not me rereading a bunch of George Orwell’s work and listening to 1984 inspired music in preparation for the audiobook
i usually despise audiobooks and prefer physical books but i am COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS
the second the music kicks in i know i’m gonna fucking lose it
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Just found a playlist that my ex situationship from 3 yrs ago made that I’m like 99% sure is dedicated to me and now I can’t stop crying. It kinda confirms everything I already knew. The universe has impeccable timing truly
It’s these songs being on there and it being a divorce playlist that really made it obvious what it’s abt. We had a mutual friend named Katie. At least she’s self aware and acknowledges what the whole thing was like from my point of view 🙂
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Fanfic Idea: Ever After High Christianity Au
So I’ve been thinking alot about a possible Au where the all the characters were in a very christian/catholic setting.
I first got this idea like a year ago when I listened to this song. (Please listen, it’s so good!”
“Can we say goodbye to, to the lies you told.”
“I believed your stories, at least the blind in me, You gave my eyes what they wanted to see”
“You act like your god and you’re trying to hard, but I need it. I was supposed to believe her, now I’m back to believing.”
Apple is confronting her mother for all the lies she has been told. How if everyone remained pure, fair, and good, everyone will have a chance in heaven and God will love all. But things changed for apple, things she has witnessed has made her realize she put her faith in the wrong hands of her mother and older authorities in her church. She is finally putting a stand against them for her and her friends, while also re examining her relationship with god without denouncing herself as a christian.
What if that was a story. Apple, the most devoted of them all, realizing the toxic influence and chokehold not only her mother, but their church have on everyone and their children. Raven, an atheist, looking to expose the hyprocrisy and corruption of the church and show how it has harmed not only her and her mother, but also the children who she and Apple goes to school with. Milton, old fashioned and strict headmaster and priest of a prestigious and religious boarding school, battling with a teenager over the principles of what is right and wrong. Dexter, Ashlynn, Lizzie, and everyone else’s lives are about being manipulated, abused, and exploited as well as how they deal with it or rebel from it in their own ways.
This story will tackle subjects of religious trauma, femininity , early marriage/engagements, abuse, mental illness, christian family dynamics, generational trauma (Yeah I know it sound like a whole ass series, and it could be)
I saw how more people are talking about Apple and Raven having metaphoric religious trauma, and I was so motivated to move forward with this idea and wanted to say something like, “OK, but what if it was literal, …and worse.” :D✨
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A Million Dollar Man Ted Dibiase inspired Playlist with a dash of 80s/vaporwave/city-pop vibes.
[The Best Things in Life are Free.] A combination of "It's So Over", "We Are So Back", Deposits, and Overdraft fees. In the end, what's [left] in your wallet?
Link is public, but if you don't have Spotify here's the whole track list:
1. Pour Homme - Devin Morrison
2. Mercedes Boy - Pebbles
3. The Glamorous Life- Prince
4. Risky Biz - Palmy Chiller, Mayu Wakisaka
5. Limousine - Luxury Elite
6. Money Honey (Count Me In) - Dipha Barus, Monica Karina
7. PLASTIC - sakehands, Good Intent, Lo
8. Playas Never Die - Kenny Pahina, Hunter Magno
9. Vengeance - Luxury Elite
10. sex, money, feelings die - Lykke Li
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