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#I may rest easy now ๐Ÿ˜Œ
lmelodie ยท 3 months
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FINALLY, a doodle dump. The next one after this is also nearly done so there might be two in a row eventually lol. Here's the word vomit:
DUNAAA!! I fucking love her you guys. Fun fact! She's one of two of my own characters that actually has a tragic backstory (the other being Chimera ๐Ÿ‘€). I don't have all the proper details ironed out, but she's had a rough go of it in the past.
TAKE THE SHOT DUNA! SNIPE HIS ASS! I used the best reference image of an old lady with a gun for that one because it SCREAMS Duna 100%
I doodled a silly little thing when the weather earlier in the month was MAJORLY fucking around. Warm and sunny one minute, then snowing then TORNADOS then HAIL THE SIZE OF SOFTBALLS! These fuckers were definitely having it out that day, sometimes the seasonal transitions are not very smooth lol.
Father Time often sees a lot of similarities between the four seasons from when they were both young, deja vu of sorts. I have a fucking itty-bitty draft of Mother Nature's past and how she and Father Time met that I wanna get back to at some point.
Because Father Time cares for both of these bitches SO MUCH. He gives Jack a bit of tough love but he cares about him because Terra cares about him and just THEM. ALL THREE OF THEM, ACK MY HEART.
They are JUDGING YOU, PEASANT! Out of their way, climate specialist coming through!
Swap AU is essentially what if Kills and Jack swap places in the story and personalities a little bit. Killian being the one who wants to take over Christmas and Jack being more a trickstery winter sprite, more akin to his IRL mythos.
I do also have an idea for a one shot where Jack and Lucy are thrown into different timelines and eras with some fucked up time magic and they do end up meeting this version of Kills! He is less than pleased to meet them :)
(I kinda want it to also be an integration with Ghost Sighting, because that would just add extra cool points I'd like to think)
(I also want them to go back to cowboy times because more cowboy au is top tier)
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wholoveseggs ยท 14 days
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Hey lovely, today request from me๐Ÿฅฐ
I got struck on an idea where reader tried to dominate Elijah but always fail so, she get Klaus help with some magical witchy rope or something to subdue him, which was successful.
Tho here's the thing, reader is inexperienced in doing something like that and not prepped enough to take him, cuz y'know Elijah is big.. hehehe๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿคญso she started tear up, and ask for his help. Elijah being a smug he is punish her happily after...can you added a sprinkle of daddy kink and overstimulation, pretty puh-lease with the cherry on top๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฅบ
Oh btw your story always superb ๐Ÿคฉ ๐Ÿ˜
Bindings
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You ask Davina for help with creating something to tie up Elijah... only for you to get in way over your head. Luckily, he is in a forgiving mood.
โ™กโ™ก Thanks for the request anon! I decided to change it from Klaus to Davina, because I just can't see Klaus being okay with you essentially making a weapon against his family... Even if the reason behind it is just for some kinky fun โ™กโ™ก
4.9k words - Warnings: smut, *magical* bondage, dom!elijah, daddy!kink, spanking, choking, sex toys and a whole lotta praise...
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You sat in Davina's greenhouse, looking around at all the various plants and flowers the young witch had collected. You had asked Davina to meet up with you to help with a problem, one that was a bit awkward to even say out loud, but you knew that she of all people would understand.
You watched her browse through her books, trying to find the spell you had requested. After a few moments, Davina had found the page and started gathering the items needed.
"Davina?" you said.
She looked up from the table and gave you a curious look. "Yeah?"
"You don't think this is a little crazy? I mean, it's a bit of a long shot."
Davina smiled. "Not at all. I may have.... tried it myself... with Kol," she replied, looking away with a light blush.
Your eyes went wide. "Oh, my God. It worked?"
She shrugged trying to appear cool, but her mischievous grin gave away her answer. You smiled back and the two of you quickly dissolved into a fit of giggles.
After the laughter had calmed down, you looked at her questioningly. "So, how does it work?"
Davina took a seat on the couch next to you and showed you the spell she had found.
"The basic binding is actually quite simple, it's the ingredients that are tricky," she explained, "luckily I have white oak ash, and the rest should be easy to find."
You nodded and listened intently as Davina read through the list of ingredients and their uses. She began by grinding the herbs and mixing them in a bowl, followed by the white oak ash.
Once the mixture was complete, Davina took a long silk rope that you had provided and dipped it in the bowl. She held the rope above the bowl, letting the excess liquid drip off as she chanted the incantation.
"Done," Davina announced, handing you the now-dry rope. "It will keep him bound and unable to break free. You can use it any way you'd like." She grinned, giving you a knowing look.
You couldn't believe how easy it had been, that you were so close to fulfilling a long-held fantasy of yours. "Thank you, Davina. You're the best," you said, pulling her into a hug.
She hugged you back, giggling as she pulled away. "One more thing, if you need to break the spell, just say 'confractus' and it will untie itself,"
You nodded, thanking her again before making your way home, the rope clutched tightly in your hand.
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It was the most expensive piece of clothing you had ever purchased. It wasn't even something you could wear outside your bedroom, but damn, did it make you feel sexy.
The lingerie was a red, sheer babydoll dress with black lace trim, and it was paired with a matching thong and stockings. You had never worn anything so revealing before, but you knew Elijah would like it, and that was all that mattered.
You wanted to get him all worked up, break down the gentleman facade, make him want you so badly that he would do whatever you asked. You had been waiting for the right moment to try the rope Davina had created, and you were certain that tonight was the night.
You pulled a robe over your outfit, concealing it until the right moment. Then you sat back on your bed and texted Elijah.
"Are you free tonight?"
A few moments later, your phone vibrated.
"For you, always."
You grinned and quickly replied, "Come over."
He sent a thumbs up, and you tossed your phone aside, your nerves kept you from sitting still, and you spent the next ten minutes pacing anxiously around the room. When you finally heard a knock on the door, you jumped, startled by the sound. You took a deep breath and walked to the front of your apartment.
When you opened the door, you were greeted by a sight that made your mouth water. Elijah was dressed casually, in just a t-shirt and jeans, it was a rare sight, and one that had you practically drooling.
You stood there in silence for a moment, taking in the sight of him, until he cleared his throat and asked, "Can I come in?"
"Yes, sorry. Come in." You stepped aside, gesturing for him to enter.
As soon as he crossed the threshold, he leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to your lips. You let yourself melt into him, enjoying the feeling of his arms wrapped around you.
"What's this for?" You asked, teasingly tugging on his t-shirt, your hands roaming across his broad chest. "Has your dry-cleaner gone and quit on you?"
He chuckled and shook his head. "I figured we would just have a quiet night in. No need for the formalities."
You nodded, your hands traveling down to his waist. You felt his body tense slightly when your fingers began to dance along the bare skin under the hem of his shirt.
"Well, I have a surprise for you," you said, looking up at him with a mischievous smile.
He raised an eyebrow and gave you a curious look. "A surprise? Well, now I'm intrigued."
You laughed and grabbed his hand, leading him to your bedroom. Once inside, you turned and faced him, taking a deep breath before you began to untie your robe. But then you stopped, looking at him with a naughty smirk.
"Take off your shirt," you ordered, your voice suddenly more confident.
He looked surprised by your words, but quickly obliged, pulling the t-shirt over his head and tossing it aside.
"Hmmm," you smiled as your eyes traveled down his body, appreciating his toned abs and muscular arms, lingering on where a trail of dark hair disappeared into his jeans. "Now the pants."
You watched as his hands moved to unbutton his jeans. He kept his gaze locked on you, his dark eyes filled with lust. Once the pants were undone, he slowly pushed them down, revealing his black boxer briefs and the outline of his half-hard cock.
Your mouth watered at the sight, but you knew this was just the beginning. As much as you wanted to rip his clothes off and fuck him senseless, you had a plan, and you were determined to stick to it.
"Get on the bed," you commanded, gesturing to the large mattress behind him.
He climbed onto the bed, sitting back against the pillows and watching you with curiosity. You untied the belt of your robe and let it fall open, revealing the sheer lingerie underneath.
Elijah's jaw dropped, his eyes widening as they traveled over your body.
"Do you like it?" You asked, teasingly running a finger along the edge of the lace trim.
He nodded, unable to speak, his cock already fully hard and straining against his underwear.
"Good, because I want you to do something for me," you said, your voice low and husky.
He nodded again, his gaze fixed on you.
"Take off your underwear and stroke your cock."
You watched him pull his boxer briefs down and wrap his large hand around his thick shaft, slowly stroking himself.
The sight of him pleasuring himself made your own arousal grow. You let your robe drop to the floor and climbed onto the bed, straddling his thighs.
He groaned, his eyes never leaving your body as he continued stroking his cock.
"Darling, you are a vision," he breathed, his voice deep and raspy with desire.
You felt heat pooling between your legs, your nipples hardening beneath the thin fabric of your lingerie.
You leaned in and kissed him, your tongues battling for dominance as you moaned into his mouth. His other hand came up to grab your ass, pulling you closer.
He was breathing heavily, his eyes dark with lust.
"Touch yourself," he growled, his lips brushing against yours.
"No," you smirked, "I have something else in mind."
You reached over and picked up the rope, which you had placed within reach on the nightstand. You watched his eyes widen, his hand stopping its movements as he stared at the rope.
"Do you want me to tie you up?" He grinned, his hand starting to stroke his cock again.
"I have something else in mind," you repeated.
Elijah raised an eyebrow, his curiosity piqued.
"Hands up," you commanded, leaning back slightly to give him space.
He paused for a moment before lifting his arms above his head, resting them on the pillow behind him.
You brought the rope over his wrists, looping it around and tying them together. He chuckled, his eyes darkening as he realized what you were doing.
"I never took you for a bondage girl, darling."
"There's a lot of things you don't know about me," you replied, your tone playful as you pulled the rope tighter.
"Unfortunately I don't think this silk rope will hold me," he said, smirking as he tugged at the restraints.
You ignored him, continuing to tie his wrists to the headboard. Once you were satisfied with the knots, you sat back and admired your work, enjoying the way he looked helpless and at your mercy.
"Oh yeah?" You questioned, trailing a finger down his chest and abs, watching him shiver.
You slowly shrugged off one of the straps of your babydoll, letting the top slide down, exposing one breast.
His eyes fixated on your bare chest, his tongue darting out to lick his lips.
"Mmmm," you hummed, rolling the hard bud between your fingers, teasing him. Then you did the same with the other strap, pushing the top down until your breasts were completely exposed.
Elijah let out a low moan, his cock twitching against his stomach.
"God, you're so fucking beautiful," he growled, his eyes burning with desire.
"Do you want to touch them daddy?" You cooed, running your hands up and down your breasts.
"Yes," he hissed, his hips bucking up involuntarily.
"Go ahead, tear the rope and touch me."
"Gladly."
He tugged at the rope, once, twice, three times. It didn't budge, much to his surprise.
"How the..." he started to say, looking up at the knotted rope.
"It's just a bit of magic," you smirked, your confidence growing as you watched him struggle.
You knew the ropes wouldn't hold him forever, but you planned on making the most of the time they did.
"Now, where were we?" You leaned forward, bringing your breasts close to his face.
He craned his neck up, trying to capture one of your nipples with his mouth, but you pulled away, denying him.
"Uh uh," you scolded, "You can look, but no touching."
You moved forward again, brushing your breast against his lips. He eagerly opened his mouth, trying to suck on the hardened peak, but you kept it just out of reach.
"I will be free soon enough, little one," he growled, his eyes locking onto yours, "and when I am, you're going to be punished for teasing me."
His words sent a thrill through you, but you remained calm, refusing to show him any signs of weakness.
"Oh yeah? What are you going to do, daddy?" You asked, taunting him as you rolled your hips, your wetness coating his skin.
He groaned at the sensation, his dark, lust-filled eyes watched as you began to touch his body, teasing and tormenting him.
You raked your nails down his chest and abs, earning a hiss of pleasure. You licked a hot stripe up his neck, biting his earlobe before moving to his lips. You kissed him roughly, your teeth grazing his lower lip, and he moaned, deepening the kiss.
Your hand went to his cock, stroking it slowly as he tried to buck his hips into your touch. You pulled back, smirking at him.
"You're not going to come until I say you can, understood?"
"Yes, my dear," he breathed, his eyes closing in pleasure as you tightened your grip on his shaft.
"Good boy."
You kissed him again, your tongues dancing together as you pumped his cock. He moaned into your mouth, his hips thrusting upwards, desperate for release.
You broke the kiss, looking down at him with a smirk. You couldn't wait any longer, you had to have him.
You positioned yourself over his throbbing member, lining him up with your entrance. You felt a flash of nervousness, not knowing how well you would be able to take him, but the excitement overrode the anxiety.
You lowered yourself down slowly, his thick cock stretching you open, filling you inch by inch.
"Fuck, Elijah," you moaned, burying your face into the crook of his neck, the feeling of him buried so deep, making your legs shake.
He hummed, his biceps straining against the rope as he struggled to break free. You placed your hands on his chest, using him as leverage as you began to ride him.
You knew right away that you were in trouble. Usually Elijah would take the lead, getting you all wet and worked up, he always took his time, and the pleasure he brought was slow and delicious.
But this, being on top and having all the control, was something you hadn't experienced before. It was intense, and you weren't sure if you could handle it.
Your thighs were burning as you lifted yourself up and down, but you were determined to keep going. Your eyes met his and the sight of his pupils blown wide with desire was enough encouragement for you to continue.
You rode him faster, your breath coming in short gasps. You were getting close, so close, but it was somehow all too much and not enough. You didn't think it would be this much work, and you could feel your energy waning.
It was a terrible feeling, finally getting what you wanted and being disappointed by it. You had been so confident, but now your thighs were burning and you were struggling to keep up a steady rhythm.
You looked at the ropes, seeing that they were still secure. There was no way you would be able to finish this yourself. You were going to need help.
"Eli," you whimpered, your nails digging into his chest.
