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#I've written a few fics for very quiet fandoms -- and I've written the only pairing for a ship between 2 main characters before
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annwrites · 5 months
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bleeding souls ✧☾.·:·.*
— pairing: feyd-rautha harkonnen/twin oc
— type: longfic
— summary: since they were children, feyd has been obsessed with his twin, lea. as they grow older, his possessive behavior only worsens, until he is the only shelter for her that remains.
— tw: dead dove do not eat, incest, non-con, dub-con, mutual mutilation, blood, possessiveness, murder, abusive behavior, sounding, fisting, over-stimulation, orgasm denial, exhibitionism, oral sex, fingering, spanking, obsession, etc. (it's feyd, use your imagination lol)
— word count: 11,670
— author's note: this fic is not complete, this is just what i have so far! this was written after i went to see the 2nd film. i've not read the books (even if i own the deluxe editions of the first 3 novels...), but did do some research on the dune fandom wiki to try & keep things accurate to the lore.
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Her earliest memories were of this room. Four walls and a plethora of recreational objects—from books, to puzzles, to sketchbooks—all the company she was permitted, per her twin.
The other half of her bleeding soul.
Feyd's obsession with his twin had taken root within his twisted core at a shockingly early age. They'd been no more than toddlers the first time he'd nearly beaten a boy to death, simply for asking to share one of Lea's toys. It had been the fact he'd deigned to speak to her that had set her twin off like an explosive.
He'd retrieved a rather heavy tome of a book from a nearby shelf and smacked the boy on the back of his head as hard as his growing adolescent muscles would allow.
Lea had balked, then backed away, quiet sobs escaping her trembling lips as she watched in horror while her twin made quick work of turning their playmate into a puddle of blood and tears. It was only when a guard hauled Feyd away that the bloodshed ceased, as did the boy's movements and cries of protest.
When their mother, who'd been visiting Geidi Prime at the time, from Lankiveil, had demanded from Feyd an explanation, he'd simply walked over to his twin, took her trembling hand in his—firmly, territorially—and said lowly 'mine'.
It took him bludgeoning another boy—this time with his bare fists, simply for looking at Lea for a few seconds too long for his personal liking—before other parents refused allowing their children to play with them anymore.
Then it was just the two of them.
And she'd never seen Feyd more content.
He doted on her. Would bring her novels with pretty pictures inside, soft colorful toys, her favorite snacks, and would simply watch—ever observant of her every move, every breath, and blink, and swallow— as she read, played with, or ate the things he alone gifted her. As if she was some creature to be minutely observed and studied.
It made her nervous. On edge. Her stomach queasy and hands shaking at the way his dark, depthless eyes never left her. She would find herself often looking up at him from under her lashes, wishing he would find something to occupy his own self with, but it didn't take long before she understood that she was that very thing.
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Not long after the two of them began growing into their bodies did Feyd's obsession take a disturbingly dark and drastic turn.
When he was not training, he was ever-present at Lea's side. They shared their meals together, their lessons together, and eventually a room—more specifically a bed, Feyd's bed—together.
He had not asked anyone's permission, but had simply one day commanded servants to have Lea's things placed in his room, along with a bed more than large enough for two.
Lea had been with her seamstress that day, being fitted for a new dress, and thus completely unaware when she returned to her private quarters, finding them empty of all her personal affects. When she turned to walk out the door, panicking as to why her things had disappeared, Feyd had been leaning against the doorway, arms crossed, a quite-pleased look on his face.
'Come' was the only word he offered her as he turned on his heel and headed in the direction of his room next to hers.
Dutiful as always, she'd followed, taken completely by surprise at the site of his newly-arranged room when he'd led her inside.
When she had asked him why, unable to understand, as his room had always seemed such a private place for only him—even when it came to her—his response had been simple: we belong together.
She hadn't replied.
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Their parents had both been visiting them again at the time, and had of course told Feyd that this behavior was to stop, and that Lea's things would be moved back immediately.
He had walked over to them, momentarily releasing his twin's hand and spoke lowly, so that only the two of them could hear, leaving Lea ignorant to whatever was transpiring.
When he stepped away, taking her hand in his once more, he didn't look back as he led his twin back to what was now their room. But Lea did. And she, as they turned a corner, was met briefly with the sight of her father's lips pressed into a thin line and her mother walking away from him, head bowed in defeat.
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It had only been two weeks later before Lea woke up to Feyd's face between her thighs in the dark one night, his own clothes strewn across the floor as he worked at her with his tongue, the only light coming in from the windows beside the bed, which illuminated half of her twin's face in an ethereal glow.
She'd tried to squeeze her legs shut, filled with horror at whatever it was that her brother was trying to do to her, but he'd gripped her knees in both his hands, firm as steel, and forced them apart as he continued his ministrations.
She'd cried, pleading with him to stop. Begging. But he had paid her no mind until she came on his tongue, sobbing and filled with shame, not understanding what had just transpired.
Feyd had curled his naked body around her, his arms a vicelike grip around her dainty nightgown-clad frame, his erection pressed firmly into her back as he found sleep holding her against him.
Meanwhile, she didn't close her eyes again for the rest of the night, silent tears slipping down her cheeks and a feeling of mortification at the warm sensation and slickness between her legs.
The most significant mistake she ever made was not telling her parents. She had wanted to; had taken the steps to even try. She'd recorded a message—a shameful message, where she choked out her guilty admittance of what was happening to her between sobs. She had begged her parents to send for her, bring her to Lankiveil to be with them, but when Lea handed off the message to a servant to send, it was promptly delivered to her brother.
He destroyed it without a second thought.
He then returned to their room, informed her that he knew what she had done and she had simply sat, staring at him, too terrified to respond.
He'd stalked slowly toward her, his face unreadable.
He'd leaned down, gripping her chin painfully between his fingers. "You will never do that again. Your home is here, with me. Wherever I am is where you belong. Is that understood?"
She nodded, trying so desperately to understand him and his motivations for this new direction their relationship had taken.
"Feyd, you're..." She swallowed, and he never loosened his grip, his eyes boring into hers, willing further words from her lips. "You're na-Baron. The heir to our house. You could have any woman you want-"
He promptly cut her off. "You are all I want."
He stood back up then, straightening his spine, releasing her. "Stay here, I'll return to you this evening."
She obliged, curling into herself on the oversized mattress which smelled of him as hot tears greeted her pale cheeks.
She eventually cried herself to sleep, her mind no longer racing with the various scenarios of not only what she could do to get herself out of this new living situation, but what was going to happen to her if she didn't.
She'd been dreaming of pale hands around her throat, something cold slithering inside of her as a dark laugh filled her ears when she was jolted awake at the sound of a heavy door firmly closing shut.
She slowly rose, rubbing at her tired eyes when she noticed Feyd entering the room, dark eyes on her, a small smirk upon his lips as he traipsed over to the large black wardrobe on the other side of the room.
She glanced out the window and noticed how dark it had become while she slept.
She suddenly realized how hungry she was, that she hadn't eaten all day. But then her mind thought back to the events of the night before and that same appetite quickly vanished, replaced by a feeling of revulsion at the sight of her twin before her.
Her stomach growled anyway, causing Feyd to chuckle. “Are you hungry, sister?”
She gulped, afraid of her own voice now. “Yes,” she'd replied quietly.
Feyd shut the wardrobe, a dark bundle of fabric in his arms as he made his way back to her, bare feet padding against the hardwood beneath.
He held something out to her and she took it gently from him, slipping it off of his outstretched arm. She held it up before her. One of Feyd's more simple shirts. Black in color, the sleeves short, no embroidery or special design of any kind.
She looked back up to him, confused. “Put it on once you've finished bathing. I'll return shortly with dinner.”
He turned from her, exiting their bedroom once more.
She looked back down to the garment in her lap. He was choosing how she dressed now? What about undergarments?
She looked back over to the wardrobe and threw the shirt down onto the bed before going over to it. She'd had enough of this. He was not going to choose how she dressed as well. He was being utterly ridiculous.
She fingered one of her silk nightgowns, but hesitated before pulling it off the hanger. What if it made him angry—her going against his wishes?
She decided she didn't care. Feyd had never hurt her. He wouldn't start now.
She hoped.
She ignored the shirt on the bed as she made her way into the bathroom, shutting and locking the door behind her. She hung her nightgown on a hook, then stripped off her clothes, placing them in the hamper before she adjusted the water of the shower.
Before she could step in, her head quickly turned to the right at the sound of the handle being turned. He'd returned far more quickly than she'd anticipated. She watched with bated breath as the handle turned this way, then that, then stopped. She let out a sigh of relief that he'd given up—thankful she'd used the lock to begin with—before stepping into the hot water.
When she emerged from the bathroom, Feyd was waiting for her at the medium-sized table a few feet from their bed.
“Sit,” he'd commanded her, pulling out the chair next to him.
She didn't argue.
She took the designated seat, scooting herself closer to the table, while Feyd lifted the matte black lid from the dish before her. Grilled chicken breast, cooked with roasted vegetables, was the sight that greeted her.
She turned to her twin. “Thank you,” she said quietly.
He merely hummed in response.
Before she could reach for her cutlery, he had already beat her to it.
She watched as he sliced a piece of the tender chicken and stabbed at some green beans before lifting the fork to her mouth. He was going to feed it to her? She opened her mouth, brows furrowed, before he placed the tip of the fork inside. She closed down on it as he removed it in one swift motion. She chewed, then swallowed, watching as he repeated the motion.
“Feyd, I can—”
He cut her off by placing another forkful inside her mouth.
As he cut the chicken again, he spoke. “You locked the door.”
His tone was unreadable, but she knew he wasn't pleased that she had. So what, had he planned to join her?
She gave a nervous, forced smile. “Habit.”
He, once again, only hummed his response.
Little did she know that the next morning when she awoke, the lock on the bathroom door would be gone.
He fed her another forkful. “You didn't wear what I gave you to.”
That she could come up with no excuse for.
“I-” she started, but he cut her off by placing the fork in her mouth again.
She didn't like this.
“You won't do it again.” It was not a question.
As he lifted another forkful to her lips, she reached up, placing her hand over his wrist, forcing him to lower it. She turned to him then, their knees now touching. “Feyd, why are you acting like this all of a sudden? It's scaring me.”
He frowned. “You don't need to be afraid, Lea. Am I not taking care of you?” He asked, while looking at the room around them, then back down to the plate before her.
