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motherforthefamicom · 1 month
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opened up minecraft on my computer for the first time in like over a year i think nd got so so fucking scared cuz it was saying i didnt own it anymore (turns out i just logged into my bedrock account on accident) and then we had to deal with trying to figure out how to even log into my java account and we almost thought we completely lost it or smthn
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zapreportsblog · 11 months
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❝HUSBAND❞
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✭ PAIRING : Edward Cullen x Reader
✭ FANDOM : Twilight
✭ SUMMARY : When Edward proposed to Bella he expected her to accept after all they were mates? Right? Wrong! Bella rejected edwards proposal breaking his undead heart in the process, not being able to withstand the aftermath Edward leaves home; only to return 2 years later but this time he’s married?!
✭ AUTHORS NOTE : I already know there is a story on here called the same story with the same cover (on quotev at least) mines had been edited to a clearer form, (again on quotev) that was my old account, (marveluserlovesmarbel again on quotev was my old and very first account) one of my first actually. If I can remember the login information from it I’d log back in and post my stories from their over here but for now enjoy the remake of said story :)
✭ QUOTEV VERSION
✭ HUSBAND MASTERLIST
✭ CHAPTER TWO : A Surprise Homecoming
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Inside the Cullen home, a sense of curiosity and anticipation hung in the air. The family gathered at the entrance, drawn by Alice's sudden vision and the excitement radiating from her. Her golden eyes sparkled as she clapped her hands together.
"I just had a vision," Alice announced, "Edward is coming back, and he should be arriving any minute now."
Everyone exchanged glances, surprised and eager to see Edward again. Moments later, the sound of an approaching car could be heard, and they watched as Edward pulled into the driveway. As he stepped out of the car, they were taken aback by the presence of a woman in the passenger seat. Edward opened her door, and they exited the vehicle, both smiling warmly at the Cullen family.
Edward greeted his siblings with hugs and was bombarded with questions about his trip. Carlisle suggested they continue the conversation inside, and they all moved into the house.
Once inside, Edward introduced the woman beside him. "Everyone, this is (Y/n). We got married."
The room fell into stunned silence. Carlisle was the first to break it, his face a mixture of surprise and happiness. "Edward, this is wonderful news, but since when did you get married?"
Edward explained, "We got married a year ago."
Alice gasped, fake outrage coloring her tone. "And you didn't let me plan your wedding? Unacceptable!"
Laughter rippled through the room as they realized Alice was teasing. Edward smiled, "Honestly, after Bella, I didn't expect to find love again."
Esme stepped forward, her motherly warmth enveloping them. "Well, I'm happy you did, son." She turned to (Y/n) and asked, "Now, how did you two come to be?"
(Y/n) laughed, her eyes sparkling. "I tried to kill him."
Bewildered looks crossed the faces of the Cullen family. Jasper scoffed and nodded. "That explains it."
”I’m sorry what?!”
”What can I say, it’s in my blood to hunt creatures like Edward,” (y/n) says with a laugh.
“Hunt? Are you a hunter?” Esme asked with slight hesitation.
”Yeah. My last name was Winchester but i guess it’s now (Y/n) Winchester Cullen, decided to keep my last name you know.”
Jasper can’t help but scoff, “Figures.”
Everyone was still puzzled, and Jasper elaborated, "The Winchesters are a hot-blooded family of hunters."
Edward added, "We're also mates."
Rosalie, never one to hide her feelings about Bella, couldn't help but ask, "Wait, aren't you and Bella mates?"
Edward explained, "When I met Bella, it was her blood that called out to me. She was my blood singer, which is why I felt such a strong connection to her. I deluded myself into thinking I loved her for her. But when I met (Y/n), I instantly felt the mate bond."
The family began to understand, and the room filled with smiles and warm welcomes for (Y/n). It was a surprising turn of events, and everyone felt a sense of joy and acceptance as they welcomed Edward and his new love back into their immortal lives.
As the Cullen family settled into their cozy living room, the girls - Alice, Esme, Rosalie, and (Y/n) - conspired to have some girl talk out on the balcony. They silently made their way outside, leaving the boys to their own devices.
On the balcony, a sense of camaraderie and curiosity enveloped the girls. Esme leaned against the railing, looking at (Y/n) with a warm smile. "So, (Y/n), how did you find out that Edward was a vampire?"
(Y/n) leaned against the balcony and looked out at the starry night sky. "He did a good job hiding it at first, but after a few weeks, I noticed something unusual. One day, he reached out for something, and his hand caught the sunlight, causing it to sparkle like diamonds. I couldn't ignore that."
Rosalie's eyebrows arched in interest. "And what did you do next?"
(Y/n) chuckled. "I did what any person would do in this situation—I did some research. I found out about the myth of vampires sparkling in the sunlight, and it all started to make sense."
Esme nodded, a soft chuckle escaping her lips. "You were pretty observant."
(Y/n) shrugged. "I guess I've always had a knack for details."
Rosalie, intrigued by the prospect of conversation, leaned in closer. "Have you encountered more of our kind?"
(Y/n) thought for a moment before responding. "I've hunted vampires, but they're of different vampiric natures. Some of them don't sparkle, instead, they burn in the sunlight. Others have special jewelry that allows them to go into the sunlight without a problem."
Alice leaned forward, her golden eyes sparkling with curiosity. "Tell us more about the supernatural creatures you've encountered."
(Y/n) began to share stories of her encounters with various supernatural beings, including werewolves, shape-shifters, and even ancient mythical creatures. The girls listened with rapt attention, enjoying the opportunity to learn about (Y/n)'s adventurous life.
Back in the living room, the boys decided to go on a hunt, giving the girls some privacy. Edward proposed the idea, and Emmett, Carlisle, and Jasper readily agreed. With their departure, the girls had their opportunity to get to know (y/n) better.
In the heart of the dark woods, the Cullen brothers and father continued their hunt. Jasper, after a moment of contemplation, decided to address the questions that had been gnawing at him. He turned to Edward and said, "You look well."
Edward chuckled, his voice a wry whisper. "What's with the small talk, Jasper? You know I can hear your thoughts going a million miles a minute."
Jasper sighed, his concern evident. "Why a hunter, Edward? I know she's your mate, but you could've pulled away."
Edward's eyes, glinting like polished onyx in the moonlight, met Jasper's. "You know I wouldn't have been able to pull away if I felt the pull."
Jasper persisted, his voice tinged with worry. "She's a hunter, Edward. She's dangerous."
Edward countered, "And I'm a vampire. I can be dangerous too."
Emmett, who had been silently listening, finally chimed in. "I mean, they both can kill each other at the end of the day. Can't we move on from this topic?"
Jasper was unrelenting. "No, he's putting us all in danger. Aside from her being the very thing that kills us, she's also a human."
Edward's brow furrowed, and he asked, "What's your problem, Jasper?"
Jasper's voice grew more serious. "Listen, you've never faced a Winchester before. I have. Trust me, you don't want to cross their path."
Before the argument could escalate any further, Carlisle intervened. "Gentlemen, I suggest we drop this argument for now. I see something." He pointed toward a deer approaching through the trees, reminding them of the primary purpose of their venture. The brothers refocused their attention on the hunt, leaving their concerns and debates for another time.
The Cullen brothers and father, fresh from their successful hunt, made their way back to the house. Emmett carried the lifeless deer, a triumph in his strong arms. As they approached the house, their senses picked up the unmistakable scent of a familiar visitor. Bella Swan had arrived, her red beat-up pickup truck parked near the house.
Bella hesitated by the truck, her posture awkward and uncertain. She called out to Edward, "Hey, Edward. It's been a while."
Edward's face remained a mask of emotionless grace, but he kindly greeted her with a simple, "Hello, Bella."
