#I only saw half then I stopped 😀

[personwhowrites]

gaz, soap, ghost, graves, valeria, alejandro and prices reaction to them proposing to the reader and the reader says no?

Moment I saw this request I my mind went straight into fucking writer mode. I also added Rodolfo cause, I been getting attached to that man. His seriously a pure person that needs more attention 😀

John “Captain” Price

Will set up just the perfect spot, perfect lighting and the perfect ring for you.

When he hears the word no his heart will immediately shatter. Yet he will understand or will try to understand.

Asks you why in the most respectful way and what can he do to make you yes in the future.

Still your boyfriend even though it hurts him not call you his wife.

It becomes obvious he can’t take the heartbreak and breaks things off with you. Try’s his best to still at least end it in good terms.

Realizes his mistake after a few weeks of being apart and begs to be with you again.

“Y/n, please..im sorry that I broke our relationship off..” Price says holding your hands tightly so you can’t escape his grip. “..Please take me back, Im a fucking mess without you.. please..”

“..Okay..” You mumble looking at him slightly scared of his behavior. “..Just let my hands go it’s hurting me.”

Kyle “Gaz” Garrick

Sets up a romantic dinner with you, has everything planned all the waiters and half the restaurant involved.

When he hears the words no, the people scream thinking you said yes, but soon realize you didn’t.

Things become hella awkward in the restaurant and you leave quickly.

He will chase after you and grab your hand and start asking why you said no.

Will start making a slight big deal about it and become embarrassed when you tell him you’re not ready yet.

He will break off things immediately.

“Y/n! Why? I seriously.. made it the best way to propose..” Gaz says holding your arm tightly. “You know what.. maybe we shouldn’t even be together anymore..I’m sorry.”

“..Gaz I wasn’t ready..” You mumble softly as he lets go of you and walks away. “Gaz..!”

John “Soap” Mactavish

He proposes on a beautiful night on a beach.

Surprise to see you said no and respects your choice.

Apologizes for proposing to you and try’s to make things normal.

Feels that the tension is too much and walks away from you after a couple minutes.

Too worried about the whole thing and texts you instead of talking about the problem face to face.

Soap: Y/n, maybe.. we should stop seeing each other. I don’t understand what made you say no.

Y/n: where are you soap?

The recipient you are sending to has chosen not to receive messages.

Simon “Ghost” Riley

Sets it up when you open the desert that he made for you.

Remains hella silent when you say no and get up from the table.

Grabs your hand tightly with force and stares at you for a long time.

Lets you go after realizing some fear in your eyes and tells you to get out.

You do as told and leave his house immediately, only to hear a loud crash of plates in the house.

Doesn’t break up with you but becomes hella more distant. All the trust and things done together mean nothing to him now.

Will be more cold towards to you when you try to be lovely with him.

You break things off after a while he doesn’t like that. Making him show up late in your apartment.

“Ghost..did you break in?” You mumble softly seeing the lock pick in his hand. “..please leave my apparent..”

“..Mhm..” Ghost hums looking your sleepy face. “Go back to bed.”

Alejandro Vargas

Sets up the most romantic and over the top proposal.

His smile fades when you say no making him drop the ring.

Asks you why multiple times in Spanish and shakes his head in disappointment.

Torn between asking you again or letting you go.

Asks you why in later following days until you finally snap and tell him you’re not ready.

Feels hurt by your response after years of dating.

Decides it’s best to not be together and breaks it off and completely disappears into his work.

“Alejandro I’m just not ready..” You say handing him back the rose. “I’m sorry..”

“..Okay..” He mumbles before walking away. “Adios Mi amor.”

Rodolfo “Rudy” Parra

Same with Alejandro, he wants to make sure you’re treated like a queen.

When he hears the words no from you mouth he goes into a complete meltdown.

Begs you to tell him what he did wrong to make you say no.

Begs you to marry him and he will treat you way better than before if you do.

Alejandro has to stop him from becoming a crazy man and takes him away ending the relationship at the moment.

“¡Por que!” Rodolfo says looking a you, tears running down his face. “What did I do wrong? I I can treat you better! I swear I’ll treat you way better!”

“Rudy!” Alejandro yells pulling him away from you. “I’m sorry y/n..uh.. you should go home..”

You give a nod as Alejandro pulls Rodolfo away from everyone sight.

Valeria “El sin nombre” Garza

Sets the best fucking thing she can think of which is at a party she’s throwing.

Glares at you when you say no answer gives a cold dry laugh thinking your joking.

Notices you aren’t and drags you away with the guests.

Demands to know why you say no.

Laughs when you tell her your not ready.

Insults you telling you someone else would love to be in your place. Wishing to be next to the best damn girlfriend.

She then forces to put the ring on or else she would kill you and replace you easily.

“What do you mean not ready?” Valeria hisses at you holding your arm tightly. “Do you know how many damn people would love to be in your spot!? You better put this fucking ring on before I kill you here right now and replace you like that.”

“..Okay..” You mumble softly in tears as she forcefully puts the ring on you.

König

Sets it all up at his home, with some of the other members and close friends.

When you say no the who the room goes silent. Hella solent that puts König in the spot, he becomes anxious and leaves the room.

Doesn’t bother stopping you from leaving the home.

Shuts himself out for days and ignores your calls and messages apologizing.

Finally has some strength to see you face to face..way late at night.

Knock a on your apartment door and breaks things off.

“Y/n.. This isn’t working out.” König says looking at your sleepy face. “Bye.”

“What..” You mumble as he walks away quickly. “..König..?”

Phillip Graves

Sets up a somewhat romantic date. Doesn’t go over board but gets you a nice ring.

Becomes silent when you say no and stares at you.

Gets up and throws the ring away in front of you then walks back to the table.

Crosses his arms and glares at you until finally asking you why.

Laughs when you say you aren’t ready and shakes his head finding humor in your “childish” behavior.

Gets up from the table and makes you pay for the bill then ghosts you right after that.

“Not ready?” Graves gives a long laugh making others look at the table. “Jesus..what a dumb reason.”

“Graves!” You hiss as he leaves the restaurant. “Mother fucker..”

[chysalxsm]

°Two is better than one..°

This is going to be a short story as usual since I'm out of ideas😀 I started Volleyball and my schedule is very short since I still have school that stresses me out a lot. I don't promise it but I might stop writing for awhile (not long though!) Anyways I hope you enjoy this one and have a nice day/night!🤍

Contains: gn!reader, half dragon! Zhongli and foul legacy Childe, oral (receiving and giving), double penetration, marking, monster fucking, size kink, degrading, decryphilia, mentions of reader masturbating, pervert! Childe and breeding

- Credit: mybloodynails

Was it your oh so loved boyfriend Childe that suggested you this crazy idea? Yes, he was. Did you like it though? Oh yes, you did..Were you gonna deny that you ever dreamed of Childe fucking you in his foul legacy form? No, you wouldn't. Every night when he was gone you couldn't keep your hands to yourself. You were always pleasuring yourself to the thought of him fucking you in this form, making you cum always way too soon than you ever expected. So this was like a dream come true, only thing that you didn't expect was to do it with Zhongli. He was a nice friend of his, someone you always heard about but never expected to be the archon.

When Childe heard that his feared friend is gonna be in a rut he couldn't help but suggest something naughty..Childe always wanted to see you get fucked by others, used by others, so this was a perfect opportunity for him and for you. Only the thought of it made his pants tighten. But never had he thought that Zhongli would agree, even he never expected it. As the next days followed they agreed to use you on that day (with your consent ofc).

So here you are now, the formers Archons dick in your mouth, laying heavy on your tongue as Childe watches you both. You never saw Zhongli looking like that. He has a dragon tail, two horns on his head and his arms were gloving with some black scales spattered everywhere his body. Not only was his appearance different, his cock also didn't seem humanid. The tip was a orange fading into a black on the base. His precum was salty as you swirled your tongue around his sensitive tip, making him shiver. Moans were leaving his mouth as you bobbed your head up and down his big shaft.

,,Oh how dirty you guys look, I might get jealous~" Childe sarcastic voice was heard in the back as he watched you intently. ,,Don't be shy and face-fuck them xiansheng" He giggled as his hands wandered down, towards his hardened bulge. A sigh leaving his mouth as he watched Zhongli grabbing your hair roughly. Not long after were you choking on his cock, gripping his muscular but slim thighs with your hands. ,,F-fuck! Your mouth feels so good~" Zhongli was moaning and praising you, his head falling back before his thrusts stilled. Hot cum filling your throat, forcing you to swallow every drop of it.

,,You've been so good for him love~ but I think you forgot about me hm?" Ajax was standing behind you, his thumb swiping the left cum back into your mouth as he whisperes to you. ,,Wanna do it in my foul legacy form? I know you would enjoy it.." His left hand slowly gliding down towards your stomach. ,,This will be full after we're done with you~" he let go of you, to turn into his form. Your eyes widened as you saw his hard member throb. It was bigger and a lot thicker than he normally was. The tip was dark purple that also faded into black at the base. The only difference was that his cum was blue instead of white. You gulped out of nervousy and out of excitement.

,,Please Ajax...Fuck me please.." you begged as you stared into his eyes. He took you carefully in his arms before he gently thrusted up into your hole. A moan left the both of you guys. You gripped his shoulders for stability and to adjust to his size. You felt full, your walls clenching around his girth. ,,Fuck..can you take another one babe? Want Zhongli to fuck you too?" You nodded, wanting to obey your boyfriend. You never were against the idea of double penetration, getting even more excited than before. Zhongli was behind you as Childe was slowly thrusting into you. ,,So good for us hm?" Zhongli praised as he kissed kisses down your spine then to your neck, gently biting it with his sharper fangs to leave a mark behind. His hands grabbed your waist before he aligned his cock with your entrance. You bit into childes neck, trying not to scream from the burning stretching. Luckily it didn't take long for that pain to be pleasure. Both thrusted into you in a rough pase and it was not long before you came. Their thrust got messy before they both came inside of you, filling you up with their seed.

[teaxeee]

Hello! 🍒-anon back at it again today with a different kind of ask~

I saw a tiktok earlier today as you know hehe (https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGJv9r3vb/)

And it got me thinking.. That with jihoon-

He's actually driving. Driving my mind crazy

Ur a: JIHOON SIMP 🫵

Anyways my dear 🍒 anonnie, it all starts with the both of you getting that card game and deciding to play it for the first time, you read the rules, got everything ready and started to play. Mid round you got that card, and as you read it out loud to him, he got an idea to his head. As you were about to do it he pushed your hand away and reversed the roles, saying he shoudl be the one doing that to you, and because you couldn't disobey him in any way (bro would manhandle you if you disagree anyways) you let him have that card instead. He just smirked in victory and slid his hand in your panties, as he made a challenge: to make you cum in 2 minutes. He quickly slides 2 fingers inside of you as he starts fingering you at a fast pace, making you completely fall apart just from his fingers inside you alone. You'd become such a moaning mess and try to stop him but he doesn't stop, he continues and starts rubbing your clit to help you cum faster as you keep track of the time. Already a minute and a half in and you feel like you're about to burst. He starts sucking on your neck and pinches youe clit as he continuously fingers you, which makes you a bit sensitive, causing you to squirt and make a huge mess as he assults your now swollen clit. You try to pull away but he doesn't move, saying that you should be a good girl and let him continue, otherwise he's gonna edge you. And you let him continue. He manages to make you cum 3 more times with his fingers only before he takes off whatever you're wearing along with yohr panties, settles himself between your thighs and starts eating you out, devouring the way your pussy tastes on his tongue. That's how you spend the rest of the night, Jihoon between your legs as you become a crying and babbling mess, begging him to stop as he fucks his tongue inside you and rubbing at your clit to stimulate you more (which is a great sucess 😀👌). In the end you're a crying mess, ruined from his tongue and fingers alone just because of a card game and his own little dare that he achieved.