“I can take care of myself.”
He snorted, going to lift the fork again, but she kept her hand in-place. “Last night-”
He quickly cut her off. “You enjoyed it from what I remember. And what I remember is every second of it.” He could already feel an erection forming at the very thought of it.
She felt the color drain from her face.
“It's wrong,” she whispered, as if someone might hear.
His expression grew angry. “Says whom?”
He used his other hand to grip her upper thigh firmly and she winced. “We were made together, we are meant to be together. You belong to me.”
His tone had grown icily possessive. Entitled.
“I'm your sister. Feyd, we don't-”
“We-I can do anything I please. I am the heir to our house. No one will tell me otherwise.”
His grip was beginning to hurt her.
“Say it,” he commanded.
Tears stung her eyes. “Say what?”
“That you're mine. We belong to each other. Say it.”
Everything inside her wished to do otherwise. She didn't believe it. Couldn't understand for a moment how he himself could. Something had always been different about Feyd, in the worst way possible, but this side of him was unlike anything she'd ever seen.
She nodded. “I'm yours. We belong together.”
“You will obey only me. You will share my room, my bed, my clothes, my food, and anything else I deem fit. And only I am allowed to touch you.”
It was not something to be replied to. She only nodded, heart pounding so hard she wondered if he could also hear it.
Suddenly, the look on his face, as well as the iron grip he had on her thigh, relaxed.
He lifted the fork to her lips, a playful smirk once again upon his. “Open.”
She did.
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Once dinner was through, Feyd walked into the bathroom, never closing the door. She looked away as he began to undress right in front of her. She allowed a small sob to escape her lips once she heard the water start, and the door to the shower, with slick black marble walls, close.
She placed her head in her hands. This day had always been coming. She should've known that. He had ensured it over the years as he made her more and more alienated. He had wanted her all to himself, and he had finally gotten what he'd always wanted—desired—above all else.
Once Feyd emerged, Lea was lost in thought, looking out the large window behind their bed, which ran the width of it, once again. She only noticed him when she felt the mattress beside her dip.
Feyd's large hands found her hips, as he rested his chin upon her right shoulder. “What are you looking at, my love?”
Love. He had no idea what that word meant. She wasn't sure she did either, now.
“Nothing.”
He hummed. “Lie down.”
She wasn't tired. She'd slept all day.
“I'm not tired, Feyd.”
His right hand snaked between her thighs. “Perhaps I can help.”
She jolted, turning away from the window, her back slamming into the small ledge which encased it behind her. Her horror grew when she saw that her twin was completely naked.
“Feyd, w-what-”
“This is how I prefer to sleep. Soon, you will, too.”
So he could predict her future wants and wishes now? She was still her own person. He didn't fucking own her. Didn't know her own mind better than her.
“No, I won't.”
The palm of his hand came to rest over her sex, displeased she was wearing underthings. “Do not be difficult, Lea.”
“This isn't natural-”
He cut her off, as always, preferring to do all the thinking for her. “The only thing that would be unnatural would be trying to reject it. Hide it. You will learn to embrace it. And you will enjoy it.”
She shook her head. She opened her mouth to protest, but he crushed his lips against hers, so hard it made her teeth hurt. He forced her lips open, plunging his tongue so deep inside it made her gag. He gripped her hips again, sliding her down on the mattress. He fought to remove her nightgown, then animalistically tore her underwear from her body.
She could barely breathe or see or think through the tears. “Feyd, please-”
While she was begging him to stop, in his mind, she was begging him to go further, and he was more than willing to comply.
His lips descended upon her neck, her breasts, her stomach, her thighs, her sex—which he devoured. His hands stayed locked around her wrists, holding them firmly above her head, then down at her sides as he licked and sucked and kissed at the glistening pink jewel between her legs. His erection pressed into the mattress, pre-cum soaking into the sheets beneath him as she whined and thrashed wildly. He nearly laughed like a madman at how wanton she seemed to be.
This was right. So very, very right, he thought as he fucked her with his tongue, lavishing every last drop of her. He concentrated on the small bundle of nerves, sucking and flicking the tip of his tongue against it. Moaning as her hips lifted as he did.
He bit into one of her thighs, so hard he drew blood and she cried out in shock and pain, while he simply placed his mouth over the wound, licking at the red substance which trickled out. The sight of his bite-mark in an area which only he had access to, blood leaking out, excited him so much he could no longer contain himself. He rose up, plunging his throbbing cock from shaft to hilt deeply inside of her.
Her breathe caught in her throat at the incredible pain. She barely had a chance to catch it as Feyd wildly bucked his hips against her, grunting and moaning, skin slapping against skin as he lost himself in the pleasure of being inside of his twin.
He had waited so long for this moment. Had pleasured himself more times than he could ever count, to the very thought—fantasy—of it. Had stroked his cock so many times until he was so sore he could barely stand to touch it, then did it even more, relishing—enjoying—the pain.
Nothing had ever felt more right than this. Than the two of them being joined together like this—there. He looked down, her small breasts bouncing with every pump of him—his beloved twin who he would always, always take care of and protect—inside of her. Her pale face was streaked with tears, which he then licked and kissed away, enjoying the salty taste of her upon his tongue. Her face was flushed, lips swollen from kissing and crying.
He understood it now.
Crying from happiness.
He didn't cry himself. Never had, but nearly could this night. Everything was so perfect. Every night for the rest of their lives could be like this—nay, would be. Him buried as deep as he could be inside of her. Her lost to the pleasure he was more than willing to provide.
He watched as his cock plunged in and out of her, and noticing it covered in blood, their thighs as well—from him breaking her hymen, to the bite mark he'd left on her thigh—it was all too much and he couldn't contain it any longer. He went thundering over the edge. His hips slamming wildly against her, him loudly moaning out his release as his hot and plentiful seed spilled into and out of her. His twin, his lover, his everything.
He collapsed on top of her, his cock still twitching inside her, and he tried to calm his breathing.
He felt...euphoric. Like a god.
How could something that felt so good, so incredibly right, ever—ever—be considered wrong? Let them try to tear them apart: their parents, their brother, the guards or servants. He would kill them all until they were the only two left. His uncle would be the only one to understand. He had a similar...affliction when it came to finding pleasure with those society deemed unfit for the job.
He was his heir, however. And if his uncle approved, then no one else mattered. And if he didn't, he would kill him, too.
A fight between the two would be little challenge, he mused.
Slowly, Feyd rose, looking down tenderly at Lea, while her eyes seemed to refuse to meet his. His brows furrowed.
“What is wrong?” He placed a gentle kiss to her soft cheek.
Everything, she wanted to say.
She hadn't wanted it...at first. It was wrong. She knew that. Siblings—family—weren't meant to be like this. But, at some point, the pain had turned somewhat...pleasurable. And she liked it...what he did with his mouth between her thighs. She then thought it herself: why, exactly, did it have to be wrong?
Yes, they were twins, shared blood, but if it wasn't hurting anyone, then what reason did they truly have to stop? She felt sick with herself to even consider such things. To consider that maybe he had been right.
What was happening to her?
He sat on his side, looking down at her, while his right hand held his head up, his left rested gently on her stomach.
She looked at him. “I don't think...that it will be an easy adjustment for me.” She paused. “Whatever this is.”
“Did you not enjoy it?” He knew she had. Had heard the sounds she made, had coated his tongue and cock in her wetness. Had felt her clenching tightly around him.
All was silent between them for a long while, until, finally, she replied.
“Yes.”
He filled with satisfaction. He had done it. Had unlocked something inside of her. Something which only he possessed the key to.
He kissed her, long and deep, before rising from the bed. He held out his hand to her. “Come, let's get ourselves cleaned up.”
As Feyd washed the two of them, he silently hoped the bite mark he'd left would scar, a permanent memento of the first night they lied together. His own personal brand of ownership upon her body.
Once they were back in bed, it'd only taken a moment for Lea's naked form to relax against Feyd's, his arms firmly wrapped around her, as she found sleep pressed against his chest.
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During the next few weeks, the two of them barely left their room, unless it was for studying, or Feyd's training. During that time, Feyd almost always kept the two of them bare before one another, the door locked.
They were near-always in bed, doing learning of a different kind.
Feyd had spent hours every day using his hands, his fingers, his mouth and tongue and teeth, his cock—everything he had at his disposal, really— to learn every facet of his twin's body. He wanted to have every inch of her memorized. Schooled himself on what things he did that made her tremble and shake, whine and plead, soaking their sheets, and what things made her disinterested or uncomfortable.
He paid acute attention to her breathing, her swallowing, her complexion. Her body language, inside and out. From the way she lifted and lowered her hips, spread her legs for him, what made her wet and dripping quite quickly and what made her seem to dry up, to how she clenched when he stuck parts of himself, or other objects inside of her.
It was pleasurable for him, yes, but he was mostly fascinated by how her body worked in conjunction with his own. As the days went on, his conviction that the two of them were literally made for one another only grew stronger, until nothing could convince him otherwise.
She liked when he was slow and gentle. That much had become apparent very early on. And he took no qualms with dragging out their lovemaking. Eventually, he had managed to perfect the process to taking hours. His cock and fingers and sex toys slipping in and out of her at an excruciatingly slow pace. His erection would throb painfully at the sight of her spread open before him, her cunt red and dripping, she quietly whimpering his name repeatedly, like it was the only word left in all the world.
He would tease her, barely brushing his thumb over her sensitive clit, while her body jerked in response. He'd blow gently against the slickness pooling between her thighs and she would sometimes begin to cry from sexual frustration.
It wasn't just about learning, however. He was also training her. Training her mind to begin working differently when it came to fucking him.
She had resisted from time to time when it all first began, but never had Feyd allowed that to stop or hinder him. He knew best for her. For the both of them. It would just take his being patient for it to settle permanently into place within her like it had him. So when she would fight against it—him—he would hold her down, or sometimes would tie her up, which he noticed quickly made things much easier when he had all his faculties at his disposal, and would get to work on her sensitive body.
There was a toy that was a particular favorite of his. Something which he could clip onto her clit and control with a small remote. It would vibrate at various frequencies, all while he slowly plunged his aching cock in and out of her.
