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deityofhearts · 1 year

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even if it’s not very far, the idea of moving away from where I’m at now (like the general county) seems very exciting and is like idk I think a step in the right direction

#deity dialogue #nothing is set in stone yet obvs #we only just started discussing this seriously but like #I hope things work out ya know??#it also wouldn’t be for a while anyways because we gotta save money and all that #maybe I’ll eventually get to a place where I’m okay like living on my own and farther away #living in a bigger city will deffo help me get over some of my anxieties I think #because where I live at is technically a city (or use to live at but same county so)#but is so small and nothing that we don’t really think of it as a proper city #the city we’ll be moving to has actual buses yall #public transportation!!! we do not have that here

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oneluckydragon · 8 months

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Started writing a fic back in early October and had to abandon it for a while due to IRL situations. But I've started working on it again little by little, and I am so excited to eventually share it with my mutuals and followers. I hope you guys enjoy it (I am trying my best to get it done)!

TBH my only motivation anymore is thinking about my friends having a good time reading it when it's finally posted (I love all of you very much). I cannot wait for all of these ideas to be fleshed-out on paper at last.

Over 16,000 words and I am nowhere near satisfied yet. I feel like I can write WAY more. Stay tuned!

#for anyone wondering the fic is dusknoir/grovyle centric but I PROMISE that I did not forget their girl Celebi #she loves them as well and they love her #but the entire thing takes place during Dusknoir's reconciliation w/ Team Wish #the doodle above is from a scene that I wrote!!#Echo and Dusknoir have lots of conversations #they are working on mending their relationship with each other #also dusknoir is holding his hands folded and out in front of him so Echo can clearly see them at all times #he knows that she's got some trauma with grabbing/touching when its w/ him specifically and he's trying VERY hard to accommodate her #in reality Echo could give a shit about him doing that for her but it's the thought that counts (she secretly appreciates it)#bonus that Sora also gets some resolution with Dusknoir too because lemme tell ya my girl NEEDS it #(scribz / fuji / zerger ) thinking about you guys each day fuels my desire to finish this damn thing so pls know that i love you #pmd eots #pmd2 #my art #my fic #echo/umbreon #sora/lucario #not sure how long until this is actually posted cause my life is a horrible mess atm but I am hoping not too long!!#time to disappear back into the void because job hunting is the literal worst

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anonymous-tals · 11 months

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Tony feels a massive wave of relief the day Gob finally agrees to maybe try therapy.

I hc that Gob gets nightmares of actual and imagined J. Walter Weatherman lessons and this is based off a little sketch I did a while ago about that.

#gob is concerning 24/7 and tony is ever-concerned for his wellbeing #i’m hoping to finish that sketch someday #this comic didn’t actually start out as being based off of that it just sort of turned into it #it was actually originally a part of another thing I’m working on #that I guess is still technically related since it’s about Gob agreeing to do therapy #but it was more so specifically about Gob like deflecting and being like ‘pshh i’m fine i don’t need therapy i have you!’#and tony being like ‘okay but what if i’m not able to help you or i’m not in your vicinity at the time.’#sort of expressing ya know that of course tony is always willing to be there for Gob but he’s worried about what if there’s a time #where gob needs help and he can’t help him for whatever reason #i’ll probably still do that #if not now eventually #but more likely eventually since i’m already planning out other drawings #gob bluth #will arnett #tony wonder #ben stiller #blunder #arrested development #arrested development fanart #gay gob is concerning

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ilkkawhat · 21 days

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i swear i get anxious over the weirdest things sometimes…like the idea of someone i fired from a temp agency coming back to work the next day

#this guy no called no showed technically 3 times #he was supposed to start at 4 and i start at 7 btw #two of the times he messaged me late in the morning #one was a legit emergency as far as i’m aware (circumstances a little sus)#the other he overslept and asked to come in later instead of ya know ‘:sorry i’ll be right there’#the time he didn’t say anything he showed up the next day even though i told the temp agency not to have him come back #until we figured out what was goi g on with him #and i didn’t find out what happened until I went up and asked him like….#idk first thing i’d tell my boss as soon as i could would be ‘sorry here’s what happened’#i also should have trusted my gut cause i was iffy on him from the start #and i’m anxious about it cause the temp agency said he hasn’t responded to their texts or calls #legit hope the dudes okay but working wise lmao i can’t deal with it #tbd