[itsloverrrboy]

──HAIKYUU with a metalhead s/o

i. haikyuu

ii. kageyama, tsukishima, tanaka, nishinoya x m.reader

iii. language/cussing, fluff

iiii. part one

iiiii. a/n: decided to make this for my metalheads out there, also I had a lot of fun making this lol, enjoy shitheads

p.s: sorry if it's long, I might've accidently over done it a bit

-t. KAGEYAMA:

-So the first time Kageyama meeting you...

-He didn't even blink💀

-Honestly, I think it was love at first sight (kinda like with Hinata but we ain't gonna talk about Haikyuu ships rn-)

-Going into the gym to talk with coach Ukai, bro was too scared to talk to you.

-MANY MONTHS LATER he'd only see you in the hallways....

-He was being so obvious stalking you, you'll see him around the corners glaring at you😭

-He looked so scary and tried to "smile" at you.

-It felt like he was trying to beat you up-

-He really went: "😠"

-Tanaka tried to push him to go talk to you but the plan failed.

-Kageyama just stood there and 10 sec later his face turned into a tomato.

-One day. You just spawned in out of nowhere, asking Kageyama about the volleyball club schedule.

-He panicked-

-Didn't get to practice his "conversations" in the mirror.

-But with your fucking beauty right in front of him...he just-🤷

-He's gonna die of a stupid death but maybe a reasonable one.

-"Tobio Kageyama, died from simping"

-That being on his grave, it was...self-explanatory👍

-"No. I can't die now-I still want to play volleyball and marry (Name)"

-Is what he thought when he was just having a nosebleed-

-Stuttered so hard💀

-"Uh, you ok man?"

-"y-ye-I m-mean, yes-fuck...I m-mean-"

-Que Hinata in the back watching the whole time

-"HE'S NERVOUS BC HE LIKES YOU-"

-Get ready for Hinata to go to the doctor.

-Like bro...we get it, you don't want anyone taking your little honey boo boo bear away😥

-After that...the memory was stuck in his head now.

-So you know when you just tryna sleep and then you remember your most embarrassing memories?

-Just like that

-It'll haunt him forever🕺

-Gay panicked into fucking oblivion when you said hi to him

-Soon...you guys become friends (surprisingly) but my boy Kageyama is still tense as a plastic board when he's 10 feet away from you😟

-You finally knew his crush on you btw-

-And he took MONTHS just to try and confess, so you just ✨improved✨ a lil

-"I like you"

-"Ok."

-"......"

-"Wait-W H A T! ?"

-So romantic.

-Anyone want to just bluntly tell your crush that you like them with no hesitation?

-Yeah, me too (actually I don't have a crush💀)

-Some metalheads have long hair👀

-If your one of them then he'll always want to play with it or touch it

-But this boy is too tense to do anything.

-Play any type of instruments like the drums or guitar?

-He watches you like a hawk and act like you just did rocket science😀

-FREE TICKETS!! And only for him if you're in a band.

-Almost died the 2nd time when he saw you headbanging on stage.

-💥💥💳💳

-Making a song about him or for him?

-Lord half mercy...you're gonna kill him with your love and affection.

-Will wear your clothes BC they look cool and wants to secretly show off he has a badass boyfriend👀

-Tries to listen to the music you like, either metal or some other genre.

-Just #couplegoals💘

-k. TSUKISHIMA:

-I tried with this guy-

-I headcanon him listening to any music.

-Bet he'll listen to classic metal.

-(Yessss go king😔)

-So, you two meet at a...

-Drumrolls please?

-✨Record Store✨

-Not too flashy but it's something.

-We all know Tsukishima enjoys music-

-Especially with those dusty headphones around his neck👹

-Looking at a record label in the metal section, ofc he meets you grabbing the same one.

-You two didn't do anything for 5 min.

-Stand there looking at each other like:

-"🕴" "🕴"

-*Awkward silence*

-You just grabbed it and zoom out like sonic💀

-But for the rest of the day, manz fell HARD, and couldn't stop thinking about you.

-Tsukishima's famous last words:

-"LoVE aT FIRst siGHT is StUPId"

-Here comes Kageyama and Hinata in the chat (I'm srry, I'll shut up)

-He wanted to go in the store to find you again by "accident"

-Kageyama 2.0 with his stalker behavior shi💀

-He didn't really care how "scary" you looked or the way you dressed, have you SEEN MY MANS??

-Bros 10 feet tall😭

-I know he scares people on PURPOSE-

-2nd time meeting, you just said sorry for running off.

-Friendship being magic, you two became best buddies. (Sorry Yamaguchi)

-Speaking of him

-He had his Tsuki senses tingling that Tsukishima was acting off and told him he had to do something "important"

-And sooner found out the "important" was you.

-He actually made a friend for once👁

-You two scare the shit out of people without trying🤝

-Meeting the Karasuno's team...you didn't know if it was the biggest mistake or best choice of your life💀

-A metalhead and a smartass.

-......

-You two fit perfectly with each other.

-Confessing to you was...interesting.

-"Hey, uhm...I realized I like you in a romantic way, it's fine if you don't accept"

-"Oh...that's cool man, I like you too"

-Smh, Tsukishima didn't even bought you flowers or nothing😒

-But it's fine since he bought you your favorite snack :)

-Boom!

-Boyfriends

-If you know how to play a keyboard or you're a DJ (like Sid from Slipknot) please teach him😫

-Will show love for you by sharing his earbud and listening to metal together.

-Overall...He's glad he met you in a record store :)

r. TANAKA:

-Okay-

-I'll be honest.

-Tanaka didn't like you (AT FIRST)

-Enemies to lovers??

-It's not even bc of you're style, tbh he thought you looked STUNNING but didn't wanna admit it💁

-That's a lil fruity🍎🍊🍓🍉🍇

-You grabbed the attention of most the girls at school.

-You had so many fans bc of your band too.

-Oikawa could never☝

-Soon, his feelings started to change.

-(Omg, no way)

-Hint the sarcasm^

-When he ACTUALLY talked to you, you were a cool hot dude and not a total jerk.

-Being friends

-This was the end🤗

-(Whoa, that rhymed)

-But this story is not over yet gentlemen's👌

-He then realized you were good looking AND had talent-

-All in one pack.

-Crushing on you when you showed him how to play (whatever choice of instrument you want) and the way you correctly fixed his position-

-BRO😍

-Teaching him that day might've caused his bi awaking btw.

-Like Kiyoko WHO!?

-Nah-he only knows his god, (Name).

-He was used to getting butterflies in his stomach everytime he sees Kiyoko.

-But now this time It's you.

-"Wtf are these bugs in my stomach"

-"They're called Butterflies Tanaka-"

-So after knowing...

-Suga telling him he had a crush on you

-He immediately confessed like a week later.

-"(NAME) (LAST NAME), I LIKE YOU AND CONFESS MY FEELINGS TOWARDS YOU!!"

-"I know."

-This was the start of his villain origin story

-You knew all this time?🙂

-Poor boy was like a tomato after that but you gave him a lil kithy kith to make him feel better.

-Wrong idea-

-He had to miss practice because he lost too much blood.

-You killed him.

-But he came back from the dead so he's fine👍

-After that, now you both can be scary boyfriends together<33

-Suga didn't expect this at all but hey...Noya can have Kiyoko all to himself.

-So basically a win win.

-Will beat the shit out of anyone with no hesitation if they make fun of you by the way you look or say dumb shit like "metal is satanic"😤

-I mean do people still say that?💀

-IF you have a guitar-

-He'll carry your guitar pics with him in case you need or forget them.

-Playing the drums?

-You better keep an eye on this fucker bc he WILL hide your drum sticks to see you struggle.

-Keyboard?

-Play random ass notes.

-One time he did, the neighbors called the cops bc of the noises he was making😭

-A vocalist?

-The notes or lyrics you write down, he'll draw doodles on it.

-"Tanaka...what is this?"

-"It's you pooping"

-He put his whole heart into it so don't erase it😔

-Dancing, kissing, cuddling to music at 3am??

-✨Immaculate✨

-Who knows? Might become a metalhead himself ;)

y. NISHINOYA:

-Let's just say you two met at a skating park.

-Noya noticed you first and tried to impress you.

-But this dumbass fell on his ass, it didn't impress you but he did caught your attention.

-It's a win ig🤷

-So you gave him some tips and helped him out.

-Yk usual skater boy thingz-

-But my manz was too memorize by your gorgeousness and wasn't paying attention💀

-Noya: 'why he kinda...'

-You two talk for a while-

-It scared the shit of the rest of the team, ESPECIALLY his bff Tanaka bc Noya wasn't all over Kiyoko.

-Meanwhile Asahi knowing about you-

-This short mf didn't realize he had a crush on you until Jesus pointed it out.

-(I'm srry, I'll stop-I know that joke is way too old😭)

-You Invited him to your concert.

-DUH, he said yes.

-Seeing you up on that stage and going shit crazy-

-PLEASE GIVE HIM A CHANCEEE💍💕

-Randomly just confronted you about how amazing you were, he suddenly kissed you and asked you out right then and there.

-It was a bit awkward though😬

-Some of the Karasuno team thought who in their right mind will date that THING💀

-Thing=Noya

-Top ten mysteries.

-If anyone decides to say anything bad about your style, like Tanaka. He would try to defend you but wouldn't be imitating enough.

-Now if this was the opposite-

-The person making fun of Noya will get one of your glares

-If they didn't leave or stop after that, don't say that they didn't get a punch to the face.

-"(Name!) Did you see my rolling thunder!?"

-"Mhm, so cool"

-You two would be a 10/10 couple.

[kawaikylian]

PABLO GAVI

Meeting him as pilots daughter PURE FLUFF!

Fluff

Gavi

Pilot

My father being one of the most famous pilots in his company meant I would have to spend my childhood flying with him, sometimes it was a choice but mostly not, my mother had been absent most of my life and my father was my only guardian.

Im 18 now, despite being old enough I had tooken the opportunity, my father had to fly to spain and I was behind excited, I wasn’t always excited to fly with my dad unless we were granted permission to stay for some time and especially if it was a whole other country.

Im seated right behind the pilots area, im seated business class as always.

My father was flying a football team Barcelona FC, some of the boys had winked at me and flirted but I simply smiled and went on back to my seat, behind me two seats away I hear a pair of boys speaking in Spanish, I understood because I was half Argentinian just not Spanish, some slang was odd.

I was speaking to my father in Spanish right before the plane would fly, he patted my head and I smiled as he left. “Hablas espanol?” I hear behind me scaring me.