When she would try to make him stop any way she could, he would turn the toy off, making sure to note how she clenched around him—never bothering to remove his cock from inside of her—all the confirmation he needed to know she liked it all as much as he did, whether she wished to admit it audibly or no. She would look up at him pleadingly then, but he wouldn't move an inch until she gave him what he wanted. An apology and 'please'. And then he would start up again.
Sometimes, it took the better part of a day before the two of them would orgasm together. She was the one who made the process take so long, but he didn't mind. He lost himself in it. In her.
He knew she absolutely loved when his face was between her legs. So, he endeavored to give her oral sex quite often. But only when she was good for him. He wasn't just going to give her what she wanted if she wouldn't do the same for him. And all he wanted was for her to behave however he wished at any given moment. And when she did, he rewarded her, quite generously.
He had taught her how to perform oral sex on himself as well, allowing her throat to adjust to the size of him. Sometimes she would gag trying to take him all in. Sometimes she would suck, quite content with him buried deep in her warm wet mouth, his seed spilling down her throat, down her chin when he finally finished as her head continued to bob against him, cleaning him lovingly with her tongue.
He knew the guards outside their doors knew. Sometimes he fucked her up against it, grunting loudly for all to hear him claiming her over and over again as his personal property.
The servants it was most certainly not hidden from. They soiled their sheets daily, sometimes multiple times a day. Their clothes strewn across the floor, her panties often soaked through, needing washed. Sometimes, despite her words of protest, he would fuck her right in front of them.
The day their father came to put a stop to things—having been told by a messenger, which was later found choking to death in a puddle of his own blood on a cold floor—the door had been locked as always, but he'd been given the key. (Feyd later rectified this. A new knob was put into place, which he himself had the only key to.) And when he opened the door, the sight before him stopped him, horrified, in his tracks. And he regretted returning to Geidi Prime, knowing what awaited him when he did.
Feyd had been sat on the bed, naked, his erection settled between his legs, one foot planted on the floor, while Lea was hunched over before him. Her face had been turned toward the same door her father had just walked through, her head resting on a pillow, her expression one of pure pleasure—her cheeks pink, her mouth slightly open as she panted gently, lids hooded—while her ass-end was in the air before her twin.
She had a toy clamped firmly over her clit, which emitted a low vibrating sound, and he watched as Feyd slipped a toy inside her cunt, which already contained one, him trying to stretch her to her limits, while she simply moaned in pleasure. His other hand coming down to smack her already-red behind.
Lea froze, shame filling her, along with a feeling of nausea. But she didn't move, didn't dare anger her brother as he looked at their father, an evil smirk on his face.
“Hello, father.” Was all the greeting he gave him as he removed both the toys from inside his younger sister by five minutes, tossing them onto the bed, before easing himself into her, never looking back to see their father exit without another word as he began fucking her himself.
He and Lea came together only a few moments later before beginning again, never speaking a word of what had just occurred.
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The few and far between times when they dined with their parents when they were visiting, the twins always sat next to one another, Feyd's hand gripping her thigh, sometimes his finger's exploring between her legs, sometimes a toy even stuffed inside her as they ate. Not to mention that Feyd had completely altered her wardrobe.
The only gowns she was allowed to wear outside their room now were incredibly sheer, everything practically on display. The guards were intelligent enough to know not to so much as glance in her direction. The gowns served as both a challenge and a statement, she knew.
Feyd hoped desperately just one of them would look at her. He'd cut their eyes from their sockets while she watched. All for her.
So, while they all dined, Lea would hardly touch her food. Meanwhile, Feyd would clean his plate. Their parents never looked at or spoke to either of them. Too disgusted by what they had become. Too ashamed to speak it out loud. Or, perhaps, afraid to, in fear of what their son may do in response.
When they would finish, Feyd would stand, then pull out his sister's chair, before heading back in the direction of their room, her following closely and silently behind, her thighs slick with herself from whatever toy he'd chosen for her to have that night, if not the back of her gown as well.
She didn't know it, but Feyd got off on it: their parents knowing what the two of them were doing together. That it was forbidden, but that they enjoyed one another in so many ways in spite of it.
They needn't worry about a grandchild yet, however. Feyd had had an implantation put into Lea to ensure there was no such risk after their first night together. This way, they could simply enjoy one another.
Eventually, their parent's visits ceased, and finally there was no one left to try and stand in Feyd's way of making her wholly and utterly his own.
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Over time, Feyd no longer allowed Lea to leave their room. He'd had the air leading into it purified—a very difficult and expensive process—and he'd also had her diet modified, health supplements were delivered regularly, which she was also directed to take daily. And his hope of what it would all bring finally came to fruition. Long, dark hair began to grow from his twin's head, long enough for him to wrap around his fist after a few months, and it pleased him greatly.
Lea hadn't been sure how to feel about it at first. All her life she had been bald, like every other citizen of Geidi Prime. Hair-care was something she, nor anyone else, ever need concern them self with here. But Feyd had made it clear that this was something he wanted for—from—her. In time, she came to understand why.
Not only did she feel that it made her look more feminine, but she felt as much, too. As the hair grew longer and longer, Feyd had shipments of special soaps and oils, brushes and combs delivered. He tended to her hair himself.
One day, a new resident was delivered to their home. A stylist. She was the only other person allowed anywhere near his twin's hair. Once it reached Feyd's desired length—just above Lea's bottom—he would have her brought into their room to have it cut. He would stand closely by, arms crossed, ever-observant as she would trim the ends; the threat of having her throat cut open always looming if she made one wrong snip.
When she would finish, she would stand to the side as Feyd took the hair in his hands and between his fingertips, ensuring it was perfect. Once he deemed it so, he would give her a small nod, and she would leave without another word.
Inevitably, Lea became stir-crazy being constantly locked up, her only company her twin brother. She had one day begged him to allow her to go outside, just for an hour or two, but he had simply slipped his fingers through her silky hair, before looking into her eyes and giving her a firm 'no'.
She had cried that night as he fucked her.
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Over time, Lea began to lose weight, her hair began falling out, both of which caused even Feyd distress. She wasn't eating, was hardly sleeping, and spent all her time with her face pressed up against the window in their room, constantly staring outside, like a prisoner trying to escape through the bars to his cell.
Feyd had had servants come in and do a thorough cleaning of their room, the furniture re-arranged to better suit the space—some of it replaced altogether—and he'd had shipment after shipment of books and puzzles and paints and new nightgowns, and beautiful new brushes and hair accessories brought in. He'd even had, for each of her meal's, Geidi Prime's chef make only her favorite dishes, hoping it would lift Lea's spirits, bring her back to who she'd been a few months prior. But she showed little to no interest in all of it.
Even lovemaking had become a hollow chore. She would simply lie there limp, like a dead fish, as he pumped his cock in and out of her, her cunt barely even wet for him—and she was always wet for him at all times of the day—dripping and ready whenever he needed to take his release. Not even the toy for her clit had gained him a response. He'd put it carefully into place, and put it on the setting she liked the most, while he slipped two fingers inside of her to observe how she reacted. Her tight walls didn't clench even once, causing him to deflate, along with his erection.
Feyd felt at his wit's end. He knew all along what it was that she truly needed: out of their bedroom. Outside, even just for half-an-hour. But he was afraid—actually afraid—of what would happen to her hair if he allowed it. Would it fall out immediately? He seriously doubted it. But how often, then, could he allow her out, before that risk finally occurred. Before all his hard work to get it to grow in the first place became all for naught?
He couldn't understand why it meant so much to him. Something so simple. But he also did: his twin had something no other woman on their entire planet did. His lover, her beautiful head of hair, was something for other men to lust after. But only he was allowed anywhere near her.
Finally, one day, after she had not eaten for three in a row, and had only spoken a handful of words to him—only after he had spoken to her, at that—he relented.
“Let's go outside.”
Her head shot up and in his direction, her eyes wide against her now-gaunt face.
She slid toward the edge of the bed. “Do you really mean it?”
He nodded, while holding out a coat in her direction.
He slipped it on over her now too-slender shoulders and waited patiently as she slipped on a pair of shoes, barely paying enough attention to even make sure they matched, before she looked up to him excitedly.
He gave her a small smile in response, pleased to see the old her returning to him. He took her hand in his, her fingers now cold and bony, before he unlocked their bedroom door from the inside, then locked it behind them once they were in the hall.
They were only a few steps down the hall before Lea stopped in her tracks, Feyd looking to her. “I thought this was what you wanted?”
She didn't hear him as a roaring started in her ears. How long had she been locked in that room? Being outside of it now was overwhelming—no, more than overwhelming—she felt like she was going to be swallowed whole.
When had this hallway gotten to be so large? It engulfed her. It was never-ending; the world was. Too big, too much. Too much space. Suddenly, she couldn't breathe and she dropped to her knees, causing Feyd great alarm at the sight before him.
He kneeled in front of her as she curled into herself. What was happening?
He tried to pry her hands away from her face, but she swiftly put them back over her eyes.
“Lea, stop this.” he hissed.
But she couldn't hear him. She was whispering to herself 'no, no, no, no, no' over and over again. Both of them wondered if she had gone mad.
Finally, he scooped up her fragile frame in his arms and carried her back to their room, her face buried in his neck, terrified to look at the space around them.
Once she heard the door shut firmly behind them and lock, did her vision behind to clear and her breathing return to normal. Her heart rate slowed.
Feyd set her on the edge of the bed, while once again kneeling before her as he brushed her hair behind her ear, out of her face.
She began to silently cry. “I'm sorry. I don't... I don't know what happened.”
He pressed a quick kiss to her forehead before standing. “I'll fetch the doctor.”
Before she could tell him that that wasn't necessary, he was out the door and gone.
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Lea had nearly started drifting off to sleep before Feyd finally returned, doctor in-tow as promised.
The same doctor who had implanted her birth control device some years prior. He was nearly the same age as their father, a few inches shorter than her brother, and thin, with a very serious disposition.
Feyd hovered over her protectively as the doctor retrieved a chair from the nearby table and sat it in front of her. “Can you tell me what happened today, My Lady?”
Lea glanced up to her twin, who gave her a small nod, his arms crossed, and she looked back to the doctor, then down to her hands.
“Earlier, Feyd and I were going to go for a walk. And when we left our bedroom, I... I felt like I couldn't breathe, couldn't see. I felt...so afraid, simply because we were standing in a hallway. One I've been in thousands of times before. It felt like it would never end. Like the world might swallow me.”