"Yes, my dear," he groaned.
"I-I'm not sure... If I can keep going," you admitted, panting as you struggled to continue, a frustrated tear rolling down your cheek.
"Well, I'm still quite enjoying myself. You look absolutely exquisite like this," he teased, his eyes roaming your body.
"Elijah," you whined, "please. I-I can't."
He gave you a knowing smirk. "If you can't keep up, maybe I should be the one in charge."
"Please," you begged, your face flushing as the humiliation of being denied what you wanted so badly washed over you.
"You created this problem for yourself, little one," he reminded, "but luckily, I'm in a giving mood."
You nodded, grateful that he was willing to help you, even if he did enjoy teasing you about it. You reached up and undid the knots, releasing his hands from their restraints.
As soon as his hands were free, Elijah gripped your hips, flipping you over so he was on top. You yelped in surprise, the sudden change in position leaving you breathless.
"You are such a good girl," he praised, his voice husky with desire. "So eager to please."
He kissed you hungrily, his hands exploring your body, his fingers tugging at the hem of your lingerie.
"And this," he murmured against your lips, "is very pretty. But I'm afraid I'm going to have to tear it."
Before you could protest, he ripped the babydoll in half, exposing your entire body to him. He tossed the torn fabric aside, his dark eyes roaming your naked form.
"But it was expensive," you half-protested, even though you were throbbing at the gesture of dominance and disregard.
He growled and pinched your nipple, earning a sharp gasp, then he soothed it with a swirl of his tongue, a wicked glint in his eyes.
"How much did that little magical rope cost you?"
You shuddered, already realizing this was the price you had to pay. You knew he would punish you for this stunt and it turned you on more.
"N-nothing, it was a favor from a friend," you muttered.
He didn't like the vagueness of your answer and took the rope and tied it around your wrists as he started kissing you again, your tongue clashing with his, while his large hand roamed your body, tweaking your nipples, earning a soft moan, and then traveling down south, running his fingertips along your skin, teasing and tickling you softly.
"You are going to do exactly as I say now, understood?" he mumbled against your skin.
"Y-Yes, Daddy," you whined, already desperately bucking against his hand.
Elijah released you, flipping you onto your stomach and dragging you to the head of the bed, tying the rope to the headboard so your arms are stretched high over your head. You were on your knees, and completely under his power.
You heard him rummaging around in his dresser and your heart began beating quickly from nervousness and excitement.
He kissed the back of your neck, the heat of his body warming you, and causing goosebumps to cover your skin. The smell of his cologne wrapped around you and you instinctively arched into his embrace.
"My sweet pet, are you ready to be punished?" he asked as he held one of his ties in front of your face, "Do you have a safe word?"
Your mind raced as he put the tie over your eyes. You quickly selected a word, just in case you needed it, though you sincerely doubted that would happen. Even when he was dominant like this, he always put your pleasure first, but you wanted him to believe you were scared.
"Coffee."
"Excellent," he replied as the smooth fabric was tied tightly around your head.
You tried to lean forward but couldn't move an inch with the rope around your wrists. This rope has successfully restrained Elijah, there was no way you were getting free until he cut you loose.
"I must sayโ€ฆ that magic rope is quite a dangerous weapon, a threat to my family." He whispered against your ear, a hint of danger in his voice, sending an excited tingle through you.
You suddenly felt his strong hand wrap tightly around your neck. He wasn't squeezing yet but he was definitely letting you know who's in charge.
"You and I both know how I handle threats to my family," he said, pressing a kiss against your neck.
A moan escaped your lips and you could hear him chuckle. You were so wound up, you weren't sure how long you could take this.
"Stay quiet," Elijah commanded.
As if in punishment, he withdrew his hand from your throat, and you almost immediately missed the feeling of his warm hand against you. A sudden slap to your ass made your body jolt.
It burned from the force of it, his large, powerful palm practically covering your entire cheek. Every sensation was heightened by the tie around your eyes and you felt your whole body heating up, your blood rushing in anticipation of what was to come.
He hit you again, on the same cheek, harder than the last time. The sound of his hand hitting your flesh seemed to fill the room. Tears pooled in your covered eyes, the burning sensation making your body hum in pleasure, mixed with a bit of pain.
You weren't sure if you could handle one more of his heavy-handed swats. Your arms hurt from being pulled high above your head, and your wrists were already chafing.
You heard him reach into your night stand, searching for something that would bring you a different kind of pain. He found what he was looking for, trailing it down your spine. It was cold and smooth, and it made your stomach drop when you realized what it was.
"Eli- wait," you protested, none of this night was going to plan, but this? You had fantasized about it, sure, but this was-
Your mind went blank when he pushed it inside you, and without mercy, he switched it on. It buzzed to life and the sudden onslaught of the vibrations made your legs shake uncontrollably, your wrists burning slightly as you pulled on them.
It was like you were filled with electricity. And the noises you were making? They were a mix of moans and pleas for release, your body already nearing its limit.
His hand was gone, no more spanking and yet- the buzzing didn't stop, you had no release in sight and that's when you realized your mistake. He wasn't going to let you finish, the intention to drive you near your peak only to take you back down.
It was torture.
And you were absolutely loving it.
The minutes seem to tick by, maybe hours. Who knows anymore. All you're aware of is your trembling thighs, sweat glistening your back and your voice, cracking slightly as you scream and moan, writhing at the touch of his hand, then the hard buzzing once again.
"Hmm, we've never tried this setting before," he mused.
"Please Eli-"
He increased the intensity, a loud buzz echoing the room, and a series of vulgar curses escaping your lips, making him laugh.
The vibrator inside you was now pulsing at a rapid pace, the pleasure blinding, building, and there's nothing you can do to prevent the inevitable.
"Don't you dare come," he ordered.
"I can't-" you began, already starting to crumble under his control.
He gave the end of the vibrator a small twist and it hit a new spot that was pure euphoria. You tried to hold on, but it was impossible, your vision went white as an orgasm rocked through you, stealing your breath away, and all of the pent up tension that was burning in the depths of your core.
You let out an ecstasy-laced scream, every fiber in you igniting, every nerve firing at once as an immense surge of pleasure washed through your trembling body, shaking you to the core.
In that moment there was only bliss. The kind of sweet bliss that washes over your exhausted form, turning your limbs to rubber and melting your insides.
Your wrists ached, and you expected Elijah to untie you, but he had gone perfectly still behind you. Your heart began to race, suddenly filled with worry about whether he had become angered by your release. You honestly couldn't undergo another round of his erotic torture and live through it.
The silence and inaction was far worse than any punishment and you felt fear creep up your neck. Suddenly the vibrator turned back on at the max setting and his hand came down hard on your ass once again, leaving it stinging and burning, and tears brimming your lids, even as your body reacted with arousal.
You weren't even sure if your wrists could survive another round and it didn't help that the orgasm had made you sensitive to the point of numbness, but you can already feel your legs shaking, threatening to buckle underneath your exhausted form.
"Daddy, please I can't. I'll pass-" you started, the warning cut off with another slap.
You couldn't do it anymore, your wrists hurt more than the spanking. You remembered Davina had said that the rope could be undone with one word from you. Just as another spank was about to rain down, you rasped out 'confractus' and the rope fell off your wrists. You didn't waste a second, the moment you felt your hands free, you were tugging the blindfold down and pulling the vibrator out of you, tossing it across the bed and collapsing.
Elijah looked a bit shocked by your sudden escape, but that didn't stop him. With you no longer held in the bindings, he took it as another reason to keep punishing you and he grabbed your hips and pulled you underneath him.
His eyes were hard and wild, almost black, and his lips were curled up in a delicious smirk as he locked eyes with yours. The blindfold was held tight against your neck with one hand, keeping the pressure just enough to cause slight discomfort.
But then his eyes flicked to your wrists and the damage that had been done. The burns were deep, almost red and his demeanor changed instantly. His expression went soft, filled with remorse, but his dark, lust-filled eyes didn't change, still heated and primal, and needing release.
"I sometimes forget how delicate you are," he said softly, taking one of your wrists into his hand and giving a gentle kiss.
You flinched a little from the sting of it, watching his apology fill his eyes. You knew his guilt and self loathing was about to start, but before he could pull away, you reached up and grabbed the back of his neck and smashed your lips against his.
"I love when you get like this Eli," you admitted as the kiss broke, "Punishing me, fucking me, owning me. So don't start beating yourself up."
His response was an immediate hot sigh against your lips, relieved that he didn't hurt you.
"You do like the attention, do you?" he teased lightly, nuzzling your nose.
You nod, giving another kiss to the tip of his nose. "Always, but can you make this punishment worth it? It better end in a long, hot shower together or I might pass out," you whispered with a cheeky smile.
His shoulders shook from a silent laugh and his arms moved to either side of your face, caging you in with his warm presence, and you couldn't help the blush that spread through your cheeks as the emotion on his face flickered between the self-hating Elijah to the sweet one that you were in love with.
He ran his hand down your leg, then he lifted your thigh and held it against his hip and slowly, gently eased himself inside you. His lips were inches from and you couldn't look away. His eyes had softened now, and your heart melted at the devotion in them, only meant for you.
He slid his hand to the back of your neck as you clung to his shoulder, meeting him thrust for thrust as the pace gradually quickened. Your toes curled as waves of pleasure washed over you, but you held on this time, waiting for his permission, wanting to find release together.
His lips caressed your neck, his breathing ragged, and his movements became more erratic as his own control began to slip. The low, animalistic sounds rumbling in his chest nearly set you off, but somehow you managed to hang on.
Your mind is a fog, filled with everything Elijah; his smell, his warmth, the feeling of his skin against yours, the sound of his heavy breath, his low voice in your ear, his hips moving in a perfect tempo. It was overwhelming, dizzying, and intoxicating. You weren't sure how much longer you could hold out, especially with the way he was whispering your name like a prayer.
Your legs began to tremble again, Elijah knew you were close, and you were being so good for him. He could see the effort your restraint required in the furrow of your brow and the desperation in your eyes, he saw it in the twitching of your fingers and he felt the small spams from the place the two of you are joined.
"You've been such a good girl, come for me sweetheart," he cooed, nipping at your ear.
You closed your eyes and threw your head back. It felt like the earth beneath you cracked open and molten pleasure coursed through your veins, pouring into every cell and nerve, bathing you in absolute bliss.
Elijah kept rocking, dragging out your orgasm and making his own release finally explode throughout every part of him. As the both of you shook from pleasure, he didn't stop kissing you, kissing your cheeks, neck, and nose as the both of you tried to calm down. You clung to his biceps, relishing his touch, trying to calm down your raging heartbeat.
He released you and flipped onto his back, tugging you along, and making sure that you stayed close. You cuddled into his side, giving his chest small, gentle kisses.
He took your wrist, seeing the faint redness where the rope had burned your skin and gave it another tender kiss.
"Don't tell Klaus about the rope, he would not be very pleased to know you and Davina are making weapons behind his back, love."
You snorted and placed a soft kiss on his cheek, "how did you know it was Davina?"
He chuckled and rested his chin on the top of your head.
"Call it an educated guess," he teased and his hand playfully smacked your butt.
You both gave out a little chuckle before falling back into a comfortable silence. Your body had officially given out on you and exhaustion had taken over your form.
Elijah lifted you up out of bed and brought you to the shower, making sure that you were clean of any sticky sweat or traces of what had gone down moments ago. He wrapped his strong arms around you once you were dressed and both cleaned, bringing the covers around both of your bodies before kissing your forehead, and drifting off to sleep, holding you possessively against him.
This night didn't go as you planned, but you did not regret a thing.
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Okay so i just checked out lady pearl's voicelines and........the one when you pat her head........and she says "don't be naughty...now's not the time"........let me tell you I got Thoughts after hearing that.......
Just imagine finally having the time to sit with her in the theater and you just got a burst of affection for your lovely lady pearl because she just looks so pretty watching the show all content and intrigued. You start off squeezing her hand, and she only looks at you when you bring it to your lips to give it a kiss. Her smile gets a little bigger as she meets your gaze and it's all over for you because you're already leaning in, kissing her neck and breathing her in, and your other hand found its way on her thigh, kneading it like dough as your fingertips tease the inside by tracing shapes there--
Then she catches your mouth with her gloved hand and halfheartedly pushes you off her. Internally, you'd be guilty. She may be kind and generous but she's still an eastsider. And eastsiders have always been a stickler for decorum and etiquette. You'd hate if you made her uncomfortable when you suddenly sprung on her like that--and in public, no less!
But just as you're about to apologize, you catch a glimpse of her face.
The lowlights make it harder to make out clearly but you can see her eyes finally flutter open, all dazed and lidded, almost glowing under the brim of her hat that sits slightly askew on her curls. With you this close to her, you can feel her breath landing on your cheek in quick, hot puffs.
"don't be naughty," she'd murmur, hand still on your mouth, but the sultry purr in her low voice and the gleam in her eyes say otherwise, "now's not the time."
Whether you take take her up on her challenge and do her in the audience seat or back down but still get her all worked up as the show goes on is up to you ๐Ÿ˜Œ
THIS IS HOT HOLY DAMN
18+ CONTENT
Game: Path to Nowhere
Lady Pearl x gn!reader | Fluff and Smut
I imagine it's even better if you pretend to feel upset over being stopped, like just pouting beside her for the rest of the show making her feel guilty. She would glance at you every now and then and it's the first time she's not focused on the show. She slides her hand into yours to comfort you, but you don't give her any reaction and she feels more guilty.
When the show is about to end, the rest of the audience stands up to cheer and clap for the actors and other crew. You are about to stand up as well but Lady Pearl suddenly tugs you close by your hand and connects her lips with yours in a quick kiss. The audience standing in front makes a perfect barrier, you both are shielded behind the walls of people and shine under the dazzling stage lights as she kisses you.