Just pretend the rest of this is in Spanish for my English viewers😀

“Yes?” I say confused with an odd expression, he admires my face for a few seconds “you have a different accent, where are you from?” He says. “Well I was born in Canada but my father is from Argentina so I was practically born speaking Spanish” I say back with a huge smile, nobody had ever really asked about my ethnicity or anything about me.

“What about your mom?” He says and my smile disappears, “I don’t know my mom” my voice gets caught in my throat and he apologizes “it’s okay, what’s your name?”.

“Pablo, Pablo gavi,” he says with a slight smirk making me blush, “that’s a nice name, my name is y/n” behind Pablo I hear a few shouts “Pablo has a girlfriend!” “Awww!” And them mimicking our conversation,my face turns red “im sorry I should go back to my seat” he says waving and walking behind.

I can only think about him the entire flight.

Last time I had seen him we were outside, we had just walked out of the plane and I saw him from a Distance, he was close to walking up to me but was stopped, my father behind me notifying me to get inside of the car, he notices dropping his smile.

I shrug jokingly with a sweet smile to gavi and he waves turning back to where his teammates were, I could tell his teammates were teasing him by pushing him around.

A few days later

“Who’s that gavi kid?” My father randomly says during dinner surprising me, “Pablo gavi?” I say and he nods as he shoves a piece of food inside of his mouth “I don’t know much about him, just a really sweet boy I really wish I could see him again” I say putting my fork down remembering about him.

“Thanks for the dinner dad” I say smiling, I stand up and put my plate away walking up to my room, I walk in to see a basket of flowers, candy, and a stuffed animal, “what is this?” I think, until I come up closer opening the letter on it, letters in bold Pablo gavi for y/n.

“No podía dejar te pensar en ti princesa te mando esta carta, ya le dije a tu pa que soy un caballero, te dejo mi numero pa llamar me” corazón.

This one of from one of my first requests @snow-strawberry, it didn’t allow me to tag, but they will know who they are<3

[ravenscosmos]

MY ( 'MINI' ) SUCCESS STORY !!

Hey ! My name is Raven and just now the realisation hit me , that some of my 'silly' manifestations came pretty much into fruition !~

You might be wondering :

“ huh?.. what do you meaaan? 😭… “

“ how can you just realise it just now ? 💀…”

And actually I don’t really know how I’ve been not noticing it right away …

Whatever <//3 here’s the story !!

— I took in the past week a heavy big tumblr break and deinstalled it from my phone . Didn’t want to step into old habits , scrolling through tumblr and end up changing my mind 283848 times and try to waver etc . I did force myself at first to stick to a sort of exhausting and boring routine ( knowing that I won’t finish it anyways ..- ) . On day two or 3(?) of my 4-7 days 'whatever you wanna call it' I sat down and just stopped thinking back and forth “oh f$ck… I h a v e to do x/y and ahh it’s taking me forever ugh…” .. I ensured myself that it won’t take me anywhere if I force myself to stick to something that makes me feel it’s a chore and is too heavy on my schedule lol . So went on a ‘break break’ without time limits , a set day etc . Just me playing games and eventually turning on subs whenever I would nap etc . Eventually, the thoughts of me wanting to work even deeper on my self concept popped up and I let it slide a couple of times. One day ( I think it was on the 3rd of may ?? ) I said “oke enough is enough . I am entering the void state on the 10th this month and till then I am working on it little by little . And that’s it . Only an hour (psych-k) and subs while I am asleep ! “

— soo … as I mentioned I am playing a game rn , it’s a gacha game btw … 🤓 and my luck sucked pretty much at first , so I created a new account ( nearly started the game so it was okay ! ) and just set half way the intention that this will be my luck account ! And it ofc worked ~ at first I had a bigger grind to collect enough currency to be able to gacha in the first place so that was somethin’ else tbh 😭🧍.. and since then I pulled , I think 5x 10 ( or 6?) and in the game I am playing the gacha rates are reaaaally unfair tbh 😀 but on my first 10x I got a ssr with some other srs! ( in comparison: on my other acc I made 3x 10 pulls and got a standard sr .. — no ssr . Nothing . Only 1x sr each 10 or something [ can’t say for sure but it was pretty frustrating what I summoned 💀… ] ) moving on … earlier as example I had the urge to summon on a limited time gacha ( I alr had the ssr but I wanted from this banner something else as ssr ! ) and just said “yeah I am going to get *insert thing* “ and I kid you not … AGAIN. not only the thing I wished for , also 2(3?) srs within the 10 pull thingy !!! And yeah my mind’s just been this powerful 😎 (/playful)

— when I came on tumblr and saw a random succes-story it hit me that I’ve been manifesting my good pulls and it immediately worked !! And it gave me even more motivation to stick with my plan to actually get up and reach the void and get my dream life I ( & every each one of you !!! ) deserve

End note : what I am trying to say is that… no matter how ‘small’ or ‘big’ the thing is you’re manifesting it’s working !! 🩷🩷🩷 ( hope it made kinda sense ? 😭 )

[stxrmylxve]

hi, could you make a smut of ryusei satou x sub reader him calling his house after his mother left

I looked up this character and like who is this hottie?? 😀 I read the manga and yet didn’t even remember this gang wtf uhmm anyways… enjoy! (fem reader)

He waved goodbye to his mother as she blew him a kiss and got into her old car, backing out of the driveway and driving off in an instant.

He sighs to himself and ran a hand through his curly hair, glancing over at your house across the street to see you peering back coincidentally. You smiles awkwardly and waves, spawning a smile on his face and he held up his phone and pointed to it with his other hand.

He turned away first, walking into the now still house and slumped on the couch, awaiting his phone to go off. Sure enough, it did about a minute later, and his screen read ‘the cute neighbor ❤️’.

He answered it and listened to you rustle around and say goodbye to your parents, imagining you tugging on the same slip on shoes you always wore and slung your bag over your shoulder, shutting the door and starting towards his house.

“Miss me so much you needed to talk to me before you saw me?” he says with a chuckle as you hang up abruptly, knocking on the door soon after.

He rubs his eyes and gets up, dragging towards the door with a smile as he opens it up to have his beliefs true; your hair was a mess, you wore the same sweatshirt you always wore to cover up what you sported only for him, and your slip on shoes matched your bag.

“Hey.” he says simply, stepping aside to allow you into the familiar house.

“How much time do we have today?” you ask, slipping your shoes off at the door and setting down your bag nearby.

“A few hours. Plenty of time.” he says as he tugs your sweatshirt off, revealing the overly short crop top with a red laced bra. He could only imagine how the rest of you looked, so he also tugged off your shorts to reveal your matching set.

You instinctively put your hands up, both the cold air and the fact that you were almost naked with him fully clothed getting to you.

“Oh come on, nothing I haven’t seen.” he says with a chuckle as he drags you towards his bedroom.

~—————~

“Still as beautiful as ever.” he says with a cheeky grin as you layed down on his bed, covering your face with your hands as he lined up.

“Let me see that pretty face, otherwise I won’t do anything.” he says sternly as you peak through your hands, but not taking them completely off.

You let out a whine of disapproval as he pinched your nipple, taking your hands off with a pout as you looked the other way.

“unfair.” you muttered as he quirked his eyebrows in amusement at your unusually bratty behavior.

“What’s gotten into you? Do I need to teach you..” he starts as he runs an icy finger along your chin, “how to act correctly?”

You shook your head and earned another annoyed look, opting to mutter a small “no”.

“No? You think not?” he says, bringing his head down to have his hot breathing right on your neck, sending shivers down your spine as he bit down on the tender skin.

“No.. my parents..” you whined out, but he places a hand over your mouth as he moved over farther, leaving a wet line of purple like a necklace.

He suddenly shoved himself all the way in, bringing tears to prick at your eyes as you struggled to take all of him at once.

“Ryu.. too- much!” you blabbed out as he rose up and propped you up on his legs, drilling into the spot he knew drove you crazy as your face scrunched up.

“Like that?” he asks with a sadistic lauch as you nodded your head, barely even having to with the way the thrusts were bobbing you up and down already hard enough.

You came undone, surprising both of you, yet he didn’t stop his ruthless pace, sending you into overstimulation as you clawed at his wrists.

He said sweet nothings to you, but they fell onto deaf ears. It hadn’t even been half an hour yet and your head was spinning, eye rolled back as far as they could go as he hit your g-spot over and over. You had long ago made a ring of your slick on his cock, but he went on and on and on.

You wondered if you weren’t doing well, saying that he hadn’t busted yet evn once when you were edging onto your third time. It took all of the energy you had, but you clamped down on him with all of your strength and that was all he needed to coat your insides with white.

He threw his head back and let out a guttural moan as you both came, warmth flooding your bodies as you went through your highs.

“shit.. w-wow baby.” was all he could get out as he slumped over you, taking you into his arms as he kissed the love spots he had left earlier on your neck and collarbone.

“You’ve never done that shit before.” he said, esrning a content hum from you as you brushed his hair with your hands, smiling to yourself at your grand achievement.

“Wanna do that.. I don’t know.. maybe another dozen times?”

[bohemian-nights]

For the life of me I can’t understand how people think it’s acceptable for House of the Dragon a show that is pushing for more diversity (making the Velaryon’s Black and Mysaria Asian) to race bend the only canonical black character. If they wanted to race bend any of the characters they could’ve made Alys Rivers Indian. They could make Sara Snow Mexican and so on. It’s just so frustrating to see this happen time and time again in media when it comes to the portrayal of WOC in general but especially black women.

Like I don't care if people ship Daemyra you know? If shipping those two makes them happy go for it. My only thing is I just want them to stop with the racist shit they say about all the WOC in Daemon's life. From his lovers (cause they've said some racist shit about Mysaria too) to his wife and to even his daughters. At this point I'm convinced half of them don't even like Daemon because if they did they wouldn't stay shitting on the women who at one point or another were/are important to him.

Idk 🤷🏽‍♀️ it's just very strange to me.

The discourse surrounding Nettles is absolutely crazy and you can tell it’s being fueled by anti-black weirdos who are mainly Dumbnyra stans(lol Team Green have their issues too, but they aren’t the ones who are advocating to race bend Nettles 🙃)

Honestly, I did not have a problem with Dumbnyra(and yes I’m going to call it that) at the beginning of the show. I was indifferent to it. However, that quickly changed when most of the fans started to show themselves to be the racist psychopaths that they are. Down to them literally calling Laena the n-word and celebrating her death🙃:

You might say it’s just a couple of the more “extreme” fans that feel that way, but literally go on their blogs, Twitter accounts, etc., and 90% are arguing some bs.

If it’s not bashing Laena(yes they are still doing this even though she’s dead and according to them Rhaenyra was the love of Daemon’s life so it really doesn’t make sense to do all of this for a dead woman who paled in comparison to the “love of his life”🙃) it’s bashing Nettles.

Boy, do they hate Nettles. I'm posting her picture cause this is the face of their nightmares🤣

If it’s not saying Daemon never loved her and she was just this “giant misunderstanding” between himself and the “love of his life” despite him literally going against his wife and queen’s orders to save her, it’s saying how she’s Daemon’s daughter or Daemon saw her like a daughter.