Finally, when she looked up, the doctor's features were overtaken by a sudden sense of understanding.
He stood then, Feyd following him a few feet away from her.
“What's wrong with my sister?” Feyd demanded answers from him in a low, gravely, but threatening voice.
The doctor somehow wasn't intimidated. “She has a condition, psychological, known as agoraphobia. When was the last time she left this room?”
Feyd didn't answer.
“It can manifest due to different things, and in different ways. I would say her particular case can be attributed to her being closed up in this room for months-on-end. She was made to feel comfortable, until there was no reason for her to leave. That is, until her body started urging her to do otherwise.”
“How do I fix her?”
“She needs to gradually work back up to being used to being outside of this room again. It won't be easy, for either of you. She'll battle you every step of the way, terrified of what may lie beyond that door, despite the fact that she already knows the answer.
“Start small, the hallway, then a nearby room, then another and another, until, finally, she's ready to go outside. You need to reassure her that she's safe, and that everything ends: the hallway, that the rooms she's in are just four walls and a door, even our planet is only so large. Everything has an end.”
“And if I allow her to stay in here, where she's most comfortable?”
The doctor glanced back to Lea, then to the young man before him and shook his head. “You already know the answer to that.” He sighed. “I can give her something for anxiety, and something to help her sleep, but the rest is up to her. It may help, for her to have a professional to speak to about how she's feeling, so as to gauge her progress. If so, I'd be happy to help.”
Feyd already knew that much he wouldn't allow. If she wanted—needed—someone to speak to, she had him. She didn't need anyone else. Especially another man. Doctor or not.
“Have the medications delivered once they're ready.”
With that, the doctor knew their conversation was at an end. He nodded, then made his way to the door. He briefly glanced back to the siblings behind him. “Please let me know if either of you need anything further,” and then he was gone.
Feyd walked over to Lea, kneeling before her while tears shone in her eyes. “What's wrong with me?”
He brushed a stray tear from her cheek with the pad of his thumb. “A condition, called agoraphobia. To put it plainly: you've been closed up in here so long, it's messed with your mind. Made you afraid of what's on the other side of the door.”
Her brows furrowed. “Ag-agor...” She trailed off, then shook her head. “How do we fix me?”
Feyd looked over his shoulder to the door behind him, then back to his twin.
Her eyes grew wide, then she began to shake her head. “No, I can't go back out there. Feyd, please. I know what I want now. I want to stay in here, with you. And when you leave, I'll wait for you to come back like I always do. I'll-”
He shook his head. “Being kept in here isn't helping you, either. You'll do as I say. I know what's best for you.”
A few moments later, there was a knock at the door, then, and when Feyd opened it, he was greeted by a slave holding a tray with two bottles, pills inside, meant for Lea. He took them without a word, closing the door in the young boy's face.
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That night, Feyd didn't allow his little sister to leave the dinner table until she had eaten every last morsel from her plate. Once finished, he handed her a sleeping pill. Before taking it from his outstretched palm, she looked at him hesitantly.
“To help you sleep.”
She nodded, placed the pill on her tongue, then drank a sip of water. “How long until it takes effect?”
Feyd shrugged while standing. He pulled Lea's chair back and watched as she walked over to their shared wardrobe and slipped off her clothes from the day, dropping them to the floor. She went to put on one of Feyd's plain shirts, before he told her to stop.
She glanced back to him, already in bed. And naked.
She felt heat pool between her legs then, and she padded over to him. She came to stand before him, between both of his legs, and he gripped the backs of each of her thighs, then kissed her stomach. He then took his right hand and placed his palm firmly against her sex and hummed in satisfaction when his hand came away glistening and wet.
He then slipped two fingers between her folds and his cock hardened at the slick sensation. A proper diagnosis, treatment plan, and a decent meal later and already her body was coming back alive and responding to his touch again.
He eased one finger inside her tight cunt, and she gasped, her hand coming up to grip his shoulder. He then eased in another, and grinned as he felt her clench around him. It was when he eased in a third that her knees suddenly felt weak. He curled them upward, massaging the sensitive ledge inside of her and she threw her head back, closing her eyes.
When she began to moan, Feyd's grin grew wider, and he stopped.
Her eyes shot open, but before she could ask him to continue, he nodded toward the bed. “Lie down.”
She did as commanded and spread her legs, allowing her twin brother access to her.
He sat back on his haunches and placed one hand firmly on her stomach, while he slipped four fingers inside of her this time. He began fingering her so quickly she barely had a chance to catch her bearings. He pressed down on her lower stomach and she gasped at the heightened sense of pleasure.
Soon, Feyd's hand was coated in her, and obscene sounds were coming from between her legs.
She looked down, her eyes meeting Feyd's, which had grown impossibly dark, and watched as the muscles in his arm worked at finding her release.
She threw her head back against the mattress beneath her and opened her legs even wider then and could swear she heard her twin groan in approval.
The stimulation of him continually hitting that most pleasurable spot inside her, after a few more minutes, finally sent her over the edge, with her nearly screaming at the release he finally helped her find. Liquid shot out of her cunt, soaking the sheets beneath them. It was unlike anything she'd ever felt before at his hands.
He didn't stop until the squirting did, and then he dove in with his mouth.
Lea whined in pain, still too sensitive down there, but Feyd paid her no mind as he began to suck at her wet folds, circling his tongue over and over, lapping at her juices like a man desperate for water in the deserts of Arrakis.
“Feyd, please, no more.”
He responded by gripping her hips, pulling her closer to his open mouth.
She sat up on her elbows and looked down at him. “Please,” she panted, her cunt growing more and more sore as he continued on.
He rolled his eyes and began to fuck her with his tongue.
It'd been weeks since they'd been properly intimate. She wasn't going to deny him this. Something they both desperately needed.
Lea lied back down, bringing her hands over her eyes and trying her hardest to keep herself together as Feyd dined upon her body.
He'd be done soon enough, she was sure.
How deeply wrong she had been.
Once Feyd made her orgasm not once, not twice, but three times—the second orgasm sending her to tears at the pain of it, the third near-excruciating—he had slipped himself inside of her. She had cried quietly beneath him as he took his time easing himself slowly in and out of her.
She wasn't sure which she wanted less... Or perhaps more... For him to be gentle with her, given how sore she now was, or for him to pound away inside of her to get it over with more quickly.
Feyd began to run his thumb over her clit, which was now red and raw, while she pressed the heels of her hands into her wet eyes. “Feyd, I can't again. Please. It's so painful.” she choked out between sobs.
He ignored her pleas as he palmed one of her breasts, continuing to rub her clit.
Two more orgasms later on her part, Feyd finally came inside of her. She was exhausted by then. Her cunt was throbbing painfully, her brother's hot cum leaking out of her, and she was struggling to keep her eyes open, the sleeping meds having kicked in some time ago.
Feyd had crushed his lips to hers, satisfied that he had finally gotten to cum in her after being patient for so long.
When Lea fell asleep, it was with Feyd's arms around her, his naked frame wrapped around her own, and his cock buried inside her.
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Lea lounged back in the bathtub large enough to be a pool and ran her fingers over the scars covering one of her thighs, then the bite mark on the other, which Feyd had given her the first night they had sex so long ago.
The scars on her left inner-thigh were her twin's doing. One for each year of their being together. Not as siblings, but together. As one flesh and soul and blood. He told her it was so she would never forget a moment between them.
It was to always mark the anniversary of that first night. And each time he would cut her, he would then drink until the blood stopped flowing.
He had matching scars on his own as well, administered by her. The first one she had done, she had tried it—his blood, per his request—and promptly gagged as the metallic taste filled her mouth. She, thankfully, didn't have to again after that first time. So long as the marks were made by her hand, he was satisfied.
She's removed from her reminiscing at the sight of her brother entering the bathroom. Feyd stands over the tub, looking down at her, her looking up at him in anticipation, when he finally reaches into the depths of the tub, removing the silver stopper.
She stands and her twin grabs a towel to wrap her in, but not before taking a moment to admire her wet, naked body.
Finally, he wraps her up and she follows Feyd out of the bathroom and watches patiently as he chooses a gown for her to wear for the day. He finally settles on a see-through lavender one. He then opens a drawer and retrieves a pair of nipple clamps.
Lea blanches at the sight of them. The gown was bad enough, but the clamps? Completely unnecessary.
Feyd gently tugged the towel away from Lea, and she let it drop to the floor. He took one of her breasts in his hand, and slipped the nipple clamp into place and adjusted the tightness until it stayed in place, then repeated the motion with her opposite breast.
Then, he slipped the gossamer gown over her head and retrieved a brush from a nearby table and ran it through her damp hair.
Once he deemed her appearance appropriate, she wrapped both her arms around his right one, and held on tight as he unlocked their bedroom door. She squeezed her eyes shut for just a moment at the sound of it, her heart already beginning to pound just at a lock coming undone.
Feyd led the two of them into the hall, locking their bedroom door behind them, and Lea’s grip only tightened. She didn’t want to look—to see the never-ending hall before them. 
Feyd looked down to his twin, who along the way had become so incredibly fragile, and spoke lowly to her. “Open your eyes, my darling. You have to look.”
Lea slowly opened one eye, the other side of her face still pressed against Feyd’s upper-arm. As she looked around, she couldn’t help but feel like she was trapped in a tunnel with no exit. 
They took one step forward, then another and another, Lea’s heart beating wildly the entire time, a feeling of such surety that if they went any further, something terrible was going to happen. Her feet halted where she stood and Feyd gave her a moment to catch her bearings. He planted a soft kiss upon the top of her head.
“A few more steps and then we’ll be in the library, my love.”
The library. With towering bookcase after bookcase. A labyrinth to get lost in. 
She shook her head. “I want to go back now.”
Feyd drug her along another few steps. “You’ll do as I tell you.”
She wanted to beg further. How could she have ever wanted out of their room? Their bedroom where it was warm and pleasant. A large glass window to look out of at an unsafe world, in their safe and very comfortable, over-sized bed, piled with pillows and blankets. She had two large bookcases of her own, she didn’t need to peruse the nearby library. 
She wanted to go back to bed with her brother and get lost in the feeling of him buried inside of her, his arms wrapped around her, where she was most safe. Or at the very least…felt most safe.
