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When Eddie moved to the city, it was with big dreams.
Get an apartment, get a job, and play any and every gig that came his way. Every open mic, every last-minute substitute guitar, every weekend the whole band could come up from Hawkins to play a bar gig.
It's difficult, and a little soul-crushing, but exhilarating and everything he could have ever wanted for himself. It isn't long before people start coming to their shows for them, not just because they're the opening act. He lives off the adrenaline, the high, and his never ending love for music.
The day their record deal, through a small but influential metal label, goes through, he's over the moon. He calls Wayne as soon as he finds out, blowing the old man's ears out. Wayne cries for him, so proud of his nephew who made something out of himself, all by himself, despite the odds.
They spend four months in a music-writing frenzy, and it pays off. The album is an instant hit, one of their singles even reaching the more mainstream stations. The tour is announced days after the album drops, and most shows sell out by the end of the day, the rest by the end of the month.
It's amazing, every minute is exactly how Eddie imagined it would be, and the pay day isn't so bad either.
But by the end, it all starts to feel a little...hollow.
Like he had a goal, reached it, and doesn't see anything beyond it. Like it's finished, somehow.
He keeps it to himself, though. They get back, have a small break, and then it's back to the drawing board. The guys are all excited, and he plays his part. He pulls out old notebooks for lyrics when he can't think of any good ones, he pulls out all his best musical tricks, every idea he ever wrote down or got stuck in his head. The jam sessions, at least, never lose their appeal. It will never not be fun to dick off with his best friends and just create.
Their second album does even better than the last.
Critics praise their risk-taking, their nuanced lyrics, and their musicality.
Somehow, all the praise is what breaks the camel's back.
Eddie hates the album, hates how it sounds, hated how it felt to write it. Empty, empty, empty.
The next tour is announced, and Eddie backs out. No one understands it, and he can't explain it. Everything is going as well as it possibly could. Every success has found its way into his lap, and Eddie doesn't want it.
He packs up, and they cancel their impending tour. He tells them not to, that they should replace him and continue living their dream, but they refuse. Eddie can tell they're half convinced he'll be back, that this is just a blip in their careers.
But Eddie knows better.
In the end, Corroded Coffin never comes back. They are remembered as one of the most influential metal bands in history, and fans and critics mourn their short lifespan.
As for Eddie, he finds his way to a mid-sized town on the West Coast where he opens up a small community center for the arts. He finds his purpose in helping kids just like himself find their solace and passion in music, and he finds his heart in a kind man with a troubled son and a love for the guitar.
#steddie#stranger things#eddie munson#dreamer speaks#fanfiction#corroded coffin#idk what this is#i just needed to project my early college years onto Eddie#for therapy reasons#feel free to ignore this#steve harrington#but only at the end#and steddie is also only eluded to#though I love the idea of expanding on this#I probably will not
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#i probably will not#i'll very much likely switch thr names and make it sapphic#bartylus#regulus black#barty crouch jr#it would be funny tho#spreading the agenda to my 8 class mates
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#friend forgot about our plans tonight#happy birthday to me!!!! 🫠#we’re getting brunch on Sunday now but it still stings a little lmao#should I ask the girl I met at book club last night if she wants to take the ticket 🤔#should I be B O L D????#i probably will not#but I’ve already asked two people and they’re busy 🥴#(we were going to see a play tonight for context lol)#no one will see this but still#I agreed to clean my friend’s apartment tomorrow as she moves out so my weekend is looking amazing!!!#anyway
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honestly I get the feeling that this fandom space is going to become almost unbearable for a while when the new book comes out, isn't it? 😩like no offense guys, but.... please.