Bella continued, "I didn't believe Charlie when he said he saw you passing through Forks. He said he saw you with someone. I take it you've brought a friend?"
Before Edward could answer, (Y/n) appeared, coming outside with a warm smile to greet him and the others. She rushed into Edward's arms, showering him with affectionate kisses on the face.
"My love," (Y/n) said, her voice filled with both relief and happiness. "You've been gone for so long, I got worried."
Edward's stoic facade softened as he held (Y/n) close, returning her affection with a warm embrace. Bella watched their reunion with a mix of emotions, perhaps sensing that the connection between Edward and (Y/n) was deeper and more profound than she had ever experienced with him.
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jscwrites · 1 year
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Please Follow this Backup Blog for Vendetta-IF
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Hey guys, it's jsc, the author of Vendetta. I'm making this blog to backup all of the stuff I've posted over on the vendetta-if blog because I can't access my main account. Until I can access my account again, this will be the blog I'll use to interact with all of you and post updates. And in the worst case scenario, this will become the main blog.
So, please, follow this blog as I will be posting updates and answering asks like usual here. Also, for those who want to share their fanarts and other fanworks, please tag this blog too so I can see it. I'll also start reblogging some posts and asks from the Vendetta blog here in hopes of preserving them as much as I can. So, be prepared for a little blast from the past as we walk down the nostalgia road, I suppose.
I'm really sad because just earlier today, I checked my followers count and saw that we were 30 followers away from reaching 4K Followers in the main Vendetta blog, and I was thinking about what to do to celebrate it. Plus, there are also so many awesome fanarts and asks that I don't want to just be gone, which is why I'm making this blog to reblog all of them.
For those who are new and wondering what my story is all about, please check out the intro post I've reblogged. I might need to make another intro post in the future if I never get access back to my account, but for now, I hope it'll suffice.
IMPORTANT LINKS
[ORIGINAL INTRO POST]
[VENDETTA BLOG ARCHIVE]
[DEMO | Latest Chapter: 6 Part 1 | 272.8K words total] 
[FORUM] 
[PATREON] | [KO-FI]
[DISCORD]
CHARACTER RELATED MASTERPOSTS:
[CHARACTERS LIST]
[ARTBREEDER PORTRAITS] [ROs] [Other Pt. 1] [Viktor] [Other Pt. 2]
[CHARACTER PLAYLIST]
ADDITIONAL LINKS
[PUBLIC SIDE STORIES LIST]
[AO3 WRITTEN FANWORK] -> Currently 3 works
For those who are interested in what happened, I'll tell the details under the cut.
So, a few hours ago, I decided to open my iOS Tumblr app to check on notifications and stuff, as I usually do. But instead, I got hit with the Tumblr error messages over and over as it keeps trying to load in.
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At first, I just thought it was my cellphone Internet connection, so I tried logging in on the desktop. At first, after I input all of my login credentials, the page loaded, but it brought me to the viewing page of my Vendetta blog as a non-user. I tried again, and this time, it said that my account got terminated. I never got any email from Tumblr about this, and it came as a shock because I just used my Tumblr earlier today to reblog some fanarts with no problem and I have never really used my account for other non-IF related stuff.
So, I scrambled to ask my members in Discord whether my Vendetta blog is still up, and thankfully it still is. But, my main account is somehow gone. The problem is, my Vendetta blog is actually a sideblog to my main account, jsclarissa.
As you can see here, when I tried searching for my main account, it says "Ghost blog! This blog does not exist." despite me having used that account to respond to comments and send asks to other authors before.
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I have sent a support ticket to Tumblr support and also tweeted them on Twitter. I really hope they can give me my account back as I'm pretty sure this is some kind of technical issues on their end. I'm just worried about how long it would take them to respond and of course, the worst case scenario that it actually got terminated, so, I'm making this account.
Even if I got my account back, I'll still reblog stuff from the main blog here and maybe I can finally have a more personal blog where I can talk about stuff that is not really related to Vendetta.
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fuck-customers · 5 months
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I work corporate IT now, switched from customer service, but so many of the skills I learned in customer service are unfortunately useful. Like for people who have thick skulls.
A person was having a login issue yesterday. Those are pretty easy - usually they’re just entering in the wrong thing. But it was a phone call and we kept getting disconnected. And the disconnect kept happening before I knew which laptop she was using so i could remote into it. Finally we got a connection long enough to learn which laptop it was. I kept telling her “on the underside of the laptop there’s a label that says which laptop this is.” “But I can’t get into the laptop to tell you!” “Its on the bottom of the laptop!” “Oh, hang on.” Like i hadnt said “underside” several times. But I finally got which laptop it was before we got disconnected again. I’m trying to contact back while I can see her continue to enter in the wrong thing while trying to log in.
Finally, i use our remote access software to cut off her inputs and login to a shared account that we maintain for purposes such as this. I open notepad and leave a note, all the while i know she’s watching. “This is your username, the password you use is the same for your email, that’s all you need to enter. I’m going to turn your keyboard back on so you can login.” And did so.
She closed notepad and didn’t log out of the shared account. Went to go find her emails. There’s a message option with the remote software that I seldom use - it’s easy to ignore and I find notepad much easier. So I use the message option to say “this isn’t your account, none of your stuff is here.” I typed like four messages and she closed the window every time. Now, I’m the kind of person who won’t give you any more help than you ask for, and she was continually closing out my help, so I’m like “fine, deal with it yourself, if you need me you know where I am”, and closed my connection.
A short while later, she called back. “I’m logged in but my emails aren’t here.” Which. Yeah. I told you. You closed my messages. Which i say as politely as possible, but I can tell she’s getting irritated too. Which I get but that is not my fault. I say “Let me drive,” which is what we say to tell the user, “I’ve got this, I’ll show you.” She kept moving the mouse. “You’re not letting me drive, (name.)” With an annoyed tone she stopped doing things (possibly because I turned off user inputs again.) I went to the login screen, entered in her username. Had to reset her password which isn’t uncommon, and she set it back to what it was supposed to be. And we got in.
She then said “i don’t know how but I’m in.” Excuse me, you don’t know how? I walked you through everything i did in plain English. Flabbergasted, i said “that was me. I did that.” Never so glad to get an issue over with.
I would think by that point it's more about her being lonely and wanting to talk to someone than about her actually needing help to log in.
Unless she can't read. There was a guy I worked with at the depot of offices that said when he worked tech support in the 80's he was on the phone with a guy for his whole shift because they had to go over everything one letter at a time because the guy didn't know how to read. My co worker said he was getting frustrated because he thought the guy was being difficult purpose and once he understood what the issue was it went a lot easier.
-Rodney
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lightningzbolt · 3 months
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Sims 2 CC Mega Post
I say 'mega' but there really isn't a whole lot, I just didn't wanna split it up. Anyway, yeah, I mostly and normally and prefer to make Sims 4 stuff, but I made some Sims 2 stuff for me last year and this and I figured, may as well share it. Most of these require outside meshes so keep that in mind, Sims 2 CC downloading is a bloody nightmare.
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Alex Skin
So I made a custom skin with tattoos for Alex as it seemed simple enough to do. Ain't gonna look perfect, but it looks fine from a distance, same resources I used for my Sims 4 versions, so I did vector the rose and skull. I based the skin off these default replacements. You don't NEED these, but they make it so that everyone matches. Yes that site requires an account and login, it's NSFW, it has body hair and works with nudity. Because obviously I play with mods like that. I made the skin look right for Fit/Thin/Fat but I didn't bother with any age but adult nor did I bother with female, because, idc. I THINK this is Alex's hair mesh, but idfk, I have so many that look like this.
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It also works in Castaway Stories, as does all of these, because I used them in it too. :> That made Alex the palest guy on the island as all the skin tones in Castaway Stories were shifted to one tone darker per. I manually put my replacement skin in that too, but I didn't have the darkest, so no body hair to them.