Once Feyd had finally gotten them to the library a few doors down from their room, he promptly shut the large doors behind them. Lea’s heart-rate slowed as she slowly took in their surroundings. She could make out all four sides to the room and the windows against the back helped illuminate the darkness, driving the shadows which threatened to swallow her away. 
She let go of Feyd’s arm then and he watched her, studying her reaction to being in a new room for the first time in months. She hadn’t collapsed in on herself yet, but he wondered if it was all her, or if the pill he had given her for her anxiety played some part in it. Perhaps both. 
She began to wander and wind through the bookcases, Feyd’s steps following closely behind her own. She pulled this book and that from the shelves, perusing, looking for a few novels to take back with her. 
Her sheer skirt clinged to her naked body and her twin’s cock hardened at the sight of her being completely on display for all to see. He’d never caught them, but he was sure more than one guard had taken her in, her pert breasts, her round ass, her perfect cunt—his absolute favorite part of her which he never stopped thinking about. The thoughts that constantly circulated within his mind were all the things he wanted to do to her. The things he wanted to shove inside her cunt, just to see what her reaction might be. Even now.
Feyd pressed his chest against her back, then ran his hands under her gown, squeezing her ass in his grip. She laid her head back against him, closing her eyes. He then slid his hands higher, to her hips, then higher still, until he had both her breasts in his palms. He tugged gently against the clamps he had placed on her nipples and she moaned in the back of her throat. He tugged again and again and again, and she felt herself growing wetter with each tug.
Feyd took her hand, leading her over to an empty table and he gripped both of her hips, lifting her onto it. She leaned forward and pressed a soft kiss to his lips, but before she could pull away, he gripped the back of her head and crushed his lips against her own. She opened her mouth, allowing him entry and he flicked his tongue against hers over and over.
Finally, he pulled away and took her in. She had grown so thin. He intended to rectify that as time went on. He wanted her hips and breasts and ass full and healthy like they had been. 
“Lie back.” 
She did as her twin told her. 
Feyd ran his hand from between her breasts, to her stomach, to her sex, then used both his hands to trail down her thighs, all the way down to her ankles, which he gripped, placing both her feet flat upon the top of the table, spread wide.
Lea’s heart pounded with excitement at whatever her older brother was about to do to her.
Feyd reached up to the neckline of her gown and ripped it open in one swift motion. 
Lea’s mouth fell open. This one had been one of her favorites... 
“What will I wear back to our room?”
Feyd smirked, then shrugged. “I suppose nothing, darling.”
Heat settled between her legs.
Feyd stepped away from her for a moment, disappearing around the edge of one of the shelves and Lea waited patiently. She heard the sound of a drawer opening, then closing and she tugged gently at both of her nipple clamps waiting for him to return to her. Her wetness was slipping down her ass and onto the table by the time he returned.
She lifted her head, looking at him standing at the edge of the table, something glinting in his right hand.
Her brows furrowed as he set it down.
Feyd dropped into the seat behind him, then scooted it forward, making himself comfortable before he got to work. He quickly pulled his cock from his pants, not bothering to pull them down. Just wanting some relief as his erection was now straining painfully against the material.
He reached forward, spreading Lea’s lips between her legs open with two of his fingers and groaned as he watched her clench.
He picked up one of the slim silver pens he had found in a nearby drawer and slipped the bottom-end of it into her. 
She jerked at the cold feeling of the metal entering her, then relaxed.
“Stay still,” Feyd said, and she didn’t dare argue.
He slipped in another and watched as the two pens bobbed as her walls clenched once, then twice.
He slipped in yet two more and she whimpered, liking what was being done to her. She always enjoyed when Feyd filled her to her limits, if not sometimes a bit past it.
Lea stretched her arms above her head and arched her back, spreading her legs wider for him and Feyd hummed his approval as she lowered herself back down onto the table. She started gently pulling against her nipple clamps once again as Feyd slipped another pen inside her eager cunt.
That made five, and he knew she was wet enough to take a few more easily.
He slipped in two more at the same time and Lea sighed, wishing he would play with her clit. She knew better than to do so herself. She’d only tried that once while they were being intimate together and he’d told her sternly she was never do so again, that that part of her was for him alone to touch and she had nodded, indicating that she understood.
She’d gotten punished thoroughly, however, the day Feyd had come into their room and saw that she’d been busy playing with herself without his knowledge or permission. Her right hand had been rubbing away between her legs, fingers plunging in and out of herself, a pillow placed under her hips.
She’d been so engrossed in pleasuring herself that she hadn’t even noticed her twin, who was now seething, standing at the side of the bed. She’d been broken from her near-orgasm at the sound of something shattering against the wall. She’d jerked and yelped, now-frightened, and the expression on Feyd’s face had been one of pure rage.
She quickly removed her hand from between her legs, but there was no trying to hide what she’d been doing. Feyd had climbed on the bed and she tried to scoot away from him, now afraid, but he’d gripped her hips, yanking her back down to him. All she could do was stare up at him as he seethed, his anger palpable, rolling off of him in waves.
All was deathly quiet for a few minutes, until, finally, he gripped her cunt painfully in his hand, his eyes boring into her own as she withered underneath his gaze. “This belongs to me. It is my property. Mine to do with as I wish. It is for only me to touch, and me alone. I own it. If you need relief, you come find me. You will never touch yourself like this again without my knowledge. Is that understood?”
She nodded over and over again, tears brimming in her eyes.
“Say it,” he commanded, with acidity.
“I understand, I’ll do whatever you say.”
He nodded, then gripped her hips and threw her onto her stomach while he lowered himself onto her calves, holding her into place as he spanked her ass red and raw until she couldn’t sit down for a solid week afterward. He then flipped her back over and spanked her cunt until she was sobbing so hard she couldn’t breathe and it was beyond raw, swollen and blood-red. Feyd had fingered her brutally then until she bled, his fingers covered in it, and came so hard she screamed in agony at the feeling. 
Any temptation to touch herself after that day was more than removed. She had learned her lesson.
So, Lea lied there as Feyd shoved pen after pen into her, until the count was up to ten and she was sure she couldn’t take anymore.
Her twin’s own heart pounded, appreciating the view before him of his own doing. Her hole stretched nearly to its limits, full. 
He had three pens left and shoved another in and Lea’s head shot up, looking down at Feyd. “Feyd, please, I don’t think anymore will fit. It already hurts.”
He glanced up to her. “There’s only two more left. Can you not handle it?” He asked, twirling one between his fingers.
She considered him for a moment, then concentrated on just how full she currently felt. She brought one of her hands down between her legs and lightly brushed her fingertips over all the pens currently sticking out of her. She then leaned back on that same arm. “I don’t think so.”
Feyd considered her for a moment, then nodded and she let out a sigh of relief, lying back down.
Feyd leaned back in his chair and pulled his pants down, stroking his cock at the beautiful sight before him. 
Lea knew what he was doing just from the sound alone and she felt her walls clench, causing Feyd to chuckle at the sight of the pens bobbing half-in half-out of her. She was just grateful she had something to clench around, even if it was something rather unusual. But she liked it; it felt good to her.
Feyd had only tried it himself a handful of times before, but he wished for something to put in himself now as well, feeling it was only fair.
He stood, walking back to the desk from before and removed a thin letter opener. He returned to his seat from before and sat. He used the grip of it and gradually eased it into the slit at the opening of his cock. It was painful, yes, but it only made it all the better for him.
He kept stroking, watching as Lea’s tight walls kept those pens bobbing every few seconds, her hands fondling her breasts. Once he was close, he removed the letter-opener, letting it clatter to the floor and he stood, stroking furiously before he came all over his sister’s stomach.
Lea looked up at him lovingly. “Do you feel better now, brother?”
Feyd’s lips twitched. “Nearly.” 
He never stopped stroking, despite his cock protesting against him. But the pain of it, turning him on all the more, his skin hot, made him come quickly yet again, this time on Lea’s naked breasts. Finally, when he came a third time, it was on her outstretched tongue, some of it shooting into the back of her throat.
She had licked her lips, savoring the taste of him and Feyd had gently gripped the back of her head, bringing her closer to his throbbing cock and she swallowed him whole, cleaning him with her tongue, swirling it around him this way and that, the only sounds to fill the silence around them being that of her sucking him off.
Feyd threw his head back, bucking his hips, making her gag, then settling again as she continued her steady rhythm. He thought with a wry smirk that her having two out of three holes filled at once wasn’t too bad.
He had trained her so well.
Finally, his lust got the better of him and he gripped the back of her head, his fingers tangled in her hair, and began to fuck her mouth. Brutally.
She gagged and choked and struggled to breath—tears stinging her eyes at the inability to—but Feyd kept wildly bucking his hips, shoving his thick cock in and out of her mouth until a few seconds later he came, her throat filling with hot cum.
When he removed himself, she gasped for breath, sputtering and coughing through his seed.
She wasn’t upset, however. Sometimes he liked doing things roughly. Sometimes she did, too.
Feyd removed her gown from under her and used it to wipe the spit and cum from around her mouth, then threw it onto the floor. He walked around to the edge of the table where all eleven pens were still lodged firmly inside of her, and gripped them all in his fist. 
She shot up, however, gripping his wrist in her own. “Don’t.”
Feyd looked at her with a raised brow, surprised. 
“You want me to leave them?”
She nodded, a blush creeping onto her cheeks and breasts.
Feyd smiled wickedly. “So be it.”
He did, however, shove them a bit further in, then pulled them back toward him, then repeated the motion over and over again, and she moaned his name, tangling her fingers in her hair. Her walls gripped them all so tightly, so firmly in place. He hummed his approval. 
He stopped for a moment and watched as they bobbed and bobbed as her walls continued to clench from the stimulation. Feyd wanted to take her back to their room and stay up all night seeing what other sorts of things she’d enjoyed being shoved and fucked inside of her. 
He helped her down from the table, her gown ruined and in tatters on the floor, her cunt filled to the brim, and her skin covered in his dried cum.
He took her hand in his and grabbed the books she had chosen, placing them under his opposite arm before he opened the doors to the library and they exited. 
The feeling of utter fullness between Lea’s legs was enough to distract Lea on their way back to their bedroom from instead focusing on the space around them.
Once Feyd unlocked the door, he allowed Lea to enter first, and when he glanced over his shoulder, a feeling of being watched suddenly present, he saw their mother halfway down the hall, knew she had seen his twin covered in him, something protruding from her young cunt.