"Was that satisfactory, honey?~" she asks in her sweet alluring voice after the kiss. You smirk at her then stand up together and pull her away from the theater, the show is over anyways and you both are needy for something else now. Lady Pearl had scheduled to meet the cast and crew backstage but that could wait, she was more excited for what you'd do.
You ended up pulling her in an empty dressing room, she was allowed access anywhere so it was easy to invade security and find privacy. She put her hat down once you entered then wasted no time to pick her up and pin her against the wall, your lips connect in a passionate and heated exchange as you devour each other.
"Mmmh~ Haaah....h-honey, mmhg~" she moaned into the kiss, your tongues dancing and rolling with each other's. Her legs wrapped around your waist, your hands continuously caressing her thighs.
"O-Oh, honey....you are really impatient...."
"You looked so beautiful sitting there, I couldn't help myself."
"Hehe~ Being naughty, aren't you? I must admit, your acting back there was impressive~"
"Am I going to be recruited in your troop now, Lady Pearl?~"
"Oh, I have a much better job for you than that~"
She suddenly pushed you back and made you sit on a chair while she climbed up and straddled your lap. She slipped off her fur shawl then cupped your face and planted kisses all over before passionately kissing you again, she went deeper and rougher this time as her tongue explored your mouth and made you gasp for breath. Your hands leisurely roamed over her back and slowly pulled down the rest of her dress, leaving her in just her bra.
"See, your skills are much more useful here~" she chuckled against your lips while you unhooked her bra and cupped her breasts. She sighed in pleasure as you moulded and played with her breasts, watching your lips wrap around her hardened nipple. She moaned as you sucked on her nipple, her hands intertwining in your hair and grasping the strands as she threw her head back.
"Mmm, just like that....~"
You felt her grind against your thigh as you sucked her breast, you slipped your other hand between her legs and brushed her soaked panties to feel her walls. She moaned more as you rubbed her clit over her panties and your teeth lightly grazed her no nipple. You released her nipple with a pop then pulled her underwear aside and rubbed her outer walls, gathering her slick.
"Oh, that's good.... Put them inside me, I want to feel you in me~"
She breathed heavily as you pushed your fingers inside her, her walls contracting and holding them in a tight grip. She moaned more and held you tightly, your face getting buried in her neck. Her sweet voice echoed in your ear as she moaned, your fingers scissored inside her and pleasured her sweet spots all at once.
"Ngh....right there....yes...aahn~"
Her moans were quieter but sounded so sexy and alluring with the way they flew in your ear, it was all for you to hear even when you were in a rather public location. She rested her head on your shoulder and grinded her hips to meet your fingers making them brush against all the right spots.
"Mmm.... I'm cumming..... my darling.... h-honey.... mmmph!~"
She whimpered as she came on your fingers, drenching them in her slick while she rested on top of you. You pulled your fingers out and licked them clean, gazing at her with a smirk as you licked off her release. She bit her lower lip at your action and gripped your hair tighter, pulling you into a rough kiss again.
"Shall we go home and continue our.... play there, honey?~"
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Well fuck, I guess this is gonna be three parts instead of two
It was an accident I swear I'm sorry ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
Just kinda want it to develop naturally instead of forcing it
Soooooooooo
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Oooh that smile ๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿซ 
Well, here we go.
Blacksmith's Daughter
Part 2 of 3 (I'm POSITIVE this time I swear)
Part 1 here
OPLA!Shanks X AFAB!Reader
Wordcount: 4.3k
Hurt/comfort, fluffy as goddeng cotton candy, I guess slow-burn now too? Idfk
Trigger Warnings: mentions of death of loved one, trauma
Tag requests: @zzbloody-animezz
Perfectly harmless.
You very highly doubted that claim was true.
"Well," he said, tilting his head a little closer, "mostly harmless."
Still, almost as if to prove it, Shanks released his hold around your waist, his hand resting at your lower back a moment before slipping away to hold the cell door open for you. You stumbled just a little on your first steps out of the cell, your legs trembling, stiff and weakened in equal measure from three days and two nights stuck with the very limited range of movement that your bindings had allowed.
"Easy, now," said Shanks lightly, briefly slipping his arm around your back to steady you by your waist. "You haven't been on your feet in days, you can take a minute to get your footing. We're not in any rush."
"R...right," you said, uncertainly. You swallowed as he helped guide you over to the brig officer's desk, where you sat heavily in the chair, stretching your legs out for a moment. "I still don't really want to stay here too long. Three days has been more than enough." You leaned forward, pulling your swords across the desk and resting your forehead on one of of the black leather sheaths, laying your hand over the hilt. "Don't want to keep the crew waiting, either."
"Ah, they'll be busy a while," he said dismissively, pulling himself uo to sit on the desk. "There's a good bit of cargo to transfer." He nodded down at the swords. "Yours, I take it?'
You nodded, lifting your head. "I didn't even know if they were brought on the ship or not," you said. "My father made them for me." He had made them just over ten years ago, given them to you on your fourteenth birthday.
"Well, he was damned skilled. They're beautiful. May I?" He gestured a hand toward them. "If you don't mind."
"Go ahead," you said. You lifted one of the cutlasses and drew to from its scabbard, handing it over. His hand brushed across yours as he took the blade, clearly intentionally if the small smirk that briefly curved the corner of his lips was any indication. You watched him flip it deftly in one hand, holding it upright, his eyes scanning slowly down the edge of the blade.
"And well cared for. Sharp as a razor," he commented, impressed. He turning it sideways, flipping it around once more and nodding. "He teach you anything about smithing?"
You shook your head. "Not much," you said. "My brother was his apprentice. He taught me maintenance mostly. He instructed me in a few different weapon types, but swords were always my favorite." You took the weapon back when he handed it off to you, slipping the blade back into its scabbard. "And his."
"Experienced thief, weapons expert...." He leaned back a bit, smiling as he shook his head. "Yeah, you'll fit right in, sweetheart."
The way he was looking at you, the way his eyes burned into yours, had your face growing a little warm again as you turned your own gaze away, swallowing nervously. It wasn't as if no one had ever flirted with you before; you were honestly pretty used to it, ever since you had ended up living in the streets, used to crude comments and catcalling.
And yet here sat an incredibly notorious pirate captain, being incredibly respectful about it, all but making you swoon every time he lowered his voice or so much as touched your hand.
You stood from the chair, picking up your swords and setting to strapping them to your belt at either side of your hips, glancing down at the Marine cadet still bound in the corner of the room as his eyes passed between you and Shanks. You had never been around any pirates before now, but you had encountered your fair share of Marines, as many of them had been customers at your father's smithy.
Many of them had been self-righteous prats, and all the Marines aboard this ship had treated you like scum they had dragged in on the bottom of their boots.
"I think I will fit in fairly well," you finally said, quietly.
"Now that's the spirit!" His enthusiasm was honestly infectious, and you couldn't help but smile a little as he slipped off of the desk. "There's a fair chance you'll end up with a bounty on your head once word of your escape reaches Marineford, anyway. Between that and breaking into a base in a major city." He still sounded particularly amused about that as he rest his hand over the small of your back, stepping over the Marine cadet as if he weren't even there. "I'm eager to find out how you managed it. Oh, no, not yet," he added when you opened your mouth to respond. "I'm sure the whole crew's going to want to hear that tale."
Well, it was quite a tale. You were honestly surprised you had made it as far as you had before getting caught.
Before everything went to hell in a handbasket.
You lifted a hand to shield your eyes as you emerged onto the bustling deck of the ship; the mid-afternoon sun was blinding after days of only seeing it through one small, rounded window in the brig. The Red Hair crew was working quickly and steadily on robbing the Marine ship completely blind, right before their eyesโ€”the entire crew of around fifty Marines was tied up on the deck, bound at their hands and feet, the captain and his officers situated at the center mast to give them the best possible view of the entire debacle.
Shanks called and motioned for his own officers to line up at the starboard side of the caravel, and took his time in introducing you to each of them individually. He glanced back occasionally at the Marines' captain and mates with a smirk, clearly reveling in their growing annoyance.
"Our newest thief has two years experience," he dragged on loudly, pacing slowly between you and his officersโ€”many of whom were cracking up themselves, well aware that the whole spectacle was being orchestrated for the sole purpose of riling up the captive Marines, "and was arrested forโ€”if you can believe itโ€”breaking into a Marine base in a major port city in Arabasta with only one accomplice, and getting so far as to open their treasury vault before being captured."
And he paused for effect at that, waiting as the crew began to break into laughter, as you struggled to keep a straight face yourself, glancing toward the infuriated Marine captain, who had told you before shoving you into the brig a few days ago that he would personally see to it that you never saw the light of day again. For once in your life you were seeing karma in real timeโ€”and it was a positively beautiful sight to behold.
"And I'm sure we're all dying to know," Shanks went on, ceasing his pacing and stopping just in front of you, grinning, "how the hell she managed it."
He had given you more than enough time to go over the details in your head. A lot of your success had been pure dumb luck, for sure, but you drew up your resolve to relay it.
"Overheard a few cadets in a tavern talking about how the vaults were never heavily guarded...and the roof access was never locked." His eyebrows shot up toward the bright red fringe of his hair as you spoke. His officers glanced between each other. "A couple days later we climbed the back wall of the base. Knocked out a couple Marines at the top floor, stole their uniforms, and made our way down."
"Bullshit." All eyes shifted onto the Marine captain when he spoke up, glaring daggers at you. "That base is constructed out of sandstone. Five stories of completely smooth stone. There's no way anyone could climb the walls."
"Tell your comrades at the base to check the back wall for holes," you said coldly, your eyes lingering on his. "We used climbing spikes."
The man's teeth gritted together in a visible scowl. You turned your head back toward the snickering pirates, in time to see Shanks mumble something to Benn, who rolled his eyes and scoffed.
Then you heard the Marine captain behind you again, speaking in a low growl. "Disrespectful wench." You turned your head in time to watch him spit at the heel of your boot.
"Disrespectful?" Though the rest of his crew continued to chuckle, Shanks wasn't laughing as he put himself between you and the oposing captain, his forearm resting over the hilt of his saber at his hip. "I get the impression you haven't done much to earn anyone's respect," he said. "That being said, respectfully, captain...."
And with that, he placed the heel of his sandal against the man's shoulder and shoved him over. With the Marine's hands and feet bound, there was nothing he could do to right himselfโ€”nothing except glare daggers at Shanks as he crouched down in front of him.
"Don't interupt." Shanks gave him a smile and a rather hard clap on the shoulder before straightening back out and turning to face his own crew. "Nowโ€”"
"Goddamned pirates," he spat. Shanks looked back over his shoulder at the man. "A thief's a thief," he said viciously, glaring daggers at you from where he lay on the deck floor. "The whore'll rob you lot blind same as she tried with us."
There was scattered chuckling around the Marines as Shanks stared down at the captain for a long, tense moment. You saw something shift in his eyes, the warmth and humor leaving them.
"Whore?" he repeated lightly, raising his eyebrows. His eyes swept around the rest of the Marines, before he turned to you, taking a couple steps closer. He brushed a few strands of hair behind your ear, offering you a warm smile. "I take it," he said slowly, quietly, "this is how you were being treated for the past three days, sweetheart?"
You swallowed, glancing over toward the Marines, whose laughter had quickly subsided. "More or less, yes," you affirmed.
"Hmm." He nodded, his hand drifting down to your shoulder, lifting the torn strap of your black tank topโ€”torn when you had been flung into the cell in the brig by a couple cadets, while the captain stood watch and told you then that you'd never see the light of day again. His eyes shifted over to the Marines again, and he spoke aloud. "Change of plans, men. We take everything from this ship that isn't nailed down...and then we sink her."
The protest from the Marines was immediate, loud and desperateโ€”some begging to be spared, others calling you several other colorful names and shouting claims that you were lying. Even you found yourself staring wide-eyed at the red-haired captain, at the knowledge that he would sink an entire ship just because of how the crew had treated you.
You were beginning to understand the reason for his bounty.
Shanks ignored the Marines entirelyโ€”it seemed his mind was made up. "I think we're just about done here." Your eyes remained wide as he turned his head back to meet your gaze, his expression softening into a smile again, his hand resting at your lower back. "What say we get you over to our ship and..." He glanced down at your shoulder briefly, at the broken strap of your shirt hanging down, "maybe find you something to change into."
You nodded, tugging unconsciously at the broken strap to pull the neck of your shirt up. "I...suppose that would be..."
"There's no need to worry, love" He clearly noticed your uneaseโ€”there was no doubt it was written all over your face. He curled his arm around your back, leaning in a bit so he didn't have to raise his voice over the mounting protest of the Marines behind both of you. "You're part of my crew now, and we always look out for each other." He glanced over at the metal clink of a lighter igniting at his other side, and grinned at his first mate. "Isn't that right, Benn?"
Hi first mate quirked an eyebrow, taking a puff from his cigarette. "What am I agreeing to?"
"Ah, don't worry about it," Shanks laughed. "Anywayโ€”I'll trust you to handle preparations here." He nodded back toward the Marines as the three of you stopped at the starboard railing around the deck, and he leaned forward against it, his eyes scanning over his ship floating only a few feet away, over the rest of the crew getting the supplies they had taken from the Marines organized. "Half a keg of powder should do the trick, we'll bring the rest with us."
"Right," said Benn, stubbing out the cigarette he had just lit on the railing and tucking it behind his ear.
"After you'veโ€”"
There was a light metallic clink right behind youโ€”and all three of you heard it, glancing over your shoulders.
In the same instant you drew one of your swords and spun around, leveling it with the Marine officer's throat, Benn had his rifle pointed at the man's forehead. The officer dropped the flintlock pistol he had pointed at Shank's back, his eyes widened in shock, shaking as he slowly raised his hands.
Shanks turned around and leaned back, hanging his elbow over the edge of of the railing and glancing at you with a quick nod of approval. Then he turned his eyes on the Marine, giving a small chuckle and cooking his head to the side a bit.
"Now that wasn't a very smart decision, was it?" he said, grinning. "You could have just snuck by and sent out a distress call. Did you?" he added, lifting his eyebrows.