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Streaked Jack Hair
You need this mesh to make this work. I made this for myself as I didn't really like anything else I had for him, and this is Sims 2, so I went with earlier hair, and I liked how this mesh looked. Loosely based on like this hair. I didn't bother with other ages beyond adult again. I would have if I decided to de-age him and send him to university, but I did that with Otto instead.
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Again also works in Castaway Stories, as I used it, again. It's easy to import Sim's faces from 2 into the stories games.
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Awsten Tricolor Hair
Awsten Red Hair
You need this mesh to make this work. The bright green in that is also great and I used that for him at first. These are his eyes too, or rather his right eye. No screenshots of the red hair, but it's just a bright plain red in case you prefer it. I made this hair as it looked okay with the colors kind of being randomly spread around the mesh. This is his outfit btw. Again only works with adult as far as I'm aware.
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BONER Shirt
R&R Shirt
NoRegRetsShirt
JALEXShirt
BMTHShirt1
BMTHShirt2
BMTHShirt3
BMTHShirt4
You need this mesh to make these work. All of these are Everyday fashion only by account of only the Everyday category having the option for separates and these are all tops. Don't ask me what pants I use, I have so many downloaded, but these work with all of them.
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As it turns out I didn't take screenshots of all of these ingame, but maybe these help with that.
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PTV Hoodie
DropDead Hoodie
You need this mesh for the PTV hoodie. I don't THINK the DD hoodie needs anything external, I compared it to a vanilla mesh and it seemed to line up. I don't know, I made it last December and I didn't log everything I did. Like the shirts above, Everyday category only as they are tops.
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As a bonus, here's some misc Sims 2 screenshots to hit the image limit, including this stuff and with no context to my game. I know most people on modern computers play with The Ultimate Collection, but I installed it via discs, and a few ISOs as I didn't feel like spending $30+ for a few missing stuff packs on eBay. :) Pretty sure those ISOs are why my game is British and I have to always manually set the clock and a few other small things every time I load it. Not a big deal to me, just felt I'd mention for clarity. Castaway Stories is from an ISO too as have you SEEN those prices on eBay?! I have Sims 3 on Disc too, 100%, never made any CC for it tho. I love how Sims 2 was out at the peak of, ahem, mid to late 2000s culture so a lot of CC for it is of it's time in the best possible way. I kept this theme going with adding in custom music that ONLY existed from before 2009 (so 2008 is my cut-off date) and it's fun only hearing music of the era ingame. :) I DID make stuff for Sims 1 too years ago but I don't know how I even really did it so idk how to make more and also I don't care that much. I wanted to try playing with Alex and Jack in Sims 1 too but I kept getting fucked up files that didn't work or look right and I didn't know what I needed to do to make it right and I didn't wanna waste more time than I already did trying to make their faces. I do have semi-not ugly faces and outfits for a couple others tho.
Oh yeah, all this stuff is made in the Body Shop and GIMP for textures.
Whole SimFileShare Folder
#sims 2#sims 2 cc#ts2#ts2cc#sims 2 download#sims 2 cas#alex gaskarth#awsten knight#jack barakat#bring me the horizon#pierce the veil#Sims 2 is chaos and drama and no one attracts chaos and drama in my game like Alex and Jack do#Their house is a haven for enemies to come by and steal their newspaper knock over their trash can and pick fights#So the yard is often a biohazard of trash and inside isn't much better as both of them are slobs and Jack is lazy#Also they're engaged to each other despite both their aspirations hating commitment go figure#Jack did it I didn't they just somehow decided to accept despite getting negative memories for it lmao#Alex is a crybaby who's hard to satisfy and Jack just wants to make out and woohoo he's a lot easier#But they both have a lot of enemies who they fight a lot especially Jack as it feels like no one like pranks in this game#And I use him to attack Sims who are mean to Alex a lot too as Alex gets a lot of shit from townies for some reason#Awsten likes them as he likes to eat trash and also he's a werewolf and he just doesn't seem to care about much of anything#I had a case where Rian kept coming over and inviting himself in to make out and woohoo with Alex while beating up Jack#Now I got Jack and Rian to kinda get along but Rian is grumpy and it doesn't take much from Jack to set him off#Otto also hates Alex and likes Jack but again drama drama drama#I totally get why Sims 2 was really popular with middle aged moms in its heyday its like a soap opera#Geoff exists too as a werewolf as he wanted to be one and I just used him to turn Awsten as well#I brought Awsten and Geoff on vacation with Alex and Jack as I wanted to meet Bigfoot and have Jack flirt with him#But I needed mods to do that grrr#Also Alex got pregnant on that vacation but we don't have to talk about that it made him very difficult to work with#But he kind of already is a little bitch all the time anyway#sims castaway stories
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saltminerising · 8 months
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1. ​In the midst of a lengthy ban explanation, the team member who wrote it confessed that there were several times where I broke the rules and they didn't ban me. (The accounts ended up locked for other reasons.) Was that supposed to make you seem merciful? Because hanging on to all that to trot out at the last minute comes off as petty spite to me. THAT'S why I'm leaving for good, not because I'm "out of second chances". Go take your unevenly applied rules and bother someone else.
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2. I wish FR would impliment a thing where you can just ask to have extra accounts closed, without risking your main. That would be nice
Or maybe an, idk, multiaccounter debt system, where all the stuff you've funneled gets given a FR currency value that you then have to pay off before you earn anything new to spend yourself. Probably wouldn't ever happen because it could lead to massive unpayable debts in the case of some things, but it feels unfair that literally any multi activity at any point of your time on the site risks a ban and loss of potential years of progress, even if they barely did anything with the extra accounts at all
Yes I'm aware they let you make a new account after but still. Sucks
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3. very respectfully i wish anybody who made multiple accounts without realizing it was against the rules a very get banned idiot. its right there in tos. literally right there. i dont even care if you were a wee lamb of 13. just read the damn rules!
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4. the fact that you can get banned for something you did 5-7 years ago is fucking stupid. they run such a tight ass ship for a game thats not even in semi-closed beta anymore.
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5. for the person asking about reasons for multi-accounting ; i have a dissociative disorder and often forgot my passwords/logins. these often came back recollected over the next few years. i'd log in to an old account, see i had currency, send it over and never touch it again. maybe not a super crazy reason for "multi-ing" if you can even call it that (and personally i dont even consider it funneling) but i imagine there are a lot of cases like this of just genuine forgetfulness.
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6. The multi rules are so ass bc if you ever accidentally break them u might as well double down bc ur getting banned either way
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7. when i was 14 i wanted to get rid of some of my dragons but i was still a little attached so i made another account and just sent the dragons to it and now they sit there......hungry forever.....anyway i lost the password and i only started taking this game seriously like a year ago but now im lowkey scared if i will be found guilty of multi-accounting and sentenced to death :)
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luwukass · 2 months
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happy VMA season!!!
this is gonna be my big VMA voting post so if you forgot how to vote or never have before dont worry!
first things first youre going go to the vma voting website
once you’ve gotten there youll have to log in which you do either using an email or your google login
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once youve logged in you wont have to do it again on the same browser so if you keep the tab open you wont need to log in again
once youre logged in youll be able to vote! the voteable categories that taylor is nominated in this year are (in order of the voting form):
video of the year: fortnight feat. post malone
artist of the year
song of the year: fortnight feat. post malone
best collaboration: fortnight feat. post malone
best pop
as of writing this post its a double vote day so you get 20 votes to distribute instead of 10. pick the artist you want to vote for in that category and distribute your votes until you have none left youll get a popup asking you to submit and once you your votes will be cast! you dont need to vote in Every category to submit.