Their relationship was 100% paternal or mentee/ mentor. Stop mentioning the bath’s which were father-daughter bonding time or the fact that they might’ve slept in the same bed which was just done to comfort a frightened child. Daemon would never get with someone so black I mean so foul-mouthed in canon. She’s just his child😅

Why do you want a bada** with a middle-aged white man? You’re the one with the problem, not me even though I’m trying to infantilize a young black woman and pidgin hole her into the “strong independent black woman” trope while supporting a white woman getting with her uncle cause I can relate to her. I refuse to read the books(or parts of the books) because every time I do I want to ripe out my hair when Daemon and Nettles' relationship is mentioned 🙃

Anyway, if it’s not saying she’s going to be cut and replaced with Rhaena(cause then they know that the relationship would actually be non-romantic☺️), it’s saying and actively hoping she’ll be race bent because they can’t stand the thought of Daemon being with a black woman💁🏽‍♀️:

All minorities are the same don’t cha know 😀and we have too many black people on this show. What we have Corlys, his sons, Rhaena, and Baela. Yes, Rhaena and Baela are mixed, but they count as representation cause their skin isn’t white and I can’t relate because of that. Why add the only in-canon black person when we have a whopping 5 whole black people in a sea of whites 🙃

Also, we don’t know what race Nettles is even though we have pictures of her in the lore and in the books as well as descriptions of her appearance that show that she is black, but again every time Nettles is mentioned I get triggered so I skip over her parts😀

Moving on. If it’s not bashing Nettles they are blatantly ignoring that Rhaena and Baela are Daemon’s daughters and his only daughters. They’ll literally draw a million and one pictures of lizard baby (that’s what I’m calling it, cause again, these people don’t deserve respect) and pretend like it ever drew breath and that it is his only daughter🙃 Or my personal favorite which is essentially Daemon is a good father because he didn’t abandon them on the side of the road (where they belong).

They were educated, clothed, and fed, children don’t need affection, stop complaining. The fandom loves Rhaena and Baela🙃. No one cares about poor Rhaenyra and her boys(who Daemon sees as his real children cause they share the same skin color🙃). That’s why I draw, write, and gif for these poor neglected souls and completely leave out the black ingrates, I mean Rhaena and Baela😅

Finally Mysaria. Oh, Mysaria, I’ve got my own problems with her, but yeah they do bash her by pinning all of Rhaenyra’s psycho deeds on her(so much for your girl being a queen who has "agency"🙃).

Like yeah, she’s not innocent, but she’s not the only one who isn’t innocent, and while I definitely don’t think Daemon was ever that in love with her given how quickly he was willing to call her a wh*re, it hasn’t escaped my notice that the only reason why she isn’t that much of a focus is because they do regulate her to just a wh*re 🙃

They hate Rhea too and try to make her into a groomer to justify Daemon murdering her, but we aren’t going to get into that because we are talking about how this fandom treats the non-white women of Daemon’s life.

Look, I could go on and on, but this ship literally attracts the most racist, white supremacist-leaning, self-hating fans(yes there are Black and other non-white fans who will literally throw their own under a bus for this ship🤦🏽‍♀️), and anti-Black fans by the boat load. And the thing is, they all hide behind “feminism” when called out for it🤣🤣🤣

Yeah, you can ship what you want, but it’s pretty obvious at this point it’s beyond shipping. If you are literally bashing every single woman and girl (especially the non-white women/girls) besides Rhaenyra in Daemon’s life then dude there is something wrong here.

They definitely aren’t Daemon fans(hell he probably has about as many actual fans as Nettles does🤦🏽‍♀️). They are Rhaenyra self-inserters who are pissed off that their ship is on borrowed time and “their man” is about to “leave” their self-insert in the dust for gasp 😱 a black woman so they are taking all the shots they can to feel better about this Titanic ship 🤷🏽‍♀️

[0sincerelyella]

Could you please write a cam cameron x reader story X I'm thinking best friends to lovers and you can do whatever plot line you want 😀 thank you

was you all along- Cam Cameron

Summary: cam and y/n have been friends for a long time. was watching him fall for belly what pushed y/n to tell him her secret, or was forcing himself to fall for someone that wasn’t her what drove him to telling her his secret

Notes: AHHH i’ve been waiting to write a cam cameron onneee!!! this is so exciting. also some events from the show will be different to fit my plot!!

“come on cami! you have to let loose once in awhile!” y/n said, grabbing both his hands, dragging him backwards to the car. “angel i don’t even drink” y/n smiled at the nickname, she has been best friends with cam since birth. their sisters met in kindergarten and the two family’s have been inseparable ever since.

when Lizzy died, y/ns sister stopped going out and stopped talking to everyone. cam was the only person y/n had, and y/n was the only person cam had.

now, it was y/ns job to make sure cam made the best of his high school years. it was the first bon fire of the summer before their junior year.

y/n would give everything for cameron to part with her, and cameron would give everything for y/n to be happy.

“please cami, I want to dance” they had made it to the car by now so he didn’t really have a choice. he opened the passenger door for his passenger princess, and she hopped in. “okay fine” he laughed, closing the door and getting in the car

at the bon fire that night, y/n sat on the beach with cam after they just watched a girl fall into the sand and two boys fight over her. “i’ll be back, that curly headed blond boy looks like he’d be fun to dance with” y/n said, leaving her friend on the sand.

in the absence of his other half, he spotted an old friend. standing up from his spot he walked over to reconnect.

as flavia and sextus reconnected, y/n danced happily with Jeremiah fisher. “what’s your name?” the blue eyed blonde boy asked. “my names y/n” she smiled, twirling in her sun dress. “hi y/n, i’m Jeremiah” he spun her as she just did, and the two continued to dance.

“do you want to go sit over there and talk?” jeremiah asked, y/n knew he probably wanted to make out, but when she pictured making out with this new guy in her head, she could only see cameron.

“i should really be getting back to my friend.” she smiled, waving a goodbye as she walked back to her cameron.

unusually, he was not where she left him. when she looked for cam, she saw him with belly, his eyes bright as he talked to her. she felt a sick feeling in her stomach that she didn’t like what so ever

she did not go back to cam until the end of the night, instead she took up the offer to talk to Jeremiah fisher, which is all they did.

when the night ended as the cops came, he searched for y/n to make sure she was not hurt, but couldn’t find her. he did not find her until he walked belly back to jeremiah’s car.

“there you are, i was worried about you” cam said, hugging his friend. she put on a soft fake smile as cam introduced her to belly. “belly, i can uh, drive you home if you want” he smiled. which belly’s brother stephen quickly shut down.

y/n felt so sick at the idea of belly sitting in her seat.

when stephen told belly no, y/n instantly rejoiced. until just moments later, he planted a kiss to bellys lips.

that night, y/n slammed her best friends car door as they got to her house, and locked herself away in her room.

that whole summer was full of y/n being ditched for belly. so she spent most of the time working at the country club with her new friends stephen and Jeremiah

most nights were spent with stephen, on the beach, at the club, cuddling in his bed at the beach house. because y/n could not be alone, and stephen was there to fill a hole.

at nicole’s party, which can would never go to without y/n, they did not go together. y/n went with stephen.

y/n watched cam get thrown to the side by belly for Conrad, and y/n had tried to fill the hole with stephen, until barging into stephen and taylor in a bedroom at the party.

all the pent up anger since the bon fire spilled out at once as her eyes filled with tears. she ran out of the house, breaking down in the front yard. cam ran after her, worried for his one and only whether he knew she was or not.

“angel, are you okay?” he asked her, hugging her as tight as he could. but she pushed him off, shaking her head. “now you care? i’ve been hurting all summer and you only care NOW?” she pushed him away from her. “y/n i-“ “i’m so stupidly in love with you, can’t you see that?” she whispered. “what angel?”

“can i want to go home” belly said, walking up to the to. “go ahead cam, take her home” y/n said, wiping her tears. “but i-“

“it’s okay, i’ll hitch a ride with jere” she turned and walked away before he could run after her.

she did not hitch a ride from jeremiah, she attempted to walk home. she was tired, it was dark, and cold plus it was raining. she didn’t drink so that wasn’t a problem, but doing anything angry takes away from your senses.

she’d been walking for an hour. she wasn’t even walking home at this point, just walking.

a car pulled up next to her, rolling down the window. “angel please”

it was cameron. y/n ignored him, continuing to walk. cameron parked his car and hopped out, grabbing his friend.

“just listen to me y/n please”

y/n looked towards the ground, attempting to ignore his pleads

in a desperate attempt to get his point across, cameron lifted her chin and kissed her.

like something out of a movie, in the pouring rain, he kissed his best friend. “angel it’s always been you, everyone else has been just to try and make it not you. but it was always you and is always you. forever”

y/n was dumbfounded by his romantic speech. “cameron, i love you” she said, pressing their foreheads together

“y/n, i love you”

[candybowbeansies]

Wayfaring Stranger

warnings/notes: implied deaths and many, many timeloops from birth to death and bodily disfigurement, hints at suicidal tendencies if you really squint hard, game spoilers but rlly it’s hinted at the beginning at the game so not really, reader is Sol but still will be written as Y/N, y'all this game has me hook line and sinker I need to write for it starting nyow.

heavily inspired by the song Wayfaring Stranger popularized by the movie 1917, because to me that song is Sol, the game’s player character. Drifting through many pasts, constants, and even more futures, all while losing so much while so young, yet gaining much more, the only moment’s reprieve being the time of their passing, only to look forward to the journey onto the next past, present, and future. Sym’s POV and alt!au(Dys doesn’t meet Sym), written very differently than the game because I’m jealous of Dys, and Sym falls in love with reader first before Dys(likewise for Dys) Sym+DysxReader

Currently only writing for Dys and Sym! They’re the characters I know best as of writing this i have a thing for tdh 😀 there’s also the possibility of me crossing over BNHA into this fandom bc i may or may not have many ideas sitting in the back of my head--

Underage characters are Aged Up!

It’s the final nail in the coffin for Sym when he hears Reader singing by sheer chance. He falls in love.

You were an oddity among the humans. Only a short time after you and the others crashed, did he see a short human-a child, the taller ones referred to you as-braving outside your ridiculous constructs. And it wasn't long before another shorter one followed suit. You preferred all-around nature’s colors and he preferred ones from Glow season. Dys, you called him, while in turn, he called you Y/N. A name so beautiful, and so familiar…he’s dreamed of you, quite literally.

For some time, he’d watch over you two, watching you two grow closer to adulthood; curious, stubborn little wonders. You grew in similar likeness to the grass in the plains, each passing year creating things within him he’d not felt before, or for a very, very long time. He found himself trying to negotiate your survival, more and more as time went by.

While out fulfilling your curiosities, he found you’d taken to humming to yourself. 

“I am a poor wayfaring stranger,”

A bewitching melody of melancholy; sadness and acceptance for the inevitable.

“I'm traveling through this world of woe,”

It wasn’t until now, by sheer chance…

“Yet there's no sickness, toil nor danger,”

He found you singing to yourself, in desolation. You found this area for yourself, seasons ago;

“In that bright land to which I go.”

There was an unspoken promise between you and your other half, Dys. You both respected each other's boundaries, but yet there seemed to be a sixth sense in each of you for the other.

“I'm going there to see my father,”

If one was in need, the other would find and comfort them. Like this, it wasn’t long before Dys, too, was pulled by you.

“I'm going there, no more to roam.”

