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#It and ranting to my sister abt it too
smproject16 · 1 year
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Woah okay might be the high night emotions getting to me but everytime I think of that Two Princes song (My Story Starts With You) I just get so emotionalll it’s so heartwarming I hadn’t realized how much it’s d e s t r o y i n g me until a day later (in the BEST way possible)
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scarletanpan · 4 months
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Megan got nicki more in a tizzy than I done ever seen, just two words sent her straight off the deep end. I feel like I'm an alternate dimension seeing nicki minaj tweak so hard she out here rubbing shoulders w ben shapiro. And now under her tweet she got rabid ass ppl defending him to the point where they're straight condemning immigrants and saying he isn't a white supremacist. As if she hasn't talked about having come here illegally as a child and wanting to protect those people. As if she isn't a black woman herself who conservatives would easily point their vitriol at for the same shit Megan writes. It's crazy, this shit is just sad
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bunnihearted · 3 months
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#sorry gnna sound like a shit person now but im not feeling well i just need to rant#nothing good ever happens to me. every aspect of my life is a mess. im constantly miserable w nothing to pull me out of it#it's been getting worse nd worse for years nd if it keeps getting worse im not gnna be able to take it much longer#ofc there are sooo many others who have it way way way worse than i do. so i feel weak nd pathetic for being so affected by it when i know#it could be literally sm worse than it is now. like i get that. i know im not nearly as bad off as many ppl are#but idk still it's rlly tough to have *nothing* that makes me keep going. the literal only thing is that i dont kms bc i dont wanna hurt mom#bc im poor so i cant do ANYTHING. i cant go anywhere. not the cinema not concerts not to the mall not to the bookstore not an amusent park#i cant even go to cafées bc i dont have any money at all to spend on that#i have no friends to hang out w. even if i couldnt afford going anywhere i cant even just take a walk or sit nd talk to them bc there r none#my sisters havent talked for me in over a year#and like yada yada i dont have anything to pull me out of my misery bubble. no friends to comfort me no family to hang out w#nothing to do or nowhere to go. hell i havent even been able to eat for 8 months so i cant even like eat smth yummy nd watch a movie lmao#i cant even read bc of the constant noise! i cant go out into the forest bc there r always subway construction work or choppers or gun shots#i know im 'focusing on the negative' but what am i supposed to do when theres nothing positive to focus on lol?????#im always physically uncomfortable bc of pain nd health issues nd im always anxious nd stressed too so like... yay#and. this is where i sound mean but like after years nd years of nothing good happening to me... idc for others anymore like#when they talk abt their loving relationships and their kind friends nd them going to concerts im like.. wow !! u get to be happy!! i dont!!#im just envious nd jealous nd bitter bc why cant i have ANYTHING good???? not just ONE fkn thing?#other ppl get to have multiple things but i get nothing?????#and its not exactly like i hate them or wish illwill on them im just like wow kinda dont feel sympathy for u bc u have sm things#i've never had :))) nd u can never understand how awful it feels to be deprived of it so idc :))))
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salsflore · 4 months
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everyday i wake up and have to start a new boss challenge called dealing with my mother
#not a single speck of consideration for whether or not i'm busy or tired or sleeping#she doesn't even TRY. the text is too small? ok i'll make it bigger. but wait now she's lazy to read. doesn't even want to try to understan#we had this whole thing yesterday where she was raising her voice at me bc she didn't get that#basically free shipping if products r over $500. our Total (incl. delivery) was $488 and she wanted to add on but i told her no... delivery#is $70. and she wasnt getting me so she was raising her voice like holy shittt not everything has to result in you yelling!!!!#you wake me up when i'm sleeping just to help you. you disturb me when i'm studying omggg girl please....#i remember her [ why does it say– what transaction? i didn't make any transaction ] the text was literally-#[ no current transaction history ] smth like that like MOTHER???????????? and i think she's been telling my sister i'm complaining abt it#should i die. 1 like i'll do it#power outage started so i'm going to stay in my room and nap until lunch fml#but i have to go out and help my mom with an app thing first bc ofc#she admits shes just not bothered to READ. when it comes to emails or ordering food or anything like ohvm mymgodog#and shes so short tempered fuckkk ?!?#AH. EDIT BC I REMEMBERED. when she got an email today.. her application was rejected#for smth smth. anyways it told her she could login to the website using her birth info. (e.g 1870....) and she was like#u typed something wrong bc why does it say 1870... LIKE MOTHER ITS AN EXAMPELREFKWKSABHAHHHHH#THE EXAMPLE DIDNT EVEN HAVE HER NAME?!?£#💭#cw rant#negative
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practically-an-x-man · 4 months
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still can't get over the fact that my mother went to see Little Shop, read my actor bio (that switches pronouns every line), and even SAID TO MY FACE AFTERWARDS "oh yeah I saw your pronouns in your bio- he, they, she, that thing you did there"
and yet continues to be all like "my daughters" "my girls" "you girls should know..." and she/her pronouns and all that as if nothing has happened
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dawei-s · 13 days
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Close to my grandma's age when she had my dad literally wtf
