#Part: Anna

[systematic-breakdown]

‎‎⛧ · · ───── Intro 2.0

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Hiii!! It's been a really long time since I've been put in front~ I don't have a name so refer to me as you like! I'm here to make posts pretty, check to make sure drafts are safe, and add applicable tags (sorry Anna ~ leave professional work to the professional!)

And! (with some help) I made us a brand new, improved, everything-accounted-for introductory post!! (cue applause~)

So please — without further ado — let us begin!

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⛧ · · Basic Intro | Boundaries | BYF

This section will be updated as we see fit~

Collective Name: Q

Collective Pronouns: They/them

Body Age: 20s

System Type: PF-DID

Medically recognized! We chose not to get a DID diagnosis for personal reasons, but we are officially diagnosed with C-PTSD.

One of our hosts - Nutty - is offering to draw alters for other systems! He takes requests whenever and from whoever but asks that endogenic systems DNI, please. Here are some examples of his art style~ [1] [2]

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See DNI for more in-depth boundaries!

Non-platonic flirting is a NO unless we 1) know you IRL, 2) have said it's ok, and 3) the alter it's directed towards is present & comfortable with it

If you are 18 years old or younger, flirting is a hard no regardless of intent.

Some parts might need tone tags! For the most part, the frequent posters are able to determine if something is or isn't serious. If you aren't sure, ask!

We love to joke around and we love sarcasm! However, if your "jokes" put down or make fun of marginalized groups, we kindly ask for you to keep them to yourself when interacting with this account.

Some frequent fronters have their own social medias outside of this account. Feel free to ask for their socials! As with most things, don't expect a yes though 😊

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While our opinions vary greatly on endogenics, the parts who share the most on this account are usually endo-neu/critical and anti-endo. Until the current hosts (of this account lol) switch, this is not a safe space for endos or pro endos. If you go onto a post sharing anti-endo rhetoric and try to convince the poster to be neutral or pro-endo, do not expect to be greeted kindly or with an open mind as I promise you they do not want to hear it.

I tag everything appropriately! I understand that triggers are a prominent aspect of the CDD community and want to respect that. If you follow us and see something triggering for you untagged, just ask for a CW and we'll gladly tag it from then on ❤️

In case it wasn't obvious, we use "parts" as one of the many ways of referring to headmates, alters, system members, etc. We believe that not using "parts" language denies the nature of the disorder. We are very much pro-recovery and encourage other systems to at least try! It's ok if you aren't comfortable with it, but please don't police others by telling them not to use "parts" language

Some parts are VERY Catholic/Christian and will occasionally post religious content. If that makes you uncomfortable, we encourage you to filter religious tags

We are pro-sex, pro-BDSM, pro-(safe) experimentation, and pro-consent. While we don't post explicit material, it's important to note that we believe sex and BDSM are not evil and shouldn't be treated like taboo!

Our frequent fronters as of late are mostly protectors, anger holders, and generally aggressive parts. Although I censor posts that wish harm on a group or person, I will not censor parts who are just expressing their emotions. Please be wary of harsh, vulgar, or potentially upsetting language! Try not to personalize whatever was said or argue with the part as that usually only makes things worse.

We use RAMCOA and OEA interchangeably. Some parts are more aware of the history and background of "RAMCOA" than others. Since both terms mean basically the same thing and our experiences can be applied regardless, we ask that you give us grace in this transition from the old terminology to the new~

⛧ · · ────── Tagging System

Anna tried very very hard to keep things consistent but we are unfortunately the opposite of consistent - so instead I will list all personal/system tags here! Alters are free to tag themselves if so desired, but that is no longer our systems process.

#mixed/blurry ~ posts that are made by more than one alter or posts that are made by parts who are blurry/don't know who they are

#alter redacted ~ posts where the alter doesn't want to tag themselves or establish a tag for themselves

#Q talks ~ posts where we are speaking generally. life events, interests, discourse, etc

#Q draws ~ art posts! includes doodles & full pieces

#Q rants ~ posts where we are ranting. could be about anything but, given our hosts' proclivities, will likely involve syscourse.