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at the bottom of the website theres a timer showing when you can vote again. i recommend setting an alarm for a certain time everyday to remind you to vote!
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let me know if you have any questions!!! happy vma voting💕
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idsb · 2 months
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unhinged infodump incoming:
so I had the classic 'strangely gay middle/highschool best friendship that turned weirdly controlling and damaging and toxic for both parties and altered you forever' (if you don't know what this is I can't help u). We've long since blocked each other on Facebook, and she's completely off-grid on all other social media. When we were still in high school we made a joke FB account for her dog, which I had the login for. So every now and again (like legit every 2 years or so I mean) I log in and see like, idk what her life is like, because I was literally a part of her FAMILY so it's just..... strange having no idea if she's even alive or what state she lives in?
So anyway I did that the other day. And I learned she went to grad school and worked in forensics & now therapy for people in jail, which is just sOOOO out of left field from how her lifelong dream when I knew her was becoming a vet. I saw she was engaged. And I saw a very bland exchange between her and the girl who "stole" her friendship from me, who she was inseparable with in high school and college, and it was clear even they were strangers who never thought about each other. And so it's just....... idk I've had feuds and falling-outs with people before, but I still Exist to them in that they're very much addicted to paying attention to me in some capacity and talking shit about me all these years later. Fan behavior etc. But it became so clear in that moment that I am no longer even a thought in this person's brain; that I haven't been in probably about a decade. This is someone who I had like. idk weird foundational gay experiences with and vice versa, who literally DEFINED the young portion of my life and is the beginning point of Where It All Went Wrong for me, and to her it's probably like I never existed.
I know how to be hated by people, but I don't know how to feel when the fire burns out. What does it mean to mean NOTHING to someone who used to be everything to you? I don't think about her for years at a time until I do these random check-ins, either. But my 5 year relationship ex and I, even, still share a phone bill, and are friends on Facebook or whatever. I talk about and bitch about him when I'm working through issues he created. Everyone in my life knows about him. not even out of hatred, just because... it's relevant sometimes? As is the case with any other ex-thing I have. We're all strangers, but we're strangers who still walk the same universe. This girl was my entire life in a passionate, burning Red (as they say), and now I am a someone who may as well not even be alive, and she wouldn't know the difference any more than if some random 73 year old man in Italy or somewhere dropped dead. You can't see everything from a person's socials, obviously, but to me the whole thing just read like I never existed at all. Does she talk about me like I'm Deep Awful Lore like I do her if it comes up? Does her fiancé know about whatever the fuck we were? Or does it not even register? Is our weird gay thing a deep dark secret that she locked away so hard even she forgot about it? I went to think to myself, "how can such a nasty bitch be a therapist????" and then I realized, when seeing the way her typing voice/style has changed DRASTICALLY, I couldn't name one fact about her personality anymore, and I didn't even have a right to consider asking that question. The same is true for her to me.
What a strange fucking feeling that I do not know how I will ever be able to place.
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metalmonki · 8 months
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Supernatural, Hunting, Living and Love (Revisited) Part 4
Dean Winchester x fem!reader
3.6k word count
Summary A break in the case happens and you question if you want to be around the Winchesters anymore.
fluff, idiots in love, friends to lovers, slow-burn
Warnings mention and description of death
Original / Previous Chapter / Next Chapter
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We wrapped up breakfast with my mum, and while Sam and Dean handled the dishes, I hurried the guys out the door to fetch the Impala before my mum could offer them anything else. As usual, she was all smiles and charm in front of others, and it took everything I had not to snap. Once we had our bags, we set off towards the car yard, hoping this time we'd finally get the Impala back.
The boys chatted ahead of me, oblivious to my inner turmoil. They sensed something was off but knew better than to pry. I had already made up my mind: I’d help them finish this case, then dive into the next one. I planned to start my research as soon as I had some alone time. I figured we’d wrap this case up in a couple of days, and I already had a strategy for digging into the next one.
At the car yard, Dean darted off to find the Impala. It took him far less time than it had taken Sam to retrieve the car earlier. Dean and Sam began stowing their weapons and gear in the truck. I tossed my suitcase onto the back seat and climbed in to wait. As I did, I spotted a t-shirt on the floor. Curious, I picked it up. It looked like one of Dean’s shirts. I brought it to my nose, confirming it was his. Before I could stop myself, I unzipped my bag and stuffed the shirt inside, quickly zipping it back up. The truck’s cab shielded me from view, so neither brother saw what I’d done.
I had no idea why I took Dean’s shirt. It wasn’t like having something of his would help me get over him—in fact, it might make things worse. Yet, I couldn’t shake the feeling that I deserved it. After everything he’d done, I felt entitled to something of his. He’d never miss it, and it was unlikely he’d even notice it was gone. No harm done, right?
The trunk slammed shut with a resounding thud, and Sam and Dean climbed into the car. We drove the 40 minutes back to the hotel. When we pulled up, I grabbed my bag and made a beeline for my Impala. I had the keys, so there was no need to go into the hotel room. Tossing my suitcase onto the driver’s seat, I slid into the driver’s side just as Dean stopped at the room door and looked at me.
“Where are you going?” Dean asked.
“Research,” I replied curtly, revving the engine and speeding out of the parking lot.
I headed straight for the library. I needed to investigate the deaths at the pool without the distraction of the Winchesters. I parked my Impala in the library lot, grabbed my research notebook, and headed inside. The library was already bustling, and I had to wait in line at the reception desk for what felt like an eternity, though it was probably closer to 20 minutes.
When it was finally my turn, I plastered on a bright smile and used my sweetest voice.
“Hi, I’d like to book a computer and access any information you have on the Blacktown pool,” I said.
“Can I ask why?” the receptionist inquired.
“I’m working on a paper about places that seem to have persistent bad luck and exploring why some places fare worse than others.”
“That’s an interesting topic. Are there any other locations you’re interested in?”
“No, just the pool, thank you.”
“Alright, here are the login details for one of our computer cubicles. I’ll have someone bring you the rest shortly.”
“Thank you,” I said, accepting the paper with a smile.
I walked to the designated cubicle, sat down, and entered the login details. A timer appeared on the screen, indicating I had one hour of computer time before I’d need to log in again.
Determined not to waste any time, I dove into researching the deaths at the pool. Knowing we were dealing with a spirit, I figured the best approach was to compile a list of everyone who had died there. A quick Google search yielded 47 names. I scribbled them all into my notebook, ready to dig deeper when a guy around my age approached with a stack of papers and books.
“I pulled everything we have on the pool and made copies of old newspaper articles for you,” he said, handing over the materials.
I thanked him for his help and returned to my task, narrowing down the list to 30 names based on the idea that the spirit would likely see itself as a burden. Given how long the hauntings had been going on, I wasn’t surprised by the lengthy list. As the computer timer ticked down, I wrapped up my research and returned the books to the desk. I drove back to the hotel in silence, taking the longest route I could manage to avoid running into the others.
When I finally pulled into the parking lot and parked next to Dean’s Impala, I saw Dean examining the side of the car intently. I grabbed my notebook and approached him. Sure enough, there was a noticeable dent on the side, just as Sam had described. The damage didn’t seem too severe—the dent could be fixed, and the scratches looked like they would polish out.
“The damage doesn’t look too bad,” I said, breaking the silence.
“Yeah, luck of the draw,” Dean replied, crossing his arms. “It’s nothing I can’t fix once we’re back at the bunker. Where have you been?”
“I was researching. I think I found our spirit. What’s the bunker?” I asked, turning to look at Dean.
“The bunker is a safe house for hunters, covered in sigils and wards, basically impenetrable by anything we hunt,” Dean explained, looking down at me. “Let’s go get Sam, and you can show us what you’ve found.”