"Iโ€”Iโ€”no, Iโ€”I justโ€”Iโ€”"
"Check," said Shanks, cutting his eyes toward Benn.
Benn gave a short nod, shouldered his rifle, and headed off toward the quarterdeck in quick strides.
The Marine remained standing there, shaking and stammering, his eyes darting between your blade and Shanks as the red-haired captain rolled his gaze back over to you. "Quite a set of reflexes you've got, sweetheart. You said your father trained you?"
You glanced at him only briefly before training your eyes back onto the Marine, and nodded. "We didn't live in a great area," you said. "He wanted to make sure I could defend myself."
"I would have to say he succeeded," he chuckled, shaking his head a little. He leaned back a bit further, placing the toe of his sandal over the Marine's pistol and sliding it across the deck, stooping down to pick it up. "What other tricks have you got up your sleeve?"
"Well," you said, watching as he turned the pistol over in his hands, and then casually reach behind him and drop it overboard. Benn was heading back down the stairs from the quarterdeck with a coil of rope hanging from one shoulder. He seemed to be in no hurry, so clearly no distress signal had been sent off. You went on, "He rigged this for me, in case I ever get disarmed."
You shifted your weight onto one foot, and hit the back of your right boot heel on the deck, and a three inch blade shot out from a slot in the front of the sole.
The Marine drew in a sharp breath, and Benn stopped a few feet away, speaking one word that clearly echoed his captain's wide-eyed expression.
"Shit."
Shank's brief look of shock quickly faded into an almost childlike excitement.
"God, that is brilliant," he laughed, crouching down and tilting his head to examine the blade. "How's it work?"
"Some sort of spring-loaded trigger mechanism," you said. You knocked your heel down again and the blade retracted. You smirked a little yourself as Shanks straightened back outโ€”his enthusiasm truly was contagious. "My father called them 'Ball-Busters.'"
That cracked him up immediatelyโ€”he leaned his shoulder into the railing, laughing, while Benn gave a scoff and shook his head. "I'd say that's pretty goddamned accurate," the first mate said. "I got it from here," he added, pulling his rifle down from his shoulder and shoving it against the Marine's shoulder as you pulled your cutlass away and slipped the blade back into its scabbard. "Alright, over there with the other assholes," he said, nudging him with the barrel. "We're as sick of being here as you are of having us here."
You watched Benn usher the officer over toward the main mast, feeling oddly as if you were stuck in the middle of some strange dream you might wake up from at any minuteโ€”wake up back in the dark and dingy cell below the deck, down in the brig, getting dragged out to be shoved into an even darker cell in Impel Down for the rest of your days.
"Oh, you are just a treat." So lost in that thought were you that you jumped a little when Shanks wrapped an arm around your back again. "Come on, love. Let's get you changed and cleaned up." He pulled himself up onto the railing and stepped into a sturdy plank laid out between his own ship and the Marines', offering you his hand. You took it and he helped pull you up as well, his fingers lacing through yours as he gave you another charming smile. "I'd say you've more than earned it."
Your eyes remained locked for a long, tense moment, his thumb brushing across the back of your hand, your heart racing a little fasterโ€”until a particularly strong wave rocked both of the ships and made you stumble a little. He chuckled lightly, before leading you across the plank and onto the main deck of his own ship.
You felt more than a little out of your element a few minutes later, lingering near the door of the captain's quarters with your arms crossed over your stomach while Shanks rifled through a wardrobe against the wall. You were still a little apprehensive, your mind still lingering on the man's decision to sink the Marines' vessel solely on your behalf, but there was a charm about him that was almost intoxicating, and it was drawing you in quickly.
"Don't really have anything that's going to fit you properly," he said, pulling one shirt out and frowning at it before hanging it back up. "But there might be...something...."
You swallowed, glancing around the cabinโ€”at the table to your left that was covered in maps, a desk in the corner with a closed logbook, a four-poster bed in another corner with a pair of floor to ceiling windows that overlooked the port side of the ship. It still all felt uncanny enough to be a dream.
"No...other women on the crew, I take it?" you said slowly.
"No," he affirmed, still pushing aside hangers and frowning. "Not as if it's intentional, it just...turned out that way, I suppose?" He said it with an air of genuine surprise himself that almost made you chuckle. "Seems most women aren't interested in sailing around with a ship full ofโ€”ah, this should do," he interjected, pulling out a white shirt on a metal hanger that seemed at least a little smaller than the others. "Probably haven't worn it since I was a teenager," he said, looking it up and down.
He gave the shirt an appraising nod, and then tossed it to you before crossing the room to take a seat at the desk. He noded once more toward the corner by the wardrobe where there stood a fold-out changing screen.
"You'll have to forgive me if I'm a little averse to leaving a stranger alone in my personal quarters. But..." He lifted his hand, smiling, before covering his eyes with it. "I promise I won't peek. Pirate's honor."
You did chuckle a little at that. It wasn't as though you weren't used to changing in less than totally private conditionsโ€”you had been living on the streets for just over two years. You crossed the room yourself, ducking behind the divider screen and pulling it out.
"Nor do I wish to be on the recieving end of the Ball-Buster," he added, and you laughed aloud at that.
"I've never actually used it," you said, hanging the shirt over the top edge of the screen and pulling your tank top over your head. "Not as more than a threat a couple times. The sight of it usually gets the point across."
"I can't fathom any circumstance where it wouldn't," he laughed. You heard him sigh after a moment, while you pulled down the hanger and unbuttoned the shirt he had given you. "Out of curiosity," he said finally, "why exactly were you being shipped to Impel Down?" You paused, your eyes flickering up to the changing screen, in the direction of his sillhouetteโ€”and noting that from his shadow alone you could tell he still had his hand over his eyes. "That's a privilege normally reserved for pirates and revolutionaries rather than petty local thieves."
"I, uh...." You swallowed, pulling your arms through the sleeves of the shirt. You hadn't been completely clear on every detail, but it seemed now was as good a time as anyโ€”even if it was painful to recall. "I...killed two Marines before I was apprehended."
"Did you?" he said lightly.
"Mmm." You set to buttoning the shirt, slowly, glancing toward his silhouette again. "I didn't...really mean to. After...I guess after my brother took a bullet for me, I just sort of...reacted. I don't even really remember much of it. Justโ€”him falling, then them taking my swords and locking me in a storage closet before carting me off to the ship."
You truthfully weren't even sure how long you had remained at the base before being taken to the docksโ€”locked in the dark, your arms wrapped around your knees, wondering if you were ever going to see daylight again, hoping it was all just some awful nightmare you might wake up from.
"That's...." You heard him sigh heavily. "That's a lot." You gave a small hum in agreement, looking down at the shirt, and sighing yourselfโ€”it fit you like a nightgown, the hem drooping nearly down to your knees. You shook your head and set to unbuttoning it again.
"I suppose the Marines had a good reason for treating me like trash," you allowed, rolling the hem of the shirt up and tying it in a knot at your midriff. You fastened a few of the buttons above the knot, and set to rolling up the sleeves. "I did kill a couple of their comrades."
"And they killed your brother," he pointed out.
You frowned to yourself, swallowing back a lump forming in your throat at his quiet, understanding tone. You glanced up again when you heard him shift, and watched his shadow stand and cross the room through the screen as you rolled up the other sleeve to just above your elbow. You pulled the screen back just as he reached it, your eyes meeting his the moment you did. The sympathy in his dark eyes was almost enough to break you in an instant. You glanced down at his hand when it came to rest on your shoulder for just a moment before your eyes snapped back to his.
"That doesn'tโ€”" He shook his head. "Nothing excuses fifty plus grown men treating a young woman like something a dog dragged in. Particularly not after what you went through." Your gaze fell away from his at that, down to the floor. "I'm assuming from what you've saidโ€”and forgive me if I'm wrongโ€”that you'd never..." He paused, seeming to search for the correct words. "You'd never been forced to defend yourself before?"
You shook your head. You had practiced with your swords for years, sparred with both your father and your brother regularly, but you had never been in a situation where you had to truly fight for your life. You had definitely never killed anyone before. You barely recalled the details even now, and you honestly didn't want to remember them at all.
"Oh, sweetheart..." He let out a slow sigh, and wrapped his arm around your shoulders. You closed your eyes as he rest his hand lightly over your head, as a little tension you hadn't even been aware of released from your shoulders. Your head fell forward, resting against his chest, and you closed your eyes as he lowered his head over yours. "Just so we're clear...you don't have to stay here," he said gently, his thumb brushing across the crown of your hair. "You're not a prisoner, you're a guest. You can take a few days to decide. Or longer. But if you do..."
He moved his hand to your cheek, lifting your head gingerly until your eyes met his.
"This crew is like a family." He lowered his forehead to yours, his hand drifting down to your shoulder again as he offered you a warm smile. "And you'll be welcome to stay as long as wish. Alright?"
You swallowed, and nodded.
Lowered your head again, your breath shaking as it left your lungs, and you rest your forehead against his chest again, your eyes closing tightly. You weren't used to thisโ€”this degree of kindness, of compassion from much of anyone, much less a stranger...but something in his eyes, in the warmth of his touch, told you that he was being completely sincere.
"Th...thank you," you whisperedโ€”you couldn't think of anything else to say than that, nothing that could wholly express the emotion swelling in your chest.
He just chuckled lightly, wrapping his arm around your shoulders again.
"You're welcome, love."
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Here r my thoughts !! I hope theyโ€™re ok bc Iโ€™m really sleepy rn so idk if they make sense lololll
K: def a dom
- like I CANT see him as a sub
- If u try to make him submissive heโ€™ll just mock u n make fun of the things u say when ur with him
- You: โ€œStop making fun of meโ€
- K: โ€œI thought this was normal sub behavior ๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜‹โ€
Fuma: soft dom
- likes taking care of you n worries about ur pleasure first
- If u want to be the dominant one he doesnโ€™t mind and letโ€™s u
- Subby Fuma thoโ€ฆmmm tastyyy
- a soft dom but can be a mean one if heโ€™s feeling extra possessive
Nico: switch (or is it called vers? Like versatile? I forgot ๐Ÿ˜Ÿ)
- a little controversial(/j) but Iโ€™ll d!e on this hill
- He tries to be the dominant one all the time but if he goes more than 2 days without ur pussy heโ€™s on his knees begging for you and is at your mercy
- He just wants to be good to you so heโ€™ll want to be in control but every now and again he wants to be taken care of and have you make him feel so good
EJ: service top with a sprinkle of sub
- As much as I love subby Juju and making him tear up I see him more as a service top but the subby parts of him comes out and he ends up falling apart bc u feel so good around him when he was supposed to put you first
- I looooooveeee service top juju
Yuma: MEAN DOMMMMM
- he is MEAN
- He makes FUN OF YOU
- But the dick is so good youโ€™ll only go to him (so basically the mean dom Yuma you always talk about LOL)
- Heโ€™s actually not mean which is the funny part ๐Ÿ˜ญ when yโ€™all arenโ€™t having sex heโ€™s so chill and easy to hang out with ๐Ÿ˜ญ he just likes seeing you cry and whimper as he fucks you and calling you names is the fastest way to do it LOL
- I KNOW the jealous sex is so good bc he gets jealous and possessive so easily so if another man tries to make a move on you he is FUMING and he needs to fuck you as fast as possible
Jo: sub
- pov: ur at the โ€œI love sub!Joโ€ contest and ur opponent is me ๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜‹
- Sub!Jo is so beautiful in my mind like him just laying down while i have my mouth on him PLEASEEE
- He likes it when you praise him omfg praise kink Jo ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ but thatโ€™s for another time
- Tbh I see him as the type of guy thatโ€™ll do anything for you so you can praise him
Harua: switch
- as you know Iโ€™m a switch!Harua truther
- This section wonโ€™t be long since I already talked about it it
- But bratty sub Harua ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ
- Sassy dom Harua who knows how to control you ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ
Taki: switch but u HAVE to hear me out
- every time I think of Taki most of the time itโ€™s just pretty shiny sub Taki who wants all of your attention on him
- The type to D!E if you donโ€™t take care of him and his raging boner /j
- Whines a lot ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ
- BUT LISTEN
- Recentlyโ€ฆhim and his โ€œmorality policeโ€ bit where heโ€™s (playfully) telling the members to cover up and not wear revealing outfits
- Makes me think of mean dom Taki ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ where you wear revealing and skimpy outfits to mess with him and he fucks you harddddd bc he knows youโ€™re just trying to get his attention and to rile him up
Overall I also think that theyโ€™re all really possessive with the exception of Jo but those thoughts havenโ€™t marinated long enough in my brain yet ๐Ÿ˜™
-๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ
HOPE U GOT SOME REST BOO THANG, u came and u served and now its time for u to get the rest u so rightfully deserve bc this right here โ€ผ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธ
kei - okay so i do agree, he most often takes on a dominant role just because he enjoys it and it comes so naturally for him. BUT i had a convo with one of my moots (shout out mel ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ) where we explored the idea of subby kei and i think he's in there somewhere. he has the potential to be submissive but may not know how to go about it or how to commit to that fully which is why he'd rather be all snappy and mean and mock u about it and in other words that's why he kinda acts like a brat ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ. but dom kei is so so real there's no denying that โ˜๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ˜Œ
fuma - YES. everyone who read my fuma a-z knows i agree cuz like duh, he's so soft dom to me but he has a love for being the submissive one. he may not be THE MOST submissive guy out there but being under u and being doted on is something he enjoys thoroughly. but yeah like u said ur his baby and his top priority so he loves taking care of u <3 subby fuma is incredibly delicious to think about if im so fr like idk
nico - i giggled. SWITCH NICHO IS SO REAL TO ME ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ. ppl are too scared to play around with the idea of subby nicho but COME ONNNN u can't tell me this man wouldn't look and sound so good when he's getting edged and ur sucking him off or jerking him off or riding him like i can hear it so clearly in my mind how he'd suck in a breath thru his teeth and how he'll grunt and groan sm and how- yeah. also pussy obsessed nicho?? hello??? him not being able to be without pussy is so true i could say sm abt that but imma move on for everyone sake
juju - the way when i read his section the first time i went "NOOOOOO" but then i read it again and was like,,, oh wait kinda true tho. he leans so subby cuz of how well he listens and how obedient he is. he'll let u use him and grind against his face/ride his face, he'll let u pull his hair and get yourself off using his tongue like ๐Ÿ˜ž. he's a service top cuz he likes making u feel good but i will never deny sub juju. i will never deny how pathetically hard he gets sometimes and how he Will tear up in front of u quicker than either of u could even process ๐Ÿ˜ž
yuma - EXACTLY LMAOHSJS he's not actually mean or crazy at all like he is during sex which is what makes it hotter cuz he's so versatile. i do think that he can change up a lot and he can be soft and sweet at times too but he's just a rough sex enjoyer what can i say ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ. i do wish ppl would fuck around with the idea of sub yuma more tho cuz i need people to feed me those thoughts like i wanna hear what ppl say so bad ๐Ÿ˜ž (teamies dom, sub, switch analysis but it's just me wanting people to explore the idea of sub teamies) AND THE JEALOUS SEX?? big yes he's sooo jealous and possessive sometimes like it's crazy ๐Ÿ’”
jo - ?!?!?!?!?! $! $;! #;#;#? +#(#) #+#-(# like what like ?!?! $? ;$? $+($-# and why have u never come to my inbox abt sub jo?? didn't even know this was an agenda u had wtf??? LITERALLY okay. okay. let me control myself. i see him as a sub as well and i see him as the type who's a little naive but not necessarily in a bad way. he's just the type to follow you so blindly just bc ur his partner and he wants to do anything to please you so he can be ur good boy ๐Ÿ˜ž i could see the dom jo agenda but it's smth abt sub jo that feels so true to him ๐Ÿ˜ž he's so cute ugh
harua - yes ๐Ÿ˜ž i am aware of your switch rua agenda ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ and honestly i think it's quite accurate i just cannot fully process harua as a dom like it just won't register in my mind so i always just think of him as a sub. and i always feel like he's not really like a brat he's just kinda moody and super needy and if he ever is bratty it's cuz of him acting up for your attention ๐Ÿ˜ž
taki - ??!?!?!!!!! $;! $:$? $($(($$ okay so?!?!? fuck i literally agree like FUCKK ๐Ÿ˜ญ taki can be so submissive to the point where if u told him to get on all fours and bark then he fucking would. this man will do anything for some pussy like im being so fr. he just might fall over and die if u haven't made him cum in a little while cuz he's like erm hello??? but he's such a good sub like genuinely ๐Ÿ˜ž but as a dom?? ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ can't even properly process the thoughts that are happening in my mind but i just know he's rough and mean like u said, a little controlling too if im so so honest with u ohhh em geeeee. like maybe he only rlly doms on specific occasions or like maybe u both just switch often cuz i could see him needing someone who's willing to switch up regularly depending on your moods yk? (FUCK HOW'D THIS PARAGRAPH GET SO LONG??? i feel like i didn't even say anything ๐Ÿ˜ญ)
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scribble-dribble-writes ยท 9 months
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Silly Jester
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Pairing: Buggy x female mermaid!reader
Word count: 1500
Warnings: none
Content: He is a jester first pirate second, he will get you laughing in minutes and he cannot be tamed so the man is a menace ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜Œ
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Arlong park was the one place you did not want to end up in but now thatโ€™s where you were headed. You had awoken from dizziness you had been knocked out in, your fingers rushing to soothe the throbbing pain on your forehead. You were in a crate, still in the midst of being transported somewhere, but you were being carried by Arlongโ€™s henchmen.