He gave her a satisfied  smile before following Lea inside, shutting the door behind him and locking it.
Lea sat back on the bed, her legs spread apart, hoping Feyd would come give her some form of relief, her clit now swollen. Instead, he went into the bathroom and drew a bath for her. As the water ran, he returned to her, kneeling before their bed where she sat and slowly remove the pens one by one, dropping them onto the floor, until her cunt was just a gaping hole needing desperately to be filled. 
Slowly, he eased his fist inside of her and she groaned in satisfaction. He used two fingers to massage her vaginal walls and her toes curled at the sensation. He kissed her clit and she whimpered. “Please, Feyd.”
“Not right now.”
She threw her head back in frustration.
After a few more strokes of his fingers inside of her, he removed his fist and she pouted at the sudden feeling of being empty. 
Her twin simply offered her his hand and guided her into the bathroom. 
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20 Questions For Fanfic Writers!
I got tagged in this by the lovely @onewhoturns, and I'll tag some others at the end!
1: How many works do you have on Ao3?
I only have 8 actually published there, but for reference, I went into my WIP folder and found over 100 more... So I do write things! I'm just really really bad at actually publishing them.
2: What's your total Ao3 word count?
Assuming I've done my math right, my current total word count sits at 262,909. Most of that is probably the longfics I've done with Turner, but there are almost certainly some hidden gems in there as well.
3: What fandoms do you write for?
Well, I haven't actually written and published something for a specific fandom for a while now, but my more common interests these days are Genshin Impact, Fire Emblem, Metal Gear Solid, Ace Attorney, Shadow & Bone (Netflix TV show specifically) and a few sporadic others! But my past works were for Oxenfree, Destiny, Ava's Demon, Homestuck, Overwatch, Critical Role, The Magnus Archives and Half Life.
4: Top five fics by kudos?
That would beeee So It Goes, Blue Hair, Red Jacket, A Different Angle, One Foot, and finally Holy Spirits!
5: Do you respond to comments? Why/Why not?
As much as I love getting comments on fics, I don't often respond to them. I don't really have enough published to get engagement super often, and even then, I'm just not the kind of person to reach out at random simply because I've heard too many Internet Horror Stories(tm). But, maybe if I do publish more in the future, I'll make a habit of answering then!
6: What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I... Don't really know? Most of my fics are either one-shots or unfinished multi-chapter works. There's probably something really angsty in my WIPs, but since it's never seen the light of day, we'll never really knows.
7: What's the fic you've written with the happiest ending?
Hmm. Hm hm hm. That would probably be a toss up between A Different Angle, which is just meant to be a nice, feel-good oneshot, or Pyrite-50: Quiet Moments, which is a kind of character study of one of my Destiny PC's.
8: Do you get hate on fics?
Since I only have 8 published, and I'm not like a super-duper popular author, I don't really think I get hate. All of the comments I've seen have been really sweet and lovely, which I'm thankful for.
9: Do you write smut?
I've been known to partake... On occasion....... <- Currently hiding most of it away in that damned WIP folder
10: Do you write crossovers?
Aside from the every-so-often "AU fic inspired by another piece of media", no, not really. But maybe that will change sometime! I wouldn't be truly opposed.
11: Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not as far as I'm aware!
12: Have you ever had a fic translated?
Nope. My reach, like I said, is pretty minimal. But if anybody were to ask, I'd say go for it, as long as I got credit as the author.
13: Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Most of my published fics are co-written! My co-author was actually the one who tagged me in this, Turner. You can go check out all our Oxenfree stuff on Ao3 right now.
14: What's your all-time favorite ship?
Oooooh, this one is hard. The one I've undoubtedly written the most for is jonalex, but I'm a huge multishipper, so I've never really preferred one pairing over another before. It's always so dependent on my mood! Can I just say all of them?
15: What's the WIP you hope to finish but doubt you ever will?
The forgotten Kaz Brekker/Darkling smut. It sits in its little google document, taunting me. I know that you're there. I KNOW.
16: What are your writing strengths?
I'd like to think I'm good at metaphors? Generally, getting into a character's psyche is what I strive for, and when I get it right it feels like a real achievement. I've also been told that I'm very good at making dialogue that feels real, or that flows in a way that makes sense, which is something else I'm really proud of.
17: What are your writing weaknesses?
Finishing things. Fight scenes (of the physical variety). The two big F's.
18: Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
Seeing as I am a person who only knows one language (and guess which one that is), I don't often write in other languages for my fics, because I'm a liiiiittle too scared of fucking up. On the rare chances I have, I usually use someone I know as a translator, but that limits me on how many languages I can conceivably use. As far as foreign languages in other fics go, I'm all for it!
19: First fandom you wrote for?
It's either Harry Potter, and that fic has now been orphaned to the wind, or maybe Homestuck?
20: Favorite fic you've ever written?
Of my published fics, it has to be So It Goes. That one has a special place in my heart for a multitude of reasons, and not just because Turner and I got to write it together. Of my WIPs, there's an unnamed freemance fic that I've been dying to finish that I just recently found again, and it made me fall in love with my writing for a second time; in a strange way.
Tagging!!
@artemis-crimson @reddgiant @starchemist @starlit-bawka @cranehusbands @duvirii and basically whoever else wants to do it.
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writingmysanity · 1 year
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For the Fic Writing Questions! Numbers 1 - 5! As a fellow writer I love in-depth questions like these 🥰
Heya love! So we talked briefly afterwards to make sure I understood what you wanted, and comfort was the piece you were the most curious about! But also, you were just curious in general, so I will answer for my all time favorite pieces I've written across all if my fandoms if you don't mind 💜
First! For comfort.
1- what inspired you to write the fic this way?
@grumpyoutlaw and her wonderous ability to just make the man look so... soft. The picture she drew that I wrote it in response to just radiated warmth to me.
2- what scene did you first put down?
The details of what the space and vibe were- which very much so were just relaxing to me. Cuddling next to a fire with a book? Yes please.
The soft turn of pages is all you can hear in the room, quiet breathing and the almost incomprehensible whisper of the fire warming the air around you as you snuggle further into the cushions of your couch.
3- what is your favorite line of narration?
And every time, his eyes rise to meet yours, crinkling at the corners as he smiles at you, the warmth of them mimicking that of the fire a few feet from you. Resting in his favorite chair– a piece you had almost gotten rid of before he settled into it the first time, and seemingly never left– he is perched on a pair of pillows, legs tucked neatly under the blanket you keep there for him, book in his lap. 
4- what is your favorite line of dialog?
“I can’t want to just look at your face?” he considers this, before nodding slightly.  “I also find it difficult to look away from you when you are near,” he agrees, eyes flicking back to his book as if what he said was nothing, an off handed comment that he doesnt realize hes said until almost a full minute later, his eyes snapping back up to you, a flush tinting his cheeks and the tips of his ears. This whole bit just makes me giggle.
5- what part was the hardest to write?
Honestly? The hardest part to write is always the beginning. Not because there was anything particularly difficult about it, but the opening is always the most important and equally stressful for me, no matter the piece. Once I get started, I'm on a roll, and I just word vomit until I deem it good enough. Lol, no checking. No beta.
On to my favorites throughout my masterlist! I have a few bits that I am particularly soft for and it makes me happy to have been the one to write them!
1- inspiration for fic?
All of them are usually the fact that something strikes me as so soft and lovely that I have to put it down in words. I love soft and fluff and soft fluff- I am told I have a knack for domestic fluff. I carry that badge with pride
3- favorite lines of narration?
Okay, so these are LINES, not a single line, so please bear with me.
From drunken inhibitions for Eskel
Eskel had lost count of the number of times he's had to dive to catch you, his fingers wrapped in your shirt the only thing keeping you from finding the fastest way down the mountain or diving head first into a bog. I know you're excited to be out with me, kit, but let's NOT become dinner for drowners.
And this piece from ordinary for jaskier is one I am particularly proud of.
He wants to argue- to disagree. To him, you are everything. The sun, the moon, and the stars. The light you bring to his life was as if he had seen the sun rise for the first time. The stars in your eyes are better than any compass in finding who he is and where he is meant to be. And, the weight of your hand grounds him when his ego threatens to lift him from the surface. You see none of this. To him, you are perfect. But to you, you are nothing special.
You can see the way he's fighting himself, and you know why. Because you feel the same about him. You never felt freedom until you saw the endless pools of the ocean in his eyes. The way the hand in yours is a lifeline, a bouy keeping you afloat in the endlessness of life. His mile gleams like the sun on the rippling surface.
4- favorite lines of dialog?
Again! This will cover a few fics.
This one is from born to love you for jaskier (notice a pattern? He just brings something out of me.)
"Jaskier, in all your life, you have carried your things alone. Here, with me, you are never alone in carrying anything."
This is a line that I played with in two different fics that kind of tied them together, as they were meant to be tied. In both cottage for your thoughts and wild flower
"So this is love..."
Thank you so much for your ask, lovely! This was a lot of fun. I had so many things I wanted to list, but I figured these were more than enough! If you have any questions, PLEASE ask away. I love them.
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aimmyarrowshigh · 2 years
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44, 54, 74?
44. What is your favorite genre to write?
I think pretty much the only genre I CAN write reliably well is slice-of-life, but I also really like mystery and I want to improve my plotting skills so that I can become more reliable a mystery writer. I'm really not great at Big Plots very often -- which is, I think, why I gravitate towards fanfiction more than working on original stuff. Even when I do write stuff with Big Plots, the parts that I think I do well are the quiet, domestic, slice-of-life moments.
54. What’s the fandom/pairing distribution of your posted fics?
JESS, I HAVE LIKE 250 FANDOMS OF POSTED FIC, WHAT R U DOIGN TO ME
Let's see. Now I have to do Math.
26% of my posted stuff is MCU. 18% is Star Wars. 11% is The Old Guard. 4% is The Hunger Games. 3% is Percy Jackson. Those are the five (discrete) largest fandoms that I've written for, apparently, which actually surprises me -- I would have thought that a larger percentage went to THG and I definitely would have thought I had more 1D fic than Percy Jackson, although I would bet that being open to PJO drabbles but not 1D drabbles contributes to it pulling ahead.
