was dealing with problems. Or, rather, the way she escaped problems. Getting herself tired to the point she barely could stood up on her feet. So her head would be too heavy to thinking about anything.

Luisa looked around to make sure she was alone. Mirabel wouldn't like if she found out that her hermana was working out in theur day off. But! Luisa never took day off back then, she didn't need one!

She looked around again, this time to found something that she could use as a dumbbell. Luisa couldn't help her confident smile as she saw a fallen tree. Probably not the best thing she could find, but it might be a good start.

Luisa slowly came closer. It's been a while since she had a proper work out. Maybe it could be a good start. Even if it wasn't even like a thousand part of her lost gift. She bent down and put her hands between the ground and the tree to embrace it. Then Luisa slowly straightened her back. Damn, this tree was really heavy. Way heavier than Luisa expected. Wait. Okay, maybe she should've choose a tree that wasn't like a four sized of her. But Luisa was Madrigal, and they never gave up.

Her hands were shaking as she lift wood to her chect level. Okay, now Luisa had to raise it over her head, maybe fifty times would be good for the first time. Her right shoulder was in pain, Lyisa ignored it. Afterall, pain was something that normal people could feel. Once she tore her knee after falling while she was carrying bricks. It was bad, but hey! She was fine less than in hour! So why would it be any different? Becides, pain meant that Luisa's muscles strained, so work out probably had a good impact on them

Luisa felt like a a strand of hair that has fallen out of her bun stuck to the face that was wet with sweat. She kept unfolding her arms over her head. Just a little bit more...

Something clicked.

Luisa hissed throught her teeths as she dropped the log on the groung, because it felt like she wasn't able to control her shoulder throught the pain. It was the way worse then when she was bitten or hit with something. Her shoulder was numb, and even putting her hand down felt paintful but Luisa still tried to reach down for the fallen tree. But she coudnt even grab it, because every movement of the right shoulder felt like it was toring apart. So really? She was going to give up because of stupid pain?

"Breath in.." Luisa closed her eyes to ignore both pain and dark thoughts that were jumping in her head. "I'm fine. I'm great."

Lie, but whatever.

Okay, maybe she really was so pathetic weak that she wasn't able to carry a small weight. She had to try something smaller the next time. But what the point of training if you won't give yourself a proper exercise stress? And when she would be able to training? Luisa totally won't take time off when she had to work on Casita. The only reason why she wasn't working today is becaise Mirabel and Isabella had a working day to make sure their giant sister would have a proper rest. And here she was. Working when everybody wanted her to rest. Great, how would her sister react if they find out? On other hand, why they prefer working instead of spending time with Luisa? Maybe they just didn't want her around.

"Shut up, we just can't be all resting at the same time." Luisa hissed to herself as she put her left hand on her opposite shoulder. "They love me." She groaned, then squeezed her hand too hard so pain in the shoulder became even worse.

It was alright. Luisa would felt like nothing happened by the time she came home.

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Luisa had to admit that she was wrong. The pain in her shoulder didn't stop throbbing even in the next day. She barely could move her right hand without grimacing from pain. Good thing that she could use both of her hands in the same way, so Luisa could just wait use other one until she felt better.

She realized flaws in this plan as she came to the broken Casita. Building new home was kind of activity that takes all your physical strenght. And being not able to move half of your hands probably supposed to be a problem. Oh, well. Maybe Luisa just needed some pressure. Becides, those bricks wasn't so heavy. It should be okay.

Luisa pursed her lips trying to hold back the cry that was coming from her throat. Then inhaled sharply when something in her shoulder clicked again and pain blew again. A heavy cargo fell out of her hands, but even if it didn't, Luisa felt like she wasn't able to move her hand at all.

"What's wrong?" Mirabel screamed worriedly as she ran to her hermana.

"Nothing's wrong!" Luisa put an anxious smile on her face. She was fine, just act normal, it's just a small bruise, nothing to worry about.

Mirabel crossed her arms on her chest. "Last time you've said that, you end up singing the whole vent song."

Luisa giggled lifting her shoulders, then winced in pain. "Just hit myself, nothing to worry about!" She let out a sigh as she put her hand on her aching shoulder.

"It don't seem like a just hit to me." Mirabel looked worried. Great, she made her sister feel bad. "Maybe you should go to mom."

"Mom can't heal us with magic anymore." Luisa put out as she tried to reach for forgotten brick. "Everybody gets a small wounds sometimes." Yes. People were saying that everybody got a bit injuries sometimes (unless you are Invulnerable). It was normal part of life, she wouldn't die from it.

"Please, Luisa." Mirabel let out a sigh. "You acting like it something worse."

*****

Luisa looked away awkwardly tapping her foot on the floor as her mother looked at her shoulder. Even so, she could see how her mother frowned looking at the big purple bruise.

"Could you move your hand?" Julieta asked gently.

Luisa raised her hand up but it stopped at the middle. Her paintfull hiss muted the click from her shoulder.

"Oh, dear!" Julieta cried out worriedly, as she stopped Luisa to predict herself from making it worse. "I think it could be sprain or broken bone."

"Uhhh." Luisa raised her eyebrows. "What does it means?" She squinted a little.

"Sprain means that your joint is torn." Mother let out a harsh sigh. "Broken bone means... Broken bone."

Luisa giggled weakly. "Okay, so can I go back to work?" She felt a bit of feeling of worthlessness rooting under her skin. Luisa didn't even wanted to came here. Mirabel just grabbed her.

Julieta eyes widened. "What? No! Working would make in worse"

Luisa looked down to her mother. Even when she was sitting on the chair, she still towered over her mamá. "But Camilo still was working after he got that big bruise from falling off the tree." She paused for a bit to take a deep breath. "And I also got some damage but it was okay. It just would stop a few hours after."

"Hija, it's different." Julieta took a deep breath, Luisa moved nervously in her chair. "It can't be healed by itsself." Luisa pursed her lips into a thin line, intending to say something, but Jullietta started to talk again. "Atleast, not right."

Luisa arched her eyebrow. "Why only right shoulder couldn't be healed by itsself?"

Julieta smiled softly. "No, I mean it might be healed wrong."

"But.." Luisa tried to protest but her mother interrupted her.

"It was way more paitfull than normal trauma, right?"

This question got Luisa consered. She didn't really pay attention to her body's well-being. After all, pain was something that normal people could feel, right? Yes, most injuries this week were not as painful as this one, on other hand, Luisa didn't felt pain since she got her gift and... Well, until she lost it. That's probably was the reason, why Luisa managed to hurt herself so many times since Casita fall apart. She was pretty sure that at this week she was injured more times than anybody else, except for her father.