Your shoulder bumped into someone and only then you realized how close you were, to your Captain. His head lulled along to the movement but he was still asleep. His long thick lashes curling up so effortlessly, his blue hair escaping from where he had tied it up under his bandana. You nudged your shoulder into his, which got a groan out of him.
Now just for revengeโ€™s sake you jabbed your elbow into his side. But anticipating his shout, you clamped your handed over his mouth lending to a muffled โ€˜Owโ€™.
His eyes shot open, being this close you could see the sliver of green in them. At first his pupils registered shock but the moment he saw you, his irises dilated, softening as you held up your finger against your mouth, signaling for him to be quiet. He obliged but placed his hand over yours to pull it away from his lips to then place it over his cheeks.
His eyes read you like an open book and with all this proximity, he could assess the colour of your eyes, the slightest twitch and he was sure to pull away, he was nervous in wanting to hold you again so you held steady. Your poker face was unbreakable atleast it was till he pressed down your hand into his face as though being away from you for that long wasnโ€™t acceptable. Blood rushed to your cheeks and your lips parted as your palms burned against his rough stubble but it was the way he leaned into your touch, as he drew a deep breath inhaling the scent on your skin that you knew you had missed him too.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry.โ€, he whispered. His voice calm and mature. He wasnโ€™t playing a game.
โ€œI should have told you about my plans.โ€, he continued, his eye contact reassuring you that there were no lies in his statement.
โ€œYou should have.โ€, you replied as you took control, slipping your hand from under his hold to trail down his neck, his thrumming pulse helping you relax, that although this mess had gotten out of hand and you had fought, you were together.
His hand reached up to the bruise on the side of your head, the moment you felt his touch you winced and his eyes flashed an angry blue.
โ€œArlong will be answerable for this.โ€, he seethed but you shushed him instead.
โ€œThat could get you killed.โ€, you blurt out. Your fights with him were many but they never lasted long. He may not look it but he communicated well. It was you who struggled to put your thoughts and feelings into words while he did it almost like it was a card trick that he knew well. He would say things when it needed to be said, not bottle it all up like you.
โ€œNo one hurts you and gets off easy.โ€, he said in hushed tones as he inspected the wounds. With his eyes away on something else, this was your moment.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry too.โ€, you said and his gaze was on you, as though he was waiting to hear more of your thoughts.
โ€œI was just โ€ฆ scared.โ€, you admitted letting your head to rest on his chest such that you could hide away from his tender sight.
โ€œYou are my home, Buggy. I donโ€™t want to share you with the frenzy for the map. I donโ€™t want to lose you.โ€, you spoke quietly and his arm encased your back protectively. His steady breathing making you feel peaceful and safe even though you had been captured.
โ€œGoing after the One piece, will demand all your attention and strength. It will test you and break you. And I canโ€™t stand by to watch it happen.โ€, you held onto the edge of his coat as you spilled out your thoughts as best as you could.
โ€œNothing in existence could take me away from you.โ€, he replied, holding the side of your cheek to guide your eyes to meet his.
โ€œNot having saved you from that cove would have made my already miserable life, even more miserable.โ€, he spoke precisely as though he would never take back these words, the regret in his eyes was evident from the words he had spoken to you last.
โ€œYouโ€™re the only one keeping me sane in all this, fishtail. I justโ€ฆ I just want to feel worthy to behold your love.โ€, he tilted his head, his lips grazing the edge of your forehead as he spoke, after which he slowly placed a kiss over your bruise as though it would heal it.
โ€œNo treasure is going to change how you feel about yourself, clown face.โ€, you huffed a laugh and he cracked a smile. Nicknames that you had given the other when you had found each other as kids.
He was a teen boy with a patched up crew when he had found you. You knew of nothing else but his protection. Only older than you by a few years, for most part of each otherโ€™s life, he never bothered you. He gave you a safe haven, trained you up with all the skills you needed to fight and navigate. He empowered you when the world wanted to break you down and now, there was no one else you could follow like you would follow him.
You had loved him then and you still loved him now. It scared you. It scared you because in your crazy messed up life, this love you had for him was the most purest and realest thing you had ever known. It was constant, filled with innocence, never fading and secure.
โ€œIโ€™m still working on that.โ€, he cooed near your ear as though it would please you and it did. He was fearsome and his name caused for people to never mess with his crew. But fear was never respect and you wanted more than ever for people to see him the way you did. Because behind his grand demeanor, was a boy with a big heart.
โ€œNo more burning down towns?โ€, you pointed at him.
โ€œNever.โ€, he said with a frown as he held out his pinky finger.
You smiled as you looped your finger with his.
โ€œI promise to limit my rage to burn the world to only when absolutely necessary or if deemed right by my lover.โ€, he spoke the oath but your eyes widened at the little name he had snuck in.
โ€œDidnโ€™t know you had a lover.โ€, you stated and caught sight of his grin growing wider.
โ€œSheโ€™s one of a kind. The only one for me.โ€, he said unabashedly, waving his hand as though it was resolute and you envied this talent of his, to confess his feelings easily.
โ€œOh really?โ€, you raised your eyebrow.
โ€œNow drop the act and kiss me.โ€, his voice simmered low as he pulled you closer.
โ€œKiss you? Weโ€™re being taken captive in wooden crate.โ€, you emphasized your state as you put into perspective the situation you were both in.
โ€œYes all the more reason to misbehave.โ€, he giggled and you knew there was no fighting him.
โ€œWhat if Arlong gets to know about us and uses it as leverage?โ€, you mumbled, worried about the implications of this simple act and spouted more excuses but his eyes narrowed like there was nothing that could deter him.
โ€œOr if he asks you for the map? You donโ€™t have the map โ€“ you felt his hand slide up your waist making your forget your train of thought โ€“ or.. or the location of those kids.โ€, your mouth uttered more nonsense as your thoughts were scrambled.
โ€œIndulge me with a bit of fun, dear.โ€, he tipped your chin up.
"I only want properly seal the promise I made.", he pouted his lips but behind that smile hid all his mischief.
โ€œYouโ€™re incorrigible.โ€, you laughed quietly as you held onto his waist, his taut muscles flexing beneath your touch.
โ€œDonโ€™t worry Iโ€™ll be on my best behavior for you.โ€, he said and with that let his hungry lips find yours.
He made sure the silence reigned, that no one could suspect a thing, as he gave no room for you to catch your breath. He kissed you deeply so much so that all your moans could only be converted into the way you dug your fingers into his shirt or catch onto the edge of his bandana. There was no force that could split you both up. That was for certain.
He pulled away, his eyes coming back to life with no sadness in sight as you both caught your breaths, the fish men oblivious to the antics taking place. He held up his thumb to wipe away the paint from your face as you soothed the frayed strips of cloth from your nails on his shirt.
It all piled up together, the adventure that awaited you, the longing in his eyes, the thrill of that treasure hunt and his undying love for you. He had to know. Especially with entering Arlong park, he had to know that you longed for him, waited for him, just as he had done for you.
โ€œIโ€™m in love with you, Bug. I can't seem to find my way out of it.โ€, you blurted it out, never thinking twice about it but it was his reaction that was priceless.
Nothing could have affected him like this and yet your words held that power. To turn his cheeks a deeper red, to bring back colour into his irises. He looked like a kid lost in a circus, his eyes full of magic everytime he saw you but now you were sure this had overwhelmed his senses.
โ€œWhat?โ€, he asked as though he couldnโ€™t believe it.
โ€œIโ€™m in love with you.โ€, you whispered again drawing closer to him, intoxicated with how easy he melted under your touch. The fearsome pirate now taken down by you cotton candy confessions.
โ€œThe never ending kind, so youโ€™re stuck with me for a very long time.โ€, you smoothed down his collar but when you caught his eyes, you never knew the colour blue could ever set your skin on fire.
โ€œSay it again.โ€, he whispered, his voice mixed with authority and passion, so you did but this time you pulled him towards you by the collar of his shirt, your lips right beneath his.
โ€œI love you, silly jester.โ€, you said it quietly.
"Good. Now we can finally get to the good bit.", He smiled as he licked his lips.
"You're never satisfied are you?", you laughed as he shook his head. You leaned up and kissed him, his lips warm and flush, his hand wrapping around your waist as his fingers held onto end of your braid. He tilted his head and let you set the pace so this time it was slower. Trying to fight the laughs in the silence but you had closed your eyes, so had he, this was a better than being passed out, you both were making the best of the time being trapped together. Arlong was a problem you'll get to later.
Sure Buggy had his shortcomings but he was a work in progress, so were you. However, the adoration in his eyes like you were his world, now that was irreplaceable. Only he could give you that satisfaction. He had always been the love of your life. Now he was yours.
You were fused together, hands tangled in eachother's hair, your hands taking his back as he fought back his groan. Who knew being stuck in a crate was the moment your life would change for the better and grant you all your wishes all at once.
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the-himawari ยท 5 months
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Personal Update - Recovering from burnout ๐Ÿ˜”
Hi everyone!
I hope everyone had a great holiday and new year! I apologize for disappearing for a bit, but as life is, a lot has been going on. Long story short, I started a new job in December so it's been a very busy time as I transition and hit the ground running here.
Also, taking some time away has made me come to terms with: how I'm simply burnt out.
โ€”Which honestly, isn't that surprising considering I've been posting on this blog for almost 4 years now, haha. I know the last year has been a lot less consistent, but for 3 years, I was posting A3 translations almost daily. Looking back, I don't even know how I did it? Like wow, good for me. But also, wow, that was such a different time in my life ๐Ÿ˜‚
Rest assured I still love A3 (and Masumi) and I'm still playing the game regularly! That hasn't changed. But in terms of posting A3 translationsโ€”I think I'm in dire need of an actual break.
But seeing as Anni is just around the corner, my current plan for this blog is:
Translate a bunch of anniversary cards
Finish the event stories I have ongoing: Journey to the Colours & Spotlight (Secret): Brothers
However, updates will continue to be slow. I will also come back to translate new Masumi content. But I think it's best if I step back and take it easy for now.
Again, I'm not planning to go anywhere! All these boys mean so much to me ๐Ÿ˜Œโค๏ธ but I also can't deny the current intense burnout I'm experiencing. I'm sure I'll bounce back, but it may take some time.