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bangcakes · 9 months

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#personal #ok whatever. ive decided to go all in. like what?? am i just gonna sit around hoping he'll message me???#someone has to make a move and CLEARLY it has to be me NDNNDJDJDJDJDJDJSJ #tho to be fair its like. holidays JJDJDJDJDJD #i also dont know if ive mentioned this detail. but im 2 years older. so idk if That also plays a factor.#like maybe thats intimidating. idk #i just !!!! dont want this chance to pass by. so im gonna like.... Make Moves even if !!!!! it means that he'll know i like him #like ...... ok assuming he doesnt already know NDJJDJDJDJD #im sure i get GooGoo eyes u know #but n e way...... literally i have nothing to lose #like i have more to lose if i do nothing JDJJDJDJDJDJND #hhhhh god. ive been thinking about this for days. weeks even maybe. hhhhhhhhhhhh.....#but also like i think itll just be good to hang iut as friends for a bit bc like ik him in a school setting and ive hung out with him #(along with others) outside of school twice #but like... ya idk id like to know him better b4 im like YA UR THE ONE.#tho like im already thinking he is NDJJDJDJFJFJ. god............ it could just be a culmination of different things making me think that #and like i think ppl can have multiple 'the ones' or whatever #and like idk b4 him i was actually settled on being single LMAO. so like my options are pretty stacked already #like ok 1. him. and 2. me. i mean......... thats 10/10....#i'll be heartbroken if he doesnt feel the same or we dont work out but..... i mean.... whatever JDJXJXJDJZMZM #i was fine b4 i met him and i'll be fine after........

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orcelito · 1 month

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Honestly sooooooo fucked up that I thought my overwhelming daily fatigue and debilitating body pain was a product of the awful working conditions I was under for years and years... and yet, despite being out of work for half a year now, I'm still so fatigued and in pain all the time??? Like come on man that's not fair

Oh well maybe I have liver disease and they'll treat it and then I am magically so much more energized like I was as a kid. We can only hope !!!!

#speculation nation #negative/#um. not hoping i have liver disease but the blood tests blatantly state that it's not working entirely right.#not like major enough to be an immediate health emergency. or else my doctor probably wouldve called me #rather than referring me to radiology.#im just hoping that it's something easy to treat. it really would be so nice for my problems to be fixed like that.#and im mentioning it in conjunction with the fatigue just bc it can cause fatigue. ya kno.#probably is a good thing i caught it this early whatever it is.#like maybe it's Not fibromyalgia. but the fact that i pursued diagnosis for fibromyalgia spurred the blood tests #which alerted my doctor to the abnormal liver enyzmes.#if i hadnt pursued diagnosis who knows how much longer this wouldve gone on like this...#so! im still not happy to be doing a Fucking ultrasound for my liver. but. if it means catching whatever this is early #then like. it'll be worth it. doubly so if it does end up fixing my fatigue problems.#or even just some of them. i dont even need to be at 100% of what others can do #i just wanna be able to do half an hour of chores without feeling like im going to collapse 😭😭😭😭#it's really very troublesome. my life would be so much easier if i had the energy to do more than one thing per day.#(and if i do more than one thing i end up nearly bedridden the rest of the day. like today lol.)#im just trying to look on the bright sides so i dont start freaking out again about my liver not working right.#ultimately. even if i dont feel amazing. i dont feel all that different from how ive lived the past decade of my life.#or at least the most recent years. i kind of feel like my chronic pain has gotten worse. maybe fatigue too.#though i do know ive been dealing with both for however long. idk. might be recency bias. who knows.#ANYWAYS. im not actively dying. so i'll live to my appointments. and then i will hope it's smooth sailing from there.#(oh god i hope i wont need surgery. i dont want surgery. please im trying to graduate college i do not want surgery)#(god why is my luck always so bad)

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mikkouille · 11 months

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hi bestie I had to go fetch my wallet for this n couldn't find the card so I must have misplaced it :((((((((((( nooooo where is it :((((( but I'll find the PSD later, and since it's a pair card with another one I made which!! I did find, until then have the replacement Devil of Savings, much less hieffort edit but very potent.