#Q vents ~ posts where we are venting. I will do my best to keep these from being posted unless the part tells me they want it on the internet once they're feeling better. i ask that you be kind and just ignore it if what's written upsets you to prevent hurt feelings on either side.

#Q reviews: [music, movies, television, etc]: posts where an alter or we as a system review certain medias. you'll most likely see a music review with Nutty/Bug's tag attached (i really like music :( mb guys)

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The old alter tagging system was "[alter]'s posts". However, parts made their own versions of that:

#AJ posting ~ posts made by AJ (he/him)

#bennie's posts ~ posts made by Bennie (she/they/crow/it)

#bug's vault, #bug rants ~ posts made by Nutty/Bug (he/it)

#mercedes ~ posts made by Mercedes/Dee (they/he)

#shrine ~ fragment, memory holder, EP (it/its)

#The Protector ~ a protector alter who chooses to remain unnamed.

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The new alter tagging system is "Part: [Name]". Established alter tags will not change. Instead, they will keep their tags and only parts who don't have their own tag yet will use this system.

Some parts tags will have "(TF)" by their name. "TF" stands for "Temporary Fusion". We have a post in the works talking about our experience with a specific brand of dissociation that makes alters in the front room blend to the point they feel like 1 alter and how we've related that to Steven Universe's fictional concept of "fusion". When that post is complete, we'll link it here~

⛧ · · ───── Posts That I Censor

Anything that wishes harm upon a person or community

Posts talking about sex/sexual activity, posts that contain gore or excessive violence, posts on anything explicit/adult ~ we have a side blog for NSFW! minors dont need to see that shit - i know some of you guys are traumatized and i know that teenagers have sex but we are still responsible for keeping certain sensitive and triggering content private in a space that is ridden with <18 year olds

Traumadumps ~ these don't need to be public obviously

⛧ · · (Incomplete) Syscourse Stances

Hello. Archivist here. This portion is finally done after a month of trying to get answers from the appropriate people. I'm not doing an update. Unless chi gives me compensation.

As syscourse is practically inescapable for systems wanting to find community on any social media, here are the current frequent fronters and established posters summarized thoughts on all of that.

Anna (she/her/hers) — Pro endo. Pro polymind. "You are who you are! If it helps them cope, leave them alone! Who is it bothering?" Thinks there should be some separation between the CDD community and the non-disordered endogenic community because of difference in experiences. Thinks the rest can & should be shared.

AJ (he/him/his) — Neutral. Doesn't understand the concept of endogenics but is indifferent about their existence. Thinks the constant discourse is ridiculous. Thinks the bullying and hate being throwing around doesn't help anyone. Overall, a very "who cares?" attitude.

Ben (it/🦴/z/he) — Claims to have mixed views on different types but is generally anti-endo/endo critical. Was on reddit for a long while and finally let it go in 2022. Fakeclaims "but with reason, not out of hate". Claims to be getting better at not doing that. Thinks trauma is the only way a system is formed. Thinks plurality is separate from that. "And stupid. Make sure you put stupid. You're either a system or not a system. It's not hard to understand. Unless you're stupid".

Calico (any pronouns) — Pro endo. Thinks it's a fun and interesting new way of going about things. Wishes that we could do some of the things that they can. Doesn't seem to have a grasp on how DID works. "We make alters all the time, how is that any different? It's not fair!" Focused more on spreading positivity and making people happy than debating someone on how they choose to live.

KC (he/him/his or any pronouns) — Neutral. Isn't knowledgeable on the subject and therefore doesn't have a real stance. Prefers engaging with his interests instead of getting involved in something he knows nothing about.

Kira (they/them) — Pro endo. Doesn't know a lot but is willing to hear what people have to say. Doesn't like the people who encourage or engage in harassment. Understands that they are outliers and don't make up the whole community. Is willing to stand up against anti-endogenics but is afraid of doing so when it’s not their place.