Thanks for everyone's patience and understanding ๐ŸŒป๐Ÿ’›
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filmbyjy ยท 1 year
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headcannons pls cuddling with them but like with ships example: jaywon, heejake with sunghoon and sunki plss โ€“ @mauiisworld
first offโ€ฆidk why tf this ask turned into like this. anyways, letโ€™s move on! wait I realiseโ€ฆas in poly or something else๐Ÿ˜€ Iโ€™ll just assume it is, unless iโ€™m wrong then I am so sorry. umm, enjoy this though?
cuddling with enha but ship edition!
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JAYWON
okay first off
I wanna say how lucky you are to be dating not one but two of the most adorable beans in the whole wide world
no shush. jaywon is literally the epitome of prioritising you over them.
like with jungwon being a leader. he always looks after the boys to make sure you know everyone is okay. with jay, he likes making sure everyone is comfortable (in a motherly sense)
so like honestlyโ€ฆan extremely perfect care taking duo
Iโ€™d say cuddling with them 10/10
no wait 100/10
bc you see although their cuddling methods are different
they both are amazing huggers.
jungwonโ€™s cuddle is more of a bear kinda feel to it or more of like a cute cat coming up to you and snuggling into you bc thatโ€™s what he is. a cat.
whilst jayโ€™s hug feels more protective. heโ€™ll wrap his arm around your shoulders and let you lay on his chest as you watch a movie or something
but if you, jungwon and jay were to cuddle together all in one sittingโ€ฆ
it would be like this
jayโ€™s arm around your shoulder, you wrapping your arms around jayโ€™s waist and jungwon laying on your lap.
somewhere in the middle of the movie, youโ€™d move your hand away from jayโ€™s waist and start playing with jungwonโ€™s hair
he might actually fall asleep in that position cause itโ€™s soooo nice to get his hair played
then like you hear jungwonโ€™s breathing just steady so you realise he fell asleep and now you were pecking his forehead :(
jay smiles and pecks your forehead too :(
โ€œmy two favourite people.โ€ โ€“ jay
sobbing uncontrollably. need a jay in my life๐Ÿ’”
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RAMYEONZ/HEEJAKE
poor hoon ๐Ÿ˜” sharing that bf with heeseung
kidding๐Ÿ˜€ Iโ€™ll do jakehoon later
but anywaysโ€ฆcuddling with heejake
lord sometimes it feels like youโ€™re third wheeling them
you donโ€™t even feel like you are dating them with the amount of times jake acts so babygirl for heeseung๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ
which you do express a lot bc you felt left out of the relationship :(
enough with that though
Iโ€™d describe their cuddles/hugs asโ€ฆ
jake: puppy :(( definitely really cuddly. youโ€™d be the big spoon and jake little spoon bc he likes it that way. there are times where he is big spoon though and you do enjoy that too.
heeseung: definitely giving the more manly vibes. kinda similar to jay where he puts his arm around your shoulder. he also likes back hugging you while you sit down. which means you sit on like his lap while your back rests on his chest.
when you, jake and heeseung cuddle in one sitting, it gets kinda hard
bc like both of them wanna cuddle you
jake usually gets whiny if he doesnโ€™t get to hug you so heeseung has to make space and find a way to cuddle you too
in the end, you kinda just are in the middle while the both of them lay their heads on your shoulder
kinda funny bc to other people it looks like 2 friends laying their head on their friendโ€™s shoulder
but no, you in fact are dating these two
heeseung does get pretty umm how to I sayโ€ฆneedy. he wants a kiss and he will get one.
literally grabs your face and kisses you while youโ€™re watching the movie and then you hear jakeโ€™s whining.
โ€œhey! sheโ€™s my girlfriend too, hyung!โ€
poor jake :( donโ€™t worry though, you gave him a kiss after bc he deserves it๐Ÿ˜Œ
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JAKEHOON (or soulmates as I would say)
okay but jake is still the cuddly one in the relationship
whilst wellโ€ฆ
sunghoon would prefer lesser skins hip
he is actually really shy about it
he may want to hug you or cuddle you but actually he cant find a way to bring up to you without sounding stupid
which is why he is kinda jealous of how easy jake just goes up to you
but you arenโ€™t oblivious
you know sunghoon wants a hug or to cuddle you
so you take it upon yourself to pull him in
but then he has to make some snarky remark
โ€œyou love me too much.โ€
like โ€˜yes, I do but you love me as much and youโ€™re too shy to ask for attentionโ€™
but anyways, iโ€™m pretty sure if like all three of you cuddle
it will be chaotic bc although hoon and jake dont really argue a lot.
this is the only time they argue
jake: โ€œnaur I wanna hold (name).โ€
sunghoon: โ€œsheโ€™s my girlfriend too!โ€
jake: โ€œwell sheโ€™s mine too >:(.โ€
lord you end up wrapping your hand around their waists like the woman you are
this picture but the left one bc thats you and jakehoon
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SUNKI
missing the sunki adorable days :(((
Iโ€™ll hold onto the small cute friendship crumbs๐Ÿฅน
okay so normally separately this two are really great cuddlers
but like put these two together and you are struggling
because for one thing ni-ki needs attention
iโ€™m not kidding. he will whine for your attention
youโ€™d think if iโ€™m saying this, sunoo wont be whiny. WELL HE IS WHINY TOO
so you have two whiny babies who want your attention
whatโ€™s funny is they both dont exactly like sharing so you dont understand how all three of are dating๐Ÿ˜€
but like some how you three do make it work
after all the constant bickering of course
once ni-ki and sunoo settle down, they finally happily cuddle with you
ni-ki likes being big spoon bc he feels more of a man that way whilst sunoo likes being the little spoon
so you will end up withโ€ฆ
ni-ki sitting upright with one arm slung over your shoulder while your head lays on his shoulder (like a big boy he is๐Ÿฅน)
sunoo usually lays on your legs or finds a way to throw his arm around your waist.
somewhere along the lines, ni-ki gets whiny and wants to watch something else or do something more fun
like playing games for example so out of nowhere, all of you are playing Mario party for no reason๐Ÿ˜€
but hey, its worth it because you are playing with your two boyfriends๐Ÿฅบ
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beautifulhigh ยท 7 months
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โ€œAnd that is why Alex says he loves Henry on purpose. Because he is making the active choice to be with Henry, to forge a forever with himโ€ฆโ€
All of it is beautifully persuasive and on point. But this section in particular convinced. You reminded me of Alex and Beaโ€™s conversation and it all makes sense now. I should reread the book ๐Ÿ˜ŒThank you for answering my ask so eloquently. Sincere apology to Alex, that sweet, romantic little shithead.
I'm glad my ramblings made sense! But yeah, Alex is actively choosing Henry - especially in that moment - and it's the first time that someone outside of Bea and Pez (and Shaan but the dynamics there are different) is putting him first.
I think it matters that Alex goes to Henry in that moment. Because outing is shitty enough to begin with but it's a whole other storm for Henry. It would have therefore been easy for Henry to have wanted to escape that, to run away to the 'Land of the free' and hole up in the White House as he threatened to do once.
I should have just packed a bag like I said. I could be in your bed, languishing away until I perish, fat and sexually conquered, snuffed out in the spring of my youth.
Instead he's trapped in Kensington, trapped in the palace and the institution, and Alex doesn't come to save him or rescue him, despite the quip about being "Bit short for a stormtrooper". (hashtag #imtaller)
The moment that stands out for me in that scene is this:
but they meet in the middle of the room
They meet in the middle. Alex has come to Henry, he has stepped beyond the wall that separates them, but here they meet in the middle.
โ€œAnd I said, โ€˜Thatโ€™s great, Mum, but as long as youโ€™re letting Gran keep me trapped, it doesnโ€™t mean a fucking thing,โ€™โ€ Henry says. Alex stares down at him, shocked and a little impressed.
Henry is trapped in his circumstances, the palace, the family he's been born into, but when he's with Alex he's freer than he could ever be. Alex gives him that space, carves it out. (it's like the fireside scene from the movie where Henry has the line about the prince's heart "did beat freely once more" and I cried over that because Alex gives Henry freedom.)
Alex loves Henry, deeply and fiercely and forever, and so the next step is logical to him:
โ€œCan you explain?โ€ he attempts lamely. โ€œWhat [Henry's grief over Arthur is] like? What I can do?โ€
He wants to know because he wants to know what he can do. He wants to understand so he can act, even if it means doing nothing. If that's what Henry needs then that is what he will do. I've read some beautiful fics that show Alex actively caring for Henry during a depressive or grief-filled episode, and I've read fics where all Alex does is be there with him. And both of those choices are valid and perfect because Bea tells Alex what he needs to do.
โ€œDo you understand?โ€ she asks him, looking right into his eyes. โ€œYou need to understand this to be with Henry. He is the most loving, nurturing, selfless person you could hope to meet, but there is a sadness and a hurt in him that is tremendous, and you may very well never truly understand it, but you need to love it as much as you love the rest of him, because thatโ€™s him. That is him, part and parcel. And he is prepared to give it all to you, which is far more than I ever, in a thousand years, thought I would see him do.โ€
My brother will love you to the ends of the earth but there will be days when he will struggle to love himself. And you need to know that you are getting both Henrys.
There is a reason why "for better or for worse" is a traditional wedding vow. It's because you are promising to be with that person, to love that person, to support them through the shittiest times just as much as you will celebrate the best of times with them.
Sonnet 116 Let me not to the marriage of true minds Admit impediments. Love is not love Which alters when it alteration finds, Or bends with the remover to remove. O no! it is an ever-fixed mark That looks on tempests and is never shaken; It is the star to every wand'ring bark, Whose worth's unknown, although his height be taken. Love's not Time's fool, though rosy lips and cheeks Within his bending sickle's compass come; Love alters not with his brief hours and weeks, But bears it out even to the edge of doom. If this be error and upon me prov'd, I never writ, nor no man ever lov'd.
To use the Bard's words, love is not love if it fucks off the second things get too hard. Love is not love if it decides that "nah, I liked the person you were yesterday more, please stop growing and changing even if it is just happening because I understand and know more about you". Every single one of us is altering with every single day. We get a little older, a little wiser. Things happen and we have to change and adapt. We reveal a little bit more about ourselves.
Love is not love if it decides that something is too ugly or depressing.
The more Alex comes to know and understand Henry, the more he loves him. And even when he finds out about Henry's depression he's not noping out of there. He's turning up - literally and metaphorically - and we had the foreshadowing that he would do this long before this awful moment:
Listen: Iโ€™ll fly to London right now and pull you out of whatever pointless meeting youโ€™re in and make you admit how much you love it when I call you โ€œbaby.โ€ Iโ€™ll take you apart with my teeth, sweetheart.
If you want out of the meeting then I will do that. If you want to be taken apart then I will do that. If you want to be held then I will do that. Tell me what to do, let me do the things that I know you love because I know you and I want to show you that I know you.
Henry subjected himself to the mortifying experience of being known and it results in them getting married. Because Alex fell in love and he made the choice to see it through. He could have bailed at any time - hell, Henry himself even gave him an out. And what was Alex's response to that?
He wrote him a list and ended with this:
20. The fact that you loved me all along I keep thinking about that last one ever since you told me, and what an idiot I was. Itโ€™s so hard for me to get out of my own head sometimes, but now Iโ€™m coming back to what I said to you the night in my room when it all started, and how I brushed you off when you offered to let me go after the DNC, how I used to try to act like it was nothing sometimes. I didnโ€™t even know what you were offering to do to yourself. God, I want to fight everyone whoโ€™s ever hurt you, but it was me too, wasnโ€™t it? All that time. Iโ€™m so sorry. Please stay gorgeous and strong and unbelievable. I miss you I miss you I miss you I love you. Iโ€™m calling you as soon as I send this, but I know you like to have these things written down.
(Emphasis is mine. Obvs.)
Alex knows that he has been loved since the Olympics, and the way that Henry has loved him has changed (which is different to altering) because to begin with Henry denied himself Alex to protect himself, and then after the DNC he offered to deny himself Alex to protect Alex. To give Alex a shot at his dream and life plans, all the things that Henry didn't think he could be a part of.
That moment, that offer Henry made, is before the storming of Kensington when everything is laid bare for Alex - how Henry thought he could have something, a small piece of Alex until Alex got bored or frustrated and then left him. (The infererence that other people have done that to Henry in the past will never leave me or not break my heart.) But now Henry knows that Alex is all in, will wait for however long it takes for them to work this out, and so that email is Alex's promise and reminder of that. The stream of "I miss you" without pause going straight into "I love you" makes it clear - Alex isn't even pausing for breath to let Henry know this and he will speak to Henry before he reads this but Alex knows him. Knows he likes to "have these things written down".
Here is my promise to you. Here is that reminder. Here is my choice.
So when Bea tells Alex that he needs to love and accept all the parts of Henry because Henry is willing to give Alex all of those pieces of him, Alex's response is instant. He's already made that choice, even if he didn't consciously realise it. So much of his relationship with Henry has been unconscious and he's caught up with his brain weeks, months, years later down the line.
โ€œBut Iโ€™ve always felt it, in him. Thereโ€™s this side of him thatโ€™s โ€ฆ unknowable.โ€ He takes a breath. โ€œBut the thing is, jumping off cliffs is kinda my thing. Thatโ€™s the choice. I love him, with all that, because of all that. On purpose. I love him on purpose.โ€
Alex knows that he will never fully understand what it was like for Henry to lose his father in the way that he did. He can be told the story and he can see the effect of it but he cannot understand it. Not fully. His love-as-a-noun is looking on the tempest of Henry's emotions and he's not moving.
He is choosing to stand on the cliff and he is choosing to jump off it. He loves Henry. He loves the Henry who has depression and grief so visceral it incapacitates him. He loves the Henry who crafts words so carefully to express more than the words themselves ever could. He loves the Henry who is funny and smart and cutting with his wit. He loves the Henry who gives himself up so completely and loves so deeply.