He recognized Dys’ pained expression. And it gave a pang in his chest, too. In some far off dimension within his dreams, he saw you in a beautiful glade…your form marred for life, so desolate, but still filled with so much hope.

“I'm only going over Jordan,”

He had an inkling that you, too, had the power of foresight. To say you two were attached by the hands wouldn’t necessarily be a lie; after all, one or the other would be led on for most of the time you spent exploring. 

“I'm only going over home…”

Sometimes, you’d stop Dys from going on a path; and through his connection with Vertumna, he’d find either the presence of danger, or nothing at all.

“I know dark clouds will gather round me,”

A bewitching melody of melancholy, sadness, acceptance…

“I know my way is rough and steep,”

But yet, at the same time, of hope and conviction.

“But golden fields lie just before me,”

Faith that soon, everything will end…

“Where God's redeemed shall ever sleep…”

…even if just momentarily.

“I'm going home to see my mother,”

“Sym?” he hears Dys whisper, fiddling with the grass, having found a comfortable spot to give you your space. He finds himself slightly surprised, but if it was you who told Dys about him, then it’d make sense the young man just barely out of his teens knows of his existence.

“And all my loved ones who've gone on…”

They hear your voice crack. Sym hears your breath waver. “They just lost their dad…” Dys didn’t seem particularly sad-just understanding. “Again, they said.”

“I'm only going over Jordan,”

“They were the first to understand me. To believe me. It’s only right that I do the same.” Dys says, leaning back on his palms. “Sym?” he calls again.

“I'm only going over home.”

Your voice dips off, into soft hums. They fill the area in melancholy, for what feels like an eternity.

“Will it ever end?” Dys asks. He knew what Dys was asking. Will your pain ever end? He warps silently into the area behind Dys. You humans are so emotional, Sym swears, it’s contagious. “There’s no way to know. The universe is vast, petal.” he tells Dys, recognizing sadness in his own voice. Dys snorts, “They said something similar.” before craning his head to get a better look at his towering form. “You’re famous, you know that?” Dys says. He chuckles, smiling sweetly. Dys simply rolls his eyes, before standing up. “They talk so much about you, even I like you…” the ravenette mutters almost begrudgingly under his breath, patting off imaginary dust before turning, unperturbed by the difference in height, reaching out his hand. He stares at the offered hand. “Well?” Dys pipes up impatiently, “Don’t you wanna meet them?” waving his hand a few times.

He can’t help but smile, remembering a distant memory from a distant past as he reaches out, allowing himself to be led to you.

“Y/N!” Dys calls with his own form of enthusiasm, “Guess who I finally caught. Told you I’d do it one day!” making you turn.

Your torso was mangled by decade old scars, and you were missing an eye, an arm and a leg, supported by contraptions; one to lean on, and one to replace your leg. “Sym! Dys!” dream you called out, full of joy as they approached.

The current you, who exists right now, simply bounds towards them, arms outstretched.

“I love you.” dream you sighs, leaning into their embrace.

You giggle tearily, latching awkwardly onto them due to your differences in height. Dys goes red and tenses right up, “Y-You--! You’re too much sometimes, you know that?” sputtering at the impact. He’s somewhat used to it, it appears, as he softens up a little. “Geez…love you, too.” he huffs, bashfully.

So that’s the fluttering in his chest? Love. Love. It’s love.

That has a nice ring to it, he smiles. Yes...he's in love with you.

[zelosquacky]

I just finished the 1. book of under the oak tree. Ngl I have no idea what kind of expectations I had. I saw ads everywhere on insta and started reading the manhwa and after "finishing" that I started to read the novel. After the first half of the book it really started to catch me. I was crying unter my blanket and shivering especially when max was hiding while helping out in the war😀 I thought the FL will probably be really annoying and someone I would not like but I gotta say I love our girl max! :,) seeing her character development was so sweet and I swear whenever she was smiling I couldn’t stop but smile too🥹 this story is seriously a masterpiece! Only one problem: it’s so hard to read it in English and translating. I hope that book 2 will soon be on Amazon or Webnovel (Webnovel is really great but sooo pricey)

[wooyoungqueen]

Title: Forbidden Love

Ch. 1 -Yeosang

Warnings: blood, bad words

Note: *yeosang is a human dragon because I bet he will look so good being a human dragon 😀

Yeosang looked outside from his window seeing nothing but the same buildings until he opend his door and walked he knew that he can't leave the empire  walls or they find him. Seonghwa he's only friend who he holds dearly to his heart went to him and saw him training among the other soldier's  since he was top rank general. After Seonghwa  gave his team a brake he went to talk to yeosang.

"Another day among these walls, I feel trap but what else I could do." "Come on! I know u guys could do better. You all need to stop slacking and start training after your guys brake!" Yeosang walked with two other guards to the training grounds when they open the doors everyone stopped and looked at Yeosang how he was different.  "Hey buddy, you two leave us. Come on my buddy up to our place that we could talk."  Yeosang and Seonghwa went up to the roof talking, then Yeosang said something to him

"I want to escape from here, see the world?! Seonghwa  I'm tierd of seeing the same walls." "Well, you took the words right out of my mouth. I have a girlfriend and we decied to met each other. You know Yeosang your like a little brother to me." "I know, since the moment I came here u treat me nice  even though im half human half beast. But Yeosang and Seonghwa nodded finally Yeosang got he's wish but they both didn't know  that Zephyr was listening to their conversatuon.  "Hmmm guess we have a little rat among here. Ooh general better choose your cards wisely."

Tagging: @anyamaris @stardragongalaxy @millennial-fangirl @ajracha @rosegaming117

[shuckinbeanz]

Wayfaring Stranger

warnings/notes: implied deaths and many, many timeloops from birth to death and bodily disfigurement, hints at suicidal tendencies if you really squint hard, game spoilers but rlly it’s hinted at the beginning at the game so not really, reader is Sol but still will be written as Y/N, y'all this game has me hook line and sinker I need to write for it starting nyow.

heavily inspired by the song Wayfaring Stranger popularized by the movie 1917, because to me that song is Sol, the game’s player character. Drifting through many pasts, constants, and even more futures, all while losing so much while so young, yet gaining much more, the only moment’s reprieve being the time of their passing, only to look forward to the journey onto the next past, present, and future. Sym’s POV and alt!au(Dys doesn’t meet Sym), written very differently than the game because I’m jealous of Dys, and Sym falls in love with reader first before Dys(likewise for Dys) Sym+DysxReader

Currently only writing for Dys and Sym! They’re the characters I know best as of writing this i have a thing for tdh 😀 there’s also the possibility of me crossing over BNHA into this fandom bc i may or may not have many ideas sitting in the back of my head--

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It’s the final nail in the coffin for Sym when he hears Reader singing by sheer chance. He falls in love.

You were an oddity among the humans. Only a short time after you and the others crashed, did he see a short human-a child, the taller ones referred to you as-braving outside your ridiculous constructs. And it wasn't long before another shorter one followed suit. You preferred all-around nature’s colors and he preferred ones from Glow season. Dys, you called him, while in turn, he called you Y/N. A name so beautiful, and so familiar…he’s dreamed of you, quite literally.

For some time, he’d watch over you two, watching you two grow closer to adulthood; curious, stubborn little wonders. You grew in similar likeness to the grass in the plains, each passing year creating things within him he’d not felt before, or for a very, very long time. He found himself trying to negotiate your survival, more and more as time went by.

While out fulfilling your curiosities, he found you’d taken to humming to yourself. 

“I am a poor wayfaring stranger,”

A bewitching melody of melancholy; sadness and acceptance for the inevitable.

“I'm traveling through this world of woe,”

It wasn’t until now, by sheer chance…

“Yet there's no sickness, toil nor danger,”

He found you singing to yourself, in desolation. You found this area for yourself, seasons ago;

“In that bright land to which I go.”

There was an unspoken promise between you and your other half, Dys. You both respected each other's boundaries, but yet there seemed to be a sixth sense in each of you for the other.

“I'm going there to see my father,”

If one was in need, the other would find and comfort them. Like this, it wasn’t long before Dys, too, was pulled by you.

“I'm going there, no more to roam.”

He recognized Dys’ pained expression. And it gave a pang in his chest, too. In some far off dimension within his dreams, he saw you in a beautiful glade…your form marred for life, so desolate, but still filled with so much hope.

“I'm only going over Jordan,”

He had an inkling that you, too, had the power of foresight. To say you two were attached by the hands wouldn’t necessarily be a lie; after all, one or the other would be led on for most of the time you spent exploring. 

“I'm only going over home…”

Sometimes, you’d stop Dys from going on a path; and through his connection with Vertumna, he’d find either the presence of danger, or nothing at all.

“I know dark clouds will gather round me,”

A bewitching melody of melancholy, sadness, acceptance…

“I know my way is rough and steep,”

But yet, at the same time, of hope and conviction.

“But golden fields lie just before me,”

Faith that soon, everything will end…

“Where God's redeemed shall ever sleep…”

…even if just momentarily.

“I'm going home to see my mother,”

“Sym?” he hears Dys whisper, fiddling with the grass, having found a comfortable spot to give you your space. He finds himself slightly surprised, but if it was you who told Dys about him, then it’d make sense the young man just barely out of his teens knows of his existence.

“And all my loved ones who've gone on…”

They hear your voice crack. Sym hears your breath waver. “They just lost their dad…” Dys didn’t seem particularly sad-just understanding. “Again, they said.”

“I'm only going over Jordan,”

“They were the first to understand me. To believe me. It’s only right that I do the same.” Dys says, leaning back on his palms. “Sym?” he calls again.

“I'm only going over home.”

Your voice dips off, into soft hums. They fill the area in melancholy, for what feels like an eternity.

“Will it ever end?” Dys asks. He knew what Dys was asking. Will your pain ever end? He warps silently into the area behind Dys. You humans are so emotional, Sym swears, it’s contagious. “There’s no way to know. The universe is vast, petal.” he tells Dys, recognizing sadness in his own voice. Dys snorts, “They said something similar.” before craning his head to get a better look at his towering form. “You’re famous, you know that?” Dys says. He chuckles, smiling sweetly. Dys simply rolls his eyes, before standing up. “They talk so much about you, even I like you…” the ravenette mutters almost begrudgingly under his breath, patting off imaginary dust before turning, unperturbed by the difference in height, reaching out his hand. He stares at the offered hand. “Well?” Dys pipes up impatiently, “Don’t you wanna meet them?” waving his hand a few times.

He can’t help but smile, remembering a distant memory from a distant past as he reaches out, allowing himself to be led to you.

“Y/N!” Dys calls with his own form of enthusiasm, “Guess who I finally caught. Told you I’d do it one day!” making you turn.

Your torso was mangled by decade old scars, and you were missing an eye, an arm and a leg, supported by contraptions; one to lean on, and one to replace your leg. “Sym! Dys!” dream you called out, full of joy as they approached.

The current you, who exists right now, simply bounds towards them, arms outstretched.

“I love you.” dream you sighs, leaning into their embrace.

You giggle tearily, latching awkwardly onto them due to your differences in height. Dys goes red and tenses right up, “Y-You--! You’re too much sometimes, you know that?” sputtering at the impact. He’s somewhat used to it, it appears, as he softens up a little. “Geez…love you, too.” he huffs, bashfully.