Limbo (he/him/his) — Neutral. Knows the basic terms. Has zero interest in learning beyond that. Won't bring it up if you don't.

Mercedes (they/them/theirs or he/him/his) — N/A. Generally avoids social media. When they do post, it's for themselves. "Dude, don't talk to me about that crap. It's bad juju. Acting like you want another shutdown".

Nina (she/her/hers or rot/rots/rotself) — Extremely anti endo. Pro harassment. "Maybe if they're bullied enough, they'll finally be a real system like they want". Thinks most of them are LARPing, thinks the rest are "literally insane". Has drafts but is being censored. Didn't know she was being censored until now and is "officially filing a formal complaint".

Nutty (he/him/his or it/its/itself) — Anti endo. Polymind critical - "it's better than the alternative I guess". Pro research. You've probably already seen a few of its takes so I won't waste time repeating them here. Anti-harassment but is a "huge hater".

Shrine (it/its/itself) — N/A. Fragment. Only cares about 🍀.

Xeno/Topias/Cain (he/him/his) — Endo neutral. Believes in experience over label - "let it be about self-exploration". Has made posts talking about his stance here and here (with Nutty), for clarification.

I — Emilio (he/him/his) — say we are overall endo neutral. It's impossible for all of us to have the same opinions. We have better and more important things to tend to as a system and so should you.

⛧ · · ──────── DNI

Can't believe like half of these things are topics of debate. CW for vulgarity. Boundaries/DNI varies from alter to alter but this is specifically for this account and has the main posters in mind.

THIS SECTION WILL BE UPDATED AS NECESSARY

If you tell people you disagree with to hurt or kill themselves. This doesn't apply to nazis. Tell nazis to kill themselves.

If you think "narcissistic abuse" is a real thing.

If you claim to have a CDD without having trauma and/or tell people that they can have a CDD without having trauma.

Accounts that "make anti-endo posts pro-endo" and people who support that. You guys are weird. Why do you think it is in any way acceptable to steal traumatized peoples posts. The "make pro-endo posts anti-endo" accounts are weird as fuck too but at least those people aren't belittling and silencing the traumatized like you guys are.

If you claim to have been born a system and/or tell people you can be born a system.

People who use "sysmed" seriously.

Anti-science. Anti-research.

If you believe therians/furries are zoophiles and/or tell people that therians/furries are zoophiles.

"MAPs". Pedophiles. Chomos. Should go without saying. If I find you, I will report you to your job, your family, your friends, your neighbors, everyone. Everybody you know and everybody you love will know how sick you are.

^ P-OCD havers, you are exempt from this. Your obsessions don't define you. Your obsessions are not you. We understand. You're safe here.

If you use mental health/disorder exclusive terms and you don't have that disorder. For example, calling yourself "delulu", saying you're "so OCD", calling something mildly uncomfortable "traumatic"/"PTSD", etc.

If you believe and/or tell people that you can get racial, disability, disorder, etc dysphoria and can "transition" to your desired race, disability, disorder, etc. JSYK you do not want trauma and no amount of crying about your "dysphoria" around not having it will ever make me feel sympathy for you. Get help.

To continue the above, if you identify as: "transracial", "RCTA", "transystem", "transplural", "transabled", "transprogrammed", "transDID", or anything along those lines. I won't say all transIDs because I know a small handful of them are harmless (e.g. transage, transpower, transpecies etc.). While I don't think the word "trans" should be used, I understand why it is and don't care enough about the topic to argue or get involved in discourse about it

Pro-incest. TCOAAL fans I'm looking at you.

Puritans, puriteens, anti-sex/sex-negative movement, etc

Pro generative AI. What, little baby can't draw by themself? Can't write more than a sentence? Need a computer program to spoon feed you misinformation while it fucks you in the ass? Aww you poor thing. Thinking for yourself is really hard, isn't it? Grow up.