Dean unfolded his arms and headed into the hotel room. I followed, casting one last glance at the Impala—yet another thing I felt responsible for. Inside, Dean plopped onto his bed, and Sam sat at the table, typing away on his laptop.
“Put that thing away, Sammy. Y/N here thinks she’s found our spirit,” Dean announced. Sam looked up with a raised eyebrow.
“Hey, don’t get too excited; you might pull something,” I said, trying to lighten the mood.
“What did you find?” Sam asked, clearly unimpressed by my attempt at humor.
“Well, I made a list of everyone who died at the pool and narrowed it down to those the spirit might consider a burden, which leaves us with 30 names,” I said.
“How did you decide who to include on your list?” Sam inquired, his tone almost interrogative.
“From the first death, a young girl who slipped and impaled herself on a pole, there was nothing suggesting she was a burden—no health issues, mental health problems, or family issues. I ruled her out, just like the 82-year-old who had a heart attack and the 14-year-old who broke his neck while showing off,” I explained.
“Okay, I get the point. Have you figured out which of the names on your list is our spirit?” Sam asked, clearly frustrated.
“I’d start with the first person on my list. Not just because they died first, but because the article about them quoted their mother saying, ‘Even though I am heartbroken at losing her, I also feel a sense of relief knowing that she’s no longer burdened by the health issues she had to deal with in her short life.’ Sounds like a recipe for a vengeful spirit to me,” I said, crossing my arms with a smirk.
“Sounds pretty solid to me,” Dean said, glancing at Sam.
“Well, there’s only one way to know for sure,” Sam sighed in defeat.
“Salt and burn the body. One problem, though—the family had her cremated,” Dean said.
“Then something else of hers must remain. A hair, a fingernail, something,” Sam suggested.
“So, what if we split up? You guys check the burial plot, and I’ll search the pool?” I offered.
“What did you find about her death?” Sam asked, his curiosity piqued. “Do you know how she died?”
“According to the reports, she wasn’t technically at the pool when it happened. She was walking past with her family and tried to scale the fence around the pool. At that time, the top of the fence was covered in barbed wire. She managed to reach the top before falling. The portion of the fence she climbed had a post without a cover. In her fall, she impaled herself through the stomach on the pole. She was still alive when they removed her but died on the way to the hospital from extreme trauma and blood loss,” I explained.
“Is the pole still there?” Dean asked.
“I don’t think so. From the records, it was all torn down and replaced about a year ago during a major remodel. But if we’re lucky, the old fencing materials might still be in the area,” I shrugged. “If you two check the pool for the old fencing materials, I’ll look into the burial site.”
“Sounds like a plan,” Dean said, standing up to get his keys.
My keys were already in my hand, so I quickly headed out of the room and into my car before either brother was ready. The less time I spent with them, the better. I drove out of the parking lot and headed toward the burial site, which was more of a hole in the wall than a traditional cemetery. I had my notebook open with the location of the girl’s ashes noted. I glanced at it occasionally, muttering the row and plot number aloud to make it seem like I knew exactly what I was doing. Distracted, I almost drove past the cemetery gates.
I parked as close as I could, took one last look at my notebook, and climbed out. The girl’s ashes were kept in a large, purpose-built building. Inside, everything was white marble, making the place feel cold and eerie. Every footstep echoed off the walls, the sound almost painfully loud. I walked to the back of the building where the older ashes were stored. From what I’d read, these had been kept in brick walls until the cemetery upgraded to something nicer—probably to justify higher prices for plots.
The back wasn’t as well-lit as the front, likely because fewer people visited. It didn’t take long to locate the nameplate for the girl. Each nameplate had a small window above it with an urn and personal items. From what I could see, nothing in the window seemed significant—mostly notes and pictures. Feeling frustrated, I decided it was a bust and headed back to my car.
I hoped the Winchesters were having better luck. As soon as I was back in my car, I sent a text to Dean letting him know the cemetery had yielded nothing. I locked my phone and tossed it into the passenger seat, hearing the almost immediate ping of his reply but choosing not to look. I didn’t want to return to the hotel or my mother’s place. I only had one other place to go.
I put the car in drive and sped out of the cemetery, navigating the familiar streets toward my old refuge. My haven away from my mother’s turmoil. I didn’t even have a chance to stop the car before a familiar, hyperactive face appeared, bounding out the front door. Theresa bounced around and screamed in her driveway as I parked.
“Y/N, you’re back!” Theresa squealed, tackling me in a hug.
“Theresa! I didn’t expect you to still be here. I honestly thought I’d have to ask your parents for your new address,” I smiled, hugging her back.
“Oh, this is my place now. Mum and Dad moved further out of the city,” Theresa shrugged. “Anyway, where have you been traveling? How much of the world have you seen? I want to know everything!”
“Ah, about that… how about I come inside and fill you in?” I suggested.
Theresa grabbed my hand and pulled me into her house. We settled on her couch, and for hours, I poured out my story. I told her how, instead of seeing the world, I’d taken up hunting. I recounted the monsters I’d encountered and the current case at the pool. I mentioned the Winchesters’ return and how, once the case was done, they’d be gone. I even spilled everything about Dean, breaking down over him. Theresa held me close, letting me cry. It wasn’t the first time she’d seen me like this; for years, it had just been the two of us.
After I finally pulled back, Theresa asked, “How do you know Dean isn’t just telling Sam what he wants to hear?”
“Dean’s a player. He admitted it himself. I don’t want to be the girl he strings along while he’s working cases,” I said.
“Y/N, I saw the way he looked at you last time they were here. If love at first sight had a look, that was it,” Theresa giggled.
“Taz, honestly, I don’t want to risk my heart. Like Sam said, hunters don’t get happily ever afters. Maybe it’s best if I learn to be cold now,” I sighed.
“Well, I can see I’m not going to change your mind, and I know arguing this with you is pointless,” Theresa shook her head. “Now, about this case you’re working on—have the boys found anything yet?”
“How should I know? My phone’s in the car.”
“Then go get it, woman!” Theresa squealed.
I reluctantly got up from the couch and made my way back outside. As I approached my car, I could already hear my phone ringing. With a sigh, I walked over to the passenger side. I cringed visibly when I saw the over 40 missed calls and nearly 100 messages from Dean. They were mostly frantic texts of “Where are you?” and “God dammit, woman, answer your phone.” Just as I was about to call him back, my phone rang again.
“Yes, Dean?” I answered.
“Oh, thank God!” Dean practically shouted. “Where have you been?”
“I was catching up with a friend. Did you find anything?” I asked, trying to keep the focus on the case.
“Now is not the time for social calls.”
“Did you find anything?” I repeated, ignoring Dean’s comment.
“Yeah, we found the pole. All the old fencing material has been moved to a scrapyard. I don’t think we’re getting it out of there,” Dean said. “But there are traces of blood inside it. I know we can’t be certain it’s hers, but I don’t want to take the chance that it isn’t.”
“Okay, give me a minute. I have an idea.” I pressed the phone to my chest and yelled back into the house, “HEY, TAZ!”
“That’s my name,” Theresa called back as she came jogging out.
“Is your brother’s ute still in the backyard?” I asked.
“What do you think?” She rolled her eyes and crossed her arms.
“Can we borrow it?”
“If we can get it to start.”
“Okay, did you hear all that, Dean?” I put the phone back to my ear.
“What’s a ute?” Dean asked.
“A truck,” I said. “Since you know a thing or two about cars, do you mind coming around to help us start it?”
“Yeah, just text me the address,” Dean sighed.