#its him on both given at least half my impulse spendings pertain to his fursona's merch.#my bank doesnt do custom card images which makes me so sad cuz id so put that on it fr fr #itd be a deterent for id have to beat the stare contest first and i fear thats out of my ability as an eye avoider #the other tho was much more high effort so im hoping im judt stupid since its late as jell n cant see it in plain sight #like i worked so hard on it editing a girlies face onyo a painting n added some lil framing like those church things ya know #having two the goal was that in case of impulse spending hits in the wild i could pull them both out shuffle pick one n itd tell me #wether or not to buy

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nerdie-faerie · 4 months

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It's miscellaneous vegetables pasta sauce time!

#ace tries cooking #truly my least favourite part about moving out for the summer is the bits and bobs meals that come about from trying to use up food #cant really buy anything new so youre just left trying to work with what youve got left #and sometimes its fine! ya know its just things you normally eat thats why you have all those components already #but sometimes its i had too many carrots left over from this recipe and ran out of this usual component typa concoctions #but the worst is when i gotta clear out all the vegetables in my freezer and i just chop em all up throw em in a pot with seasonings #and a can of chopped tomatoes let it cook then blitz it with a stick blender spoon it over some pasta and hope its not the worst #shoulda bought some cheese to top it off but i forgot 😞

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flamboyant-king · 2 years

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i brain suffer

#i spent half an hour typing up a whole adhd rant that really expressing how my adhd works but also how i was raised #and im not posting that. i''m keeping it and handing it to a therapist if i ever see one #just know. ive wasted a lot of time today examing my hyperfixation moments and massproductivity moments #i'll figure out how to have that constantly. i used to have it during my FEH phase but idk what the ingredients were #what were the conditions to have that drive and consistency adn creativity and notgiveashittery #because i wasnt medicated back then...but i guess things werent BAD back then as they are now ya know #its fucked up. but i hope i'll figure it out one day. for now. i shoulda slept half an hour ago but ugh #egg king #doodles

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good-beans · 7 months

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how did you make the milgram phone covers?

Woo craft time! My original inspiration for the style was from searihart, and she wrote up a lovely reference post on doing the scrapbooking here! It definitely helped me a lot when planning and putting together these two

So, I started with the clear phone case and some scrap paper. I traced the inside as best I could and cut the little rectangle out. I stuck it inside, tested it on my phone, made some adjustments, and cut another one out. I did this a few times until I was satisfied with how it sat inside the case. (You can draw the middle hole to make sure it lines up, but you don't need to worry about cutting it out for all these test-shapes). Once I had one that fit well, I used it as a template to cut out my main piece of construction paper.

I had a fair amount of craft supplies already (the lace, sequins, little strawberries and stickers from Rokkucha), but other than that everything was printed out/drawn myself! I didn't have a ton of patterns for the bigger shapes, so I tried to print some from the mvs as well as finding the individual images. I glued everything down, purposefully dipping into the center holes.

Then I cut out those holes. If you have an exacto knife I would recommend that. If not, uhhh, a pocket knife and kitchen cutting board work just fine 😅 You may want to add some clear nail polish/modpodge right around it, since it'll be exposed to the elements more than the other parts. I still need to do that for mine, it sits juuust off enough that if I were to spill something it could get onto the edges...

I attached the paper with a single loop of tape onto the back of my phone while I put the clear case over it. This helps 1. if you have a textured design that's hard to attach right to the case, 2. if you plan on swapping out multiple designs like I am, and 3. makes it so there's no risk of glue or tape showing.

Now, the little strawberry at the bottom of Mappi's actually pushed the case up a bit, and made it impossible for my charging plug to connect all the way 😅 I was able to fiddle around with it so that it works fine -- it's still pretty thin, but if you've got thicker materials just be wary of that.