She didn't awswer as she shrugged awkwardly with her healthy shoulder.

"The more pain you feel, the more serios trawma happening to you." Julieta let out a sigh, as she closed her eyes. Luisa was impressed with how calm her mom acted as she was explaining thing that probably being known by kids to her adult daughter.

"So how long I had to..." Luisa cut herself at rhe middle of sentence. «Being useless» twisted on the tip of her tongue.

Julieta give her a guilty expression. "I don't know. I always healed everyone with magic."

"It's okay." Luisa smiled as she put her palm on her mom's shoulder. "I will be fine."

"No." Julieta let out a harsh sigh. "I should have learn more about illness. I just relied on my magic so much, so I never thought about what might happened if I lose it."

This feeling of doing not enough was something Luisa could relate too much.

She shuddered as Julieta wrapped her arms around her genly ignoring the injured shoulder.

"I'll try to find something about healing this in library." Julieta whispered in her ear. "Try to not move your shoulder, okay?"

"On it!" Luisa hugged Julieta close to her chest.

***

Apparently, Luisa found out that she had to wait a couple of weeks to return to work in the best case scenario. Which was awkwardly stupid! Luisa got her muscle torn apart, but her muscles were big, and strong... Or atleast she thought so. What if even her natural power dissapeared? Was she just a balloon filled with air?

No, she coudn't rest while everyone else had to tear their backs.

It was about a midnight, and Luisa felt her heart beating like crazy. She carefully climbed out of the sleeping bag trying to be as quiet as she can. Yes, Dolores wasn't able to hear everything anymore, but Luisa actually felt like everybody got a super hearing, and floor in here was so creaky...

But everything was fine. Luisa make sure she went far enough before she started to run. As well, as she could return home before anybody's wake up.

It continiued for a couple of nights. Luisa didn't carry things that were too heavy, because she still needed to keep her right shoulder not moving. Well, if her mom wouldn't have watched him so carefully, Luisa probably would ignore it. She wasn't an invalid. Or she was, compared to her condition before losing Casita.

Luisa also tried not to work too much, as much as she hated it, she couldn't have done too much, without being caught. So she worked about two hours and then headed home. The amount of work done was ridiculous, thanks to not being able to use half of Luisa's hands.

It was fifth night when she was stopped by gentle cough right after she walked out of the church.

"Going somewhere?" Tío Bruno smiled to her from the doorway.

Luisa shuddered, then put on her face a shaky smile. "I just want some fresh air. I wasn't able to fall asleep."

Bruno eyes shone. "Really? Me too! Guess I would walk with you!" Before Luisa could even come up with an answer, Bruno knocked on the wood and ran to her.

Great, tonight was missed. Wait, no, she not supposed to feel something like that to her tío. He just wanted some company, after all, he was all alone for ten years. Obviosly he would like someone around. As long as he didn't know it would be fine.

"Fun fact." Bruno's awkwardly speech brought Luise back from her thoughts. "I used to fall asleep really late. In fact, I never managed to fall asleep before 2 AM ever since we've ended up in this place."

Luisa stopped for a second, then startled in fright after realisation came to her then hissed because she lifted her sore shoulder too high.

"Are you okay?!" Tío Bruno ran up to her worriedly.

"Y- yeah." Luisa partly closed her eyes, trying not to look to her tio.

"So, why are you doing this?" Bruno let out a sigh, reaching to his sobrina arm as he understood that she realized what he meaned.

"I just like walking in the night." Luisa smiled nervously, trying too look anywhere but her tio.

"I spied on you last night."

Luisa took a deep breath, feeling how her body was shaking. "So what was I doing?" Okay, maybe tío was just messing with her. Maybe he wanted Luisa to give him awswer herself.

"You know." Bruno smiled patting Louise on her back. "When my hermana said that you can't work because you got a sprain I'm pretty sure she wasn't meaning that you wanted to work secretly when everyone else was asleep."

Luise froze feeling her heart beating too loud. Tick-tock. Tick-tock.

"I wanted to be useful." Luisa whispered words stuck in her throat. Great, she was so stupid that she couldn't listen to her mother's simple request, and now she made tio Bruno worry. Becaus, of course, she HAD to prove that she is still worth of something.... Who did she prove it to anyway? Nobody knew, or, rather, nobody supposed to know that she was working too.

"You don't have to." Bruno let out a sigh, as he sat down on the bench and patted the seat next to him, inviting her to sit down. "Kiddo, you health is way more important."

Luisa couldn't stop giggling, the she cleared her throat and explained to Bruno who raised his eyebrows. "Sorry, nobody called me a «kiddo» for years."

"You've grown so much since I left." Her tio sighed dreamily. "It seems like I holded my third baby sobrina in my arms just yesterday." He leaned back on the bench.

Luisa shrunked awkwardly, then looked up to the shiny stars. She remembered how tio and she used to watch the stars before her ceremony.

Bruno looked at her, then softly closed his eyes. "But, we were talking about your current condition, right?"

Even if Luisa would have something to say, she couldn't make a sound. Instead she kept peer into the warm blackness of the sky.

"I remeber how useless I felt." Luisa shuddered and finally looked at her tío. He clasped his hands together and put them on his knees looking at the asphalt. "I felt like my gift was completly useless. And everybody would be more happy if I would never use it but it would let mamà down."

"Your gift has nothing to do with being useful!" Luisa screamed a she turned Bruno's head towards her. "Mom and tia Peppa will love you no matter what!"

Bruno frendly squinted his greenish eyes. "And we all love you." His voice was so caring. Luisa felt like her eyes started to go wet. "You have nothing to prove, being useful is not a thing. You are wonder, because you are you."

"Bu-" Luisa's voice cracked. "You all are working so hard while I just slacking off!" She blinked a few times to brush away tears that appeared in her eyes.

"You are not slacking off, you are taking care of yourself." Tío Bruno wiped away her tears with his sleeve. "Just try to let it go, okay?"

Luise pursed her lips together and looked down. "It's not fair to everyone else." They were working to the bone, and Luisa felt sick just from thoughts that she would use their kindness.

Bruno jumped off the bench. "It's fair to you." He faintly giggled under his sobrina surprised look. "If it would make you easier, you alone probably made more than we all together. So how about a well-deserved vacation?"

