A bit of a rant under cut coz ACOFAS broke into my house, tore my heart from my chest and smashed my feelings with a sledgehammer.
Warning: Strong Feelings about a Fairy Book Xmas Special
Why is this book so fucking mean to Tamlin? Dude messed up at the beggining (with good intentions) but after a certain point he's doing everything right to make up. He drags Beron to help in battle. He save's Feyre from Hybern. He passes on the INCREDIBLE opportunity to be a petty bitch and revives Rhys with a 'Be happy Feyre' and then fucks off to be sad by himself.
What more redemption do you want? What more can the dude possibly do??
Clearly nothing. As multiple characters just randomly think to themselves he's just the worst and no matter how much good he does it'll never make up for *checks notes* locking Feyre in a house that one time.
Like I'm going crazy here. Dude's not doing anything anymore. Not like he's coming back with a vengance he's just highkey depressed in his sad house. And here's Morrigan thinking how much she'd like to kill him one day. Here's Rhys poping in to berrate him. God forbid he fixes things with Lucien. Stay miserable you sad fuck.
Ok maybe he feels a little bad after but everyone assures him it's fine acctually. It's always moraly ok to bully Tamlin. You're the bigger male most times. ugh
Then you think ok maybe he'll fix it, maybe there was a point to it all.
Sure enough here comes Rhys again. His approach is a little better! 'Eat, Tamlin'. Wow did he get some godamn empathy for Solstice?
But no he just can't help himself. 'You can waste and die when it's convenient for me. What you thought I'd actually had sympathy for you??'
I just??? it's so MEAN. so petty. If it was the villain Rhysand arc I'd be cheering. But I'm supposed to be rooting for this dude?? I thought it was a low stakes filler book where they exchange gifts and have a delightful little snowball fight. what is this???
So bnha manga is over. BNHA was huge part of me over the years. So many read fanfics, so many AUs created. It greatly influenced my artstyle as Izuku was my comfort character to draw for so long. But interests pass and so was my obsession with bnha. Still, my bnha x blue beetle crossover was the most completed AU i ever had. Too bad i have never gotten around doing anything more for it. But i started making my first animatic. never finished it, as you can see (partly bc of my poor time and effort management. also i had no idea what i was doing and learning all the programs on the go).
I dont want to loose it tho, so im sharing what i made then as a 21 sec homage to bnha. thanks!
small vent under cut (but big vent in the tags- i apologize)
you ever just wanna watch a show about your interests with your mother only to say it's boring and long right to your face and just not realize how much that hurts you? (she has watched longer shows before that were just as "boring" as she claims them to be)
got me thinking she doesnt actually care about my interests when i tell her about them
this just proved to me that i should stop talking about my interests with my family at all costs
Y'all ever stopped listening to your favorite bands for about 2 years for reasons you don't even know yourself. Maybe it's because you're busy. Maybe it's because you thought you've acquired new tastes. You really don't know. But then suddenly you listened to one song of theirs again and now you're sobbing over how good the songwriting was? And now that you're not a dumb High Schooler without much experience you understand the lyrics even more?
Anyways that's me with Fall Out Boy right now lmao. It's high time I listen to their new album later.
I have my gripes with the new P.ersona 3 remake but MAN... I'd be a liar if I said that watching a video of the beginning portion of the game didn't feel like home-
Fright Night Akaza stalking you through out the park because you're really not easy to scare and he's built for those long and slow, unsettling hunts of people.
The intensity of his gaze felt through throngs of bodies and his icy blue eyes set aglow under the ghoulish light. That you feel and find him faster than most. Turning to see him, smiling and giving a flirty wave.
A gesture most try to feign, try to come off flirtatious and at ease but the fear is easy to spit in their eyes.
But yours is genuine, truly at ease as screams echo around you and it makes his cold expression warm into a deadly smirk as he sets his sights on you for the evening.
Is there anything more joyous and heartwarming than your senior dog gleefully running alongside you on a wide open beach on a beautiful sunny day. Honestly
Jesse listen to me. You need to get a delicata squash. You're gonna cut it in half, scoop out the insides, and roast it at 350F for 40 minutes. Butter and cinnamon. Jesse.
the fact that ‘nobody compares to you’ is in total 21k words in total and COUNTING. all my fics are written in google docs and there’s like, 70 or some pages so far.
am i unhinged? a little bit. but y’all’s support means everything!! ty for reading, y’all keep me going fr 🤍
I just know when they rescue Jill and Marjolein, Michael isn't gonna let go of Jill for a long time. I know when Lloyd sees Marjolein, the woman he considers a daughter, he could also break because of it