Not a hard DNI as we have mutuals who do this but people who generalize paraphilias to condemn a small percentage of them. To demonize paraphilias as a whole is to demonize sex. Please educate yourself before taking hard stances that align heavily with the anti-sex movement. If you took 2 seconds to actually look up what a paraphilia is, you would know that less than half are immoral and even fewer are illegal. The emetophiles and watersports enjoyers should not be looped in with the zoophiles and necrophiles. The people with vampire fetishes are not the same as pedophiles and you all need to stop acting like it.

^ That being said, rapists/rape paraphiliacs who aren’t victims of it, DDLG/CGs who sexualize littles (even if it's consensual), necrophiles who have or are planning on actually desecrating a corpse, noncon somnophiliacs, noncon voyeurs, zoophiles, xenophiles, anyone who identifies with a paraphilia that harms anyone non-consensually or has anything to do with being attracted to minors or animals DNFI.

^ Cannibalism is messy since it's symbolic usage in media has risen in popularity, but having a thing for cannibalism as a trope is very different from actually being a cannibal. It better be obvious which type is in the DNI.

If you knowingly and intentionally violate DNIs. This ones funny cause I know they won’t listen, but if I see em, I’ll report them for harassment, share the acc here, and encourage blocking them. So this is your warning.

If you encourage people to not seek treatment for their CDD. It’s ok to validate inability to seek help and we get that doctors are scary, but fearmongering recovery helps no one and anyone who does that sucks.

⛧ · · ────── Side Accounts

@simplesysresearch ~ A submission-based blog dedicated to making big long science articles small and understandable enough for non-researchers to digest! Focus is primarily on publishings that revolve around CDDs, trauma, and plurality

Redacted side ~ Blog for NSFW posts! Basically a journal for anything that isn't safe for regular tumblr. We are not publicizing it at this time for everyone's safety but! we will eventually~ (gotta note that itll be password protected so we can pick and choose who sees)

⛧ · · ────── Other Accounts

Simply Plural ~ systematic_breakdown | strangers are unable to see profiles but can see how we format our SP | mutuals/friends can see select profiles | certain IRLs/closest friends/partner sys can see all profiles except for those of us who want to be kept completely private

Discord ~ systematic_breakdown

Revolt ~ systematic_breakdown#4227

Pinterest ~ radio_mud | currently being renovated | used to be nuttys acc but it switched to its own so now we're moving a buncha shit around

Spotify ~ here

[wiltkingart]

patho ladies part 3

[nick-nellson]

Scott Pilgrim vs. the World (2010) dir. Edgar Wright

[mizgnomer]

Parallel photos: The Tennants and the Shebergs

[cassianandfenrysaremyboyos]

Rogue's so relatable for this

[chenslucy]

DREW STARKEY AS RAFE CAMERON Outer Banks Season 4 Part 2 Trailer

[lunaicfantastic]

fav part of gideon the ninth is for the first pre-canaan house chunk of the book, she's all "ugh I'm so normal surrounded by all these weirdo goth freaks when I blow this popsicle stand everyone will see how cool and normal and charming I am" and then she gets to canaan house and realizes that while she might have been a normie jock in the ninth house she is not exempt from being a goth weirdo who hides important doors behind tapestries and sneaks around in the dark so she doesn't have to talk to people. like we talk about her being a jock forced to be goth but nature v nurture babey she's not shedding that bone freak skin anytime soon

[fervi-g]

Happy Valentine's Day! 💖

Bande à part (1964) dir. Jean-Luc Godard

[elialys]

THE NEWSREADER | 3.03 | Helen x Dale - "Why wouldn't you tell me?"

