#IF U KNOW WHO U ARE U KNOW WHO U ARE

[gldenhrs]

3 people you haven't hooked up with but want to? (all)

ᴀʟᴀɴᴀ ʙɪꜱʜᴏᴘ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴄᴏʀᴅ …. 

                      ❝   oh , wow ... tough question !  i think i’ll go with devon , zach  &  nick because they’re all the perfection combination of sexy  &  cute which i like . hopefully i see them at the little getaway a bunch of us are going to , ❝ 

/  @sov4in  @1ucidrms @spctlights  

ᴀʟᴀɴᴀ ʙɪꜱʜᴏᴘ ᴏꜰꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴄᴏʀᴅ …. 

                    ❝   actually .... i don’t really want to hook with anyone else because there’s just one guy i really want but ... it didn’t work out ,  ❝ 

ᴀᴄᴇ ʙɪꜱʜᴏᴘ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴄᴏʀᴅ …. 

                     ❝   just three ?  well , alright ... give me a sec’ .  obviously my sexy little minx bianca , despite the fact she’s married now .  valentine obviously , heard she’s maybe soon getting back on the market so val ?  baby ?  i’m here .  &  then last but not least , athena . gotta’ finish what i started .  ❝

/  @rxscss  @shebloom @eminvnt      

ᴀᴄᴇ ʙɪꜱʜᴏᴘ ᴏꜰꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴄᴏʀᴅ …. 

                 ❝   so , here’s the thing ... i may have lied  &  not said the actual person i want to list but if i’m honest , there’s a lot of people who would be going for my head if i ever did , my sister included , so ....   ❝

ʟᴇɴᴀ ᴋᴇɴɴᴇᴅʏ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴄᴏʀᴅ …. 

                     ❝   u g h .  but this changes for me every day ?  fine , today’s list includes julian , simply because i heard he prefers blondes  &  i think if he ever had a brunette he’d never look at anyone else again . call it a personal challenge of mine . then athena because of obvious reasons  &  knox , because i just recently watched one of his movies  &  i’m curious .   ❝

/ @lgends  @eminvnt  @farfamed

ʟᴇɴᴀ ᴋᴇɴɴᴇᴅʏ ᴏꜰꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴄᴏʀᴅ …. 

                  ❝   i know i said hooking up with an ex fling is like buying your clothes back from goodwill , but there is someone i actually want to see again but if his name ever drops from my mouth feel free to smack me over the head  &  call temporary insanity . ❝

ᴍɪᴀ ᴄᴀꜱꜱɪᴅʏ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴄᴏʀᴅ ….

                     ❝   ermm ... that’s a bit of an awkward question to ask , don’t you think ?  i mean , i don’t really hook up so , unless you’re asking me who i’d potentially go on a date with in the industry it’s probably .... jesse , neek  &  ronan .   ❝

/  @rxscss  @sirneeksilva  @spctlights

ᴍɪᴀ ᴄᴀꜱꜱɪᴅʏ ᴏꜰꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴇᴄᴏʀᴅ …. 

               ❝   there’s also like ... two other guys with the same potential from my stand point , but unfortunately not from theirs so , it is what it is , ❝

[rhythmgameurl]

[aropride]

interaction i have with shocking regularity is when someone’s complaining abt someone they know and theyre like “ughh they’re 21 and dont have a job and refuse to learn to drive” and then they remember who they’re talking to (me. 21 cant work cant drive) and go like

[bananonbinary]

also worth noting that "abusive" doesn't actually mean "irredeemable" either.

there's a lot of people that have done things in the past that were bad, because they weren't taught any better, or they were in an overall toxic situation where EVERYONE was shitty (like a cult), or they were just at an especially low point and hurt others for it.

you don't have to forgive them. you don't have to ever speak to them again. you can be angry with them until you die if you want.

but society cannot function if we don't allow them to move on. to change their behavior and fuck off somewhere else and build meaningful relationships without bothering you again. we need a path for people to change, or nothing ever will.

[hinamie]

mentor

[isjasz]

Stellar death

[foolsocracy]

identity reveals are always fun

[ellierenae]

write unpublishable things. it's good for you.