Good luck with yours, I hope it goes well :D

#id love to see it when you finish if you wanted to share!#thank you seari 😤👍 still in your debt for how well mine worked out #ive just been using mappis but i had to take the case off when they fixed my phone so i know it comes off/on just as easy as planned #im sure theres a way to glue the paper to the case that stays hidden but i still wouldnt want to risk it after all that hard work ya know #my partner made one too and messed up cutting out the center hole but was able to cover it up by gluing a border of paper/lace over it #so dont go crazy if you miscut there #my germaphobic ass wipes down my phone a lot and i dont want the hand sanitizer to drip and make the paper wet/bleed so i want to seal that #and if youre doing adventurous things and your phone goes through a lot its still a good idea #so yeah!! i hope this can help! good luck and have fun :D #ask #reference

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surreal-duck · 2 years

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messing around a bit

#delete later #man i havent rly drawn for myself in a while it feels weird #trying to play around w my style lately but i dont think its getting anywhere whwhkjsdghjdg #shoutout to yuzuru if nobody's got me after burning out all of my creative juices ik hes got me #should probably go to sleep early tonight got assigned another project to work on through next week at my internship 😔#still going through a very mixed feelings stage regarding on how i see my art but ill live i guess #just. nothing is good enough. im never gonna be satisfied. i think this looks fine. this is the worst thing ive ever seen and made.#im gonna fall behind. it isnt a race. everyones already far ahead. maybe this is okay. why are you satisfied with this much its not enough.#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa being an artist am i right ! agony #well i guess lately its not that i just havent been drawing things for me but more like i cant for some reason. burnouts an asshole #even though i really really did want to make things it honestly sucked ass not being able to i rly dont know what id do if i cant draw #actually took some time for myself yesterday and walked around town a bit it was nice. pierced my ears again and treated myself #but as consequence of course i am now broke </3 unfortunate #hmmmmm idk what im saying kdjsjgdhhskgjdhsdg hope things r going well for everyone else if you're even reading this! may u have a good week #man i wish i just knew if things are gonna be okay #hngggg baru aja tiga bulan masuk balik sekolah sama udah secapek ini wkwkwkwkkwkwk payah gk sih gw ini #masih setahun lebih sampe lulus juga head in hands kenapa gk bisa tidur buat seminggu aja aaagh #ya yang penting juga gw masih hidup sih gk mau kemana-mana kyk gini #aaaaaaaaa gk mau masuk studio besokkkk mau tidurrrr #me when i have to do my job at work #i wonder what i should make for lunch and dinner tomorrow. knowing me though ill end up falling asleep as soon as i get out of the shower #sorry this is. all over the place props if you're even reading this far LOL apologies you have to see me rant a bit

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hotwaterandmilk · 11 months

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Questions are being taken until after episode 8 airs!

Thank goodness someone already asked about the necklace so I don't have to do it myself. I enjoyed all the questions about Kongming's headwear logistics and Maezono Keiji's shorts too.

A+ great show, great fandom, great thighs on Sekiguchi Mandy.

#paripi koumei #ya boy kongming #ya boy kongming!#no but seriously i hope they answer the necklace question because i want to understand whyyyyy #you can go 'oh it's completing the costume' for kongming's inflitration #but it's the set kobayashi wears in every other present-day scene #so like ???#did kongming NEED to wear both necklaces? or any at all? it's a flashy suit and besides does kobayashi have absolutely no others?#this is on top of the whole suit thing to begin with mind you #i genuinely want to know the non-gay answer #the idea of a talisman might work i guess? but idk man #anyway i'm really living my best life thanks to this drama #there were some good interviews out this week too like the one with the costume designer that was like #'you absolutely couldn't put kongming's outfit into a dryer like that and have it survive. at least use a bag!'#(not exact quote of course but you get the gist)#all the staff and cast interviews have been so good #what will i do in 2 weeks?? :(#i definitely want confirmation re: which items eiko wears that were actually moka's personal clothing & accessories it's all so cute #i need to shut up and go to sleep zzz

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mythvoiced · 9 months

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@tewwor | ♥

"It's... Please, I need you to return that. I'm sorry, I'm- I'm not accusing you of taking it, it, I will say- I mean it was a mistake, surely, I will say that's what happened."