[kiwiandmint]

Perfect Night

From chapter 504

[diorsdolliest]

𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐈 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐘 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐈𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔; min ho

summary: in this intense romance, y/n and min ho, both struggling with fear and hesitation, confront their undeniable chemistry in a private moment that leads to a passionate kiss, marking the beginning of an emotionally charged relationship as they finally embrace what they’ve both been too afraid to admit. (pt. 2 to roses)

warnings: mention of making out

word count: 2120

AS YOU WATCHED MIN HO WALK OUT YOU HAD ONE OF TWO DECISIONS TO MAKE !

you weren't going to let him walk away this time.

the second min ho stepped out of the dorm, you were already on your feet, heart pounding in your chest.

before you could even second-guess yourself, you were chasing after him.

he felt it.

you knew he did.

and if you didn't confront it now, it was going to drive you mad.

"min ho," you called out.

he didn't stop.

you quickened your pace, frustration creeping in. "min ho—"

"go back inside, y/n." his voice was cold, clipped, nothing like it had been just minutes ago.

no.

you weren't going to let him shut down on you.

you grabbed his wrist, gripping it tightly. "no."

he turned to face you, his expression unreadable. "what?"

you glanced around, heart pounding in your ears.

the hallway was too open, too exposed. anyone could hear you, and you needed privacy.

without thinking, you yanked him toward the nearest supply closet, flinging the door open and shoving him inside.

"y/n—"

before he could protest, you slipped in after him and slammed the door shut.

darkness.

the only light was a faint sliver from the hallway, barely illuminating the cramped space. shelves lined one wall, stocked with blankets and cleaning supplies.

it was too intimate, too close—but you didn't care.

min ho exhaled sharply, leaning back against the door. "are you serious?"

"yes," you snapped, your chest heaving. "because we need to talk."

"there's nothing to talk about." his voice was forced, his body tense.

you stepped closer, the confined space leaving barely any room between you. "bullshit."

min ho inhaled sharply as you moved into his space, your chin tilting up to glare at him.

his adam's apple bobbed, lips parted as if he was about to say something—before they pressed into a firm line.

"you don't get to just say all that," you continued, your voice trembling slightly, "and then walk away."

his jaw clenched. "i didn't leave—"

"yes, you did!" your frustration boiled over. "you dropped that confession like a bomb, and then walked away like it meant nothing."

his eyes darkened. "isn't that what you wanted?"

you froze.

min ho let out a humorless laugh. "you weren't exactly jumping at the chance to say anything back, y/n."

you swallowed hard, pulse racing. "because i—i didn't know what to say."

min ho scoffed, shaking his head. "right."

you wanted to hit him. or kiss him. or both.

instead, you shoved at his chest, frustration burning through you. "you can't just drop something like that on me, min ho! you can't look at me like that and—"

"like what?" he challenged, stepping forward.

you instinctively backed up, the shelves pressing against your back.

min ho moved closer, his hands bracing against the wood on either side of your head, trapping you in.

your breath caught.

"like what, y/n?" his voice dropped, rough and dangerous. his scent—clean, warm, unmistakably him—wrapped around you, clouding your thoughts.

you swallowed hard, fingers trembling. "like—like you want me."

his lips parted, a sharp inhale escaping him.

then, ever so slightly, he leaned in.

"maybe that's because i do."

your entire body locked up.

min ho's gaze flickered to your lips, lingering there for a heartbeat too long.

the air between you was charged, thick with something neither of you could fight anymore.

you exhaled shakily, every nerve in your body heightened by how close he was, how easily he could close the space between you.

"say something," he murmured. his voice was softer now, almost vulnerable.

you licked your lips, heart racing. "i don't know how."

min ho's brows furrowed, his breath uneven. "then tell me to leave."

your hands clenched into fists.

"tell me you don't want this," he challenged, lips barely an inch from yours. "tell me, and i swear i'll go."

but you couldn't.

because it would be a lie.

and from the way min ho's expression shifted—the way his eyes searched yours, desperate, hopeful—he already knew.

you sucked in a shaky breath, your chest rising and falling rapidly. "min ho..."

his fingers twitched against the shelf, like he was using every ounce of restraint not to touch you. "tell me, y/n."

instead, you reached for him.

fingers curling into his hoodie, your voice barely a whisper.