So that’s the fluttering in his chest? Love. Love. It’s love.

That has a nice ring to it, he smiles. Yes...he's in love with you.

[barron]

Morning Clouds

“Morning Clouds” Cedar Park, 2023 I saw some cool clouds for our window this morning and was looking forward to making a time-lapse video. Unfortnately, the clouds all disappeared, so I stopped the camera after only a half an hour or so. But I did get a little moonset. 😀

[harlowsslut]

Miles From Normal

A/N- Hey…Hey😀…How y’all doing?😸 So let's pretend i didn't disappear for a week.

Word Count- 1.1k+

Jack Harlow x Reader

Summary- You are avoiding telling people you and Jack are dating. You guys eventually do but the way you did it is not the way you expected.

Warnings- cursing, fluff

You and Jack have been dating for 8 months. You knew eventually that you would have to tell people. You ignored it for a awhile. Every time Jack tried to talk to you about it, you diverted the conversation. You wanted too keep yours and Jacks relationship the same as it's always been.

He assured you that after you guys announced it that it wouldn’t change the way he saw you or loved you. But you knew he was terrified, even if he tried his hardest to hide it. You knew that the twitter comments, the criticism, and online news articles would get to his head. So when the time came to tell, you avoided to every extent you could. "Y/N" "hmm" you hummed half asleep.

"You gotta get up babe" he stated rubbing your back. Jack had gotten up early to do checks for the concert he was headlining and to do some other things. "I'd rather not" you mumbled "Okay" he mumbled into your hair while kissing your head. "Well im leaving to go do checks and some other stuff" "K. I love you" you said turning onto your back looking into his eyes.

"I love you to" he exclaimed leaning down to kiss your lips. You could stay in that position for eternity. "Mamas" he mumbled into the kiss, "I gotta go". "K". "I'll have Urban or someone from my team come and get you to take you to the show" "What time does it start again" "5 my love". It was 7 am.

"I'll be there at 4" "im sure you will" "LOVE YOU, BYE" Jack screamed. "I LOVE YOU TOO". You were in bed till 11. The only reason you got up was cause you had chores to do. You had to clean the house, go to the grocery store, and go shopping just cause. You got up took a shower, washed your face, and picked out something to wear. You decided to wear a cropped tank top, your air forces, and a little jewelry.

Also you picked out a little handbag to go with. You weren’t that hungry so you didn’t bother to make breakfast. You wanted to get back in your bed as fast as you could. You grabbed your keys and left. “Gross” you commented.

Your car was filled with fast food bags. Stress Eating is a bitch. “I’ll do it later…or get Jack to do it”. First stop was the grocery store. You didn’t have a specific list if stuff you needed, so you basically went with your gut. You walked out with everything but food.

“Note to self: Don’t tell Jack i just bought more then 100$ worth of anything but food”. Next stop was the mall. It was so crowded, you had to park at the walmart next door. You didn’t wanna be there any longer than you had to so you got in and got out. You were not getting stuck in traffic. You went to so many stores you had to ask one of the security guards to help you with your bags.

You got you and Jack matching shoes, matching jogger sets, and matching jackets. The jackets had yours names on the back. Was it corny? Yes! Is it cute though? Also yes!. You finally got home at around 4 so that gave you enough time to get ready. It took you about 10 minutes to shower and wash you hair. But at least another 20 to figure out what to wear.

Your a very indecisive person. One of your best traits Jack says. You decided on something simple but still compliments what Jack was wearing. A white button up with a “California” crewneck. For shoes you chose off white converses.

Jewelry you just wore some plain gold pieces and your promise ring from Jack. By the time you were done it was around 5 and Urban just texted you.

Urb👺: Hurry up. Don’t wanna miss your baes show😻.

You and Urban were practically best friends. A bunch of people thought you and Urb were dating him for the longest time. You hurried up, grabbed your bag and got in the black suv outside you home.

“Send me a text like that again and i will hurt you” “Love you to Y/N” “Stfu and drive please” you said smiling. “whatever”. What felt like hours you finally pulled up to the venue. Riding with Urban wasn’t so bad actually. You too blasted a bunch of music.

Some of Jacks songs and some of Nicki Minaj. “Get out” “Hmmmm- No!” “Y/N. I will crash this car right now”. You knew he was bluffing. “Ok” “Ok”. He took his foot off the brake and the car started rolling.

You just sat on your phone scrolling thru instagram. After about a minute he slammed on the brakes. “Your an asshole” “I know” you said smiling while getting out the car. You already knew where to go. You got to the back and saw Jack getting mic’d up so you just went to his dressing room.

He eventually texted you asking where you were and you said his dressing room. You didn’t even here him come in, you wouldn’t have known he was in the room until he plopped down in the couch next to you. You would be lying if you said you didn’t have a mini heart attack. “Hello lover boy” “Hi mamas. What did you do today” “Bought alot of stuff.

I got us a bunch of matching stuff”. His face lit up. He loves matching clothes. Jack had a little while before he went on so you and him just sat on the couch talking the day away. You were interrupted by Urban running into the room.

“Jack! Dude you go on in like 2 minutes” “Crap ok we’re coming” “We?” “Yes we” “Jack- What did you do?” “Something! come on” Jack grabbed your hand and dragged you to the side of the stage. They called Jack onto stage. After awhile the crowd calmed down. “Before we get this show started i have a special person i would like y’all to meet” You knew were this was going and you hated it. “My Gf!”.

Your heart sank. You didn’t wanna go but you had to for Jacks sake. You walked out on that stage like a runway model. And the way Jack looked at you. You knew you would never let him go.

You walked up to Jack and kissed his cheek. After all that you went back stage and hung out with Urban and Jacks manager. Jack eventually finished. You guys decided to stay for the whole show. After the show you and Jack went to interact with his fans.

His fans were so sweet but seemed to be more in love with him then you were. It was a bit concerning. You eventually left but. “So you know how i said i went grocery shopping earlier today” “Yea” “So i didn’t actually get food” “Y/N!” “WHAT?” “You had one job” “You shouldn’t expect much from me” “why can’t you be normal” “Baby, im miles from normal” you announced.

[toru-oikawas-milkbread]

Airline Experience

Pairing: Tetsurō Kuroo x f!reader

Prompt/summary: Traveling was a fun adventure even if you were on your own, but when you were on a plane headed back home to Tokyo, the last person you were expecting to sit by was the handsome stranger that you had met a few times prior to today. More-so than just that, you weren’t expecting your small trip to the bathroom after waking up from a nap on this 14 hour flight to be anything more than just that, but when Kuroo comes knocking on the door, who in their right mind would tell him to leave?

Word count: 6.2K

Warnings/contents: Mild language, light fluff, half-smut: Fingering, light clit stimulation, hand-job

Notes: Was this a tiny bit rushed? Yeah, and I honest to god did not know how to do the transition after the nap, so it isn’t the cleanest thing I’ve ever wrote, but just ignore it and enjoy the rest of the chapter please 😀 if you happen to see any spelling mistakes, no you didn’t ❤️

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It had been all day so far that you were running dangerously late. It had been storming badly ever since before you had even woken up this morning, and by time you made it to the airport for your flight back home, the flight was delayed because of the weather. The main reason you wanted to get home was more of a personal thing— it had been a nice vacation away from every day life, however you missed being home. You were excited to be done being outside constantly. Excited to get back to your own comfortable bed. Excited to get your cat back from your friend who was watching her and take a nice long nap together.

You were watching the rain pour outside by yourself in the corner by the large window at the airport, listening to the thunder crashing across the skies while other people around you were either resting their eyes, reading, or sitting on their phone. There was a man sitting in the seat in front of you typing on his laptop. You weren’t sure why, but there was a sense that you had met him before. Maybe it was the familiar cologne you swore that you’d smelt before or the way that his hair laid, but you were almost 100% sure you’d seen him before.

Suddenly, the voice over the system overhead spoke up, snapping you from your curious trance. The man didn’t stand, instead finishing up a thought on his laptop while most people were getting ready to leave and standing. You were waiting until most people boarded the plane first so that you could find your seat easier, however you went before the man did. Not wanting to be obvious and look at him, you passed by his seat and headed for the boarding line with your backpack in hand.

Your seat was easy to find amongst the other people shuffling around. Thankfully this was a kind of plane that had two seats on each side and four in the middle, which meant you wouldn’t have to sit between two people and instead you were lucky enough to have snagged a window seat. You had no clue who was sitting beside you, but whoever it was, they weren’t here and seated yet. You were just hoping it wasn’t someone who was going to snore loudly or a sweaty man that was going to fall asleep on you.

As carefully as you could, you pushed your backpack beneath the seat in front of you. Stealing a glance out the window, you could still see just how much it was raining, though it had lightened up a considerable amount. You couldn’t wait to get home, rubbing your tired eyes carefully and thinking about how nice it was going to be to fall face down on your bed and not move for the rest of the weekend.

When you turned to look back ahead of you, you saw someone stop by the seat beside you out of the corner of your eye. When you looked over, you were surprised; the man that was putting his briefcase up in the overhead storage looked extremely familiar and smelled just like the man in the waiting area. It was impossible to forget him honestly, even if you’d only met him a couple times previously. While your previous conversations were sort of short, you couldn’t forget his face.

Kuroo, though you hadn’t a clue of what his first name was. You didn’t know his favorite food or how he liked his coffee, however you knew all about his friend Kenma who had abandoned him to go and play video games when you had first met the man. When he looked at you with a small smile before sitting down, his smile quickly widened and you had a moment to wonder if maybe he recognized you as well.

“Hey, (l/n)!” He said, sitting in the seat. “I don’t know if you remember me, it’s Kuroo.” You returned the mans smile and nodded.

“I remember,” you let him know, only seeming to make the cute smile on his face widen.

“What a coincidence that we ended up seated beside each other on the flight back to Tokyo but I can’t even manage to run into you in the market, huh?” He asked with a little chuckle. You couldn’t help but laugh along as you buckled your seatbelt.

“Funny how that works, isn’t it?” You agreed, getting comfortable in the seat. Before you honestly couldn’t wait to be home, but when the attractive man beside you had recognized you as well, you were thinking that maybe this flight wasn’t going to be all that bad.

“Sure is.” He gave a bit of a happy sigh, buckling his own seatbelt and looking back over at you. “Are you alright on flights or are you going to be freaking out a bit this whole time?”

“I’ll be alright as long as it doesn’t rock too much.” You said, peeking out the window while the flight attendants shut the door and started talking about basic flight safety. Since it hadn’t been too long since you were on a plane, the rules were fresh in your mind so you didn’t worry all that much about paying close attention like you had on the flight here.

“You know, I was terrified of flying when I was younger.” Kuroo leaned closer to you to whisper, all the while watching the flight attendant talk about the seatbelts and what to do in case of a crash. “It’s kind of funny because I travel a little bit more than I thought I ever would nowadays for work.” You looked at the man, curious. You weren’t sure what he did or how often he was gone, but there was plenty of time to learn more about him.

“How often do you travel?”

“Once every few weeks.” He said, turning his attention back to you. “Sometimes I’m gone for a day, sometimes the weekend, sometimes a whole week— it kind of depends.”