Luisa still was unsure moving her right foot across the floor. "I'm strong, I had to doing my job." It's how things have been, always have been. Luisa was strong she has to take care of the others, not the other way around.

"You don't." Tío Bruno argued then he bent down. "Rats tonight are pretty quiet."

"Uhh" Luisa got lost from her tío sudden change in topic of conversation. "Is it good or bad?"

"It just happens." He shrugged looking at Luisa upside down.

"You surely love rats." Luisa pressed her head aganist the bench back for a second. "I remember how you gave me one."

Bruno scratched the back of his head then said exidetly. "Rico? Oh, I remember him, how he's been?"

"He was cute boy!" Luisa chuckled. "Always climbed in my bed when it was time to go to sleep. Can you imagine how I was crying after finding his dead body?" Rico was the last reminding about her tío when he left them. Luisa felt like she lose her tío again at the day when Rico died.

"Want another one?" Bruno chuckled covering his mouth with his hand. "I have a full collection!"

"Right now I would prefer a house." Luisa put out as she got up from the bench.

Bruno froaned, it seemed like remembered what they were talking about. He took a few steps to Luisa and took her left hand looking to her down up with only his pupils, not moving the head.

"Please, don't work right now." His lips were shaking as he stopped to inhale. "I can't stop you. But I'm asking you to take care of yourself."

"I'll.." Luisa hesitated feeling like her throat was getting dry. "I'll try."

****

Luisa could tell that her shoulder was getting better. She actually stopped secretly working after that night. Mostly because she was worried that tío Bruno would catch her again. Well, atleast it seemed like he had not tell anyone about this midnight secret. Still, Luisa couldn't help this guity feeling that was twisting her insides.

Okay, take a deep breath, everything's fine. Magic's... well, they lost their magic. And Luisa probably wasn't really fine eighter. But well, if Luisa understanded something in the last month, it was the fact that everyone in this family were not fine, so whatever, she could handle it, it's not a big deal.

Luisa was interrupt by piano sound.

She squeaked as she stood up. Music came from the outside. And there was only one person in this family who knew how to play the piano.

The front door creaked when Luisa pushed it. On the small church veranda Agustin skillfully moved his fingers and music jumped and flied with them. Agustin stopped for a second as he heard the door's crack moving his head to see what's going on. "Oh, Luisa, what do you want?"

Luisa shrugged with her healtly shoulder as she leaned against the door. "Just wanted to see what you're doing. Are you on break today?"

Agustin chuckled and started to play again. "Not really, I just dropped a rock on my foot. And how is your arm?"

"Oh, it's better." Luisa smiled as she started drumming on a wooden door. "I'll return to work very soon." Mom said that her shoulder could be healed in a week. So Luisa could stop being useless sitting inside the whole day. Even if she would be even weaker than before. Julieta said that her shoulder would be weak even after it's healed. So if Luisa would return to work with all her power, she could get hurt again.

"That's nice to hear." Augustin winked. "We all are missed you!"

Luisa gigged. "We sleep in the same room." She put out. Luisa had a feeling that she saw her family more often than before they lose magic. Because before she usually was the one who leaved first, barely eating a breakfast, and she often was returning home at the end of dinner.

"Town people also asked about you." Agustin said focusing on the piano keys. Luisa raised an eyebrow in surprise. Okay, she really didn't expect that. She pursed her lips and clenched her hands into fists. Then realized that she haven't work almost for a month now. Of course they missed her. She's got so many job to do and she was just spending her time for nothing. "Seems like they really love you." Agustin's voice returned Luisa back to earth. "Well, it's not surprising considering how much work you was doing back then." Agustin finally stopped playing and jumped off the chair, then grimaced as he stepped on the bad leg.

"Are you okay?" Luisa ran to him worriedly. She reached out her hand to help her padre lean. "Be careful."

Agustin looked in her eyes through his glasses. Then he pressed his hand to her cheek. "You are just like your mother." He smiled softly squinting his eyes.

"What do you mean?" Luisa asked as she leaned towards her papá.

"You both are caring about everyone else so much until you burned." He sighed.

Luisa giggled weakly as she put her father back on the chair. "I just love to help other people." It was true. No matter how tired Luisa was, this grateful glances always costed it. She liked when her name was spread throughout the town like a queen greetings. Even if Luisa was as opposite to queen as possible.

"That's my hija." Agustin sighed proudly. "Strong, kind and beautiful! How come boys wasn't confessing to you?" He pinched Luisa on her cheek.

"Daad!" She groaned embarrassed.

"Remember how we used to play on the piano together?" Agustin asked with a smile.

"You want to...?" Luisa asked unurely. Then looked at her big chubby fingers. "I think I'm way too big."

"Don't worry. The main thing is that it supposed to be fun." Father put out. Luisa awkwardly pressed her left hand to the piano and pressed one af the keys. Or, maybe, two.

They stayed here until the sunset letting music to jump under their fingers

[solis3clipse]

well now I’m super curious about your ranking!! everyone’s opinions are so different but Dylan being both of our faves is pure taste 😌🤌🏼 also i love reading your tags hehe 💖

OHHHH MY you read my tags!! 🥺 <333 ALRIGHT ALRIGHT I’m so excited to talk to you about this :D I genuinely enjoyed reading through your reviews of the characters and it was so so fun hearing about your perspective and opinions, much much love.

Let’s go :D

11. Chris Hackett

• I’ll be forever mad at the fact that all of this would be avoided if he just talked to the counselors. Which ultimately brings me to the Controversial Hill Of An Opinion that I will DIE on: The fact that all of this happened is Chris’ fault, not Jacob’s. Considering that Jacob ruined the van with a more of an innocent intention to stay just another night, while Chris refused to give them an explanation that made sense and recklessly took off, thinking bunch of teens alone in a camp would actually take his advice and stay in. LOL

10. Abigail

• I can find at least 3 vague similarities between us, but I don’t like how the creators overdid the “socially awkward quirky” personality of hers in the game. The way she struggles to choose someone to dare in the game for 3 minutes, never takes compliments, and is sliiightly a coward ticks all my instant dislike checkboxes. However, I seem to LOVE the way she’s portrayed in fics! So much sweeter, bold and fun.

9. Kaitlyn

Kaitlyn’s a badass and i still like her a lot, but i’m afraid to admit that the love i have for her stemmed from her and Dylan’s friendship sequences where she’s being genuine. I just don’t get along with people who speak and act with massive sarcastic undertones at all times, therefore i feel like she often outdoes the facade she constantly plays of “The Boss Of The Group” which makes her less authentic for me. I often can’t take her seriously even though she’s supposed to be a fan favorite. Other than that, love her bravery, courage and protectiveness.