Alex loves Henry all the more because he sees just how strong and brilliant he is behind the polished veneer of the Prince of Wales. (For this I could copy in the entire maps email, or the scene after the LA hotel night when Alex watches Henry transform himself into the Prince.) Alex loves Henry all the more because he is let in on those dark moments, that Henry trusts him and wants him there when he is at his most vulnerable.
Alex loves Henry for who he is, and Henry is who he is because he's been through all the things he's been through. The perfect version of the prince that Alex sneered at at the beginning of the book, the one that he was enamoured with but didn't have the words or the emotional intelligence to understand why, has been altered with each new revelation. Alex has discovered more and more about who Henry is behind that front he puts on to the world and he's still here, standing in Kensington, telling Bea he's not going anywhere. Even if he never fully understands it, even if this part of Henry remains slightly shrouded to him because he can understand the concept but not the reality.
Alex's love did not alter when it alteration found.
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vendetta-if ยท 1 year
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๐“ฑ๐“ฒ ๐Ÿ’– (sorry for this asdkjfhjijhj)
im back and i have returned (to everyone's dismay) and i come bearing gifts - i have found the pages where i had my vendetta sequel mc drawn in!! ๐Ÿ˜ˆ
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here's my first doodle of rei when i was designing him - i didnt have the proper markers to colour him in but i used what markers i could get my hands on at the time lol but i did fuck up his face :( (closeup)
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now i have lots of doodles i drew alongside this fullbody design of his and without further ado >:)
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here are some facts i wrote about him ๐Ÿ˜Š as well as rei decorating his helmet :D though i'll write it down here if you can't read my messy ass handwriting (sorry about that hsjdhsd) ยปยปโ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”- โ˜… โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”-ยซยซ FACTS ABOUT REI 2: ELECTRIC BOOGALOO: โžญ loves all things cutesy and colourful โžญ acts and whines like an actual toddler (because it forces his family to give him attention whenever he's being an actual pain in the ass ๐Ÿ’ž) โžญ reckless af and hates when people fret over him or protect him (that's his job. ๐Ÿ‘บ) โžญ unironically thinks that blood splatters on his clothes look good on him (rei doesn't care if he's seen covered in blood in public, he can make millions of excuses why it isn't blood >:D) " NO this isn't blood this is paint ๐Ÿ˜‡" " tf did you think this was?? i spilled my kool aid all over my clothes ๐Ÿ˜ช" just to name a few, lol โžญ would honestly sell his soul for a lifetime supply of strawberry milkshakes (this is totally not me projecting myself onto rei when it comes to taro milk tea ๐Ÿ’€) ยปยปโ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”- โ˜… โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”-ยซยซ
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now here's another doodle of rei using his blood manipulation powers ๐Ÿ˜‹ also ignore the pencil text below LMAO
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so i did mention in my first ask about rei that he loves to explode things- yeah um idk if luka and jackal would give their menace of a son explosives or a grenade launcher if they knew that this is how he'd act with them LMFAOO
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i also mentioned that rei makes the best belgian waffles! (send help hes holding me at gunpoint and forcing me to say this) here's rei offering a divine dish of waffles to my vendetta mc, remedy / remi ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’• and look at his face! his mouth is practically watering in anticipation to gobble up the waffles! ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿ’“
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okay on a side note- i made some small drawings of rei in a different outfit and was actually gonna include this in the ref but i didnt like it because it looked ugly ๐Ÿ˜ญ so i made a poor life decision to cut these two abominations out and now they're on my phone ๐Ÿ’Ÿ (closeups)
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anyways now here have a drawing of rei as demoman from the hit game tf2!!11!1!11!! ๐Ÿ˜ฒ๐Ÿ˜ณ
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(he really looks like a dollarstore demoman lol)
(reference used):
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now if you have been on the internet during its baby phase im sure you may understand the reference i used for this doodle ๐Ÿคญ
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yknow looking back at this downgraded rip off drawing of the original this is actually a shit drawing LMAO (how tf do you draw flames and smoke pls help ๐Ÿ’”) now one thing i like to headcanon about rei is that whenever he starts to get frustrated or is having a hard time with carrying out an assassination he decides to do fuck all and blow everything up with literally anything flammable he could find because no target survives being blown to oblivion! (which happens more often than you think...) i like to think while this is an easy way out for rei, it is an absolute nightmare and a headache for the rest of his family ๐Ÿ˜Œ (they probably would have to deal with unwanted attention because rei doesn't give a shit about keeping a low profile and people may tie him to the Morozovs ๐Ÿค— they also may struggle to come up with cover stories as these arson incidents become more frequent - because rei is the type of person who values quantity over quality, where he challenges himself to complete multiple assassinations so he can receive praise from his family ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿคช and it also doesn't help that he would rather cut corners and take the easy way out when it comes to his work) luka and jackal: " these fires are getting out of hand, we can't keep doing this... " fucking rei: " DAD 1 AND DAD 2!! LOOK!! THATS ME!! THAT BURNING BUILDING, I DID THAT!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD " (reference used):
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now moving on to a somewhat ironic drawing, here's a doodle of rei in a raincoat vibing in the rain โœจ(aside from overalls, rei loves to wear raincoats - and would rather wear them instead of wintercoats when it's cold LOL) rei is the type of person to prioritize fashion than comfort :(
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now here's a crappy drawing of cousin bonding time (rei and remedy) tbh i dont really like this scribble lol - this is just filler because i hated empty patches in my paper ๐Ÿคก
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now, a word from our sponsor; rei himself!! he is presenting his aforementioned homemade waffles in greater detail :) and now, cue the advertisement that totally is not completely false and not just rei's delusional and stubborn ramblings on that he creates the best waffles and that waffle makers are inferior to him โ˜บ๏ธ
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(ใฃโ—”โ—กโ—”)ใฃ โ™ฅ Rei's amazing homemade Belgian waffles! โ™ฅ (๐‘€๐’ถ๐’น๐‘’ ๐“Œ๐’พ๐“‰๐’ฝ๐‘œ๐“Š๐“‰ ๐’ถ ๐“Œ๐’ถ๐’ป๐’ป๐“๐‘’ ๐“‚๐’ถ๐“€๐‘’๐“‡!) โ™ฅ ๐—™๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐˜€๐˜๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜€ ๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—น๐—ผ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ! (๐™Ž๐™ฌ๐™š๐™š๐™ฉ ๐™ฌ๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™™๐™š๐™ง๐™ก๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™ž๐™ฃ ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช๐™ง ๐™ข๐™ค๐™ช๐™ฉ๐™) โ™ฅ โ™ฅ ๐—›๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ, ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ฐ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—ณ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐—ณ๐—ณ๐—น๐—ฒ๐˜€ (๐™๐™ค๐™ฉ๐™–๐™ก๐™ก๐™ฎ ๐™–๐™ช๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ฃ๐™ฉ๐™ž๐™˜, ๐™ฃ๐™ค ๐™ฌ๐™–๐™›๐™›๐™ก๐™š ๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ฃ๐™จ๐™ž๐™ก๐™จ ๐™–๐™ก๐™ก๐™ค๐™ฌ๐™š๐™™ >:( ) โ™ฅ โ™ฅ ๐—–๐—ฟ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ฐ๐—ต๐˜† ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ ๐—ณ๐˜‚๐—น๐—น ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ฝ๐—น๐—ฒ ๐˜€๐˜†๐—ฟ๐˜‚๐—ฝ >:) (๐™‰๐™ค๐™ฉ ๐™—๐™ช๐™ง๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™–๐™ก๐™ก!) โ™ฅ โ™ฅ ๐Ÿท๐Ÿถ/๐Ÿท๐Ÿถ ๐š๐š•๐šŠ๐šŸ๐š˜๐šž๐š›! (๐™๐™š๐™ž'๐™จ ๐™—๐™ง๐™ค๐™ฉ๐™๐™š๐™ง ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™™๐™–๐™™๐™จ ๐™˜๐™–๐™ฃ ๐™–๐™ฉ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™จ๐™ฉ ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™ฉ๐™๐™–๐™ฉ ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™–๐™ง๐™š ๐™ฉ๐™ค๐™ฉ๐™–๐™ก๐™ก๐™ฎ ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฉ ๐™ก๐™ฎ๐™ž๐™ฃ๐™œ! :) ) โ™ฅ
i feel like im trying too hard to be funny here, lmao ๐Ÿคก๐Ÿ’€ anyways, here are the full pages of all of the drawings :D
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alright so thats finally all i have - if i somehow get my motivation to draw or do literally anything productive ill start working on my vendetta mc's (remedy) ref sheet ๐Ÿ‘น (im sorry for this cesspool of cringe again btw LMAO)
Rei sounds so chaotic and kinda sweet at the same time ๐Ÿ˜†
Also, I love the lil headcanon about the waffle. You can bet that big bro will boast about how his lil brother can make really good waffles to his friends whenever he hang out or has breakfast with them ๐Ÿฅบ
Thank you for sharing all these lovely drawings and headcanons about your upcoming sequel MC ๐Ÿฅฐ
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crowborn666-writes ยท 11 months
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I have two scenarios for you, one from mha and one from kny ๐Ÿ˜Œ
let's go with dabi/touya first because he's mad cool (and traumatized but we vibe with that here): heroes are getting suspicious that someone probably must be helping touya, and since you've helped him on multiple occasions as his lover (whether it was to get away from heroes, patch him up when injured or similar acts of assistance), as much as you don't want to leave him on his own, you come to the conclusion it's better you disappear for a certain while just in case, plus it's better that way. In the case where you'd be caught, they'd take you away and you could not help him at all anymore, whereas if you left for a little while you'd still be able to help him, which is what you think is best, despite having to say goodbye for some time. So, one evening, while day shifts to night, you ask him to meet you in a secluded area to explain that to him and also say goodbye, which I can imagine the dialogue ending somehow like this: โ€œdon't be too careless while I'm gone, yeah?โ€ โ€œwho do you take me for?โ€ โ€œI knew you'd say that... well anyway, you better be waiting for meโ€ โ€œyour wish is my command, my loveโ€ etc. but the thing is, the whole time, he looks laid back, almost aloof, but deep down he really doesn't want you to leave, and he hopes having that demeanor and joking/flirting it out will attenuate the pain but it doesn't really, although I do believe their parting scene would be beautiful.
then I'm thinking of muichiro (still amnesiac) coming back from a mission and having this irresistible urge to go see someone but without knowing who, and that really frustrates him until he sees you and everything suddenly makes sense, you were the one he wanted to see so bad, and that's when he realizes how much you mean to him <3
hope you like these, and good luck with the rest!
(I was gonna write them both, but when I started Dabiโ€™s my brain said โ€œno :)โ€, so thatโ€™ll for a later date maybe ^^)
(First time writing for Muichiro too, so he may be ooc!)
Remembrance
Muichiro x Reader
Genre: Fluff, Platonic
Summary: Muichiro knows he wants to see someone, but he just canโ€™t remember who.
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Muichiro shuffled through the gate to the Butterfly Estate, wincing slightly at the wound in his side. As soon as he set foot through the gate, he could feel it.
He needed to check on someone.
โ€ฆWait, but whoโ€ฆ?
He shook his head. Heโ€™dโ€ฆ figure it out, somehow.
It wasnโ€™t long before a nurse came rushing to his battered form, guiding him inside and immediately setting out to dress his wounds.
That feeling again, it was nagging at him.
Another shake of his forgetful head, hands taking the cup of medicine and bringing it to his lips.
Hands balled into fists, Muichiro was struggling with that nagging feeling. Who did he want to see so badly?!
He walked through the garden slowly, originally taking a calming stroll before his mind began nagging at him. His eyes lifted at a clash of swords, spotting Sanemi and Rengoku sparring together a ways away.
He let out a soft sigh, continuing his walk with furrowed brows.
โ€œMuichiro!โ€
Said boy lifted his head, eyes landing on you.
Immediately, it was like the never ending fog was lifted.
You.
You were the person he wantedโ€”needed to see.
An easy smile overtook his face, all previous frustration immediately forgotten.
โ€œHello (Y/n).โ€ He greeted once you were close enough, watching as you dig into your pocket.
โ€œIโ€™m so glad to see youโ€™re back safe and sound! I had found this pretty blue stone just after you left and Iโ€™ve been dying to give it to you!โ€ You rambled on as usual, your voice welcome to Muichiroโ€™s ears as you passed on a blue and white stone to his awaiting hand.
โ€œIt looks like the sky.โ€ He was grinning now, eyes full of warmth when he looked back up to you.
You smiled back just as brightly, happy to see his smile.
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bookstayallaroundthelibrary ยท 9 months
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SOCIAL PATH ANALYSIS TIME!!!!
I'm always doing this when I want something to do that'll occupy my mind. There's a lot of it, and none of it may be accurate. Art exists for interpretation, though, right? So I'll see what I can offer. Be warned, my thoughts will be haphazard because it's past two in the morning and I have a headache.
Now let's start with the obvious. I think we've all clocked that Social Path is a play for the word Sociopath. Stray Kids do that a lot, right? Bend words to wrap around themselves because maybe they feel imprisoned by what the original word represents? Maybe they feel it is a label, and if they must carry one of those, they'd rather design it themselves.
The opening is "gave up my youth for my future"๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ญ
An alien (foreigner) in the town.
All the hate, all the broken lines. All the anger and the resolve.
Oh my God, there are so many layers to this song๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿซ .
Their voices meld so well together. Not to mention the instrumentals, which sound genius, yes, but a bit light and excited too. The lyrics thoughโ€”
It makes so much sense, at least from the perspective I'm looking at. Them being adrift, like comets, with the possibility of crashing or continuing to float.
Being lost in a sea of bodies, just giving up. Hands and words and chains reaching for them, people telling them to give up, trying to hold them down.
I don't know if it goes this deep, but felix has only one wing, the pain it must've taken to loose the other but still hold on to that one side. Did it get ripped out? Did he stumble and decide to "rise up stronger"?