“That must suck.” You said, wondering how you would adapt to traveling so much. Sure, you enjoyed it, but not that much. In fact, as boring as your job seemed some days, you were thankful that you weren’t constantly traveling all over Europe like it seemed he was.

“I do miss home quite a bit on the longer trips,” he said with a little nod as he turned his attention back to the flight attendant who was almost finished speaking. “Sometimes I wish I would have chosen a job where I don’t have to leave so often, but then I kind of enjoy it. As much as I love being home and close to my friends, it keeps things interesting.” You hummed as he kept speaking. “I think I enjoy my time at home more because of how often I’m gone.”

“I don’t think I would have ever thought about it that way.” You said, catching the mans attention again. You swore that you saw his eyes flick to your mouth, but you couldn’t put money on it. “But it does make sense. I think that you often times don’t get to enjoy what you have until you have to be without it.” A small smile quirked up in the corner of his mouth at your words.

“Exactly. What do you do, (l/n)?” He asked, cocking his head slightly to the side. You could feel the plane starting to move, but you didn’t have the chance to really think about it.

“I’m a college professor.” You told him, earning an interested hum in return from the man.

“What do you teach?”

“Economics, though I kind of always wanted to put my years in art classes and the knowledge I have of art history to use in some kind of class. I was thinking about maybe picking up a side job this summer to teach the history of art.”

“Oooh, so you’re pretty smart then.”

“Ah, I don’t know— I think everybody has the capability of being smart in their own way.” A soft laugh came from Kuroo as he nodded and looked out the window behind you.

“Nice, gorgeous, smart— some guy is really lucky to have hit such a jack-pot with you, huh?” Your cheeks heated up a bit as you averted eye contact before he could look back at you.

“Yes, I would say that my cat is lucky I put up with his antics.”

“Oh, so no boyfriend?”

“Nope.” You shook your head lightly, seeing the clouds starting to get closer outside of the window. Your eyes were nearly burning you were so tired, your mind trying to convince you to take a nap now while there was still plenty of time left. “Just me and my cat.” You yawned, relaxing back into your seat and closing your eyes. “I think I’m gonna take a quick nap. If I fall asleep and happen to lay on your shoulder, just push me off.”

“I think I could handle you taking a little nap on my shoulder.” He chuckled. You glanced over at him quickly.

“I wouldn’t want to restrict your mobility.” You said. It was bright, but decently quiet on the plane for now. You were hoping to squeeze a nap in now so that when you got home you’d have the energy to unpack and do a few things around your empty apartment before passing out again.

“I don’t plan on moving much. Actually, I was sort of thinking I might close my eyes as well.” He said, looking uncomfortable with how he had to cramp his long legs behind the seat in front of him so he could relax back into the uncomfortable airline seat, but at the same time he seemed unbothered by it. “We can take a nap together. You know, as complete and total strangers who’ve only met a few times often do.” You stifled a laugh and closed your eyes again.

“Guess I’ll see you when we wake up then,” you said softly, thankful that it was quiet on the plane.

“I guess you will.”

It had been an hour since you’d woken up, and you couldn’t lie, you weren’t entirely sure if there was a heavy cloud of sexual tension hanging over the two of you or if it was all in your head; it was very possible that you were making it up as you had been known to over-romanticize and idealize people in your mind even if it meant making up how a person felt about you, but this time things felt different than they normally did. Maybe it was the way that his gaze lingered a few seconds too long on you or how you swore that you caught him licking his lips and quickly glancing at your own when you were talking once or twice.

However, it was still possible that it was all in your head. Could you be so bold to assume that he wanted you in any kind of way? You’d barely met the man three times before today. Just because you were sexually frustrated and stuck on a 14 hour long plane ride back to Tokyo with him did not mean that he was into you in any way aside from seeing you as a mere acquaintance.

There were still 4 and a half hours left on the flight. It was nearly 10 o’clock, and half of the plane was asleep— you knew for a fact that the people in front of you were because of how loudly the man was snoring. It was almost comical yet annoying at the same time, but it hadn’t even made Kuroo so much as bat an eyelash. You couldn’t have been the only person to have been thinking sexual things, right? Of all the people on the plane, there had to be other girls sitting beside attractive strangers and letting their minds run wild.

You weren’t just some lousy pervert. Were you?

With a soft exhale through your nose, you unbuckled your seat belt, finally catching the attention of the man beside you. Meeting his gaze was almost intimidating, though you sent him a little smile and shuffled your feet.

“Bathroom,” you whispered. He gave a soft nod and unbuckled as well to move his long legs out onto the aisle while you stood. “Thank you.” You said, walking down the thin hall as softly as you could back towards the bathroom. You couldn’t help but stealing another glance back at the man. He was pulling his legs back to his original seated position and you saw the glow of his phone turning back on from behind the seat. You were almost relieved that he hadn’t spoken to you. Truth be told, you weren’t sure if you could trust your voice to not break a little bit.

The bathroom was unoccupied, though when you stepped inside it looked like someone had recently been in here and it didn’t look like they had taken even the slightest precautions to wipe the obvious sweat marks of another persons ass off the sink. With a disgusted look, you carefully avoided the mark and glanced at yourself in the mirror.

Aside from not being the only lousy pervert on this small plane, you had the advantage of still looking pretty nice to think about. As you looked at yourself and brushed a stray hair back, you honestly couldn’t help but understand why Kuroo had looked at your lips several times when you were speaking. This lip-balm you were using was really making them all that much more soft and less chapped looking. It was hard not to stop for a moment and admire yourself— but before you could turn to the toilet and finish off the reason you came in, there was a knock at the door.

“(l/n),” it was clearly Kuroo’s voice, even if he had whispered. With a little frown of confusion, you slid the door open a little bit and looked at the man, not wanting to disturb other people and wondering if what he had to say was so important he couldn’t wait a few minutes for you to return to your seat.

“Kuroo?” You raised an eyebrow at the man who peeked back into the rows of seats before he looked at you.

“Can I come in?” Without much thought, you stepped aside. He snuck into the bathroom before the flight attendants could see what was happening and slid the door shut for you, locking it quickly afterwards again. You looked up at the man, a confused look still on your face.

“Why are we sharing a bathroom right now?”

“I’m gonna be honest with you, and if I make you uncomfortable— I’m sorry, but I just gotta say it.” He said, sounding nervous. He took a quick breath before licking his lips and starting to speak again. “Ever since I first met you I’ve been insanely attracted to you, and I can’t help but wonder if you might feel the same.” You could feel your cheeks heating up, though he couldn’t really tell. “It’s like every time that I see you I’m more attracted to you, and these last few hours haven’t exactly been helping.”

“What, is this a bad thing because you’re married and have children or something?” You asked with a little chuckle, though you were truthfully curious. He was an extremely attractive man. Him having at least a girlfriend back home wouldn’t shock you in the slightest, however what did shock you was when he shook his head.

“No I don’t have a wife or a girlfriend— it’s wrong because I don’t know you, but god if I don’t want to kiss you.” Despite standing perfectly still, he seemed ragged— though you didn’t know just how badly his palms were sweating and how hard his heart was beating in his chest. It was almost painful how nervous he was right now. “I’m not cheating on anyone with these feelings, but it’s different. It’s new— I’ve never felt so strangely for someone I didn’t know much about.”

“I mean…” You hesitated, glancing at the shut door behind him and seeing the red occupied mark turned. “If I’m being honest as well, I can’t say that I don’t feel something the same of what you are.” You told the man. Despite the thought that he might only be kidding, the look in his eyes seemed to give you hope that he wasn’t. “You’re not wrong. I am attracted to you.”

“Oh, you have no idea how glad I am that I haven’t made it up.”

“Made what up? My obvious attraction to you?” You asked with a snicker.

“That and the sexual tension. Please tell me that you feel it too.” He said in an almost pleading tone, though it only relieved you more.

“It’s hard not to when you keep licking your lips and looking at mine like you wanna kiss me whenever I talk.” You teased, sending a little wink at the man who gave a short chuckle in response to your words.

“Maybe because I do want to kiss you.” He said softly, though when he took a small step closer, you could see the light pink flush covering his cheeks that made him that much more attractive to you.

“Then what are you waiting for?”

“You to tell me to.” A small smirk quirked up in the corner of your mouth as you gently extended your hand and pressed it to his shoulder while pushing yourself up lightly onto the balls of your feet.

“Kuroo, will you kiss me?”

“With absolute fucking pleasure.” He said softly, quickly leaning down and closing the gap between the two of you right afterwards. You could even feel the little puff of air he let out after his sentence before he pushed his lips to yours; kissing him was different than you had thought it might be, but not in a bad way. Instead his lips seemed to fit so perfectly against your own that it almost felt unreal. There was a distinct taste of both coffee and a light taste of scotch that was clinging to his lips. You figured he must have drank some while you were taking that nap earlier, though the light smell of it coming off his breath was nothing compared to the trace of cologne that was on his clothes. It wasn’t the first you’d smelt it so close, but it was the first time it had made your head go so foggy.

Kuroo’s hand moved around to press at your lower back, keeping you close even when the plane seemed to hit a bit of turbulence and made your sense of balance get knocked off. You slid your hand off his shoulder and up to the back of his neck, moving your other hand to hold onto his bicep while his free hand moved to press back against the wall behind you for extra balance.

The way that he was kissing you was absolutely intoxicating, leaving you empty-minded for everything except for the way his tongue felt as it slid into your mouth. Your surroundings weren’t important right now. Even if there was a chance that the flight attendances would notice the two of you were missing or if someone else would need to use the bathroom. Not even the plane’s movements were knocking you back into reality.

The only thing that had even the slightest bit of importance right now was how Kuroo’s fingers pushed up into your hair. You couldn’t have cared less about it getting messed up or pulled a little bit. Especially not when he suddenly pulled you closer by the waist and pressed your body against his. You gave a soft sound into the kiss on instinct, tightening your hand on his bicep. He could feel how warm your cheeks were, though he was in a similar position as you. The only thing that he could think of was how nice you felt so tightly pressed against him.

When he finally pulled back, there was a thin, cold string of saliva that was attached to both of your lips. He was quick to wipe it away, his forehead pressing to yours while you quickly caught your breath.

“God, you are such a good kisser.” He said softly, only making the heat in your cheeks seem to worsen. Despite the initial embarrassment of what he’d said, you gave a little smile that he wouldn’t see and tried to stay flirty.

“Can’t say you’re too bad of a kisser either.” You said back, pulling away a little bit to look at the man. His pretty brown eyes peered down into your own as he made absolutely no effort to move back or let you go in any way. You couldn’t help the desire to kiss him again, though you really weren’t sure that you wanted to do all that much more with him in a small airplane bathroom.

Did it matter? Well, not really when he looked at you like this; his gaze was so sexual. His intentions were pure, but unspoken. He was clearly a gentleman, not wanting to make you uncomfortable, though it was obvious that you were thinking the same thing that he was based off of how you were looking back at him.

“If you don’t stop looking at me like that, I’m going to have to kiss you again.” He said in a joking tone. You gave a little laugh and glanced at his lips before looking back up at him with the most sexual look that you could muster up— and by the way his breath hitched in his throat, you were certain it worked.