I hung up and texted Dean the address. I knew it wouldn’t take him long to get here, which bothered me a bit. I didn’t want to say anything because Theresa was clearly excited to see Sam. I sighed and sat on the steps outside Theresa’s house, waiting for them. All we needed to do was get the pole, burn the blood, and then Sam and Dean could leave. I kept reminding myself of that. I also had a small window of time to practice ignoring my feelings. After all, Dean was probably going to be the last guy I found myself crushing on. Yeah, that’s all this was—a crush. I’d get over it. What was that thing my mother always said? “You don’t love them; you lust after them. There’s a difference.” Yeah, that was it. I just needed to act like he was a friend, and eventually, that’s all he’d be—a friend.
I heard the Impala roar into the street, much like my own car would have. No wonder Theresa knew I was back before I even got in front of her house. Theresa began shaking me, squealing with excitement as the car pulled into the driveway. I stood to greet the Winchesters. Dean parked his Impala behind mine and climbed out, removing his flannel shirt as he went. He tossed it behind him, revealing his black t-shirt.
I stepped back and let Theresa take the lead. She quickly guided the boys through the house and out to the backyard. I sat back down on the front steps and waited. The sounds of Sam and Theresa’s conversation drifted through the house—Sam laughing at something she said, and Theresa’s infectious laughter in return. It seemed like Sam was enjoying himself, unlike Dean, whose presence I was trying hard to ignore.
I zoned out the sounds from inside and instead focused on the half-dead grass covering Theresa’s front yard. I began to daydream, retreating to a fantasy land I hadn’t visited since I was a teenager. I imagined a world where I had never met Dean Winchester and never fell into this life. In my fantasy, I was somewhere peaceful, far away from the complications of the real world.
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demonslayedher · 1 year
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Nezuko's missing! We've got to go find her, at our local Aeon shopping mall!!
Yeah, it's that time again. Time to go check out another KnY collaboration, this time at a big handful of Aeon shopping malls across Japan. It's a simple two-part game, in which you walk around the mall, find four posters of characters posted in obvious locations to later receive a set of sticky notes, and three slightly less obvious posters with little voice clips of the characters which you can unlock after logging 1000 steps. Nezuko encourages you to be healthy!
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It's really easy to get 1000 steps just going between the different floors to find the posters, though I know the drive behind the collab was to encourage me to download the shopping mall app and wander into stores and buy things. Joke's on you, Aeon, not today! All I bought was lunch!
Also, the app was kind of frustrating. It took a while to figure out where to start logging my steps, because you need to get 1000 steps before you can supposedly login to another page to download a cell phone wallpaper of a basic Nezuko pose with the secret keyword that you need to unlock the three special voice spots, but then the web page asked for my point card info, and I fumbled that and lost the page, and then even though it had my steps counted it wouldn't let me back into the Nezuko campaign, and then while trying to troubleshoot that on the instruction page I saw a blurred image of the screenshot and could make out the secret code anyway, so... anyway!
The first spot was a poster of Muichirou (it seems they had Mitsuri last week instead), saying stuff like, "huh? Aren't you the kid who Tanjiro is looking for?" and the third poster was Tanjiro being like, "You found her! Thank you so much, I've been looking everywhere!" but I never found the second poster. Since only Tanjiro and Muichiro's seiyuu were credited as being featured this week, I have no clue what the second one would had been. A mystery...
Anyway, I went to the food court looking for something quick and stumbled upon a totally separate collab--fried octopus balls!
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Decision made.
And, since they have a different collab menu on different dates and there was only the Tanjiro and Nezuko option for today, decisions doubly made. I could had put it in a take-out box, but naaaah. The take-out box might or might not be used for future in the future for non-takoyaki purposes.
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While trying finish collecting each character from the regional keychain series, I found Himejima and takoyaki about a month ago. Why is he crying about takoyaki, I wondered? Is it because the takoyaki is so good he's moved? Does he find the octopus too cute to eat? Did he burn his tongue? No, I now realize it's because he didn't get to be included on the takoyaki collab.
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Don't worry, Himejima-san. They'll include you on more collabs in the future. There will be plenty more like these ones.
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daisysscorner · 1 year
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Hiya! I just wanted to make a post to clarify things and nip this in the bud in case anything comes out sooner or later. I had a individual reach out to me in regards to a commission lately. They sent me the money, and I began to work on it.
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The sketch
I assured them that it'd be finished probably within a week, but unfortunately I had lost contact for a long time due to the fact that I'd lost the login to my Tumblr account. I was finally able to log back in, and I reached out after they had concerns of being scammed by me, which totally is understandable given the fact that I never got back to them with an update, but I clarified myself and told them what happened, along with the fact that I'd finish it for them if they wanted me to.
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Shortly after this message, I experienced an extremely traumatic event that has been hindering my time to check DM's and work on artwork. I will not get into the details here, but I was waiting for their reply still to know if they wanted it finished or not. Admittedly, I should've reached out again to ask if they wanted it finished. I admit my faults in the fact that I wasn't exactly clear in my messages. But as stated, I experienced a traumatic event that has shattered me mentally shortly after the time these messages took place. I've been away from the internet to take care of myself. This isn't to excuse my incompetence to keep consistent contact and updates, but to explain my reasoning.
So I continued to wait, when suddenly I discovered I'd received a message calling me a scammer and that they were going to call me out for it. I planned to apologize and explain myself, however they'd blocked me so I did not get the chance to do so.
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Unfortunately there were very, very bad circumstances surrounding this instance that hindered my competence and all I can do going forward is promising to do better, while explaining the context behind all of this. I've been experiencing an extremely life-ruining traumatic event that I'm still going through, so this is why in this situation I failed to maintain professionalism. I take full accountability for this situation, but please know that I'm not attempting to scam people or take money from people and run with it. The circumstances were just unfortunate and I'm very disheartened.
I am not going to reveal the identity of this user for their privacy. I understand that my fan base is relatively large and this could result in an unwanted harassment campaign. If you know who this individual is or if you find out, do NOT witch hunt them or harass them. This is the last thing I want to happen. I am at fault in this situation, though I wish they'd been more patient with me. This is all. Sorry to get into controversy here, I just wanted to clarify things in case anything comes out of me being a scammer or anything.
Thank you all! Please have a good day. I'm sorry if the formatting and phrasing in this post is confusing, I've never done anything like this before!
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heybaetae · 2 years
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what do you think the member's myspace profiles would've looked like? who would've made it look pretty and who left it on default lol
LMFAO THIS QUESTIONNRHEJJS. i fucking loved myspace so much. let me think on this ok let’s get into it.
namjoon would have a layout, but a very clean, neutral one with meticulously organized photo albums for nature photos, museum photos, and book quotes he likes. his about me section would be some philosophical quote and his profile song is probably something by nas. he writes a lot of cryptic blog posts
jin has a layout but he changes it every week because he gets bored with how it looks, so you never know what his page is gonna look when you click on it. he tends to troll jungkook and hobi’s comments with “w4w???” because he knows neither of them know what that means. in true jin fashion, his default pic is him holding up a giant fish. he thinks the games on myspace are lame and he has no problem commenting on tom’s page to let him know
yoongi keeps his page pretty minimalistic like namjoon, but he likes darker, cooler tones on his layout and he posts videos from his studio a lot. he’s friends with a lot of athletes and producers and whenever he changes his profile photo, people go absolutely insane. he receives thousands of marriage proposals a day and his favorite feature is the “who i’d like to meet” section of his page where he lists all the people he’s a fan of and wants to work with some day
hobi has the most colorful layout of everyone and he LOVES those flashy glitter text gifs, so he has one that says “I LOVE U ARMY” and little animated snoopy graphics. he spent the most time making his page look perfect and he’s very organized with his photos. everything fits an aesthetic and he comments on all the tannies photos, statuses, profiles, bulletins, everything. fashion brands are spamming his inbox on the daily.