8. Laura

Honestly I don’t have strong opinions about her other than how badly she handles situations that would undoubtedly bring her towards ultimate doom. Like how she goes to investigate a forest after potentially running into (and over) a strange scary looking blob of a body and how she insists that someone in that basement needed help without staying for a second to look further or listen closely. Plot armor, i get it, but still! She’s a sweetie otherwise tho.

7. Emma

Very iconic, very relatable (especially referring to her interpretation of “faking it”, i feel like that whole conversation gave her so much more depth.), i just do not feel comfortable at all with how ruthless she gets with people. I understand being annoyed with Jacob, but the lines she throws at him for someone who’s just a softie that’s hung up on her are worryingly mean; I also don’t think she kissed Nick in order to “help him and abi out” but, eh. Love her apart from all that.

6. Jacob

He’s a dumbass. I believe he is quite literally THAT childish and silly, also almost the one that never had vile intentions and spent the entire game trying to save his friends (Abi, Emma) before he got caught with wolfie nick. I know if only he’d known this would have happened, he’d drop the idea and think of other alternatives to bother Emma, bahaha

5. Nick

My man dies when he’s supposed to die in-game. There is no more Nick after he turns into a werewolf, which is a pity, considering that there was quite a bit to unpack. Starting from his australian accent.

Beeeeeeuuuurrnnnnnn…

haha, now we beuuuurnnnnn….

4. Ryan

Don’t like how bland and dry he gets at times. Yes, i’m talking about the man that answers back with “smOoOoOth” to Dylan’s pick-up lines TWICE. LMAO. I’m also forever bitter about the fact that he tells Laura that he doesn’t really like Kaitlyn or Dylan more while being clearly interested, what was that about??

Man, i still love this boy, but does he make me mad from time to time😭 Obviously he holds a special place in my heart, but I wish he’d been more gentle with Dylan. I suppose we’re asking for too much here

3. Travis

Poor man is just trying his best. I might be just a TINY bit biased because of Ted Raimi’s BAFFLING performance, but i think Travis is just iconic, start to finish.

2. Max

One of the funniest characters hands down. I admire how patient and respectful he is to Laura throughout the game, he’s genuinely funny and cares for her a whole lot; doesn’t give up easily and doesn’t guilt trip her once for the mess they got into. Idk i adore him.

1. DYLAN

Love love love LOVE love LOVE HIM. Funny and charismatic, easy to get along with, friendly with a bit of sass and FIERCELY protective of his friends (just observe the amount of times he puts himself in front of Kaitlyn to protect her). Doesn’t bother anyone with whatever he’s dealing with, has interesting hobbies and is absolutely wiser than he seems at first glance. Honestly i can’t find one thing wrong with him; I’ll go as far as to say that he’s one of the best written characters in Videogame history to me. Very good boy.

Thank you so much for the ask :D Hope you enjoyed this enormous analysis haha <3

[themooncakebox]

112年8月29日

was so sleepy yesterday that i went to bed at 8. I'm worrying a little bit about my stamina for the trip. We ate so, so much bread today and Q gave me another roll, which was really delicious. I feel like someone was indeed listening when I said i wanted to eat bread a week ago. I realized today that i only have to take one pill of zinc instead of two. It's scary how i almost overdid it? Tho I'd have to take 4 of them to OD. i started watching anime again today.

[star-trek-dumb-comics]

I'm currently reading the Enterprise novel "The good that men do" (mainly because it retcons the finale lmao) and it cracks me up so much how in this book Shran is literally a child. Like he has NO self control or restraint whatsoever. He has to be babysitted by Archer and co and if they stop watching him for 0.01 sec he is off to do something stupid. He is a fucking toddler

Like at some points Archer says something like "don't make me cut your other antenna !" and it really reads like a dad threatening his 6-year-old to confiscate his Nintendo DS if he doesn't stop his tantrum

[sxxft-yoon]

my opinions about gp999 combination mission performances

DISCLAIMER: this is just my opinion and my music taste, please respect it and be nice!💕

•we are• original song: we are - woo won jae line-up: kim bora, wen zhe, nagai manami

my opinion: i might be biased but YES they had the fun part, the personal part, the iconic chorus, everything without even being rappers. so much respect to all three, because they all nailed it and manami might be my new jpick!

mvp: nagai manami (j-group)

•no excuses• original song: no excuses - megan trainor line-up: yang zige, kim suyeon, ezaki hikaru

my opinion: facial expressions on point, choreography is cool and nice, suyeon's flip is impressive and i'm proud that she did it even though she struggled before and that's it i guess...not many ,,wow" factors, but a nice performance overall.

mvp: kim suyeon (k-group)

•missing you• original song: missing you - btob line-up: kubo reina, kawaguchi yurina, leung cheukying, zhou xinyu, lee hyewon, an jeongmin

my opinion: damn. so many amazing vocalists here, i don't think i can pick one mvp! an jeongmin's voice is heavenly and REINAAAAAA oh my gosh. i'm impressed by yurina's vocals, she's a good singer but to be honest, i would love the performance even more if hyewon and yurina switched parts haha the c-girls did a really nice job rapping too!

mvp: oh damn, this was hard but kubo reina (j-group)

•ice cream•

original song: ice cream - blackpink

line-up: kim dayeon, guinn myah, huening bahiyyih, hsu nientzu, wu tammy, chen hsinwei, ikema ruan, kishida ririka, fujimoto ayaka

my opinion: oh no, getting the side to side flashbacks with underage girls doing these concepts but this was actually better than i expected! dayeon really did her best with the choreo and i can gurantee that she won't stay 9th. i think ruan overdid the facial expressions but i won't be mad at her ok? lol overall, a nice performance and tammy's energy!!!!

mvp: kim dayeon (k-group)

•vvs•

original song: vvs - miranni, munchman, khundi panda, mushvenom

line-up: lee chaeyun, liang jiao, kamimoto kotone

my opinion: oh dear, here we go. this is objectively the worst performance of this round even though it hurts me to say that because kotone was lit. jiao, what were you thinking going for rap when you have no experience in rapping? funny thing is, they're saying they aren't cute but in reality, cute is the only way to describe this...it's sad but this is a no-no. respect for trying tho.

mvp: kamimoto kotone (j-group)