74. Do you have a fic you wish got a bit more love?
I mean, selfishly, of course I wish that all of my stuff got more attention because everything posted on the internet is an affection bid, and I am a cat bonking The Internet incessantly with my little head, begging for pets. But lately I've specifically wanted to see Not In The Answer But The Question get a few more reads because I see people requesting recs for Jewish Bucky or for Soft Stucky and I'm like I WROTE A THING BUT IT WOULD BE DOUCHEY TO TELL YOU I WROTE A THING! But at the same time, it's freakin' Stucky and there are a thousand new fics a day, so I'm not, like, SURPRISED that it got swallowed up. Especially since it's only rated T.
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caixxa · 2 years
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hiiiiiiiiiiii caixa , here are my questions for the writers ask:
3, 4 (for one hundred percent yours), 6 (for the built to last series), 10, 11, 14, 17 !
Hi love and thank you!
3. What are some tropes or details that you think are very characteristic of your fics?
Hmm not sure if I should be proud but slutty younger man seducing an older man to dom him, quiet domestic moments, undefined or open relationships, underlying emotional (but not necessarily romantic) bond in seemingly casual sexual relationships.
4. What detail in [one hundred percent yours] are you really proud of?
The thin tube beanie pulled down over the face and used as a blindfold (and for choking). All the details of how the fabric moves with breath, gets damp, clings to lips, et cetera.
6. What’s one fact about the universe of [Built To Last ] that you didn’t get a chance to mention in the fic itself?
I think I poured in everything that I wanted to!
10 answered
11. Are you partial to a certain character/pairing or are you more equal-opportunity? If you are partial to any character/pairing, why do you think that is?
I'm extremely picky and character-oriented when I choose reading and writing. Sports rpf fandoms have such a huge pool of characters (yes, in fictional context they are characters) to choose from, and I can't simply have the same fannish love and interest for them all. And I feel very differently about players as players than players as fandom characters. I will read a journalistic article, watch play videos or interviews about anybody, but I am interested in reading fic only about few select favorites. And I feel comfortable writing about players who give me a feel that I have enough to work on as a character in the base knowledge I have about them. Does this make sense?
I have gotten only pickier over the years. When I started, I picked my reading based on the vibe I got from the summary and tags even if I didn't even know how the guys looked like. That gave me a great deal of good reading because the big pairings like sidgeno or 1988 attract so many writers that the cream that rises on the top is a luxuriously thick layer.
I'm a polyshipper at heart but at the same time I'm secretly pretty otp/notp about my guys. Some pairings just don't give me the "I want to crash these barbie doll's together and make kissy sounds" vibe. And I don't want to waste my time in reading that I'm not super invested in, so if there's someone who doesn't attract me at all, I am likely to skip it.
So, I've become picky and will now only pick fic about players and teams that are dear to me. Maybe it's this "be the change you want to see" thing, if I want more diversity and exposure for my poor little rare pairs, I will dedicate my fic reading and writing time to those rare pairs. And when my knowledge about the sport and the fandom grows over the years, I know more precisely what and who I like or don't like.
14. Are there any tropes you would only read if written by a trusted friend or writer?
At this point most of them are like this! I read so little. It's also character driven, there is stuff that I will only read about certain players. A/b/o and BDSM au are some of those.
17. What highly specific AU do you want to read or write even though you might be the only person to appreciate it?
I wish there was a hockey rpf Ice Road Truckers AU! I used to watch the show but I don't know anybody else who does. Some of the routes were on Lake Winnipeg and I had a Jets players as snowed-in truckers fic idea in my head for a long time but never wrote it.
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Thank you for the ask! If you read this all you're a real trooper!
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How do you get so much engagement? Not in a jealous sort of way, but more in a curious way of someone who seeks tips/advice on the matter. It seems these days fandom is much more…distant than it once was and it’s a bit discouraging, you know? I can barely get any sort of engagement, either on my socials or my ao3, but to know you have such a devoted fan base (such as me!) it fills me with hope that it’s possible :)
Any tips and/or ideas?
Oh wow, first off, thank you so much for your kind words!
As for engagement, I don't know if I have much wisdom to give there. Spn fandom is definitely getting smaller, has been for years. Even when I got into it ten years ago, it was already past its prime.
Gonna share what little knowledge I have under the cut.
So I am not the right person to ask about socials lol. I have very little engagement on tumblr actually. I know it doesn't look like it right now, but usually I go months without getting asks. And then I guess sometimes whenever I get one, other people see it and remember they can send me asks? And then I just get a bunch, of which I suspect several are from the same people 😅, and then things go quiet again. Usually, most of them are related to the underneath verse, which makes sense since it's an ongoing WIP, and people have questions (that I am very happy to answer, always! Even tho I can't give anything about the ending away 😅). I used to post fic links here, but I got so little engagement I eventually gave up on that. It didn't seem worth the effort of formatting the posts, but I also have no way of knowing how many people just check ao3 and how many click on a link on tumblr.
Twitter is a little different, but it's also gotten more quiet there. The end of the show didn't help and then recent events *cough*prequelgate*cough* accelerated the decline of J2 fandom especially. But I get some interaction with fic posting there, more than on tumblr anyway, so that's where I post new fics. I think it's helpful to screenshot the summary and attach it to the post for more info. Maybe? I've never done a survey on this lol. Definitely don't be shy about retweeting and reposting for timezone purposes and on different days. Some people follow so many accounts they won't see your post otherwise.
As for fic engagement, idk. A good snappy summary, enough tags for people to get interested but no overtagging? But like, I'm a bad standard here, I think. I've been in fandom for over 10 years, I've written almost 200 fics in all kinds of genres, so people know me. I've also participated in gift exchanges, challenges and auction fics, which is also something that gives you exposure. And I was lucky that one of my first big fics was popular. So I guess a reasonable amount of people know me as a J2 author.
Also supporting my theory of being known is that I recently posted a fic in a much more active fandom and I immediately had like four times the engagement I'd usually get for J2 fics, but still much less than the popular fics in that fandom.
And not all of my spn rpf fics get a lot of engagement either. It always depends on subject matter, pairings, trends in fandom etc. If you look at my fic list, you'll see a lot of fics with few kudos for a variety of reasons.
I still write them, even if I know not a lot of people are interested in them, but I still enjoy writing them. And I always think, if there's only one person whom I brought joy with my writing, it's worth it. But I definitely understand that more feedback is also more joy and good for our egos. And I know there are people out there who don't care about that, which is valid, but I think it's also okay to care about it.
Idk if this is helpful. I can try to give more specific advice for fic things if you have more specific questions, maybe off anon if you're comfortable with it?
Otherwise, thanks for your faith in me and sorry that I have so little wisdom to share 😅
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winchesterandpie · 2 years
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You're Home
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Pairing: Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw x reader
Word Count: 1705
Warnings: Very self-indulgent, hurt/comfort with an emphasis on fluff, a little tiny bit of spice, it's pretty much just fluff
A/N: Hey guys, I'm back! I know it's been forever since I've posted a fic, but I started writing this after I saw Top Gun: Maverick and it's the first time in a long time I've been able to write this many words without feeling like I was hitting a wall, so I'm posting it in honor of that. I know I haven't written in a while and it's a different fandom than I've written before, so I didn't tag my usual tag list. I might do more writing for Rooster, so let me know if that's something anyone would be interested in. Gif is not mine!
“I miss you, Roose,” you spoke into the phone, your voice little more than a whisper.
“I know. I miss you too,” Bradley replied at a similar volume. “Not long now though. I’ll be home before you know it.”
It had been a long mission this time. Well, that wasn’t entirely true. He’d been gone as long as a normal assignment, but it felt longer. You weren’t sure why this one in particular was hitting you so hard, especially now that he was on his way home. Just a couple more days until you could see your pilot again.
That time couldn’t pass quickly enough. Today, of all days, you wished he was here with you. You kept reaching for him, only to remember all over again that he wasn’t home. You were well aware that it was a ridiculous reaction, but you couldn’t help that the sound of his voice on the other side of the phone had tears building up in your eyes.
“You still there, sweetheart?”
“Yeah, sorry.” You were trying so hard not to cry.
“You okay?” He must’ve heard it in your voice, despite your best attempts. “Honey,--”
“I’m okay, Brad. It’s just been a long day.”
“For me too.” He let out a slow sigh before going quiet for a moment, like someone on his end was talking to him. “Hey, I’ve gotta go. ‘M sorry.”
“I’ll see you soon?”
“Very soon, I promise.” He said your name then, and you felt a tear slip free. “I love you.”
“I love you too.”
You tipped your head back when he hung up, willing your eyes to dry. He’d be home soon, you were sure of it. With your eyes closed, you could almost convince yourself he wasn’t gone. Then you remembered the shirt of his you’d brought to the front room with you. It was one of the Hawaiian shirts he loved so much, one of the few that still smelled like him. You bunched it up in your hands, holding it up to your face.
A knock sounded at the door, bringing you back to reality. Quickly, you brushed away the tear tracks and pulled on his shirt before going to the door. You took one more breath to steady yourself, fixed a smile on your face, then answered the door.
“Hey.”
How could it be possible? Bradley “Rooster” Bradshaw stood in front of you, two days early.
“Bradley!”
He caught you easily, crushing you to him in a desperate embrace. You pressed your face into the crook of his neck and inhaled the scent of him. One of your hands reached up into his soft hair to hold his head to you. You didn’t even realize you had started crying until he pulled back just a little--just enough for you to look at each other.
“You’re home,” you managed through your sniffles. 
“I’m home,” he assured with a soft smile. His hand cupped your cheek, thumb brushing gently at your tears as you leaned into the touch.
“You’re home,” you repeated, returning the smile as you held his face. His other hand squeezed your hip before shifting further around you to press you closer. You were the one to gently pull his forehead to yours, quietly drinking in his presence for a long moment. His eyes weren’t dry either, you noticed as you caught some of the wetness on your fingertips.
You let go a breathless laugh and hugged him again. You held each other tightly, the feeling of his arms around you enough to squeeze some of the heaviness from your chest. 
Eventually, you had to let go again, but he kept one arm around you, only letting you go far enough for him to pick up his bag. You kept your arm around him to stay tucked into his side as he closed the door behind the two of you and toed off his shoes. You knew he would want to change into more comfortable clothes, so you tugged him toward your bedroom. 
When you sat on the edge of the bed, he pressed a kiss to the top of your head. Brad’s arm tightened when he felt a shudder run through you, but he didn’t say anything. You took several steadying breaths, reaching with your free hand to hold his shoulder. The longer you spent pressed close to him, the more the lingering weight eased.