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

[rayveneyed]

nanami kento is the kind of man that makes people swoon without even realising it.

he's the kind of man to walk into a luxury store after work, suit jacket folded over one arm and a bouquet of flowers in the other -- his blonde hair still mostly perfect from the high-end pomade he uses. he scours the shelves, frowning to himself, while the attendants whisper and giggle amongst themselves near the tills -- an argument over who will be the one to talk to him, because he's intimidatingly pretty.

("just look at him," one whispers. "he's definitely buying something for a girlfriend."

"a wife," another disagrees. "c'mon. he's giving husband vibes."

someone hums. "but i can't see a wedding band."

"his mother, maybe?" says one other. "oh, i love when guys come in shopping for their mother."

"nobody's mother is getting a bouquet of a hundred red roses--")

eventually, one of them is volunteered as a sacrifice -- smiling and sweet as all attendants should be, she clears her throat. the others, crowded around the till, watch the exchange closely. "excuse me, sir. is there anything we could help you with today?"

her mouth is dry and her hands are clammy -- and when he fixes her with those narrow, burning eyes, her throat bobs.

"ah, yes." and his voice is deep and gravelly and drawling, and her stomach turns. she can only imagine what her coworkers are thinking -- hell, she can only imagine what she's thinking. her mind has stopped short. "my girlfriend likes this brand quite a bit. i thought i'd pick her up something..."

disappointment brews in her stomach -- and it's stupid, she knows it's stupid, because obviously a guy like that is taken. and -- she glances down at the roses -- obviously he treats her super fucking well. of course he does, because why wouldn't he? "oh, perfect! do you have anything in mind?"

"well, actually..."

he ends up buying one of the priciest gift boxes available -- fancy body care and perfume laid out in their signature boxes, decorated with ribbon and dried lavender -- no argument, no fight. he doesn't look for something cheaper, doesn't try to haggle or remove something to decrease the price. he adds, and adds, and adds -- and when she mentions a special offer at the till, a little add on for an extra 2000 yen, he accepts it readily. he inserts a black card into the card machine (of course, a black card), takes the beautifully wrapped bag, and thanks the girls for their services -- and just as he's leaving, his phone rings.

of course he answers the phone with hello, darling. of course he begins to ask his girlfriend about her day, the girls think with some amount of annoyance -- of course. maybe the curse of retail isn't entitled assholes expecting you to wait on hand and foot for them -- maybe it's the handsome men coming in to splurge on their girlfriends while you're painfully single and working for pennies.

[starii-void]

going to chb must be crazy like imagine sharing a camp with

-one of the strongest demigods ever who's saved the world like at least 3 times, fought multiple gods & titans and WON (and is a tartarus survivor)

-the literal main architect of OLYMPUS who's also saved the world multiple times (also tartarus survivor)

-THE lord of the wild who's also close friends with the first two (and has helped save the world multiple times)

-an emo kid from the 1930s who again helped save the world and is also a tartarus survivor (TWICE)

-a son of apollo who survived tartarus with nothing but cargo shorts and sheer will (pun intended)

-the main designer and builder for the argo II, also the first hephaestus kid to have fire powers since hundreds of years ago (did i mention killed gaea? no? yeah he did that too)

-a girl who somehow charmspeak-ed gaea into falling back asleep (also side note daughter of super famous actor because why not)

-pretty much everybody is a two-time war veteran

-THE GOD APOLLO who just sometimes comes down to visit in the form of a teenage boy

-did i mention dionysus, god of wine madness and theatre

-also chiron, trainer of pretty much every greek hero ever

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

sick of this anti-aging obsession. let's go in the opposite direction. i want more characters who are hardened & grizzled & have a face lined with the harrowing tribulations of time--and then halfway through the narrative u find out they're 27

[mini-minish]

have you heard of that new hot spot in ba sing se 🍵

[nat-20s]

Ten and Donna end up on a fucked up deadly space newlyweds show despite uh. Not being newlyweds but they get almost all the questions right. They start to sweat when the final question is "what's one secret desire you have involving the other?" And Donna writes "sometimes I wish I could occasionally shrink down the doctor real small so I could carry him around in my pocket and make sure he doesn't get lost' while Ten writes "sometimes I wish I was small enough that Donna could carry me around in like a cat backpack or maybe a shirt pocket" and they look at each other like AYYYYYY because not only are they deeply drift compatible they're also fuckin weird about it 💖

[tooquirkytolose]

~The Most Beautiful Woman in The World~

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[theeroticlover]

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