•all about you•

original song: all about you - taeyeon

line-up: choi yeyoung, huang xingqiao, sakurai miu

my opinion: i didn't expect this one to be this amazing but yeah here we are! although i didn't have high expectations for xingqiao, she really did great and i think it's her best performance so far. sad that miu got no screentime but yeyoung get that angel edit!!!

mvp: choi yeyoung (k-group)

•mafia in the morning•

original song: mafia in the morning - itzy

line-up: huh jiwon, fu yaning, sakamoto mashiro

my opinion: yaning being traumatised from being a leader lol i think she absolutely slayed and this might be my favorite 3 member performance, they did so well and i didn't know jiwon can sing like this! mashiro best leader btw unpoluar but yaning singing > yaning rapping

mvp: fu yaning (c-group)

•my house•

original song: my house - 2pm

line-up: seo youngeun, wang yale, kuwahara ayana

my opinion: remember what i said about icecream? ayana is younger than me and dancing to this song. it kinda threw me off but she did good so i'll take that. yale's vocal tone is so good for this concept but the real star here is youngeun, she's an amazing singer and i sincerely hope she gets in omg!

mvp: seo youngeun (k-group)

•my sea•

original song: my sea - iu

line-up: jeong jiyoon, kim chaehyun, xu ziyin, li yiman, nonaka shana, sakamoto shihona

my opinion: nOegEee no ok sorry ;-; shana you did great! the song is ridiculously high and even though jiyoon didn't hit that high note, i think she did so well and her face at the end almost made me cry, gosh i'm so emo. chaehyun is main vocal material! and for once the judges praised the girls, finally!

mvp: nonaka shana (j-group)

•salute•

original song: salute - little mix

line-up: cai bing, chiayi, zhang luofei, kim doah, yoon jia, kim hyerim, shima moka, arai risako, hayase hana

my opinion: idk if it's just me, a cute concept enthusiast, but ice cream was better than this. i think they all tried to overshadow each other and were stressed about the caibing situation that they couldn't have that great enegry i wanted to see. i think it was cool and all that but again, nothing ,,wowed" me that much

mvp: cai bing (c-group)

•fate•

original song: fate - lee sunhee

line-up: choi yujin, kang yeseo, su ruiqi, shen xiaoting, yamauchi moana, may

my opinion: didn't notice moana at all which is sad but their expressions matched the song so well and yeseo's acting surprised me, damn i'm emo again! they definitely are the avengers of gp999, especially with dance skills like that. i wish we'd get better camerawork than zooming on xiaoting's chin tho

mvp: kang yeseo (k-group)

(only 10 images allowed so no yeseo)😭

so this is it. feel free to disagree haha

[italianpersonwithashippersheart]

Ava is ~the~ character creating the chasm between the cash queens. If that squad were just Fatou, mailin and Nora there would be less hostility, but also no one would question mailin's ignorance. Nonetheless, i think viewers would prefer it. i understand what the writers were trying to achieve with ava, i think they almost succeeded in s5, even tho they were a bit heavy handed, but they overdid in s6 and did irreversible damaged to both the cash queens as a group and dashed Ava's potential.

I'm not sure I agree 100% percent with you there, anon. I think even without Ava the cashqueens would not have worked because the biggest problem is that they are trying too hard to recreate the girl group of the old gen.

I definitely agree with you on the team using Ava over and over again to create conflict within the cashqueens which sucks. This is also why they gave her the bullying backstory, to cause conflict.

The problem is that a lot of the things they try to tackle feel preachy and not organic, s3 had the same problem with the trans stuff. So every time they try to address something like racism, which is important and should be called out, the viewers feel like they are suddenly watching an afterschool special. And yeah I agree that s6 was too much, I don't think the cashqueens can recover from it, In the sense that I don't think that that group alone is able to support a season anymore. Which is why I don't think they are going back to them, no matter how popular Mailin is with the german fans.

The biggest thing they tried to do this season is to mix the two groups as much as possible. This is a problem because of the bullying storyline that got shoved aside (but I really don't want to talk about that anymore). And this mixing kind of hurt both groups. We didn't see the insta stand on their own, and now the cashqueens are buddy-buddy with the insta in a way that makes no sense from what we saw in s5 and s6. I think that the quick mixing of the groups was to make sure the cashqueens would never have to support a season alone again. The conflict in s6 was handled badly and pretty much everyone felt the impact of that in the fandom, I really don't think that the cashqueens can support a season all on their own anymore.

[chubbyjungkook]

Maybe i like it

It was a winter evening where Jungkook and his mother were waiting for Jungkook's childhood best friend and his crush  .Jimin had moved to Seoul since he was a teenager leaving jungkook in busan , they kept in touch after that so much year . Jungkook was moving with jimin after being accepted in university and jimin offered to move to his flat .

Jimin arrives running , even though they videocall pretty often jungkook couldn't help but staring at jimin's face , he always thought jimin was handsome but now he looks gorgeous . 

"I'm sorry for being late , the traffic was terrible , good evening jungkookie and mrs. Jeon '' he bowed and smile warmly at them 

"Oh god , jimin you change a lot since the last time i saw you , you are all grown up " mrs. Jeon chuckle while looking at jimin

"We both did , it's been so long since jimin hyung left "jungkook say the last part with a really fake sad tone making jimin laugh as he brush the younger's hair 

" well , just come here to leave jungkookie and my train leaves in 20 minutes " she sigh turning back to his son and hugging him tightly , jungkook hugged her back " Please jungkookie take care,ok ? Don't skip meals and sleep early , ok ? And don't forget to call home often " 

"I will mom , don't worry " his mom pull away from the hug and look at him grabbing his hand " I let jungkook come to seoul because i know you are going to take care of him and if you can try to put some meat on his bones , no matter how hard i try to tell him to stop exercising so much and skipping meals he just ignore me he is really stubborn " she laugh seeing her son look indignant expression 

"I'm not stubborn , mom ! " he pouts, offended , jimin laughs, " don't worry mrs. Jeon i will take care care of him and make sure he eats well " 

After Jungkook's mom left , Jimin helped the younger with his luggage as they looked for a taxi talking about things and how excited Jungkook was about his first day . The journey was really short when they arrive they were really tired 

"Oh man , i'm so tired " he yawns while sitting in the sofa " i can show you your room so you can unpack your things and get comfy " jungkook nodded taking his luggage with him , the room was clean and warm " this room look so comfy hyung " jimin smile at him " im glad you like it , im gonna order some food im sure you are hungry i call you when it arrives " jungkook hummed as he started unpacking his clothes 

Jungkook unpacked some all of his clothes and change his jeans into some sweatpants and a oversized black t-shirt , he went to the living room and jimin was putting the food on the coffee table 

"Oh jungkookie , i was about to call you to have dinner come on sit down " jungkook did at he was told while looking at all the food 

"Hyung isn't it a bit too much for just the two of us ?" There was a lot of food in the coffee table : 3 boxes of pizza,chips,chicken and coke its was a lot for just two people 

" I got a good discount , we can save what we can't finish for tomorrow, '' he answered softly. Jungkook shrugged satisfied with the older man's answer , he grabbed a slice of pizza and shoved it in his mouth , they were watching a film while eating .