And in the end, they stand as if they have won a battle, Bruised perhaps, but they've victorious. And a war still awaits.
There's more people...
A different line of thought, I'm thinking the part Lee Know is on his bed, a place that should be one of comfort and rest and privacy for him, and hands are frantically reaching for him despite how much he's curling into himself might have something to do with fans and their mega obsessions and lack of respect for their private lives.
Not to mention the same faceless people made bang chan feel choked, and he never did escape them in the video. But then there's a part where they stand and lift him up, till he's floating.
I don't know. There is so much hyper-symbolism in everything that I'm getting wrapped up in it, too.
If we begin breaking down the MV scene by scene them you will get to see the full picture and not fragments of the message they trying to pass on
The M/V fits the lyrics totally.
The scene where Han was chained??
Where the chains fear?
Was it doubt? Was it pain? Was it the endless dread of the future?
And the fact that he was chained alone, in a fortress where he saw nothing but himself. Was that a way of showing how he kept all the pain, the negative emotions locked away inside of him, how he projected it onto himself?
Life isn't easy, neither is any of this simple, and they showed it in rock and roll๐Ÿ˜Œ๐Ÿซ  how amazing is that!!!!!!
When everyone ignored I.N? Why?
Others debuted but not BangChan....it was like he wasn't seen,he wasn't heard...in the midst of everyone,he stood alone with no one to hold
Then them pushing through all those throes of faceless people that signify not just people but every single hurdle they have had to overcome and come out stronger just to keep this dream alive.
I cannot even begin to unpack all this. Making them laugh while they feel empty? It echoes, it's loud. Having to appeal to a world that barely even wants them. And the line "meant to be my dream". I'm sure no one expected dreams to hurt this much, especially not people who were barely more than children, reaching for something they could never imagine having. Like I said, their life in a nutshell. They said, "It was supposed to be their dream," not something to expand their worries.
And I feel like that space simulation is a safe space, the chorus happens there, maybe its each other.
That scene was a lot. The m/v was so intense that at first glance, one would assume it was nothing but chaos, but isn't that what life looks like from the outside? There is so much to unpack about it and it's so easy to judge another.
There's more everyone but I feel I should save it for another day.
Before I stop though, I'll have to mention the theory I keep seeing from other people on tiktok and Instagram. They say each scene depicts a members fear, Here it goes:
Changbin: Nightmares.
Lee Know: Fear of Heights
Felix: Overthinking
Seungmin: Fear of small spaces I.e Claustrophobia
I.N: Fear of being ignored
Han: it think ita fear if being forgotten/ Anxiety.
Hyunjin: Fear of being alone.
Bang Chan: I think its him loosing his voice.
There's the whole Lisa aspect. Does she represent their dream? Is she a villainous character in the M/V? Am I just a crazy human? Yes.
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Hey Mini! I hope you're doing okay, thought I'd send you an ask โ˜บ๏ธ
We're able to see 47's ideal safehouse in Freelancer (or at least, a lot of aesthetic choices he would probably like). What do you think Grey's ideal safehouse would look like? Where would it be?
Thank you for this interesting question ๐Ÿ’•
We see a few small details of Grey's flat in Berlin, which looks quite industrial with the brick walls and pipes in the background. He doesn't live in Colorado, but according to his mercenaries he comes and goes, but the bedroom in the house is used by Rose, while the rest of the bedrooms belong to the men and women of his militia.
So let's put together what we can at least assume about Grey's lifestyle ๐Ÿ˜
Grey is messy. If you look at the basement in Colorado, the whole thing is absolute chaos. Organised chaos, maybe, but messy all the way. His desk doesn't look particularly tidy either. An ashtray full of cigarettes. Crumpled paper everywhere. Waste bin missed? Never mind!
So what does that tell us about Grey? Well, he seems to place little value on order. He certainly has a system in his chaos, but he places less emphasis on order. Clothes may not need to be hung away immediately, dirty dishes pile up in the sink, you name it.
Quite the opposite of 47, who is very neat and accurate, at least in my headcanon ๐Ÿ˜Œ
But in fact, there is the option in Freelancer to make some parts of the house look like what I would see for Grey, rather than 47. For example, the wardrobe:
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Or that little shed:
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Open chip bags, beer bottles and used plates while mixing poison and explosives looks more like Grey to me ๐Ÿ˜…
Now when it comes to his safehouse in general and its location, I think Grey, like 47, has several locations.
The flat in Berlin gives the impression of being quite central, as we also keep seeing the headlights of cars driving past the windows. I think Grey prefers a flat in the middle of the city so maybe that is his "headquarters".
Maybe he feels more comfortable in the city, surrounded by lots of people. Being alone in the city is another thing than being alone in the forest somewhere. I think after all that Grey has been through, maybe he can't stand solitude and quiet so well. Maybe he needs that, that opportunity to step out the door and be in the middle of what we call "normality". To go to Cafรฉs, to sit on a park bench and see the people around him and realise that he is not confined and isolated anywhere.
I think that's why he prefers a flat in the city. And a city like Berlin is very good for staying anonymous. I live in a big German city myself and here it's easy to be on your own and still not feel really lonely.
I can imagine that Grey likes that feeling. Being alone, but not feeling lonely. Being anonymous and yet somehow part of a whole.
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Hello !! Characters analysis(/meta ?)request here !
How the "hierarchy" and the inner working of grimmjow's group would be influenced by a abo dynamic? What would change and/or stay the same in how they treat each others...?
(Like your headcanon about diroy being an alpha is just...so humiliating for him๐Ÿ˜š๐Ÿ˜ˆ i love it so much. It's quite interesting to dig into it because, grimmjow being an omega but still being so dominant and controlling... would he be a bit more protective over diroy (and the rest) ? Or just be harsher on him? I wonder ๐Ÿ˜Œ)
Hi!!! :D I think it would... kind of stay the same? Outwardly, at least. The reasons shift, though, so here's some explanation on what's going on in everyone's heads.
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Grimmjow is still very much the boss. He's an excellent example of an Omega taking charge in part because of others' natural instincts to want to see him pleased. He doesn't care one bit about what dynamic he isโ€”ย he's the king, the strongest, and he's not going to let anyone underestimate him for any reason, least of all that.
His Fraccion may have started out doing exactly that, but they quickly learned otherwise. With Di-Roy missing a chunk from his face and all of them well aware that their new leader was well-qualified as such, by now, Grimmjow's dynamic has little bearing on how any of them view his strength. If anything, it makes him easier to follow. To stick close to. Di-Roy trails after him in the perpetual, subconscious, vain-yet-desperate hope that he might be useful someday, and no one is quite cruel enough to point that part out to him. He wants to protect all of them, deep down, but he still knows he's weak.
Shawlong and Edrad are the stable ones, on varying levels. Shawlong acts the part, even if he needs more to cling to than he'll ever outwardly show, while Edrad is the actual source of stability that keeps the group from tearing itself apart. He's good at being whatever a situation needs, and diffusing stupid fights before they blow up into something actually dangerous. Shawlong, meanwhile, needs to be able to pretend like he has some level of control, and such a turbulent group lets him assume exactly that.
Yylfordt is the second center of attention, falling behind only Grimmjow. He's loud, demanding, and pushes people around however he pleases when he wants somethingโ€”ย and Di-Roy usually bears the brunt of that. Deep down, he's needier than he wants to admit, though, and likes having a group to be part of. To feel safe in.
Nakeem tends to fade into the background... but he's also a good outlet for a lot of issues. He's quiet and unassuming enough that he doesn't come across as a threat, and that means he's a source of easy companionship for the Omegas, a welcome point of peace for the Betas, and an outlet for Di-Roy's pent-up Alpha instincts. Overall, his presence is appreciated far more than it may initially seem.
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for the fic writer ask ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿฅบ please may i have 3, 7, 14, 15, 17, 19, & 25. sorry there are so many but what can i say i love your writing ๐Ÿ˜Œ
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3. Favorite fic I have written: It has to How to Stitch Holes in the Sky, that fic is my baby ๐Ÿ‘ถ
7. How many ideas for fics do I have right now? So many, dude, literally so many. Thinking about my Elden Ring au again, the sci-fi au, my quasi-Good Omens au, and my Skyrim au, just to name a few. Then I have a few season 3 fic ideas about the Holy War where I make gratuitous Evangelion references.
14. If I could see one of my fics adapted? That's a toughie. My heart says HtSHtS because with the right talent and budget it could be the best Dragon Age show/film we're likely to get, and I donโ€™t say that as a boast ๐Ÿ˜ฌ. But! Lazarus would be also be pretty cool because it would give the SCP universe representation outside of the wiki and the fan games.
15. How do I come up with titles for fics/chapters? As far as titling fics goes, I'm a predictable slut for using song titles, with rare exception. I will also jump at any opportunity to name chapters after songs too (see: my two She-Ra fics). But if I'm not doing that, I just try to match the titles to the general theme of the work, so Chant verses for HtSHtS, data logs for Lazarus, etc etc.
17. What's something I learned while researching for a fic? That burns left by lightning strikes heal very quickly and almost never scar. I was going to have a character have lichtenberg scars from a lightning strike, only to find out that those marks tend to fade within a day. Both interesting and disappointing at the same time.
19. Sneak peek!
Now that you've made the decision to try negotiating with the rebels, things begin moving at a rapid pace.ย  Josephine starts working her magic, sending messenger hawks with one hand and penning orders with the other.ย  Dora focuses her efforts on arranging troops throughout the Hinterlands, guarding the roads and protecting the refugees in case the Templars try to attack.ย  Mother Superion sends Harding back to work with her best spies to infiltrate Redcliffe and gather intel before your arrival.
Within Haven's walls, the people aren't resting either.ย  Construction on the siege weapons continues from dawn until dusk, and an ever-growing number of soldiers train in shifts out in the cold.
Lilith doesn't try to ambush you with training again.ย  In fact, she seems to be avoiding you, leaving the position of instructor open to Beatrice once again.ย  She doesn't try to hit you with sticks, but she does gently reassert the Seekerโ€™s point about your fitness level.
"We'll start simple," she says on the first morning she greets you in a set of warm fatigues rather than her usual robes.ย  Simple turns out to mean jogging laps around the frozen lake, which nearly does you in before you've even begun.
"Drasteโ€™s tits," you pant hoarsely, stopping in your tracks somewhere into the second lap and planting your hands on your knees.ย  "How does anyone just do this?"
She jogs back to you with limber strides, her natural grace unhindered by the snow and mud.ย  "They practice," she tells you plainly.ย  "They work at it until it's easy.ย  And then they keep going."ย  She isn't even out of breath, what the actual fuck?
"And there's no way we could just skip to the part where it's easy and go from there?"ย  Your lungs feel like theyโ€™re going to blow your ribs out.
She chuckles.ย  "I'm afraid not."ย  She gently pushes on your shoulders until you straighten.ย  "But we can at least move on to something else."
25. Have I ever upset myself with my own writing? As in, have I ever made myself cry? Yes, on occasion. Or, has my writing upset me in other ways? Also yes. I've been writing since middle school; needless to say I've gone through some serious growing pains with my work. I smashed one of my own flash drives with a hammer once because I hated everything on it. Good riddance to it.
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Today's compilation:
After Hours 1957 Blues
See, in the context of electronic dance music and club culture, whenever you're done partying for the night and maybe coming down from your high, one of the places you can always go to next in order to really unwind is the chillout room, which will then hopefully lace the rest of your night and early morning with some much slower and deeply satisfying ambient, downtempo, and trip hop-type vibesย ๐Ÿ˜Œ.
But the whole concept of the chillout room isn't actually all that original in and of itself, as this late 50s blues comp from Cincinnati's King Records seems to show. Long before people started making electronic music to dance to, people still, of course, went out and danced to plenty of music. And then when they were done dancing, they shuffled off to somewhere else where they could then relax. And in the 50s, one antecedent to the chillout room as we know it now appears to have been smoky establishments that played a deep and snail's-paced type of blues.
From the liner notes:
The mood in music invariably changes in the early morning hoursโ€”hours after the regular dance date or concert is over. The musicians play in more soulful tones and music becomes patterned after the blues โ€” slow, easy and meaningful. In this album lives the spirit of an after hours club, or in the vernacular, a joint.
So, what we have here is a collection of that specific type of bluesโ€”all essentially instrumentalsโ€”that had been released on King Records, some of which appear to have proved *extremely* popular in their day, with parts one and two of Sonny Thompson's "Long Gone" having managed to sell over a million copies and parts one and two of his "Mellow Blues" selling near a million as well.
But the one true highlight of this record for me, personally, is the closer that comes courtesy of Washboard Bill, aka Billy Valentine. His "In the Morning" may have started out as just some seemingly random B-side in 1956, but it has apparently gotten the attention of a bunch of bloggers and collectors since, because although the players on that particular record appear to have gone uncredited, it really sounds like the tenor saxophonist is none other than the legendary King Curtis himself. Known for his signature reedy sound, Curtis would end up fostering his own fruitful career as a solo musician and bandleader, but his most famous appearances in the American songbook would undoubtedly be his contributions to both The Coasters' "Yakety Yak" in 1958 and Aretha Franklin's version of "Respect" in '67.
But while his sound seems to be associated with a certain sort of peppinessโ€”with added thanks to Boots Randolph's 1963 novelty hit, "Yakety Sax," which copied Curtis' style and was then used as the theme song toย The Benny Hill Showโ€”it happens to be a whole lot more powerfully soul-piercing on the much slower "In the Morning" here, and as such, really seems to make it the only tune on this comp that feels like it still has juice.
Unquestionably, had some of these tunes paired their blues instrumentation with blues vocals, I would've enjoyed a whole lot more of them. That's not to say that I don't generally like blues instrumentals, but almost everything on here definitely feels like it would've been greatly enhanced had they also come with some talented voices too; because without them, almost all of these songs here just feel a little bit lacking to me ๐Ÿ˜•.
Highlights:
Washboard Bill - "In the Morning"
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