#*p#She gave him up for adoption good for her#Side note she is my favorite grandparent#Been thinking abt it a little more recently as I'm staying with her rn#Also rlly been thinking about how my grandma is losing her memory and whatnot but she is still just as kind and enjoyable as before#But when this happened to my (non biological) grandfather he was so fucking nasty. Hmm okay rant incoming once again just need somewhere to#Is been resting inside me for years and I think maybe I should just get it out finally so like don't read. I mean you can if you want but..#recently I realized that he hit my dad when he was a kid and so now I hate him hate him#My mom's always hated him too because of the way he treated my dad's sister versus him#She's so spoiled god#Once my mom told me how they both came to the airport and when my dad arrived he didn't even get up but when she arrived he got up#Before she even was there and greeted her with open arms like hmm okay#And the his computer screen savers was just a sideshow and ofc most if not all of them were her and not one was my dad#Back to the she's so spoiled comment she literally just took whatever she wanted when she came to my grandparents house#I'm not even kidding it was even their cars#Oh she took all of my dad's legos without a word to him. He wanted to give them to my sister so he went to find them and they just weren't#Like you couldnt have even asked ??Think she took his chess set too maybe. Yk lots of things like that#And this is kind of why I was born now that I think about it#My mom felt that my dad didn't have anything of his own so she wanted him to have a kid. Like she wouldn't have had a child if she didn't#Think that#Why did she tell me this anyway#I dint mind but I think lots of parents would not tell their kids that#But yk there are some things she could keep to herself. Like did I need to know where and after what meal I was conceived. No not really.#Wait no I'm literally in the exact room right now aren't I....#How did I get here in my rambling damn it I did not need to think about that
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the-gayest-sky-kid · 8 months
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would it like. kill my mother to have safe sex or smth. like is she allergic to condoms and birth control
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badolmen · 1 year
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Supermassive games made something that was almost perfect and then decided to make several much worse things before reeling it back to something decent that makes the same damn mistake the first game made without any of the first game’s charm and cleverness to make up for it. Like you’ve had the time to figure out this professional video game thing maybe you should start acting like it lol
#ra speaks#personal#sorry I’ve been in an until dawn mood lately and it’s like. gosh they were so close to making a game I could unironically say was amazing#their major flaw was the appropriation of Native American culture (like they could have been generic cannibal monsters you didn’t have to#call them that to make them scary that monster design was on point)#and then. in the quarry. which I dare to say is a decent sequel to until dawn.#MAKES THE SAME DAMN MISTAKE OF STEREOTYPING OOOO SPOOKY ROMANI TAROT MAGIC#like bruh do you. do you even call up somebody from the demographics you’re representing#and be like hey is this fucked up or nah?#like you’re a professional studio that’s a real thing you can do#and I don’t like the new cut scenes in until dawn they were PART of the story not some separate entity from it#anyways rant abt the bad stuff over gosh until dawn had such a fantastic story. the reveal and the twist are unparalleled.#literally my only issue is the monster cultural aspect like that’s such a solid game and story#and I guess the treatment of josh as a character but tbh the story of it seems fairly logical#these people got my sisters killed. I’m going to scare the hell out of them as revenge. no one will get physically hurt.#like yeah I would do that too dude. especially if I had a family background in film and practical effects.#and tbf his friends react pretty realistically for kids not knowing how to handle their friend having#a legitimate mental health crisis that stems from undiagnosed and erroneously medicated psychosis/schizophrenia#in addition to being hunted by literal monsters#the quarry was fun and campy the way until dawn was but there was no iconic bait and switch and also an antagonist uses the g slur so like#sorry it’s objectively not as good of a story
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vydumaj · 7 months
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I’m weirdly at peace with some things in my life that I feel like I shouldn’t be. I talked a bit with my sister and mom and neither of them has forgiven my dad or anything, and my mom says her greatest regret in her life is not being able to give my sister and I a better childhood and I’m just, like, fine with what happened? is it right for children to grow up alone with their mom when the dad is perfectly capable of participating and is better off financially without supporting the family at all because he…doesn’t get why he should move to the family? sure! but it…happened. I have mental scars from it like I don’t think I’ll ever be fit to raise kids even though I actually love kids and being around kids and have a lot of love to give, and I don’t trust anyone enough to even consider trying to get a romantic relationship of some kind but I have a roof above my head and one parent who cares about me anyway? And I’m studying something I think is important and interesting. So many people have it so much worse, and I can’t fix my dad or un-have him as my dad or go back in time and tell him to be a better parent. This is just how it is, and while it’s not an ideal or even remotely normal situation, I’d rather work with what I have. My mom and sister both seemed really confused at how I think like this… like is something wrong with me lol… am I too chill about this. Bc right now I’m even considering going to visit my dad in Thailand soonish and live at his place for a while, even though he hasn’t raised me. He’s not a bad person he just never understood what parenting is (and that’s partially because of some things that happened in his childhood that feels like tmi). I wish he realized I need money, though, bc he’s a uni professor and mom and my sister and I have neverrr had a lot of money to go around on, and now I can’t work and I’m too afraid to take student loans, but, anyway… I’m kind of past expecting him to be a dad in any way, and I can’t really bother with being angry or hold a grudge anymore. I’m too tired for that. Like…is something wrong with me?!