“Absolutely nobody is stopping you.” Again, Kuroo smashed his lips against yours without hesitation, his teeth clanking against your own from the quickness and the pressure, though aside from a small sound that muffled against his lips from you in return, neither of you made any attempt to pull back in pain. In fact, Kuroo reached down and grabbed at your thighs, easily bringing you up into his arms. You were quick to wrap your legs around his waist, sliding your arms around his shoulders and bringing a single hand up into his hair.

You felt one of Kuroo’s hands sliding up along your back, gripping at your shirt and keeping you nice and close as he turned his head to push his tongue back into your mouth. You couldn’t help but relish in this kiss— with 4 hours to spare, what better to do than make out with a handsome stranger in the bathroom for awhile.

“Hey— before things get too hot and heavy here,” he started after pulling back from your mouth, making your cheeks immediately warm back up at the thought of doing much more with this insanely attractive man than just kissing. “If you want it to continue anyways,” he quickly added, “Would you want to get coffee with me after we land? I really don’t want to take a chance of possibly meeting you on a plane again and never seeing you in the market. I think this might be fate trying to push us together.” He said, and you couldn’t help but agree.

“I would very much like to get coffee with you,” you started, making a small smile work onto Kuroo’s face. “I would also like to explore other options of things happening in this bathroom.” You said, gently tugging on the collar of his shirt. The small little smile of his turned into more of a smirk as he licked his lips and leaned back in to kiss you.

“Me too,” he whispered between kisses. Instead of responding, you fiddled with the button on his shirt, quickly undoing it. He didn’t so much as pull back, instead only turning his head into the kiss and nibbling on your bottom lip while you worked on the next button. He gently sat you back down onto your feet on the ground while you undid more of the buttons on his shirt. Kuroo pulled back when you got to the last button, letting you take a look at his bare chest. “Can I finger you?” He asked so suddenly that it had surprised you.

“Oh— uh, yeah.” You nodded, following his lead and taking two small steps backwards until your back pressed to the cold wall.

“Tell me if it’s too much.” He said softly, leaning in to press a soft kiss to your jaw before he looked back at you. His shirt hung loose around his torso as he leaned down a little bit, his fingers teasing the button of your jeans. You licked your lips, looking at the man; the look in his eyes was something more sexual than you had seen— maybe ever. Was it attractive to you because the situation was inappropriate and exciting? Or was it attractive to you purely because Kuroo was attractive to you?

Most of you didn’t really care about the answer, especially when his fingers slid down into your jeans after sliding the zipper down. Instinctively, you spread your legs a little bit more and leaned against the wall. Thoughts of how gross this bathroom probably was and how many other people had probably been in this same position wasn’t bothering you as much anymore, especially not when his fingers pressed to your clit and slowly started rubbing.

“Why don’t we go a bit further,” he hummed, sliding his fingers down into your panties. “Let’s see just how good of a kisser I really am.” You couldn’t help but think about how dumb it was that what he was saying was only attracting you to him even more, but you just couldn’t help it. Every word he said, every bat of his long, dark eyelashes that he sent your way, every little smirk, and every rumble of his voice in your ear made your chest ache and your body beg for more of him. “Ooo, you are so wet.” He said with a little snicker, easily sliding a finger inside of you.

With a hard swallow, you averted eye contact with the man. His finger teased your entrance, reaching a deep spot inside of you that your own fingers could never even hope to reach. It made your stomach flip when his finger curled deep inside of you, though he was quick to pull it out and slide it along your pussy. A small smirk tugged at the corner of his lips when you gave a soft pant.

“Does that feel good?” He asked, and while his tone held a teasing potential to it, he seemed genuinely curious. “Do you like it right here?” He asked, sliding his finger back inside of you to the good spot again, curling it a little bit and making you pant again. Instead of speaking, afraid that you might moan when he kept fingering you, you simply nodded and kept your eyes closed.

A soft, sultry chuckle came from the man as he slowly slid his finger out, though stopping just short of pulling all the way out before he slid his middle finger inside of you as well. You were chewing on the inside of your cheek while he shoved his fingers inside of you, once again putting your own fingers (not to mention your ex’s as well) to shame. You couldn’t help but finding yourself panting again, though it was the only way to keep yourself from moaning. You didn’t want a single person on this plane to catch a whiff of what the two of you were doing. Thinking of someone hearing you was a horribly embarrassing thought that you didn’t want to live.

“Oooh, god— Kuroo,” you mumbled, biting hard on your bottom lip in an attempt to stay quiet. The man in front of you pressed his forehead against yours, burying his fingers deeper inside of your pussy, and smirking lightly at the shaky moan that you gave not even a moment later.

“Call me Tetsurō.” He said softly, pressing a light kiss to your forehead before pressing his own right back to yours.

“Call me (y/n).” You said back. A soft smile worked it’s way onto Kuroo’s face as he hummed, his fingers almost breaking your silence as you gave a breathy moan.

“I like that. It’s a cute name.” He whispered. “It fits you.” He reached his free hand up, gently pressing back a stray hair behind your ear and giving another light hum. “God, you are so pretty.” He suddenly said, making your cheeks flush more than his fingers inside of you were. You were used to being flirted with by men, though usually in these kinds of moments you were “Hot” or “Sexy.” Never before had a man called you pretty while he was fingering you. It was a refreshing change, though it was obvious to him by your initial reaction that you tried to cover up that nobody had ever genuinely complimented you before— or at least not in a time like this.

“Thank you.” You said softly, trying to regain your composure. You took a quick glance down, seeing the obvious erection in his pants. Almost hesitantly, you reached down and fiddled with the buckle on his belt. He didn’t hesitate to shift and make his stance easier for you to shove your hand down into his pants. You swallowed hard, loosening the belt and starting to undo the button on his pants. The outline of it was almost intimidating, though when you looked into his eyes you weren’t really surprised. He radiated the energy of a man who had a big dick, but you were curious. “How big is it?”

“10.” You chewed on the inside of your cheek; the biggest dick you had ever gotten was actually your ex, though it was 8 inches and seemed like the biggest you were going to encounter, this almost blew it out of the water.

“That’s big.” You said almost breathlessly. The tone of your voice made Kuroo chuckle, that deep, slow little chuckle that made your stomach fill with butterflies.

“It sure is. You want to try to take it sometime?” He asked with a small hum. “You think you can?” He asked with another teasing hum, bringing his hand up to your cheek to gently caress your warm face.

“Yeah, I do.” You said with a little nod. “Can I touch it now?” You asked, a shaky exhale leaving you not even a second later when his fingers curled inside of you.

“Of course you can. If you can manage to stay up on your feet.” He teased, though he wasn’t wrong. Your legs were feeling weak as his fingers pumped and curled inside of you. With another small hum, you slid the zipper of his jeans down and took a quick glance at the door when you swore you heard footsteps. Before you could turn your head back, Kuroo’s hot breath hit your ear. “You better stay quiet.” He suddenly whispered. “We wouldn’t want anyone to catch wind of someone with such a nice reputation doing something so naughty.”

“I take it you don’t have the cleanest reputation.” You commented, looking at him. With a little chuckle, he buried his fingers deep inside of you and pressed his fingers against a spot that made a shiver shoot through your entire body.

“Believe it or not, this is a first for me. I’ve had sex with some strangers, but never in such a place.” He said, watching your eyes fall shut from how good his fingers felt. “There was just something about you that I couldn’t resist.” He said, leaning down to press a light kiss to your nose. You were expecting his lips against your own, so you let your eyes fully close. When his lips didn’t meet yours, you peeked them open to see him already looking at you. “You really are absolutely gorgeous.”

“You flatter me.”

“Only with the truth.”

“Careful, these are some sweet words you’re giving me.” You said, shifting on your tired legs to make it easier for you as you shoved your hands down into his pants.

“What’s the worst that happens?” He asked, giving a small hum when you started to stroke his shaft. “You falling in love with me?” He asked, searching your eyes for any hint of an answer before he continued. “Because if that’s the worst case scenario, I don’t really see any kind of issue with it.”

“So make me fall in love with you.” You whispered, pressing up to close the gap between your mouth and his. He didn’t hesitate to kiss you back, pumping his fingers inside of you faster and muffling a moan from you in return. You squeezed his cock, earning a soft hum from the man as you slid your thumb across the tip of his dick, spreading the beading up pre-cum around.

“God, I’ll try my hardest.” He replied, but he didn’t leave you time to say anything before pressing his lips back to yours.

There was more turbulence from the plane, however this time it didn’t affect either of you. Seeing as you were both so enthralled with the moment as Kuroo sucked on your tongue, a bit of a rock of the plane wasn’t stealing either of your attention away. His tongue pushed back into your mouth as his fingers slowly trailed along your shoulder. He relied on his own sense of balance now, instead gently wrapping his fingers around your neck and giving the sides a soft squeeze that made your head go woozy again.

Just as you started to squirm, the tightening feeling in your stomach that let you know you were going to finally reach your orgasm on his fingers that was hitting you, there was a knock on the door.

Both of you whipped your heads in the direction of the door, your hand quickly pulling out of his pants on pure instinct even though they couldn’t get in. Your cheeks were burning and when you stole a quick look at Kuroo, he seemed to be feeling the same thing that you were. Your heart was pounding in your chest at both the things that had been going on between the two of you and the fact that you were basically caught.

“You almost done in there?” A voice asked on the other side of the door.

“Uh— just a minute.” You said back, but the man on the other side of the door hadn’t moved. There were no footsteps back to his seat, not even a sense that he had moved even a little bit. With a soft sigh, you looked at Kuroo as he slid his hand out of your jeans.

“Looks like we’ll have to continue this some other time.” He sent you a little wink, licking his fingers off while he looked at you. Embarrassed, you looked down and started to fix your clothes. With a soft chuckle, Kuroo fixed his own, buckling his belt back up and looking at you. “You look a little bit traumatized.” He teased. You stole a quick look in the mirror, and he was right; the obvious look of slight horror on your face was enough to make you cringe.

“I’m never leaving my apartment again.” You mumbled to yourself, making the man laugh while you reached for the door and unlocked it. Outside stood the man waiting to use the bathroom. He looked up when you opened the door, switching his gaze between you and the man behind you a couple times before stifling a laugh that made your cheeks heat up even more.

“Sorry to interrupt the fun.” You gave a soft groan in embarrassment to his words and started walking back to your seat, though thankfully the flight attendants were none the wiser of what had been happening. You sat back in your seat, buckling up and looking out the window to see the bright lights of the plane wing flashing in the darkness.

“It could have been worse.” Kuroo whispered as he sat down, buckling back up as well and shifting to make the erection in his pants look the least obvious as he could given the size. “We could have been further.”

“I guess you’re not wrong.” You fiddled with your fingers nervously. “After all, it’s only going to be a few more hours until we’re home anyways.”

“Oh, yeah? You wanna have sex with me so bad you’ll keep me somewhere longer than 4 hours?” He asked with a teasing smirk. Your cheeks quickly heated up as you looked back at the man.

“Well, that isn’t what I meant, no— uh, I just meant that it’s better elsewhere rather than in a dirty bathroom.” Kuroo gave a soft chuckle, nodding lightly.

“You’re right. I can’t bury my face between your legs if I refuse to kneel on the ground.” He suddenly whispered, leaning dangerously close to your face. You mumbled something beneath your breath, earning another laugh from Kuroo. “I gotta say, I can’t wait to be back in Tokyo.”