When he movie was ending , jungkook squirmed uncomfortable he was so focused on the movie that he doesn't realize he had eaten almost all the food , there was still some slices of the last pizza and some coke in the coffee table and a lot of wrapped too 

" you can have the rest of the pizza if you want " jimin say as he push the box closer to the younger  

"You don't want it ? I'm full hyung " jungkook rub his swollen tummy trying to ease the pressure on his stomach 

"Nah , im full too " he lied , in fact  he just ate two slices of pizza and some coke " but you have a big appetite , i'm sure you can't fit the rest of the food in there " he poked jungkook's tummy , laughing when he saw the younger's cheeks blushed 

Jungkook  grab the slice of pizza and start eating it when he finish the rest of the pizza he was lean back in the sofa , his belly was really swollen and it hurts , the waistline of his sweatpant were cutting painfully into his tummy, he whined in discomfort , he feel like he was gonna pop , he try to rub his belly to stop the discomfort even tho it didn't help that much . 

"Are you ok , kookie ?? " when jungkook see his hyung face , his eyes were full of concern 

"I-i just eat t-too much "he blushed fuck he doesnt even know who he managed that much his belly groan in discomfort 

“oh kookie ...do you want me to help ?” Jungkook doesn't know how jimin would help him but he nodded , jimin lift him and put him on his lap and started rubbing his belly. The older´s hands feel good  easing the pain. He closed his eyes on pleasure ? 

He suddenly burped loudly when Jimin pressed a hard spot on his belly . His cheeks blushed too embarrassed to look at his hyung , he would probably be disgusted but jimin unbothered continued rubbing his belly he burped a few more times when the pressure on his gut stopped and it became a warm and enjoyable sensation it was confused but he really enjoyed it .

" do you feel better, Kookie ? " jimin ask on a soft tone his thumb tracing back and forth gently

" y-yeah , thank you hyung" he try tried to avoid his voice from being shaky, failing pathetically

"How about you go and rest ? I can't clean all of this don't worry " his soft expression towards him , he gets up and helps jungkook to get up too 

" ok , thanks hyung , good night " he smile softly at him 

" night kookie "he waved smiling him back 

Jungkook waddled slowly to his room ,he changed into his pajamas and he saw himself in the mirror looking at his swallow belly. He pressed his finger on it , it was still kinda hard from all the food . Fuck he had really overdid it , he had never eating so much and the thing that freak him out the most was the fact that he actually enjoy it , the warm feeling on his middle was almost pleasurable . He shakes his thought off and lying on his bed rubbing his belly until he feel asleep 

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The following weeks Jimin made sure Jungkook was being well-feed , making sure that he always had food near him and after all of those weeks of indulging some chances were seen on the younger's body .He had gain a noticeable amount of weight on this time , his adbs melted on a proud belly , his once muscular thighs were now thicker , rubbing each other when he walk , his cheeks had get chubbier making him look cute . Also his appetite had grow and jimin make sure he handle him some snack while he was doing homework 

Jungkook wasn't blind about his obvious weight gain which at the beginning was surprising since in his whole life he was fit but suddenly he gain so much weight but then he realized maybe he like how softer he had gotten or how much he liked the pleasure feeling when he is stuff to the brim

But jimin was also liking the younger´s changes , he had always been touchy with  jungkook but lately he couldn't stop himself from hugging or touching discretely his tights or just pinching his cheeks , he was just so cute and sexy for his own sake 

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That morning jungkook had a class in the afternoon and he was currently struggling to pass his jeans from his knees ,getting out breath just by the small action but he finally manage to do so but now he had a new problem his plush tummy was getting on the way making it difficult to button his jeans , he sighs loudly as he started trying to button it when he hear the older knock the door 

"Come in " he answer as he continue trying to button the jeans 

"Kookie , are you ok ? "He ask in concern as his cheeks blushed at the younger on a way too tight jeans and his tummy making it hard to close them 

"Yeah , i'm just trying to close this jeans but it's so difficult " he mumbled as he sighs again 

"Can i help you , kookie ? " he says as he got closer to the younger as he saw jungkook nod " suck your belly in , it might more easier that way "the younger did was he was told struggling a bit but the older notice so he button the younger's jeans as quickly as he can watching the younger smile 

" Thanks for helping me hyung " he smiles trying to ignore how tight his pants feel as he sits down on his bed to put his shoes on when he hears a loud pop , he looks down realizing that he had popped the button making him blush madly feeling amazed about the fact that he got fat enough to pop a button but at the same way he feeling scared that the older feel disgusted by him  . 

The older eyes widened as his cheeks blushed too realizing how much weight jungkook had gain that he popped a button , there was a pregnant silent between them as the younger feel like he would break into tears if jimin doesnt say something but luckily he did 

He hope he wasn't reading the younger wrong but he always notice the way jungkook "discreetly " stared at his body at the mirror and how he enjoy stuffing himself so he decided to say was he always wanted to say to the younger

"Fuck …. Thats hot " he mumbles as got closer to jungkook watching the younger's cheeks blushed madly 

"Y-you think is hot ? "He ask softly blushing even more when he feel the older rubbing his soft tigh making him bite his lip softly

"Of course …. And i'm sure you do too , i haven't miss the way you look at yourself at the mirror or the way you enjoy indulging yourself so much , baby ~" he whispered near the younger's ear as he rubs the younger's tummy softly hearing him gasp in surprise 

"Fuck ,yes i do " he mumbles as he push his tummy against the older's hand 

"God , jungkook i like you since we were on highschool and now fuck you had gotten so soft that i can help my hand to myself " he hear the younger let out a small moan when he squeeze the younger's lovehandles