“I missed you,” he said at last, the murmur of your name close to your ear.
“I really missed you too, Brad. Today was just…” you broke off, shaking your head before you finished your thought, “just really hard.”
He sat beside you then, enveloping you in his arms again while you shook. You worked to regain control of your breathing, reminding yourself that he was here with you now. The smell of him, the warmth of him, the sound of his voice mumbling reassurances grounded you, and finally the knot in your chest came undone. Rooster must have felt how you finally relaxed into him, but he held you until you pulled back.
“Sorry, I know it’s hard for you too. I don’t mean to--” 
He cut you off gently, with a finger over your lips. “You have nothing to apologize for. Okay?”
You didn’t reply immediately, still feeling a little guilty. 
He repeated his question, tilting his head to catch your gaze, “Okay?”
“Okay.”
Holding your gaze for a little longer, he nodded to himself, as though confirming that you really were okay now. 
Every time he came home from a mission, things were a little different. Sometimes, you held him, or he held you. Others, you held each other. Your favorite days, he would come home grinning and he’d spin you around and play the piano for you while you laughed and sang along. 
Every return, even the happy ones, usually after you had both settled, there came a moment when you checked in with each other. It had taken time and many nights of frustration for him to learn to let you in, long used to depending only on himself. Nowadays, Bradley was much quicker to talk to you when he was hurting.
You could tell by the look in his eyes that it was time for that check in.
He brushed a lock of hair out of your face and then moved both hands to hold your face tenderly. You grasped his wrists, moving your thumbs back and forth across the backs of his hands.
“Are you okay, sweets?”
“I’m alright, now that you’re home. Are you okay, Roose?”
“Yeah, I am.”
“So we’re okay, then?”
“We’re okay,” he confirmed, smiling at you.
“I love you,” you said, leaning closer toward him as the tone of the day shifted. 
He picked up on your hinting, his smile turning into more of a smirk before he kissed you. 
The scent and feel of him against you became unignorably heady. You released his wrists, letting your hands slide back up along his arms. When your fingers tangled in his hair, his hands traced down your sides on an achingly slow path. The mustache tickled your skin, making you grin against his kiss.
“I love you too,” he mumbled against your lips as he caught his breath.
Bradley let you kiss him again, nipping at your lower lip to make you giggle before swallowing the sound. You melted into each other, the kiss becoming at once soft and demanding. His hands started to push his Hawaiian shirt from your shoulders and you shifted to help it along.
Then his stomach growled hungrily, and you couldn’t keep kissing him because of the force of your laughter. He pouted at you, and you managed to hold back well enough to kiss along his jaw. You followed that line down his neck and to his shoulder before resting your cheek against that spot so you could look at him.
“I suppose we’ll have to pick this back up after dinner,” he chuckled sheepishly.
“S’pose so, Lieutenant.” You picked your head back up, nudging his nose with yours.
Rooster kissed you again, on your lips, your nose, your cheek, then finally your forehead before he stood and moved to the closet. He pulled off his shirt as he went, which was perhaps a little preemptive, but you weren’t about to start complaining.
“Honey, darling, light of my life,” he started after a moment of staring at his nearly empty side of the closet, “where are all of my shirts?”
“I have no idea.” You tried very hard to look as innocent as possible when he turned to look at you with a grin.
“Is that so?”
“Maybe. Or maybe not, who’s to say?”
He leaned against the doorframe with his arms crossed over his bare chest and an eyebrow raised at you. You hopped up from the bed and over to him. Bradley grinned at you as you approached, pointedly not mentioning the shirt of his you were currently wearing.
“What’ll you give me if I tell you?” You stood on your tiptoes, hands on his chest to keep your balance.
“You’ll have to find out.” His stomach growled again, his face brightening with a laugh for a moment before returning to a playfully fierce stare.
“Ah, but I wear them better--you’ve said so yourself.”
“You do know where they are, then?” Bradley finally uncrossed his arms in favor of pulling you closer. Heat practically radiated from his skin and you went weak in the knees. He gave you a knowing look as he supported more of your weight.
“I do know where they are, but maybe I’m still waiting to hear your offer, Roose.”
“Well,” he started, leaning down to kiss you briefly, “I’m sure we can work something out.”
Your stomach growled then, reminding you that it was definitely time to eat. He laughed again and you couldn’t help but laugh too. You realized then, as you had realized many times before, that you would fight a thousand armies single-handedly to keep that brightness on his face. You didn’t know it, but he was having a similar thought about you.
“Dinner?” he asked when the laughter finally slowed.
“Dinner.”
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not-poignant · 2 years
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Just curious since it's been a while since the last time but will you be writing any fic for characters or properties that are not your own in the near future?
You can just call it fanfic! :D :D
I'd like to, but I frankly haven't been hugely into any fandoms for a couple of years. Or the fandoms I've really gotten into have pretty much no fanfiction attached (and hell, I've even written some fics for those), and the fandom experience is very different to how it used to be.
But honestly even outside of the fandom experience changing, I just haven't loved a show or anything enough to want to fic for it more than anything else. I really really miss writing fanfiction, but there's been nothing that's really captured my attention for more than a few weeks, and that's not enough to sustain like, writing a longfic like I used to. Some of that is probably the fact that TV etc. is now released all at once instead of week by week a lot of the time. But some of it is also just that...like, while I enjoy a lot of things, I don't feel like ficcing for it.
I came close with Arcane, but the pairing I like had almost no fics (and only like two short porny fics - nothing wrong with that!) and I get, frankly, tired of writing rarepairs. And again, I didn't actually love Arcane, I thought it was very pretty, I disliked a lot of the characters, and it's hard to kind of rev yourself up for one side pairing in that situation.
Likewise I am still curious about writing an old Bull/Cullen fic idea, but it's very old, the fandom is very quiet, it's still a rarepair, and it's hard to commit two years of my life to something I might end up abandoning.
I really miss being deep deep into a fandom, frankly. It's not like I stopped watching TV or movies, or stopped playing video games. But nothing's really spoken to me. Television has either become more excessively grimdark, or more wholesome, and none of it really has what used to hook me in, in the past. It's actually something I've kind of been grieving. Even these days I struggle to find fanfiction written recently that I really love compared to older fics in my bookmarks. It's like... it all has disclaimers for antis, or caveats, or it's weirdly wholesome and pure (fine if you like it, but don't advertise it as whump/angst/hurt/comfort/darkfic), or it's excessively dark to the point of just being a tragedy, etc.
I know there are still really good fandom spaces. If I was still in Mo Dao Zu Shi fandom things might be different, but I felt edged out of that fandom by The Untamed folks kind of taking it over and not separate-tagging their fics, which was just a 'oh I have ideas! Oh...actually never mind' experience.
But yeah I'm just... I mean it sucks. I love writing fanfiction, but the last thing I wrote was last year and it wasn't very long. I thought about returning to the Hades fandom, but again, I just didn't have a very...intense fandom experience, the kind of thing that really revs you up and excites you to write fanfiction! Fandom without community is lonely, and while I don't go as deep into fandoms as others, I still...like some of it?
This is a very navel gazing way of saying 'something will have to change in the media landscape, or in the world around me, or maybe even in me' to make fanfic a 'near' possibility. I have no actual plans to commit to any fanfic in the future, I'm just more excited about things like Underline the Black, which honestly has ALL the tropes I love in fandom, and struggle to find (same with a lot of the other things I write). I consider a lot of my original writing to be an homage to fandom and the fanfiction serial style, but yeah in terms of the literal fanfic, damn, I really miss being hooked on a TV show or a movie or a game and the pandemic has kind of killed that part of me, and so has the shenanigans of antis changing the general fandom climate (if you're putting in disclaimers in your fics just for the sake of antis please fucking stop), and the way TV releases now, and the empty sense of endlessness re: Marvel movies and shows, and just...I don't know.
It's sad and I hate it and I wish it wasn't that way, but it has been this way for a lot of the pandemic and I don't know if/when it will come back. I hope it does. I miss it so much. Meeting new people through writing fanfiction was one of my favourite things, I have friends from different fandoms still, and just... *sighs*
Oof. I'm very sad now. Tl;dr - No, I don't have any plans to write fanfiction in the near future, and it sucks.
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1,6&10 for Quiet Music and The one after the photos. The one after the photos was the first fic I remember reading of yours and I was hooked.
Aww thank you so much! What a start into my archive of fics though haha, I love it!
Quiet Music
1: What inspired you to write the fic this way?
Well, obviously this one was a collaborative effort so I can only speak for myself here for all of these questions. This one is the first chapter story I ever did for Måneskin and I really like exploring the emerging relationship over several chapters rather than a few paragraphs for a one-shot. I quite like the way the chapters were structured, with each of them (with an exception or two) taking place in a different setting along the tour the band plays and I feel like the ever-changing surroundings helped a lot in establishing the story.
6: What makes this fic special or different from all your other fics?
Good question! Probably the fact that it's the only chapter story I have so far (but there's at least one planned as of now) and also it's - at the moment - the only story I've not written on my own which definitely presented itself with a lot of challenges that differ from the one I face writing alone, so it's definitely a rather different fic from the others in the way it came about.
10: Why did you choose this pairing for this particular story?
I actually didn't choose this one! The initial idea of it wasn't my own so the pairing was pretty much set in stone already by the time the project started :)
The one after the photos
1: What inspired you to write the fic this way?
Is "I saw the pictures they had posted and needed to channel my horny energy" an acceptable answer? Haha. It honestly came about quite quickly, I'm pretty sure the whole fandom collectively lost their minds when those photos were posted and I thought I could try doing something about it - and boom, this idea was born.
6: What makes this fic special or different from all your other fics?
Well it's probably different in that it is a fivesome and I'd never written one before. (Plus, it's also my most read story to date which I'm very proud of!). Navigating five people at once was a hell of a challenge because the last thing you wanna do is confuse people of accidentally lose track of a character, so writing this required a lot more planning. But I'm very happy it seems to have worked and people like it!
10: Why did you choose this pairing for this particular story?
This pairing, in this case, being literally the whole band haha! To be fair, looking at the pictures that inspired this, I knew I wanted to do something with it, but I wasn't sure who to write about because all of them were so damn hot in that shoot that it would have been a shame to exclude anyone - so instead I decided to lose my mind and go for all of them ;)
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