"don't go."

min ho let out a shaky exhale—and then he moved.

one moment, you were standing there, every nerve in your body on edge, and the next—

his hands cupped your face, warm and firm, tilting your head up. his lips hovered over yours, so close you could feel his breath ghosting over your skin.

but he didn't kiss you.

not yet.

instead, he rested his forehead against yours, fingers tightening around your jaw like he was still waiting for permission, still waiting for you.

your breath stuttered.

your hands fisted into his hoodie, grounding yourself, confirming he was real.

"are you going to run away again?" you whispered, voice barely steady.

min ho let out a breathless laugh, his thumb brushing against your cheek, sending a shiver down your spine.

"not a chance."

and then—finally—he kissed you.

the kiss was everything and nothing like you expected.

min ho's lips were soft, but his kiss wasn't. it was desperate, like he'd been holding this in for far too long, like he was afraid you'd slip through his fingers if he didn't act now.

your hands tightened in his hoodie, your body instinctively pressing into his. he let out a frustrated exhale against your lips—like he wanted more but was holding himself back.

the tension snapped.

but just as quickly as it started, you pulled away.

your chest heaved, lips tingling, your heart a mess.

min ho's eyes were heavy-lidded, his breathing ragged as he stared at you like you'd just turned his world upside down.

maybe you had.

you swallowed, voice barely a whisper. "we... shouldn't have done that."

min ho's expression flickered—just a moment, just enough for you to notice—before his usual mask slipped back into place.

"right," he muttered, stepping back, jaw tightening. "of course."

your stomach twisted.

you didn't mean it.

not really.

but panic surged through you.

this was min ho—the same min ho who had spent months teasing you, acting like you were just a nuisance in his life.

now he was kissing you like he needed you?

it didn't make sense.

min ho scoffed, shaking his head. "i should've seen this coming."

your eyes snapped to him, heart still racing. "what the hell does that mean?"

"it means," he said, voice sharp, "that i was dumb enough to think—maybe—you felt the same way."

his words knocked the air from your lungs.

you opened your mouth, but no sound came out.

wasn't that the problem? that you did feel the same way? that you didn't know what to do with it?

"i—"

min ho scoffed again. "save it, y/n."

he turned for the door, reaching for the handle.

panic surged through you. "wait—"

min ho froze, his back still to you.

you inhaled sharply. "you can't just... walk away."

"why not?" his voice was cold now, distant, the exact opposite of the min ho who had held you like you were fragile just moments ago.

you hesitated. "because i—"

you what?

liked him? wanted him? needed him?

min ho exhaled sharply. "that's what i thought."

and then he was gone, slipping through the door, leaving you standing in the cramped closet, your heart still thundering.

the second min ho walked out, something inside you snapped.

you couldn't let him leave. not like this.

your heart was still racing, your lips still tingling from his kiss, his touch, the way he'd held you like you mattered. now, because of your own fear, he was walking away.

before you could talk yourself out of it, you blurted it out.

"i want you."

min ho froze.

the words hung in the air, heavy and irreversible.

seconds felt like hours.

slowly, min ho turned.

his expression was unreadable, lips parted, eyes locking onto yours with a intensity that sent a shiver down your spine.

"what did you say?" his voice was barely a whisper, unsure if he'd imagined it.

your throat went dry.

but you couldn't back down now.

"i want you, min ho."

something flickered in his expression—dangerous, unguarded.

min ho sucked in a slow breath, stepping forward, and suddenly the distance between you disappeared.

"say it again," he murmured, voice rougher.

you swallowed, your chest tight, aware of how close he was. "i want you, min ho moon."

min ho's jaw tightened, fingers twitching like he was fighting the urge to pull you into him. "then why the hell did you act like you didn't?"

you exhaled shakily. "because i was scared."

his eyes darkened. "of what?"