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hyunubear · 7 months
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Hi Niki it’s me, the person who was annoyed by the romanche in the worst of evil. You were right I hadn’t finished all the episodes and now that I have, I totally understand why that relationship was necessary but I think like you said, her character was just so underdeveloped that it felt more like an accessory to move Junmo’s character forward unlike Bibi’s where i thought you got to know her independently of her relationship with junmo. Anyways, it was a very fitting ending and this was a great kdrama.
Hiii!!!!!! Yes exactly!!!! This is a problem with having established relationships in shows and expecting the viewers to care abt them without any build-up just bc they're already married. I think "Big mouse" did a much better job at it (10/10 recommend if u haven't seen it) but also maybe im just biased with yoonah kejdkdjd.
I loved bibi character so much.... i could write a whole essay abt it.
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callilouv · 1 year
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idk if i rlly am unable to feel intense hate for something or i conditioned myself into thinking that hating soemthing makes me even more of a bad person so i refuse to feel such things HMMM
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vaugarde · 2 years
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head pounding bc ik i shouldnt really be blowing money on pokemon center for a plushie of a pokemon i already have otherwise rn esp when my bday is creeping up and my familys gonna ask abt gifts. on the other hand pc is constantly raided by scalpers and also if i put it on a wishlist i know for a fact that my family will be like I Do Not See It
#bday and christmas w my family is so frustrating to me bc im admittedly hard to buy for but i do have wishlists i add to over the year#but bc its all geeky stuff my family just tosses it aside and tells me ‘’no we cant indulge this anymore cant u ask for anything normal’’#and even if they do buy a plush theyll find a low quality bootleg instead of like a $15 plush on pc#like i have a hornet plush but its a very wonky bootleg and what i linked was the critter cling hornet keychain on fangamer#bc i wanted a decoration for my bag but my sister went ‘’well ur gonna like hopefully get over whatever this is so i cant get u that’’#and then after all that theyll get me something i pretty obviously hate but THEY love and theyll just be guilt tripping me as i open it with#‘’we’re sorry we’re SO sorry we just had NO idea what to get oh my god we’re so horrible u must HATE us’’#and then theyll either go ‘’we couldnt find an amazon or bootleg’’ or ‘’its too expensive’’ (none are over $20 bc i have money guilt)#(besides video games and even then i get like 2 max bc again limited taste)#or most confusingly of all ‘’its not expensive enough so clearly its trash and u have poor judgement so we ignored it’’#ik this sounds very bratty like this isnt a massive issue (and my fam has done far worse) but it’s literally a solid season of guilt#and people moaning and moaning abt what a pain i am and how i never give them good ideas and this lasts from september to december#and i’ve already gotten a couple of comments. its honestly made my bday like a lot harder bc its just guilt slinging#anyways that turned into an unnecessarily long rant. i promise im not a brat lol i just hate their behavior abt it#and the disappointment and interest shaming snd trying ti force theirs onto me#actually another thing they did was ONLY buy me or gift secondhand earrings when i got my ears pierced#bc that was an acceptable feminine thing so they gripped it so hard it bled#so now i have a lot of earrings that arent even my style at all and are uncomfortable bc they bought what THEY like not what i like#and it made me feel like shit bc they went on and on abt how normal i finally was#actually had to say i was closing my ears so theyd stop. my aunt walked in and saw me wearing them last month#and went ‘’THATS IT im getting you earrings again u liarrrr lol finally’’#its just me btw lol no one else gets this and it pisses me off#echoed voice
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bunnihearted · 6 months
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#how and where i live is slowly driving me insane#at home i can never rest or relax. the situation w my sisters is rlly affecting me and im too sensitive for it#plus... i cant concemtrate bc my sistyers sound like deranged monkeys. they are SO loud#when im in my room and they sit in the living room their digusting voices and laughter and yells make me so fkn angry#even when i have headphones on i can hear them. and it's for long stretches of time and also in the evenings/nights#i just wanna be able to concentrate on things but i cant when i have to fkn listen to them all the time. so noisy#also i hate this city. it's gotten wayyyyyy worse in the past few years. there are sm things wrong w it so i dont need to rant abt all of it#but mainly it's so noisy. construction work everywhere 24/7!!!! theyre building a subway which takes so long bc they actually cant afford it#theres nowhere to go where i get some peace nd quiet. the forest is full of drill sounds and explosions and just awful noise#basically i just HATE how i live. i hate this city#i hate my apartment bc of my family and neighbors and how ugly it is#i've lived in the same place for 25 years im just sick of it#i've put myself on a couple of