"I-i … also like you since highschool ,you had gotten more hot since there " he mumbles shyly as he feel jimin leaning forward kissing him passionately after pulling away to catch their breath as they suddenly heard jungkook's belly rumble in hunger making him blushed 

"Looks like someone is hungry already ~ how about you skip classes today and we order some food , uhm ? " he mumbles as he squeeze the younger's cheek 

" i like the idea " he chuckled softly as he saw the older grab his phone and order some fast food 

That night jungkook end up stuffed past his limits as he older rub the younger's tummy, pressing his fingers on it making him blench loudly as jimin mumble soft praises at the younger , jungkook was sure he could get use to it 

[dccomicsimagines]

Taking the Pain Away - Jason Todd x Reader

Requested by Anon -  Can you do reader x jason todd where has in is giving the reader a massage and it leads to something more? *nsfwish maybe? Doesn't have to be tho!*

***

A moan sounding like an dying animal came out of Jason as he collapsed face down onto the bed. His rain drenched suit soaked the sheets. He knew you would be mad at him, but his body refused to move.

Time passed as Jason blacked out. He woke again to the bed dipping. Suddenly, a warm weight fell onto Jason’s back.

“Ouch,” he groaned, opening his eyes. His helmet was the only part of his suit that he took off before collapsing. Lips kissed his pulse point on his neck. His pulse went wild.

“You soaked our bed,” you whispered in his ear before nibbling his lobe. 

“I couldn’t move anymore.” Jason closed his eyes, relaxing under your weight.

“Did you do a superhero landing again? I told you to stop doing that.” Your weight left his back and settled on his hips. He went limp as you worked off his jacket. “You’re going to bust your knees.” 

Jason coughed. You pulled off his jacket and threw it onto a nearby chair to dry. “Dick does it.” 

You snorted. He felt you reach under him to undo his belt. His abdomen buzzed from your touch. “And his knees are probably already shot. Besides, I hate to say this, sweetheart, but you weigh more than him. More muscle.” You squeezed one of his thighs. His muscles screamed in pain from the pressure. 

“Careful,” he hissed. You pulled off his belt, clicking the safety on his pistols before setting it down on the floor. “Everything hurts.” 

He heard a hum from you as you slipped your hand under his chest to find the hidden zipper to work off his suit. Jason moaned, going limp to let you move him as you pleased. Your hands touched his bare skin. His body wanted to get excited, but he was still too sore to move. “Are you hungry?” You got to your feet to pull the suit off his legs. Jason shivered, now only in his boxers.

“No, too much pain.” Jason sighed, listening to you hang up his suit and jacket in the bathroom and put away his pistols. He kept his eyes closed, almost falling asleep again until he felt you sit on the edge of the bed. Two pills pressed against his lips. He opened his mouth to accept them, swallowing them dry. 

“That should help,” you mumbled, getting up again. Jason felt you climb onto the foot of the bed by his feet. 

He grunted when he suddenly felt the chill of cream on his foot. “What? Oh...” Jason moaned as your fingers worked the cream into his foot. A cold tingling sensation overcame the pain in his foot. “Is that your new pain cream?” 

“Yes, the stuff Alfred recommended.” Your fingers worked magic into his foot. You moved to his other foot and soon the pain was replaced by the soothing cold tingle. 

Jason keened when you moved up to his painfully tight calves. “Oh god.” He tensed as you worked the cream in. “I think I’m going to have to buy you a ring after this.” The cold tingle chased away the pain in his calf. 

Jason relaxed again. “Sure, sweetheart,” you laughed, working on a knot in his other calf. Jason had to bite his lip to keep from screaming. “Sorry, you really did a number on yourself.”

“Yeah, but I did some good. Made Black Mask all mad again.” Jason groaned as you moved to his sensitive thighs. His muscles hollered in pain, but the cream quickly silenced them. He felt you lift his leg to work on the front of his thigh too. 

“I think you might have pulled a hamstring again.” Your magic fingers slid under his boxers to his lower cheeks. He chuckled, noting that area was sore too from a bad landing when he took a punch from one of Black Mask’s goons.

Jason hummed, losing himself in your touch. “Not too badly though. I could still walk.” You moved up to his lower back. He grunted as you kneaded the cream into his muscles. 

“Either way, you are taking it easy for a few days just in case.” 

“I love it when you boss me around,” Jason teased only to gasp when you put enough pressure on his back to crack it. He relaxed, relief flooding through him.  

“Uh huh.” You moved up to his middle back and shoulders. Your weight settled on his hips again. It felt good, almost as good as your massage.

“After you’re done, can we have a little fun time?” Jason asked, sounding like a little kid. A smirk grew onto his lips when your laughter reached his ears. 

“I thought you couldn’t move. Isn’t that why our bed is now wet with rain and who knows what else?” You pinched his shoulder teasingly. 

Jason laughed deeply. You kneaded down his arms to his biceps. “I could move now. I’m all tingly.” He smirked, trying to flex his bicep under your touch, but it hurt too much. 

“If you can roll over, we’ll talk about it.” You snorted, moving down to his forearms.

“Oh, I’ll roll over.” He wiggling his hips under you. You laughed, lifting your weight off him so he could flip onto his back. 

Your eyes widened in surprise when you sat back down on his hips to feel just how ready he was. “Okay, but if you whine about not being able to move tomorrow, we’re not doing it for a week.” 

“Yes, boss.” Jason grinned, reaching up to pull you down onto his chest and into a passionate kiss.

***

The sun warmed his face, blinding him. He smiled, stretching his legs only to feel all his muscles scream at him. “Oh god. I overdid it,” he gasped.

“Yeah, you did.” He slowly moved his hand to block the sun. Blinking several times, he saw you in the doorway with a breakfast tray. The smug look on your face made him eager to kiss it off you. “Sit up, lover boy.” 

Jason slid up onto the pillows, his entire body protesting at the movement. You came over to set the tray in his lap. “Thanks, sweetheart,” Jason said, puckering his lips for a kiss. You sighed and kissed him quickly. He tried to keep you there, but you slipped away before he could make his arms move to grab you.

“Eat up.” You shook two pills out of the bottle on the dresser. Jason opened his mouth and you popped them in. He swallowed them dry again. “I got a bath ready for you too. Figured you wouldn’t be able to stand after last night.” 

Jason smirked. “Funny, I was thinking the same thing about you.” 

You shook your head at him with a smile. “Eat.” You turned to head into the bathroom.