"of this." you gestured between you, frustration creeping into your voice. "of us. of what it means."

min ho let out a bitter laugh. "you think i'm not scared?"

you blinked.

he ran a hand through his hair, exhaling. "you drive me insane, y/n. i've spent so much time pretending i didn't care, pushing it down... but it never stops. i see you, and suddenly, i can't think straight."

your breath hitched.

min ho stepped closer, voice quieter, more vulnerable. "so yeah, i'm scared, too. but the difference is—i want this. i want you. if you feel the same way, you need to stop running."

your heart pounded.

because he was right.

you'd spent so much time fighting this, fighting him, when the truth had been staring you in the face all along.

you didn't just want min ho.

you needed him.

so, finally, you stopped thinking.

you grabbed his hoodie, pulled him down, and kissed him like your life depended on it.

min ho let out a sharp breath, surprised, but the moment your lips met his, all hesitation vanished.

his hands immediately found your waist, pulling you closer like he couldn't bear the distance between you.

the kiss was desperate, frantic, like he was trying to make up for lost time.

his fingers curled into your shirt as if needing something to hold onto.

when you pulled away, breathless and lightheaded, min ho rested his forehead against yours.

"say it one more time," he murmured, voice low and wrecked.

you smiled, hands still gripping his hoodie.

"i want you."

and this time, there was no hesitation.

the world outside that closet didn't matter anymore.

it was only min ho, and only you.

your heart still raced, every nerve alive with anticipation.

his fingers tangled in your shirt, pulling you closer, and for the first time, you weren't scared. you weren't questioning yourself.

this was real.

this was happening.

min ho's lips were on yours again, deeper this time, urgent, like you were both absorbing every ounce of this moment you'd both been too afraid to face.

his mouth moved against yours with a raw, desperate hunger.

and you kissed him back just as fiercely, hands trailing up to his neck, pulling him closer, feeling the heat of his body against yours.

his hands slipped under your shirt, caressing your bare skin, sending shivers down your spine.

you gasped into the kiss, your stomach flipping with every touch.

min ho deepened the kiss, his tongue brushing against yours, asking for permission you didn't hesitate to give.

you opened up to him, and the moment his tongue met yours, everything else disappeared.

it was just him.

just you.

he pulled you into him, backing you against the shelves, trapping you between the cold wood and his warmth. his hands gripped your hips, lifting you, pressing you against him, like he couldn't get close enough.

his lips trailed down your neck, and you gasped softly, tilting your head back as his kisses marked your skin.

"min ho..." you whispered his name like a prayer, tugging him back to your lips.

the kiss deepened, more frantic, desperate, because you both knew this moment would change everything.

you felt his heart pounding against yours, felt how desperately you both needed this.

finally, when you pulled apart, breathless and dazed, min ho pressed his forehead against yours, his hand cupping your cheek, as if to reassure himself this was real.

"be mine, y/n," he murmured, voice rough. "i don’t want to let you go."

you smiled. "you’re mine."

and with that, words no longer mattered.

you both knew what came next.

“happy valentine’s.” you whispered to min ho before going back into his dorm to talk to kitty.

a/n !

HAI! i’m gonna be so real i never planned on making a pt 2 but since i saw some ppl liked it i decided to write an update.

i hope its good because most pt 2s aren’t but hopefully!! please like, comment, and repost! ilysm 😻 - xoxo, nova

tags: @munsonsquinn | @bluesmithereens

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

[everye]

day 23-24: PRICE OF SALVATION

[liltaireissocute]

[PERC'ILDAN]

i said "i will redraw bathtub scene but make it percildan" and i did

[drrav3nb]

COSMO JARVIS as John Blackthorne ANNA SAWAI as Toda Mariko SHŌGUN | Chapter Five: Broken to the Fist

Please tell [Buntaro], that while I understand that in this country, like mine, a man's wife is his property. But I believe strongly, that his wife merits better.

[bucksbeagle]

i really want an episode where buck realizes hes in love with eddie and then hes an absolute freak about it the entire time trying to seem normal