apartment waiting lists but that can take years :((#also i cant move while im on benefits/wellfare (yes im a burden on the state stfu KYS)#i could get a job but how where???? the most realistic for ME nd the useless stupid incapable person i am is to move ad a student#but in order for that i need to finish upper secondary school and get my 'diploma' so i can apply for some programs and move to another city#getting student housing is not easy but it's easier and more straightforward then finding a job and move (in the position im in)#and for some reason..... actually doing my schoolwork is so so hard and i dont wanna! :((#even if i know i HAVE to bc i dont have any otherq options :/#i cant stand living in this town and i cant stand living w my family i need a new place by myself#genuinely i hate myself bc why can i not just DO things??? other ppl get shit done. why cant i? i just dont know how and its frustrating#also other ppl dont understand. they just think im lazy and incompetent and think like omg just do it#i've asked therapists for help but it's like they dont know anything bc i have never gotten help#fuckkkkk i wanna move away i wanna be an adult i wanna get an education and pay rent and be normal
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mxdotpng · 2 years
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actually the relationships between each party member & luke in this game is really, really good. i wasn't expecting a lor because typically rpgs forget to have something dynamic with all of their party members, but they very pleasantly surprised me with this game.
#.text#tales#tear and luke are. tear is where it all started and where it all ended. she both metaphorically anf physically freed luke from his prison#and watched over him. she was one of the first to believe he could change. and he did. with her guidance#luke and jade are. they make me emotional. jade sees himself in luke and has an endless pit of Guilt that never seems to go away#whereas luke AND ion are both beyond greatful to him. he is the reason they are alive afterall. and luke also sees him sort of as a mentor#they are Friends. and i think jades conversation with luke before the tower of rem was one of my favorites. i think abt them a lot.#luke and ion. they are the Same. created to be replacements and created to die. they both want to live so badly. and they both#dont want to be anyone but themselves. they Are themselves. and they support each other through that. even when its too late.#guy and luke. oh god. i dont even know what to say about these 2 without going on a massive rant.#his best friend only met him in order to kill him. but somewhere along the line guy ended up raising this poor newborn child#learning to walk and learning to read and write learning how to sword fight and how to take care of himself. healing wounds and#scolding after temper tantrums. being too soft because luke ended up being more than just a revenge plot.#from waiting till the day luke died to waiting till the day luke died. same circumstances. different reasonings and feelings and.#and to luke. guy is the one who stood by him through absolutely everything. and the person he chooses to trust no matter what.#anise and luke. i think theyre so fucking funny. anise is 12. she kept going on about 'marrying' luke so she could steal his money and#maybe even fake an accident later. whoopsie! but then they became Friends. and i think siblings too.#but they are. the same. their attempt at forgiveness. for redemption. and them extending trust when its needed most.#i think anise and asch are the only ones id put a lable on in regards to their relationship with luke. and anise is only because i think#itd be REALLY funny if she called herself his 'older sister.' shes TWELVE after all! and hes only seven 😌#natalia and luke. natalia spends so long. nearly the entire game. trying to find the line between asch and luke. she tries so hard to#see luke as his own person and not as an extension of asch. and while he's trying to do that too. for himself. he spends his time#with her realizing he's her childhood friend too. and he makes sure she understands the circumstances of her birth#dont take away the time she has spent with her family and him. and they use that as the foundation of fixing their view of each other#asch and luke. i cant say anything else abt them ill genuinely become ill. like i really just Cannot. but. im sure i dont have to say#anything anyways. they are mirrors. and they reflect each other with a passing glance. they are reaching out#and staining each others hands with the blood found from their mistakes. but still they reach out. that is all. that is all.#oh!! luke and mieu.. :]. mieu. the very first person (cheagle!) to see luke Change. and the first person to forever stick by his side.#even guy left. even though he regretted it and turned back. tear hadnt stayed for him either. but mieu did. and i think luke knows that#one of his bigger regrets too. but mieu understands and he still cares. they are the similar. the same. and they go hand in hand
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angliclamb · 2 years
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tea parties are so fun if u have siblings u should have tea parties w them ☝️☝️
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livian-lucifenia · 1 year
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My Scream obsession kicked in again at the perfect time bc the new movie comes out soon and im hyped-
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