#tewwor #the croupier;taejoo #RO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i didn't write a lot of 'o's but pls imagine i was extending that 'oh' FOR A VERY LONG TIME #i did one of those 'NOOOO' screams but it was actually 'ROOO' and it was out of JOY #ANYWAYS ALL THAT ASIDE DLFKJLNGHJKGH HOPE THIS WORKS FOR YA let me know if you need #a different one-liner bc things just straight up don't work or YE~ any sort of adjustement ;333 #GIB gib me your muses!!!!! focusing on the yang's? GIB ME. changed mind focusing someone else? GIB ME.#have my lil darling in exchange do with him AS YOU MAY he's great for all sorts of scenarios bc #if there's one thing i want to do with Taejoo is Put Him In Situations #;queue

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strohller27 · 7 months

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#I’ve been thinking (and being alone with my thoughts like this is sometimes dangerous but what can ya do)#and like. I think I’ve been trying to make my standards high when it comes to dating to protect myself from getting hurt #which. of course? why wouldn’t I? but like. I think I tried to make my standards impossibly high so that when nobody lived up to them #I could just be like ‘oh! how sad! anyway it’s safer for me to be single because [whatever bullshit reason I can come up with]’#and this does protect me from getting hurt. but it also protects me from good things like. being intimate with someone.#which. if I were to be perfectly honest? that’s the only thing in my life I think I’ve ever really wanted more than anything #but of course I’m scared of that. because being intimate with someone requires opening up to them.#laying yourself bare and hoping they stick around after seeing what you bring to the table.#and like. I feel like I’m the guy who is firmly planted in one of the tails of a normal distribution #(and I’m not talking about the better-than-average part of the distribution if you get what I mean)#so like. I know there probably aren’t a lot of people who would stick around after I took off all my masks and laid myself bare before them #and I haven’t met many people I’d be willing to try that for #but sometimes. someone comes into your life and you feel like you’re ready to risk it all #but you don’t. because being vulnerable is a dangerous place to be. feeling as desperate as I do at times is a dangerous place to be #and so I’m probably not going to risk anything. but. listen like #why.. if my standards are so high.. is there this person in my life capable of meeting all of them.#and why.. when I’m this out of my mind for someone.. do there seem to be so many obstacles between me and them #why do I always fall for the ones who listen to me and show me kindness when I’m fragile.#even when there isn’t a chance in heaven or hell that it’s gonna work out.#why do I often think about how many times we’ve hugged. why do I want to live up to their high opinion of me.#why do I play the things they’ve said to me over and over in my head like a broken record.#why do I always have to obsess about the people I fall for. why can’t I just be normal about this.#like. this is starting to get in the way of my everyday life. it’s occupying my mind most of the time. this can’t be healthy.#in short. why the Fuck am I Like This and How Do I Stop.

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autism-corner · 1 year

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i love handsewing but man this would be 100 times easier if i actually had a machine.

#ive been at this lil sack for two hours and its not even done. if i had a machine it wouldve taken 30 mins. MAX. probably not even.#some things you sew just for the fun of it but this like. has an actual use. i kinda need this done.#im making a lil thingy to put train-check-in-card-thingie in =w=bb #its a pain.#i couldve probably asked to use my grandma's machine but 1) anxiety 2) shes on vacation i think 3) id have to learn how to first.#i think learning would be fairly easy especially since this is just some straight connective borders but :/ ya never know.#also. im not using sewing pins. im holding everything together with prayers and two magnets. its not really that hard luckily but.#i really am just making it 10x harder for myself.#to get the fabric flat i ironed it but i didnt wanna get the ironingboard so i just did it on the floor. which isnt good either probably.#oh yeah also i used a frozen pizza cardboard box as structure. which is still a bit visible through the fabric aswell. just a bit.#in conclusion: this all is a mess and probably the least efficient way but :p we ball.#its cute & yellow <3 #yay #anyway i really hope it works through the cardboard bc otherwise this'd all been for nothing.#ig i could take out one of the cardboard sides if i really need to.#its almost finished tho!!! only need to do a lil flap and the button.#these will also be done in incredibly inefficient ways but !!!! OH WELL.#im just glad i dont have to spend 10 bucks for the same thing ig <3 /hj #sillyposting

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glooomtownbrats · 1 year

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lmao i have a job interview in about three hours that i'm not qualified for but i have to pretend i am

#it's a but suspicious because ok first i mistook them from another job which embarrassing #second they told me they'd send me the info and sent nothing #so idk if they're expecting me to find everything out and go to their office whatever #lowkey i want to sabotage this because i'm too depressed to work however i need money #and i can't keep smothering myself in my misery it's getting kinda old #so let's hope i do get it!#i might have exaggerated things i am qualified but it's totally out of my career path ya know #it took them four weeks to contact me #i am whatever they scraped from the bottom of the barrel #op

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