“(Y/N).” Jason watched you go. He grinned when you stopped to look back at him. “I love you.” 

“I love you too.” You blew him a kiss before disappearing through the doorway. Jason sighed, pushing through the pain to eat his breakfast. He wondered if he could get you to take the bath with him. His face burned at the thought of your magic fingers on him in the bathtub. The pain from his sore muscles suddenly went a million miles away as his mind focused on other things.

[our-future-is-up-to-us-2]

POSITIVE SCREAM TIME

So I saw Heathers live yesterday and had the time of my life!! 

The theatre was actually really small, almost like a movie theatre, but the set design, the lighting, the cast was absolutely spectacular!! Some things were dragged out or made less dramatic but I hung onto every minute of it!!  Without further ado, and in no coherent, particular order or structure whatsoever, my ramble! 

TW for the topics mentioned in Heathers including: de@th, murd$r, su!c!de

SPOILERS FOR THE SHOW (SOMEWHAT) 

DEAD GAY SON OMGGGGGGGGG THEY WENT MASSIVE

LIGHTS 

KISSING 

SINGING 

THE COFFIN RIPPED OFF BLACK TO RAINBOW 

CONFETTI BURST FROM THE CEILING (I grabbed a single piece) 

AND THEY WORE RAINBOW UNDERWEAR THE MOST ENTERTAINING THING I SWEAR 

AAAAAAAAAA EVERYTHING ELSE

HEATHER CHANDLER WAS AN ICON VERONICA WAS ABSOLUTELY OBSESSED WITH JD IN ACT 1 - Like absolutely obsessed 

 AND DEAD GIRL WALKING WAS THE BEST THINGGGGGG 

LITERALLY THEY DID IT ON TOP OF THE LOCKER AND BROUGHT IT INTO THE CENTRE AND LIGHTING 

Beautiful was niceeeee - Just an awesome introduction loved all the ensemble stuff 

CANDY STORE YESYEYSYESYYES

Fight For Me was my mum’s fave act 1 song and it was funnyyyyyy 

YOU’RE WELCOME WAS GOOD 

And Never Shut Up Again was alright- Didn’t really like Duke 

OK OUR LOVE IS GOD SHE WAS FREAKING GASPING WHEN HE HELD HER LIKE SHIT IT WAS GOOD 

She wasn’t so dramatic on the “you’re unconscious right Ram?! RAM-“ 

Big Fun was chill Martha and Veronica did a cute lil dance 

Me Inside Of Me with the period joke?! ON POINTTTTT- Little bit lame with Chandler tho 

Prom Or Hell got me laughing 

SEVENTEEN WAS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING THE HARMONIES AND JD WAS KIND OF QUESTIONING IT ALL JD WAS HOT MAN 

Shine A Light was so catchy and so good performance wise!! Like not my favourite to listen to but PERFORMANCE 

Ms Fleming overdid it (it being the ‘picks out a Steve in the audience and talks to him’) 

I Say No was awesomeee 

Kindergarten Boyfriend was SAD bc in the first verse with the scab and locket they did like a memory thing on the floor with a young Martha and Rammmmm

MEANT TO BE YOURS WAS GOLDENNNNN LIKE I CAN’T SHE HID HERSELF IN THE CLOSET AND SPRUNG OUT AT THE END AND HE HAD A MENTAL BREAKDOWN AND POINTED THE GUN AT HIS HEAD BUT THEN THE PARENTS 

The end was PRECIOUS THE AUDIENCE WAS CHEERINGGGGGG 

THE LIGHTING AND THE SET 

I’d go back again in a heartbeat just like- 

Aaaaaaaaaa

[doctorgerth]

Hello ^^ 😸

Saw your post about the body image and workouts. I'm currently going thru something similar - long story short, I'm overweight and period was beggining to skip a lot (longest 105 days late 😶). Don't know how much of a helpful advice this will be but I found out that starting slow with the workout and adding 1-2 exercises when I feel I got the hang of the previous ones helps with the routine. For example: I started with 20 sit ups per day, slowly started adding more when I stopped feeling the presure. My max is now 60 per day. Then I started adding other kinds like leg exercises, squats, arm exercises. But bits by bits - 20 sits ups, 20 leg lifts; after a few days I added the squats, and so on 😊 Another thing I did was lower the amount of junk food/sweets/bread/fried food/carbonated drinks I consume. I'm gonna be completely honest - that's the hardest part for me and I still stuggle 😭 Especially after my doctor told me to completely remove them from my daily life 😭 Though, I have made myself some cheats 😅 Once a week I eat 1 ice cream or drink sweetened ice coffee/frappuccino & once a month I drink alcohol and eat cake/something sweet. Ngl, it's hard for me to keep up, I have days when I do only like 20-30 sit ups since I'm either too tired mentally from work or overdid the workout the previous day. But I think it's important even on days when you're down and feel like stopping the routine/workout, to do even a small or lazy exercise (like laying on the bed and doing side leg lifts while watching anime😆 gotta love the lazy exercises ♥️) 🤗

Wow, this was longer than I expected ... I hope I was somewhat helpful ♥️♥️ Btw, I watch Blogilates on Youtube for some exercises - she has really easy ones as well and I find her positiveness quite helpful ^^ She has an app as well, if you want to check it - it's free~

Sorry for the long ask but just so you know, you're a beautiful person no matter your body type and you always bring a smile on my face when you post ^^ 💕

hiiii mirka! 🥰

oooh I really like the idea of starting with really small exercises and adding more once I get used to them? my only thing with exercises is I’m always like “but which ones are actually beneficial for me and which ones aren’t really doing anything?” as you can see, I overthink a lot and it causes my brain to short circuit and then I’m just lying on the couch doing nothing instead 🙈

I know I’ve already said it but food is also gonna be a struggle for me for sure!! thankfully I like healthy stuff but I also really like the bad stuff 😂 quitting sweets will be hard!! especially sweet drinks - tho I’ve been able to almost fully quit soda, I’m still obsessed with sweet tea and Starbucks bottled Frappuccinos 🥲

yes yesssss love the lazy exercises ❤️ I’d like to develop good exercise habits now while I’m not doing anything so when I go back to teaching in august, it won’t be so hard to do it even if I’m super tired from work?

this was super helpful, so please don’t apologize! also big thanks for the vid recommendation! I much prefer workout vids cuz I like having someone guide me through it while also being able to work out at home 😂

thank you for this!! you are so incredibly beautiful inside and out and your kindness puts a big smile on my face 🤗