taehyung doesn’t have a layout at all because he doesn’t have the patience to learn html, but he does a have great jazzy profile playlist and yeontan is his profile picture OBVIOUSLY. he doesn’t have a top 8, he has a top 1 and it’s just jimin. he really likes posting bulletins to share youtube videos of old movies. his photo albums are kind of a mess but people love his chaotic, grainy images of random stuff around his house, his mirror selfies, or his paintings. the wooga squad leave him really sweet comments
jimin has a profile, but he rarely logs in. his layout is pastel colors and he often confuses the status update box with the little description next to his profile photo. he spams taehyung’s comments with hearts to bury the ones of certain others. when his “online now!” thing comes on, it’s a major event and his comments get flooded so much that it overwhelms him and he logs out again for a few weeks. he’s not sure how to comment back directly, but he’s really grateful everyone says hi to him.
jungkook has an all black page with galaxy-like animations. he learned how to do html so he could design it himself. his playlist is all demos/covers he made himself because he figures army would much rather hear him sing on his own profile than someone else (he’s right!). he goes MIA a lot too, so his “last login” date sometimes becomes a meme amongst the fandom which results in counting exactly how many days we last heard from him. when he remembers his password though, he’s on there for hours posting lots of bam photos, boxing videos, and doing bulletin surveys for fun. he threatens to block jin literally every time he comes online because he genuinely has no idea what he’s asking and he whines about it in hobi’s inbox too.
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pungentdarling · 7 months
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The Pungent Darling
Hello world!! The Pungent Darling is run by Michelle. Trying to fight imposter syndrome one post at a time. If it were up to me I’d only be going by Pungent Darling, but my mom insisted on me keeping my name in here somewhere. This was after I lectured her on why someone would choose to write with a pen name. I told her mine was for the anxiety of putting myself out into the world. This is terrifying!! But still she persisted. So, here we are, welcome to the blog where thoughts, opinions, creativity, reviews and rants will be held. Light a candle, grab some snacks and don’t forget a drink, this is going to be a post about my background to make me feel legit on why I deserve to start a blog.
If you know me, you know how much I constantly talk about “when I start my fashion / music blog,” or “when I interview [any celebrity] I’m going to ask them…” One of my brothers once told me “I’ll let you interview me when you’ve got the story” haha, harsh!! What can I say, I’m a dreamer with my head in the clouds. While I was up in the clouds letting my mind wander I started to remember all the things I did before I shut off my creativity. I stopped having goals for myself and ended up in the ether untied to anything. I’m starting to ground myself again and walk the talk.   
I used to have a tumblr blog of pictures I would take of bands at their concerts, some with a photo pass, some from the crowd. It was a blast!! But I forgot the login, so that is a chapter of my life I won’t be able to edit. The feeling of adrenaline while photographing a band between the stage and barricades is wild. The screaming fans behind you while you’re photographing each band member feels like they’re cheering you on. I always wondered if the musicians could see me smiling (I tried to photograph my favorite bands at that time so this was a big wonder and wishful thinking.) I'd also be singing their songs as my face was shield by my camera (always wanting to stay out of the way and observe.) Shout out to my plethora of Canons, thank you for getting me into places!! This was a very fun and cool part of my life, I wish I would’ve stuck it out, but imposter syndrome and lack of passion will make you stop doing anything. It sucks when it was the only thing you’ve built your personality around.  
DiD sHe Go To CoLlEgE?! YUP!! I graduated with a bachelor's degree in arts, majoring in Broadcasting and Journalism minoring in Apparel and Textile Merchandising. I shit you not, those exact lengthy ass words are on my degree!! This school is not worth mentioning and I’m still mad at myself for going there. Words of advice don’t go to a college just because it’s the cheapest state school and the school colors were your favorite complimentary color combo. I’ve always had a love / hate relationship when it comes to this section of my life. Through all the pain, came things I’ve learned that will stick with me for life, the good and the bad. 
My vision for this page is to share experiences and things that I think are cool. Basically all the things I love and want to share; traveling and checking out new local places, sometimes a quick day trip! Two hours one way isn’t that far if it seems worth it, in my humble opinion. I want to share what I’m reading and cooking; concert reviews; travel logs; grief; fashion things; music interest and food places. I’m not going to limit / force myself on the length of the post like I would in the past, maybe that is why my previous writing / blogging endeavors never worked out. Third times the charm!!
Please enjoy this picture of me in a very weird time of my life, but looking at it now it’s one of my favorite pictures of myself. It embodies the chaos that is The Pungent Darling. I can’t wait to see where this blog goes, all I want is to keep evolving and sticking to my boundaries. 
Xoxo,
The Pungent Darling 
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emoticonheart · 2 years
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i've had a couple people ask me how i use chatgpt to write burp stories, and it's actually pretty easy!! if you'd like to learn how, keep reading!!
first, you'll need to create a chatgpt account. if you don't know how to do that, google "chatgpt" and click on the first link it gives you. there will be a button that says "try chatgpt" so click that, and it will take you to the actual chat ai. there will be a button that says login and a button that says sign up. if you don't already have an account, click sign up and follow those instructions.
once you have an account and are logged in, it's really simple from there!! just tell the ai to write a story about whatever burping scenario you want. for example, i gave the ai this prompt:
write a story about a girl who accidentally burps somewhere public and is super embarrassed, only for another girl to let out an even bigger burp to help her feel less embarrassed
and the ai gave me this response:
Once upon a time, there was a girl named Sarah. She was always very conscious of her manners and tried to be the epitome of politeness in public. One day, she was out shopping with her friends when she suddenly felt a burp coming on. She tried to hold it in, but it was too late. The burp escaped, loud and clear, echoing through the store. Sarah's face turned red with embarrassment as people around her started to stare.
Just when she thought things couldn't get any worse, another girl, named Emily, approached her. Emily had a mischievous twinkle in her eye. Before Sarah could apologize for her public display, Emily let out an even bigger burp, making the people around them laugh and breaking the tension.
Sarah was shocked at first, but then she started to laugh too. She couldn't believe that someone had just made the situation better instead of making it worse. Emily noticed that Sarah was still feeling a little embarrassed, so she took her hand and led her to the food court, where they sat down and talked over a snack.
As they munched on their food, they learned that they had a lot in common. They both loved to read and play video games, and they both had a passion for trying new foods. Sarah and Emily quickly became good friends and had many adventures together, always supporting each other no matter what.
From that day on, Sarah was never embarrassed about her burps again. Whenever she felt one coming on, she would simply smile and say, "Excuse me," knowing that it was all part of being human. And if anyone ever made fun of her, she would simply tell them about her friendship with Emily and how she had taught her to embrace her quirks and never be ashamed of who she was.
it was a good start, but i definitely wanted more than that, so i then gave the ai this prompt:
expand on emily's burp and their conversation afterwards
and the ai gave me this response:
Emily's burp was a real showstopper. It was loud, long and echoed filled the store. People couldn't help but laugh, and Sarah was caught off guard by the sudden attention. Emily, noticing Sarah's embarrassment, started to giggle and apologize.
"I'm so sorry, I couldn't help myself," Emily said with a grin. "I guess I just got too excited about trying that new food court."
Sarah found herself smiling despite the awkward situation. "It's okay," she said. "I guess we both have the burp gene."
Emily laughed and the two girls made their way to the food court. They found a quiet corner and sat down to chat while they ate their food.
"So, what do you like to do for fun?" Emily asked as she took a bite of her sandwich.
"I love to read and play video games," Sarah replied. "What about you?"
"I love trying new foods and traveling," Emily said. "I just came back from a trip to Japan and I tried some amazing food there."
As they continued their conversation, Sarah realized that she and Emily had a lot in common. They both loved to explore and try new things, and they both had a passion for food. They talked for hours, sharing stories and laughs, and by the end of the day, they had become fast friends.
"Thanks for making me feel better about my burp," Sarah said as they said goodbye. "You're a real lifesaver."