#my posts#can we just... not be negative for twenty fucking seconds? idk#we could just NOT hate things and or characters for like 5 minutes#I'm just already tired and I foresee it getting worse before it gets better.#it might just be me#I might need to take a break from the internet#but alas#I probably will not#aftg
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I took a 6yo boy to his placement and as soon as I got him situated in the back he saw my SpongeBob driver’s license air freshener hanging on my rearview mirror. He asked if that’s really SpongeBob’s driver’s license and I said yeah it’s real. Then he asked where I got it if SpongeBob’s underwater so I told him I wore a helmet like Sandy and stole it from SpongeBob when he slept, and without missing a beat he goes “That’s identity fraud”
#kids are probably the funniest people on the planet#I love working with them#we spent the rest of the ride singing the SpongeBob theme song#and he did an almost perfect impersonation of the French guy#whenever I’d say we’re almost there he’d go ‘2 years later’#he was a whole hoot and a half
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tower fics are so back baby
#this has probably been done#it’s all i thought about#thunderbolts#thunderbolts fic#the avengers#bob reynolds#bob reynolds x reader#bucky barnes#bucky barnes x reader#yelena belova#alexei shostakov#john walker#and his fuckass hat#ava starr#ok i’m sorry i’m too lazy to tag more#not tlou related
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the curse of summer is buying and eating an inadvisable amount of fruit in single sittings.
#listen in my defense i bought 4 peaches and they are going to get oversoft in 2 days and i only ate two of them rn#that's discipline! that's control!#........#i will probably end up eating the other two in the middle of the night huh
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Idk what au im cooking.. but Im cooking..
#gravity falls#au#gravity falls noir#<< calling it that#stanford pines#stan pines#stanley pines#dipper pines#mabel pines#my art#idk what is going on but im probably just gonna make a bunch of fake movie looking screenshots#and i just wanna see the grunkles in suits doin undercover stuff
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As , the United States, potentially heads into another forever war I can only think of this quote.
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Let’s bask with mama
#original#mamaposting#mama posting#with mama#also everyone I know that the bigger turtle is probably not the smaller turtles mama#they are simply basking
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the weird schrödinger's emotion that is "that character death was narratively satisfying and emotionally impactful and ultimately the best way to handle their character arc" simultaneously with "noooo but I wanted them to live :( :( :("
#this is why fix it fic for me existing alongside canon tragedy is great honestly#because it lets me hold both in my head at the same time#like. i would probably not be nearly as fixated on yi city had it not ended horribly with everyone at least undead#but do i want everyone to get a chance at happiness? also yes#it's a complicated emotion#important text posts#liseproblems
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Look Up
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I don't usually dabble in realism - but this was a gift for someone very meaningful in my life. And some things just deserve to be painted as they are.
#my art#artists on tumblr#art#my paintings#should be noted I live in the middle of what is probably the most unphotogenic pile of hills and fields ever#but the sky was popping off that day#and there's a metaphor in there somewhere#but pretty clouds#original art
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distant past
#pokemon#archen#fan art#id in alt text#the last of my trackpad poke series! we're still in 2023.#i would love to do more but i'm afraid drawing on the trackpad is probably at least slightly more intensive on the hand than not#this was a very fun photo study to do#actually if you go look at the fossil pokemon page on bulbapedia..it has official art of some fossil pokemon and their irl counterparts#its adorable 😭top 10 pkmn art for me#anyways archeopteryx has been a longtime favorite dino.. id like to draw it again
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i always think abt my cousin in greece who's like obsessed with american culture, bc ill say that im going to a barbecue and she'll be like "wow.... a real life american barbecue... will there be red cups?" you bet your ass there'll be red cups. take my hand. have a hot dog. all your dreams can come true here at the real life american barbecue
#she needs to visit so i can take her to a mall#the food court alone will blow her mind#shes like 14 so claire's and/or justice would probably also blow her mind
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I keep seeing the leather/pleather vs denim jacket poll over and over again with all different sorts of discourse about how there is no plastic-free pleather and like, that's TRUE, there isn't, but honestly I DO think people who don't want to use animal products* also deserve to look cool
and so my suggestion is that y'all google "waxed cotton jacket" or "waxed canvas jacket" plus like, "motorcycle" or whatever style you think is cool, because there's a plastic free leather-look material that is strong and durable and waterproof and doesn't use animal products** AND is plastic free already out there and some of the clothes that you can get made out of it look sick as hell.
*ignoring the fact that most leather is meat by-product that would be going to waste anyway
**except beeswax but if you're going to object to that then honestly there's no helping you
#leather jacket#denim jacket#I have a waxed cotton jacket that is one of the coolest jackets that I own that sadly is a bit too small for me now#and then I have another one that is technically an oil skin#which is a style of coat in Australia#probably most famous by the brand Drizabone#but yeah you literally don't need pleather even if you're vegan#just melt some wax into a tight-weave cotton jacket and it will look and wear like leather
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