"No problem," Emily replied with a smile. "We all have our quirks, and it's important to embrace them and never be ashamed of who we are."
From that day on, Sarah was never embarrassed about her burps again. Whenever she felt one coming on, she would simply smile and say, "Excuse me," knowing that it was all part of being human. And if anyone ever made fun of her, she would simply tell them about her friendship with Emily and how she had taught her to embrace her quirks and never be ashamed of who she was.
i really liked where the story was heading, so i continued to give the ai prompts to continue the story. the ai isn't perfect tho, so don't be surprised if you have to correct a couple of things hahaha. but yeah, that's basically it!! let me know if it works for you!!
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Etsy has the WORST customer service. 
i love supporting the small business owners. been a member since 2016 but i HATE their customer support. 
i tried opening an Etsy Shop for the first time around Sept 11. well i didn’t even get a chance to sell anything because it was only up for a day before Etsy suspended my account for NO REASON.
i contacted Support, asking why, and they explained they detected a ‘’suspicious login’’ and temporarily limited my account privilege's to protect my information. 
okay, understandable, i just wish they gave me a warning first.  they asked me to provide personal details to confirm my identity which i was more than happy to oblige. 
this first ‘’person’’ (aka robot) was a ‘’Chad.’’
What is your full name?
What month and year did you create your Etsy account?
Can you give us a shipping address you've used when purchasing from Etsy?
What cities and/or states do you most frequently sign in to your Etsy account from?
Which internet browser do you use most frequently to sign in to Etsy?
Do you use any mobile devices to access your Etsy account? Please specify.
three weeks go by and my account is STILL suspended.
i contacted support AGAIN on Oct 1 and asked them for help closing my Shop because there was no point keeping it up anymore and i’ve decided i no longer wish to sell on Etsy. there’s no option to close my shop when i go to settings> options in the Shop Manager. it just says to contact Support.
i contacted them and explained i needed to close my Shop but would like to keep my Buying account open. 
they never responded.
more time goes by. my Shop is still open and still suspended. 
i tried to buy something the other day only to find out i cannot complete transactions. i thought it was only my Shop that was suspended but it’s also my main Buying account.
the item i tried to buy was supposed to be a gift for someone’s birthday so i had to create a temporary account with my gmail to buy it but now i was pissed. i had this main account since 2016 and i can no longer use it. i can fave items but that’s about it. i can’t buy OR sell. 
so i contacted Support for yet a third time on Oct 10.
they responded again by saying for me to answer the questions i already answered, this time it was a robot named ‘’Zeus.’’
so i answered the questions AGAIN on Oct 11.
this morning they send me a request to change my password for security reasons.
okay, fine.
re-set my password. since setting up a Shop, i have to do a two-factor authentication with a security code sent to my text messages to my phone. well i try to log in with the new password and the security code never comes through.
i wait and wait and resent the code but it never comes. i never had an issue with the codes with my old password but ever since changing my password since this morning, i can no longer access my account and i am now officially locked out.
now i’m really pissed.
so i send them another e-mail this morning explaining the issue with not being able to sign in and a robot named ‘’Mirio’’ responds and asks me to answer the same old questions. 
i explained i answered the questions THREE times already and that there’s no suspicious login, i’m just logging in from my phone sometimes but don’t have the password saved and i clear out my browsing data and history and i asked them if they could PLEASE remove the two factor authentication, close my Shop so they no longer have my bank info and keep my Buying account open. what part don’t they understand?
well no one responds yet but i changed my password for a second time. 
I finally did manage to get the security code to send, but the security code takes 5 minutes to send to my Text Message (it should only take 60 secs), and by the time I enter the code, it has expired, thus locking me out of my account.
i just shoot them another e-mail but i know it will just be another robot.
IS THERE A HUMAN BEING AVAILABLE TO CHAT?
there’s no live chat i can find and is there a number to call because seriously this is fucking ridiculous.
i've answered the same questions THREE times already and they’re still not doing anything about it.
i keep getting the same automated e-mails from their machines instead of a real person. 
i’m prolly not going to keep using Etsy after this because this has been the worst customer service experience i’ve ever had with any ecommerce website. 
though i love the little shops and handmade/ vintage items, i hate whoever’s in charge of managing the site.
so now my account is permanently suspended for no reason other than that Etsy are fucking morons.
as far as i’m concerned Etsy can go fuck itself. 
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February~May Lost Stories
I posted about the main story's progression around a month ago, but haven't been translating month-exclusive lines since January. This video includes those and, at the end, a short scene with glasses!Rolo and Sayoko:
Login Bonus line: Rolo: Today you did come to school, I see. You seem to be skipping classes often, so why is that? I would like to ask you the reason... I think I got this one before February, but didn't know when to post it. I'm not sure whether the lines that you get each day you log in are random or not, but Rolo barely ever shows up... despite me opening the app with the screen recorder on just in case each single day Home lines: Rolo: Excuse me... didn't you have business with me?
According to a guild member, this line started showing up in January. It actually jumpscared me a little the first time I saw it, because this one isn't month-exclusive or anything, it's just an extra line he now says sometimes even though he never did for half a year, as far as I know? (February - Regular Rolo) Rolo: Ahh... My hands feel numb from the cold. Maybe I should put on some motorcycle gloves or something... (February - Sailor Rolo) Rolo: Ahh... It's cold and my hands feel numb. Come to think of it, Brother's skin is sensitive, so I should prepare some gloves for him...
I always check for variations between Regular and Sailor!Rolo, and February did have a small difference! Not just here, but overall, Sailor!Rolo seems to care about Lelouch more openly.
(Setsubun [3rd February]) Rolo: "Devils out, fortune in"... Remove the things that get in the way and secure what is useful... Ah, no. It's nothing. It's not Rolo's fault that the world around him keeps reaffirming the need to 'remove things that get in the way'!
(Valentine's Day [14th February]) Rolo: A female student suddenly shoved chocolates at me, but what am I supposed to do with this...?
Might be a plural ("female students"). I wonder if that girl was looking for Rolo during Turn 12... (March) Rolo: Apparently, the student council's workload increases during this time of the year. Brother looks really busy, doesn't he... (April)
Rolo: I passed near some cherry blossoms in full bloom, but it was inconvenient how there were so many petals falling down. Can you check if I have any stuck to my head or back? Guess he isn't enthusiastic about flowers after all?
(May)
Rolo: It's getting a lot warmer, isn't it? Perhaps because of this, I often see students dozing off during class.
--- Before translating the last part of the video, I just wanted to mention that, during April Fool's, there was a short scene upon logging in which focused on Jeremiah offering to form the Orange Knights to assist Lelouch-sama. Lelouch simply responds "Rejected," and although the scene could have ended with only Jeremiah and Lelouch showing up, for some reason Rolo is there too, just to add another "Rejected, yes."
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--- Back to the video: Sayoko: Rolo-sama. Zero-sama headed towards Area 11 before us just a moment ago. Rolo: Before us...? Sayoko: Indeed. He had an important matter, he said... Rolo: (An important matter... One that is a secret even to me?) Sayoko: Now, I will confirm Zero-sama's orders again. Our unit will infiltrate the Area 11 Government Office and secure the target immediately. Priority number one is to secure the custody of Governor Nunnally. Number two is to rescue Kallen Kouzuki. Number three is... Rolo: Sayoko. There's no need to confirm something so obvious. For Zero's sake, failure isn't allowed. That's all there is to it. Sayoko: Understood. Well then, let us go. Rolo: ... --- Sayoko is as dense at grasping Rolo's personality here as she was when she figured Lelouch would totally be the type to date 100+ girls. And as you can see, Turn 19 is around the corner. We might get a Rolo alt announced around the 29th May (or, if the next chapter only adapts Turn 18, then by the end of June, I assume).
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